{"id":1100,"date":"2017-02-13T06:57:59","date_gmt":"2017-02-13T06:57:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ybs-yjs.com\/kurdi\/?p=1100"},"modified":"2017-02-16T19:15:48","modified_gmt":"2017-02-16T19:15:48","slug":"cawa-bijin-i-serokati","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yjs-ybs.net\/en\/?p=1100","title":{"rendered":"SEROKAT\u00ce-\u00c7AWA BIJ\u00ceN I-"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Naverok<\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u00ca\u015eGOTIN<\/p>\n

LI KURDISTAN\u2019\u00ca ERKA HUNER<\/p>\n

\u00db GELALA ROMANEKE \u015eORE\u015eGER<\/p>\n

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Huner \u00fb w\u00eaje pediviya giyan\u00ea ye<\/p>\n

M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee dijmin\u00ea huner e j\u00ee<\/em><\/p>\n

Ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eeva b\u00ea day\u00een romanek e<\/p>\n

Romana Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea div\u00ea xweser be<\/em><\/p>\n

Ger qonax ba\u015f ney\u00ea vekolandin<\/p>\n

kesayet ba\u015f nay\u00ea dah\u00fbrandin<\/p>\n

C\u00eehana kevin di bin kontrol\u00ea de ye<\/em><\/p>\n

Di nava me de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam<\/p>\n

t\u00eakiliy\u00ean \u015fer in<\/p>\n

Li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea hezkirin hatiye qetilkirin<\/em><\/p>\n

Em demxeya mulkiyet\u00ea ya li ser zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea radikin<\/p>\n

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\u00c7AWA BIJ\u00ceN<\/p>\n

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Ez di bingeh\u00ea berv\u00eadan \u00fb bertek raberkirina<\/em><\/p>\n

her ti\u015ft\u00ee de gih\u00ee\u015ftim teor\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alakiya \u015fore\u015fger<\/em><\/p>\n

Li hember fa\u015f\u00eezma 12 Rezber\u00ea, me doza azadiy\u00ea<\/p>\n

vegerand rast\u00eena jiyana gelek\u00ea<\/p>\n

Jina her\u00ee bedew, heri bi q\u00eemet \u00fb ya her\u00ee z\u00eade div\u00ea b\u00ea hezkirin,<\/em><\/p>\n

w\u00ea \u00e7awa derkeve rast\u00ea<\/em><\/p>\n

A ku em dikin, \u015fer\u00ea hey\u00een\u00ea ye<\/p>\n

li hember her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku li ser jiyan\u00ea gef\u00ea dixwin<\/p>\n

Hezkirina ku bi welat \u00fb \u00e7\u00eenayetiy\u00ea ve negir\u00eaday\u00ee ye<\/em><\/p>\n

ne tu ti\u015ft e<\/em><\/p>\n

Li devereke ku her dest t\u00eakil dibin<\/p>\n

h\u00ealin nay\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin<\/p>\n

Di bingeh\u00ea rast\u00eenan de karib\u00ee hez bik\u00ee, hez bike, karib\u00ee bij\u00ee, bije<\/em><\/p>\n

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C\u00ceHANEKE B\u00ca QEZENCKIRIN HEYE<\/p>\n

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N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya \u00e7ewt ji zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea re \u00fb mezintir\u00een b\u00ea\u00e7aretiya civak\u00ea<\/em><\/p>\n

Kesayetiya dij-civak\u00ee nikare saxlem n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea ger\u00eela bibe<\/p>\n

N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya min a jin\u00ea vegeriya \u015fer\u00ea man \u00fb neman\u00ea bi KT\u2019y\u00ea re<\/em><\/p>\n

Tu dikar\u00ee di r\u00eajeya p\u00ea\u015fxistina hezkirin\u00ea de \u015fer,<\/p>\n

di r\u00eajeya p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fer de j\u00ee hezkirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee<\/p>\n

Mirov di h\u00eaza atom\u00ea de behreyek e<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fbna st\u00fb tewandin\u00ea<\/p>\n

di riya t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea de her roj mirin b\u00eatir di c\u00ee de ye<\/p>\n

Koleyan j\u00ee maf\u00ea hevr\u00eatiy\u00ea bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea qezenc kirin<\/em><\/p>\n

Apoc\u00eet\u00ee,<\/p>\n

ji hilkeftina kar\u00ean her\u00ee zor xwe nepelikandin e<\/p>\n

Ji pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea re n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya netew\u00ee,<\/em><\/p>\n

w\u00ea ji war\u00ea navnetew\u00ee re j\u00ee tevkariyek\u00ea berp\u00ea\u015f bike<\/em><\/p>\n

Wek aliyek\u00ee<\/p>\n

\u00e7aren\u00fbsa xwe bi azad diyar bikin<\/p>\n

Em di \u015fexs\u00ea kesan de asta netew \u00fb civak\u00ee dadih\u00fbr\u00eenin.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00can ku nay\u00ean xeta r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea<\/p>\n

nay\u00ean t\u00eakiliya azad j\u00ee<\/p>\n

Mirov r\u00eesk\u00ea nede ber \u00e7av<\/em><\/p>\n

serkeftin nay\u00ea qezenckirin<\/em><\/p>\n

Hesteke sih\u00eal j\u00ee<\/p>\n

dikare h\u00eaviya gelek\u00ee bi erd\u00ea ve bike yek<\/p>\n

Bi armancan ve gir\u00eadana \u015fidand\u00ee<\/em><\/p>\n

mitlaq dide qezenckirin<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u015eORE\u015eA KURDISTAN\u2019\u00ca<\/p>\n

\u015eORE\u015eA AZADIYA JIN\u00ca \u00db CIVAK\u00ce YE<\/p>\n

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Zayend\u00eetiya b\u00eate\u015fe qedan e<\/em><\/p>\n

T\u00eep\u00ea jin \u00fb zilam\u00ea Kurd \u00ea klas\u00eek<\/p>\n

li hember\u00ea hev binket\u00ee ne<\/p>\n

Ji bo t\u00eakiliya azad \u015fernekirin<\/em><\/p>\n

li azadiy\u00ea xiyanetkirin e<\/em><\/p>\n

Li ba me ev\u00een<\/p>\n

yek\u00eetiyeke mezin a siyas\u00ee ye<\/p>\n

Azad\u00ee bi \u015fer t\u00ea afirandin<\/em><\/p>\n

Zilam, div\u00ea bibe r\u00eaheval\u00ea azadiya jin\u00ea<\/p>\n

Ev\u00eena PKK\u2019\u00ea bij\u00een<\/em><\/p>\n

Pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea \u00e7areserkirin<\/p>\n

qezenckirina serkeftin\u00ea ye<\/p>\n

Hun\u00ea xwe bigih\u00eenin<\/em><\/p>\n

t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea jiyana rast<\/em><\/p>\n

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DIV\u00ca EM JI BO JIYANDIN\u00ca \u015eER BIKIN<\/p>\n

\u00db DI \u015eER DE JIYAN\u00ca DERXIN RAST\u00ca<\/p>\n

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Armanc jib\u00eerkirin<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00fb amrazan hi\u015fkbawer hebandin karesat e<\/em><\/p>\n

Tevgera me \u00e7emka \u015fore\u015fa civak\u00ee ye<\/p>\n

Damezraka malbat\u00ea \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee div\u00ea \u00e7awa bin<\/em><\/p>\n

Div\u00ea em \u00e7\u00eeroka xwe rast bizanibin<\/p>\n

Ne jiy\u00een, ne j\u00ee najiy\u00een<\/em><\/p>\n

jiyan\u00ea dide sekinandin<\/em><\/p>\n

Li dervey\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee<\/p>\n

y\u00ea ku dihizire w\u00ea bi ser bix\u00eene debeng e<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Maf\u00ea jiyan\u00ea<\/em><\/p>\n

Maf\u00ea \u015fer e<\/em><\/p>\n

Ger tu jiyana civak\u00ee ya azad dixwaz\u00ee<\/p>\n

W\u00ea tu zagona Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea bisep\u00een\u00ee<\/p>\n

Her ti\u015ft\u00ean ku xwemal\u00ea kevin in<\/em><\/p>\n

eyb, kir\u00eat, xirab \u00fb \u00e7ewt in<\/em><\/p>\n

Zarok\u00ea Kurd \u00ea li Awistralya\u2019y\u00ea j\u00ee dizane<\/p>\n

ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea jiyandin<\/p>\n

Ger tu li hember hest \u00fb kevne\u015fopiyan bin ket\u00ee<\/em><\/p>\n

w\u00ea tu her ti\u015ft\u00ee wenda bik\u00ee<\/em><\/p>\n

Rast zagona zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eakiliya zayendiy\u00ea heye<\/p>\n

Afirandina jin \u00fb zilamek\u00ee<\/em><\/p>\n

bi qezenckirina \u015fer gengaz e<\/em><\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort\u00ean me ji bo azadiya mezin in<\/p>\n

Ger azad\u00ee h\u00easan ba<\/em><\/p>\n

Ronah\u00ee \u00fb B\u00ear\u00eevan xwe nedi\u015fewitandin<\/em><\/p>\n

Pakrewan\u00ee<\/p>\n

berg\u00eedana jiyan\u00ea ye ku div\u00ea b\u00ea day\u00een<\/p>\n

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P\u00ca\u015eGOTIN<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019, di roja \u00eeroy\u00een de weke pirseke her\u00ee gir\u00eeng ya d\u00eeroka Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea t\u00ea pirs\u00een. Pirseke wisa ye ku ten\u00ea bi \u015fore\u015feke mirov \u00fb jiyan\u00ee dikare bers\u00eev\u00ea peyda bike.<\/p>\n

Taybetmendiya her\u00ee dar\u00ee\u00e7av ya wan \u015fore\u015f\u00ean ku di d\u00eerok\u00ea de \u015fop\u00ean mezin hi\u015ftine, \u015faristaniy\u00ea re tevkariya mezin berp\u00ea\u015f kirine \u00fb bandora wan heya \u00eero berdewam kirine, ew te\u015fey\u00ea jiyana n\u00fb ye ku li ser hilwe\u015f\u00eena jiyana kevin derxistine rast\u00ea \u00fb may\u00eende kirine. \u015eore\u015f\u00ean ku bi pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re nakevin t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena l\u00eapirs\u00eena mezin, bers\u00eeva v\u00ea nadin \u00fb naf\u00fbrin dervey\u00ea armancan, d\u00eerok diniv\u00ees\u00eene ku di hundir\u00ea heyam\u00ea de wenda dibin \u00fb di\u00e7in. \u015eore\u015f\u00ean dema n\u00eaz\u00eek j\u00ee, ka ev pirs \u00e7iqas p\u00eadiviyeke sot\u00eener e, pir ba\u015f n\u00ee\u015fan didin.<\/p>\n

Bi taybet\u00ee gava ku sehaya tevger\u00een\u00ea dibe Kurdistan, div\u00ea ney\u00ea jib\u00eerkirin ku av\u00ean diherikin disekinin. Ev rasteq\u00een, \u00e7end qet mezinb\u00fbn\u00ean d\u00ee tev\u00ee mezinahiya v\u00ea pirs\u00ea dike. B\u00eay\u00ee v\u00ea \u201cpirs\u2019\u2019\u00ea belk\u00ee her ti\u015ft b\u00ea kirin, l\u00ea ti\u015fta nikare b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin j\u00ee, \u015fore\u015fa ku di oxira w\u00ea de hewqas bed\u00eal t\u00ean day\u00een e. B\u00eaguman ev ne \u00eed\u00eeayek e; bi rast\u00ee her kes\u00ea ku v\u00ea l\u00eakol\u00een dike, dikare bers\u00eev bib\u00eene ku her roj, her demjim\u00ear \u00fb heta her qas bi rasteq\u00eena v\u00ea prat\u00eek\u00ea ve tij\u00ee derbas dibe. Serok APO ku mirov dikare bib\u00eaje dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ea y\u00ean her\u00ee curbecur \u00fb berfireh \u00e7\u00eadike, di her peyva t\u00eene ziman de ev rast\u00een ve\u015fartiye. Em dubare dikin, div\u00ea qet ney\u00ea jib\u00eerkirin ku ev der Kurdistan e. Y\u00ean li ser v\u00ea ax\u00ea jiyan\u00ea qezenc nekin, nikarin tu ti\u015ftek\u00ee qezenc bikin. Y\u00ean ku xwe azad nekin, nikarin tu ti\u015ftek\u00ee azad bikin. Y\u00ean ku kesayetiya serbixwe \u00e7\u00eanekin, nikarin xwe ji koletiy\u00ea rizgar bikin.<\/p>\n

Lewma \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 pir gir\u00eeng e; pirseke ku qas\u00ee nan, av \u00fb heway\u00ea p\u00eadiv\u00ee p\u00ea t\u00ea d\u00eetin. Yekcar jiyana xwemal\u00ea m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea, ne jiyan e. Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de bi hezar\u00fbyek cure r\u00eabazan jiyana mirovan hatiye sekinandin. Ya t\u00ea gotin zind\u00ee, mir\u00ee ye; ya t\u00ea gotin jiyan, zindan e; ya t\u00ea gotin r\u00fbmetdar e, b\u00ea\u015fermiya ket\u00ee ye. \u201cCivata miriy\u00ean li ser piyan…\u2019\u2019 welatek\u00ee ku bi her ti\u015ft\u00ean xwe ve hatiye wendakirin \u00fb rasteq\u00eena gelek\u00ea… Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, zoriyeka \u015fore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea r\u00fb bi r\u00fb maye ku bi \u201cmiriy\u00ean li ser piyan\u2019\u2019 ka jiyan \u00e7i ye \u00fb ne \u00e7i ye bide t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin.<\/p>\n

Serok APO di nirxandineke v\u00ea pirt\u00fbk\u00ea de dib\u00eaje, \u201cBers\u00eeva ku ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re b\u00ea day\u00een, romaneke mezin e. Bers\u00eevb\u00fby\u00eeneke wisa h\u00easan n\u00een e. Karek\u00ee wisa giran e ku her kes nikare ji bin derkeve. B\u00ea\u015fibaniya \u015f\u00eawaza serokatiya Serok APO, bi gotina w\u00ee, ji ber ku k\u00fbraniya bikaran\u00eena \u201cDiyalekta Kurd\u2019\u2019 p\u00eak aniye, bi gor p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean w\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenek\u00ee bingeh girtiye \u00fb ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re gih\u00ee\u015ftina h\u00eaza bers\u00eevdan\u00ea p\u00eak aniye, derketiye rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de ji ber ku her ti\u015ft hatiye tewi\u015fandin, tu ti\u015ftek ne li ciy\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest dike dim\u00eene, ji ber ku kesayet di l\u00eetava mezin a ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea de t\u00ean xeniqandin \u00fb rast\u00een\u00ean berevaj\u00ee c\u00ee bi wan t\u00ea g\u00fbherandin, bers\u00eeva pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019, \u015fer\u00ea mezin e. Ev \u015fer, ne ew \u015fer\u00ea zip\u00fbziwa y\u00ea \u00e7ek bikaran\u00een\u00ea y\u00ea ku cara yekem de t\u00ea hi\u015f e; heya p\u00ea\u015fiya p\u00eavajoya ronah\u00eeb\u00fbna PKK\u2019\u00ea tevahitiya sepandin\u00ea ya ku nedihate hi\u015fan e. \u00c7alakiya mezin xirakirina her ti\u015ft\u00ea kevin \u00fb li \u015f\u00fbna w\u00ea mezin \u00e7\u00eakirin e. B\u00eay\u00ee v\u00ea tu takekes, nikare h\u00eaza rakirina lekeya \u015ferm\u00ea ji eniya xwe n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Serok APO bi xwe j\u00ee, li rexm\u00ee t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena xwe ya xedar a b\u00eahn di\u00e7ik\u00eene, ger ku dib\u00eaje h\u00ea j\u00ee v\u00ea lekeya \u015ferm\u00ea tam ranekiriye, her hal tu kes nikare bikeve nav xefleta hizirandina ku w\u00ea karibe v\u00ea lekeya mezin a \u015ferm\u00ea bi desmal\u00ea paqij bike.<\/p>\n

Gihandina pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 \u00fb ka w\u00ea bers\u00eev \u00e7awa karibe b\u00ea day\u00een n\u00ee\u015fandan, dat\u00eene rast\u00ea ku ew mirovatiya li c\u00eehan\u00ea di\u00e7ilmise, li navenda xwe ya kevin a li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ji n\u00fb de t\u00ea \u015f\u00eenkirin. Serok APO ku mezin dirame, tenez\u00fbl\u00ea h\u00easaniy\u00ea nake \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena r\u00eeskdar bingeh digire, bi bers\u00eeva ku ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re dide, bi dah\u00fbrandin\u00ean wergir \u00ean jiyana civak\u00ee, di v\u00ea war\u00ea de j\u00ee derbas\u00ee hilper\u00eeneke mezin b\u00fbye. Her kes\u00ee li p\u00ea\u015fberi v\u00ea hilper\u00eena mezin pi\u00e7\u00fbktiya xwe bi erjeng\u00ee ferq kiriye. Bi t\u00ea\u015feyek\u00ea balk\u00ea\u015f hatiye n\u00ee\u015fandan ku, her guleya hat\u00ee av\u00eatin, her dilop xw\u00eena hat\u00ee rijandin, her zoriya hat\u00ee ki\u015fandin vala ne\u00e7\u00fbye, na\u00e7e \u00fb her ti\u015ftek xerca jiyana n\u00fb ye. Ev di heman dem\u00ea de diderbir\u00eene ku \u015fore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea per\u00een\u00ea p\u00eavajoya \u00een\u015fay\u00ea b\u00fbye.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 di bin serokatiya Serok APO de gaveke n\u00fb ya PKK\u2019\u00ea ye. Li per\u00e7ey\u00ea Kurdistan a c\u00eehan\u00ea ku qeyrana civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7and\u00ee bi tevah\u00ee giraniya xwe ve t\u00ea jiyandin, d\u00eeroka jiyaneka n\u00fb t\u00ea niv\u00eesandin. P\u00ea\u015fketina her\u00ee z\u00eade dijmin\u00ean PKK\u2019\u00ea ditirs\u00eene ev e. Ji ber ku \u015fer\u00ea le\u015fker\u00ee y\u00ea bi serkeftin, tujb\u00fbna viyana h\u00eawilnak, xeta serxweb\u00fbna ku ji p\u00eaveberdan \u00fb radestb\u00fbn\u00ea re bi temam\u00ee biyan\u00ee b\u00fbye \u00fb hwd. her ti\u015ft\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea, ji bo jiyaneke n\u00fb ye. Helbet di ciyek\u00ee de jin, binyada jiyan\u00ea ye. Jixwe di Kurd\u00ee de wateya \u201cjin\u2019\u2019\u00ea, \u201cj\u00een\u2019\u2019 e. L\u00ea bel\u00ea jina ku her\u00ee z\u00eade ji jiyan\u00ea hatiye xistin, bi dah\u00fbrandin\u00ean azadiy\u00ea y\u00ean Serok APO, bi gunc\u00eena nav\u00ea xwe p\u00eagir\u00ea p\u00eavajoya avakirin\u00ea t\u00ea kirin. \u00cad\u00ee di xala p\u00eakhat\u00ee de, di derbar\u00ea ka pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea \u00e7i ye \u00fb ne \u00e7iye de aliy\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ee \u00fb rojaney\u00ee hatine dah\u00fbrandin \u00fb niha li gav\u00ean v\u00ea y\u00ean prat\u00eek zor\u00ee t\u00ea kirin.<\/p>\n

Bi taybet\u00ee ev du sal in dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean jiyana civak\u00ee y\u00ean Serok APO, henaseyeke n\u00fb bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena rizgariya azadiy\u00ea daye qezenckirin. T\u00eep\u00ea zilam \u00fb jin\u00ea y\u00ea ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea pejirandin, bi hem\u00fb aliyan ve rave kiriye. Pirt\u00fbka \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 ji van dah\u00fbr\u00eenan hatiye berhevkirin. Taybetmendiya pirt\u00fbk\u00ea ew e ku, \u015fer\u00ea ji deh salan b\u00eatir hat\u00ee bir\u00eavebirin \u00fb di bingeh\u00ea r\u00fbxandina jiyana kevin de, mesafeya ku afirandina jiyana n\u00fb wergirtiye bi hem\u00fb aliy\u00ean xwe ve dide teyisandin. Her wiha ev nirxandin\u00ean ku ne ten\u00ea mirov\u00ean Kurd, mirov\u00ean ji gel\u00ean din j\u00ee karibin xwe t\u00ea de bib\u00eenin, di \u00e7onatiyeke hej\u00eener de ne. Bi v\u00ea watiy\u00ea ev pirt\u00fbka ku her y\u00ea dixw\u00eene t\u00eaxe nava l\u00eapirs\u00een\u00ea \u00fb p\u00ea dide pirs\u00een ka \u00e7awa dije, di war\u00ea xwe de ya p\u00ea\u015f\u00een e. Ji ber ku pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean jiyan\u00ea dat\u00eene rast\u00ea \u00fb \u00e7areseriyan j\u00ea re t\u00eene, j\u00eaderkeke nirxdar e ku ew kes\u00ean dixwazin xwe \u00fb civak\u00ea ji n\u00fb ve biafir\u00eenin, dikarin li ser\u00ea biponijin, l\u00eakol\u00een bikin \u00fb encam\u00ean pir berfireh j\u00ea derx\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

We\u015fan\u00ean Serxweb\u00fbn<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ile 1995<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201cGih\u00ee\u015ftina \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ean raderbir\u00een, usl\u00fbb \u00fb h\u00eetab\u00ean pergal\u00ean n\u00fb, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean n\u00fb,<\/strong><\/p>\n

her roj kevin xirakirin \u00fb \u015fewitandin <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fb ji n\u00fb ve \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea re r\u00ea vekirin <\/strong><\/p>\n

jiyaneke roman\u00ee ye\u2019\u2019<\/strong><\/p>\n

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LI KURDISTAN\u2019\u00ca ERKA HUNER <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00db GELALA ROMANEKE \u015eORE\u015eGER<\/strong><\/p>\n

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P\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee, di bingeh\u00ea bi xedar\u00ee rexnekirina rasteq\u00eena civak\u00ee a ku bi her away\u00ee kesayetiya p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea terkirin dide axaftin de derdikeve rast\u00ea. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea jiyana ku yekuna t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee y\u00ean ku kesayetiya t\u00ea pejirandin dide axaftin rast\u00eeneke guh\u00earker \u00fb dah\u00fbr\u00eener diderbir\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Di \u015fekilgirtin\u00ean netew\u00ee de qas\u00ean veg\u00fbher\u00eena \u00e7onayet\u00ee, dibine qas\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ee. Ji bo p\u00eakan\u00eena her p\u00eakhateya civak\u00ee, \u015fore\u015fa ku t\u00ea wateya ser\u00fbbinb\u00fby\u00eena bingeh\u00een, di destp\u00eak\u00ea de li war\u00ea zanistiy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. P\u00ea\u015fketina zanist\u00ee bi xwe re weke b\u00eatir \u015f\u00eanber li ba r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alakmendiy\u00ea; feli\u015fandina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jorsaziy\u00ea ku \u00ead\u00ee li p\u00ea\u015fiya jiyan\u00ea teng \u00fb weke astengek\u00ee t\u00ean, m\u00eena peywirek\u00ee gir\u00eeng dat\u00eene p\u00ea\u015f xwe. B\u00eaguman tevgera \u015fore\u015fger hewldan\u00ean xwe y\u00ean ramyar\u00ee, li dij\u00ee raman \u00fb b\u00eerdoziy\u00ean kevin di r\u00eajeya t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenvedana rehdar de naverok \u00fb xeta xwe ya b\u00eerdoz\u00ee derdixe rast\u00ea. D\u00eesa v\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenvedana xwe li hember dezgeh\u00ean jorsaziy\u00ea gava ku didax\u00eene hewldaneke prat\u00eek, \u00ead\u00ee di nava qalik\u00ean zagonan da c\u00eebic\u00ee nabe. Nikare bi az\u00een\u00ean zagon\u00ee \u00fb a\u015ftiyane q\u00eem bike. Bi az\u00een\u00ean dijwar\u00ee dixwaze rasteriya siyas\u00ee vebike \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fketina siyas\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest dib\u00eene. Her wiha p\u00ea\u015fketina \u015fore\u015fgeran destp\u00eak\u00ea di war\u00ea b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve j\u00ee di war\u00ea siyas\u00ee de derdikeve rast\u00ea. \u015eideta \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, di r\u00eajeya sepandina r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb ponij\u00een de t\u00eako\u015f\u00een ber bi war\u00ea le\u015fker\u00ee ve di\u015femite. Her wiha p\u00ea\u015fketina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ya b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb pol\u00eet\u00eek berdewam dike \u00fb di\u00e7e. Ger xwe bigih\u00eene serkeftin\u00ea w\u00ea gav\u00ea j\u00earsaziya xwe li rasta veg\u00fbher\u00een\u00ea t\u00eene \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ea hilber\u00eena kevin dir\u00fbx\u00eene. Ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku asteng\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadikin belav dike. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean mulkiyeta n\u00fb di destp\u00eak\u00ea de ji bo p\u00ea\u015fketina h\u00eaz\u00ean hilber\u00een\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ova dest didin ava dike \u00fb hewl dide ku p\u00ea\u015fketina xwe temam bike.<\/p>\n

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Huner \u00fb w\u00eaje pediviya giyan\u00ea ye<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015eore\u015fa ku di jorsaziy\u00ea de dest p\u00ea dike, her wiha j\u00earsaziya xwe li veg\u00fbher\u00een\u00ea rast t\u00eene, p\u00ea\u015f dikeve \u00fb tek\u00fbz dibe. Di v\u00ea der\u00ea de pirsa her\u00ee gir\u00eeng ku b\u00ea bersivandin ev e: Erka w\u00eajey\u00ea \u00e7i ye? Ango p\u00eaw\u00eest e bi gi\u015ft\u00ee huner, bi taybet j\u00ee w\u00eaje \u00fb d\u00eesa ew romana ku be\u015fek gir\u00eeng a v\u00ea yek\u00ea ye bi pirsa ka erka \u015fore\u015f\u00ee \u00e7i ye, ku em bibersiv\u00eenin. Ger huner nebe em nikarin qala civakan bikin. lewma huner, amrazek\u00ee j\u00eaveneger e, ji bo civakb\u00fby\u00een \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee. Bi taybet\u00ee, ji ber ku mirov n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya xwe ya li hember xwezay\u00ea bi zanist\u00ee \u00fb bi pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea tam nikare dah\u00fbr\u00eene \u00fb nikare giyana xwe bi t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eeneke daring\u00ee t\u00ear bike, w\u00ee ber bi te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eeb\u00fbneke cewaz, yan\u00ee ber bi huner\u00ea ve dibe. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de huner, derbaskirina p\u00eadiviya giyan\u00ea esas digire. B\u00eaguman p\u00eawendiya v\u00ea bi raman ve heye. Bi h\u00easan\u00ee mirov dikare diyar bike ku huner, warek\u00ee pir xweser diderbir\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Gelek te\u015fey\u00ean curbecur ku xwestek\u00ean giyan\u00ee di nava xwe de peyda dikin, weke berhem\u00ean huner\u00ee derdikevin p\u00ea\u015f me \u00fb her wiha t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eena ari\u015f\u00ee p\u00eak t\u00eenin. Berhem\u00ean pergal\u00ea j\u00ee dem bi dem huner\u00ea bandor dikin. D\u00eesa p\u00ea\u015fketina pol\u00eet\u00eek j\u00ee pir n\u00eaz\u00eek ve p\u00eawendiya xwe bi huner re dide avakirin. L\u00ea ji van tevan re em nikarin bib\u00eajin huner. Di aliy\u00ea din de, di pol\u00eet\u00eeka \u00fb aboriy\u00ea de mirov dikare qala huner\u00ea bike. Gelek b\u00eerdoziy\u00ean curbecur n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea huner dibin. Di vir\u00ea de ya b\u00ea t\u00eagi\u015ftin ev e ku; huner ji faktor\u00ean civak\u00ee y\u00ean din z\u00eade bandor digire, l\u00ea bi wana re nabe j\u00eab\u00fbn\u00ee ango dibe siyeke wan a pas\u00eef. L\u00ea bel\u00ea weke p\u00eadiviyeke \u00e7ist \u00fb j\u00eaveneger jiyandin \u00fb h\u00eeskirina w\u00ea mijara gotin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Dikare b\u00ea gotin ku jiyan, bi gor p\u00eadiviy\u00ean mirovatiy\u00ea t\u00ea \u015fekilkirin, di vir\u00ea de tevah\u00ee amraz \u00fb az\u00een\u00ean ku t\u00ean d\u00eetin, dikevin berfirehiya huner\u00ea. B\u00fbyera ku em dib\u00eajin dengek\u00ee xwe\u015fik, dimen\u00ea bi \u00e7av xwe\u015f t\u00ea, helbest ango destana ba\u015f a ku h\u00eetab\u00ea giyan\u00ea dike weke cureyek\u00ee huner\u00ea t\u00ea nirxandin. Dibe ku ev tunebin j\u00ee jiyan bidome, l\u00ea ev yek razberkirinek e. Di her nih\u00eartin\u00ea de hemin veqetandina xwe\u015fikb\u00fbn \u00fb kir\u00eatiy\u00ea heye. D\u00eesa di her n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya giyana mirov de ti\u015ft\u00ean ku li xwe\u015f\u00ea di\u00e7in \u00fb na\u00e7in hene. Libat \u00fb tevger\u00eena ba\u015f heye, libat \u00fb tevger\u00eena \u015fa\u015f heye. Lewma Civakek yan j\u00ee takekes her \u00e7ende ku bilind dibe (bi taybet\u00ee dema ku \u00e7alaktiy\u00ean huner\u00ea dibe mijara gotin\u00ea) ku p\u00ea\u015fketin hatibe p\u00eak\u00eenandin yek j\u00ee di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de dibe derbir\u00eena p\u00ea\u015fve\u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea. Yek\u00ee ku di nav te\u015fey\u00ea hunera pir pa\u015f de maye ango di nav te\u015fey\u00ea libata pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee de seyr dike \u00fb di\u00e7e ji hovebertiya w\u00ee t\u00ea qalkirin. Kesayeta ku k\u00fbrb\u00fbna giyan\u00ea \u00fb dewlemendiy\u00ea bi xwe re peyda nake, ji m\u00fbz\u00eek, d\u00eemen \u00fb bi her away\u00ee te\u015fey\u00ean libata huneriy\u00ean c\u00fbrbec\u00fbr ve bandor nabe \u00fb nakeve ferqa ve yek\u00ea, reh\u00ean jiyana w\u00ee ziwa b\u00fbne. Lewma huner, erka xwe ya civak\u00ee b\u00eagot\u00fbb\u00eaj e. B\u00eay\u00ee w\u00ea jiyan ten\u00ea dikare n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea jiyaneke ajal\u00ee seyr bike. S\u00eenor\u00ea ku ajal, bi mirovatiy\u00ea re dibe yek, dikare biderbir\u00eene. Ev, ne jiyaneke ku were pejirandin.<\/p>\n

Bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea di her qonaxa p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee \u00fb p\u00eangav\u00ean \u00e7onayet\u00ee de rasteriya p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea ya hatiye p\u00eak\u00eenandin, di heman dem\u00ea de rasteriya p\u00ea\u015fketina huner\u00ea j\u00ee dide diyarkirin. Jixwe qonax\u00ean civak\u00ee y\u00ean ser\u00fbbinb\u00fbn\u00ean gir\u00eeng, di heman dem\u00ea de bi hewldan\u00ean huner\u00ea ve dar\u00ee\u00e7av dibin. Her ser\u00fbbinb\u00fby\u00een di destp\u00eak\u00ea de li war\u00ea huner\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve; hem huner\u00ea bandor dike, hem j\u00ee j\u00ea bandor digire. Bi taybet\u00ee qonax\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ee, weke ku bi huner\u00ea t\u00ean amadekirin, di gihandina te\u015fey\u00ean \u00e7onayet\u00ee \u00fb xurt de bandorek\u00ee gir\u00eeng \u00e7\u00eadikin. Huner bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea li hember zoriy\u00ean jiyan\u00ea henase wergirtineke fireh e. Yan\u00ee ew giyana mirov a ku teng b\u00fbye, bi hem\u00fb behremendiya seheka xwe ve qewastin \u00e7\u00eakirin e. Bi ti\u015ft\u00ean hey\u00ee \u00fb kevin q\u00eem nekirin e. Q\u00eemp\u00eanan\u00eena w\u00ea j\u00ee, h\u00eaz qezenckirin e. Dikare p\u00eanasa \u015fore\u015fa huner\u00ee wisa b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin.<\/p>\n

Civak \u00fb welat\u00ea Kurdistan\u00a0 dema ku dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, bi p\u00eanaseya gi\u015ft\u00ee ya gunc\u00een a huner\u00ea ti\u015fta ku dikare b\u00ea gotin, tevah\u00eetiya civak\u00ea di merc\u00ean feodal \u00fb m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea de hatiye rew\u015feke ku nikare henase wergire \u00fb xwe bide p\u00ea\u015fxistin \u00fb ev yek j\u00ee, li ser huner\u00ea bandorek\u00ee pir ney\u00ean\u00ee \u00e7ekiriye. L\u00ea bel\u00ea di vir\u00ea de ya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng ev e: Gel, di gelek dezgehb\u00fbn\u00ean jorsaziy\u00ea, t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eazan de tev\u00ee ku pir zoray\u00ee ki\u015fandiye ango hatiye qedandin, l\u00ea s\u00eenordar be j\u00ee, xwe ten\u00ea bi huner dikare bide jiyandin, d\u00eesa derbir\u00eena nasnameya xwe dikare ten\u00ea bi huner\u00ea bidom\u00eene. Em v\u00ea yek\u00ea dib\u00eenin. Ev yek j\u00ee h\u00eaza huner n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Huner dibe taybetmendiyek\u00ea civak\u00ee y\u00ea belk\u00ee j\u00ee her\u00ee daw\u00ee bin bikeve \u00fb b\u00ea wendakirin.<\/p>\n

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M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee dijmin\u00ea huner e j\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, di heman dem\u00ea de ji bo pekan\u00eena qirkirina huner\u00ea hendazetiyek\u00ee mezin n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Qirkirin\u00ean di her ast\u00eede ku li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea hatiye p\u00eak\u00eenandin, di r\u00eajeyeke giring de qirkirina huner\u00ea j\u00ee p\u00eak aniye. L\u00ea huner, ji ber ku hindek bi giyan\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye pir \u00fb b\u00eatir zind\u00ee ye, di nava kategoriya y\u00ean dij\u00een de c\u00ee digire \u00fb aliy\u00ea xwe y\u00ea ari\u015f\u00ee de giraniy\u00ea dide \u00e7\u00eakirin, ew qirkirin\u00ean ku di \u015fert\u00ean daring\u00ee de p\u00eak t\u00ean, qas\u00ee wana qirkin\u00ea napejir\u00eene ango vala derdixe. Huner, taybetmendiyek\u00ea xwe y\u00ea wisa j\u00ee heye.<\/p>\n

lewma civaka Kurd, di rasteq\u00eena gel de nasname, hindik z\u00eade berdewamkirina bi huner t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin. Bi taybet\u00ee folklor \u00fb m\u00fbz\u00eek b\u00fbne sebeb ku nasnama netew di rew\u015feke diyar\u00ee de xwe li ser piya bih\u00eale. L\u00ea gelek al\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alaktiya huner\u00ea hatiye tewi\u015fandin \u00fb li pi\u015faftin\u00ea rast hatiye. Her wiha ji bo hunera netewa serdest b\u00fbye amrazek\u00ee bikaran\u00een\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Serdestiya m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, di heman dem\u00ea de serdestiya huner\u00ee ye j\u00ee. Ev yek j\u00ee derbir\u00eena xwe, destp\u00eak\u00ea di nejiyandina rast\u00eena hunera gel, tewi\u015fandin, ji xwe re malkirin \u00fb an\u00eena hal\u00ea nenas\u00een\u00ea \u00fb pi\u015ftre j\u00ee hunera xwe wek hunera ku a gel\u00ea bindest e, di v\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya n\u00ee\u015fandan\u00ea de peyda dike. D\u00eesa m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee di hem\u00fb dezgeh\u00ean ferm\u00ee de, bi taybet\u00ee, li ser pi\u015ftevaniya h\u00eaza dewlet\u00ea, ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea \u015firinga c\u00eehana giyan \u00fb hest\u00ean gel\u00ea bindest da ku baweriya \u201cdi bingeh de tu ji netewa serdest \u00ee, wek w\u00ee y\u00ee, nasnameyek\u00ea te y\u00ea cuda n\u00een e\u2019\u2019 bide \u00e7\u00eakirin, serdestiyeke mezintir\u00een p\u00ea\u015f dixe. Her wiha netewa serdest di r\u00eajeya ku xwe dide pejirandin de, tunekirina netewek\u00ea temam dibe. Bi v\u00ee reng\u00ee nasnama netew wenda dibe \u00fb nasnama netewa serdest desthilat dibe. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ev, di rasteq\u00eena Kurd de rew\u015feke her\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f ketiye. Ji ber v\u00ea sedem\u00ea, li hember rasteq\u00eena netewa serdest berxwedaneke pir hindik heye. Teb\u00ee ev yek n\u00ee\u015fan dide ku m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee ka \u00e7iqas p\u00ea\u015f ketiye.<\/p>\n

Nexwe, t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena li hember m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea di war\u00ea huner\u00ee de pi\u00e7\u00fbk nay\u00ea d\u00eetin. D\u00eesa di war\u00ea huner de pir bi s\u00eenor be j\u00ee, heb\u00fbna nasnama netew\u00ee di hinek aliyan de domandin dikare bingehek \u00e7\u00eabike, ji bo derketineke gir\u00eeng di t\u00eako\u015fina rizgariya netew de. Di qonax\u00ean destp\u00eak\u00ea de bi taybet\u00ee, xebata \u00e7and \u00fb huner\u00ee pi\u015ftgiriyek\u00ea ji netewb\u00fbn \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena netew re dide \u00e7\u00eakirin. Heya qonaxeke diyar roleke gir\u00eeng dileyize. L\u00ea heke ku \u015fideta siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee nebe, t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena \u00e7and\u00ee \u00fb huner\u00ee z\u00eade wateyek\u00ea naderbir\u00eene \u00fb zelal t\u00ea d\u00eetin ku erka xwe nikare bide temamkirin.<\/p>\n

Mirov dikare qala n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya rew\u015fenb\u00eer \u00fb m\u00eeliyetperestiya hoveber ku di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de huner rast nanirx\u00eenin bike. Em ba\u015f dizanin ku huner, \u00e7and \u00fb xebata w\u00eajey\u00ea ya ket\u00fbber bi rizgariya netew\u00ee, bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee bi peywir\u00ean siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee t\u00eakil hev dikin ango bi v\u00ee reng\u00ee naxwazin peywir\u00ean xwe bib\u00eenin, maf\u00ea huner\u00ea j\u00ee nadin \u00fb r\u00ea vedikin ji bona t\u00eakilhevkirinek\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Bi p\u00ea\u015fketina t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena me ya \u015fore\u015fger huner hem erkdariya di nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de hatiye zelalkirin, hem j\u00ee ew \u00e7emk\u00ean \u00e7ewt \u00ean di nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de ney\u00eaniya wan hatiye marezkirin. \u00c7awa ku rola huner\u00ea re giraniya p\u00eaw\u00eest dike hatibe day\u00een, li hember karan\u00eena helperest\u00ee j\u00ee, rexney\u00ean p\u00eaw\u00eest hatiye p\u00ea\u015f xistin. Ka \u00e7iqas ev yek rast e di nava t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ya bilindb\u00fby\u00ee de p\u00ea\u015fketina huner\u00ee wek a\u015futek\u00ee mezin b\u00fbye, li ba v\u00ea yek\u00ea qas\u00ee bandora war\u00ea huner\u00ee li war\u00ea siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee, van waran j\u00ee li ser war\u00ea huner\u00ee bandorek\u00ea derxistiye rast\u00ea. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de \u00e7alaktiya huner\u00ea hatiye gihandin bingeh\u00ean rast \u00ean erkdariya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee. Ji destp\u00eaka sedsal\u00ea vir ve heta p\u00ea\u015fiya w\u00ea j\u00ee, nasnama netew a ku dihate xwestin xwe bigih\u00eene asta huner\u00ea wek d\u00eawek\u00ee hilper\u00een\u00ea p\u00eak aniye \u00fb ev ten\u00ea bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee derketiye rast\u00ea. L\u00ea, li ba v\u00ea yek\u00ea erkdariya huner k\u00eam neb\u00fbye, tam berevaj\u00ee z\u00eade b\u00fbye. Her wisa ku \u015fore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ser\u00fbbinb\u00fbneke gir\u00eeng dije, \u015fer ji hem\u00fb girseyan re b\u00fbye mal, xwe k\u00fbr dike, her \u00e7\u00een \u00fb tebeqey\u00ee digire nava berfirehiya xwe, v\u00ea yek\u00ea didom\u00eene, li ba v\u00ea yek\u00ea k\u00eamb\u00fby\u00eena erkdariya huner\u00ea bila li vir bim\u00eene, em dib\u00eenin ku b\u00eatir z\u00eade b\u00fbye \u00fb hatiye hal\u00ea p\u00eadiviyeke \u015f\u00eanber. Girsey\u00ean gel, bi m\u00fbz\u00eek, folklor \u00fb w\u00eaney\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee b\u00eatir hatiye rew\u015feke zind\u00ee \u00fb ji bo te\u015fey\u00ea jiyaneke ba\u015f hewl dide ku z\u00eadetir xwe l\u00eahat\u00ee bike. Yan\u00ee di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de bi kiryar\u00ee \u015fore\u015feke huner\u00ee t\u00ea jiy\u00een. L\u00ea li rexm\u00ee v\u00ea diyar e ku, ev yek nay\u00ea terkeserkirina jixweberiy\u00ea, tam berevaj\u00ee pir e\u015fkere ye ku p\u00eadiviya xeteke huner a pir rehdar \u00fb xebata w\u00ea ya prat\u00eek heye. Her wiha ji bo derbaskirina k\u00eamasiy\u00ean hey\u00ee m\u00eena afirandina eniya huner\u00ea \u00fb ber\u00ea xwe day\u00eena xebateke wisa hem p\u00eadiv\u00ee ye, hem j\u00ee sehayek e ku ji p\u00ea\u015fketina \u015fore\u015f\u00ee re tevkariyek\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadike.<\/p>\n

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Ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eeva b\u00ea day\u00een romanek e <\/strong><\/p>\n

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A ku em dixwazin di v\u00ea sehay\u00ea de bidin p\u00ea\u015fxistin, di bingeh de gelala romaneke \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ye. Em dikarin bib\u00eajin ji p\u00eavajoya hilve\u00e7ir\u00eena korgir\u00eaka ku di civaka Kurd de hatiye \u00e7\u00eakirin \u00fb p\u00eavajoya ber bi rizgariya n\u00fb ve bi roman\u00ea hunandin ango bi roman\u00ea an\u00eena ziman. Bers\u00eeva em ji \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bidin di\u00a0 wateyek\u00ea de dibe roman. Em raveya \u015fore\u015f\u00ea a b\u00eerdoz\u00ee, pol\u00eet\u00eek \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee \u00fb d\u00eesa stratej\u00ee \u00fb takt\u00eek\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dixin. Her wiha pe\u015fketin \u00e7\u00eadibin \u00fb di\u00e7in. L\u00ea di heman dem\u00ea de ger ku em pirsa \u201cJiyana \u015fore\u015fger w\u00ea \u00e7awa be\u2019\u2019 nebersiv\u00eenin, w\u00ea em\u00ea \u015fore\u015fa xwe ji p\u00ea\u015fketineke giyan\u00ee ya gir\u00eeng \u00fb ji te\u015fey\u00ea libat\u00ea p\u00eamen bikin \u00fb e\u015fkere ye ku ev nabe saxlemiyek. Lewma ji bo mil\u00eetanek \u015fore\u015fger pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 sot\u00eener e. Jixwe t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena rizgariya netew a ku di bin serokatiya part\u00ee ya me de p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, hem\u00fb civak\u00ea alandiye, ten\u00ea ne ji bo mil\u00eetan, ji bona hem\u00fb takekesan \u015f\u00eawazeke jiyana \u015fore\u015fger ka \u00e7awa p\u00eaw\u00eeste b\u00ea pe\u015fxistin, bi qas\u00ee nan \u00fb av\u00ea bi misoger\u00ee aniye hal\u00ea p\u00eadiviyek\u00ea. Di nava civaka me de pa\u015fdemay\u00een\u00ean mezintir\u00een \u00fb xirab\u00fbn\u00ean libat\u00ee hene. Dema t\u00eakiliya v\u00ea bi m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, Kemal\u00eezm \u00fb d\u00eesa bermay\u00ean \u00e7erxa nav\u00een ve b\u00ea kolandin \u00fb dah\u00fbrandin, w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku ka \u00e7iqas t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb jiyan\u00ean b\u00ean hilwe\u015fandin \u00fb li hember\u00ea bertek b\u00ea raberkirin \u00fb d\u00eesa di \u015f\u00fbna wan de ji t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ean jiyana n\u00fb ku b\u00ea afirandin, hewqas p\u00eadiv\u00ee p\u00ea heye.<\/p>\n

Va ye roman, hindek j\u00ee di navbera v\u00ea bel\u00eanay\u00ea de hewldan\u00ea diderbir\u00eene. T\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ea jiyana ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea derbaskirin, t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ea jiyana p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea parastin l\u00eakol\u00een \u00fb l\u00eapirs\u00een dike, dah\u00fbr\u00een dike \u00fb ji n\u00fb ve ava dike. Ev yek ger ku\u00a0 tekn\u00eeka huner\u00ea ba\u015f b\u00ea kar\u00eenandin, di w\u00ea r\u00eajey\u00ea de, w\u00ea ji \u015fore\u015f\u00ea re tevkariya her\u00ee ba\u015f bide berp\u00ea\u015fkirin. Teb\u00ee dema ku t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena me ya \u015fore\u015fger dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, rasteq\u00een\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ee y\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, te\u015fegirtina civaka ku xwe li ser radigire, bi taybet\u00ee li ba p\u00eavajoya d\u00eerok\u00ee ya n\u00eaz\u00eek rasteq\u00eena ku \u00eeroy\u00een dije \u00fb aliy\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean dib\u00eat\u00ee ku p\u00eagir\u00ea nirxandina asteke n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea zanistiy\u00ea b\u00ea kirin \u00fb ji roman\u00ea re zem\u00eenek\u00ee wisa b\u00ea berp\u00ea\u015fkirin, em dikarin destn\u00ee\u015fan bikin ku ev p\u00eadiviya roman\u00ea pala xwe dide ango div\u00ea pala xwe bide ser binyada rasteq\u00eena sosyal\u00eest.<\/p>\n

Ev yek di heman dem\u00ea de, di bingeh\u00ea daney\u00ean zan\u00eest\u00ee de derdikeve rast\u00ea, ew aliy\u00ean ku kevneperest\u00ee bi her away\u00ee p\u00ea re \u00e7\u00eadikin, \u015funda diki\u015f\u00eenin \u00fb vesaz\u00ee dikin \u00fb helwesta ku dixwaze n\u00fbjen\u00ee bike, ji her cure tems\u00eela v\u00ea re bi rexney\u00ea bers\u00eev dide. Li ba v\u00ea yek\u00ea, xwed\u00ee li rasteriya p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee derdikeve, ji bona p\u00ea\u015fengtiya v\u00ea b\u00ear\u00ee, azwer\u00ee \u00fb bilindb\u00fbn\u00ea esas werdigire. Ev roman, rasteq\u00eena t\u00ea jiyandin tam j\u00ee bi v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea digire dest, di bingeh de jiyana takekes a ku bi hilwe\u015fandin\u00ea ve r\u00fb bi r\u00fb maye \u00fb pi\u015ftgiriy\u00ea ji j\u00ear \u00fb jorsaziya civak\u00ea werdigire ji hilwe\u015fandina w\u00ea re \u00e7avd\u00ear\u00ee dike \u00fb di te\u015fey\u00ea her\u00ee rad\u00eekal de rexne dike. L\u00ea di heman dem\u00ea de y\u00ea \u015fun\u00ea de b\u00ea c\u00eebic\u00eekirin ka w\u00ea \u00e7awa be, hewl dide ku derx\u00eene rast\u00ea \u00fb gir\u00eadana bi kevir\u00ean bingeh\u00een y\u00ean j\u00ear \u00fb jorsaziya tevah\u00ee jiyana n\u00fb ya ku div\u00ea b\u00ea pejirandin, bide avakirin. Ev, di kesayeta t\u00eepek an \u00e7end t\u00eepan de dikare ji avakirina n\u00fb ya hem\u00fb civak\u00ea re r\u00ea bide vekirin. Li vir\u00ea s\u00ea-\u00e7ar t\u00eep\u00ean ku were destgirtin, di heman dem\u00ea de ji dah\u00fbrandina rasteq\u00eena d\u00eerak\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee re, w\u00ea r\u00ea bide vekirin. \u00c7end t\u00eep\u00ean ka k\u00eejan d\u00eeroka pa\u015fdemay\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee y\u00ean v\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ea tems\u00eel dikin ba\u015f dadih\u00fbr\u00eene, ba\u015f \u00e7avd\u00ear\u00ee dike, ba\u015f rexne dike \u00fb ji n\u00fb ve ava dike. Ger ku v\u00ea yek\u00ea \u00e7iqas bi k\u00fbran\u00ee, \u00e7iqas bi xwe\u015fik\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7iqas bi huner\u00ee bigire dest, hewqas j\u00ee dikare berhem\u00ean huner\u00ee y\u00ean saxlem derx\u00eene rast\u00ea. \u00cad\u00ee ev der, bi h\u00eaza hunermend ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. Hindek xeyal\u00ean xwe dide axaftin. Yan\u00ee di vir\u00ea de ji zanistiy\u00ea z\u00eadetir xeyalan dana axaftin, xwestek, b\u00ear\u00ee \u00fb azweriyan an\u00eena ziman mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Li hember \u00e7i me, \u00e7i dixwazim, div\u00ea \u00e7i hilwe\u015f\u00eenim, \u00e7i ava bikim; \u00e7i kir\u00eat e, \u00e7i xwe\u015fik e; \u00e7i nay\u00ea jiyandin, \u00e7i t\u00ea jiyandin; \u00e7i t\u00ea pejirandin, \u00e7i t\u00ea redkirin; \u00e7i terc\u00eeha min e, \u00e7i ne terc\u00eeha min e, van pirsan e\u015fkere dipirse \u00fb bers\u00eev\u00ean t\u00fbj dide. Bers\u00eev\u00ean ku bide, w\u00ea gi\u015ftiya hem\u00fb civak\u00ea gir\u00ea bide.<\/p>\n

Va ye, ew gelala romana ku em dixwazin p\u00ea\u015f bixin, li derdora van pirsan hindik z\u00eade p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea derxistin. Rasteq\u00eena t\u00ea jiyandin j\u00ee di wateyek\u00ea de ev e. Li ba p\u00eawendiya v\u00ea rasteq\u00een\u00ea bi mezintir\u00een kevneperest \u00fb muhafazakar, yan\u00ee bi m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea \u00fb bi bermay\u00ean feodal ve, di heman dem\u00ea de, ew civaka ka \u00e7awa bi n\u00fbjeniyeke sexte ve t\u00ea c\u00eelakirin, hewl hatiye day\u00een ku derx\u00eene rast\u00ea. Heta welatpar\u00eaziya sexte, di bin nav\u00ea \u00e7ep\u00ea sexte de kesayet \u00fb kesayetiy\u00ean hey\u00ee ka \u00e7i ne, hatiye ravekirin \u00fb li ba vana, p\u00eawendiya rizgariya civak\u00ee ya n\u00fb bi nasnameya netew re ango di asta kesan\u00ee de tems\u00eelkirin ka w\u00ea \u00e7awa \u00e7\u00eabibe; kesayet\u00ean wisa \u00e7awa derdikevin rast\u00ea \u00fb \u00e7awa dit\u00eako\u015fin; ev yek j\u00ee hatiye daxistin.<\/p>\n

Yek j\u00ee, ji t\u00eep\u00ean berwenda hatiye qalkirin. Ew t\u00eep\u00ean ku lingek\u00ee xwe li bermaya serdema nav\u00een e\u00a0 \u00fb lingek\u00ee xwe \u015fekilb\u00fby\u00eena civaka n\u00fb de ye, her tim s\u00eeketina her du aliyan tems\u00eel dikin \u00fb xwe li dij\u00ee her qonax\u00ean gir\u00eeng dana \u00e7espandina wan hatiye rexnekirin. Bi taybet\u00ee dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean Serokat\u00ee (em dikarin bib\u00eajin dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean bingeh\u00een in) y\u00ean di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean ku derxistiye rast\u00ea, ku b\u00ea l\u00eakol\u00eenkirin \u00fb p\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee da ku wek kel\u00fbmel\u00ea romaneke \u015fore\u015fger p\u00eagir\u00ea nirxandin\u00ea b\u00ea kirin w\u00ea tevkariyek\u00ea berp\u00ea\u015f bike. Ev xet hindik z\u00eade di dah\u00fbr\u00eenan de hatiye derxistin. Dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean kesayeta bingeh\u00een; di jiyan\u00ea de, di nav \u015fer\u00ea germ de hatine ezm\u00fbnekirin \u00fb derketine rast\u00ea. Yan\u00ee ev ne xeyal\u00ee ne, rast\u00een\u00ean ku \u015fore\u015f\u00ea derxistine rast\u00ea ne.<\/p>\n

Lewma dane \u00fb kel\u00fbmel\u00ean ku romaneke rasteq\u00een\u00ee pala xwe bid\u00ea mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Yan\u00ee hewqas kel\u00fbmel\u00ean ku di w\u00eajeya \u00e7i welat\u00ee de nehatiye peydakirin hatiye bidestgirtin. T\u00eako\u015f\u00eena rizgariya netew ku di bin serokatiya PKK\u2019\u00ea de hatiye bir\u00eavebirin qehremant\u00ee, xiyanet \u00fb berwenday\u00ean derxistiye rast\u00ea kel\u00fbmel\u00ean mezintir\u00een in \u00fb heta li ser her qonax yan j\u00ee li ser her her t\u00eepek\u00ea, dikare pirt\u00fbk b\u00ea niv\u00eesandin. Em ten\u00ea derbir\u00eena v\u00ea ya her\u00ee gi\u015ft\u00ee, gir\u00eaday\u00ea p\u00eavajoy\u00ean rizgariya netew \u00fb partiy\u00ea hewl didin ku bidin. Gelala roman\u00ea di aliyek\u00ea de rasteq\u00eena m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee \u00fb kemal\u00eezma Tirk a fa\u015f\u00eest, di aliyek\u00ea de j\u00ee rasteq\u00eena Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ya e\u015fir\u00ee \u00fb feodaliya serdema nav\u00een, di aliyek\u00ea din de j\u00ee, rew\u015fa kedkar, karker \u00fb gundiy\u00ean xizan, ew kes \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku ji p\u00eawendiy\u00ean e\u015f\u00eer\u00ee \u00fb feodal\u00ee hatine qutkirin \u00fb hatine \u015fekilkirin hewl dide ku b\u00eene ziman. \u00db PKK di wateyek\u00ea de dibe ev. Roman, p\u00ea\u015fketina di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de hewl dide ku di asta huner\u00ee de p\u00ea\u015f bixe. Hem berhemek\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fketina \u015fore\u015f\u00ee ye, hem j\u00ee ji bo p\u00ea\u015fketina \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee te\u015feyek\u00ea dide. Her \u00e7ende ku bi helbest, m\u00fbz\u00eek \u00fb w\u00eaneyan \u015fore\u015f nay\u00ean p\u00eakan\u00een j\u00ee, ji bo p\u00ea\u015fxistina her\u00ee puxtey\u00ee ku w\u00ea roman tevkariyek\u00ea j\u00ea re berp\u00ea\u015f bike b\u00eaguman e. Gelale hindik z\u00eade day\u00eena naveroka v\u00ea ji xwe re kiriye armanc.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de t\u00eep\u00ean h\u00eem\u00ee mijara gotin\u00ea ye, l\u00ea heke ku em gelek t\u00eepan bidin axaftin w\u00ea kel\u00fbmel b\u00eatir dewlemend bibe. Lewma bi neqandin, yekirina gelek qism\u00ean ba\u015f, yan\u00ee bi gihandina sentezek\u00ea roman dikare p\u00eak were. Di v\u00ea gelala romana ku em dixwazin bidin de, bi kom\u00ean curbecur l\u00eager\u00een t\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin. Em li hember k\u00eejan jiyan\u00ea bertek raber dikin \u00fb ka em b\u00eariya k\u00eejan jiyan\u00ea dikin t\u00ea l\u00eapirs\u00een. D\u00eesa \u00e7i ba\u015f e, \u00e7i xwe\u015fik e; \u00e7i rast e, \u00e7i \u00e7ewt e; \u00e7i kir\u00eat e, \u00e7i xirab e pirs\u00ean wiha di vir\u00ea de z\u00eade t\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ji ber ku roman hindek di nava van t\u00eag\u00een\u00ean h\u00eem\u00ee de p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Hun, ji ku der\u00ea t\u00ean, jiyana kevin \u00e7i ye, j\u00ea qutb\u00fbna we \u00e7awa ye; d\u00eesa p\u00eawendiy\u00ean we bi jiyana n\u00fb re \u00e7i ye, hun \u00e7awa p\u00ea ve hatin gir\u00eadan, hun dixwazin \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f bixin, van pirsan z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f dixe. Di aliy\u00ea din de bi lez p\u00ea\u015fneketin \u00fb nehatina hal\u00ea mil\u00eetanek \u015fore\u015fger ka \u00e7i diderbir\u00eene; xuyang\u00ean v\u00ea y\u00ean curbecur \u00e7i ne; di kesayet\u00ea de ji \u00e7i re r\u00ea vedike? Li van t\u00ea l\u00eapirs\u00een \u00fb bi az\u00eeneke rast ji bo p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea bi her away\u00ee gih\u00ee\u015ftina tevkariyek\u00ea t\u00ea xwestin.<\/p>\n

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Romana Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea div\u00ea xweser be<\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u00eaguman gava ku li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea gelala romana \u015fore\u015fger t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin, ji ezm\u00fbney\u00ean netew\u00ean din j\u00ee s\u00fbdwergirtin gir\u00eeng\u00ee hildigire. Bi taybet\u00ee rasteq\u00eena romana Fransa ku \u015fore\u015f\u00ean h\u00eem\u00ee \u00e7\u00eakiriye, d\u00eesa rasteq\u00eena romana Rus \u00fb heta li ba hindek taybetmendiy\u00ean qonaxa zay\u00eena \u015fore\u015fa Islam\u00ea, V\u00eektor Hugo, Balzaq \u00fb hwd. romaniv\u00ees\u00ean mezin hene. P\u00eawendiy\u00ean van bi \u015fore\u015fa Fransa ve t\u00ea avakirin. D\u00eesa \u015fore\u015fa Rus t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe bi Tolstoy, Dostoyevsk\u00ee, \u00c7ern\u00ee\u015fevsk\u00ee, Gork\u00ee \u00fb hwd. \u00e7i ne; vana di k\u00eejan qonaxa \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de \u00fb bi \u00e7i cure berheman di tevkariya \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de peyda b\u00fbne? Hindek taybetmendiy\u00ean bingeh\u00een y\u00ean \u015fore\u015fa \u00ceslamiyet\u00ea \u00e7i ne; bi taybet\u00ee \u00e7ima pi\u015ftre b\u00fbye pa\u015fver\u00fb, vegeriyaye kevnep\u00earestiy\u00ea \u00fb hindek taybetmendiy\u00ean bingeh\u00een \u00ean kesayetiy\u00ea \u00e7awa derxistiye rast\u00ea? Malbateke \u00e7awa, t\u00eepek\u00ea jin-zilam\u00ea \u00e7awa derxistiye rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Di rasteq\u00eena civaka Rojhilata Nav\u00een de ev dikarin b\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f\u00e7avkirin. Teb\u00ee romana Kurdistan rasteq\u00eena \u015f\u00eanber a xwe ku hindek b\u00ea\u015fiban e div\u00ea b\u00eene p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av\u00ean xwe. Taybetmendiy\u00ean civakiya Kurd, ji ber d\u00eeroka jiyaye pir hindik di\u015fibe civak\u00ean din. Lewma p\u00eaw\u00eest e reseniya xwe pir ba\u015f b\u00eene p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av\u00ean xwe. Yan\u00ee romana Kurdistan, p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00eatir bibe romaneke xweser, nikare z\u00eade lasay\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bixe. Lasay\u00eekirina romaniv\u00eesiya Tirk j\u00ee z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015fxistinkar nabe.<\/p>\n

V\u00ea yek\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena \u015fora\u015fa me bi rengek\u00ea balk\u00ea\u015f daxistiye rast\u00ea. Xebateke huner\u00ea ya bi baldar dikare bib\u00eene ku \u015fore\u015fa me ya p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee henaseyeke mezin bi huner daye wergirtin \u00fb bi huner\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fore\u015f pir t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Dikare h\u00eaz raber\u00ee xebatek wisa bike \u00fb berhem\u00ean xurt derx\u00eene rast\u00ea. Ji v\u00ea qonaxa ku t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena me bi ponij\u00een t\u00ea de peyda dibe re, ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bi romaneke wisa ve bers\u00eev gihandin j\u00ee, tevkariyeke pi\u00e7\u00fbk nay\u00ea d\u00eetin e. Ger derfet\u00ean me dest dabana li ba peywir\u00ean b\u00eerdoz\u00ee, siyas\u00ee, le\u015fker\u00ee w\u00ea me kariba tevkariyeke wisa ji peywir\u00ean w\u00eajey\u00ee re berp\u00ea\u015f bikira. Jixwe her ku em fersend dib\u00eenin, em hewl didin ku v\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabikin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ev hewldan\u00ean me tevkariy\u00ea diderbir\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Mil\u00eetan\u00ean ku di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bixwebawer in, ka huner bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee w\u00eaje \u00fb roman di nava me de bi p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirina \u00e7i berpirsiyar e dikarin b\u00eenin p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av\u00ean xwe \u00fb div\u00ea ji b\u00eer nekin ku, di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bi day\u00eena bers\u00eeva her\u00ee rast w\u00ea tevkariyek\u00ea karibin berp\u00ea\u015f bikin.<\/p>\n

\u00c7awa ku ez pir caran diyar dikim, mirov dikare gelek m\u00eenakan b\u00eene p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av\u00ean xwe. Di Diroka her gel\u00ea de m\u00eena v\u00ea p\u00eangav hene. Di qonaxa began a wur\u015fedar de, hindek p\u00ea\u015fketin di w\u00eajeya kurd de \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbye. D\u00eeroka kurd j\u00eaderka \u00e7iy\u00ea ya t\u00ea zanin, di wan qonax\u00ean nay\u00ea zan\u00een \u00ea hatina me ya v\u00ea \u00e7avkaniy\u00ea ka \u00e7awa hatiye derbirandin, di hin destanan de d\u00eetin gengaz e.<\/p>\n

Hin t\u00eep\u00ean weke Kaway\u00ea \u015eore\u015fger ku ser\u00ee rakirine \u00fb vegotin\u00ean w\u00eajey\u00ee weke Mem\u00ea Alan hene. Vana ji sertara gir\u00eeng a p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee h\u00eaz girtine \u00fb hatine p\u00ea\u015f xistin. Bi vegotineke leh\u00e7eya Rojhilat yan j\u00ee bi az\u00eenan heta roja me ya \u00eero bandordar b\u00fbne. Mem \u00fb Z\u00een a Ehmed\u00ea Xan\u00ea j\u00ee di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de, bi taybet\u00ee di qonaxa ku otor\u00eeteya keyayan ji bo gelan \u00e7ar\u00e7ova netew \u00fb civakan xet dikir de, derbir\u00eena w\u00ea p\u00eadiviy\u00ea ye. Ji \u015f\u00eawaza m\u00eeran a par \u00fb per\u00e7e dikir \u00fb tim bi hev re di pev\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea de b\u00fbn \u00fb yek\u00eetiya netew p\u00eak nedian\u00een heya xwiyanga nav s\u00fblaleya feodal hewl dide ku vebib\u00eaje. Vegotina di vir\u00ea de p\u00eak t\u00ea, di bingeh de rasteq\u00eena feodal m\u00eer a req ku nay\u00ea yek\u00eetiya gel \u00fb w\u00ea yek\u00eetiy\u00ea venaguh\u00eaze asta netew e. Pir \u00fb pir fitne fesad heye, xulamt\u00ee heye; hewl dide ku v\u00ea b\u00eene ziman. L\u00ea, ji ber ku p\u00eavajoyeke \u015fore\u015f\u00ee ya bingeh\u00een nejiyaye, nikare bi vegotineke xurtir xwe temam bike \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Ji ber ku Kurdistan \u015fore\u015feke ri\u015ft nejiyaye, em di d\u00eerok\u00ea de ne di sedsala 18an, ne di sedsala 19\u2019an, ne j\u00ee di sedsala 20\u2019an de rast\u00ea m\u00eenak\u00ean roman\u00ean xurt nabin. Y\u00ean hatine niv\u00eesandin, di bingeh\u00ea tunekirina kemal\u00eezm\u00ea de roman\u00ean Tirk in. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de Ya\u015far Kemal bi xwe j\u00ee, nav\u00ea w\u00ea rasteq\u00een\u00ea ye ku ji rasteq\u00eena Kurd a ku b\u00fbye Tirkane best girtiye \u00fb derketiye r\u00ea. Xwed\u00ee romaniv\u00eesiyeke wisa ye. M\u00eena v\u00ea gelek romaniv\u00ees hene. Ev ew romaniv\u00ees in ku di dir\u00eajahiya tevah\u00ee d\u00eeroka komar\u00ea de ew rastiya \u00a0ku ser\u00eehildanan per\u00e7iqandiye \u00fb bi pi\u015ftre j\u00ee, bi Tirkiy\u00ea re kiriye yek di te\u015feyek\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fver\u00fb de p\u00eanase kirine. Di ciyek\u00ee de kemal\u00eest sinc, w\u00earankar\u00ee \u00fb tunekirin hatiye xwestin ku bi riya w\u00eajey\u00ea re rewa b\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fandan. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de pergala ku hatiye avakirin; m\u00eena xwe\u015fiktiya ku p\u00ea\u015fver\u00fb ye \u00fb p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea jiy\u00een daye \u00e7espandin. Teb\u00ee bi w\u00eajey\u00ea hatine a\u015f\u00eekirin \u00fb div\u00ea b\u00ean redkirin. Perspekt\u00eefa van romanan, dil bi rasteq\u00eena Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ne\u015fewitandin \u00fb ka ev \u00e7i ye p\u00ea t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftin e. Her ti\u015ft\u00ee \u00eenkarkirin e, hem j\u00ee bi lezg\u00een\u00ee! Cardin wan ney\u00eaniy\u00ean kevin nevekirin e. Kurdan wek pa\u015fver\u00fb \u00fb weh\u015f n\u00ee\u015fanday\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Va, dixwaze bila Kurd be, dixwaze bila Tirk be, heya niha di derbar\u00ea Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de romaniv\u00eesi, hunermend\u00ee \u00fb w\u00eajevan\u00ee ya ba\u015f di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de xwediy\u00ea erkek\u00ea ye. Teb\u00ee ev romaniv\u00ees\u00ee di radeyeke daw\u00ee de w\u00earankariy\u00ea afirandiye. Bi taybet\u00ee \u015fekilgirtina kesayet\u00ea \u00e7elexwar\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f xistiye. Ramandina azad \u00fb rasteq\u00een\u00ee asteng kiriye. Tirkb\u00fby\u00een, ko\u00e7kirina metropolan, welat \u00fb gel\u00ea xwe pi\u00e7\u00fbk d\u00eetin \u00fb bi rengek\u00ea h\u00easan\u00ee dest j\u00ea berdan\u00ea bi xwe re aniye. Ev ji p\u00eavajoya ber bi metropol \u00fb Ewr\u00fbpay\u00ea ve herikandineke mezintir\u00een \u00fb p\u00eavajoya ji xwe rev\u00ea ye. Di heman dem\u00ea de p\u00eavajoya rev\u00ea ya ji giyan \u00fb mejiy\u00ea xwe ye. Heta ev p\u00eavajo, qas\u00ee qedalb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f ketiye. Pir hindik kes kar\u00eeb\u00fbye li rasteq\u00eena xwe xwed\u00ee derkeve. Her ti\u015ft bi erzan\u00ee ji dest hatiye derxistin. Y\u00ean ku nav girtine ser ziman\u00ea xwe j\u00ee, ya hatine s\u00eexurkirin yan j\u00ee, hevkarmend\u00ean bi misyona ku di bingeh\u00ea hin berjewendiyan de bi dest girtine de derketine rast\u00ea. Welatpar\u00eaz\u00ee, hatiye veg\u00fbherandin t\u00eag\u00eeneke ku di ber re j\u00ee nay\u00ea borandin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee em v\u00ea yek\u00ea heya derketina tevgera \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee, bi rengek\u00ea b\u00eatir trajed\u00ee \u00fb k\u00fbrb\u00fby\u00ee dib\u00eenin. Bi taybet\u00ee binketina her ser\u00eehildnan\u00ea, di \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena encamek wiha de rol leyistiye. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ser\u00eehildanan, yan\u00ee qonaxa terora sp\u00ee, di bingeh de rasteq\u00eena gel\u00ea Kurd, ji qonaxa ser\u00eehildanan b\u00eatir xistiye xeternakiy\u00ea \u00fb em dikarin bib\u00eajin ku aniye heya w\u00ea xala ber qedan\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Va, ev t\u00eep\u00ean hey\u00ee, di \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya v\u00ea vegotina gi\u015ft\u00ee de derketin rast\u00ea. Em, hinek wisa derketin rast\u00ea. Hun weke derbir\u00eena v\u00ea gelemperiy\u00ea, dikarin p\u00eanaseyek\u00ea deynin ka hun \u00e7i ne \u00fb dixwazin \u00e7i bikin. Di wateyek\u00ea de ev, \u00ead\u00ee dibe gih\u00ee\u015ftina kesan bi p\u00eavajoya nirxandina rasteq\u00een\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Y\u00ean ku bi rasteq\u00eena xwe rast t\u00eanagih\u00eejin, qet nikarin bibin xwed\u00ee \u00e7alakiyeke ri\u015ft. Bi aliy\u00ean xwe y\u00ean z\u00eade hestiyar derdikevine rast\u00ea \u00fb ev derketina rast\u00ea j\u00ee, ji her cure bandor\u00ea re vekiriye. \u00c7ima ? Ji ber ku ne derketinek bi gor p\u00eanaseya rasteq\u00een\u00ea ye. Ji xwe b\u00eahay e. Em j\u00ee di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de j\u00ea re dib\u00eajin \u015f\u00fbngeha \u201cXaf\u00eel\u2019\u2019. Mirov dikare ji v\u00ea re bib\u00eaje te\u015feyek\u00ea cehalet\u00ea j\u00ee. Ger hun bala xwe bidin\u00ea, ev, rasteq\u00eena we tevan a ku bi ponij\u00een dij\u00een. Hun tev xwed\u00ee j\u00eaderkeke wiha ne. Zaneb\u00fbn \u00fb hesta v\u00ea j\u00eaderk\u00ea di we de \u00e7iqas p\u00ea\u015f ketiye, diyar n\u00een e. Kemal\u00eezm qas\u00ee karibe ketiye nav, malbat\u00ee \u00fb e\u015f\u00eer\u00ee, qas\u00ee karibin ketine nav. Ji t\u00eag\u00eena welat \u00fb ji t\u00eag\u00eena gel heta dawiy\u00ea p\u00eamen\u00ee hatiye jiyandin. Taybetmendiy\u00ean rew\u015fenb\u00eer\u00ean Tirk di radeyeke daw\u00ee de bi te\u015fey\u00ea demagoj\u00eek teyisiye. D\u00eesa demagojiya feodal teyisiye. B\u00eerdoziya d\u00ea, bav \u00fb kal teyisiye. Vana tev kesayet\u00ea ji rasteq\u00eena bingeh\u00een, ji rasteq\u00eena d\u00eerok\u00ee, ji rasteq\u00eena hemdem\u00ea d\u00fbr xistiye \u00fb j\u00ea qut kiriye. Lewma hun lewaz dim\u00eenin. H\u00fbn, di b\u00eerdoziy\u00ea de, di pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea de, di \u00e7alakiy\u00ea de \u00fb di jiyan\u00ea de lewaz dim\u00eenin. Di her sehay\u00ea de koma t\u00eep\u00ean ku dinalin, diqarin, ditengisin, net nabin, t\u00fbj nabin, nay\u00ean dah\u00fbrandin \u00fb xwe nagih\u00eenin \u00e7areseriy\u00ea mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Taybetmendiy\u00ean v\u00ea kesayet\u00ea, hatiye veguhestin nava p\u00ea\u015fengiya \u015fore\u015f\u00ee. Me, hewl da ku, em v\u00ea yek\u00ea bi \u015fur\u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ea y\u00ea her\u00ee tuj derbas bikin. Piraniya we di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de herik\u00een nav \u015fore\u015f\u00ea. We got, \u201cEv r\u00eaka her\u00ee kurt a p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea ye.\u2019\u2019 \u00a0Li hember pergal\u00ea bertek bi we re \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb, hun hatin nav \u015fore\u015f\u00ea. Helbet ti\u015ft\u00ean we di nava partiy\u00ea de jiyaye, ew hezar te\u015fey\u00ean kevin bi \u015f\u00eawazeke cuda berdewamkirin e. Li hember v\u00ea bertek, di ciyek\u00ee de \u015fer\u00ea nav r\u00eaxistin\u00ea y\u00ea \u015fore\u015f \u00fb dij\u00ee-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea ye. Her wiha di v\u00ea p\u00eavajoy\u00ea de derketina y\u00ean binkeft\u00ee \u00fb serkeft\u00ee, ev hewqas p\u00ea\u015fketin in, ku di kesayeta we de t\u00ean jiyandin.<\/p>\n

Ger d\u00eeqat b\u00ea kirin, em dixwazin gelala roman\u00ea bi tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna takekesan ya nav p\u00eavajoya \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, nav p\u00eavajoya part\u00eeb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea, nav \u015fiyarb\u00fbna netew \u00fb p\u00eavajoya azadb\u00fby\u00eena civak\u00ea bidin destp\u00eakirin. Romana \u015fore\u015fger bi wateyek\u00ea, peywirdar e ku derketin\u00ea wisa \u00e7\u00eabike. L\u00ea bel\u00ea, ew lewaz\u00ee, qels\u00ee \u00fb xumamiy\u00ean nay\u00ea bawerkirin \u00ean di destp\u00eak\u00ea de ku me p\u00ea dest bi kar kir, nay\u00ea pa\u015f\u00e7avkirin. Ji ber ku rasteq\u00een dadixe rast\u00ea ku wisa ye. Mirov bi demagoj\u00ee \u00fb bi gotineke, \u201cEz pir xurt im, pir bi biryar im\u2019\u2019 nikare derbas bike. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee niha em ba\u015ftir t\u00eadigih\u00eejin ku, hest\u00ean sexte \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fandan\u00ean w\u00earekiy\u00ea z\u00eade wate naderbir\u00eenin. Em dib\u00eenin ku ketina nav asta her cure t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb nakok\u00ee ne ri\u015ft in \u00fb encam nagirin. Em destn\u00ee\u015fan dikin ku qas\u00ee kesayetiy\u00ean pir nepixand\u00ee, kesayetiy\u00ean pir mir\u00ee j\u00ee, ne denk\u00ean dema derketina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ne. L\u00ea, li rexm\u00ee hem\u00fb hewldanan, ji ber ku derketina \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee p\u00eawendiya xwe bi ponij\u00een \u00fb tempo ya \u015f\u00eanberiya PKK\u2019\u00ea ve neda avakirin, \u00e7elexwariya p\u00ea\u015fketinan bi r\u00eabaz\u00ean zehmet hate zelalkirin.<\/p>\n

T\u00eep\u00ea me, ji hem\u00fb taybetmendiy\u00ean n\u00eavengek wiha re hindek veker\u00ee ye. Her wiha v\u00ea, ne bi eybkirin\u00ea ji bin derketin, ne j\u00ee bi sergirtin ji nav derketin n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyek rast n\u00een e. Ya p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea kirin, qas\u00ee selimandineke rast a rasteq\u00een\u00ea, ne \u00e7aren\u00fbsb\u00fbna v\u00ea daxistina rast\u00ea ye. Lewma dema ku \u00ea kevin t\u00ea r\u00fbxandin \u00fb t\u00ea derbaskirin, div\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku di wergirtina y\u00ea n\u00fb \u00fb \u00een\u015fakirin\u00ea de pir ti\u015ft p\u00eaw\u00eest dikin, ev yek ji bo me jiyan\u00ee ye \u00fb biryarkirin, h\u00eaza az\u00eem \u00fb viyan\u00ea re vegerandin \u00fb d\u00eesa di her sehay\u00ea de karker\u00ee \u00fb hewldan\u00ea bi rengek\u00ea encam wergirt\u00ee kirin e.<\/p>\n

Gava ku me hewl da t\u00eepek wisa em b\u00eaxin nav gelala roman\u00ea, qas\u00ee daxistina aliy\u00ea zan\u00eestiy\u00ea, aliy\u00ea w\u00ee y\u00ea huner\u00ee j\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistin me p\u00ea\u015f\u00e7av kir \u00fb bi v\u00ee away\u00ee me xwest n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyek wiha p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Niha em v\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj dikin. Bi wateyek\u00ea roman t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f xistin. Bi gotineke rastir, \u00ead\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean di nava jiyan\u00ea de ber bi niv\u00eesandin\u00ea ve di\u00e7in. Ew pirs\u00ean tim\u00ee me dipirsiya, pirs\u00ean roman\u00ee ne. \u00c7awa \u00e7\u00eabikin? \u00c7awa bij\u00een? Ev pirs, pirs\u00ean her\u00ee z\u00eade t\u00ea pirs\u00een in; tesad\u00fbf n\u00een e. Hema her roj t\u00eakilay\u00ee bi libatan kirin heye. Ev, vesaz\u00eekirina ji n\u00fb ve diderbir\u00eene \u00fb ziraviya kar dadix\u00eene rast\u00ea. Bi taybet\u00ee di aliy\u00ean hin t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb libatan de bertek raberkirin, arez\u00fb \u00fb xwestek\u00ean \u015f\u00eawaza kevin redkirin, \u015fun\u00ea de xwestek \u00fb viyana \u015f\u00eawaza n\u00fb derxistin \u00fb bi kevne\u015fopiya civak\u00ea re, di asta damezraka malbat\u00ea de ketina nav t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea peyda ye. Tevah\u00ee aliyan ve \u00e7onayetiya rasteq\u00eena malbat, e\u015f\u00eer \u00fb babist\u00een\u00ea der\u00eaxistin, bandora wan li ser jiyan\u00ea d\u00eetin \u00fb bi wan re \u015ferkirin; d\u00eesa gih\u00ee\u015ftina pergal\u00ean n\u00fb, \u015f\u00eawaza derbir\u00eena t\u00eakil\u00eey\u00ean n\u00fb, h\u00eetap \u00fb usl\u00fbba w\u00e2n, her roj kevin \u015fewitandin-r\u00fbxandin \u00fb ber bi avakirina n\u00fb ve r\u00ea wergirtin, jiyaneke roman\u00ee ye \u00fb ev bi ponij\u00een e. Em dib\u00eenin ku di kevne\u015fopiya roman\u00ea de babet\u00ean her\u00ee z\u00eade t\u00ean karan\u00een, asta hestan e. Asta zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea b\u00eatir bi derbir\u00een\u00ean zanistiy\u00ea t\u00ea nirxandin. B\u00eaguman roman asta zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea tevl\u00ee naveroka xwe dike. L\u00ea bi giran\u00ee asta hestan \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza derbir\u00eena giyan\u00ea dixwaze bigire dest.<\/p>\n

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Ger qonax ba\u015f ney\u00ea vekolandin<\/strong><\/p>\n

kesayet ba\u015f nay\u00ea dah\u00fbrandin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ev t\u00eako\u015f\u00een di heman dem\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea hestan e. Hezkirin dikeve hundir\u00ea v\u00ea, weke derbir\u00eena ponij\u00een ev\u00een dikev\u00ea; wek\u00ee din n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ean kerb\u00ea \u00fb heta xiyanet t\u00ea vegotin. D\u00eesa t\u00eagin\u00ean kir\u00eat\u00ee \u00fb xwe\u015fikt\u00ee dikevin dewr\u00ea. T\u00eep\u00ean berwenda \u00fb qehreman t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ev tev hinek j\u00ee bi razberkirin\u00ea ve t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Yan\u00ee di bingeh\u00ea \u00e7avderiy\u00ea de \u015f\u00fbna yek bi yek kesayet b\u00ea vegotin, hindik z\u00eade hem\u00fb kes\u00ean ku tevl\u00ee p\u00eavajoy\u00ea b\u00fbne taybetmendiy\u00ean wan y\u00ean hevbe\u015f di roman\u00ea de t\u00ea vekirin. Ev razberkirinek e. Ji \u015f\u00eanberiy\u00ea razberkirin, ji asta razberkirin\u00ea j\u00ee tim \u00fb tim daxistina takekesan \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fketina dema b\u00ea bi \u00e7avderiy\u00ea sepandin, dibe tekn\u00eeka roman\u00ea. Her wiha hinek h\u00eaman di hinek qonaxan de bi ponij\u00een t\u00ea vekolandin. Ku qonax ba\u015f ney\u00ean vekolandin, h\u00eaman j\u00ee ba\u015f nay\u00ean vekolandin. Heta hinek aliy\u00ean h\u00eamanan, di hinek qonaxan de z\u00eade t\u00ea vekolandin. Di hinek qonaxan de ji wana berhem nam\u00eene. Yek j\u00ee t\u00eakilhev t\u00ea vekolandin. Yan\u00ee vekolandinek ten\u00ea bi ser\u00ea xwe ne p\u00ea\u015fketina hestan e. Bandor \u00fb bertek di nava hev de ye. Rik, hezkirin; xafil, \u015fiyar; \u015fore\u015fger, dij-\u015fore\u015fger di nava hev de ne. D\u00eesa t\u00eep\u00ea bint\u00fbte \u00fb t\u00eep\u00ea balk\u00ea\u015f ku li hember w\u00ee derdikeve di hal\u00ea pev\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea de ne. Carna ev pev\u00e7\u00fbn gur dibe, carna j\u00ee gihanek\u00ea p\u00eak t\u00eene \u00fb ber bi \u00e7areseriy\u00ea ve di\u00e7e. Carna j\u00ee dixitime \u00fb dikeve nava qeyran\u00ea. Yek j\u00ee t\u00ea veg\u00fbhertin. Hemin veg\u00fbher\u00een\u00ea dije. Dema ku vedig\u00fbhere, carna t\u00ea qezenckirin, carna j\u00ee t\u00ea wendakirin. Carna t\u00ea derbaskirin, carna j\u00ee t\u00ea p\u00eerozkirin. Weke ku t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb nakok\u00ee ji t\u00eakilheviyeke wisa difilitin, ber bi pergal \u00fb asteke p\u00ea\u015fket\u00eetir ve di\u00e7in, carna j\u00ee dikevin nava xeniqandinek\u00ea \u00fb dimirin j\u00ee. P\u00eaw\u00eest e Roman, di bingeh\u00ea v\u00ea teqal\u00ea de b\u00ea gihandin derbir\u00eenek\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Bi taybet\u00ee, di gelaley\u00ea de m\u00eenakday\u00een\u00ea, min ji xwe da destp\u00eakirin. Li ba v\u00ea yek\u00ea em kes\u00ean din j\u00ee didin axaftin. Wisa t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin ku em\u00ea gelek kesan bidin axaftin. Her kes\u00ea ku diaxive, di kesayeta xwe de gelek rasteq\u00eenan t\u00eene ziman; qas\u00ee aliy\u00ean bingeh\u00een, aliy\u00ean tal\u00ee j\u00ee dat\u00eene rast\u00ea. Qas\u00ee aliy\u00ean ku gi\u015ft\u00ee bi xwe ve gir\u00ea didin, aliy\u00ean eksantr\u00eek j\u00ee hene. L\u00ea bi sentezkirineke ku pi\u015ft\u00ee van tevan b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin, em dikarin roman\u00ea \u015f\u00eanber bikin.<\/p>\n

Jixwe di romanan de bi gi\u015ft\u00ee kes, viyan , hest \u00fb azwer\u00ee diaxivin. Ger ku em j\u00ee, bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea takekesan bidin axaftin (bi taybet\u00ee ku ev hindik z\u00eade gi\u015ft\u00eeb\u00fby\u00eenek\u00ee t\u00eenin ziman) ev az\u00eeneke rast e. Di vir\u00ea de ya gir\u00eeng ew e ku veqetandina ti\u015ft\u00ean bingeh\u00een \u00fb tal\u00ee b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin, y\u00ean bingeh\u00een \u00ea civak\u00ee-netew\u00ee \u00fb heta mirovan\u00ee b\u00ea d\u00eetin, di nava kitekitan de ney\u00ea xeniqandin \u00fb y\u00ean z\u00eade ne balk\u00ea\u015f in, asta xwe ya tems\u00eeliy\u00ea n\u00een in, di nav re ney\u00ea he\u015fandin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee h\u00eaza ziman \u00fb usl\u00fbb j\u00ee pir gir\u00eeng e. Jixwe rola huner\u00ea di vir\u00ea de ye. Ev war, wareke ku pir afirandiner\u00ee dixwaze. Jiyana w\u00ea j\u00ee, hindek hunermendane ye. Vegotina w\u00ea j\u00ee, b\u00eaguman \u00ea w\u00ea temam bike. Gelala t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin j\u00ee, w\u00ea di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea de be. Dema ku em, hinek t\u00eepan di nava v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea de didin r\u00fbni\u015ftandin, em carna y\u00ean ji zindan\u00ea derketine j\u00ee didin axaftin. Ji ber ku y\u00ean ji zindan\u00ea derketine, hinek rasteq\u00een\u00ean ku jiyane hene. Ger ku rasteq\u00eena dijwar a zindan\u00ea ney\u00ea dah\u00fbrandin, hem\u00fb hest \u00fb asta jiyana wan bi tevah\u00ee aliy\u00ean xwe ve ney\u00ea ser ziman, roman nay\u00ea temamkirin, w\u00ea k\u00eam bim\u00eene. Her wiha dana axaftina y\u00ean ji zindan\u00ea derketine, p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea domandin. Qas\u00ee gelek aliy\u00ean wan \u00ean er\u00ean\u00ee, aliy\u00ean xeternak \u00fb riz\u00ee j\u00ee hene. Ji vana hinek t\u00eep bi cinewir\u00ee, hinek t\u00eep j\u00ee bi qehreman\u00ee derketin; vana daxistina rast\u00ea \u00fb d\u00eetin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Yen ku li ser nave hest \u00fb azweriyan pergal\u00ea bi rengek\u00ea her\u00ee p\u00fb\u00e7 dijin \u00fb pergal\u00ea diheb\u00eenin hene. Hem j\u00ee ew kes\u00ean ku v\u00ea bi r\u00fbpo\u015fa \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee dikin, me d\u00eet ku ne hindik in. W\u00eajeyeke sexte ya zindan\u00ea, b\u00eariya pergal\u00ea, hate xwestin ku li ser nav\u00ea b\u00eariya \u015fore\u015f\u00ee dax\u00eenin rast\u00ea. Heta nepixandin \u00fb demagoj\u00ee pir z\u00eade ye. Ji ber ku jiyana prat\u00eek \u00fb \u015f\u00eanber n\u00een e. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee zem\u00een\u00ea sextetiy\u00ea z\u00eadetir xurt dibe. P\u00eaw\u00eesit e rexneya v\u00ea b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee em li ser v\u00ea disekinin.<\/p>\n

Ji v\u00ea z\u00eadetir gir\u00eeng prat\u00eeka \u00e7iya heye. Me hewl da ku, ev prat\u00eeka \u00e7iya qas\u00ee taybetmendiy\u00ean xwe y\u00ean pa\u015fdemay\u00eekirin \u00fb weh\u015f\u00eekirin\u00ea, taybetmendiy\u00ean ku civak\u00ea ji hev vedi\u00e7ir\u00eene \u00fb azad dike derxin rast\u00ea. Jixwe mil\u00eetan\u00ea \u00e7ekdar\u00ee t\u00ea nirxandin. Mil\u00eetan\u00ea \u00e7ekdar\u00ee k\u00ee ye, \u00e7awa ye? Heya niha j\u00ee dah\u00fbr\u00eena w\u00ea weke peywireke gir\u00eeng disekine.<\/p>\n

Di nava partiy\u00ea de qas\u00ee ku derbir\u00eena zanist\u00ee hatiye gihandin bo derbir\u00eena takt\u00eek, t\u00ea xwestin ku derbir\u00eena w\u00ea ya w\u00eajey\u00ee j\u00ee p\u00eak were. Dema ku em van hem\u00fbyan p\u00eak t\u00eenin, di nava p\u00eawendiy\u00ean sazgeha kevin de bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee, damezraka malbat\u00ea \u00fb e\u015f\u00eeriy\u00ea hate destgirtin. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku ev der wek zindana gi\u015ft\u00ee ya rasteq\u00eena civaka me ye; war\u00ea kevne\u015fopiya gi\u015ft\u00ee \u00fb zincirb\u00fbna gi\u015ft\u00ee ye. Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de ji ber ku her \u00e7\u00een, tebeqe \u00fb hem\u00fb girsey\u00ean civak\u00ea dikevin dewr\u00ea, ser\u00fbbin dibin, t\u00ea xwestin ku ew taybetmendiy\u00ean rew\u015fenb\u00eeriya bajar\u00ee \u00fb taybetmendiy\u00ean gund\u00eet\u00ee b\u00ea vegotin. Rew\u015fenb\u00eer\u00ea bajar\u00ee k\u00ee ye ango bajar \u00e7i ye? Em, ji v\u00ea dest p\u00ea dikin. Ev rew\u015fenb\u00eer\u00ean p\u00eak hatine \u00e7i \u00fb k\u00ea tems\u00eel dikin? Bi kevne\u015fopiya me ve \u00e7iqas p\u00eawendiya wan heye? Rasteq\u00eena azad \u00fb welatpar\u00eaziy\u00ea \u00e7iqas esas digire? Ji m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, kemal\u00eezm \u00fb dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea \u00e7iqas bandor digire \u00fb wan \u00e7iqas esas digire?<\/p>\n

Niha ev, di p\u00eakhatey\u00ean bajar\u00ee de ba\u015ftir zelal dibin. Gund\u00ee, z\u00eadetir serdema nav\u00een, heta gelek p\u00eakhatey\u00ean j\u00eaderka serdema p\u00ea\u015f\u00een tems\u00eel dike. Al\u00eey\u00ean xwe y\u00ean welatpar\u00eaziya er\u00ean\u00ee hene. Bi ax\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye, hedarmend e. L\u00ea z\u00eade bi hundir ve hatiye girtin, di nava merc\u00ean pa\u015fdemay\u00ee de hatiye hi\u015ftin; weke ku nikare biaxive, nikare xwe bi ziman bike, hatiye rew\u015feke wisa; v\u00ea guzari\u015ft dike. Vegotina v\u00ea teyisandin\u00ea ya di nava refan de tim t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. T\u00eep\u00ean h\u00eem\u00ee hene. Ew taybetmendiy\u00ea van \u00ean ji afirandin\u00eariy\u00ea d\u00fbr b\u00fbn, pir \u00e7ewsand\u00eener, sexb\u00ear \u00fb bela\u015fxur t\u00ean ser ziman. D\u00eesa dir\u00eajahiya van \u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00fb curbecur hene. Weke sermejiy\u00ea e\u015f\u00eer\u00ee, sermejiy\u00ea kevneperest \u00fb d\u00eesa bi temen ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee welatpar\u00eaz\u00ean kal \u00fb welatpar\u00eaz\u00ean ciwan, hinek t\u00eep\u00ean wisa j\u00ee an\u00eena ziman mijara gotin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

D\u00eesa wek bireke civak\u00ee tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna jin\u00ea \u00fb bandor\u00ean ku w\u00ea daye \u00e7\u00eakirin hene. Di te\u015fey\u00ea azadiya jin\u00ea de ew ti\u015ft\u00ea ku em, di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de kr\u00eeter \u00fb kategoriya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng a azadiya gi\u015ft\u00ee guzari\u015ft dikin, derdikeve rast\u00ea; nirxandina w\u00ea t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. T\u00ea xwestin ku ji pirsa \u201cazadiya jin\u00ea \u00e7i ye?\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eev b\u00ea day\u00een. Teb\u00ee dema ku jin dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, de \u00eecar dema tevl\u00ee \u015fore\u015f\u00ea dibe bi hem\u00fb lewaziya giyan\u00ea, ka \u00e7i hatine teyisandin, ew dibe h\u00eamaneke ku tems\u00eela w\u00ea t\u00eene ziman. Di ciyek\u00ee de ya her\u00ee xaf\u00eel, di ciyek\u00ee de ya her\u00ee xwer\u00fb, di ciyek\u00ee de j\u00ee weke t\u00eepa her\u00ee s\u00eeket\u00ee viyana w\u00ea fel\u00e7 b\u00fbye. Ev dibe \u015f\u00eawaza ew tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn \u00fb kesayeta pir raj\u00ear. Hemin bi hinek ciyan ve palday\u00ee dibe xwed\u00ee me\u015fek\u00ea. Weke t\u00eepeke ku bi qeysikan dime\u015fe t\u00ea. Ango weke t\u00eepeke pir hestiyar, pir b\u00eapalpi\u015ft \u00fb pir b\u00ea amade ye. Ya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng j\u00ee, weke zayendeke ku daraziy\u00ean nirx\u00ean civak\u00ea bi stemkar\u00ee li ser t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin, tevl\u00eeb\u00fbneke wisa mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ji n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean feodal, xwe ji meta-malb\u00fby\u00eenek\u00ea w\u00eadetir nikare bibe. Em azadb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea deynin aliyek\u00ea, xwe xistina mal aliyek\u00ea, ya xirabtir\u00een dibe tevl\u00eeb\u00fbneke ku te\u015feye her\u00ee zirav a malb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ji xwe re peywir dihesib\u00eene \u00fb dipar\u00eaze.<\/p>\n

Mil\u00eetan, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de rew\u015fa her\u00ee s\u00ear dije. Mebesta jin\u00ea ku jiyana xwe ya kevin di nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de bi \u015f\u00eawazeke pir zirav wek malek\u00ea b\u00eatir p\u00ea\u015fketiye ajotin e. Jixwe romanek bi giran\u00ee dikare c\u00ee bide t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ean jin \u00fb zilam. Bi taybet\u00ee dixwaze t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb nakokiya wan b\u00eene ziman. Bi rast\u00ee ji, di romana qonaxa \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de, dixwaze t\u00eakiliy\u00ean damezraka malbat\u00ea, dixwaze t\u00eakiliy\u00ean di navbera du t\u00eep\u00ean ku ji malbat \u00fb kevne\u015fopiy\u00ea qut b\u00fbne bigire dest, em ji van re dikarin bib\u00eajin teqala p\u00eawendiy\u00ean di navbera wan t\u00eep\u00ean ku \u015fore\u015f ango dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea dipar\u00eazin. Dema ku em hatina wan li hember hev \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wan digirine dest, di bingeh de em dib\u00eenin ku qas\u00ee \u015f\u00eawazeke zirav me\u015fandina pergal\u00ea, bi z\u00eadeb\u00fby\u00eena t\u00eakiliy\u00ean mulkiyetdar\u00ee ku ne li ser bingeh\u00ea keda azad, tevl\u00eeb\u00fby\u00eena azad e \u00fb xeternak e r\u00fb bi r\u00fb dim\u00eenin. \u015e\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliy\u00ean f\u00eaodal di te\u015feyek\u00ea cuda de ku xwe disp\u00eare kap\u00eetal\u00eezm\u00ea ango wek meta t\u00ea veguh\u00eastin nav \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, ji daxwaza xwe di gelek te\u015fey\u00ean curbecur de berdewamkirin\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya serdest\u00ee ya zilam, helwesta jin\u00ea bi \u015f\u00eawazeke zirav ku dixwaze xwe biha p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee bike div\u00ea b\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin. Yan\u00ee y\u00ean m\u00eena red, bertek \u00fb lewaziy\u00ean xwe bi rengek\u00ea xirab day\u00een \u00fb her wek\u00ee din\u2026 Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee dema ku \u015f\u00eanberiya Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, mezin axay\u00ean malbat\u00ea hene. Malbat, bi palpi\u015ftiya pergala m\u00eat\u00eerger\u00ee \u00fb hevkarmendiy\u00ea t\u00ea avakirin. Tems\u00eela v\u00ea di jin\u00ea ango di b\u00fbyera zewac\u00ea de, bi taybet\u00ee rew\u015fa zilam ya di nava malbat\u00ea de ku pir b\u00eahevseng \u00fb b\u00eaberpirsiyar\u00ee ye, bi bandor\u00ean xirab t\u00eavl\u00eeb\u00fbna w\u00ee nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, d\u00eesa koledariya jin\u00ea \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza ku pir gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye, di bingeh de ev \u015f\u00eawaza n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea ku ba\u015f nehatiy\u00ea dah\u00fbrandin \u00fb ronah\u00eekirin jiyan\u00ea pir gef dike.<\/p>\n

N\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku pir d\u00fbr\u00ea azadiy\u00ea ne, di nava partiy\u00ea de ew kesayet\u00ean ku pir z\u00eade di bin bandora kevne\u015fopiy\u00ea de ne, dikarin \u015fore\u015fa me vala derbixin. Dixwaze di te\u015fey\u00ea redkirin\u00ea de, dixwaze di te\u015fey\u00ea malb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea de ango di te\u015fey\u00ea pejirandin\u00ea de be, ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku xeternak ne pir z\u00eade derketine rast\u00ea. Icar derketina jin\u00ea li \u00e7iyayan, wergirtina jin\u00ea ji her sehay\u00ea re, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bandor-bertek b\u00eatir derxistiye asteke p\u00ea\u015fdetir. Rast nekanal\u00eezekirin \u00fb neki\u015fandina jin\u00ea ber bi tevgera \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve \u00fb di xalek\u00ea de girtin, sekinandin, l\u00ea di rew\u015fa hatina w\u00ea de j\u00ee, bi t\u00eakiliy\u00ean b\u00eap\u00eevan \u00fb b\u00eaast hatin, her wiha xirakirina arte\u015f\u00ea, di bingeh de ji ber ku p\u00eawendiy\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee tam ne serdest in ji tevl\u00eeheviyek\u00ea re r\u00ea dana vekirin \u00fb jiyan\u00ea here\u015fekirin dibe mijara gotin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Bi kurtas\u00ee, tengasiy\u00ean negih\u00ee\u015ftina jiyana n\u00fb \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ean t\u00eakiliyan t\u00ean jiyandin. Roman di watey\u00ea de b\u00eatir dikare ber bi \u015f\u00eanberiy\u00ea ve bi\u00e7e \u00fb hewl dide di ciy\u00ea civak\u00ee de derkeve p\u00ea\u015f. Roman hindek j\u00ee ev e.<\/p>\n

Er\u00ea, dema ku t\u00eep bi aliy\u00ean curbecur wisa t\u00ean nirxandin, di bingeh\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam-malbat\u00ea de dikare p\u00eagir\u00ea dah\u00fbrandineke ba\u015f b\u00ea kirin. Kurtas\u00eekirin yek j\u00ee di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Rew\u015f\u00ean ku her mil\u00eetan\u00ea me hevbe\u015f dij\u00een mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Her wiha roman, warek\u00ea ba\u015f guzari\u015ft dike. Me xwest ku em hindek v\u00ea bidin. Ka \u00e7ima p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku bi jin\u00ea re destp\u00eakirin b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin, bi encaman ve hate daxistin. Hate xwestin ku ji xal\u00ean serik hindek m\u00eenak b\u00ea day\u00een. Jina hat\u00ee bijartin ango xwestek heye b\u00ea destgirtin \u00fb p\u00eawendiya t\u00eakiliyan bi pergal\u00ea re (p\u00eadiviya van bi derbir\u00eeneka w\u00eajey\u00ee heye) hevkarmend e yan na, s\u00eexur e yan na, \u015fore\u015fger e yan na; p\u00eanaseyeke misoger n\u00een e. Yan\u00ee raveyeke zanist\u00ee nin e, guncav j\u00ee n\u00een e. Ger bibe j\u00ee w\u00ea bi hindek texm\u00een \u00fb \u015firoveyan p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. V\u00ea her\u00ee ba\u015f w\u00eaje dikare \u00e7\u00eabike, l\u00ea encam\u00ean w\u00ea pir gir\u00eeng in. Di vir\u00ea de ya t\u00ea dah\u00fbrandin, p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee dibe, kemal\u00eezm dibe, m\u00eerzadey\u00ee ango bijartey\u00ee dibe. Dema ku part\u00ee dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, serdestiya hevkarmend\u00ee, \u00e7espandin\u00ean li ser PKK\u2019\u00ea, li ser tevgera \u015fore\u015fger, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean dekbaz\u00ee y\u00ean pir zirav \u00fb d\u00eesa ew \u015fa\u015f n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean li hember hem\u00fb taybetmendiy\u00ean t\u00eep\u00ea mil\u00eetan\u00ea \u015fore\u015fger\u2026<\/p>\n

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Hatiye xwestin ka t\u00eep\u00ea \u015fore\u015fger w\u00ea \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, ka \u00e7ima n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean kujoker, valaker \u00fb sarker derketine rast\u00ea b\u00ea vegotin. Pergal ji v\u00ea kesayetiy\u00ea re gelek derfet dide. Dema ku li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ne jiyanek wan a berfireh heye. Pir m\u00eerzade ye. D\u00eesa jiyana wan a li Enqer\u00ea her\u00ee hindik guncav\u00ea asta ferm\u00ee ya komara Tirkiy\u00ea ye. Yan\u00ee pi\u015fta w\u00ea spartiy\u00ea hezek\u00ea wiha ye. Aliy\u00ea dijber teb\u00ee di rew\u015feke nakok\u00ee de ye. Ji gunditiya xizan direve \u00fb li hember m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea bi berteka gewre mezin dibe. Kesayetiya ku di nava malbata m\u00eerzade de mezin dibe, qutb\u00fbna ji pergal\u00ea \u00fb t\u00ea de c\u00fbdab\u00fbn \u00e7\u00eakirin esas digire. Ev \u015fer c\u00fbrbec\u00fbr e; b\u00eerdoz\u00ee ye, siyas\u00ee ye, \u00e7alak\u00ee ye, r\u00eaxistin\u00ee ye, hestiyar\u00ee ye, bertek\u00ee ye, hezkirin\u00ee ye, welatpar\u00eaz e, bi azwer\u00ee ye, bi kerb e, r\u00fbxandiner \u00fb avakar e. Yan\u00ee di nava xwe de gelek taybetmendiyan dihew\u00eene. Di xwiyang\u00ea de t\u00eakiliyeke civak\u00ee, t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam e, l\u00ea di cewher de j\u00ee mezintir\u00een pergala m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, hevkarmend\u00ee \u00fb li hember v\u00ea j\u00ee, ew hilkeftin\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee re dibe xala pev\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea. Di heman dem\u00ea de dibe vegotina r\u00fbxandin \u00fb avakarin\u00ea. Di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de hema hindik dim\u00eene ku xwe bigih\u00eene wateyeke d\u00eeroka partiy\u00ea. Di wateyeke din de \u00e7alakiya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee t\u00ea romankirin ango di wateyeke t\u00ea jiyandin de, cewhereke wiha diderbir\u00eene. Yan\u00ee jiyan bi xwe dibe roman. \u00db t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin ku ev ten\u00ea ne b\u00fbyereke yekejimar e, taybetmendiyeka gi\u015ft\u00ee t\u00eene ziman. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku di \u015f\u00eanberiya Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de s\u00eexurt\u00ee di \u00e7onayetiyeke sazgeha objekt\u00eef de ye. Weke ku civak li hember xwe m\u00eena sazgeheke s\u00eexurtiy\u00ea xebat dike. Malbat\u00ee di bingeh de ji m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee \u00fb pergal\u00ea re dixebite. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de t\u00ea d\u00eetin ku hevkarmend\u00ee di bingeh\u00ea taybetmendiy\u00ean m\u00eenan\u00ee v\u00ea \u00fb belav\u00ee de, di qonaxa komar\u00ea de hatiye \u015fekilkirin \u00fb zarok\u00ean wan j\u00ee tems\u00eelkariya v\u00ea yek\u00ea dikin.<\/p>\n

T\u00ea d\u00eetin ku p\u00ea\u015fketina \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ya n\u00fb ava dibe, bi v\u00ea re di nava dijber\u00eetiy\u00ea de ye. Her wiha, her \u00e7iqas kes tevl\u00ee nava tevger\u00ea bibin bila bibin, bi heman taybetmendiyan t\u00ean \u00fb hilkeftinan \u00e7\u00eadikin; ba\u015f t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin ku hatin\u00ean hevkarmend\u00ee j\u00ee bi heman taybetmendiyan e \u00fb em b\u00eatir ber bi gi\u015ft\u00eeb\u00fby\u00eenek\u00ea ve di\u00e7in. Dema ku hinek t\u00eep t\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin, di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de \u00e7iqas t\u00ea derbirandin? M\u00eenak di gelala roman\u00ea de ew t\u00eep\u00ean ku xatine x\u00eazkirin, gelo cewaz in an na? Em l\u00ea din\u00earin z\u00eade cewaz n\u00een e. Pi\u015ftre di gelek m\u00eenakan de hate d\u00eetin ku ev b\u00fb cureyek, d\u00fbbareya v\u00ea ye. T\u00eep\u00ean ku xwe li ser partiy\u00ea di\u00e7esp\u00eenin \u00fb dibin sedem\u00ea halan\u00ea, b\u00fbne m\u00eenan\u00ea wana. Heman hilkeftin \u00fb heman peyvan bi kar t\u00eenin. Minak, mil\u00eetantiy\u00ea as\u00ea dikin, viyan\u00ea d\u00ee\u015fik\u00eenin \u00fb dibin sarker, xeniqandiner \u00fb xitimandiner. Ev di ciyek\u00ee de li ser taybetmendiy\u00ean mil\u00eetantiya n\u00fb, weke bandoreke kujoker \u00ea hestiyar\u00ee ye. Yan\u00ee ev \u015f\u00eawaza p\u00eawend\u00eedar\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya statukoya kevin n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Nexwe wisa jixwe ve bi hest\u00ean wisa ve ji derketina mil\u00eetan re bers\u00eevek nay\u00ea day\u00een. Sedem\u00ea xwe hene.<\/p>\n

Di aliy\u00ea din de t\u00eep\u00ea mil\u00eetan bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee dibe xwediy\u00ea hewldan\u00ean puxtey\u00ee \u00fb dixwaz\u00ea y\u00ea n\u00fb ava bike. Sedem\u00ean v\u00ea j\u00ee hene. Ger c\u00eehana n\u00fb nebe, \u00e7i \u015fens\u00ea w\u00ea j\u00ee n\u00een e. C\u00eehana kevn di bin kontrol\u00ea de ye; m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee \u00fb hevkarmend\u00ee serdest\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean mitlaq in. Mil\u00eetan, di radeya ku hilwe\u015f\u00eena v\u00ea c\u00eehana kevin p\u00eak b\u00eene, w\u00ea bije. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee, di helwe\u015fandin\u00ea de xurt e. Xwed\u00ee hewldan e, bi azwer\u00ee ye \u00fb ji her cure p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea re vekiriye. C\u00eehana w\u00ea c\u00eehaneke ku w\u00ea di p\u00ea\u015feroj\u00ea de b\u00ea qezenckirin e. Teb\u00ee t\u00eep\u00ea li dijber\u00ea v\u00ea bi \u015f\u00eawaza tevgera xwe ya kevin, bi tiraliya xwe ve, bi b\u00eausl\u00fbbiya xwe ve, bi bertekiya xwe ve, bi taloxkirina xwe ve, bi xirabkariya xwe ve, bi rizandina xwe ve dixwaze v\u00ea b\u00eene ziman: \u201cEz ji n\u00eavenga xwe ya kevin qay\u00eel im!\u2019\u2019 Di bingeh de w\u00ea dipar\u00eaze ango dixwaze berevaniya w\u00ea bike. Wateye v\u00ea ya felsef\u00ee \u00fb sinc\u00ee ev e. Her \u00e7ende ku dib\u00eaje: \u201cEz b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb xeta part\u00ee \u00fb \u015fore\u015f\u00ea dipar\u00eazim!\u2019\u2019 j\u00ee, derbir\u00eena heb\u00fbna \u015f\u00eanber a v\u00ea wisa peyda dike.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ima wisa b\u00fb? Ji ber ku ne\u00e7ar b\u00fb wisa bibe. Gelo mil\u00eetan\u00ea me ango t\u00eep\u00ea me y\u00ea p\u00ea\u015feng, ger wisa nekiribana ma w\u00ea ba\u015ftir biba? Ku di te\u015fey\u00ea b\u00eanakok\u00ee de dest p\u00ea kiriba, di v\u00ea p\u00eavajoy\u00ea de, w\u00ea di bin ven\u00earana pergal\u00ea de, di radeyeke mezin de bixeniqiya. Pir bi lez bi taybetmendiy\u00ean pergal\u00ea ve r\u00fb bi r\u00fb may\u00een, bi taybetmendiy\u00ean pergal\u00ea re bi nakok\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f ketin, li hember dijmin, li hember taybetmendiy\u00ean f\u00eaodal, e\u015f\u00eer\u00ee \u00fb malbatvaniy\u00ea dih\u00eale ku were haleke hi\u015fyar.<\/p>\n

Me, \u015f\u00eawaza di hundir\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea de wisa da destp\u00eakirin. Ku ten\u00ea bi gundiy\u00ean xizan ve dest bi kar b\u00ea kirin, piran\u00ee evdal \u00fb xwer\u00fb ne. Nikarin p\u00ea\u015fiya xwe bib\u00eenin, dikarin bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00eakevin bi ven\u00earan\u00ea; bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee wisa dibe. L\u00ea ji destp\u00eak\u00ea vir ve wisa \u015f\u00eawaza dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ee \u00fb tems\u00eelkirin\u00ea b\u00eabandor hi\u015ftin, KT\u2019y\u00ea b\u00eabandor hi\u015ftin, hevkarmendan b\u00eabandor hi\u015ftin, t\u00ea wateya wan aliy\u00ean wan \u00ea t\u00ea d\u00eetin \u00fb nay\u00ea d\u00eetin, aliy\u00ea t\u00ea ve\u015fartin \u00fb y\u00ean ku bi r\u00fbpo\u015f ango vekir\u00ee ne. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea y\u00ean li pa\u015f bi vana re t\u00eakilhevkirin \u00fb xistina nav pev\u00e7\u00fbn \u00fb nakokiy\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Gelek aliy\u00ean v\u00ea dikare b\u00ea ravekirin. A gir\u00eeng d\u00eesa encam e, p\u00eavajoya destp\u00eaka qonaxa \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ye. L\u00ea di vir\u00ea de t\u00eep\u00ean rikoker derketin rast\u00ea. Mijara ku roman\u00ea t\u00eakildar dike ev der e, yan\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fketina t\u00eep\u00ean wisa. Aliy\u00ea dijber kete nav helwesteke wisa ku, di nava v\u00ea de gelek ti\u015ft\u00ean hene ku nay\u00ean hi\u015f \u00fb xeyalan. Yan\u00ee wek hevkarmendek\u00ea heye, wek dekbazek\u00ea heye, wek kemal\u00eestek\u00ea heye, wek jinek\u00ea heye, wek dijmin\u00ea gund\u00ee heye, wek afirandineke zayend\u00ee heye, wek hakim ango serdest heye, wek yeka navt\u00eader \u00fb halant\u00eader heye \u00fb wek yeka hostay\u00ea taktik heye. D\u00eesa di aliy\u00ea berjewendiy\u00ean xwe de n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee \u00fb \u015f\u00eawazeke xwe y\u00ea jiyan\u00ea heye. D\u00eesa kesayetiyeke ku ji wan az\u00een\u00ean bi sedsalan vir ve hatiye ezm\u00fbnekirin h\u00eaz digire, heye. Ev, dibe \u015f\u00eawaza ku b\u00fbye serok \u00fb xwe r\u00eaxistin kiriye y\u00ea pergala ferm\u00ee ku hatiye derbirandin e.<\/p>\n

Li aliy\u00ea hember j\u00ee, derketina serokatiy\u00ea ku bi gora xwe xwed\u00ee \u00eed\u00eeayek mezin e, heye. Ew j\u00ee xwe, weke kevin bi h\u00easan\u00ee radest nake. \u00c7awa ku di pergala kevin \u00fb malbat\u00ea de xwe radest dikir, xwe radest nake. Xwe radest\u00ea Kemal\u00eezm\u00ea, Tirkiy\u00ea, hevkarmend\u00ee, axatiy\u00ea \u00fb d\u00eesa malbat\u00ea nake. Bi \u015f\u00eawaza kevin n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea jin\u00ea nabe. Ne n\u00eaz\u00eek dibe, ne j\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea xwe dike. Di p\u00eevan\u00ean diyar de azadb\u00fbn\u00ea esas digire. Y\u00ean kevin red dike \u00fb l\u00eager\u00een\u00ean n\u00fb di radeyeke daw\u00ee de bi xurt\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadike \u00fb ji v\u00ea p\u00eaveberdan nade. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de xwe azad digire. Helwesta azad, dibe derbir\u00eena zaneb\u00fbn, viyan \u00fb az\u00eem. Er\u00ea niha jiyandina van hem\u00fbyan bi ponij\u00een, bi lezg\u00een\u00ee tempoy\u00ea me\u015fandin heye. \u00db ev, li ser \u00e7\u00eeroka part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea, di mijara p\u00ea\u015fxistina xeta \u015fer de bandorek\u00ea peyda dike. V\u00ea yek\u00ea p\u00eal bi p\u00eal li nava civak\u00ea radigih\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Bi kurtas\u00ee, malbat \u00fb jina d\u00eel per\u00e7e dike; \u00fb d\u00eesa hevkarmendiy\u00ea belav dike. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam \u00ean di nava malbat\u00ea de belav dike \u00fb r\u00fbpo\u015fa wan dix\u00eene. K\u00ea \u00e7i ye, \u00e7awa ye; derdixe rast\u00ea. Ji pirs\u00ean \u201c\u00c7awa bibe\u2019\u2019 ango \u201c\u00c7awa bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eevan digih\u00eene. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee ev jiyan, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee tam dibe kel\u00fbmel\u00ea romanek\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Jiyan hindik z\u00eade v\u00ea yek\u00ea an\u00ee ziman \u00fb teyisandina xwe da gelala roman\u00ea. Teb\u00ee hinek babet hene div\u00ea z\u00eadetir b\u00eane p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ten\u00ea y\u00ean jiyand\u00ee an\u00eena ziman, w\u00ea bibe b\u00eeran\u00een, ji ber ku roman v\u00ea kategoriy\u00ea derbas dike. Roman, hindek a ku dest bi ajday\u00een\u00ea kiriye bi avakirina hindek xeyal \u00fb h\u00eaza gelaley\u00ea vedike \u00fb ber bi \u00e7awa bibe ve dibe. Dikare bi ge\u015f p\u00ea\u015f bikeve \u00fb dikare bibe dara azadiy\u00ea ya ba\u015f. L\u00ea dibe ku aliy\u00ea \u00e7elexwar\u00ee j\u00ee bikeve. Di vir\u00ea de erkdariya roman\u00ea heye; dikare asteke tam azad a p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee bigire; dikare bi reng\u00ea dara azadiy\u00ea , \u015f\u00eawaza jiyana azad bibe bandordar. Dar, bi awayek\u00ea din j\u00ee \u015f\u00een dibe, z\u00eel dide \u00fb mezin dibe, l\u00ea ku ney\u00ea xwed\u00eekirin w\u00ea roman \u00e7elexwar\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, nikare z\u00eade bilind bibe. D\u00eesa ji her cure xeternakiyan re w\u00ea vekir\u00ee be; w\u00ea bibe p\u00ea\u015fketineke ku b\u00eamazmazk e \u00fb xwe negihandiye hest\u00ee \u00fb go\u015ft. Z\u00eade estet\u00eeka v\u00ea pekhatey\u00ea n\u00een e, lewma dikare bir\u00fbxe. Roman, dikare v\u00ea hindek asteng bike.<\/p>\n

Roman, di derbar\u00ea diviyaye \u00e7awa bibe de xeyal \u00fb gelala xwe dixe dewr\u00ea. \u00cedeal\u00eezm, x\u00eeret \u00fb azweriyan t\u00eene ziman. Ba\u015f e, bi tevah\u00ee ev e, yan na? Nax\u00ear! Z\u00eelday\u00eena rast\u00eenek\u00ea heye; heya ku ev z\u00eelday\u00een ney\u00ea d\u00eetin, niv\u00eesandina romaneke rasteq\u00een\u00ee gengaz n\u00een e. Di hundir\u00ea civak\u00ea de z\u00eade \u015fens\u00ea n\u00fbb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea nab\u00eene, nikare derbir\u00eena y\u00ea k\u00fb hatiye qedandin bike. Roman tam pevbest\u00eenek \u00fb gelaleyek n\u00een e. Rew\u015fa z\u00eeldayina rasteq\u00een\u00ea bi hewldaneke mezin, bi heza gelale \u00fb bi heza xeyal\u00ea an\u00eena ziman e. Di bingeh de bi cureyek \u00e7alakmendiya cuda, t\u00ea wateya temamkirina jiyandina li ciyek\u00ee. Ji ber ku y\u00ea t\u00ea jiyandin bi kiryar\u00ee j\u00ee, hindek ev e. Yan\u00ee bi gor zanistiy\u00ea, bi gor \u00e7\u00eerok\u00ea hin ti\u015ft hatine jiyandin, l\u00ea gelale \u00fb xeyal j\u00ee hene. Y\u00ean nehatine p\u00eak\u00eenandin, y\u00ean hatine \u00e7elexwar\u00eekirin \u00fb d\u00eesa y\u00ean ku saxlem p\u00ea\u015f ketine hene. Va, roman w\u00ea vana b\u00eene ziman.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee em ji v\u00ea re dib\u00eajin hunereke estet\u00eek e. Tevah\u00ee erkdariya huner\u00ea ev e. Jiyan\u00ea estet\u00eezekirin, b\u00eatir\u00een xwe\u015fikirin peywira huner\u00ea ye. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku w\u00ea roman j\u00ee bibe xwed\u00ee erkdariyeke wisa. Teb\u00ee di vir\u00ea de y\u00ean t\u00ean pejirandin, y\u00ean nay\u00ean pejirandin \u00fb y\u00ean t\u00ean redkirin, y\u00ean nay\u00ean redkirin hene. Yan\u00ee wergira w\u00ea pir berfireh e; em p\u00eawendiy\u00ea bi welatpar\u00eaziy\u00ea re avakirin\u00ea bigirin, heya destgirtina taybetmendiy\u00ean ba\u015f \u00ea \u015fervan\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, wergir fireh e.<\/p>\n

Er\u00ea, dubare diyar dikim: Raveya v\u00ea ya zanist\u00ee guncav e \u00fb t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin j\u00ee. \u00c7\u00eerok \u00fb b\u00eeran\u00een gelek t\u00ean niv\u00eesandin, w\u00eane t\u00ean ki\u015fandin, t\u00ean we\u015fandin. L\u00ea bel\u00ea, pergala t\u00eakiliy\u00ean mezintir, b\u00eariy\u00ean t\u00eakiliyan, gelale, xeyal ka li ku der\u00ea man? \u015eore\u015f, di heman dem\u00ea de xeyaleke mezin j\u00ee diderbir\u00eene. \u015eore\u015f, her \u00e7ende ku xeyal \u00fb asoya xwe fireh be, hewqas p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. L\u00ea ev ma\u00a0 tam xeyalek e? Nax\u00ear; rasteq\u00eeneke w\u00ea ya civak\u00ee heye. Ma jixwe ew gelaleya ku me amade kiriye, t\u00ea de hem xeyal, hem j\u00ee xal\u00ean z\u00eelday\u00een\u00ea ava b\u00fbne. Her wiha w\u00ea nirxandin\u00ean rasteq\u00een\u00ee j\u00ee hindek \u00e7\u00eabin. \u00c7awa ku min da diyarkirin, ji gelek waran stat\u00fbkoperest, mil\u00eetan \u00fb qehremanan dana axaftin gir\u00eeng e. Di mijara t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam de aliyan dana axaftin, weke birek\u00ee jin\u00ea dana axaftin \u00fb d\u00eesa \u00e7\u00een\u00ean civak\u00ee dana axaftin gir\u00eeng e. Ji \u00e7awa diaxivin w\u00eadetir, p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa biaxivin re div\u00ea gir\u00eeng\u00ee b\u00ea day\u00een \u00fb ev ji bo roman\u00ea watedar e. Gelek bil\u00eavkirin \u00fb jiyan hene. \u00db disa y\u00ean \u00e7awa ava b\u00fbne \u00fb p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa ava bibe hene.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de gelek kel\u00fbmel mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Niha em van kel\u00fbmelan kom dikin. Em\u00ea bineq\u00eenin, pi\u015ftre j\u00ee bi tekn\u00eeka vegotina ba\u015f veger\u00eenin roman\u00ea. Ev xebata ku em dixwazin \u00e7\u00eabikin, me got ku w\u00ea di rasteriya gi\u015ft\u00ee de ye. Di gelek \u00e7ar\u00e7ovan de em got\u00fbb\u00eaj dikin. Ten\u00ea ne got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin heta em dij\u00een. Di heman dem\u00ea de jiyan\u00ean parmend j\u00ee hene. Bandorb\u00fby\u00een j\u00ee derketin rast\u00ea. Li ba gir\u00eadana peywir\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee, peywir\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ee, heta peywir\u00ean \u00e7alakmendiya mil\u00eetan nikare b\u00ean pa\u015f\u00e7avkirin. Ev di nav hev \u00fb d\u00ee de ne. Ger ku ev bi hev re ne p\u00eawend\u00eedar bin, nikare xwe bigih\u00eene romaneke \u015fore\u015fger. Ev tev di nav hev \u00fb d\u00ee de ne.<\/p>\n

Romaneke \u015fore\u015fger, kesek\u00ee stat\u00fbkoperest qet nikare biniv\u00ees\u00eene, nikare di nava b\u00eera xwe de bihew\u00eene. D\u00eesa y\u00ea ku hem\u00fb asta partiy\u00ea ned\u00eetibe, nejiyabe nikare z\u00eade xwed\u00ee \u00eed\u00eea be. Ji derve \u00e7avd\u00earek b\u00eaguman dikare romanek\u00ea binivis\u00eene, l\u00ea em dikarin bib\u00eajin ku romana her\u00ee ba\u015f w\u00ea ji mil\u00eetan\u00ean ku rasteq\u00een\u00ea bi germ\u00ee dijin were. Romana rasteq\u00een\u00ee, ji nava hewldan\u00ean mil\u00eetan\u00ea \u015fore\u015fger derxistin guncav e. Romana rasteq\u00een\u00ee, hin kes dikarin di v\u00ea kategoriy\u00ea de binivis\u00eenin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hin t\u00eep\u00ean ku em dib\u00eajin hunermend, b\u00eaguman ji derve ve j\u00ee, bi \u00e7avd\u00eariyek\u00ea dikarin binivis\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

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Di nava me de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Min v\u00ea vegotin\u00ea, bi te\u015feyek\u00ea ku ji romanek\u00ea re bibe kel\u00fbmel xwest bidim. Ma hun j\u00ee weke komek\u00ea babet\u00ean ku dixwazin p\u00ea\u015f bixin hene? Ma di aliy\u00ea tevkariya v\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea de pirs\u00ean we hene?<\/p>\n

D: Serok\u00ea min, di v\u00ea axaftina we de, ew her du takekes\u00ean ku di navbeyna wan de hewqas nakok\u00ee hene, dikarin werin ba hev ango dikarin bij\u00een. T\u00eakiliya bi v\u00ea jin\u00ea re, ew taybetmendiy\u00ean cara yekem t\u00eene ba hev \u00e7i ne?<\/p>\n

S.P: Di xwiyang\u00ea de p\u00eawendiya xwe bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea heye. Tev\u00ee ku ji malbateke hevkarmend\u00ea kemal\u00eezm\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00ea, p\u00eawendiya xwe bi Kurdayetiy\u00ea heye \u00fb biryara tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna kom\u00ea dide. Weke jineka ku azad e (teb\u00ee di xwiyang\u00ea de) xwe dide h\u00eeskirin. Bi her zilam\u00ee re di pileyeke daw\u00ee de dikare azadane got\u00fbb\u00eaj bike. Dema ku bi van taybetmendiyan t\u00ea b\u00ear\u00e7avkirin, ji bo kom\u00ea wek endameke \u00eedeal t\u00ea hesibandin, t\u00ea hizirkirin. Teb\u00ee pirsn\u00ee\u015fan j\u00ee ne k\u00eam in. Ev \u015f\u00eawaza tevger\u00eena azad ku bi temam\u00ee di xwiyang\u00ea de b\u00fb, pi\u015ftre hate f\u00eamkirin. D\u00eesa derket rast\u00ea ku malbatperesteke bawerhi\u015fk e, qa\u015fo tev\u00ee ku rexney\u00ean xwe li kemal\u00eezm\u00ea heye j\u00ee, j\u00eerekatiyeke kemal\u00eezm\u00ea ya her\u00ee bawerhi\u015fk hildigire, weke \u00e7epgirek\u00ea xwe dide nas\u00een, l\u00ea bi \u00e7epgiriy\u00ea ve \u00e7i eleqa xwe n\u00een e \u00fb tipeke kir\u00ea\u00e7b\u00fby\u00ee ya m\u00eerzade ye. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de, ji ber ku w\u00ea dem\u00ea netb\u00fby\u00een tuneb\u00fb, hinekan digot \u201ct\u00eepeka \u015fikdar e\u2019\u2019, hinekan j\u00ee digot \u201ct\u00eepeka ba\u015f e.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

Seranseriya w\u00ea qonax\u00ea hatiye vegotin. Ten\u00ea ne seranser\u00ee bi an\u00eena her cure dib\u00eatiyan p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av, ezm\u00fbneya t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea hem di wateya taybet de, hem di wateya gi\u015ft\u00ee de dikarim n\u00ee\u015fan bidim ku w\u00ea fikariya xwe tune be. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean bi malbat\u00ea re, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean bi partiy\u00ea re di bingeh\u00ea \u00e7emka kemal\u00eest de p\u00ea\u015f dikevin. Xwe p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee \u00fb n\u00fbjen dihesib\u00eene. Di aliy\u00ea din de em j\u00ee, dixwazin Kurdistaneke n\u00fbjen biafir\u00eenin. Em dihizirin ka \u201cw\u00ea ji v\u00ea re \u00e7i bib\u00eaje?\u2019\u2019 Gelo ji bo Kurdistaneke wiha \u00e7iqas vekiriye? Ew bi xwe dib\u00eaje \u201cez vekir\u00ee me!\u2019\u2019 Ji bo ezm\u00fbnekirin\u00ea t\u00eakiliyeke yek bi yek e \u00fb \u00eed\u00eea dike ku sosyal\u00eest e, hem j\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan dide ku w\u00ea sosyal\u00eezma mil\u00eetan bipejir\u00eene; em w\u00ea j\u00ee ezm\u00fbne dikin. D\u00eesa \u00eed\u00eea xwe heye ku jina azad tems\u00eel dike. Di aliy\u00ea ezm\u00fbnekirina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jina azad de ka \u00e7iqas xwed\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke azad e? Em wisa n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbn.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de ezm\u00fbneyeke bi guman e. Mebest dih\u00eale ku em \u015fiyar bin. Ger pir \u015fiyar\u00ee nebe w\u00ea karibe gelek ti\u015ftan bibe \u00fb jixwe xeniqandinera gelek xwe\u015fiktiyan e. Weke jinek\u00ea di xwiyang\u00ea de xurt e. Bikaran\u00eena jinantiya xwe ve dikare bixeniq\u00eene. Ji serokatiyeke hevkarmend t\u00ea. Taybetmendiy\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean pir dekbaz\u00ee \u00fb komploger\u00ee hene. \u00c7epgiriy\u00ea bi kar t\u00eene. Bi demagojiyeke \u00e7ep a ba\u015f guncav e, dibe ku mebest\u00ean sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea bi kar b\u00eene. Kurdayetiy\u00ea dike, ji ber ku bi Kurdayetiy\u00ea re ba\u015f \u015fer kiriye, dikare welatpar\u00eaziya Kurd bixeniq\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Ev xeternak hene, l\u00ea aliy\u00ea dijber ger ku bi r\u00eak\u00fbp\u00eak \u00fb p\u00eelan\u00ee tevgerek xwe hebe, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku daye avakirin, li ciyek\u00ee dibine t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb hevgirtin\u00ean gir\u00eeng. Ji bo ku xwe ji n\u00eavenga qels derx\u00eene, dikare v\u00ea hevgirtin\u00ea bi kar b\u00eene. A her\u00ee hindik xapandina M\u00ceT\u00ea di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de p\u00eak hatiye. D\u00eesa ji bo jin\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya azadiy\u00ea w\u00ea \u00e7awa be, ji bo bers\u00eevday\u00eena v\u00ea pirs\u00ea p\u00eagir\u00ea ezm\u00fbney\u00ea kirin, dikare bibe. Yan\u00ee ji bo azadiya jin\u00ea, berevaj\u00ee be j\u00ee, weke xaleka derketin\u00ea dikare p\u00eak were. Ger p\u00eak were \u00fb ew bi xwe bibe jineka azad, ba\u015f e. L\u00ea ku nebe, nexe xefika, b\u00eatir\u00een w\u00ea were rew\u015fa zem\u00eena derketineke pir p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee. Heman ti\u015ft ji bo sosyal\u00eezm \u00fb welatpar\u00eaziy\u00ea j\u00ee derbas dibin. Ger pir bistey\u00ee bixwaze, pir \u015fiyar\u00ee j\u00ee bixwaze, ev t\u00eakil\u00ee wisa hate bidestgirtin \u00fb wisa destp\u00eakirin hate \u00e7\u00eakirin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee aliy\u00ean hest\u00ean w\u00ea dem\u00ea j\u00ee hene. Di aliyek\u00ea de pir p\u00ea bawer kirin, wek baweriya ku dikare bibe mil\u00eetan \u00fb jineka h\u00eaja heye. L\u00ea guman j\u00ee ne ku tune ne. Ka w\u00ea k\u00eejan giraniya xwe \u00e7\u00eabike, w\u00ea p\u00eavajo diyar bike. Em\u00ea \u00e7alakiya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee bidom\u00eenin, em\u00ea rastiyan deynin rast\u00ea, b\u00fb b\u00fb, neb\u00fb em p\u00ea\u015fgir\u00ee ji dest bernadin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee, pi\u015ftre derket ku aliy\u00ea dijber j\u00ee sabit e. Ne wek te\u015fey\u00ea ku dixwey\u00ee ye. H\u00ea j\u00ee negih\u00ee\u015ftiye netb\u00fby\u00eenek\u00ea. Lewma ka s\u00eexurek\u00ea bi \u015f\u00eawaza libata xwe, xwe vedi\u015f\u00eare yan na, \u00e7awa ku t\u00ea gotin ji he\u015ft saliya xwe vir ve kesayetek p\u00ea\u015feng ku bi taybet\u00ee hatiye xwed\u00eekirin e yan na? \u00ced\u00eeaya serokatiya feodal \u00fb hevkarmend \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya w\u00ea ev in. Dibe ku s\u00eexureke ba\u015f be \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee e\u015fkere neb\u00fbye. Vana tev w\u00ea prat\u00eek biselim\u00eene. Mil\u00eetaneka \u015fore\u015fger n\u00een e, berevaj\u00ee mil\u00eetaneka kujoker e. Jineka azad n\u00een e, berovaj\u00ee jinantiya ku di \u015f\u00eawaza feodal de bi kar t\u00eene, ten\u00ea di dekbaziy\u00ean saray\u00ea de t\u00ea d\u00eetin. Derket rast\u00ea ku rew\u015f\u00ea pir bi hostay\u00ee dib\u00eene, l\u00ea di heman dem\u00ea de t\u00eepeka pir raj\u00ear \u00fb kole ye. Ji libat\u00ean r\u00fb bigirin, heya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea her ti\u015ft\u00ee bi te\u015fey\u00ea mal,mulkiyet li hember kedkaran wek kozek\u00ea bi kar t\u00eene. Derket rast\u00ea ku dixwaze bixe \u00fb tems\u00eelkariya jin a pir raj\u00ear \u00fb mulkiyetdar dike.<\/p>\n

Qismek ji vana di gelala roman\u00ea de hatiye xwestin ku b\u00ea vegotin. Ev t\u00eep, bikaran\u00eena her roja xwe wek amrazeke \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Kesayetiya jin\u00ea, kesayetiya pergal\u00ea, kesayetiya m\u00eerzade her demjim\u00ear, her \u00e7irk wek h\u00eaza \u00ear\u00ee\u015fkariy\u00ea bi kar t\u00eene. Her roj\u00ea ku derbas dibe, v\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya xwe z\u00eadetir dike. Hinek mil\u00eetan\u00ean me dema ku rojek\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00ea \u00e7avd\u00ear\u00ee dikin, li hember\u00ea bertekek mezin p\u00ea\u015fan didin \u00fb wek yeka ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e yekser b\u00ea tunekirin dinirx\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Qonax hatine vegotin, naxwazim dubare bikim. A gir\u00eeng, asta gelale, xeyal \u00fb kir\u00fby\u00ean v\u00ea p\u00eavajoy\u00ea, ne di aliy\u00ea takekesan de, di aliy\u00ea qonaxan de girtin e. Ji ber ku li wir\u00ea di kesayeta takekesan de y\u00ean t\u00ean jiyandin \u015fiyarb\u00fbna netewek\u00ea ye, xwe zaneb\u00fbnkirina xwediy\u00ea ked\u00ea ye. Dema ku ber bi jiyan\u00ea ve \u00e7av rast hate vekirin \u00fb w\u00earek\u00ee li hember jiyan\u00ea hate raberkirin, aliy\u00ea dijmin j\u00ee tam berevaj\u00ee dixwaze ku berxwedana kurd bixeniq\u00eene \u00fb mitlaqa di bin ven\u00earan\u00ea de bih\u00eale. Ka w\u00ea bi k\u00fb ve bibe diyar n\u00een e \u00fb jinantiya xwe pir bi xeter\u00ee bi kar t\u00eene. Bi taybet\u00ee li hember jina ku dixwaze azad bibe bertekek xwe y\u00ea mezin heye \u00fb ber bi tuneb\u00fbn\u00ea ve j\u00ee dibe. Da ku yek jineke azad dernekeve curbecur p\u00ea\u015fgiriyan digire. Di bingeh de bi wan p\u00ea\u015fgiry\u00ean w\u00ea yek jineka azad a gih\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee serkeftin\u00ea dernekeve rast\u00ea. Daxwaza w\u00ea misoger e ku t\u00eep\u00ea jina kole mitlaq di nava refan de serdest bibe. Ew zayend\u00eetiya jin\u00ea ya pir \u00e7elexwar\u00ee, bi \u015f\u00eawazeke pir xirab bi kar t\u00eene. Ne ten\u00ea xwe, hem\u00fb t\u00eep\u00ean jin \u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea pir \u00e7elexwar\u00ee bi \u00e7emka zayend\u00eetiyeke berevaj\u00ee dixwaze ji bo berdewamkirina saziya civaka kevin bidom\u00eene. Ji ber ku ew tems\u00eelkara pir xurt a pergala kemal\u00eezm\u00ea \u00fb hewl dide ku li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea v\u00ea pergal\u00ea z\u00eadetir belav\u00ee bike. B\u00eay\u00ee ku hewl bide, b\u00eay\u00ee ku bixebite, taybetmendiy\u00ean hevkarmend\u00ee bi kar t\u00eene \u00fb zilam\u00ea kurd dixe bin kontrola xwe. M\u00eenak dema ku ez weke t\u00eepek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f dikevim, li ser min \u00e7avd\u00eariyan p\u00eak t\u00eene. Ji bo hinek heval\u00ea me y\u00ean di nava refan de ne gotin\u00ean w\u00ea hene. Ez naxwazim z\u00eade nav\u00ea wan heval\u00ean me bi kar b\u00eenim. Dib\u00eaje, \u201cfilankes gund\u00ee ye, bi h\u00easan\u00ee dikarim bigirim nav dest\u00ea xwe.\u2019\u2019 \u00a0Taybetmendiy\u00ean serokat\u00ee heye, wana bi kar t\u00eene; taybetmendiy\u00ean jinantiy\u00ea heye, wana bi kar t\u00eene \u00fb dib\u00eaje, \u201cez bi h\u00easan\u00ee dikarim kontrol bikim.\u2019\u2019 Jixwe azadiy\u00ea j\u00ee wisa f\u00eam dike. Weke jineka azad, dema ku daxwaz dike bandor li ser zilamek\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabike, bi t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jina sih\u00eal, bi libat\u00ean ku w\u00ee b\u00eene ray\u00ea dixeniq\u00eene, gir\u00ea dide, digire \u00fb tune dike.<\/p>\n

Ku taybetmendiy\u00ean serok\u00ea f\u00eaodal-hevkarmend mijara gotin\u00ea be, axaya her\u00ee mezin e, serek e\u015f\u00eera her\u00ee mezin e. Ku bi taybetmendiy\u00ean \u00e7epgir, bixwaze hinekan bixe bin kotrol\u00ea, ji ber ku xwed\u00ee devek\u00ee her\u00ee populer e, devok\u00ea sosyal\u00eezma b\u00eak\u00eamas\u00ee bi kar t\u00eene. Ji \u00e7epgirek\u00ea her\u00ee mezin, ba\u015ftir qiseb\u00eaj e, ba\u015ftir axaftinvan e \u00fb bandorker e. Ji bin van bandoran k\u00eejan zilam dikare bifilite? Bi taybet\u00ee ji w\u00ea saziya Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ku pir pa\u015f de maye \u00fb ji w\u00ea bir\u00ea xizan k\u00eejan li hember v\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea dikare li ber xwe bide? \u00cecar ku zilam\u00ea Kurd ku aliy\u00ea hestan de b\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirin, pir t\u00ea gir\u00eadan. Heke pir xwe\u015fik be, dibe ximbil\u00ea w\u00ea. Jixwe dema ku kete bin bandora yeka wisa, henase wergirtin j\u00ee guncav n\u00een e. Dema bikeve bin bandor\u00ea bertek p\u00eaw\u00eest e; bertek j\u00ee di rojek\u00ea de vedigere \u015fer; ji ber ku di \u015fer de ew pir berxwed\u00ear e, dibe ku bi mirin\u00ea ve encam bigire. T\u00eakiliyeke wisa dema ku dibe mijara gotin\u00ea gelo mirin, t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea? W\u00ea cuda belav bibe, derbeyeke mezin wergire \u00fb \u00e7i wateya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean taybet nam\u00eene. Ev j\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke hedefan a berevaj\u00ee ye. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de l\u00eaxistin ji st\u00fbtewandin\u00ea xirabtir e. Ger ku te \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku ew naxwaze te pejirand, ji mirin\u00ea xirabtir li hember raber b\u00fby\u00ee, hing\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00ea gelaley\u00ean te bikevin av\u00ea. W\u00ea dem\u00ea t\u00ea \u00e7i bik\u00ee? Di rast\u00ea de riyeke pir cuda ji xwe re bibij\u00ear\u00ee. L\u00ea ew ji bona riyeke cuda fersend nade. Jixwe di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de aliy\u00ea dijber pir ba\u015f f\u00eam dike. Van gotinan dib\u00eaje: \u201cJi bo sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea, ji bo partiy\u00ea \u00e7i ti\u015ft\u00ea nehedir\u00eenim n\u00een e. Dema ku berjewendiy\u00ean partiy\u00ea dibe mijara gotin\u00ea w\u00ea tu her ti\u015ft\u00ee re hedar bik\u00ee. Ez \u00e7iqas heqaret\u00ea li te bikim, libateke ku \u00e7i zilam napejir\u00eene roj\u00ea \u00e7il \u00e7aran li te bi\u00e7esp\u00eenim, w\u00ea tu bipejir\u00een\u00ee!\u2019\u2019 Bel\u00ea, van axaftinan gotiye. Yan\u00ee zilamek\u00ee gund\u00ee y\u00ea ket\u00fbber be, yek libatek\u00ea re, bi h\u00easan\u00ee w\u00ea bi away\u00ea \u00e7awa ku t\u00ea zan\u00een bers\u00eev bide. L\u00ea min neda. Teb\u00ee, encam\u00ean v\u00ea y\u00ean mezin derketine rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Ev taybetmendiy\u00ean h\u00eem\u00ee ku min jimart, b\u00eatir bi k\u00fbrkirinek\u00ea dikarin b\u00ean vekirin. L\u00ea hinek j\u00ee ev li vir\u00ea pir dibe gir\u00eeng: Li ser nav\u00ea hest\u00ea tebatkirin, li ser nav\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fketina siyas\u00ee-r\u00eaxistin\u00ee tebatkirin heye. Qonax hatine d\u00eeqatkirin. M\u00eenak di derketina dervey\u00ea welat de intiba p\u00ea hatiye day\u00een, ez di hundir\u00ea welat de me. Ger \u015fik p\u00ea re \u00e7\u00eanebe, \u00eeht\u00eemaleke mezin, raporday\u00eena jor mijara gotin\u00ea be, w\u00ea bib\u00eaje, \u201cdi bin kontrola min de ye!\u2019\u2019. Yan\u00ee ev gir\u00eadan li ciyek\u00ee ji bo xapandina dijmin xwed\u00ee nirx\u00ea bikaran\u00een\u00ea ye. Belk\u00ee ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea sebir \u00fb hedan hatiye n\u00ee\u015fandan. L\u00ea h\u00eaviya dibe ku \u201cbibe \u015fore\u015fger\u2019\u2019 j\u00ee heye. Dibe ku ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee sebir hatibe raberkirin. Yek j\u00ee bi r\u00eagez\u00ee, di mijara g\u00fbhertina mirovek\u00ea de w\u00eareyeke me y\u00ea pir mezin heye. Da ku hemin em\u00ea v\u00ea big\u00fbher\u00eenin, wisa em hedar dikin. Tev\u00ee ku hatiye s\u00eenor\u00ea \u00ead\u00ee nay\u00ea tebatkirin\u00ea j\u00ee, ev p\u00eavajo t\u00ea dir\u00eajkirin. \u00cad\u00ee hatina qonaxeke wisa p\u00eak t\u00ea ku, kar ber bi komploy\u00ea ve digih\u00eeje. Ya d\u00ea tu w\u00ea, ya j\u00ee ew d\u00ea te bibe. \u00cad\u00ee div\u00ea tu bik\u015f\u00een\u00ee bin kontrol\u00ea. Bi hewldaneke wisa giran\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadike ku, di 3. kongrey\u00ea de dib\u00eaje, \u201cez\u00ea bombeya xwe biteq\u00eenim!\u2019\u2019. Qesda w\u00ea ji teqandin\u00ea ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku bi \u00e7end jin ango zilaman re avakiriye, li ser ser\u00ea aliy\u00ea dijber teqandin e. Yan\u00ee bi ya w\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest e zilam ne wisa be; zilamek\u00ee wisa ango aliy\u00ea dijber, ew aliye ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea redkirin; redkirin\u00ea j\u00ee, ya bi komploy\u00ea ya j\u00ee, di kongrey\u00ea de bi afirandina gef \u00fb hetikandin\u00ea w\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eene. Valaderxistina 3. kongrey\u00ea t\u00ea wateya valaderxistina hilkeftina 15\u2019\u00ea Tebax\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Ev hem\u00fb ten\u00ea ji bandor-bertek\u00ean di asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ean dumend de peyda n\u00een in, dikarin valadirxistina tevgera neteweke qirase armanc bigire. Teb\u00ee li hember v\u00ea j\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fgir\u00ee t\u00ean wergirtin. Yan\u00ee em bi hem\u00fb dilxwaziya xwe tev\u00ee dixwazin w\u00ea bik\u015f\u00eenin rastiy\u00ea, l\u00ea ew bi xwe ji bo nep\u00eakan\u00eena v\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fgir\u00ee werdigire. Jixwe aliy\u00ea dijber wek qe\u015fay\u00ea ye, t\u00eepeka di sar\u00eetiya mar de ye. Carna ev axaftin bi ken be j\u00ee t\u00ea gotin: \u201cMa tu hizir dik\u00ee ku jahr\u00ee xistine v\u00ea xwarin\u00ea ango v\u00ea ti\u015ft\u00ea? P\u00eaw\u00eest n\u00een e ku tu bitirs\u00ee\u2019\u2019 ango \u201cma tu dihizir\u00ee ku ez s\u00eexur im?\u2019\u2019 Yan\u00ee dikare axaftin \u00fb gotin\u00ean wisa bib\u00eaje. Jixwe rew\u015f bi xwe j\u00ee ev e. Bi pirs\u00ean ponij\u00een p\u00eej dike. Ev takt\u00eekek e. Bel\u00ea va hedan \u00fb \u015f\u00eawazek li vir heye. Rast e belk\u00ee hun, di xulekek\u00ea de derx\u00eenin zelaliy\u00ea \u00fb berteka xwe b\u00eenin ziman. L\u00ea ev, dibe her\u00ee xala daw\u00ee ya hatin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Em bi dah\u00fbrandina v\u00ea kesayetiy\u00ea, kemal\u00eezm\u00ea, KT\u2019y\u00ea \u00fb hindek j\u00ee M\u00ceT\u2019\u00ea dah\u00fbrand. D\u00eesa malbata aliy\u00ea dijber ji bo me digot, \u201cme xwest v\u00ee kes\u00ee bi v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea bi dewlet\u00ea ve bidine gir\u00eadan.\u2019\u2019 W\u00ea dem\u00ea ev t\u00eep j\u00ee, bi malbat\u00ea ve pir gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. \u00db d\u00eesa xwesteka me ya v\u00ea malbat\u00ea di xizmeta Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de bikaran\u00een gir\u00eeng e. Me hindek j\u00ee bi kar an\u00ee. l\u00ea bi durust\u00ee \u00fb di bingeh\u00ea welatpar\u00eaziya Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea \u00fb xizmeta \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de p\u00eak an\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ger b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku t\u00eakiliya min jiyaye, ne m\u00eena piraniya we ye. Li ba me heya dawiy\u00ea ji t\u00eakiliyan re wateday\u00een, bir\u00eeday\u00een, berdewamkirin \u00fb taybetmendiya p\u00ea\u015fxistin\u00ea heye. Di bingeh de, li rast\u00ea t\u00eakiliya taybet filan n\u00een e, t\u00eakiliya zewac\u00ea j\u00ee di axaftin\u00ea de dim\u00eene. Li v\u00ea der\u00ea t\u00eakiliyeke \u015fer heye, l\u00ea xwiyanga w\u00ea bi awayek\u00ea din e. Niha di vir\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya min a gundiyek\u00ee ket\u00fbber be, ya w\u00ea min di c\u00ee de st\u00fb tewandiba, ya j\u00ee pev\u00e7\u00fbbama. Yan\u00ee ev, w\u00ea vegeriya t\u00eakiliyeke diyar \u00fb bi\u00e7\u00fbya. Ji t\u00eakiliyeke tune re min dikarib\u00fb xwe bida bawerkirin; dikarib\u00fbm aliy\u00ea siyas\u00ee j\u00ee nehiziriyama. Ji ber ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ean piraniya we asta xwe ya siyas\u00ee n\u00een e. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean bi te\u015fey\u00ean ka w\u00ea \u00e7i b\u00eene, w\u00ea \u00e7i bibe n\u00een e. Z\u00eadetir aliy\u00ea hatiye nepixandin \u00fb ji rasteq\u00een\u00ea hatiye qutkirin giraniya xwe did\u00ea. Teb\u00ee ev, z\u00eade we p\u00ea\u015f naxe. Bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00ea avakirin, bi h\u00easan\u00ee xira dibe; ji ber ku b\u00eanaverok \u00fb b\u00eaarmanc in. A her\u00ee gir\u00eeng j\u00ee, hun di huner\u00ean t\u00eakiliyan de, ne xurt in; di bingeh de heza we ya avakirina t\u00eakiliyan n\u00een e. H\u00ea j\u00ee h\u00eaza avakirina t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ya piran\u00ee heval\u00ean me qels e.<\/p>\n

H\u00eaza min a her\u00ee mezin \u00e7i ye? Li ser t\u00eakiliy\u00ea bi heter\u00ee disekinim, pir berfireh\u00ee digirim dest, pir dadih\u00fbr\u00eenim. Wan n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku jin xwe ji te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pir taybet t\u00eaxe \u015f\u00fbna zilam \u00fb bi aliy\u00ea dijber st\u00fb bide tewandin, ji ber \u00e7avan nafilit\u00eenim.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de gelek aliy\u00ean xeternak y\u00ean v\u00ea t\u00eep\u00ea t\u00ea d\u00eetin, l\u00ea hema serl\u00eadana n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean klas\u00eek \u00e7\u00eanabin. Ku j\u00ea re b\u00ea gotin, \u201cma tu y\u00ee ya ku van mijaran hewqas ser\u00fbbin dike\u2019\u2019 \u00fb feli\u015fandina w\u00ea kar\u00ea demjim\u00earek\u00ea ye. Ji ber ku bers\u00eev nade t\u00eakiliya taybet, darizandin h\u00easan e. Ev hem\u00fb nay\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin. \u015e\u00fbna van pirsgir\u00eak di nava p\u00eavajoy\u00ea de t\u00ea peresandin \u00fb bi k\u00fbrah\u00ee t\u00ea bidestgirtin. Ez, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de hewl didim ku ji pirs\u00ean jin k\u00ea ye, hevkarmend k\u00ea ye, kemal\u00eezm \u00e7i ye, KT \u00e7i ye re k\u00fbr bers\u00eevan peyda bikim. Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de ez, p\u00eaw\u00eestiya afirandina jina azad bawer dikim. Ji ber ku ev t\u00eep, jineke ku dixwaze bike kole, hem j\u00ee jina her\u00ee xeternak tems\u00eel dike. W\u00ea dem\u00ea jina puxtey\u00ee w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Jixwe di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de j\u00ee \u015fer heye.<\/p>\n

Di mijara destgirtina jina azad de ji bo p\u00ea\u015fxistina hinek t\u00eakiliyan bi hindek t\u00eepan re mezintir\u00een bertek raber dike \u00fb bi \u015f\u00eawaza tunekar n\u00eaz\u00eek dibe. Naxwaze bi v\u00ea armanc\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee b\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f xistin. Teb\u00ee di v\u00ea de j\u00ee \u00e7ek\u00ean klas\u00eek \u00ean t\u00ea zan\u00een hene; dixwaze gel\u015fa t\u00eakiliya taybet bi kar b\u00eene. Ez, ku di vir\u00ea de reng\u00ea t\u00eakiliya taybet esas wergirim, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ber bi jina azad ve r\u00ea newergirim, wek zilam\u00ea Kurd bilivim, weke ku ez\u00ea, di mijara azadiya jin\u00ea de nikaribim bi serkeftinbim \u00fb ji gelek ney\u00eaniyan re r\u00eavekirina min w\u00ea z\u00eade ne d\u00fbr be. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea weke war\u00ea kar \u00fb xebata min a afir\u00eener ji pirsgir\u00eaka jina kolekirin\u00ea re hem di aliy\u00ea asta teor\u00eek \u00fb hem j\u00ee prat\u00eek de biriya xwe didim\u00ea. Niha v\u00ea di gelala roman\u00ea de d\u00eetin zor n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Bi taybet\u00ee dema ku ber bi nav\u00eena sala 1980\u2019yan ve hem\u00fb aliy\u00ean xeternak derketin rast\u00ea \u00fb \u00eeht\u00eemala ku ev t\u00eep azadiy\u00ea dixeniq\u00eene bilind b\u00fb, ev xebat b\u00eatir k\u00fbr dibin. Tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna hejmareke pir jinan ji xebata azadiy\u00ea re wek p\u00eaw\u00eestiyek\u00ea derkete rast\u00ea. T\u00ea f\u00eamkirin ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ean azad ten\u00ea bi p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea w\u00ea derfet peyda bike \u00fb bi derketina jina azad w\u00ea hindek p\u00ea\u015fketin b\u00ean destgirtin. T\u00ea d\u00eetin ku, di destp\u00eak\u00ea de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean b\u00ean avakirin w\u00ea z\u00eade nirxdar nebe, bi azweriy\u00ean ket\u00fbber, bi n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean \u201cem li kolan\u00ea rast\u00ea hev hatin, nizanim li tax\u00ea p\u00earg\u00ee hev hatin, li dibistan\u00ea rast\u00ee hev hatin\u2019\u2019 w\u00ea bingeheke t\u00eakiliy\u00ean\u00a0 ri\u015ft ney\u00ea avakirin.<\/p>\n

E\u015fkere ye ku, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku t\u00ea gotin ri\u015ft in li ciyek\u00ee \u015fore\u015f bi xwe ye, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de rola r\u00eaxistina p\u00ea\u015feng \u00fb xebata hat\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistin-p\u00eakan\u00een h\u00eemek\u00ee mezin e ji bo azadiya jin\u00ea, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku gir\u00eadan p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee di v\u00ee bingeh\u00ee de p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, ger ev ney\u00ean p\u00eakan\u00een, ew t\u00eaketina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean gir\u00eadana kesan\u00ee bi misoger\u00ee w\u00ea bi\u00a0 xeternak bin. Bingehek\u00ea welatpar\u00eaziya ri\u015ft nebe, \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliya takekes\u00ee ya ku xwe bi gel\u00ea ku t\u00ea xwestin b\u00ea azadkirin \u00fb r\u00eaxistina w\u00ea ve nade gir\u00eadan, her \u00e7ende ku saf be j\u00ee, di bingeh de dikare kesan \u00e7elexwar\u00ee bike. Ji ber ku ew n\u00eavenga j\u00ea hatiye, merc\u00ean malbata klas\u00eek \u00fb bandorb\u00fbna pergal\u00ea ye. Encam j\u00ee, kes\u00ea ku dibe mijara gotin\u00ea ji ber t\u00eakiliy\u00ean van sazgehan bi misoger\u00ee wendakirin e.<\/p>\n

Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea hinek n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ji jin \u00fb zilam re t\u00ean raberkirin hene. Hewldana di p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de wana bi nirx\u00ean bingeh\u00een ve gir\u00eadan di v\u00ea p\u00eavajoy\u00ea de bi k\u00fbrah\u00ee t\u00ea destgirtin. Jixwe t\u00eakiliy\u00ean seranser, sih\u00eal, rojane \u00fb hestane t\u00ea daxistin ku w\u00ea z\u00eade wateyek\u00ea nederbir\u00eenin, bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee kolekirin e. T\u00ea gotin, ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean malbata klasik, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean nas \u00fb dost d\u00fbr bisekinin. Zewac \u00fb hest\u00ean we y\u00ean p\u00eakhat\u00ee z\u00eade q\u00eemeta xwe n\u00een e \u00fb ev xeternak in. Lewma di axaftin\u00ean curbecur \u00fb axaftina Tirmeha 1992\u2019yan de ka w\u00ea \u00e7awa gir\u00eadan\u00ean mez\u00een p\u00ea\u015f bikevin ba\u015f hatiye ziman. M\u00eena van gelek nirxandin hate \u00e7\u00eakirin. \u00db me l\u00ea n\u00ear\u00ee ev hewldan z\u00eadetir azad dikin. Ev, qas\u00ee kar z\u00eadetir bi zan\u00eest\u00ee, k\u00fbrah\u00ee \u00fb rad\u00eekal destgirtin\u00ea, ji \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re r\u00ea vedike. Jin, hinek\u00ee d\u00eetir r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eaz qezenc dike. Zilam, z\u00eadetir rasteq\u00een\u00ee dibe, ji kevne\u015fopiya malbata feodal difilite. Jin, hin z\u00eadetir \u00e7av\u00ean xwe ber bi rast\u00een\u00ean zanist\u00ee ve vedike, hema bi zilam re na; bi nirx\u00ean bingeh\u00een ve t\u00ea gir\u00eadan. Niha, rew\u015fa ku zilam jin\u00ea wek malek\u00ee dib\u00eene ji rast\u00ea radibe \u00fb ev di \u00e7onayetiya p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean azad\u00ee de dibin.<\/p>\n

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Li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea hezkirin hatiye qetilkirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ev babet di gelala roman\u00ea de, di dah\u00fbrandinan de hate diyarkirin \u00fb hate destgirtin. Ev yek derkete rast\u00ea: Li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea hezkirin j\u00ee hatiye qetilkirin. \u00c7awa ku gelek dev\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee dib\u00eajin \u201cKurd weh\u015f e, n\u00eavenga hezkirin\u00ea, j\u00ea hatin hezkirin \u00fb hezkirin ti\u015ftek wisa n\u00een e, nizanin!\u2019\u2019 Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ev, hindek wisa ye. M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de rola qirkirin\u00ea leyistiye. Lewma hewl hatiye day\u00een ku b\u00ea vegotin, \u00e7alakmendiya me ya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee, \u00e7alakiyeke hezkirin\u00ea ye. Riya hezkirin\u00ea, \u015f\u00eawaza hezkirin\u00ea bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea re t\u00ea destgirtin, h\u00eem\u00ea objekt\u00eef t\u00ea dan\u00een. Ka w\u00ea hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f bikevin, bi gir\u00eadana \u00e7i ve w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f ve herin, t\u00ea daxistin. H\u00eem\u00ean azad, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de wateyeke mezin diderbir\u00eenin. D\u00eesa di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de estet\u00eek dikeve dewr\u00ea. Gir\u00eadana f\u00eez\u00eek\u00ee, giyan\u00ee \u00fb zanyarb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea bi estet\u00eek\u00ea ve t\u00ea avakirin. \u00db dert\u00ea rast\u00ea ku ev, dikarin mirov xwe\u015fiktir bikin. Di wateyek\u00ea de hatiye destn\u00ee\u015fankirin ku rasteq\u00eena \u015fer\u00ea me, di avakirina ji n\u00fb de, xurt \u015ferkirin-dana \u015ferkirin w\u00ea karibe ji t\u00eakiliya hezkirineke xurt re r\u00ea vebike. D\u00eesa hatiye daxistin ku hest \u00fb hezkirin\u00ean erzan \u00ea di destp\u00eak\u00ea de h\u00eaz nedaye \u015fer, ji \u015fer daye girtin, aniye haleke pa\u015fver\u00fb, heta ber bi her cure feli\u015fandineriy\u00ea ve biriye. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya rast q\u00eemeteke xwe y\u00ea mezin heye, li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ji gelek encam\u00ean gir\u00eeng re r\u00ea daye vekirin, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya koletiya jin\u00ea r\u00fbxandiye, b\u00fbye sedem ji hilkeftina mezin re, saziya \u015f\u00eawaza kevin a malbat\u00ea hilwe\u015fandiye \u00fb r\u00ea vekiriye ji r\u00fbxandina j\u00eerekatiya kevin a zilam re. Ev, di heman dem\u00ea de dibe p\u00ea\u015fketineke gir\u00eeng a \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee. Di bingeh de ev, tam aliy\u00ea huner\u00ee ye. Di roman\u00ea de aliy\u00ea her\u00ee z\u00eade b\u00ea h\u00eavotin ev e. Di bingeh de roman, bikiryar\u00ee \u00fb di radeyeke gir\u00eeng de bi ser\u00ea gel\u015fan hatiye jiyandin. \u00db em dib\u00eajin ku, temamkirina w\u00ea \u00fb xwed\u00eekirina aliy\u00ea bi h\u00eaza gelaley\u00ea, bi xeyalan, azw\u00eariyan, viyan, wire \u00fb estet\u00eek\u00ea ve di q\u00eemeta p\u00ea\u015fxistin\u00ea de ye.<\/p>\n

Di: Beriye em tevl\u00ee refan bibin, t\u00eakiliya p\u00ea\u015f\u00een a me dab\u00fb destp\u00eakirin, ew \u015f\u00eawaza koledariy\u00ea b\u00fb. Pi\u015ftre bi w\u00ea p\u00eavajoya ku me an\u00ee nava refan ve em, h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee qutb\u00fbna ji koledariy\u00ea dij\u00een. Yan\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eestiya azadiy\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliyeke kole ya jiyana kevin, \u00ead\u00ee em dikevin nava l\u00eager\u00eena azadiy\u00ea. Bi rast\u00ee ji azad\u00ee \u00e7i ye? Div\u00ea di mej\u00ee de \u00e7awa b\u00ea \u015f\u00eanberkirin? \u00c7awa gihandina azadiy\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadibe, az\u00eena w\u00ea \u00e7i ye? Hewldan \u00e7awa t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin? Bi got\u00fbb\u00eajan ev dikare dakeve rast\u00ea. Ji ber ku di nava refan de t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb qutb\u00fbn\u00ean bi v\u00ee away\u00ee z\u00eade t\u00ean jiyandin.<\/p>\n

S.P: Er\u00ea, bi taybet\u00ee ew qad\u00ean ku hun j\u00ea hatine, ev hindik hatiye got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin, hindek girt\u00ee maye. Xebat\u00ean di \u00e7iy\u00ea de j\u00ee hindek wisa ne. Me, got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea z\u00fb da destp\u00eakirin. Di sehaya Rojhilata Nav\u00een de hindek j\u00ee da p\u00ea\u015fxistin. \u00c7awa ku min got, y\u00ean li \u00e7iy\u00ea qet got\u00fbb\u00eaj nekirin. Ji ber giraniya jiyana le\u015fker\u00ee, ne fersend d\u00eetin, ne j\u00ee dane nas\u00een. Y\u00ean di zindan\u00ea de j\u00ee, v\u00ea bi vaca pergal\u00ea girtin dest. Yan\u00ee \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pergal\u00ea wisa bi \u015fore\u015fgeriy\u00ea r\u00fbpo\u015f ango c\u00eela kirin \u00fb xwestin ku w\u00eajeya t\u00eakiliya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Ji derve ve gelek ke\u00e7\u00ean ku axaftin\u00ean hezkirin\u00ea wan \u00ea mezintir\u00een y\u00ean t\u00ean zan\u00een, ji n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya hemb\u00eazkirin\u00ea re bi heman helwestan bers\u00eevday\u00eena y\u00ean hundir, bi w\u00ea p\u00eavajoya ku dihate xwestin PKK b\u00ea feli\u015fandin re r\u00fb da. Di \u015f\u00eanberiya halant\u00eadana \u015eener de ku usl\u00fbb\u00ea feli\u015fandineriy\u00ea dihate k\u00fbrkirin ev, hate derxistin. M\u00eenak, hevalek\u00ee ku em bi puxteya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee \u00fb durustb\u00fbna w\u00ee bawerb\u00fbn, ka xwe \u00e7awa p\u00eagir\u00ea \u00e7elexwariya hestan dikir, \u00e7awa v\u00ea digihand ast\u00ean tirsnak me nirxand. M\u00eena v\u00ea gelek t\u00eakiliy\u00ean di hundir de t\u00ean jiy\u00een, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam ka \u00e7awa \u015f\u00fbna t\u00eakiliy\u00ean \u015fore\u015f \u00fb partiy\u00ea digirin t\u00ea zan\u00een.<\/p>\n

D\u00eesa ciwan\u00ean ku ji hundir\u00ea pergal\u00ea \u00fb \u015fagirtiy\u00ean ku ji n\u00eavenga 12 Rezber\u00ea t\u00ean, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku pir b\u00ea\u015f\u00eawe, b\u00eaarmanc dij\u00een hene. Ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean sexte, hindek bi \u00e7anda Tv ya pergal\u00ea, ew 12 Rezbera di riya Amer\u00eeka \u00fb Hollywoodkirin\u00ea de (ev dibe \u015f\u00eawaza jiyana emperyal\u00eest) ku bi wan ciwanan empoze dikin li rast\u00ea ye. D\u00eesa h\u00eaman\u00ean ku j\u00eaderka xwe ji gund\u00eetiya klas\u00eek digirin, ji jin\u00ea re ten\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke di bingeh\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de ye, hem\u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hezkirin\u00ea y\u00ean sexte y\u00ea pergal\u00ea bi rengek\u00ee belav\u00ee hate \u00e7espandin. Y\u00ean ku h\u00ea j\u00ee bandora v\u00ea bi ponij\u00een dij\u00een hene. Min xwe di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ba\u015f kir l\u00eagerek\u00ee dah\u00fbrandin\u00ea. Ez hizir dikim ku di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de b\u00eatir di rew\u015fa bi k\u00fbrah\u00ee b\u00eam t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea de me. Me di vir\u00ea de, dixwaze bila di aliy\u00ea binkey\u00ea de be, dixwaze bila di aliy\u00ea xwediy\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean curbecur de be, di bingeh de \u015fore\u015feke rast\u00een\u00ee p\u00eak an\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Di te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eakiliya destp\u00eak\u00ea ya min de, her ti\u015ft heb\u00fbn. Bandora taybetmendiy\u00ean pergal \u00fb gund\u00eetiy\u00ea heb\u00fbn. D\u00eesa pir seranser\u00ee heb\u00fb. Teb\u00ee bi gor n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya t\u00eakiliya heval\u00ean me j\u00ee, kesayetek min tuneb\u00fb. V\u00ea, m\u00eena \u00e7aren\u00fbsek\u00ea d\u00eetin \u00fb weke pirsgir\u00eakeke ku li zincir\u00ea hatiye xistin f\u00eamkirin, ne guncav b\u00fb. L\u00ea, bi rengek\u00ee erzan\u00ee berdan j\u00ee, ne guncav b\u00fb. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya ku w\u00ea pi\u015ftre hesab bipirse heb\u00fb. Bi reng\u00ea feli\u015fandina feli\u015fandiner \u00fb hevkarmendan, vegerandina feli\u015fandina KT\u2019y\u00ea tolwergirtin heb\u00fb. Di bingeh de bi wateyek\u00ea klas\u00eek n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea gel\u015f\u00ea nabim. Heta ne di wateya klas\u00eek de, ne di wateya n\u00fbjen de. Di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean min \u00ea jin\u00ea de puxte gir\u00eeng e.<\/p>\n

Em, dixwazin di aliy\u00ea p\u00eanasekirina pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea de bers\u00eevan bidin. Em, pir r\u00eaxnedar n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin. Yekcar\u00ea em ve napejir\u00eenin; malbat, div\u00ea a-wiha be, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam wiha t\u00ea avakirin, zayend\u00eet\u00ee wiha t\u00ea derbirandin \u00fb t\u00earb\u00fbn\u00ee peyda dike. Ez, naxwazim bi pirs\u00ean wisa re q\u00eema xwe b\u00eenim. Tam berevaj\u00ee em pir rasteq\u00een\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin. Em, hem ast\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean zanist\u00ee, hem giyan\u00ee, hem j\u00ee siyas\u00ee hem\u00fb aliyan di nava hev de dib\u00eenin \u00fb xwe digih\u00eenin \u015f\u00eawaza nirxandin\u00ea. Heta y\u00ea azad \u00e7i ye? P\u00eawendiya di navbeyna hezkirin \u00fb azadiy\u00ea de \u00e7awa t\u00ea avakirin? P\u00eawend\u00ee bi xwe\u015fikb\u00fbn\u00ea re \u00e7awa t\u00ea avakirin? Ez dixwazim w\u00ea bidim \u00fb w\u00ea didim got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin.<\/p>\n

Ger bal b\u00ea day\u00een, di nava mil\u00eetan\u00ean binkeya me de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke wiha z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f neketiye. Her yek ji wan ya \u00eenkar dike, ya j\u00ee bi koletiya xwe t\u00ea gir\u00eadan; pir xweperest\u00ee heye. Heta ku serbest b\u00ean berdan w\u00ea hev \u00fb d\u00ee b\u00eenin kijan rew\u015f\u00ea, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee tebatkirina mirov zor e. E\u015fkereye ku ev tekil\u00ee w\u00ea pir hindik azadiy\u00ea esas bigire. Heta w\u00ea aliyan b\u00eene rew\u015fa nenaskirin\u00ea. Bi h\u00easan\u00ee hatina aliyek\u00ea rew\u015fa p\u00eerejinokek\u00ea z\u00eade zehmet n\u00een e. Ev rew\u015f di \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de, w\u00ea ber bi j\u00ea \u00a0xwarin\u00ea \u00fb feli\u015fandina mezintir\u00een a \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve r\u00ea vebike. Dis\u00eepl\u00een n\u00een e, pergal n\u00een e. Teb\u00ee her kes ji ber egera t\u00eakiliy\u00ean nas \u00fb dostan w\u00ea par bixwaze, ev j\u00ee, w\u00ea ber bi rawestandina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve bibe. Tekiliyek bi ser\u00ea xwe j\u00ee, dikare bi feli\u015fandineriy\u00ea ve encam bigire.<\/p>\n

Di aliy\u00ea din de \u015f\u00eawaza serokatiy\u00ea k\u00fb t\u00ea xwest\u00een p\u00ea\u015fkeve \u00fb di azadiy\u00ea de bixwebawer e, p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee hem\u00fb t\u00eakiliyan qut \u00fb per\u00e7e dike. Ji mijara mulkiyet\u00ea derdixe. Dixwaze zilam ji n\u00eavenga zilam\u00ea serdest derbixe. Dixwaze jin\u00ea \u00fb zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ji rew\u015fa b\u00fby\u00eena h\u00eamana bikaran\u00een\u00ea di bingeh\u00ea mulkiyet\u00ea de derbixe. Bi \u00e7emka serdestiya zilam re dit\u00eako\u015fe \u00fb hewl dide ku bipirse ka jin \u00e7i ye. M\u00eenak, di rasteq\u00eena civak\u00ea de ji bo zewac\u00ea dikarim bib\u00eajim \u00e7i? Mamoste Yal\u00e7in, di nirxandina bi nav\u00ea \u201cLi Bex\u00e7ey\u00ea Kurd Soz \u00fb Peyman\u2019\u2019 de raman\u00ean xwe hindek p\u00ea\u015f dixe. Min, p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee d\u00eetib\u00fb ku di derbar\u00ea zewac\u00ea de nirxandinan p\u00ea\u015f bixim. Pir balk\u00ea\u015f in \u00fb nirxandin\u00ean wisa ne ku bi baldariyek\u00ea hindek encam dikare j\u00ea were derxistin. Teb\u00ee tev\u00ee ku ne li hember pevreb\u00fbna me j\u00ee, t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin ku ew curbecur b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ean jiyan\u00ea dixwaze zewaca ku di \u015f\u00eaweya t\u00eakiliya taybet de be, dixwaze ya \u00eero li Tirkiy\u00ea ku t\u00ea xwestin bi rengek\u00ee belav\u00ee b\u00ea kirin be, gelek ti\u015ftan bi xwe re dibe, heta diqed\u00eene. Ji bo nim\u00fbne, hinek encam derketine, dib\u00eaje, \u201cmalbat li ser nav\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea t\u00ea avakirin \u00fb ev encameke xwezay\u00ee y\u00ea hezkerin\u00ea ye!\u2019\u2019 Heta dib\u00eaje, \u201cEv diqed\u00eene!\u2019\u2019 Ji n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya me v\u00ea yek\u00ea derxistiye; hindek j\u00ee dikare were v\u00ea watey\u00ea. Kart\u00eaker\u00ean ku di bin b\u00fbyera zewac\u00ea de peyda dibin, p\u00ea dihese ku xeniqandiner in. wek\u00ee din j\u00ee, ji n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean me hinek xal\u00ean bingeh\u00een selimandiye: B\u00fbyera zewac\u00ea d\u00eetiye; zewace d\u00ea-bav, ezm\u00fbneya zewaca min a puxtey\u00ee \u00fb di hundir\u00ea civak\u00ea de zewaca Kurd a ku pir ziwakar e, xeniqandiner e, bandora w\u00ea ferq kiriye. Va, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de ji bo \u015fore\u015fa me dib\u00eaje, \u201cDikare bibe \u00e7alakiyeke mezin a hezkirin\u00ea!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

A ku dixwazim bib\u00eajim, dib\u00eene. Ew be\u015f, ji bo l\u00eakol\u00eenkirin\u00ea pir nirxdar e. Naxwazim w\u00ea be\u015f\u00ea z\u00eade dubare bikim. Dib\u00eaje \u201cLi ser malbata p\u00eeroz \u00e7alakiya Abdullah Ocelan sis\u00ea ne. Yekem\u00een, dib\u00eene ku zewaca d\u00ea-bav, bav diqed\u00eene. Bav\u00ea w\u00ee di pergala malbata p\u00eeroz de m\u00eena yek\u00ee d\u00eenb\u00fby\u00ee ye. Duyem\u00een, ezm\u00fbneya zewaca w\u00ee bi xwe \u00ead\u00ee b\u00fbye cendereyek. S\u00eayem\u00een, malbat\u00ean Kurd. Her\u00ee hindik di p\u00ea\u015fiya 1992yan de li hember metirsiya b\u00fby\u00eena \u015fervan\u00ean PKK\u2019\u00ea malbat zarok\u00ean xwe direv\u00eenin, dibine Ewr\u00fbpa \u00fb didin zewicandin. Tirsa w\u00ea bireve ger\u00eela, dixwazin bi zewac\u00ea bin bixin. Ev \u00e7alaktiy\u00ean kom\u00ee ne.\u2019\u2019 \u00a0D\u00eesa dib\u00eaje \u201cBi \u00e7alakiya azadkirin\u00ea di encama w\u00ea bers\u00eeva ku t\u00ea day\u00een de, di nav al\u00eegir\u00ean mulkiyet\u00ea de tirs heye. Di civak\u00ean ku tirs\u00ea ji nava radikin de, mulkiyeta taybet\u00ee ya \u00e7ik\u00fbs nabe. Tirs mitleqa \u00e7ik\u00fbs e. Mulkiyeta taybet, \u00e7ik\u00fbsiya berhevkir\u00ee ye. Zewac, mulkiyeta taybet a her\u00ee ve\u015fart\u00ee ye.\u2019\u2019 D\u00eeqat bikin, vana di hevd\u00eetina me de ji bo ku zelal\u00ee peyda bibe dinivis\u00eene. Wiha didom\u00eene, \u201cDixwaze bila mara mele be, dixwaze bila bi nas\u00eena d\u00ear\u00ea be, dixwaze bila ji h\u00eala rayedar\u00ean tax\u00ee y\u00ean la\u00eek ve b\u00ea \u00eemzekirin, mar, peymaneke hiquqa deyndariy\u00ea ye. Di bingeh\u00ea w\u00ea de, ne ji bo destp\u00eakirina pevreb\u00fbn\u00ea, hesta berdewamiy\u00ea t\u00eaxe bin ewlayiy\u00ea heye. Mar, tirsa ku w\u00ea hezkirin biqede ye. Ji ber v\u00ea eger\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea qedandin e. Yekb\u00fby\u00eena her du zayendan, ten\u00ea ku di n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea de b\u00eadaw\u00eeb\u00fbn hebe, layiq\u00ea mirov e. Bi hev re jiy\u00een ser\u00fbwenek e. Dilw\u00earekiya her qas hev \u00fb d\u00ee ji n\u00fb ve ke\u015fifkirin\u00ea ye. Ku her qas n\u00fb be, pevreb\u00fby\u00een j\u00ee, b\u00eadaw\u00ee ye. Hezkirin, ten\u00ea bi dilw\u00earekiy\u00ea guncav e. Ev\u00een, ten\u00ea maf\u00ea w\u00ee\/\u00ea y\u00ea\/a ku ji hezkar\u00ea\/a xwe re dikare as\u00eemanan zevt bike ye. Gel ji bin zincira koletiy\u00ea ango kedkaran ji bin zinc\u00eera mulkiyeta taybet rizgarkirin, bi zevtkirina as\u00eemanan ve wekhev e. Zevtkirina as\u00eemanan, qezenckirina bawerd\u00eariy\u00ea ye. \u00ca ku ne bawerd\u00ear e, h\u00eaza hezkirina w\u00ee n\u00een e.\u2019\u2019 M\u00eenak, di derbar\u00ea s\u00eestema Sovyet\u00ea ya hilwe\u015fiyay\u00ee de dib\u00eaje, \u201cEz bawer dikim ku berteka Abdullah Ocelan li hember \u00e7avbir\u00e7itiya zayend\u00ee ku wek azadiy\u00ea t\u00ea d\u00eetin di reel Sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea de, mezin e.\u2019\u2019 , \u201cSerok APO, bawer nake ku beriya r\u00fbxandina malbata p\u00eeroz a feodal\u00eezm\u00ea, Kurdistan azad bibe. Malbata p\u00eeroz, t\u00ea wateya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean d\u00eel \u00fb jina d\u00eel. Ev dah\u00fbrandin, \u00e7alakiy\u00ea azadkirin e. Ji malbata p\u00eeroz re bers\u00eevday\u00eena APO, \u00e7alakiya azadkirina jin\u00ea ye. Di p\u00eavajoya jin a ger\u00eela de j\u00ee, weke ji cendera jin\u00ea tolwergirtina xwe ramiyaye. Rahav\u00eaj e.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

Soz \u00fb peyman, di v\u00ea be\u015f\u00ea de li ser van disekine. Yan\u00ee li ciyek\u00ee ti\u015ft\u00ean ku t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftiye daye kurtekirin. Tebi di van dah\u00fbr\u00eenan de wergirtina azadiy\u00ea guncav e. Hun\u00ea ji bo got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin\u00ea z\u00eerek bin.<\/p>\n

A ku ez dib\u00eenim, qada ez j\u00ea hatime weke ku got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ean w\u00earekan\u00ea n\u00een in, rev heye. Hin t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku we jiyaye, we terkeser\u00ea qeyran\u00ea kiriye. Ev yek li ba min \u00e7iqas hatiye jiyandin \u00fb \u00e7awa encam wergirtiye da ku we ron\u00ee bike p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee kirim. Yan\u00ee min, di ciyek\u00ee de her kes ji v\u00ea para her\u00ee mezin \u00fb lewma w\u00earek\u00ee bigire vegot. Teb\u00ee gelek ji wan ne azweriya xwe, ne koletiya xwe, ne j\u00ee hest\u00ean xwe t\u00eenin ziman; ser vedi\u015f\u00earin, dixine nava qeyran\u00ea. Niha min j\u00ee jiya, l\u00ea ya min, va ye bi tevgereke azadiya mezin bers\u00eevday\u00een e. Ez, di bingeh de taybetmendiya zewac ango t\u00eakiliy\u00ean kolekirin\u00ea dikarim b\u00eatir k\u00fbr \u00fb dah\u00fbr\u00een bikim; dikarim \u00e7alakiya azadiy\u00ea rapelik\u00eenim.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee ez pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve dibim. Di ve mijar\u00ea de wek we nikarim terkeser\u00ea qeyran\u00ea bikim. Ez di bin nav\u00ea \u201cT\u00eakiliya min a taybet de\u2019\u2019 nikarim xwe hilwe\u015f\u00eenim \u00fb b\u00fbyeran biafir\u00eenim. Min, hem\u00fb te\u015fey\u00ean t\u00eakiliyan, pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea \u00fb heta xebat\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee dame xurtkirin\u00ea. Bila li ba dah\u00fbrandina her ti\u015ft\u00ean ku hun dij\u00een, binkeya siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee j\u00ee xurt bibe. Pir k\u00eam heval d\u00eeqat\u00ea v\u00ea dikin. M\u00eenak, derkete rast\u00ea ku azadb\u00fbna jin\u00ea tevkariya ger\u00eela ye. P\u00ea\u015fiya art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn\u00ea vekirin, \u00e7alakiyeke wisa ye ku di c\u00eehan\u00ea de pir hindik \u015fore\u015fan p\u00eak aniye. Min ji v\u00ea re w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan da. Min got, \u201cp\u00eaw\u00eest e mirov w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan bide ku w\u00ea jin di ger\u00eela de karibe rol bileyize ango di art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn\u00ea de karibe c\u00ee wergire.\u2019\u2019 L\u00ea, min \u00e7awa w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan da? Min v\u00ea w\u00earekiy\u00ea bi \u00e7\u00ee ve gir\u00eada? Azadiy\u00ea ve \u00fb bi \u00e7alakiya azadiya jin\u00ea ve. Niha me h\u00eaza \u015fidiyay\u00ee ya jin\u00ea hindek daye avakirin.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea gelek kes h\u00ea xwe negihandine v\u00ea. Z\u00eade q\u00eemeta v\u00ea nizanin, nikarin bibin \u00e7are. Ev gel\u015feke cuda ye, l\u00ea serokat\u00ee di \u015f\u00eanberiya xwe de v\u00ea \u00e7areser kiriye. Em, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de w\u00earek\u00ee didin partiy\u00ea \u00fb we hem\u00fbyan. Ev, hinek\u00ee d\u00eetir we azad dike. Ger ku sehaya serokatiy\u00ea hinek\u00ee d\u00eetir we azad dike, sedem\u00ea v\u00ea h\u00eaza baweriy\u00ea bidestgirtin e. Sehaya serokatiy\u00ea, \u00e7alakiya azadiy\u00ea hindek p\u00ea\u015f de biriye, jin\u00ea p\u00eanase kiriye, azadiy\u00ea p\u00eanase kiriye. V\u00ea bi \u00e7alakiy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f ve biriye. Ji ber w\u00ea yek\u00ea p\u00ea t\u00ea bawerkirin \u00fb ji ber ku bawer\u00ee p\u00eak t\u00ea, azad\u00eexwaz j\u00ee hindek diponijin.<\/p>\n

Hun\u00ea pala xwe bidin v\u00ea \u00fb hinek\u00ee d\u00eetir, li ser azadiy\u00ea biponijin. D\u00eesa li v\u00ea der\u00ea riya erzan n\u00een e. W\u00ea kesayeta we wergir qezenc bike. W\u00ea di aliyek\u00ea de bibe siyas\u00ee, bibe le\u015fker\u00ee, di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee, w\u00ea xwe bigih\u00eene piroziya hestan \u00fb azadiya t\u00eakiliyan. Hun\u00ea, li hember wan bermay\u00ean ku we di kevin de jiyaye, bi serkeftin daw\u00ee l\u00ea b\u00eenin \u00fb asteke p\u00ea\u015fket\u00eetir bigirin. Heta hun\u00ea, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de estet\u00eeka xwe p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Hun\u00ea v\u00ea bi te\u015feyk\u00ea kul\u00eelkb\u00fbna \u015fore\u015f\u00ea p\u00eagir\u00ea nirxandin\u00ea bikin. Bi kurtas\u00ee me got, \u015fore\u015fgerek bi van aliy\u00ean xwe ve j\u00ee mijul dibe, xwe xurt \u00fb temam dike.<\/p>\n

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Da ku ev got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ean me di taybetmendiya watedar \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fxistinkar de bin, ya\/\u00ea dib\u00eaje \u201cEz\u00ea bibim mil\u00eetan, di v\u00ea de biryarmend im\u2019\u2019 div\u00ea li v\u00ea bin\u00eare. P\u00eaw\u00eest e xwe bigih\u00eene h\u00eaza bir\u00eavebirina v\u00ea. Ez, li prat\u00eeka we hem\u00fbyan ya di bingeh\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean kevne\u015fop\u00ee de din\u00earim, di te\u015fey\u00ean qeyranan de encaman dert\u00eenin. Gelek heval azwer\u00ee \u00fb hest\u00ean xwe y\u00ean azadiya jin\u00ea ger fersend bib\u00eenin w\u00ea ber bi cuk\u00ean \u015fa\u015f ve biherikin. Dikarin bi serdestiy\u00ea ve encam bigirin. Dikare bi serdestiya zilam bibe, bi hest\u00ean jina kole barkir\u00ee bibe. Yek j\u00ee dikare pir taybet bibe. A her\u00ee gir\u00eeng ku gir\u00eadana xwe bi peywir\u00ean bingeh\u00een ve nebe, dikare di te\u015feyek\u00ea pir z\u00eade nepixand\u00ee de derkeve rast\u00ea. Dibe ku aliy\u00ea estet\u00eek qet tune be. Dibe ku aliy\u00ea civak\u00eekirin, netew\u00eekirin \u00fb welatpar\u00eaz\u00eekirin di p\u00eelana duyem\u00een de bim\u00eene. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee hem\u00fb hindek wisa \u00e7\u00eadibin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee em, li hember van rexnedar in. Em, ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wisa re di nava partiy\u00ea de, \u00eecar di nava art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea de z\u00eade c\u00ee nadin. Rast tevl\u00ee bibin \u00fb azad bibin. Bi azadb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve t\u00eakiliy\u00ean watedar dikarin b\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistin. L\u00ea ev \u00e7end\u00ee zor e, \u00e7i \u00e7alakiyeke mezin bi xwe re p\u00eaw\u00eest dike e\u015fkere ye. Niha t\u00ea zan\u00een, gelek heval\u00ean me v\u00ea sehaya t\u00eakiliya azad \u00eenkar dikin, dapa\u00e7\u00een dikin, fersend nadin azweriy\u00ean p\u00eeroz, hinek\u00ee din j\u00ee aver\u00ea dikin. Ev hem\u00fb z\u00eade watedar n\u00een in. Ez \u00e7alakiya xwe didom\u00eenim. Jina ku bi xwe bawer e, helbet em\u00ea fersend bidin\u00ea. Her ku em dixwazin hewqas hevgirt\u00ee bim\u00eenin, hing\u00ea em\u00ea c\u00ee bidin azadiya jin\u00ea. Bila pala xwe bidin zem\u00eeneke azad \u00fb xwe bigih\u00eenin derbir\u00eeneke azad \u00fb xwe bigih\u00eenin derfeteke \u00e7\u00eatird\u00eetina azad. L\u00ea zewac\u00ean erzan, hestiyariy\u00ean erzan \u00e7espandin, bi ya min pir metirs\u00ee ye. Dixwaze bila bingeh ji jin\u00ea bigire, bila ji zilam bigire mijara c\u00ee neday\u00eena v\u00ea bi hostat\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistin gir\u00eeng e. Ev, her\u00ee z\u00eade xwed\u00ee \u015fens\u00ea ji tevgera azadiya jin\u00ea re zem\u00een \u00fb riyek\u00ea wergirtin e.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi taybet\u00ee hun\u00ea hinek\u00ee din biramin. W\u00ea ji azadiya we re baweriya we p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. Hun\u00ea, hem p\u00eanasekirina xwe de, hem di me\u015fandina xwe de h\u00eaz qezenc bikin. Ev, helbet w\u00ea we ber bi helwest\u00ean xurt; li hember serdestiya zilam dibe, li hember ket\u00eeb\u00fbna jin\u00ea dibe, we b\u00eene \u015f\u00fbngeheke xurt. W\u00ea hing\u00ea wate \u00fb gir\u00eengiya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean li ser v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea hebe.<\/p>\n

Di gelala roman\u00ea de ev, di te\u015fey\u00ea ser\u00ea gel\u015f de hatiye xwestin ku b\u00ea day\u00een. D\u00eesa di dah\u00fbr\u00eenan de, di derbar\u00ea v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ser\u00ea gel\u015fan hene. Ger binke nikare binirx\u00eene, ev b\u00eaberpirsiyariya wan e. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de, ji baldar\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eaza nirxandina berfireh\u00ee ya serok p\u00eamen e.<\/p>\n

D: Serok\u00ea min, bi taybet\u00ee ew seha ku em j\u00ea hatine \u00e7emka azadiy\u00ea tam nehatiye t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin. Em j\u00ee t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftib\u00fbn. M\u00eenak, li ser nav\u00ea azadiy\u00ea, li ser nav\u00ea viyana azad ji zayenda dijber re bi temam\u00ee bertek raberkirin \u00fb redkirin heb\u00fb. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean bi v\u00ea \u015f\u00eawey\u00ea heb\u00fbn.<\/p>\n

S.P: Er\u00ea, di hinekan de redkirin heye. L\u00ea bele, ji v\u00ea redkirin\u00ea \u015funde ku fersend bib\u00eene zevtkirin \u00fb gotina \u201cTu heb\u00fbniyeke zayend\u00ee ya b\u00eate\u015fe y\u00ee, ez\u00ea te wisa bi kar b\u00eenim\u2019\u2019 heye. Di bin w\u00ea de dur\u00fbtiyek heye. P\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin. Y\u00ea\/a her\u00ee z\u00eade red dike, her qas dikare bibe xeternak. P\u00eaw\u00eest e, ew t\u00eakiliya seranser \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00ean pejirandin, z\u00eade ney\u00ea bawerkirin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e mijar di k\u00fbrahiya \u00e7awa ku me p\u00eakaniye de b\u00ea destgirtin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hindek puxte b\u00ea destgirtin. Bi taybet\u00ee qism\u00ea jin\u00ea, div\u00ea qism\u00ea zilam ba\u015f nas bike. Niha bi v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea ji we hem\u00fbyan re b\u00ea hi\u015ftin, t\u00eakil\u00eey\u00ean ku hun p\u00ea\u015f bixin w\u00ea bi seqetiyan ve dagirt\u00eebin. Ji ber ku her kes\u00ea dib\u00eaje, \u201cEz PKK\u2019y\u00ee me\u2019\u2019 weke mirovan dihesib\u00eenin. Dema ku hun dikevin nava t\u00eakiliy\u00ea j\u00ee, hun diqedin, mahf dibin. Ezm\u00fbneya min pir net dan\u00ee rast\u00ea ku rew\u015f ne wisa ye. Ezm\u00fbne ya mezin, t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena mezin heye. P\u00eadiviya we ya k\u00fbrb\u00fbn, ponijandin \u00fb azadiy\u00ea pir al\u00ee f\u00eamkirin heye. V\u00ea yek\u00ea gav bi gav di nava partiy\u00ea de bidine sepandin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hun v\u00ea yek\u00ea hindek bi hostay\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabikin.<\/p>\n

Ma li hember zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea bertek, nax\u00ear! Min zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea j\u00ee di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hindek gihandiye ravey\u00ea. Ez, h\u00ea j\u00ee hendazetiyeke mezin n\u00ee\u015fan didim, da ku demxeya mulkiyet\u00ea ya li ser zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea rabikim. Hema her roj dikarim bib\u00eajim, ke\u00e7a ku dib\u00eaje, \u201cEz, ez im!\u2019\u2019 j\u00ee, taybetmendiya w\u00ea ya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea di bingeh\u00ea mulkiyet\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirin bi giran\u00ee ye ango di wateya zewqa b\u00eate\u015fe de dikeve nava n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea. Bi ya min her du j\u00ee hev \u00fb d\u00ee temam dikin. Yek ber bi b\u00fbyera fah\u00ee\u015fetiy\u00ea ve dibe, ya din j\u00ee xwe bi h\u00fbrh\u00fbr\u00eekirin dibe \u00e7il away\u00ee firotin\u00ea. Min j\u00ee di ezm\u00fbneya xwe de v\u00ea di n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya aliy\u00ea dijber de hindek d\u00eet; zayendiya xwe tam temam firotin. Di bingeh de r\u00fbyek\u00ea din \u00ea v\u00ea fah\u00ee\u015fet\u00ee ye. A di hundir\u00ea civak\u00ea de bi belav\u00ee t\u00ea jiyandin, m\u00eenakeke v\u00ea ye, yan\u00ee wek mulkiyetek\u00ee ba\u015f d\u00eetin \u00fb firotin. Te\u015feyek\u00ea firotina ku e\u015fkere b\u00fbye fah\u00ee\u015fet\u00ee ye, ya din j\u00ee ten\u00ea bi zewac\u00ea p\u00eak hatiye. Dibe ku zewac\u00ea wek damezrakeke fah\u00ee\u015fetiy\u00ea nanirx\u00eenim; ev\u00ea \u015fa\u015f b\u00ea f\u00eamkirin, nikare b\u00ea rakirin \u00fb min t\u00eaxe rew\u015feke zor, l\u00ea zewac ez dikarim bib\u00eajim ku fah\u00ee\u015fetiya dumend e. A li derezewac\u00ea ye j\u00ee, fah\u00ee\u015fetiya gi\u015ft\u00ee ye.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye hem fah\u00ee\u015fetiya gi\u015ft\u00ee hem j\u00ee fah\u00ee\u015fetiya dumend\u00ee b\u00ea vekirin. Di bingeh\u00ea v\u00ea de gihandina hezkirina mezin dikare p\u00eak were. Ev j\u00ee p\u00eadiviya \u00e7alaktiya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ya mezin \u00fb h\u00eaza raman\u00ea bi xwe re p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Kesayet\u00ean ku pir ne xurt in, nikarin v\u00ea bigirin. Di v\u00ea nirxandin\u00ea de hezkirin, weke baweriyeke mezin \u00fb bi h\u00eaz\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ji rast\u00ea re hatiye daxistin. Ger ku bibe, ev ti\u015ft\u00ean ku min jimartine, dibe ku b\u00ean derbaskirin. Li t\u00eep\u00ean her\u00ee qirase bin\u00earin, dema dikevin nav damezraka malbat\u00ea, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee yek-du salan ji fah\u00ee\u015fetiy\u00ea re r\u00ea vedikin. \u00c7av\u00ea jin\u00ea j\u00ee, zilam j\u00ee li derve ye. Jin j\u00ee hezar caran dixap\u00eene, zilam j\u00ee hezar caran dixap\u00eene. Ev fah\u00ee\u015fetiya dumend\u00ee n\u00een e, ma \u00e7i ye? Heta niha j\u00ee b\u00ear\u00ee \u00fb hesreta min a her\u00ee mezin di van mijaran de derbaskirina fah\u00ee\u015fetiy\u00ea ye. Teb\u00ee ez nikarim dur\u00fbtiya al\u00eegiran tebat bikim. Yan\u00ee heya niha j\u00ee hindek baweriya min bi min heye. Ez h\u00ea j\u00ee li pey mezinb\u00fbn\u00ea me, li pey hezkirin\u00ea me, li pey xurtkirin\u00ea me. L\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina piran\u00ee hevalan di asta t\u00eag\u00eenan de j\u00ee di rew\u015feke pir pa\u015f de ye. Gelek zilam, gelek jin bi rengek\u00ee rast n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea p\u00eanasa kar nabin. L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee \u015fore\u015f h\u00eav\u00ee ye, h\u00eav\u00ee j\u00ee ber bi p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean mezin ve r\u00fb digire. \u00c7areseriya erzan n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Bi kurtas\u00ee, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya zayend\u00ee ya b\u00eate\u015fe bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee dike. Ez nikarim v\u00ea bi kesayetiya xwe re bidim pejirandin. Zewaceke wisa bibe, t\u00eakiliyeke taybet wisa bibe, t\u00eakiliya hesteke wisa bibe, ez j\u00ea re girt\u00ee me. Di bingeh de d\u00eeqat bikin, ez ji jin\u00ea re eleqeyeke bilind raber dikim \u00fb dixwazim w\u00ea bilind bikim. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de jiyaneke pir cuda dixwazim derbas\u00ee \u015f\u00eanberiy\u00ea bikim \u00fb ez bawerim ku, li qada navnetew\u00ee j\u00ee hindek zor \u00fb bandor\u00ea dame \u00e7\u00eakirin. L\u00ea heya niha j\u00ee weke peywireke ri\u015ft dib\u00eenim. Ev pirsgir\u00eak ne bi \u00eenkarokiy\u00ea, ne bi hi\u015fkatiy\u00ea, ne bi serdestiya zilam, ne j\u00ee bi \u00e7emka erzan\u00ee ya \u201cp\u00eadiviya min heye\u2019\u2019 t\u00ea \u00e7areserkirin. Ger ku \u00eero li hember dijmin min derbe nexwaribe, ji ber ku min li hember jin\u00ea derbe nexwariye \u00fb di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ez bi serkeftin b\u00fbme. Heke ku hewqas jin\u00ean azad li dora min dicivin, ji ber hin ti\u015ft\u00ean ku ez bidim van hene. Heke ku ez, qas\u00ee \u00e7i zilam\u00ea ku nikaribe, tevgera jin\u00ea dime\u015f\u00eenim, ev ji ber w\u00ea h\u00eaza ku ez gih\u00ee\u015ftim\u00ea wisa ye. Di bingeh\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de j\u00ee, \u015fore\u015f heye, azad\u00ee heye. Nexwe \u00e7ima ez wisa me? \u00c7ima y\u00ean din ne wisa ne? Min, li kesan zor\u00ea kirin\u00ea, bi h\u00eaza r\u00eaxistin\u00ea \u00fb bi h\u00eaza otor\u00eetey\u00ea j\u00ee kes\u00ee neaniye. K\u00fbrkirina tevgereke azadiy\u00ea mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ger ku p\u00eawend\u00eedariya we j\u00ea re hebe, hun\u00ea hewl bidin ji bo r\u00ea wergirtin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

D: Serok\u00ea min, bandorkirina v\u00ea tevger\u00ea li ser KT\u2019y\u00ea j\u00ee mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Bi taybet\u00ee b\u00fbna serokwez\u00eer a Tansu \u00c7\u00eeller encam\u00ea ji me bandorb\u00fbn\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

S.P: Teb\u00ee, KT li hember tevgera me ya jina azad, ji jor de bi Tansu \u00c7\u00eeller bers\u00eev daye. Ew j\u00ee di kesayetiya Tansu \u00c7\u00eeller de dixwaze jin\u00ea biki\u015f\u00eene sehaya serokatiya dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee dema ku \u00e7\u00fb Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea \u00fb gelek jinan ki\u015fande sehaya perwerdehiya xwe, ev yek bi v\u00ea ve p\u00eawend\u00eedar e. D\u00eerekt bi bandora me Tansu \u00c7\u00eeller derkete rast\u00ea. Jixwe di kongreya DYP\u2019\u00ea de binketina qism\u00ea zilam weke encamek\u00ea \u00e7alakiya me b\u00fb. Yek j\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fketina azadiya jin\u00ea, Tirkiy\u00ea w\u00earekdar kiriye. B\u00eatir j\u00ee heye; got\u00fbb\u00eaja mezin a rew\u015fenb\u00eeran di bingeh\u00ea van dah\u00fbr\u00eenan de ye. Bandorb\u00fbna tevgera azadiya jin\u00ea ya li Tirkiy\u00ea j\u00ee bi \u015f\u00eedet e. Ev teyisandina xwe dide organ\u00ean \u00e7apemeniy\u00ea j\u00ee. L\u00ea bi rengek\u00ee \u00e7elexwar\u00ee, bi rengek\u00ee ji puxtey\u00ea vala derxistin \u00e7\u00eadikin. Ji bo ku dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea re ango jiyaneke ket\u00fbber re xizmet bike, v\u00ea bi kar t\u00eenin. Ew gel\u015fek\u00ee cuda ye. L\u00ea e\u015fkereye ku pir bandordar e.<\/p>\n

Div\u00ea mirov w\u00earek be. Bi misoger\u00ee qas\u00ee bast\u00fbra vaceka saxlem, bi h\u00eaza h\u00east\u00ean pe\u015fket\u00ee rasteq\u00eena bingeh\u00een a ku ji \u015fer qut neb\u00fbye d\u00eetin, va di bingeh\u00ea welatpar\u00eaz\u00ee, d\u00eerok, gel, part\u00eeb\u00fby\u00een, r\u00eaxistinb\u00fby\u00een de b\u00eay\u00ee ku berevaj\u00eeketina berxwed\u00eariya jiyana rojane ya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee, p\u00ea\u015fxistina h\u00eaza hest \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea gir\u00eeng e. Teb\u00ee d\u00eesa div\u00ea ku y\u00ean dixwazin \u00e7elexwar\u00ee bikin b\u00ean d\u00eetin. A yekem\u00een de jin, hindek w\u00earek dibe, azad dibe, l\u00ea gelek zilam ango \u00e7emk\u00ean serdestiya zilam hene ku dixwazin v\u00ea bi kar b\u00eenin. Ji ber ku hun z\u00eade ne pol\u00eet\u00eek in, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de we xwe z\u00eade negihandiye h\u00ea\u00e7andin\u00ea, ev yek dibe sedem ku hun qels bim\u00eenin \u00fb gelek xeletiyan re r\u00ea vebikin.<\/p>\n

Bi kurtas\u00ee, hun\u00ea pejnker n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea perwerdehiya xwe bibin, ji bo p\u00ea\u015fketin \u00fb veg\u00fbher\u00eena kesayetiy\u00ea hun\u00ea q\u00eemeteke bilind bidin\u00ea \u00fb zem\u00eena partiy\u00ea z\u00eade z\u00eade binirx\u00eenin. Hun\u00ea di ber \u00e7av re borandinan her tim\u00ee bikin, bermayan bav\u00eajin. Hun\u00ea n\u00fbb\u00fbniyan li ser xwe kamil bikin \u00fb bizanin ku bi bend\u00eamay\u00een \u00fb hesret\u00ean erzan ev kar p\u00ea\u015f de na\u00e7e. Ev dikarin we p\u00ea\u015f de bibin. Dikarin t\u00eep\u00ea mil\u00eetana azad \u00ea jin\u00ea \u00fb asta azadb\u00fbna tevgera jin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f de bibin. Bi gir\u00eadana \u015fore\u015fa gi\u015ft\u00ee ve, li ba peywir\u00ean we y\u00ean\u00a0 p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea, dikarim bib\u00eajim ku peywireke we y\u00ea din j\u00ee wisa heye. Yan\u00ee ez hizir nakim ku y\u00ean pir aliyan ve nikarin wate bidin azadiya jin\u00ea, tevkariyek\u00ea bidin part\u00eeb\u00fby\u00een \u00fb \u015ferkirin\u00ea ango dihizim ku w\u00ea di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de k\u00eam bim\u00eenin. Ger hun bi xwe bawer bin, hun dikarin ya her\u00ee p\u00eeroz bib\u00eenin, bibih\u00eesin \u00fb pevreb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea li ser zem\u00eenek\u00ea rasteq\u00een\u00ee bidin r\u00fbni\u015ftandin. Hun dikarin v\u00ea, bi \u00eed\u00eeaya xwe ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee, bi azweriya xwe ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee, bi beng\u00eeniya xwe ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee, bi \u015fore\u015fgeriya xwe ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee p\u00eak b\u00eenin. L\u00ea dema hun v\u00ea nekin, ketina qeyran\u00ean erzan, afirandina astengan \u00fb di v\u00ea de p\u00eakol\u00eekirin j\u00ee, feli\u015fandiner\u00ee ye. Ger z\u00eade b\u00ea heterkirin, w\u00ea ji v\u00ea re b\u00ea gotin \u201castengkirin\u2019\u2019 \u00fb were av\u00eatin. B\u00eay\u00ee bikevin van rew\u015f\u00ean wisa, ger zor be j\u00ee hun\u00ea xwe bidin riya p\u00eerozb\u00fbn\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Niha rasteriya serokatiya PKK\u2019\u00ea wisa ye. Ji bo p\u00ea\u015fvebirin\u00ea, bi xwesteka mezin tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn raber kirin, xwed\u00eeb\u00fbna me\u015fa azadiy\u00ea ya pir baldar \u00fb pejnker, babetek e ku em tim li ber \u00e7av\u00ean xwe digirin. Serokatiya tevger\u00ea di v\u00ee bingeh\u00ee de me\u015fa xwe xurtir dike \u00fb hewl dide ku v\u00ea ji hem\u00fb binke \u00fb gel re bike mal. Bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea, em nikarin xwesteka ku dixwaze me\u015fa serkeftin\u00ea xurtir bike pa\u015f\u00e7av bikin.<\/p>\n

Xebata me ya \u00eero ji v\u00ea xebat\u00ea re hindek k\u00fbrah\u00ee da qezenckirin. Em\u00ea bixwazin ku b\u00eatir bi \u015f\u00eanber\u00ee gohdar bikin. Xwe di ber \u00e7avan re bibor\u00eenin \u00fb pirs p\u00ea\u015fxistin\u00ea berfireh\u00ee bikin. Bers\u00eev bila misoger, encam wergirt\u00ee \u00fb bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee di \u00e7onayetiya xizmeta perwerde \u00fb prat\u00eek\u00ea de be. Di rabird\u00fby\u00ea de \u00e7i b\u00fbye bila bibe, wire \u00fb x\u00eereta p\u00eakan\u00eena xwe ne\u015fik\u00eenin. Ez dihizirim ku bi desteka me hun\u00ea karibin derketin\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabikin. Bi v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea layiqb\u00fbna b\u00eeran\u00eena Ber\u00eetan (Gulnaz KARADA\u015e) dikare p\u00eak were.<\/p>\n

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Bi gi\u015ft\u00ee her \u015fore\u015f. di dir\u00eajahiya p\u00eavajoy\u00ean dir\u00eaj de pirseke her\u00ee bingeh\u00een a ku dipirse, di derbar\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eestiya \u00e7awab\u00fbna jiyan\u00ea de ye. Xwesteka filitandin\u00ea. ji \u015f\u00eawaza kevne\u015fopiy\u00ean h\u00eenb\u00fby\u00ee ku di radeyeke daw\u00ee de kevneperest in, ji p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea re girt\u00ee ne \u00fb jiyan\u00ea dixeniq\u00eenin, \u015f\u00fbna jiyaneke t\u00ea de pir berv\u00eadan peyda dibin ji n\u00fby\u00ea re di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de. ji p\u00eakhateyek\u00ea re bi eleqe \u00fb bi pirsek\u00ea dest p\u00ea dike, ew hewldan\u00ean ku v\u00ea bi teor\u00ee \u00fb prat\u00eeka \u015fore\u015fger ve p\u00ea\u015f dix\u00eenin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de ji pirseke wisa re bers\u00eev bidin.<\/p>\n

\u015eore\u015f, ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eev e. \u015eore\u015f ten\u00ea bi ser\u00ea xwe ji bo p\u00ea\u015fankirina p\u00eevan \u00fb prat\u00eek\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ee n\u00een e. Ev tev ji bo p\u00eakan\u00eena bine \u00fb seresaziya jiyaneke civak\u00ee ye. Ew hewldan in ku \u015f\u00fbna te\u015fey\u00ean t\u00eakiliy\u00ean navbera kesan de, y\u00ean ku li ser zexta \u00e7elexwar\u00ee, kedxwariya bi her curey\u00ee \u00fb di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de li ser derew \u00fb dur\u00fbtiy\u00ea ne, ku bi hevpariya ji zext \u00fb kedxwariy\u00ea d\u00fbr ketiye \u00fb li ser keda hem\u00fb kes\u00ee ye, bi viyana wekhev \u00fb azad dixwazin ava bikin. Ev d\u00eesa ew nirx in ku p\u00eavajoy\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de pir t\u00ean d\u00eeqatkirin \u00fb t\u00ea xwestin ku c\u00eebic\u00ee bibin. Azad\u00ee \u00fb s\u00eestemat\u00eeka t\u00eakiliy\u00ean azad ji bo meznahiya her \u015fore\u015f\u00ea bers\u00eevek\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadikin.<\/p>\n

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Ez di bingeh\u00ea berv\u00eadan \u00fb bertek raberkirina <\/strong><\/p>\n

her ti\u015ft\u00ee de gih\u00ee\u015ftim teor\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alakiya \u015fore\u015fger<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dikare b\u00ea gotin ku, rasteq\u00eena Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea qas\u00ee ku bi \u00e7i welat\u00ee re ney\u00ea berawirdkirin sot\u00eener\u00ee ya v\u00ea pirs\u00ea di\u00e7esp\u00eene \u00fb hewqas j\u00ee bers\u00eeva lezg\u00een\u00ee dixwaze. Min xwest ku prat\u00eeka jiyana xwe bi kurtas\u00ee bidim. \u00c7awa ku hun dizanin, di \u201c\u00c7\u00eeroka Vej\u00een\u00ea\u2019\u2019 de prat\u00eeka jiyana xwe, ji zaroktiy\u00ea vir ve vegotib\u00fbm. Va, \u00e7awa di wir\u00ea de j\u00ee t\u00ea d\u00eetin, hema ji her ti\u015ft\u00ee re berv\u00eadan \u00fb bertek raber kirim; pergaleke ku hema her ti\u015ft di aleyh\u00ea de ye, dema ku min \u00e7av\u00ean xwe vekir venekir, li hember\u00ea derketim \u00fb li dij\u00ee c\u00eehana xeniqand\u00eener bi s\u00ear\u00eerakirinek\u00ea \u00e7alakiya xwe ya yekem dame destp\u00eakirin.<\/p>\n

\u015eore\u015fgertiya me ya 1970\u2019yan pir \u015funde ye. Zarokt\u00ee \u00fb sal\u00ean min \u00ean dibistan\u00ea j\u00ee di bingeh de, li ciyek\u00ee bi pergal\u00ea re lihevnekirin, yan\u00ee di aliyek\u00ee de xwesteka pergal\u00ea li xwe rikibandin, l\u00ea di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee j\u00ea filitandin e. Nakokiy\u00ean ku bi r\u00eap\u00eevan \u00fb b\u00easinciy\u00ean t\u00ean zan\u00een, r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean malbat\u00ee \u00fb rew\u015f\u00ean aboriy\u00ea \u00fb hema bi her ti\u015ft\u00ee re t\u00ean jiyandin ber bi berv\u00eadaneke mezin \u00fb ev dih\u00eale ku li ser kesayetiy\u00ea zext \u00fb ser\u00eerakirinek\u00ea re r\u00ea b\u00ea vekirin. Min, hewqas ser\u00eerakirin\u00ea \u00e7ima guncav d\u00eet? Xwendevanek\u00ee bi baldar dizane ku kesayetek\u00ee dixwaze r\u00ea vebike ji bo azadiy\u00ea, ji v\u00ea p\u00ea de bi \u00e7i away\u00ee nikare ti\u015ftek \u00e7\u00eabike. Di merc\u00ean hinek malbatan de dibe ku jiyana zaroktiyeke t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee guncav be. Yan\u00ee hinek malbat, bi derfet, axaftin \u00fb bi h\u00eaza xwe ya xistina bin temen\u00ea pergal\u00ea, dikarin zarok tevl\u00ee riyeke wisa bikin. Zarok, ya ber bi ol\u00ea ve, ya ber bi asta abor\u00ee ango di hundir\u00ea pergal\u00ea de bi gor xwed\u00ee derfet\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fve\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb d\u00eesa bi gor rew\u015fa otor\u00eeta malbat\u00ea t\u00ean perwerdekirin \u00fb dixine r\u00ea. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean ku c\u00eebic\u00ee b\u00fby\u00eene hene. \u00cecar heke ku hinek j\u00ee rew\u015f dest bidin ango mirov karibe xwe bi derfetan xwed\u00ee bike, r\u00ea wergirtin hewqas zor n\u00een e. Di tem\u00ean\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk de dikevin v\u00ea riy\u00ea. Teb\u00ee jin z\u00eadetir di bin zexteke \u015fidiyay\u00ee \u00fb di bin \u00e7avd\u00eariy\u00ea de t\u00ean mezinkirin. Z\u00eadetir r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean xedartir ser wan t\u00ean \u00e7espandin; t\u00ea xwestin ku jiyaneke st\u00fbtewand\u00ee \u00fb raj\u00ear\u00ee bipejir\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Dema ku min rew\u015fa xwe kurtas\u00ee kir, b\u00ea\u015fik dikarim bib\u00eajim ku heman ti\u015ft ji bo min j\u00ee derbasdar b\u00fb. Yan\u00ee stemkariya malbat\u00ea, b\u00eawatey\u00ee ya pergala gund \u00fb merc\u00ean bi her away\u00ee \u015fens\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea nadin; ew ti\u015ft\u00ean ku tu wek ba\u015f, rast \u00fb xwe\u015fik dizan\u00ee bi wana negih\u00ee\u015ftin, b\u00eah\u00eaviya ku bi xwe re diafir\u00eene \u00fb heta bertek, ew jiyana ku mirov bi dil\u00ea xwe nikare bije\u2026 Mirov \u00e7i dixwaze, bers\u00eev qas\u00ee ku tunebin hindik in. Yan\u00ee bi dil\u00ea xwe nikar\u00ee biger\u00ee, nikar\u00ee bi ziman\u00ea xwe biaxiv\u00ee \u00fb z\u00eade xwed\u00ee \u00e7and n\u00een \u00ee. N\u00eaveng\u00ean pir weh\u015f, \u015fik\u00eener \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea bel\u00ean nakin, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de malbateke z\u00eade hatiye peli\u015fandin. Bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee di wateya malbata kevne\u015fop\u00ee de peli\u015fandin \u00fb b\u00eah\u00eaz\u00ee t\u00ea jiyandin. Va, ev tev hem eger\u00ean mirov\u00ean me ne, hem j\u00ee encam \u00fb armanc in.<\/p>\n

Jiyana min, va wisa dest p\u00ea kir. Min \u00e7i dikir? \u00c7i ti\u015ftek ji dest\u00ea min nehatiba j\u00ee, derdiketim \u00e7iy\u00ea, ji mal\u00ea direviyam. Yan\u00ee mitleqa di nava mij\u00fblahiyek\u00ea de b\u00fbm. Dema ku wan rojan t\u00eenim b\u00eera xwe, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ez t\u00eadigih\u00eejim ku, di nava tevger\u00eeneke wek c\u00eewa de peyda dib\u00fbm. Hemin mij\u00fblahiyek\u00ea peyda dikirim. Heta tevgera vala nesekinandin\u00ea heb\u00fb. Yan\u00ee ew mezin\u00ean ku p\u00eevan\u00ean xwe y\u00ean taybet hene, \u00e7av\u00ean wan tim li ser min b\u00fb. Digotin, va vir\u00ea xet kir, dest av\u00eat vir\u00ea. Dixwestin bi gora xwe pergalek\u00ea bi\u00e7esp\u00eenin. Teb\u00ee em j\u00ee pir bi tevger b\u00fbn. A ku me p\u00ea\u015f dixist, bi y\u00ea c\u00eeday\u00ee re \u015fer b\u00fb. Ew pergala ku hem\u00fb p\u00ea qayilb\u00fbn, ez p\u00ea neqayil b\u00fbm. Ez li pey eleqedariy\u00ean cewaz, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean cewaz, azweriy\u00ean cewaz, pero\u015fmend\u00ean cewaz baz didam. Jiyaneke ne bi reng\u00ea ku pergal dixwaze, di \u015f\u00eawaza ku li xwe\u015f\u00ea min di\u00e7\u00fb b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Div\u00ea pergal \u00e7awa be? Teb\u00ee di vir\u00ea de j\u00ee pirsa, \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 sot\u00eener e. Bi min re bi \u00e7aren\u00fbs\u00ea neraz\u00eeb\u00fbn, \u00e7aren\u00fbsa ku \u00ea din ji min re qayil d\u00eetine nepejirandin \u00fb hewldana bi h\u00eaza xwe diyarkirina \u00e7aren\u00fbsa xwe heb\u00fb. Bi gotineke rastir, ji jiyaneke wisa re bers\u00eeveke wisa heb\u00fb. Min negot, b\u00eaderfet e, zor e. Tev\u00ee ku hem\u00fb kes di radeyeke daw\u00ee de, bi v\u00ea sinc\u00ea re dib\u00fb yek, her ku ez \u00e7\u00fbm \u00fb \u00e7\u00fbm. Min ew ti\u015fta ku xwesteka piraniya heb\u00fb bigih\u00eejin\u00ea, l\u00ea nedigih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea, esas girt; ew ti\u015fta ku dixwestin biramin, l\u00ea nediramiyan, dixwestin \u00e7\u00eabikin, l\u00ea \u00e7\u00eanedikirin, xwest vana \u00e7\u00eabikim ango ew ti\u015ft\u00ean ku y\u00ean din dikin, ez naxwazim bikim re mij\u00fbl b\u00fbm. Ev qonax hem\u00fb, di bingeh de, bertek e li hember w\u00ea jiyana ku t\u00ea \u00e7espandin. Di sal\u00ean dibistan\u00ea de ango dema ku ez bi pergal\u00ea re nasdar\u00ee b\u00fbm, min d\u00eeqat\u00ea r\u00eap\u00eevanan dikir. Di bingeh de ev takt\u00eek\u00ea jiyana min b\u00fb. Di xwiyang\u00ea de bi r\u00eap\u00eevan \u00fb rewatiya civak\u00ee ve pir gir\u00eaday\u00ee b\u00fbm. L\u00ea di hundir de j\u00ee, b\u00eay\u00ee l\u00eap\u00eers\u00een nakim \u00fb min nedikir. D\u00eesa di cara yekem de pir gir\u00eaday\u00ee b\u00fbm. L\u00ea ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve min bi k\u00fbrah\u00ee l\u00eapirs\u00een \u00e7\u00eakir. Bi heman \u015f\u00eawey\u00ea hewl didam ku bi pergal\u00ea re di nava aheng\u00ea de bim. L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee, bertekeke pir rehdar bi min re p\u00ea\u015f diket. Bi mamoste \u00fb mezin\u00ean xwe ve pir dilsoz b\u00fbm; l\u00ea tim \u00fb tim mezinan l\u00eapirs\u00een dikirim. Ev di bingeh de rew\u015fa hey\u00ee bi awayek\u00ea an\u00eena p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7avan ango z\u00eade got\u00fbb\u00eajnekirin, l\u00ea \u00e7awa ku hebe bi w\u00ee hal\u00ee nepejirandin b\u00fb. Di bin re di bin re l\u00eapirs\u00eena w\u00ea bike \u00fb ger derbaskirin p\u00eaw\u00eest be, derbas bike. Min di wateyek\u00ea de li jiyan\u00ea tim wisa nih\u00ear\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Hun j\u00ee p\u00ea re ahengek\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan didin, di hem\u00fb temen\u00ea xwe de j\u00ea d\u00fbr nabin, l\u00eapirs\u00een nakin ango rawetiya pergal\u00ea qet nasnakin \u00fb ev j\u00ee dibe anar\u015f\u00eezma b\u00eate\u015fe. Ya v\u00ea neql\u00ea bi gotineke, \u201cem pergal\u00ea nasnakin\u2019\u2019 ten\u00ea wek li hember derketineke ji bertek\u00ea peyda dibe ku ev yek j\u00ee ber bi binketin\u00ea ve dibe. Libat, bi anar\u015f\u00eest\u00ee \u00fb bi \u015f\u00eawaza ewan\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadibin. Di bingeh de b\u00ear\u00ee, bi pergal\u00ea re l\u00eahatin e.<\/p>\n

Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee l\u00eapirs\u00eeneke ku rehdar dibe \u00fb pergal\u00ea bi rehdar\u00ee di l\u00eapirs\u00eenek\u00ea de dibor\u00eene, p\u00eak hat. Ez weke malbat, ol, hiquq, pergala siyas\u00ee, xebata abor\u00ee, jiyana gund \u00fb baj\u00ear, \u00e7i b\u00fbyer, kir\u00fb \u00fb t\u00eakil\u00ee nema ku bi rexnedar\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek neb\u00fbm. Teb\u00ee min vana ji sala 1970\u2019yan vir ve gihand asta teoriy\u00ea. Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de \u00e7awa ku we j\u00ee jiyabe, eleqe \u00fb berv\u00eadan heb\u00fbn. Yan\u00ee h\u00ea rew\u015fa bilindb\u00fbna teor\u00ee tuneb\u00fb. Ev pi\u015ft\u00ee daneheviyek\u00ea \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb \u00fb em tevl\u00ee v\u00ea b\u00fbn. Yan\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee ku bingeheke zanistiy\u00ea hate wergirtin, hem\u00fb berv\u00eadan \u00fb l\u00eapirs\u00een\u00ean xwe ber bi teoriyeke \u015fore\u015fger, v\u00ea j\u00ee li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea nav\u00ea welat l\u00ea kirin, ta p\u00eaw\u00eestiya nasname \u00fb xwe bi salan l\u00eapirs\u00eenkirin heta ku navday\u00eena weke xwed\u00ee nasnameyek\u00ea ve birim. Min v\u00ea ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve, teoriyeke partiy\u00ea, r\u00eagezeke partiy\u00ea \u00fb koma p\u00ea\u015fin ve gihand.<\/p>\n

Ev, di heman dem\u00ea de ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa\u2019\u2019 re dibe bers\u00eevek. Di gelala roman\u00ea de dema dest bi xebata komeke \u015fore\u015fger hate kirin, min hewl da ku, ka di nava bers\u00eevek \u00e7awa de veb\u00eajim. Ji sala 1975\u2019an \u015funde komeke \u015fore\u015fger dest bi xurtb\u00fbn\u00ea dike. Di bingeh de ev li hember pergal\u00ea bi awayek\u00ea bers\u00eevek e. Koma serhild\u00ear, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean azad (di nav de jin j\u00ee hene) d\u00eesa mirov\u00ean ku ji haw\u00eer\u00ean cuda \u00fb her\u00eam\u00ean cuda y\u00ean welat\u00ean din hatine hene. Ev yek di aliyek\u00ea de me t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee dike \u00fb dibe bers\u00eevek.<\/p>\n

Li vir\u00ea \u00e7awa dibe? Hun dizanin ku t\u00eakil\u00ee di radeyeke daw\u00ee de qels in, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean dilsoziy\u00ea tay\u00ea pemb\u00fb ne. Eleqe \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hevalbendiy\u00ea qels in, di bingeh de k\u00ea di hundir\u00ea civak\u00ea de \u00e7i be, v\u00ee dije. Malbata k\u00ea \u00e7i be, w\u00ea tems\u00eel dike. \u00c7\u00eena k\u00ea \u00e7i be, w\u00ea tems\u00eel dike. Heta h\u00eaviy\u00ean k\u00ea \u00e7i bin, di bingeh de ew e. \u015eore\u015fgert\u00ee modaya sala 1970\u2019yan b\u00fb. Y\u00ean me j\u00ee wek p\u00eaw\u00eestiya moday\u00ea tevl\u00ee bib\u00fbn. Lewma g\u00fbhertineke puxtey\u00ee \u00fb rehdar nehatib\u00fb destgirtin. Encam, bi t\u00eakiliy\u00ean me y\u00ean ku nabine \u015fore\u015fger tim tim\u00ee belavb\u00fbn \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb; kom bi zehmet\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f ket; rew\u015fa arasteneb\u00fbna teoriya rehdar \u00fb prat\u00eeka r\u00eaxistin\u00ee p\u00eak hat. Bi seranser\u00ee nirxandina qonax\u00ea \u00fb veqetandin\u00ean h\u00easan\u00ee kete rojev\u00ea. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean hevalbendiya n\u00fb t\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistin \u00fb di van t\u00eakiliyan de, di bingeh de azwer\u00ee heye. Mirov dixwaze vana b\u00eene asta gir\u00eadana her\u00ee bi \u00eed\u00eea. L\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hundir\u00ea pergal\u00ea hewqas xurt in ku m\u00eenak, dibistan \u00fb malbat li ser her ti\u015ft\u00ee t\u00ean girtin \u00fb ji ber v\u00ea eger\u00ea xwestek n\u00een e, h\u00eaz ji bo prat\u00eeka \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee b\u00ea day\u00een. Lewma kom, w\u00ea pir li hewa bim\u00eene \u00fb berjewend\u00ee li ku der\u00ea ferman bide w\u00ea li w\u00ea der\u00ea j\u00ea qut bike \u00fb biav\u00eaje.<\/p>\n

Me di van salan de jana v\u00ea ki\u015fand. \u015eore\u015fgertiya erzan, hilwe\u015fandin\u00ean h\u00easan\u00ee \u00fb xwe z\u00eade nedana prat\u00eek\u00ea\u2026 Ez v\u00ea qonax\u00ea weke qonaxa dilsoz\u00ee \u00fb ramana hevalbend\u00ee, netew \u00fb welatpar\u00eaziy\u00ea, m\u00eenan\u00ee qonaxa bi tay\u00ea pemb\u00fb ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee dinirx\u00eenim.<\/p>\n

\u00can we j\u00ee p\u00eavajoy\u00ean m\u00eenan\u00ee v\u00ea ku we jiyaye hene. Yan\u00ee p\u00eavajoyeke gir\u00eaday\u00ea tay\u00ea pemb\u00fb. Di bingeh de mebesta \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee heye. T\u00ea xwestin gir\u00eadan \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean n\u00fb b\u00ean avakirin. L\u00ea berjewend\u00ee \u00fb pergal qet fersend nadin. Hem\u00fb pero\u015fmend\u00ee \u00fb azweriya min a w\u00ea dem\u00ea, di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de li zinar \u00fb kesayetiy\u00ean hi\u015fk dikevin \u00fb pa\u015f ve dizivirin ango xwe naveger\u00eenin dilsoziy\u00ean pir bandordar.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee di heman dem\u00ea de li wir\u00ea t\u00eakiliya jinek\u00ea j\u00ee heye. Li rexm\u00ee hem\u00fb mebesta ba\u015f, rasteq\u00eena \u00e7\u00eenayetiy\u00ea pir hi\u015fk b\u00fb; rasteq\u00eena malbat\u00ea li ser her ti\u015ft\u00ee serdest b\u00fb. \u015eore\u015fgert\u00ee hindek di xwiyang\u00ea de b\u00fb \u00fb w\u00ea gir\u00eadan\u00ean bingeh\u00een \u00ea bi devlet\u00ea ve gir\u00ea dida. Lewma t\u00eakiliyeke \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f nediket. Li rexm\u00ee tevah\u00ee zorday\u00een \u00fb hincet p\u00ea\u015fxistina me, rasteq\u00eena hi\u015fk b\u00eatir giran derket. Dema ku \u015fore\u015fgert\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f ket, \u00e7awa ku li wir\u00ea t\u00ea d\u00eetin, kesayetiya pergal\u00ea, kesayetiya ku bi haw\u00eer\u00ean dewlet \u00fb hevkarmend\u00ean serdest ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye derdikeve p\u00ea\u015f \u00fb xwe her ku di\u00e7e di\u00e7esp\u00eene \u00fb naxwaze ji serdestiya xwe dest berde. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi her cure l\u00eestokan dicerib\u00eene. Dur\u00fbt\u00ee, b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb b\u00eaast\u00ee xwe z\u00eadetir\u00een zirav di\u00e7esp\u00eene. Ji pergala xwe qayil e, w\u00ea hemb\u00eaz dike. Eleqeyeke her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea t\u00eakiliya \u015fore\u015fger nade. Ev, ew p\u00eavajoya jiyana pir xeter a ku em dizanin ve encam girt. Tecr\u00fbbeya t\u00eakiliyeke \u015fore\u015fger heye. Di bingeh de tev\u00ee ku gelek hincet\u00ean b\u00eerdoz\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb hwd. dihate r\u00eazkirin \u00fb d\u00eesa tev\u00ee ku p\u00eaw\u00eestiy\u00ean welatpar\u00eaz\u00ee \u00fb sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea dihate b\u00eerxistin, ev tev dikarb\u00fbn di axaftin\u00ea de bim\u00eenin. Kom p\u00ea\u015f dikeve li hember v\u00ea, ew kom\u00ea bi gor rasteq\u00eena xwe eyar dike. G\u00fbher\u00een \u00fb veg\u00fbher\u00een li aliyek\u00ea her ti\u015ft\u00ee bi gora xwe eyar dike; \u00fb her ku di\u00e7e vediger\u00eene berjewendiy\u00ean dewlet \u00fb malbat\u00ea. Jinantiya xwe j\u00ee di bingeh\u00ea t\u00eag\u00een\u00ean ku pergal weke, \u201cp\u00eawendiya taybet\u2019\u2019 ya j\u00ee \u201cwar\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean taybet\u2019\u2019 p\u00eanase dike, da ku gir\u00eadan\u00ean taybet bide p\u00ea\u015fxistin, v\u00ea di bin nav\u00ea zewac\u00ea de bi kar t\u00eene. Ev tev di bingeh de t\u00eag\u00een\u00ean formal\u00eete ne. Yan\u00ee di hundir\u00ea pergal\u00ea de nav\u00ea wan hene, l\u00ea di prat\u00eek\u00ea de \u00e7i aliy\u00ea wan \u00ea ri\u015ft n\u00een e. T\u00ea gotin r\u00eap\u00eevan \u00fb ten\u00ea t\u00ea fermankirin. Em j\u00ee dib\u00eajin, bila wisa be.<\/p>\n

Ev, bi ya min rew\u015feke jiyandina we hem\u00fbyan e. Va, dema ciwanek t\u00ea b\u00eest saliya xwe, mitleqa yek\u00ee\/\u00ea dixwaze \u00fb p\u00eaw\u00eestiya hezkirina yek\u00ee\/\u00ea bi xwe re dib\u00eene. Bi ya min di vir\u00ea de bi pergal\u00ea ve gir\u00eadana kolet\u00ee heye.<\/p>\n

Ez\u00ea li vir\u00ea hindek rast\u00eena xwe vebikim. Di bingeh de li ser nav\u00ea ku her kes di v\u00ee temen\u00ee de hindek ti\u015ftan dirame, ez ne ev\u00eendar\u00ea hizirandina v\u00ea b\u00fbm. Heta ez, hayjixwe b\u00fbm \u00fb li hember derdiketim. Min dixwest \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fgert\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bixim. L\u00ea \u00e7awa ku min got, bi \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fgert\u00ee nedib\u00fb. Ji ber ku rew\u015feke mostere \u00fb derew\u00een\u00ee heb\u00fb. Ez bi xeteriy\u00ea hesiyab\u00fbm. Yan\u00ee min dizanib\u00fb ku \u015f\u00eawaza kevneperest, w\u00ea kesayetiy\u00ea bixeniq\u00eene \u00fb ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee neketim rew\u015feke wisa.<\/p>\n

Li vir\u00ea weke ku eleqeya we diki\u015f\u00eene, hun l\u00eapirs\u00een\u00ea dikin. Hinek ji we rew\u015f\u00ean hestiyar\u00ee y\u00ean ku jiyane hene. Mirov dikare b\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea hindek p\u00eagir\u00ea nirxandin\u00ea bike. Ez e\u015fkere li xwe mukir werim ku, w\u00ea dem\u00ea min z\u00eade bawer nedikir hezkirin ango j\u00ea hatin hezkirin\u00ea, w\u00ea p\u00eak were. Gelo we \u00e7awa ceriband? B\u00fbyera hezkirin \u00fb j\u00ea hatin hezkirin\u00ea we \u00e7awa jiya? Min, wan \u00e7il\u00fbhe\u015ft pirsan ji ber v\u00ea b\u00fbyer\u00ea pirs kirib\u00fb. Mirov dikare di ciyek\u00ee di van hem\u00fb pirsan wiha dax\u00eene pirseke bingeh\u00een: Ma dema hezkirin\u00ea ye, ma n\u00eavenga hezkirin\u00ea ye? Yan\u00ee di merc\u00ean welat \u00fb di rasteq\u00eena civaka me de, gelo bi her away\u00ee ev gengaz e yan na? L\u00ea hem\u00fb kes hindik z\u00eade van ti\u015ftan dicerib\u00eenin. Bi ya min ev kevne\u015fopiyek e. Ango pergal\u00ea ti\u015ftek wisa eyar kiriye ku weke \u201cher kes dike, tu j\u00ee bike\u2019\u2019, \u201cher kes dizewice tu j\u00ee bizewice\u2019\u2019, \u201cher kes dibe ke\u00e7 ango zilamek wisa, tu j\u00ee bibe\u2019\u2019 weke p\u00eevanek\u00ea bi kar t\u00ea. Min, di bingeh de bi bev\u00eadan\u00ea bers\u00eev day\u00ea. Yani di l\u00eapirs\u00eena kesayetiya xwe de v\u00ea pirs\u00ea \u00e7areser kir \u00fb min nexwest ku xwe wisa bib\u00eenim. Dema ku min xwest ez \u00e7\u00eabikim j\u00ee, min xwest \u015f\u00eawaza xwe bidim me\u015fandin. Di heman dem\u00ea de min xwest ku bi viyan \u00fb h\u00eaza xwe \u00e7\u00eabikim.<\/p>\n

Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de h\u00eaza mirov j\u00ee bi hewldana \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee dest p\u00ea dike. Hewldana \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee h\u00eaz dide avakirin \u00fb ev h\u00eaz j\u00ee ber bi viyan\u00ea ve dibe. Viyan j\u00ee ji t\u00eakiliyeke wisa re dikare w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Ez di w\u00ea baweriy\u00ea de me ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e hezkirin wisa dest p\u00ea bike. Hezkirin ne bi gor saziy\u00ean pergal\u00ea \u00fb ew h\u00eaza dide te, div\u00ea bi gor h\u00eaza te ya p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea dest p\u00ea bike. Teb\u00ee \u00e7awa ku min got ev nagih\u00eeje serkeftin\u00ea. Ji ber ku pergal bi xwe astengeke mezin e. Weke latek\u00ee li te dikeve \u00fb te vala derdixe.<\/p>\n

Di p\u00eavajoya \u015fore\u015fger a pi\u015ftre de b\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea ku hate gihandin zelaliy\u00ea, ger bibe bibe di \u015f\u00eaweyeke tund bers\u00eevday\u00eena li hember n\u00eavenga b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee ya mezin a hey\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eavenga nakok\u00ee ya mezin \u00fb zextkar dikare p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean hey\u00ee, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean kir\u00een \u00fb firotin\u00ea ne. Ha ji te re hewqas qalan, ha ji te re v\u00ea ke\u00e7 ya j\u00ee v\u00ee xort\u00ee filan dewlemend\u00ee, ha ji te re hewqas z\u00ear, cil\u00fbberk\u2026 Vana tev di bingeh de aliy\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistina b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee ya kar e. Ma jixwe ramana xwe n\u00een e, civakb\u00fbna xwe n\u00een e, siyaseta xwe n\u00een e, h\u00eaza xwe n\u00een e. Bi pere \u00fb pulan, bi cil\u00fbberk\u00ean reng\u00fbreng dixwazin hev \u00fb d\u00ee bixap\u00eenin. Ji ber w\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee eleqeya me neki\u015fand. Min v\u00ea wek b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee d\u00eet \u00fb hesiband. Lewma me girt hundir\u00ea p\u00eavajoya l\u00eapirs\u00een\u00ea. Va, min negot, \u201cher kes nas \u00fb zarok\u00ean xwe hene, bila rew\u015feke min j\u00ee ya wisa hebe.\u2019\u2019 Temam rew\u015feke min a wisa \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb, l\u00ea ez radest neb\u00fbm. Aliy\u00ea xwe y\u00ea her\u00ee balk\u00ea\u015f j\u00ee ev der e. Di hundir\u00ea kar de \u00e7iqas hest hebin bila hebin (aliy\u00ea me y\u00ea her\u00ee bi avantaj j\u00ee ev e) dema ku bi nirx\u00ean bingeh\u00een ve kete nava nakokiyan, d\u00eelneb\u00fbna hestan gir\u00eeng e. Yan\u00ee gir\u00eadana partiy\u00ea li ser hestan d\u00eetin, bi ya min b\u00fbyereke mezin e. Heke ku min pir zehmet\u00ee ki\u015fandibe j\u00ee, min v\u00ea h\u00eaz\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan daye \u00fb xistina riya welat p\u00eak aniye.Va, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de li t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ger\u00een gir\u00eeng e. Nirxandineke bi hingaf e. Ez neketime nava \u201cpir hez dikim, di oxira hezkirina xwe de c\u00eehan\u00ea di\u015fewit\u00eenim, ez\u00ea xwe bikim xwel\u00ee\u2019\u2019 n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean sivik \u00ean wisa. Min tim xwestiye ku ya dijber\u00ea xwe biki\u015f\u00eenim.<\/p>\n

Ev, riyek e ku li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea belk\u00ee j\u00ee zilamek yekem car dicerib\u00eene. Zilam\u00ea her\u00ee qirase y\u00ea Kurd j\u00ee, ji bo malbat\u00ea, ji bo per\u00e7eyek zev\u00ee, ji bo jinek\u00ea dikare bibe mirovkuj. Heta dikare ji bo mir\u00ee\u015fkek\u00ea \u015fer bike; bi egera dijunek\u00ea sih\u00eal dikare bikeve nava \u015fer. L\u00ea dema ku dor t\u00ea dilsoziyeke bingeh\u00een, bib\u00eaj\u00ee \u201cwerin em di oxira welat\u00ea xwe de, di oxira gel\u00ea xwe de, di oxira azadiya xwe de hinek ti\u015ftan bikin\u2019\u2019 nay\u00ean. \u00cecar ji bo vana ji malbata xwe, ji mal \u00fb mulk\u00ea xwe devj\u00eaberdan ne gengaz e. Tu nikar\u00ee w\u00ee biki\u015f\u00een\u00ee. Y\u00ean ku dib\u00eajin, em hene j\u00ee, ew t\u00eep\u00ean axay\u00ea feodal y\u00ean hevkarmend\u00ean kevin \u00ea m\u00eena Barzan\u00ee ne. Vi kar\u00ee ji bo firotin\u00ea dikin. Kurdayetiya wan m\u00eenan\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean kir\u00een \u00fb firotin\u00ea ne. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku ferqa min heye \u00fb ev pir gir\u00eeng e, heta dikarim bib\u00eajim ku tekane ye. Ev mirov\u00ean ku pir q\u00eemet didam\u00ea, ji malbat \u00fb pergal\u00ea qut nedib\u00fbn \u00fb h\u00eaza xwe tevl\u00ee h\u00eaza me nedikirin. Ango dixwestin yek bidin, deh bist\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

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Li hember fa\u015f\u00eezma 12 Rezber\u00ea me doza azadiy\u00ea <\/strong><\/p>\n

vegerand rast\u00eena jiyana gelek\u00ea<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00cero 12 Rezber 1993 ye. Derbeya 12 Rezber\u00ea \u00e7awa ku di sal\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de bi sir\u00fbd\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee derbas dib\u00fbn \u00fb digotin ya tev ya h\u00ee\u00e7. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee di sal\u00ean 1980\u2019yan de ku di qonaxa tar\u00eetiya d\u00eerok\u00ea de em li ber tuneb\u00fbnek\u00ea b\u00fbn, van sal\u00ean zext\u00ea me \u00e7awa rakir \u00fb \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee kir? Dibe ku niha pir h\u00easan\u00ee were. Em dikarin bib\u00eajin em xurt in \u00fb em\u00ea ser bikevin. L\u00ea ez hewqas ne rihet im. Serpiri\u015ftiya gi\u015ft\u00ee ya Tirk di rojnamey\u00ean \u00eero de dib\u00eaje \u201cem\u00ea heya bihar\u00ea tune bikin.\u2019\u2019 Bi rast\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee digotin em\u00ea di navbera \u00e7il\u00fbhe\u015ft demjim\u00earan de t\u00fbne bikin. Niha j\u00ee, ji bihar\u00ea talox dikin heya bihar\u00ea. Ev, ka \u00e7iqas lewaz ketiye n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Yek j\u00ee ka k\u00ee w\u00ea k\u00ea tune bike ev j\u00ee mijara got\u00fbb\u00eajeke cuda ye. L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee mebest\u00ea t\u00eene ziman, hem j\u00ee di asta her\u00ee jor de. Di dest de ti\u015ftek tuneb\u00fb, yek kadro heb\u00fb. Heke ku \u00e7end mil\u00eetan peyda bibin j\u00ee, ew j\u00ee wek baruteke \u00e7end av\u00eatin\u00ee ye. H\u00eav\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eavenga b\u00ea\u00e7aretiy\u00ea hindek bib\u00eenin, \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00fb berxwed\u00eariya mirov bib\u00eenin. Mirov \u00e7awa xurt dibe? V\u00ea bi te\u015feyek\u00ea ba\u015f f\u00eam bikin. Az\u00eem \u00fb viyana we heye. L\u00ea hun \u00e7iqas dibine \u00e7are? Zan\u00een ne bes e, jiyandina zindan \u00fb \u00ee\u015fkenc\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea b\u00eatir xirab dike.<\/p>\n

Dema cara p\u00ea\u015f\u00een ez hatim v\u00ea sehay\u00ea, r\u00ea heval\u00ea min \u00ea h\u00eaja ku bi min re cara yekem derketib\u00fb r\u00ea, xaniyek\u00ee yek ode peyda kirib\u00fb. Sedreke text \u00fb niv\u00eenek\u00ee singer heb\u00fb. T\u00ea b\u00eera min, li w\u00ea der\u00ea roja me ya yekem de me \u00e7end zeytun \u00fb fir\u00eeng\u00ee peyda kir. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee em du kes b\u00fbn \u00fb me wisa derbas kir. Bi nan \u00fb p\u00eevazan me debar kir. Em\u00ea \u00e7end heft\u00ee li ber xwe bidin ne diyar b\u00fb. Bi dervey\u00ea welat re, bi r\u00eaxistin\u00ean Rojhilata Nav\u00een re bi tu away\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean me tune b\u00fbn. Hun dibinin, \u00eero ez li vir\u00ea me, bi sed hezaran mirov li piya ne. Her roj bi dehan le\u015fker\u00ean dijmin diterpilin. Rojane mesref\u00ean me \u00e7iqas e, hun dizanin. Dema me dest p\u00ea kir, em deyndar b\u00fbn. Ev \u00e7\u00eeroka xwe ya s\u00eazdeh-\u00e7ardeh salan heye. R\u00ea \u00e7awa hatin derbaskirin, roj \u00e7awa bi helkehelk\u00ea hate borandin? Me xwe \u00e7awa eyar kir? P\u00eaw\u00eest e weke bingeh\u00een waney\u00ean jiyan\u00ea y\u00ean f\u00earker b\u00ean d\u00eetin. Ez hizir nakim ku di d\u00eerok\u00ea de m\u00eenakeke wisa cuda ku xwe bi v\u00ee away\u00ee dabe kar hebe. Ji ber ku t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina v\u00ea p\u00eak nay\u00ea, her kes erkdariya p\u00eaw\u00eest \u00fb kar\u00ea dikeve ser mil nizane bike.<\/p>\n

Derbeya 12 Rezber\u00ea, tevgerek ku di c\u00eehan\u00ea de ya her\u00ee fa\u015f\u00eest, ji h\u00eala emperyal\u00eezm\u00ea ve ya h\u00ear\u00ee z\u00eade hatiye destekkirin, di hundir de desteka raya gi\u015ft\u00ee bi wateyeke mitlaq p\u00eak aniye \u00fb \u015fens\u00ea serkeftin\u00ea sed\u00eesed hatiye plankirin b\u00fb. Jixwe kes\u00ee li pey xwe j\u00ee nenih\u00ear\u00ee. Em hedef\u00ea v\u00ea derbey\u00ea b\u00fbn \u00fb belk\u00ee j\u00ee h\u00eazek\u00ee ku her\u00ee z\u00fb b\u00ean qedandin b\u00fbn. Wek muc\u00eezeyek\u00ea t\u00ea. H\u00ea j\u00ee di nava got\u00fbb\u00eajeke mezin de t\u00ea peydakirin. L\u00ea li hember dijmin berxwedan \u00fb serkeftin rew\u015feke p\u00eakhat\u00ee ye. Me v\u00ea z\u00fb de derbas kir. Ten\u00ea ne berxwedan, ten\u00ea ne p\u00ea\u015fketina siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee xistina bin ewlayiy\u00ea, ev tev di ast\u00ean mezin de ne. A her\u00ee gir\u00eeng giyana xwe ji n\u00fb ve qezenckirin e. Ji n\u00fb ve \u00e7\u00eakirina kesayetiya azad p\u00ea\u015fketineke mezin e. Her \u015fore\u015f di wateyek\u00ea de bi kesayetiy\u00ean kevin t\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin. \u015eore\u015fa ku bi kesayetiy\u00ean kevin b\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin sedem\u00ea \u00e7erqkirina pa\u015f ve \u00fb pi\u015ftre j\u00ee felaket\u00ean ku werin ser\u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ne. Dikare b\u00ea gotin ku, li v\u00ea der\u00ea di heman dem\u00ea de, hem\u00fb kesayetiy\u00ean ku bi pa\u015f ve \u00e7erq bikin, yekem car dana veg\u00fbhertin mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Kesayet di v\u00ea der\u00ea de heya dawiy\u00ea t\u00ean dah\u00fbrandin. Tevah\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ean vegera welat t\u00ean derbaskirin. A di partiya Bol\u015fev\u00eek de nehatiye \u00e7\u00eakirin, di PKK\u2019\u00ea de hatiye \u00e7\u00eakirin. Hewl hatiye day\u00een ku \u015fore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea bi her cure p\u00ea\u015fgiriyan b\u00ea astengkirin. L\u00ea PKK j\u00ee hewqas k\u00fbr dibe. Ev j\u00ee destkeftek e. Ev, di hundir\u00ea welatek\u00ee ku nav \u00fb navd\u00eariya w\u00ee ji b\u00eer b\u00fbye \u00fb di nav rasteq\u00eeneke gel\u00ea ku kesek j\u00ea re nasname layiq nab\u00eene de t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Ev rasteq\u00een\u00ean e\u015fkere ne.<\/p>\n

A p\u00eakhat\u00ee ten\u00ea ne bi aliyek\u00ea ve, p\u00eaw\u00eest e bi hem\u00fb aliyan ve b\u00ea d\u00eetin. Ev ji bo kesayetek\u00ea\/\u00ee xwed\u00ee \u00eed\u00eea \u00fb mil\u00eetanek\u00ea\/\u00ee gir\u00eengiyeke mezin hildigire. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de c\u00eehan j\u00ee were ser\u00ea, w\u00ea bi h\u00easan\u00ee neper\u00e7iqe \u00fb berevaj\u00ee serkeftina w\u00ea bi temam\u00ee hatiye ewlay\u00eekirin. Kurtas\u00ee me biriya xwe da ser\u00ea \u00fb me heya vir\u00ea an\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ev \u00e7awa \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb? Em dikarin \u00e7awa eger\u00ean w\u00ea, \u00ea wenda dike, \u00ea qezenc b\u00fbye, \u00ea dide qezenckirin p\u00eanase bikin? Birame, mitale bike, biniv\u00eese, xet bike\u2026 Heta ev tevgereke pir dewlemend e. Di k\u00eejan bingeh\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fketin \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbn? Ez, bixwebawer im. Qas\u00ee ku bixwebawer im, ma gengaz e ku p\u00ea\u015fketin p\u00eak ney\u00ean? Em v\u00ea wek qonaxeke n\u00fb ya p\u00ea\u015fketineke diyar\u00ee dib\u00eenin. Cok\u00ean ku ber bi binketin\u00ea ve di\u00e7in hatine xitimandin, ciy\u00ean riz\u00ee y\u00ean ku ber bi ketin\u00ea ve r\u00fb qermi\u00e7andib\u00fbn hatine av\u00eatin. A dikare bije aj da, kete w\u00ea riy\u00ea. Ger xeta nebe \u00fb wek ber\u00ea dubare ney\u00ea jiy\u00een, w\u00ea her\u00ee hindik me biwest\u00eene. Ger ji xeta b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee ya ku araste dike, b\u00eap\u00eaveberdan me\u015f p\u00eak were, ew c\u00eehana ku di te\u015feyek\u00ea rewneq de dihate arez\u00fbkirin, w\u00ea bi serkeftin\u00ee p\u00eak b\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Wate, li hember fa\u015f\u00eezma 12 Reber\u00ea bi v\u00ee away\u00ee bers\u00eeveke d\u00eerok\u00ee \u00fb gerd\u00fbn\u00ee mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ev, ne fa\u015f\u00eezmeke ket\u00fbber e: Ji bo gel\u00ea Kurd tuneker e; ji bo gel\u00ea Tirk j\u00ee, tevgereke fa\u015f\u00eest, mitlaq xistiner \u00fb koledar\u00ee ye. Tevgerek e ku, emperyal\u00eezma navnetew\u00ee bi tevah\u00ee destek did\u00ea. Tevgerek sepandiner e \u00fb bi her away\u00ee pa\u015fver\u00fbtiya \u015f\u00eawaza H\u00eetler j\u00ee li pa\u015f xwe dih\u00eale. Me li hember v\u00ea, p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean mezin p\u00eak an\u00ee. Di dem\u00ea pa\u015f de li ser v\u00ea b\u00eatir w\u00ea b\u00ea sekinandin. Me doza azadiy\u00ea vegerand rasteq\u00eena jiyana hem\u00fb gelek\u00ea \u00fb ev yek demxeya xwe li rasteq\u00eena jiyana we tevan da. Rast\u00een\u00ean bingeh\u00een, r\u00eagez\u00ean jiyan\u00ee y\u00ean rehdar hene ku ev wisa b\u00fb. Puxte hindek di van r\u00eagezan de ve\u015fart\u00ee b\u00fb ku ev wisa b\u00fb. Rast\u00eena ku ji v\u00ea re serokat\u00ee kir di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hem rastiy\u00ea tems\u00eel kir, hem j\u00ee gav\u00ean prat\u00eek di c\u00ee de av\u00eat ku ev wisa b\u00fb. Di rew\u015fa berevaj\u00ee de ji dest\u00ea fa\u015f\u00eezm\u00ea kitek mirov j\u00ee filitandin ne gengaz b\u00fb. Hinek r\u00eaveber\u00ean 12 Rezber\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee dij\u00een \u00fb her ku v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea dib\u00eenin qehr dibin. M\u00eenak Kenan Evren, digot \u201cger bi\u015fkoka le\u015fker\u00ea min bikeve ez heya sehar\u00ea nikarim raz\u00eam\u2019\u2019 l\u00ea mixabin niha di roj\u00ea de, ne ten\u00ea bi\u015fkoka le\u015fkerek\u00ee, bist-s\u00ee belk\u00ee j\u00ee, bi sedan le\u015fker\u00ean w\u00ee dikevin. Hing\u00ea ev zilam w\u00ea bitepi\u015fe. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ditepi\u015fin. General wek zengil dilerizin. Hal\u00ea wan \u00ea li ser piya bim\u00eenin n\u00een e. Rew\u015fa vana gaveke pir pa\u015fket\u00ee ye. Ji ber ku ev pi\u015fkek in \u00fb xwe bi k\u00ea\u015fandin \u00fb p\u00eevandin\u00ea amade kirine. Art\u00ea\u015fa Tirk h\u00eazeke her\u00ee r\u00eakxist\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eazeke her\u00ee kom\u00eeserhev b\u00fb. L\u00ea niha qehr dibin.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e, k\u00ea vana an\u00ee v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea? \u015e\u00eawaz, tempo, te\u015fey\u00ea xebat\u00ea, hedan, rik, azwer\u00ee, bawer\u00ee \u00fb zaneb\u00fbna w\u00ee \u00e7i b\u00fb? \u00c7iqas h\u00eaz da, \u00e7iqas qadan p\u00ea\u015f xist \u00fb an\u00ee hal\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ee? Div\u00ea mirov bipirse. Ev salveger \u00e7\u00ee b\u00fbn? Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de waney\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ee derxistin \u00fb ji bo xurtb\u00fbn\u00ea bingeh \u00e7\u00eakirin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Qismek ji endam\u00ean partiy\u00ea erjenga van salan ned\u00eetin. Qismek\u00ea gir\u00eeng j\u00ee di van salan de pakrewan b\u00fbn. L\u00ea em heya \u00eero \u015fahid\u00ea v\u00ea p\u00eavajoy\u00ea ne. Em ji rasteq\u00eena gel \u00fb netewek\u00ee ku ber bi qedan\u00ea ve di\u00e7\u00fb \u00fb ne\u00e7ar b\u00fb ku xwe bi ziman \u00fb nav bike, \u00eero, me xwe gihand rast\u00eeneke gelek\u00ea ku dib\u00eaje \u201cqezenckirina min n\u00eaz\u00eek e!\u2019\u2019 Me, ji mirov\u00ean b\u00eahenase, bi hezaran \u015fervan li \u00e7iyay\u00ean azad bi jiyaneke \u00e7awa dixwazin ve an\u00ee r\u00fbbar\u00ea hev \u00fb bi jiyan\u00ea ve kire yek. P\u00eaw\u00eest e em bi vana t\u00eabigih\u00eejin \u00fb nav l\u00ea bikin. \u00c7awa \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb? Belk\u00ee nirxandina teng \u00fb seranser a rojane t\u00ear\u00ee t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina her ti\u015ft\u00ee neke. \u015eirovey\u00ean curbecur nikarin her ti\u015ft\u00ee di zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea de bi c\u00ee bikin. Kesayeteke \u015fore\u015fger ku bi van rasteq\u00een\u00ean mezin ve ne gir\u00eaday\u00ee be, nikare rastiy\u00ea tems\u00eel bike \u00fb rola xwe bileyize.<\/p>\n

A dibe li rast\u00eena me dibe. Qas\u00ee dibe j\u00ee mirov dib\u00eajin, \u201cem westiyay\u00ee ne.\u2019\u2019 Halb\u00fbk\u00ee ji westan\u00ea \u00e7i berhem nemaye. Dema ku mirov p\u00eak ney\u00eene, rew\u015f wisa dibe. Ez ji her kes\u00ee b\u00eatir, \u00ea ku di nava zoriy\u00ea de b\u00fbm. Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de y\u00ea ku hate hedef girtin b\u00fbm, kesayetek\u00ee \u00e7armedor hat\u00ee dorp\u00ea\u00e7kirin b\u00fbm. L\u00ea \u00e7awa tevgeriyam, \u00e7awa biriya xwe dam\u00ea \u00fb \u00e7awa ber\u00ea xwe dam\u00ea? \u00c7awa gih\u00ee\u015ftim v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea? Me \u015f\u00eawazeke wisa xist rast\u00ea, em b\u00fbn derbir\u00eeneke arasteyek wisa ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee p\u00ea nay\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin. Jixwe di ber\u00ea de j\u00ee li hember rasteq\u00eena fa\u015f\u00eezma Tirk \u00fb kevne\u015fopiya dagir \u00fb leyan\u00ea ser\u00ee rakirin \u00e7\u00eabib\u00fbn. Bi deh hezaran girse rabib\u00fbn ser piyan. L\u00ea di navbera du heftiyan de her ti\u015ft\u00ea xwe wenda kirib\u00fbn. Xala xap\u00eenok a ku ev zilam harkirib\u00fb, digotin qet ti\u015ftek nemaye \u00fb ev \u00e7alakiya bi zaneb\u00fbn a yek kes\u00ee ye. Heya 1980\u2019yan j\u00ee nirxandina M\u00ceT\u00ea, di texl\u00eedek\u00ee wisa de b\u00fb ku dihate wateya ev kesayetek\u00ee bi zaneb\u00fbn e. Ango digotin \u201c\u00e7are \u00e7ar di bin kontrol\u00ea de ye.\u2019\u2019 Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee n\u00eavengeke ku ew dizanib\u00fbn de b\u00fbm. \u201cHin ti\u015ftan difikire l\u00ea, rojane p\u00ea\u015fgir\u00ee heye; ger em bixwazin em\u00ea di qasek\u00ea de nefes\u00ea l\u00ea bi\u00e7ik\u00eenin.\u2019\u2019 Di v\u00ee b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ee de difikiriyan. Rast e, roj\u00ean ku me koma p\u00ea\u015f\u00een derxiste rast\u00ea, rew\u015f wisa b\u00fb. Da ku ez xwe bidime pejirandin, diviyab\u00fb s\u00ea-\u00e7ar salan bij\u00eem. Pirsgir\u00eaka Kurd heye yan na, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de heya 1970\u2019yan bi \u015fik \u00fb dudil\u00ee jiyam. Di navbera qonaxa 70-75\u2019an de da ku ez ji komeke pi\u00e7\u00fbk re bidime pejirandin, min bi hewldaneke ji hezar delavan av t\u00eene, raber kir. Da ku ez vana rabikim \u00e7alaktiy\u00ea, d\u00eesa di navbera 75-80\u2019yan de me \u00e7alakiya propaganday\u00ea ya ku nehatiye d\u00eetin bi r\u00ea ve bir. Da ku em tevbigerin \u00fb biryar bidin, em bi salan fikir\u00een.<\/p>\n

Dema ku ev hem\u00fb qewm\u00een p\u00eak dihatin, dewlet\u00ea me dixiste \u015f\u00fbna m\u00ea\u015fan. Digotin, \u201cnikare ji ser mas\u00ea j\u00ee rabe\u2019\u2019 W\u00ea em\u00ea wisa bibin, ev yek nedihate hi\u015f\u00ea \u00e7i kes\u00ee. Pi\u015ftre dema ku dijmin t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ft pir metirs\u00ee ye, rej\u00eem\u00ea g\u00fbhert. Xeletiyeke mezin kir. Me ji dest\u00ea xwe filitand. Az\u00een\u00ean kontrolkirin\u00ea t\u00ear nekirin. Cara yekem ji dest\u00ea vana binkeya kesayetiya xwe ya partiy\u00ea rizgar kirim. Hevgirt\u00ee \u00e7i b\u00fb, hesasiyet \u00e7i b\u00fb; ev cuda b\u00fbn. Me xwe, giyan \u00fb zaneb\u00fbna xwe ji bin serdestiya hezar salan rizgar kir. Ger di v\u00ea ast\u00ea de b\u00ea fikirandin, di wateyek\u00ea de ev \u015fer\u00ea nam\u00fbs \u00fb r\u00fbmet\u00ea ye. Me, \u015fer\u00ea r\u00fbmet\u00ea y\u00ea ku \u00e7i kes nikarib\u00fb b\u00eene h\u00ee\u015f\u00ea xwe, bi ser\u00ea xwe da \u00fb v\u00ea yek\u00ea ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve zivirand partiy\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Dema ku em hatine sala 1980\u2019yan, di bingeh de hewqas p\u00ea\u015fketina her ti\u015ft\u00ee muc\u00eezeyek b\u00fb. Ne ku jiyandina pi\u015ft\u00ee sala 1980\u2019yan dema ku em hatin \u00fb li 1970\u2019yan sekin\u00een, em li xala ku me digot, \u201ctemen\u00ea me hewqas e. ev bi xwe j\u00ee hewldan \u00fb serkeftineke mezin e\u2019\u2019 de b\u00fbn. Ew dest\u00ea M\u00ceT\u00ea ku dir\u00eaj dib\u00fb, di qirika me de b\u00fb. Ez dihatim \u015fopandin \u00fb ger bixwestana, w\u00ea min biqedandina. Dijmin, dema ku Heq\u00ee qetil kir, ten\u00ea xwest ku v\u00ea bide h\u00eeskirin. Pir h\u00easan\u00ee dikarib\u00fb mudaxele bike. Yani rew\u015f wisa b\u00fb. Ev tevgereke es\u00eel e. Di navenda Enqer\u00ea de, bi wateyek\u00ea di hemb\u00eaza M\u00ceT\u2019\u00ea de em ji tevger\u00ea re r\u00ea didine vekirin. Ew j\u00ee bi gora xwe me dixe \u015f\u00fbna pitikek\u00ee, l\u00ea pi\u015ftre ka em pitikek\u00ee \u00e7awa ne, w\u00ea bi erjeng\u00ee ferq bikira. Bi gotineke din, ew n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya bi wateya hesp\u00ea truva w\u00ea bi erjeng bid\u00eeta. Ger ev nebana, derketina Kurdayetiy\u00ea ne gengaz b\u00fb. Rew\u015feke wisa di derketina kom\u00ea de esas girtin ne gengaz b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Ev j\u00ee p\u00eavajoyek b\u00fb. \u00eecar di 1979\u2019an de ji Amed\u00ea derketin \u00fb v\u00ea yek\u00ea zivirandina part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb hindek j\u00ee vegerandina \u00e7alakiyan, her p\u00eavajo bi ser\u00ea xwe d\u00eerokek e. \u00c7awa ku min got, pi\u015ft\u00ee 1980\u2019yan w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fandana berxwedan\u00ea \u00fb berdewamkirina berxwedan\u00ea ti\u015ft\u00ean nay\u00ean bawerkirin b\u00fbn. Me van hem\u00fbyan \u00e7\u00eakir. Min li jor j\u00ee got, m\u00eaj\u00fb 12 Rezbera 1993\u2019yan e. General, ku\u015ftarker \u00fb art\u00ea\u015fa Tirk a ku nikare gav bav\u00eaje qadan, li rexm\u00ee hem\u00fb dorp\u00ea\u00e7an serhildana Kurd a ku li ber xwe dide \u00fb radest nay\u00ea girtin, rasteq\u00eena Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ku xwe gihandiye c\u00eehan\u00ea \u00fb me\u015fa desthilatiy\u00ea ya ku zor\u00ea dide serkeftin\u00ea!..<\/p>\n

Me b\u00eest-b\u00eest\u00fbp\u00eanc sal\u00ean daw\u00ee y\u00ean jiyana xwe wisa borand. Netewek n\u00een e, komeke ri\u015ft ku bi xwe bawer e j\u00ee n\u00een e. Weke ku em bi derziy\u00ea b\u00eer\u00ea bikolin, ji p\u00ea\u015fketinan re me r\u00ea da vekirin. Ma nav\u00ea welat heye, m\u00eat\u00eengeh e yan na? Ma te bawer kir, tu ji bo komek\u00ea hey\u00ee yan na, tu \u00e7iqas hey\u00ee, qiru\u015fek per\u00ea te heye an na? Va, bi van hem\u00fb pirsan ve me dest bi kar kir. Va d\u00ea tu wisa di nava berpirsiyariyan de peyda bib\u00ee. Ger tu vana \u00e7\u00eanek\u00ee, t\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku tu bi v\u00ea tevger\u00ea t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee. Y\u00ean ku t\u00eanagih\u00eejin, rola xwe nikarin bileyizin. Y\u00ean ku maf\u00ea van rast\u00eenan nikarin bidin, nikarin p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee derx\u00eenin rast\u00ea. Li ser berxwed\u00eariya zindan\u00ea, berxwed\u00eariya \u00e7iya \u00fb b\u00eeran\u00eena pakrewanan, mirov ten\u00ea dikare rast\u00eenan wisa bin\u00eerx\u00eene \u00fb bi gor van rast\u00eenan ji n\u00fb de qezenc bike, bi t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina h\u00eaviyan \u00fb bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee h\u00eaza viyana mezin binyadek\u00ea bide \u00e7\u00eakirin. Em heya van rojan wisa hatin. Nirxandin, encam derxistin \u00fb xurtkirin\u00ea zan\u00een, peywira her kadroy\u00ea partiy\u00ea \u00fb kesayetiya serkar\u00ee ye. T\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina v\u00ea \u00fb xwed\u00eeb\u00fbna gav\u00ean mezin p\u00eaw\u00eest e.<\/p>\n

Min qala d\u00eeroka partiy\u00ea kir. Ev, d\u00eerokek di c\u00ee de \u00fb xwed\u00ee wateyek mezin e. Heke ev wisa b\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin, di zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea de hem\u00fb pirs \u00fb hema her mijar w\u00ea wateya ba\u015f peyda bike. Tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna ger\u00eela \u00fb \u015fore\u015fgerkirina jiyana civak\u00ea, yan\u00ee di her mijar\u00ea de van n\u00ear\u00eenan bingeh girtin hatiye t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin. Y\u00ean ku dikarin v\u00ea rasteriy\u00ea bigirin, ji her pirsa ku derkeve rast\u00ea re, di bingeh\u00ea v\u00ea rasteriy\u00ea de dikarin bers\u00eev bidin. Ez h\u00eav\u00ee dikim ku, hun p\u00ea\u015fketina xwe di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea de \u00e7\u00eatir k\u00fbr dikin, part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea, heta le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea b\u00eatir\u00een rast \u00fb rasteq\u00een\u00ee digirin dest. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ya ku qezenc dike PKK \u00fb berxwed\u00eariya PKK\u2019\u00ea ye. W\u00ea z\u00eadetir j\u00ee bibe. Di v\u00ea de \u00e7awa ku tu \u015fik peyda nabin, dikare di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ji jiyana \u00eenkarkar \u00fb nav pergal\u00ee ku bi gor merc\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eergeriy\u00ea hatiye eyarkirin, qutb\u00fbn p\u00eak b\u00eene. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee jiyaneke bi xweser\u00ee ya me \u00fb p\u00eaw\u00eest e em bi gor viyana xwe qezenc bikin, aj bide. Ev, ji n\u00fb de zay\u00eeneke rasteq\u00een\u00ee ye; di nav merc\u00ean welat\u00ea me de jiyana azad roj bi roj bi viyana me ya puxtey\u00ee ve \u00fb bi \u00e7alakiya w\u00ea ve p\u00eakan\u00een e. Ji bo mirovek\u00ee nirxa her\u00ee p\u00eeroz a ku mirov p\u00ea bide ev \u00e7alak\u00ee ye; bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee nirxa her\u00ee p\u00eeroz ev hilgavtina azadiya mezin e. Bijarteka jiyan\u00ea ya tik\u00fbten\u00ea ku em karibin ji mirov\u00ean xwe re p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee bikin ev b\u00fb, me karib\u00fb v\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f bikin. A gir\u00eeng day\u00eena v\u00ea b\u00fb. Ji bo v\u00ea xw\u00eena ku hatiye rijandin di c\u00ee de ye, \u00ea\u015f \u00fb \u00ee\u015fkenceya hat\u00ee ki\u015fandin di c\u00ee de ye. Heke ku q\u00eemeta w\u00ea b\u00ea zan\u00een, mirov dikare xwe bigih\u00eene b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea jiyaneke ku t\u00ea pejirandin \u00fb welatek\u00ee hatiye qezenckirin. Va, mirov j\u00ee ev e. Mirov\u00ea ku dib\u00eaje \u201cez dixwazim bijim, ez dixwazim \u00e7aren\u00fbsa xwe tay\u00een bikim\u2019\u2019 arez\u00fby\u00ean w\u00ee j\u00ee ev in, xwe \u00e7\u00eakirina w\u00ee j\u00ee d\u00eesa ev e, wisa dibe. A hatiye \u00e7\u00eakirin j\u00ee ev e.<\/p>\n

Nexwe di sala 1993\u2019yan de li hember fa\u015f\u00eezma 12 Rezber\u00ea bi bers\u00eevdayineke mezin, dema ku me karib\u00fb peywir\u00ean xwe b\u00eenin c\u00ee, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de destp\u00eak\u00ea ji bo pakrewan\u00ean me, ji bo \u00ea\u015f \u00fb \u00ee\u015fkenceya hat\u00ee ki\u015fandin, ji berxwed\u00ear\u00ean zindan\u00ea \u00fb y\u00ean \u00e7iy\u00ean re \u00fb ew her kes\u00ea ku p\u00ea eleqedar dibe re ya her\u00ee ba\u015f daniye rast\u00ea. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de j\u00ee li hember d\u00eerok\u00ea bi eniyeke paqij \u00fb vekir\u00ee, li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee pa\u015f\u00earoj\u00ea bi h\u00eaviyek mezin em radib\u00een \u00fb r\u00ea werdigirin. B\u00eaguman encam serkeftin e.<\/p>\n

Bi gor para xwe hewl dam ku her\u00ee k\u00eam xeta \u00e7\u00eabikim. Ew dilsoziya ku hem\u00fb heval n\u00ee\u015fan \u00fb guzari\u015ft dikin, me afirand \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f xist \u00fb hem j\u00ee bers\u00eevdana her\u00ee ba\u015f p\u00ea da. B\u00eaguman nirxandina jiyana me bi xwe j\u00ee xeta h\u00eem\u00ee ya van p\u00ea\u015fketinan e. Mirovek\u00ee bi biryar \u00fb sozday\u00ee, p\u00eaw\u00eest e h\u00eele \u00fb hem\u00fb stemkariy\u00ean dijmin zanibe; Li hember van derkeve, l\u00ea bi dijderketineke ku bi h\u00easan nahilwe\u015fe \u00fb nakeve esas bigire \u00fb xwe bigih\u00eene asta jiyanek\u00ea. Ev ne di b\u00ee\u00e7imek\u00ee, \u201cez\u00ea li ber xwe bidim, \u00ead\u00ee \u00e7iqas bihedir\u00eenim\u2019\u2019 de, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya kesayetiyeke ku dib\u00eaje, \u201cmitlaqa em\u00ea bij\u00een \u00fb bidin jiyandin\u2019\u2019 de ye. Ji awayek\u00ee din re c\u00ee tune. Ji mirina b\u00eadem \u00fb b\u00easerkeftin re neqeb tune. P\u00eaw\u00eest e jiyan her hebe, w\u00ea kes nikaribe v\u00ea ji dest\u00ea te bigire \u00fb bist\u00eene: Me, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de nirxdar\u00ee da jiyan\u00ea. P\u00eaw\u00eest e mezin bir\u00eeday\u00een \u00fb qezenckirina jiyan\u00ea, qas\u00ee h\u00eaza ramana mezin b\u00fbna xwediy\u00ea azweriy\u00ean mezin, hem\u00fb daney\u00ean jiyan\u00ea \u00fb azweriyan di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ponijandin \u00fb ji dervey\u00ea v\u00ea, \u00e7i ti\u015ft\u00ean peyda dibin re b\u00ea gotin, bisekine. Ger ji te j\u00ee bingeh bigire, p\u00eaw\u00eest e li hember v\u00ea r\u00ea ned\u00ee \u00e7i k\u00eamas\u00ee \u00fb nebesiy\u00ean her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbcik j\u00ee. \u015e\u00eawaza min ev e. Ger ku di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de nebes\u00ee p\u00eak hat, div\u00ea kesayet xwe j\u00ee nebex\u015f\u00eene. Da ku her kes\u00ee tev\u00ee v\u00ea bike, xebat \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza l\u00eaxistin\u00ea ya nehat\u00ee d\u00eetin bi\u00e7esp\u00eene, heke ku p\u00eaw\u00eest bike hem\u00fb pergal\u00ea li hember xwe rakirin, ten\u00ea ji bo qezenckirina mirovek\u00ee j\u00ee ger bi v\u00ea daxistina her ti\u015ft\u00ee rast\u00ea \u00fb bi v\u00ee away\u00ee li hember jiyan\u00ea r\u00eazdariy\u00ea selimandin \u015fert e. Qezenckirina wisa vegerandina rast\u00eena mirov\u00ea ku dib\u00eaje, \u201cez bi r\u00fbmet im \u00fb ez\u00ea bi nam\u00fbs bim\u00eenim\u2019\u2019 \u00fb va, ne bi gotina \u201cez j\u00ee heme, ez j\u00ee mirov\u00ea v\u00ee welat \u00fb gel\u00ee me\u2019\u2019, xwe p\u00eakan\u00een hindek bi v\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadibe. \u00cero ev desteka mezin ya gel, hezkirina mezin \u00fb r\u00eazdariya mezin ji ber v\u00ea eger\u00ea ye. Di d\u00eerok\u00ea de belk\u00ee j\u00ee cara yekem ew b\u00eariya bi her kes\u00ee re peyda dib\u00fb \u00fb nedihat p\u00eakan\u00een, me \u015fens\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een\u00ea day\u00ea. Li rexm\u00ee hem\u00fb zor\u00ee \u00fb \u00ee\u015fkenceyan bextiyariyeke mezin ji v\u00ea radibih\u00eesin \u00fb p\u00eeroz dikin.<\/p>\n

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Jina her\u00ee bedew, heri bi q\u00eemet \u00fb ya her\u00ee z\u00eade <\/strong><\/p>\n

div\u00ea b\u00ea hezkirin,<\/strong><\/p>\n

w\u00ea \u00e7awa derdikeve rast\u00ea<\/strong><\/p>\n

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A her\u00ee mezin, q\u00eemeta ku min da t\u00eakiliy\u00ea, h\u00eaza dah\u00fbrandin\u00ea derdixiste asta netew\u00ee. Bi \u00eehtimaleke mezin piraniya we d\u00eel\u00ean t\u00eakiliyan in. Ji ber ku hun neb\u00fbne h\u00eaza \u00e7areseriy\u00ea, hun di t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de xeniq\u00eene. Teb\u00ee ev j\u00ee dih\u00eale ku ji asta mil\u00eetan \u00fb asta r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u015fer re r\u00ea bide vekirin. Kesayetiy\u00ean ku ne dirende ne \u00fb z\u00eade nikarin vekirinan p\u00eak b\u00eenin, nikarin \u015fore\u015f\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakin. Kesayetiy\u00ean wisa nikarin b\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea bigirin dest \u00fb bedewb\u00fbneke wisa bij\u00een. \u00c7avkaniya hezkirin \u00fb bedewb\u00fbn\u00ea ka \u00e7i ye, di bingeh de di van nirxandinan de ve\u015fartiye. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya min ji jin\u00ea re ta ji zaroktiya min vir ve, jin\u00ea, hem dilk\u00ea\u015f \u00fb hem j\u00ee h\u00eawlnak d\u00eetin ango jin\u00ea pir xeternak d\u00eetin, hem j\u00ee kar\u00eena girtina taybetmendiy\u00ean w\u00ea ye. Min tim veqetandina y\u00ean kir\u00eat in, qir\u00eaj \u00fb d\u00eel in \u00fb y\u00ean xwe\u015fik \u00fb azad in, da \u00e7\u00eakirin. Dema ku min xwest Hinekan berteref bikim, min hinek\u00ean din j\u00ee derxiste rast\u00ea. Ev, li ba min xetek e \u00fb \u00eero ev xet c\u00eehan\u00ea kiriye du qet: C\u00eehana azadiyan \u00fb c\u00eehana d\u00eel\u00eetiyan. Hun dib\u00eenin ku ev, r\u00ea vedike ji avakariyeke \u00fb veg\u00fbher\u00eeneke mezin re. Yan\u00ee niha \u00e7i t\u00eakil\u00ee peyda n\u00een in ku hindek ber bi azadiy\u00ea ve bibim ango bidim p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Heta dema ku kesayetiya ke\u00e7eke ciwan dadih\u00fbr\u00eenim, ger ku hindek mebesta xwe di aliy\u00ea azadiy\u00ea de hebe, nevekirina w\u00ea nikare bibe mijara gotin\u00ea. Jixwe ez di\u00e7im ku der\u00ea, li wir\u00ea hema her kes radibe ser piyan \u00fb zind\u00eeb\u00fbnek p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Hema her ke\u00e7eke ciwan h\u00eaz peyda dike \u00fb heta dixwaze ku xwe qezenc bike. Te\u015fey\u00ea w\u00ea t\u00ea g\u00fbhertin, f\u00eez\u00eeka w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, ziman\u00ea w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, giyana w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve \u00fb ev j\u00ee, ji hezkirineke rast re r\u00ea dide vekirin. Dibe ku z\u00eadetir nehatibe ponijandin, L\u00ea ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean mirov\u00ean me diki\u015f\u00eenin, va wisa derketine rast\u00ea. Ger di asta ezm\u00fbney\u00ea de be j\u00ee, ji pirsa \u201cdiv\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00e7awa bin\u2019\u2019 re hindik z\u00eade bers\u00eev t\u00ean day\u00een.<\/p>\n

Di vir\u00ea de vacek heye, behremendiya nirxandin\u00ea heye. Qet ketina rew\u015fa hestan \u00fb \u00e7\u00eakirina ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea ne mijara gotin\u00ea ye. R\u00eazdar\u00ee heye. M\u00eenak ez bi xwe, di bingeh de pir sinc\u00ee me. Heta ji yek\u00ee oldar b\u00eatir taybetmendiy\u00ean min \u00ean sinc\u00ee hene. L\u00ea, ji wan\u00ea d\u00ee z\u00eadetir azad\u00eexwaz im. Yan\u00ee ji libatan \u00fb ew kesayetiy\u00ean ku w\u00ea tems\u00eel dikin re, bi azad\u00eexwaz\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek dibim. Ger ku ev jinek be, dib\u00eajim, \u201cdiv\u00ea ez v\u00ea tevl\u00ee c\u00eehana azadiy\u00ea bikim.\u2019\u2019 Ev j\u00ee \u015f\u00eawaza n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke pir te\u015fedar e. L\u00ea d\u00eana xwe bidin\u00ea, gelo hun wisa ne yan na? Hun dib\u00eajin, hest\u00ean me hene. Gelo hest\u00ean we \u00e7awa tevl\u00ee dibin? Di \u015f\u00eawaza feodal de ye, an di \u015f\u00eawaza koledar de ye ango di \u015f\u00eawaza burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk de ye? Ma pir z\u00eade, neheq \u00fb b\u00eanaverok e? Ger di van hem\u00fbyan de p\u00eevan tune be, t\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku hun xeternak in. Ez nikarim v\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea bipejir\u00eenim. Dibe ku \u015f\u00eawazeke we y\u00ea pir girt\u00ee j\u00ee hebe, ez w\u00ee j\u00ee nikarim bipejir\u00eenim. Ger tu hewqas girt\u00ee \u00fb hewqas b\u00eadil b\u00ee, ez\u00ea bib\u00eajim, tu \u015fore\u015fgerek\u00ee \u00e7awa y\u00ee? M\u00eenak min \u00e7awa dil\u00ea gel\u00ea xwe ji xwe re da vekirin? Dil\u00ea we hem\u00fbyan j\u00ee wisa vedikim. Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, ma wisa dibe? L\u00ea hun ne\u00e7ar in ku xwe vebikin. Ji ber ku bi gora min dil nebe, b\u00fbna \u015fore\u015fgeriy\u00ea j\u00ee nabe. Yeka\/\u00ee ku bib\u00eaje \u201cmin dil\u00ea xwe hedimandiye nav d\u00eerok\u00ea, hedimandiye nav gor\u00ea, min dil\u00ea xwe bi tay\u00ea pemb\u00fb ve daye gir\u00eadan\u2019\u2019 nikare bibe \u015fore\u015fger. V\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin, li jiyan\u00ea heqaretkirin e.<\/p>\n

Di nav refan de y\u00ean ket\u00ee hene. Ger ku ev fersend bib\u00eenin, dib\u00eajin, \u201cd\u00ea em birevin.\u2019\u2019 We, v\u00ea ji ku der\u00ea derxist? Va, zilamek ango hinek ku li ciyek\u00ee t\u00ean hi\u015ftin, roja duyem\u00een wan n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku bi \u00e7i r\u00eap\u00eevanan ve nabe yek \u00fb ne di \u015fore\u015fgeriy\u00ea re, ne j\u00ee nirx\u00ean kevne\u015fopiy\u00ea de peyda dibin, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean xistok n\u00ee\u015fan didin. Dib\u00eajin \u201cem netebit\u00een\u2019\u2019 Va di nava me de j\u00ee derketin. Ev, ne hev \u00fb d\u00ee p\u00eerozkirin e, li pey azwer\u00ee \u00fb ajoyan xwe \u00e7\u00fby\u00een e. \u015eer p\u00ea\u015f naxin. R\u00eaxistin tune, perwerde tune. Hev \u00fb d\u00ee peyda dikin \u00fb dixwazin bix\u00eenin. Hinek\u00ean wisa derketin \u00fb ew cezay\u00ea ku heq kirib\u00fbn d\u00eetin. Di bingeh\u00ea cezakirina wan de, ne ku bi hev re t\u00eakil\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistin, xiyanet li peywir\u00ean xwe kirin heb\u00fb. Ev n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke zayend\u00eetiya \u00e7awa ye ku, te ber bi hilwe\u015fandina yek\u00eeney\u00ea ve dibe? T\u00eakil\u00ee ava dik\u00ee, ji peywir\u00ea direv\u00ee. Ma qey t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam ango ya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea hewqas di \u00e7onayetiya s\u00eexurtiy\u00ea de ye ku, te ber bi xiyanet\u00ea ve dibe? Ango dema ku tu v\u00ee digir\u00ee dest ma tu natirs\u00ee? Ger ku tu v\u00ee dizan\u00ee, hing\u00ea tu \u00e7ima t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe ber bi aheng, hevseng, xurt \u00fb rastiy\u00ea ve nab\u00ee?<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee \u015f\u00eawaz gir\u00eeng e. T\u00ea gotin, \u201cmin xwe kontrol nekir.\u2019\u2019 Pi\u015ftre y\u00ea me dert\u00ea \u00fb wek axayan dib\u00eaje, \u201cmin jin\u00ea d\u00eet, min l\u00ea \u00e7esipand \u00fb revand.\u2019\u2019 Jin j\u00ee wek ke\u00e7\u00ean ku ji mal\u00ea direvin radibe \u00fb dib\u00eaje, \u201cmin zilam d\u00eet \u00fb ez reviyam.\u2019\u2019 Te mala me \u015fewitand! Ma tu reviyay\u00ee, ba\u015f e li pa\u015f \u00e7\u00ee ma? Wisa nay\u00ea jiyandin. Ne zilam\u00ea wisa ne j\u00ee ke\u00e7a wisa t\u00ea pejirandin. L\u00ea \u00e7awa ku min got, di aliy\u00ea din de \u015f\u00eawaza min a n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea ji pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea re heye. Her roj hewqas di nava hewldanan de me.<\/p>\n

Jina her\u00ee bedew, her\u00ee nirxdar, her\u00ee ya p\u00eaw\u00eest e j\u00ea b\u00ea hezkirin w\u00ea \u00e7awa derkeve rast\u00ea? Ev pirseke ba\u015f e. Y\u00ean ku dib\u00eajin, guneh e, n\u00eaz\u00eeke jin\u00ea nay\u00ea b\u00fby\u00een, di bingeh de y\u00ean ku dib\u00eajin, \u201cdest li jin\u00ea nay\u00ea dir\u00eajkirin\u2019\u2019 hene. Ev t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea? Tu \u015fer\u00ea jiyan\u00ea did\u00ee. Jin j\u00ee per\u00e7eyek\u00ea jiyan\u00ea y\u00ea nay\u00ea veqetandin e. L\u00ea ev ti\u015ft\u00een ku dib\u00eajin, dest l\u00ea dir\u00eaj nekin \u00fb tevl\u00ee nebin, hev \u00fb d\u00ee xistin e. Te\u015feyek\u00ea din nafikirin. Ji hem\u00fbyan re nav\u00ea \u201ct\u00eakiliy\u00ean \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea\u2019\u2019 dan\u00eene. Ji her t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re nav\u00ea \u201ct\u00eakiliy\u00ean \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea\u2019\u2019 day\u00een, di k\u00eejan p\u00eevan\u00ea de rast e? Er\u00ea, t\u00eakiliya \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea heye, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean revandok hene, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean qas\u00ee xiyanet\u00ea xeternak hene. L\u00ea bi ya min, ji her t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re nav\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea dan\u00een hindek zor e. Niha li ser ziman\u00ea hem\u00fb PKK\u2019\u00ea ye. Di dema p\u00ea\u015f de ez\u00ea ji bo vekirin\u00ea hewl bidim. \u00c7ar\u00e7ove diyar e, naverok diyar e, armanc\u00ean w\u00ea diyar e; muhtemelen bi her away\u00ee nirxan xurt dike. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fketina t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea p\u00eak hatiye. Ew \u00e7ilvirana di vir\u00ea de \u00e7i ye? B\u00fbyereke tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea, b\u00fbyereke hezkirin\u00ea , heta b\u00fbyera ev\u00een\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f ketiye. Ev tev t\u00eag\u00een\u00ean n\u00fb ne ango t\u00eag\u00een\u00ean ku hewl t\u00ea day\u00een ji n\u00fb ve b\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistin in. Na, dest bi dest dana hev, nizanim di k\u00eejan libat\u00ee de peydab\u00fbn, bi te\u015feyek\u00ea xeternak \u00fb \u00e7ilvir\u00een de t\u00ea nirxandin. Tam nexwe\u015f!<\/p>\n

Niha ez di vir\u00ea de qala t\u00eakiliya zayend\u00eetiya b\u00eate\u015fe nakim. Bila \u015fa\u015f ney\u00ea f\u00eamkirin. L\u00ea b\u00fbyereke flort a jir\u00eaz\u00ea, yan\u00ee ji hev \u00fb d\u00ee hezkirin \u00fb mijara h\u00eaz wergirtin\u00ea, hema di c\u00ee de t\u00eakiliya \u00e7ilvir\u00ee hesibandin xeternak e. Na, ji ber ku ev di nava me de weke xiyanet\u00ea t\u00ea destgirtin, dibe ku wisa bin. L\u00ea ku di \u015f\u00eawaza em p\u00ea\u015f dixin de bin, wisa nabin. Jineke ku bixwaze ji zilamek\u00ee hez bike, dikare hez bike. D\u00eesa zilamek dikare bixwaze di ast\u00ean curbecur de ji jinek\u00ea hez bike. Ger tu astenga hezkirin\u00ea ji xwe re deyn\u00ee, astenga tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea ji xwe re deyn\u00ee, hing\u00ea tu \u00e7iqas azad \u00ee? Ma feodal\u00eezm\u00ea j\u00ee v\u00ea nedixwest? L\u00ea y\u00ean din j\u00ee mirov nikare birame, bi gotineke \u201cmin ji v\u00ea jin\u00ea re( ango zilam\u00ee re) tebat nekir, min xwe wenda kir\u2019\u2019 nabe! Yan\u00ee \u00e7awa dibe? Ma viyana azad dikare v\u00ea bipejir\u00eene? Ma rast e ku kesayet xwe di t\u00eakiliyan de hewqas di rew\u015f\u00ean nesaxlem\u00ee de bih\u00ealin? Teb\u00ee kesek j\u00ee rast \u00fb durust w\u00earekiya dest av\u00eatina van ti\u015ftan n\u00ee\u015fan nade. Ya pir kevneperest \u00fb muhafezakar dim\u00eenin ango dema ku fersend peyda dikin hev \u00fb d\u00ee direv\u00eenin. Ya j\u00ee di rew\u015fa q\u00eemp\u00eaan\u00eena t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pir erzan\u00ee de may\u00een heye. Ev ne n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean r\u00eazdar\u00ee ne, li hember jiyan\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Mirov\u00ea Kurd dema ku ji n\u00fb de vedij\u00ee, div\u00ea ji hem\u00fb t\u00eag\u00eenan re n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean n\u00fb \u00fb rast \u00e7\u00eabike. P\u00eaw\u00eest e em hem naverok\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixin, ango di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de pir w\u00earek bin. Em ew kes in ku jiyana xwe dan\u00eene rast\u00ea, xistine v\u00ea oxir\u00ea \u00fb ji her pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea jiyan\u00ea re w\u00earekane n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de em xweperest n\u00eaz\u00eek nabin. Ji ber ku hun fedaiy\u00ean gel in. Mirov\u00ean feda\u00ee w\u00ea \u00e7ima xweperest \u00fb xudb\u00een n\u00eaz\u00eek bibin? Mirovek\u00ee wisa azad, zadegan \u00fb paqij n\u00eaz\u00eek dibe. \u00c7ima ji bo jin\u00ea tim t\u00ea gotin, n\u00eaz\u00eek nebin pir xeternak e? \u00c7ima t\u00ea gotin, bi qedal e \u00fb zilam bi xwe re dibe? Y\u00ea li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea we ya her\u00ee hindik mirov e. \u00c7ima wisa bibe? Ev min ditirs\u00eenin. Carna ji xwe re dipirsim, \u201cgelo ez \u015fa\u015f dikim, ma hewqas q\u00eemet day\u00eena van ke\u00e7an rast e?\u2019\u2019 Yan\u00ee ramana min tim wisa bi dudil\u00ee \u00fb nakok\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Ma \u00e7ima\u00a0 nebe \u00fb heta \u00e7ima ney\u00ea vegerandin \u00e7avkaniya jiyaneke derasay\u00ee? Teb\u00ee ev di heman dem\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea \u00e7\u00eenayet\u00ee y\u00ea mezin e. H\u00ea j\u00ee her roj em p\u00ea mijul dibin \u00fb her roj em dit\u00eako\u015fin. Yan\u00ee rew\u015f pir e\u015fkere ye, t\u00ea gotin hun serbest in. K\u00eejan ji we t\u00eakiliyeke ku mirov j\u00ea re bib\u00eaje, bravo dikare ava bike? Va \u00e7end heb heval\u00ean me y\u00ean weke ku em bi te\u015feyek\u00ea \u201cva, ke\u00e7eke me ya ciwan xwe azad girt, xwe nexist; di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean bi zilaman re \u00fb her away\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe p\u00eeroz girt\u2019\u2019 karibin binirx\u00eenin hene?<\/p>\n

Bi zilaman z\u00eade ewley\u00ee n\u00een e. P\u00eevan tune, r\u00eap\u00eevan tune. T\u00ea \u00e7i biki ji zilamek\u00ee wisa? T\u00ea d\u00eetin ku di vir\u00ea de \u015ferek\u00ee ri\u015ft mijara gotin\u00ea ye \u00fb ev we tevan n\u00eaz\u00eek de eleqedar dike. Hem\u00fb ti\u015ft\u00ean ku ez dikim, ji pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea re hindek z\u00eade n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyek\u00ea w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan day\u00een e. Hem ewle \u00fb w\u00earekiy\u00ea didim, hem j\u00ee bi dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean m\u00eenak pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea hindek vedikim. Teb\u00ee hun j\u00ee dikarin hindek\u00ee din w\u00earekdar tevl\u00ee bibin. B\u00eay\u00ee ku hun pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea \u00e7ep \u00fb rast biki\u015f\u00eenin ango bikevin nav l\u00eeberal\u00eezma burjuva y\u00ea kevneperest \u00fb xistok, div\u00ea em karibin \u015f\u00eawaza xwe derxin rast\u00ea. Di bingeh de ev babet\u00ean wisa ne ku div\u00ea z\u00eadetir berfireh b\u00ean got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin. L\u00ea hinek babet hene ku em dixwazin bi rengek\u00ee kitekit bigirin dest. Ez, ji van hem\u00fbyan re ten\u00ea di asta hilkefktin\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyek\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan didim.<\/p>\n

P\u00eaw\u00eest e ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eev\u00ean berfireh b\u00ean day\u00een. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de h\u00eaza kesan hindek j\u00ee bi dah\u00fbr\u00eeneriya ku bikev\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. Di vir\u00ea de ji y\u00ea her\u00ee bawermend, ji y\u00ea her\u00ee kevneperest b\u00eatir sinc\u00ee \u00fb ji y\u00ea her\u00ee ku dibeje, ez azad im b\u00eatir azadb\u00fbn p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ew helwesta ku em dib\u00eajin, ya her\u00ee saxlem e, div\u00ea ba\u015f b\u00ea f\u00eamkirin.<\/p>\n

Yek j\u00ee em di qonaxa \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de ne. Ev t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku niha me ava kirine, ne t\u00eakiliy\u00ean asay\u00ee y\u00ean pergal\u00ea ne, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean destp\u00eakirin\u00ea ne \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean qonaxeke d\u00eerok\u00ee ne. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku bi we re ne, nikarin bibin t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ket\u00fbber. Yan\u00ee bi taybet\u00ee serokat\u00ee nikare t\u00eakiliy\u00ean taybet \u00fb takekes\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bixe. Ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean taybet \u00fb takekes\u00ee z\u00eadetir ber\u00ea xwe dide welat ango n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku hem\u00fb zayenda jin\u00ea eleqedar dike p\u00ea\u015f dixe. Div\u00ea asta jineke gi\u015ft\u00ee, taybetmendiya jina gi\u015ft\u00ee w\u00ea \u00e7awa be, te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ean hezkirin w\u00ea \u00e7awa b\u00ean avakirin? Ger hun bala xwe bidin\u00ea \u00e7awa ku hun di labaratuarek\u00ea de nirxek\u00ee didin afirandin wisa li van t\u00eakiliyan din\u00earin. Ev bi gotineke, hema em t\u00eakiliyeke taybet ava bikin nabe. Ev kar, \u201chema em hev \u00fb d\u00ee wisa gir\u00ea bidin\u2019\u2019 ve j\u00ee nabe. Gelek ti\u015ft w\u00ea b\u00ean got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin \u00fb b\u00ean nirxandin. W\u00ea li dawiy\u00ea ya her\u00ee saxlem, ya ji netew \u00fb gel re bibe mal \u00fb di asta p\u00ea\u015fke\u015fiy\u00ea de ji civak\u00ea re b\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirin dim\u00eene. Pirsa \u201ct\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam \u00ean saxlem, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hevalbendiya saxlem, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean saxlem \u00ean li ser bingeh\u00ea viyana azad, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean paqij, bi r\u00fbmet \u00fb bi azwer\u00ee\u2019\u2019 w\u00ea \u00e7awa bin, sot\u00eener \u00fb gir\u00eeng e.<\/p>\n

Dema ku ev tev t\u00ean nirxandin, em peywiran ji b\u00eer nakin. Peywir\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ee, peywir\u00ean \u00e7alakmend\u00ee, her cure peywir\u00ean perwerdehiy\u00ea qas\u00ee \u015fer zor in. Yan\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fxistina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hestiyar\u00ee zor in. Hest bi misoger\u00ee ne kar\u00ea kesayet\u00ean lewaz e. Kar\u00ea \u015fervan\u00ean mezin e. Hest, ger ku bingeh ji pergal\u00ea digirin, b\u00ea\u015fik pa\u015fver\u00fb ne. Berevaj\u00ee ger ku bi azweriy\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger y\u00ean mezin ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee bin, pir nirxdar in. \u00c7awa ku min got, her hest \u00fb her t\u00eakiliy\u00ea wek \u201cn\u00ee\u015fana \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea\u2019\u2019 bi nav kirin, j\u00ea kirin \u00fb av\u00eatin xeternak e.<\/p>\n

Em, ber bi \u00e7\u00fbyin\u00ea ve di b\u00fbyera Kurd de dah\u00fbrandin \u00fb gih\u00ee\u015ftina jiyana n\u00fb p\u00ea\u015f dixin. Afirandina hezkirin\u00ea, diyarkirina asta r\u00eazdariya mirovan \u00fb sererastkirina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam gih\u00eeneka her\u00ee gir\u00eeng a v\u00ea ye. Pir e\u015fkere ye, bi tonan n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean zilam \u00ean nay\u00ean pejirandin hene. D\u00eesa wek deyzek\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean kole y\u00ean ku bingeh\u00ea ji ke\u00e7an digirin hene. Heta ku em van tevan bi pergal nekin, em\u00ea keng\u00ea karibin partiy\u00ea b\u00eenin hal\u00ea p\u00ea\u015feng partiy\u00ea? Ma em nikarin di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de ji h\u00eaz \u00fb sazgeh\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eenger li benda \u00e7areseriy\u00ea bim\u00eenin! Modela jin a Tirk, modela jin-zilam a Tirk, modela kemal\u00eest \u00e7i da jin\u00ea? Dikare \u00e7i bide me? Heta emperyal\u00eezm dikare \u00e7i bide? Kevne\u015fopiy\u00ean malbata feodal, welat anine \u00e7i hal\u00ee li rast\u00ea ye. W\u00ea her ti\u015ft\u00ee tu p\u00eak bin\u00ee. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea ya ku hun ji min bixwazin n\u00eavengeke z\u00eadetir azad, got\u00fbb\u00eaj \u00fb ramandina z\u00eadetir azad \u00fb rasteq\u00eena tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna z\u00eadetir azad e. Ev j\u00ee hene. Niha em wisa p\u00ea\u015f dixin. Bi k\u00ear t\u00ea, p\u00ea\u015fketin j\u00ee watedar in. Hun ciwan in, h\u00ea gelek riya hun wergirin heye. Hun, weke jinan xwe z\u00eadetir p\u00eagir\u00ea k\u00fbrb\u00fbn\u00ea bikin. Xwe b\u00eenin halek\u00ee piral\u00ee, bi viyan, hatiye ronah\u00eekirin \u00fb xurt b\u00fbye. Ji hem\u00fb aliy\u00ean xwe re, ji her taybetmendiy\u00ean xwe re di wateyek\u00ea daring\u00ee \u00fb ari\u015f\u00ee de te\u015fe day\u00een p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Yani her t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ku \u00ead\u00ee ya we ye, hun dikarin bixin rojev\u00ea. Ev xwe peydakirin e, xwe hey\u00ee kirin e. \u00c7awa ku t\u00ea gotin \u201cjin nav\u00ea xwe heye , bi we n\u00een e\u2019\u2019 ya div\u00ea ten\u00ea ne bi \u201cnav heye\u2019\u2019 q\u00eem b\u00ea an\u00een, gihi\u015ftina rasteq\u00eena \u201cbi xwe j\u00ee heye\u2019\u2019 ye. Ez pir z\u00eade\u00a0 eleqe n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea v\u00ea didim. Yan\u00ee jineke hey\u00ee derxistina rast\u00ea, jineke wisa hey\u00ee kirin b\u00fbyereke pir gir\u00eeng e.<\/p>\n

Di nava me de jin pir kir\u00eat, pir xeternak e. Jina ku w\u00ea bibe hey\u00ee b\u00fbyereke pir bi nirxdar e. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ev ney\u00ea \u00e7elexwar\u00eekirin \u00fb ji q\u00eemeta w\u00ea ney\u00ea daxistin. Jinek\u00ea hey\u00ee kirin, hey\u00eekirina netewek\u00ea ye; partiy\u00ea dana azadkirin, jiyan\u00ea gih\u00ee\u015ftandina h\u00eazeke rewneq e. L\u00ea \u00e7awa ku min got, ev yek di w\u00ee te\u015fey\u00ea ku hun dikin de qet nabe. Ev bi salan e ez p\u00ea mij\u00fbl dibim, l\u00ea heya niha j\u00ee tam p\u00eak nean\u00eeme. H\u00ea j\u00ee ez zor\u00ea didim xwe. Jixwe malbat damezrakeke ku me diqed\u00eene. Heya ku gir\u00eadan bi her away\u00ee ney\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistin, ma ez dikarim xwe tevl\u00ee nava \u00e7erxa w\u00ea bikim? Yeka ku di malbat\u00ea de, civak\u00ea de \u00fb hem j\u00ee di bin nav\u00ea t\u00eakiliya azad de min hewqas bixwe, bixeniq\u00eene \u00fb biqurt\u00eene, di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de ma \u00e7ima ez\u00ea xwe p\u00ea de berdim? Ez\u00ea bimirim, l\u00ea ez\u00ea xwe saxlem bigirim.<\/p>\n

Niha ev pirs ji bo we b\u00eatir sot\u00eener e. K\u00ea bi dest\u00ea we bigire, roja duyem\u00een dikare we bix\u00eene. We k\u00eejan zilam\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f xist? We k\u00eejan zilam\u00ee gihand viyana azad \u00fb wekhev? Hun \u00e7iqas p\u00ea ewle dibin? Div\u00ea ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea hun hindek xwe l\u00eapirs\u00een bikin. Beriya azwer\u00ee \u00fb hestan div\u00ea hun bib\u00eajin, \u201cev t\u00eakiliya em p\u00ea r\u00fb bi r\u00fb mane \u00e7i ye?\u2019\u2019 Ez dib\u00eenim ku hun tev hindik z\u00eade hatine xapandin \u00fb pi\u015ftre j\u00ee ev li ser\u00ea min dibe bela.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e mirov r\u00eazdar be. Hindek di asta netew de birame. Jina rast\u00een puxte bi puxte pew\u00eest e wisa be, div\u00ea bibe al\u00eegir \u00fb h\u00eaza \u00e7areseriya jiyan\u00ea. K\u00eejan hevala me ya jin v\u00ea yek\u00ea ji xwe re kiriye pirsgir\u00eak? Ev, qet ne diyar e. Heye yan tune ye, ma xwediy\u00ea n\u00ear\u00eenek\u00ea ye, xebata w\u00ea heye yan na? Ez hizir nakim ku bi min j\u00ee t\u00eadigih\u00eejin. Li pa\u015f min bi awayek\u00ee, li p\u00ea\u015f min bi awayek\u00ee. Ez wateyek\u00ea j\u00ee nadim\u00ea. Va, \u00e7awa ku min qala w\u00ea kir, ew t\u00eakiliya feodal, t\u00eep\u00ea ku t\u00eakiliya mal-mulk\u00ea di\u00e7esp\u00eene, dixwaze bi wan numerey\u00ean jineka sih\u00eal gir\u00ea bide. Ya min hindek h\u00eaza min heye. Bikaran\u00eena v\u00ea h\u00eaza min ve, yekser \u00fb bi te\u015feyek\u00ea pir kerax dixwaze were ser kar. Li ser w\u00ea zayend\u00eetiya ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e azad b\u00ea jiyandin \u00fb bibe r\u00fbmeta mirov, siyaset\u00ea ava dike. Va, wisa dib\u00eaje, \u201czilam\u00ea Kurd bi zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ve pir gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye, wisa dikare b\u00ea kir\u00een; yek j\u00ee ji bo jin\u00ea gel\u015fa nam\u00fbs\u00ea ye.\u2019\u2019 Wisa destgirtina zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea, b\u00easinciya her\u00ee mezin e. Sinc \u00fb nam\u00fbs di ku dera v\u00ea de ye? Teb\u00ee dema ku ez v\u00ea napejir\u00eenim, t\u00ea gotin \u201c\u00e7ima ev zilam wisa ye?\u2019\u2019 W\u00ea vexwendiy\u00ea azadiy\u00ea dikim, t\u00ea gotin, \u201cnax\u00ear! Em ten\u00ea dikarin zayend\u00eetiya xwe hewqas bazar bikin.\u2019\u2019 Ez dib\u00eajim, nax\u00ear! Tu ten\u00ea dikar\u00ee zayend\u00eetiya xwe bi xwezay\u00ee bij\u00ee. Ger tu bi xwazay\u00ee nejiyay\u00ee, tu sextekarek \u00ee!<\/p>\n

Gotin\u00ean m\u00eena, \u201chewqas xweperest, hewqas xwediy\u00ea mal-mulk\u2019\u2019 di nav \u00e7emka min a \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee de c\u00ee nagirin. \u015eer di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de hindek p\u00ea\u015f dikeve \u00fb tund e. Di bingeh de ji l\u00eakol\u00een\u00ea re mijareke nirxdar e. Yan\u00ee viyana azad bi h\u00easan\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f nakeve. T\u00ea gotin, \u201c\u00c7ima hewqas li ser v\u00ea disekinin?\u2019\u2019 Helbet p\u00eaw\u00eest e, em li ser bi berfireh\u00ee bisekinin. Heta hun \u00e7ima tevl\u00ee nabin, hun \u00e7ima li p\u00ea\u015f dibine asteng, div\u00ea hun hindek v\u00ea f\u00eam bikin. L\u00ea min sepandiye ku q\u00eemeteke mezin didim azadiya we. Viyan \u00fb zaneb\u00fbna we ya azad ser\u00ee rakir\u00ee ye. Derfet \u00fb fersend ketine dest. Hun nikarin \u00eenkar bikin ku jiyana niha ji ya kevin bi q\u00eemetir e. Jiyana niha pir bilindtir e \u00fb biryara we p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Ev j\u00ee bingeh\u00ea r\u00eazdariya mirov e.<\/p>\n

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Ev got\u00fbb\u00eaj wisa bi r\u00ea ve di\u00e7in. Hun j\u00ee berfireh\u00ee tevl\u00ee bibin. Ez hizir dikim ku ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re bers\u00eevday\u00eeneke ku ji hem\u00fb netew re bibe mal \u00fb heta nirx tevl\u00ee mirovatiy\u00ea bike, gengaz e. Ez hewl didim ku \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea wisa bidim p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Gelo h\u00eaza n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya we \u00e7awa ye? Teb\u00ee eleqe \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean we j\u00ee q\u00eemetek\u00ea diderbir\u00eenin. Ji ber ev ne wisa ye ku karibe yekal\u00ee p\u00eak were. Div\u00ea hun xwe tevl\u00ee bikin. Hizir dikim ya her\u00ee rast ev e. K\u00eamasiya xwe heye yan na, nizanim. Dibe ku hinek babet\u00ean z\u00eadetir bixwazin b\u00ean vekirin hebin. Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de j\u00ee min got. Derfet\u00ean ku hun dikarin her\u00ee z\u00eade rehet bin, ji her pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea gir\u00eeng re, ji her ti\u015ftek\u00ee ku wek tab\u00fby\u00ea t\u00ea d\u00eetin re pir h\u00easan n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan bidin hene. Em dib\u00eajin, \u00e7i bextewar\u00ee ye ku bi dest\u00ea xwe em ji n\u00fb ve mirov\u00ean xwe diafir\u00eenin. Mirovat\u00ee v\u00ea fersend\u00ea bi dest girtiye. Ez rew\u015fa we nizanim. Rew\u015fa min ji bo got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin\u00ea hindek derfet dide. Weke kesek\u00ee li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee we hem w\u00earek\u00ee day\u00een hem j\u00ee, b\u00fby\u00eena min di h\u00eaza \u00e7areseriy\u00ea de zem\u00eenek\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fke\u015fkirin mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Hun\u00ea v\u00ea rast binirx\u00eenin. Di her hal\u00ee de hun\u00ea gelek h\u00eaz bigirin \u00fb teb\u00ee di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de j\u00ee tevl\u00ee bibin. Hun tev dikarin bibin namzetek\u00ea hevalbendiya ba\u015f.<\/p>\n

Di rew\u015fa we de gava ku t\u00eaketina t\u00eakiliyan p\u00eak t\u00ea, bi \u00eeht\u00eemaleke mezin bi aliy\u00ean riz\u00ee ve, y\u00ean ku ne saxlem in t\u00eaketin \u00e7\u00eadibe. Yan\u00ee di bingeh de ya ku t\u00ea parastin, ew gen\u00ean in ku we bi pergal\u00ea \u00fb bi rasteq\u00eena civak\u00ea ve gir\u00ea didin. Cewaziyeke min a din j\u00ee di vir\u00ea de dest p\u00ea dike. Min xwe b\u00eest salan bi rengek\u00ee rewneq tevl\u00ee t\u00eakiliyan kir. Mirov dikare bib\u00eaje ku di nava y\u00ean hey\u00ee de, ev \u015f\u00eawaza tevl\u00eekirina her\u00ee xurt e. Ez bi hem\u00fb heza xwe ve ji l\u00eestik\u00ea re heme. Ji bo avakirina r\u00eaxistin\u00ea bi hem\u00fb ri\u015fta xwe ve heme. Li gelek eleman\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea din\u00ear\u00ee, wek fantaziyek\u00ea dib\u00eenin, weke ku dem\u00ean xwe y\u00ean vala binirx\u00eenin dib\u00eenin. D\u00eesa dibistan \u00fb malbata wan, \u00e7are\u00e7ar didome. Cewaz\u00ee di v\u00ea der\u00ea de b\u00fb. \u015eore\u015fgertiy\u00ea weke fantaziyek\u00ea, weke luksek\u00ea, weke modayek\u00ea layiq\u00ea xwe did\u00eetin. Teb\u00ee dema ku ev wisa dib\u00fb, ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku digotin \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ne, di q\u00eemeteke ku pir xap\u00eenok, ji puxte qut, z\u00eade k\u00fbrb\u00fbn n\u00een e, bi rehet\u00ee t\u00ea karan\u00een, p\u00ea t\u00ea leyistin \u00fb t\u00ea h\u00eali\u015ftin dima. Di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de berxwed\u00eariya me her ku \u00e7\u00fb p\u00ea\u015f ket. Her wek\u00ee ku \u015fore\u015f, ti\u015ftek\u00ee her\u00ee nirxdar e, w\u00ea gav\u00ea div\u00ea mirov bi hem\u00fb h\u00eaza xwe \u00fb bi hem\u00fb aliy\u00ean her\u00ee nirxdar ve xwe tevl\u00ee bike. Hun dizanin ku ev vegeriya \u015fer\u00ea r\u00eaxistineke mezin. Me bi rengek\u00ee rewneq biriya xwe da ser r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, afirandina r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, ew h\u00eaza ku me di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean takekes\u00ee de nikarib\u00fb p\u00eak an\u00eeba, l\u00eager\u00eena nav r\u00eaxistin\u00ea da ku em p\u00eak b\u00eenin, p\u00ea\u015fxistina b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb siyaseta nav r\u00eaxistin\u00ea \u00fb tim \u00fb tim da prat\u00eek\u00ea. Ev ji \u00e7i re bers\u00eev e? Ev, di bingeh de ji pergal\u00ea \u00fb di nava pergal\u00ea de ew hevalbendiya ku me nikarib\u00fb peyda bikira j\u00ea re bers\u00eevek\u00ea mezin b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Li wir\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe y\u00ean bingeh\u00een di gelala roman\u00ea de dat\u00eenim rast\u00ea. Ger hun bala bidin\u00ea, di \u015f\u00eawazeke pir balk\u00ea\u015f de ye. Di aliyek\u00ee de eleqey\u00ean min \u00ean rewneq, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean min \u00fb heza min a k\u00ea\u015fvan, di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee kevneperestiya awarte ya aliy\u00ea dijber, sar\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb xeniqok\u00ee ya wek qe\u015fay\u00ea, di bingeh de rew\u015feke ku w\u00ea bi ku der\u00ea ve bibe nediyar e… Bi can e yan ne bi can e, ew j\u00ee ne diyar e. Carna wek marek\u00ee gezoker, d\u00eesa carna wek marek\u00ee sar, l\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee ki\u015fki\u015f\u00eenek heye. Ez \u00e7ima dev j\u00ea bernadim? Ew \u00e7ema v\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea terk nake? Gelala roman\u00ea hindek j\u00ee v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea di naveroka xwe de peyda dike. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea bingeh digire: Di bingeh de gengaz e ku t\u00eakil\u00ee ney\u00ea avakirin, dikare hema di c\u00ee d\u00ea terk bike, l\u00ea dikeve pey. Taybetmendiyek\u00ea din j\u00ee, va di v\u00ea der\u00ea de ye. Heya daw\u00ee nean\u00eena t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea dev j\u00ea bernedan ango ka \u00e7i ye \u00fb ne \u00e7i ye, e\u015fkere kirin heye. Ba\u015f be ba\u015f e, xirab be xirab e; ger bije bide jiyandin, ger b\u00ea av\u00eatin bav\u00eaje. B\u00eat\u00eako\u015f\u00een, b\u00eahesab, b\u00eal\u00eapirs\u00een dev j\u00ea bernedan, l\u00ea di heman dem\u00ea de qedandin…Yan\u00ee \u015f\u00eawazake t\u00eakiliy\u00ea… Ne her ti\u015ft\u00ea xwe di oxira w\u00ea de bi\u015fewit\u00eene, ne j\u00ee ni\u015fkave xwe bide \u015fewitandin! Na, hewl bide ku tu aliy\u00ea dijber f\u00eam \u00fb \u00e7areser bik\u00ee. Bi hizra min ev, di heman dem\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina peyv\u00ea ye, p\u00eavajoya rexneday\u00eena w\u00ea ye. Ger b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin rexneday\u00eena li w\u00ea der\u00ea pir balk\u00ea\u015f e. T\u00eakiliy\u00ea kom \u00fb partiy\u00ea, di kom\u00ea de t\u00eakiliya jinek\u00ea \u00fb li w\u00ea der\u00ea t\u00eakiliya \u015fer bi pergala civak\u00ee re pir bi hostay\u00ee, hem j\u00ee bi hedan \u00fb eleqey\u00ea t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin. Bi gor r\u00eap\u00eevanan tevger\u00een, ger ku bi qas\u00ee ser\u00ea derziy\u00ea puxteya p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea hebe ji bo girtin\u00ea hewl day\u00een, t\u00eakiliyeke ku heval\u00ean mil\u00eetan y\u00ean nirxdar rojek\u00ea j\u00ee nikarin bitebit\u00eenin ango n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya ku dixwestin bi mirin\u00ea ve ceza bikin, deh sal bi xedar\u00ee \u00fb ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve di ast\u00ean b\u00eahedar de w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fandana jiyandin\u00ea heye. Teb\u00ee asta v\u00ea ya dewlet\u00ea, herifandina li ser r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, l\u00ea bi v\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fketina r\u00eaxistin\u00ea j\u00ee mijareke nirxandina siyas\u00ee ya cuda ye. Ev der ne kar\u00ea w\u00eajey\u00ea ye. Di encam de \u00e7i derket? Rexneyeke mezin li ser malbat\u00ea, dah\u00fbr\u00eena jin\u00ea, ji v\u00ea der\u00ea p\u00ea ve encam\u00ean ku gih\u00ee\u015ftin \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb; yan\u00ee encama \u201cdiv\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00e7awa bin\u2019\u2019 derket.<\/p>\n

Asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ean di navbera mirov\u00ean Kurd de \u00e7i ye? Korgir\u00eak\u00ean t\u00eakiliy\u00ea, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean mir\u00ee, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean bi tay\u00ea pemb\u00fb ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee, \u00eecar t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku bi nirx\u00ean bilind \u00ean bingeh\u00een ve nehatine gir\u00eadan, pergala t\u00eakiliy\u00ean li welat \u00fb gel\u00ea xwe xiyanet, a ku b\u00eah\u00eaz dikeve, ji dijmin re lavelav dike, p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f diki\u015f\u00eene, w\u00ea \u00e7end pere bike? Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam \u00e7i ye? Ev t\u00eakil\u00ee li derdora zayend\u00eetiyeke b\u00eate\u015fe hatine avakirin. Me v\u00ea yek\u00ea ba\u015f derxiste zelaliy\u00ea: Dixwaze di jiyana gund de, dixwaze di ya bajar de, di b\u00fbyera Kurd de ji berjewendiy\u00ean bingeh\u00een \u00ean netew\u00ee, siyas\u00ee, \u00e7and\u00ee, heta civak\u00ee \u00fb abor\u00ee hewqas d\u00fbrxistin p\u00eak hatiye ku, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de tuneb\u00fbna nirxan di astek\u00ee hewqas p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee de ye ku, di dest\u00ea mirovan de ten\u00ea \u00fb ten\u00ea ajoy\u00ean wan \u00ean b\u00eate\u015fe mane. Ev \u00e7i ne? Ev ajoy\u00ean b\u00eer\u00e7itiy\u00ea ne, ajoy\u00ean zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ne. Dema ku ev j\u00ee di b\u00ee\u00e7imek\u00ee her\u00ee b\u00eate\u015fe de t\u00ean peydakirin, bers\u00eeva wan dibe \u201cya reb\u00ee \u015fikir, em \u00eero j\u00ee ter b\u00fbn.\u2019\u2019 Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de q\u00eema xwe bi nanek\u00ee ziwa \u00fb girar\u00ea b\u00eene! D\u00eesa bi t\u00eakiliyeke jin-zilam \u00ea her\u00ee b\u00eate\u015fe mal \u00fb mulk\u00ea esas bigire! L\u00eager\u00eena xwe\u015fiktiyek her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbcik \u00fb civakb\u00fbn\u00ea n\u00een e, \u00eecar ramandineke gir\u00eaday\u00ee bi bingeh\u00ea siyas\u00ee ve qet n\u00een e. \u00c7i ma li pa\u015f? Ger te xwarineke savar\u00ea peyda kir, ji te re bravo! Ku te jin ango zilamek peyda kir, w\u00ea tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee \u201cheb\u00fbn \u00fb tuneb\u00fbna min ev e!\u2019\u2019 Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee encam ev e. Dema ku ti\u015ft bi yek\u00ee t\u00ea dib\u00eaje, \u201cheb\u00fbn \u00fb tuneb\u00fbna min \u00e7\u00fb.\u2019\u2019 Xwe qediyay\u00ee dihesib\u00eene. Ma c\u00eehan hewqas e? \u00c7i hat bi c\u00eehana siyas\u00ee? C\u00eehana te ya le\u015fker\u00ee heye yan na? C\u00eehana te ya \u00e7and\u00ee \u00fb felsef\u00ee li ku der\u00ea ye?<\/p>\n

Em dikarin b\u00eatir vekin. Ma c\u00eehan qet n\u00een e? Di mirov\u00ean Kurd de c\u00eehan n\u00een e. Ji ber ku dijmin her ti\u015ft\u00ee ji dest girtiye. Ger b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, rew\u015feke giyan\u00ee ya ku dijmin afirandiye heye. Bi taybet j\u00ee malbat vegeriyaye damezrakeke mezin \u00e7elexwar\u00eekirina m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea ango xistin\u00ea. Di v\u00ea dere de ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ea jin-zilam z\u00eadetir, t\u00eakiliyeke rencdar, nay\u00ea ki\u015fandin \u00fb jiyan\u00ea jehr dike mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ez bi xwe ji v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea reviyam \u00fb b\u00fbm \u015fore\u015fger. Her ku min t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb jiyana nay\u00ea tebatkirin ya di malbat\u00ea de did\u00eetim, diketim nava erjeng\u00ea \u00fb min xwe diav\u00eat Enqer\u00ea, dibistan \u00fb \u015fore\u015fgertiy\u00ea. Malbata Kurd k\u00eam-z\u00eade malbateke wisa ye. Dibe ku hinek malbat\u00ean hevkarmend cuda bin, l\u00ea asta gelemper\u00ee wisa ye. Ez hizir dikim ku ya min jiyaye di ve mijar\u00ea de jiyana her\u00ee di quncik de ye; te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eakiliya rew\u015fa her\u00ee xizan, her\u00ee zor \u00fb her\u00ee b\u00ea\u00eed\u00eea ye. Her wiha ji van t\u00eakiliyan bi lezgin\u00ee qut dibim. Ev t\u00eakil\u00ee ji min re qet ti\u015ftek\u00ee bel\u00ean nakin, hing\u00ea dive ez bi xwe biafir\u00eenim. Yan\u00ee bi xwe birame, bi xwe peyda bike. Ev j\u00ee, di p\u00eevan\u00ean awarte de r\u00ea vedike ji hewldan\u00ean min \u00ean r\u00ea vekirin ango gih\u00ee\u015ftina nirx \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee re. Ez xwe ji her kes\u00ee z\u00eadetir ne\u00e7ar h\u00ees dikim. Ev dibe eger ku ez xwe tevl\u00ee bikim, hewldan\u00ean xwe biponij\u00een bikim, hema hema bi her away\u00ee peywir\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea hemb\u00eaz bikim. Teor\u00ee be teor\u00ee, \u00e7ek be \u00e7ek, ev yek dibe ne\u00e7ariya peydakirina her ti\u015ft\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Me di dir\u00eajahiya v\u00ea p\u00eavajoya nirxandin\u00ea de, ji b\u00fbyera nehezkirina mezin re p\u00eanase \u00e7\u00eakir. Min nih\u00ear\u00ee ku, rasteq\u00eena ku ez dijim, rasteq\u00eena netewek\u00ee ye. Dema ku min w\u00ea rasteq\u00eena riz\u00eeb\u00fby\u00ee, \u00ead\u00ee wisa b\u00fbye ku di derbar\u00ea w\u00ea de gihandina biryara \u201cmir\u00ee ye\u2019\u2019 \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbye ango fermana \u201cw\u00ea b\u00ea ku\u015ftin\u2019\u2019 hatiye day\u00een d\u00eet, wa hing\u00ea ber bi vej\u00een\u00ea ve r\u00ea wergirtin \u00fb xwe bi gor w\u00ea afirandin p\u00eaw\u00eest dikir.<\/p>\n

D\u00eeqat bikin, wateyeke hewldan\u00ean min \u00ean din j\u00ee, hewldan\u00ean vej\u00een\u00ea ne. Ez v\u00ee nav\u00ee h\u00ea l\u00ea nakim, hewldan\u00ean zind\u00eekirin\u00ea ne. Hema hema her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku derdikeve p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee min per\u00e7iqand\u00ee, \u00e7ilmis\u00ee, b\u00ea\u00eed\u00eea, b\u00eaeleqe, b\u00eacan, hindek ji jiyan\u00ea d\u00fbr e. Jiyan bi min re h\u00eaz qezenc kir. \u00c7ima? Ev j\u00ee niha li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea b\u00fbyereke mezin e. Min xwe \u00e7awa vegerand \u00e7avkaniya jiyan\u00ea? Ez bark\u00ea\u015f\u00ea raman\u00ea me; min xwe xistiye rew\u015fa bark\u00ea\u015f\u00ea hest, azwer\u00ee, h\u00eaz, \u00e7ek bi kurtas\u00ee her ti\u015ft \u00ee. Ev t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea? Ev, li hember dijmin ango li hember her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku li ser jiyan\u00ea gef dike, \u015fer\u00ea hey\u00een\u00ea ye. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hewqas mezin dikim ku zor\u00ea didim asta netew \u00fb heta derbas dikim.<\/p>\n

Hun dib\u00eenin ku, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de t\u00eakil\u00ee li ba min b\u00eatir berfireh in; li ser bingeh\u00ea\u00a0 zanistiy\u00ea ye, bingeh\u00ea sinc\u00ee \u00fb felsef\u00ee n\u00fb ye. Ya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng j\u00ee bi h\u00eaz ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. Yan\u00ee t\u00eakiliya \u015f\u00eawazeke \u015fore\u015fger e. Bi \u015fer diafir\u00eenim \u00fb her ti\u015ft\u00ee di v\u00ea bingehe de belav dikim. Min xwe arastey\u00ea pirsgir\u00eaka t\u00eakiliya jin\u00ea kir; di wir\u00ea de min ber\u00ea xwe da koletiy\u00ea, b\u00fbyera kolekirin\u00ea \u00fb mal-mulkirin\u00ea. Min di hingek\u00ee de gelek endam\u00ean azad derxiste rast\u00ea. Di ber\u00ea de ji jinek\u00ea pir \u00fb pir direviyam. T\u00ea b\u00eera min, di\u00e7\u00fbm ba mel\u00ea gund \u00fb j\u00ea dipirsiyam, \u201cjin di dawet\u00ea de dileyizin, ez li wana bin\u00earim ma guneh e, yan x\u00ear e?\u2019\u2019 w\u00ee j\u00ee digot, \u201cdi s\u00eased metrey\u00ee de dikar\u00ee bin\u00ear\u00ee, z\u00eade guneh nay\u00ea jimartin.\u2019\u2019 Ez yek\u00ee wisa b\u00fbm ku, di qonaxek\u00ee de v\u00ea dijiyam. L\u00ea niha ji pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea re tevlib\u00fbneke min a awarte heye. Di ber\u00ea de pir pir ke\u00e7eke ciwan \u00fb xortek ku dihatin ba hev hema digotin, \u201cme hev \u00fb d\u00ee eciband, me \u00e7av berda hev\u2019\u2019 \u00fb di\u00e7\u00fbn. Niha hun dib\u00eenin: Qism\u00ea jin\u00ea hewqas p\u00ea\u015fketiye ku, ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan \u00ean ku ji koletiy\u00ea rizgar b\u00fbne li haw\u00eerdor me kom dibin, t\u00eakiliy\u00ea mil\u00eetan p\u00ea\u015f dikevin, dibine art\u00ea\u015f, hema hema baz didin hewldan\u00ean bi her away\u00ee. Asta pir p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee \u00fb l\u00eager\u00een\u00ean t\u00eakiliy\u00ea pir p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee hene. Hun tev ji dikarin t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pir berfireh p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Wisa nirxandin\u00ean pir teng n\u00een in, yek j\u00ee hevalbendiya pir berfireh \u00fb rew\u015fa avakirina hevalbendiy\u00ea heye.<\/p>\n

Hevalbendiya ku piraniya we di keviy\u00ea de derbas nedib\u00fb \u00fb h\u00eaz p\u00ea re peyda nedikir, em \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f dixin? Dema ez h\u00ea zarok b\u00fbm azwer\u00ee ya min b\u00fb; min digot, p\u00eaw\u00eest e jin j\u00ee di l\u00eestik\u00ea de be, di jiyan\u00ea de c\u00ee bigire. Niha em ji v\u00ea re bers\u00eeva her\u00ee berfireh didin. Rasteq\u00eena jin\u00ea ya ku civak dervey\u00ee dikir, niha bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee xwe tev\u00ee nava jiyan\u00ea dike. Di ber\u00ea de t\u00eakiliyeke jin\u00ea t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea zayend\u00eet\u00ee y\u00ea her\u00ee b\u00eate\u015fe b\u00fb. Zilam ango jina her\u00ee gewre di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi t\u00eakiliyeke pir b\u00eate\u015fe n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea hev dib\u00fbn. Jixwe zewac j\u00ee wisa ne. Ez hizir nakim ku zilamek\u00ee Kurd di ke\u00e7eke Kurd de h\u00eaza raman\u00ea bigere, bawer nakim ku h\u00eaza got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea bigere. Jixwe ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa j\u00ee ne gengaz e. \u00c7\u00fby\u00eena ba hev, bi te\u015feyek\u00ea tu k\u00ea y\u00ee, \u00e7i y\u00ee pirskirin j\u00ee tune. Ji d\u00fbr ve bi \u00ee\u015faret \u00fb n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ean bir\u00fb \u00fb \u00e7avan derbir\u00eena ecibandinek\u00ea mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ango n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke wan hest\u00ean ku dikarim bib\u00eajim kevnare \u00fb di hinav de pir z\u00eade hat\u00ee xwed\u00eekirin bi te\u015feyek\u00ea \u201crojek\u00ea em\u00ea hev bib\u00eenin \u00fb bigih\u00eejin hev\u2019\u2019 serdest e. Di bingeh de min van tevan hilwe\u015fand \u00fb \u015fikand. Xeyal\u00ean hesret\u00ea \u00e7\u00ee ne? Hest\u00ean kevnesale \u00e7i ne? Heta ez dib\u00eajim, ev tev xeternak in. Ya ku tu bij\u00ee, bije, rast hez bike, hezkirina xwe e\u015fkere bike. Teb\u00ee dema ku ez hezkirin\u00ea e\u015fkere dikim r\u00eap\u00eevanan dat\u00eenim. Li wir\u00ea te diki\u015f\u00eenim ber bi welatpar\u00eaziy\u00ea, azadib\u00fbn\u00ea, part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb \u015ferkirin\u00ea. Ku tu eg\u00eet b\u00ee, di hezkirin \u00fb azweriya xwe de xurt b\u00ee, li wir\u00ea xwe n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Eg\u00eed\u00ee di van sehayan de dibe. Ji ber ku ev nebin, tu ne ti\u015ftek \u00ee, pen\u00e7 pere q\u00eemeta hezkirina te nabe.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee ev bankirin\u00ean bi \u00eed\u00eea ne, bahaney\u00ean eg\u00eediya rasteq\u00een\u00ee ne. Ku hebe, ji t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb rasteq\u00eena ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan \u00fb xortan re w\u00ea tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee biravo! Ku p\u00eak ney\u00eene, jixwe miriye. Ango w\u00ea jiyana xwe deyne rast\u00ea \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea qezenc bike. Dema ku ez li derdora hewqas ban mirovan dikim mafdar im ango bi esas\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee me. Jiyan di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de t\u00ea qezenckirin. Her wiha y\u00ean puxtedar in tevl\u00ee dibin. Ev \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliyeke n\u00fb ye. Ke\u00e7a ciwan a ku dib\u00eaje, \u201cez eg\u00eed im, bi \u00eed\u00eea me\u2019\u2019 w\u00ea li ba min be. Wek\u00ee din \u00e7are ya w\u00ea n\u00een e. Ji ber ku di v\u00ea qonax\u00ea de y\u00ea ku v\u00ea mijar\u00ea her\u00ee z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f dixe, zelaliy\u00ea dide qezenckirin \u00fb rast tevl\u00ee dike ez im. Yan\u00ee dema t\u00ea gotin, b\u00fbyera serokatiy\u00ea ve xwe gir\u00ea bidin, t\u00ea v\u00ea watey\u00ea: Serokat\u00ee di aliy\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee de, di v\u00ea qonax\u00ea de dibe h\u00eaza h\u00eem\u00ee ya dah\u00fbr\u00eener. H\u00eaz \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ea din z\u00eade mirov nadin jiyandin. Ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean we y\u00ean ku bi r\u00eaxistin, zilam, jin, malbat ango r\u00eaveberiy\u00ea re hene, yan\u00ee \u00e7awa dibe bila bibe, di her aliy\u00ea de t\u00earb\u00fbn\u00ee \u00e7\u00eanake. Aliyek\u00ee v\u00ea y\u00ea din j\u00ee, z\u00eade hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdar\u00ee tev\u00ee jiyana mirov nake. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku k\u00eam e \u00fb serkeftina xwe tune. Zilam baw\u00eariya xwe ya \u015fore\u015f\u00ea hebe j\u00ee, ka w\u00ea \u00e7iqas karibe \u00e7\u00eabike diyar e. Ne \u015fore\u015fgerek\u00ee xurt e. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee nikare te bigire, nikare bi te t\u00eabigih\u00eeje. Tu j\u00ee z\u00eade nikar\u00ee t\u00eabigih\u00eej\u00ee \u00fb bigir\u00ee. Ev nakokiyeke ku li benda \u00e7areseriyeke rast\u00een\u00ee ye. Helbet y\u00ea ku li \u00e7areseriy\u00ea digere di t\u00eakiliyan de j\u00ee xurt e. Yek\u00ee ku \u00e7areseriy\u00ea di esas de hel dike, t\u00eakiliya jin ango ya jin-zilam rast digire dest \u00fb dikare berek\u00ee rast bide t\u00eakiliy\u00ea.<\/p>\n

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Hezkirina ku bi welat \u00fb \u00e7\u00eenayetiy\u00ea ve nay\u00ea gir\u00eadan <\/strong><\/p>\n

ne tu ti\u015ft e<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Me di Axaftin\u00ean Tirmeh\u00ea de hinek bingehan dan\u00ee. Me di sal\u00ean bor\u00ee de j\u00ee heman ti\u015ftan got. Ew rast b\u00fbn \u00fb niha j\u00ee b\u00fbne d\u00eer\u00fb\u015fme. Hezkirina ku bi welat \u00fb \u00e7\u00eenayetiy\u00ea ve nay\u00ea gir\u00eadan, ne tu ti\u015ft e. Ji bo ku gir\u00eadan p\u00eak were, helbet p\u00eadiviya hewldaneke puxtey\u00ee heye. Di axaftin\u00ea de dixwaze, l\u00ea di prat\u00eek\u00ea de berevaj\u00ee p\u00eak t\u00ea. W\u00ea tu \u00e7i bik\u00ee ji xort ango ke\u00e7eke wisa? T\u00eakiliy\u00ean wan \u00e7end pere dike? Ber bi hezkirin\u00ea ve nabe, dikuje, di\u015fewit\u00eene. Teb\u00ee ez dib\u00eajim ev, bers\u00eev\u00ean ku me ji pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 re day\u00ee ne. Rast e, zor e; hezkirin qas\u00ee \u015fer zor e. Afirandina hezkirin\u00ea, avakirina hezkirin\u00ea, p\u00eakan\u00eena jiyaneke ku hezkirin\u00ea bingeh digire, t\u00ea wateya ji \u015fer bi serkeftin derkiten\u00ea. Ev j\u00ee beramber\u00ea avakirana art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea, avakirina r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ye \u00fb bi misoger\u00ee ji peywiran re bi serkeftin bers\u00eev day\u00een e. Pi\u015ft\u00ee wan maf\u00ea we y\u00ean ji hev \u00fb d\u00ee re q\u00eemet day\u00een \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirina hezkiren\u00ea dikare hebe. \u00c7awa ku min got di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de dur\u00fbt\u00ee \u00fb seransertiy\u00ea re z\u00eade c\u00ee n\u00een e. Jiyan ji te re p\u00eakan\u00een\u00ea \u015fert dike. Tu p\u00eak b\u00een\u00ee dikar\u00ee bij\u00ee, tu \u015fer bik\u00ee dikar\u00ee bij\u00ee. Her ku jiyan azad dibe, p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea hezkirin \u00fb mirov j\u00ee b\u00eay\u00ee v\u00ea nabin. Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin h\u00ea j\u00ee li derdora van pirsan diponije. L\u00ea k\u00ea maf\u00ea xwe y\u00ea jiyan\u00ea heye, k\u00ea al\u00eegir\u00ea azadiy\u00ea ye, k\u00ea maf \u00fb wateya w\u00ea did\u00ea \u00fb k\u00ea sextey\u00ean v\u00ea ne? Dah\u00fbr\u00een bi \u015fev \u00fb roj bi v\u00ea ve mij\u00fbl dibin. Hun bi nav\u00ea endam\u00ean azadiy\u00ea ku ji qad\u00ean curbecur hatine, bi pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean curbecur derketine \u00fb tevl\u00ee b\u00fbne. Hun, z\u00eade neb\u00fbne h\u00eaza \u00e7areseriy\u00ea. Hun dib\u00eenin ku, niha rew\u015f hindek\u00ee d\u00eetir cuda ne. A rast j\u00ee ne\u00e7ar e wisa be. Beriya her ti\u015ft\u00ee merc\u00ean wekhev \u00fb azad p\u00eaw\u00eest in.<\/p>\n

Karek\u00ee d\u00ee y\u00ea ku min kiriye, ji mirovek\u00ee re q\u00eemeta her\u00ee ba\u015f a ku ez berp\u00ea\u015f bikim, day\u00eena fersenda hinek\u00ee d\u00eetir azad ramandin\u00ea ye. Ev, w\u00ea fersenda libatkirina azad bid\u00ea, b\u00eay\u00ee \u00e7espandin \u00fb beriya li ser serdestb\u00fbn\u00ea, wan merc\u00ean ku viyana w\u00ea\/\u00ee derdixe rast\u00ea biafir\u00eene. D\u00eeqat bikin, a ku em didin hem\u00fb gel\u00ea Kurd j\u00ee ev e. A ku em didin jinan j\u00ee ev e: Viyan\u00ea derxistina rast\u00ea, \u015fer\u00ea viyan\u00ea. Ev t\u00eak\u00fbz hate me\u015fandin. Ji ber ku y\u00ea viyana xwe n\u00een e, b\u00eaeleqe ye \u00fb z\u00eade nikare hezkirin\u00ea derx\u00eene rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Me got, can\u00ean mir\u00ee. Mirov bi beden\u00ean mir\u00ee nikare hez bike, ji mirov nay\u00ea hezkirin. Dibe ku ji hinekan re ecay\u00eep were, l\u00ea di vekirin\u00ea de feyde heye. Beden\u00ean piraniya jin\u00ean Kurd mir\u00ee, b\u00eahnket\u00ee, sar \u00fb pir b\u00eate\u015fe ne. f\u00eez\u00eeka wan hindek wisa ye, giyana wan \u00e7ilmis\u00ee ye. Asta raman\u00ea qet n\u00een e. Ke\u00e7a gund bigire, ke\u00e7 ango xort\u00ea burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk bigire, j\u00ea re bib\u00eaje bib\u00eaje, ne tu ti\u015ftek e; qas\u00ee t\u00fbt\u00ee nikare peyvan dubare bike. W\u00ea tu \u00e7i bij\u00ee? Hezkirin, di hest, raman \u00fb parvekirina jiyan\u00ea de tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn dixwaze. L\u00ea ya me wek \u00e7iyay\u00ea qe\u015fay\u00ea ye ango \u00e7ilmis\u00ee ye. Bi yek-du peyvan her ti\u015ft\u00ee j\u00ea dike \u00fb dav\u00eaje. Wisa ye, yan\u00ee bi her away\u00ee b\u00ear\u00eazdariy\u00ea di\u00e7esp\u00eene. Mirov ji v\u00ea jiyan\u00ea \u00e7i t\u00eadigih\u00eeje? Ke\u00e7ikek, xwez\u00ee bi xortek wisa t\u00eene, xortek j\u00ee bi ke\u00e7ek wisa xwez\u00ee t\u00eene \u00fb di demeke kurt de hev \u00fb d\u00ee mehf dikin. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku t\u00eakil\u00ee ji nirx\u00ean bingeh\u00een p\u00eamen in.<\/p>\n

Ez e\u015fkere bib\u00eajim; t\u00eakiliyeke wisa naecib\u00eenim \u00fb layiq\u00ea tu kes\u00ee j\u00ee nab\u00eenim. Belk\u00ee li ser we z\u00eade mudaxele dikim, l\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eestiya mudaxelekirin\u00ea dib\u00eenim. Ji ber ku ji te\u015fe bigirin heya usl\u00fbp \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya we p\u00eaw\u00eest e her ti\u015ft b\u00ean edilandin. Niha mirovek\u00ee azad li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea jiyana xwe di radeyeke yekem\u00een de, ez bi biryar dikim. Ev qas\u00ee asta biryar\u00ean netew di\u00e7in. Yan\u00ee d\u00eesa j\u00ee dib\u00eajim, dixwazim bi \u00e7i re bij\u00eem? P\u00eaw\u00eest e hem di p\u00eevanga jin \u00fb hem di ya zilam de ya her\u00ee bi nam\u00fbs, a her\u00ee durust w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Bi gotineke din, ten\u00ea ne di aliy\u00ea sinc\u00ee de ez bib\u00eajim, aliy\u00ea siyas\u00ee \u00fb felsef\u00ee de w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Y\u00ean ku dixwazin c\u00eehaneke n\u00fb ava bikin, w\u00ea ji k\u00eejan kesayetiyan ava bin? Jinek w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Hizir nekin ku ji ber xwe ve derdikeve rast\u00ea. Ger ev \u015f\u00eawaza me ya bi nirxandin\u00ean pir \u00e7et\u00een derxistina rast\u00ea nebe, niha piraniya we ke\u00e7\u00ean mal\u00ea b\u00fbn, koley\u00ean zilaman b\u00fbn. Mudaxeley\u00ean hey\u00ee hindik z\u00eade we ber bi hizirandin\u00ea ve dibe. Di bingeh de pol\u00eet\u00eekayek e \u00fb di nava partiy\u00ea de t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin: Jin\u00ea serbest berde, dixwaze bibe kole. J\u00ea re asteng deyne, bila demeke dir\u00eaj li ser piy\u00ean xwe bime\u015fe, biaxive, got\u00fbb\u00eaj bike, \u00e7ek j\u00ee bigire dest\u00ea xwe. Em bin\u00earin ka w\u00ea karibe \u00e7i bike? Yan\u00ee pir e\u015fkere ye, di nava civaka me de jin, ji siya zilam nikare derkeve. Tu bi keseke hewqas raj\u00ear re w\u00ea karib\u00ee k\u00eejan azadiy\u00ea par vek\u00ee? Zilam j\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee ku jineke hewqas kole dib\u00eene, di xwe de w\u00ea \u00e7iqas hest\u00ean azadiy\u00ea karibe p\u00ea\u015f bixe? Weke malek\u00ee koleya w\u00ee heye, li ser\u00ea bi her cure zext, kedxwar\u00ee, \u00ee\u015fkence \u00fb l\u00eadan\u00ea disep\u00eene. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de ev zilam j\u00ee qediyaye \u00fb yek\u00ee serobero ye. Jin\u00ea j\u00ee zilamek\u00ee wisa ji xwe re layiq d\u00eetiye. Yan\u00ee di ciyek\u00ee de heway\u00ea ku saq e gore liyaq e! Ew v\u00ea dix\u00eene, ev j\u00ee w\u00ee dix\u00eene. Ew bi te\u015feyek\u00ea her\u00ee dexel n\u00eaz\u00eek dibe, ev bi te\u015feyek\u00ea her\u00ee dexel n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea w\u00ee dibe. Va di vir de xistina kesayetiy\u00ea, qedana hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdariy\u00ea derdikeve rast\u00ea. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee di malbata Kurd de jiyana me ev e.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee ev tev rew\u015f\u00ean giran in. Merc\u00ean ku hun j\u00ea hatine, hindik z\u00eade we di van rew\u015fan de daye jiyandin. L\u00ea hun dib\u00eenin ku n\u00eavenga me b\u00eatir cewaz e. Yan\u00ee ez li ser h\u00eaza xwe ya puxtey\u00ee hewl didim ku hin ti\u015ftan bikim. Dah\u00fbr\u00een, h\u00eetab bangawaz\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean min \u00ean di derbar\u00ea asta takekes\u00ee, kom\u00ee, partiy\u00ee \u00fb netew\u00ee de hene. Ji ber ku ez dilbest\u00ea azadiya mezin im, bi wateyek\u00ea di mijara jin\u00ea de bi hezaran derdixim rast\u00ea. Bi hizra min \u00e7i zilam nikare hewqas berfireh be. Zilamek t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe bi jinek\u00ea re pir s\u00eenordar in. \u00cecar ku zilam\u00ea Kurd dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, bi taybet\u00ee di v\u00ea qonax\u00ea de teng in, wisa z\u00eade nikare wateyek\u00ea l\u00ea bike. Ev j\u00ee xeternak e. Min hindek wate l\u00ea kir, fireh girt \u00fb derket rast\u00ea ku w\u00ea karibe encaman bide. Ger ku jinek\u00ea dabana gir\u00eadan ango min bi mirit\u00ee xwe dabama gir\u00eadan, belk\u00ee j\u00ee w\u00ea netewek biqedaya. Heke ku di b\u00fbyera w\u00ea tekiliy\u00ea de min xetayek mezin kiriba (ev xeter\u00ee j\u00ee heb\u00fb) belk\u00ee j\u00ee em\u00ea ji b\u00fby\u00eena netew derketibana.<\/p>\n

Er\u00ea, we \u00e7ar\u00e7ova n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea hindik z\u00eade jiya. Hizir dikim ku bi gor kevin b\u00eatir dana qezenckirina raman \u00fb bergeh derkete rast\u00ea. Di kesayetiya we de ji ber\u00ea z\u00eadetir ewley\u00ee heye. Hun bi xwe diramin ku, p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun bi xwe bibin \u00ea xwe. Li dijber\u00ee zilam, ji w\u00ea t\u00eepa ku di radeyeke daw\u00ee de st\u00fb ditewand, hun t\u00ean hal\u00ea gih\u00ee\u015ftina kesayeteke ku behremendiya hilbijartin\u00ea p\u00ea peyda dibe. Er\u00ea, texm\u00een dikim. \u00c7i w\u00ea \u00e7awa t\u00ea hezkirin, \u00e7i \u00e7awa t\u00ea jiyandin, \u00e7i \u00e7awa t\u00ea pejirandin, \u00e7i \u00e7awa t\u00ea redkirin? He rhal di van mijaran de k\u00eam-z\u00eade\u00a0 h\u00eaza viyan\u00ea hate qezenckirin.<\/p>\n

Ez her dem dib\u00eajim: Ke\u00e7eke ku ji hezkirina min re w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan bide, p\u00eaw\u00eest e hewqas ji welat\u00ea xwe hez bike, hewqas z\u00eant\u00fbj be, hewqas karibe h\u00eaz n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea bide. Ku neke ez z\u00eade hez nakim. Ma w\u00ea bi zor\u00ea xwe bi min bide hezkirin ango bi zor\u00ea min ji xwe re bike mal? Helbet asta jiyana ku min girtiye heye. Ku li hember r\u00eazdar be, w\u00ea hewqas n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea doz\u00ea be. Jixwe di v\u00ea der\u00ea de veqetandina zayend\u00ee nakim. Ji ber ku min hindek ezm\u00fbnan jiya. Jina dijber\u00ee min dixwest xwe misqal bi misqal bazar bike. Weke di ciyek\u00ee de ji min re bibe mal, di ciyek\u00ee de ji KT\u2019y\u00ea re bibe mal, di ciyek\u00ee de ji hevkarmendiy\u00ea re bibe mal. Teb\u00ee min j\u00ee dixwest w\u00ea ji welat re bikim mal. T\u00eakiliya li pa\u015f w\u00ea j\u00ee diki\u015fandim. Ev vedigeriya \u015ferek\u00ee mezin. L\u00ea ya we ne wisa ye. Li \u00e7i t\u00ea nih\u00eartin \u00fb biryar t\u00ea girtin? Dibe ku weke zilamek\u00ee Kurd \u00ea jir\u00eaz\u00ea girte dest. Yan\u00ee bi te\u015feyek\u00ea ku te hindek p\u00ea leyist, zayend\u00eetiya xwe bi kar an\u00ee, tuy\u00ea \u201ckiro\u2019\u2019 \u00e7are \u00e7ar bid\u00ee gir\u00eadan n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fb. Gelek t\u00eakil\u00ee hindek wisa ne. L\u00ea min selimand ku ez ne zilamek\u00ee wisa me. Texm\u00een dikim cara yekem li hember v\u00ee kar\u00ee \u015fa\u015f ma. Ji ber ku hizir dikir ku min kontrol dike. Teb\u00ee di Kurdan de gelek t\u00eakil\u00ee wisa t\u00ean kontrolkirin. Hem j\u00ee ev belavb\u00fby\u00ee ye.<\/p>\n

Gava ku d\u00eet ez ne yek\u00ee wisa me, ya li dijber\u00ee min \u00e7i kir? Hing\u00ea \u201cev zilam\u00ee \u00e7awa ye, weke yek\u00ee ji v\u00ea zayend\u00ea xwe \u00e7awa t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee dike, gelo bi ke\u00e7\u00ean din re t\u00eakiliy\u00ean w\u00ee hene yan na\u2019\u2019 xwest ku bi v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea halan\u00ea bicerb\u00eene. Va, \u201cma zilam\u00ea zewicand\u00ee bi jinan re t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wisa ava dike?\u2019\u2019 Gava ku bi \u00e7end jinan re t\u00eakiliy\u00ean siyas\u00ee \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbn, di c\u00ee de halan dike. Heta dib\u00eaje, \u201cbikuje, jin\u00ea nede jiyandin, ten\u00ea yek jin ez im, li dervey\u00ea min \u00e7i jin tune.\u2019\u2019 Yani w\u00ea bi jin\u00ean din re t\u00eakiliyeke her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk ney\u00ea fikirandin \u00fb weke ku yek ji wana ney\u00ea derxistin p\u00ea\u015f, wisa t\u00eakiliyeke feodal a h\u00eawilnak \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hinek m\u00eenak hene ku di\u015fehit\u00eenin. Teb\u00ee \u00e7\u00eeroka v\u00ea k\u00fbrtir e. Ger ku t\u00eakil\u00ee b\u00ean vekirin hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin \u201c\u00e7awa b\u00fbye ku xebera me j\u00ea tune.\u2019\u2019 L\u00ea bi ya min di nava kar de dewlet j\u00ee heb\u00fb. Dema ku dewlet, jin \u00fb m\u00eerzadet\u00ee b\u00fb yek, ev derkete rast\u00ea. Ez j\u00ee zilamek\u00ee ku dike mal im. Yan\u00ee di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de b\u00fbyereke mezin a ku derketiye rast\u00ea me, ec\u00eab bir\u00ee ya xwe didim\u00ea \u00fb dixwazim ec\u00eab bi kar b\u00eenim. Jixwe mezin dileyist. T\u00eakiliyeke jin-zilam, t\u00eakiliya dewlet\u00ea \u00fb ev j\u00ee b\u00fb t\u00eakiliya \u015fer. Di bingeh de hindek j\u00ee min wisa \u00e7\u00eakir.<\/p>\n

Bi ya we, ma div\u00ea min nekiriba? Ger ku nekiribama, PKK dernediket rast\u00ea. Ev her hal \u015f\u00eawaza me\u015feke dahiyane ye ku bi ser dijmin ve di\u00e7e. Her kes\u00ee bi guman di\u015fopand ku ev \u00e7ar\u00e7ove \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya M\u00ceT\u2019\u00ea ye. L\u00ea ez tam berj\u00ear\u00ea navika kar dib\u00fbm. \u00c7awa dibe? Ev, di ciyek\u00ee de xwe bi \u00eent\u00eeharvar\u00ee xistina \u00e7alakiy\u00ea b\u00fb. L\u00ea di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de leyistina takt\u00eek \u00fb rola ba\u015f heye. Di heman dem\u00ea de durust e. Ez bawerim ku t\u00fbrey\u00ean we b\u00eest \u00fb \u00e7ar demjim\u00earan nahedir\u00eene. L\u00ea y\u00ea min dihedir\u00eene. Ev, min di pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea de ber bi pejnkeriya mezin \u00fb hostatiy\u00ea ve bir, li ser xwe ber bi serdestb\u00fbna awerte ve bir. Ku min jin\u00ea hema ceza bikira, her hal w\u00ea derketa rast\u00ea ku ez ne zilamek\u00ee cewaz im. Ne ku\u015ftim, ne j\u00ee xwe xistim. Ma ev wek p\u00eaw\u00eestiya nam\u00fbs\u00ea wisa \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb? Nax\u00ear, \u015ferek\u00ee pir zirav, pir hosta me\u015fandim. \u00c7awa ku hun dib\u00eenin li wir\u00ea dewleta Tirk wenda kir.<\/p>\n

W\u00ea di p\u00ea\u015f de ev ba\u015ftir b\u00ean f\u00eamkirin. Teb\u00ee w\u00ea j\u00ee li pir heval\u00ean me xist, mehf kir. V\u00ee kontrger\u00eelay\u00ee belk\u00ee j\u00ee ew h\u00eana bi r\u00ea ve dibe. vac ev e; vaceke kujoker \u00fb xeniqok! Di xwiyang\u00ea de t\u00eakiliyeke jin-zilam b\u00fb, l\u00ea di puxtey\u00ea de t\u00eakiliyeke siyas\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee ya mezintir\u00een, t\u00eakiliyeke stemkar \u00fb \u00ee\u015fkencedar b\u00fb. Di bingeh de gelek t\u00eakil\u00ee wisa ne. Di t\u00eakiliyan de hun \u00e7ima bi erzan\u00ee wenda dikin? \u00c7ima hun bi t\u00eakiliyan mezin nabin? Ji ber ku hun pir bi h\u00easan\u00ee radest dibin. Di nava we de ya her\u00ee gewre hundir\u00ea b\u00eest \u00fb \u00e7ar demjim\u00earan de ku radest\u00ea v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea bibe, ma dikare feyde j\u00ea bib\u00eene? Hilkeftineke rast ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re \u00e7\u00eaneke, ma dikare xwe biedil\u00eene? Binkeya ramaneke saxlem n\u00een e, hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdariyeke saxlem n\u00een e. \u00c7i ye? li ser t\u00eakiliyan ajo, xwedib\u00een\u00ee \u00fb fersendkar\u00ee serdest b\u00fbye. Ev t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00e7iqas be tu j\u00ee hewqas \u00ee. Naveroka v\u00ea \u00e7iqas pi\u00e7\u00fbk be, tu j\u00ee hewqas pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00ee. Xwe nexap\u00eene! Li gelek heval\u00ean me y\u00ean jin \u00fb zilam din\u00earim, di bingeh de mirov\u00ean t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00fb acuc in ango t\u00eakiliya wan n\u00een e. Ev b\u00eest-s\u00ee sale ez teoriya van t\u00eakiliyan p\u00ea\u015f dixim, perwerde ya w\u00ea amade dikim. K\u00eejan ji we bi min re tevbigere ez\u00ea w\u00ea hindek p\u00ea\u015f bixim. Ev bi ezm\u00fbneyeke mezin ve dikare bibe gengaz. L\u00ea em we bi t\u00eakiliyan re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb bih\u00ealin, belk\u00ee j\u00ee hun qas\u00ee s\u00eesik\u00ea hej\u00eer\u00ea ne. Dema ku li w\u00ea mirov\u00ea din\u00earim, ber dikevim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7awa ku min got, ez t\u00eakiliyan as\u00ea nakim. L\u00ea t\u00eakiliyeke wisa ava bikin ku mirov ji we re bib\u00eaje, bravo! Min \u015fert\u00ea xwe dan\u00ee: \u00c7awa mirov ev\u00eendar dibe? Bila yek di wan p\u00eevan\u00ean min dan\u00ee de ev\u00een\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eene, ez w\u00ea bi\u00e7epik\u00eenim. Em w\u00ea bi nirxek\u00ee mezin derbir\u00eenin, p\u00eeroz bikin. L\u00ea li t\u00eakiliya her\u00ee mezin din\u00earim: Bila ji r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u015fer d\u00fbr bikeve, w\u00ea pirsgir\u00eaka malbat \u00fb jiyan\u00ea derkeve rast\u00ea. Ez \u00e7i bikim ji evineke wisa? Ma ez v\u00ea li ser\u00ea xwe bixim? Ji min re ne hest\u00ean merez\u00ee, hest\u00ean qehreman\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest in. Ji min re gir\u00eadan\u00ean pir qehreman\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest in. Eyb n\u00een e, ez\u00ea bi gir\u00eadan\u00ean wisa welat qezenc bikim. Ji min re ne zilam\u00ean wisa, ne j\u00ee jin\u00ean wisa p\u00eaw\u00eest in. Pir e\u015fkere diaxivim, ma ez\u00ea \u00e7i bikim ji hest\u00ean merez\u00ee? Ez ten\u00ea heval\u00ea xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea me, heval\u00ea p\u00eeroziy\u00ea me. Ma dikarin bib\u00eajin, \u201cem jin in, em reben in, z\u00eade ney\u00ea bi ser me ve, cins \u00fb cibiliyeta me wisa ye.\u2019\u2019 Nax\u00ear, ez bi jineke wisa re naj\u00eem. Ma hun\u00ea bi zor\u00ea min ji xwe re bikin hevbe\u015f? Ez di jin\u00ea de xwe\u015fiktiya h\u00eawilnak digerim. Di jin\u00ea de eg\u00eed\u00ee \u00fb p\u00eeroz\u00ee digerim. Yan\u00ee puxte \u00fb te\u015fe digerim. Jineke wisa tune. Tune be, ez j\u00ee xwe tev\u00ee qir\u00eaj \u00fb zeng\u00ea nakim. Belk\u00ee hinek ji v\u00ea bitirsin \u00fb bib\u00eajin, \u201cma serok\u00ea me mirovek\u00ee \u00e7awa ye ku xebera me qet j\u00ea tune b\u00fbye.\u2019\u2019 Teb\u00ee ku serok hebe, serokek\u00ee wisa ye. Ger serokat\u00ee be, serokatiyeke wisa ye. Nexwe y\u00ean bi away\u00ean din bi taybetmendiy\u00ean serokatiy\u00ea ve li hev nay\u00ean. Bila serok xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea nede, p\u00eeroztiy\u00ea nede, serok nebe bangawaziya w\u00ea p\u00eeroztiy\u00ea: Yek\u00ee wisa ne serok e, her ti\u015ftek e. Heke ku we di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de neki\u015f\u00eenim, w\u00ea li ku der\u00ea bim\u00eene serokatiya min! We ji welat re nekim mal, we bi eg\u00eed\u00ee nekim eleman\u00ea \u015fer \u00fb me\u015fek\u00ee, w\u00ea li ku der\u00ea bim\u00eene serokatiya min!<\/p>\n

Eleqedarb\u00fbna me di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea de ye. Min w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan da \u00fb bi hewqas jinan re eleqedar b\u00fbm. Me wan hewqas kire yek. Hewqas kir xwed\u00ee h\u00eaz. Bi ya min nikare pi\u00e7\u00fbk b\u00ea d\u00eetin. Ev j\u00ee di araviya v\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea de \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb. Heke ku di bin bandora n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean din \u00ean pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea de mabama, yek jineke \u015fervan dernediket rast\u00ea. V\u00ea j\u00ee ji b\u00eer nekin. Yek ji we nedihate nava refan. Ger ku \u00e7emka jina feodal li ser min serdest ba, ma gengaz b\u00fb ku di nava refan de yek jinek c\u00ee bigirtana? Teb\u00ee hun v\u00ea j\u00ee nizanin. Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin \u201cma \u00e7i eleqedariya me p\u00ea heye?\u2019\u2019 Nax\u00ear, ew t\u00eakil\u00ee hate dah\u00fbrandin \u00fb hun bi v\u00ee away\u00ee derketin rast\u00ea. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea ka ev \u00e7\u00eerok \u00e7awa ye hun\u00ea l\u00eakol\u00een bikin.<\/p>\n

Em berhem\u00ean \u00e7i ne? Ez bi we hevalbendiya tam wekhev \u00fb azad p\u00ea\u015f dixim. Ev ne eyb e. Bi ya min, ya eyb di tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea de nep\u00eakan\u00eena p\u00eerozt\u00ee \u00fb mezinahiy\u00ea ye. A eyb heznekirin e. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean bi tevah\u00ee aliy\u00ean xwe ve b\u00ea hezkirin derxistina rast\u00ea, t\u00eakiliyeke ku mirov j\u00ea r\u00fbmet bib\u00eene peyda bike derxistina rast\u00ea, t\u00eakiliyeke kesan bi xwe ve gir\u00ea bide \u00fb bi taybet j\u00ee bi peywiran ve gir\u00ea bide, ango bi jineke wisa re jiyandin eyb n\u00een e, berevaj\u00ee bi ya min p\u00eaw\u00eest e ya her\u00ee \u00e7\u00eatir b\u00ea d\u00eetin, ev e. Gotineke m\u00eena, \u201cmin xwe wisa dab\u00fb gir\u00eadan, wisa firotib\u00fb, ez wisa koleya kevne\u015fopiyan b\u00fbm, mal \u00fb mulke v\u00ea der\u00ea b\u00fbm\u2019\u2019 yek car\u00ee heqaret e li mirov. Er\u00ea, gir\u00eadan dibe, l\u00ea \u00e7awa ku min got, gir\u00eadana mezin j\u00ee wisa p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Teb\u00ee ev zor e, jixwe ya ku ez dixwazim p\u00ea\u015f bixim ev ev\u00een e; Ev\u00eena Kurd e, ev\u00eena mezin a Botan\u00ea ye, ev\u00eena r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u00e7alakiya mezin e. Ku were hesab\u00ea we, tevl\u00ee v\u00ea ev\u00een\u00ea bibin. Ku ney\u00ea hesab\u00ea we, ji \u00e7aren\u00fbsa xwe bianirin \u00fb li mala xwe bim\u00eenin. Pi\u015ftre neb\u00eajin, \u201cR\u00eaheval\u00ea me ne e\u015fkere b\u00fb, rast\u00eenan bi deqer\u00fby\u00ee danan\u00ee!\u2019\u2019 Di hezkirina xwe de hun azad in, le hezkirin tufana ajoy\u00ean serberday\u00ee n\u00een e. We tu wer\u00ee zept \u00fb rept\u00ea, nexwe y\u00ean din har\u00eet\u00ee ne. Va bigire, bireve, bixap\u00eene, bifiro\u015fe! Li pa\u015f \u00e7i di dest\u00ea me de ma? Bi her away\u00ee kir\u00eatiy\u00ea bije, roja duyem\u00een bib\u00eaje, \u201cez\u00ea t\u00eakiliyan ava bikim, ew jin \u00fb jin\u00ean ez dixwazim bi wan re bij\u00eem w\u00ea b\u00eahnket\u00ee bin, sextekar \u00fb ket\u00ee bin, ji dest\u00ea w\u00ea \u00e7i kar ney\u00ea, nikaribe biaxive, nikaribe got\u00fbb\u00eaj bike, nikaribe biryar bide…\u2019\u2019 Ma \u00e7awa \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb? Ez v\u00ee \u015fer\u00ee bi tevah\u00ee aliyan ve ji bo ku bi hev re bij\u00een didim. Gotina \u201cziman\u00ea jin\u00ean me k\u00eam e, w\u00earekiya w\u00ea tune, ew bila z\u00eade tev\u00ee van karan nebe, j\u00ea d\u00fbr bim\u00eene\u2019\u2019 koledar\u00ee bi xwe ye. Ku wisa ba, me v\u00ea \u00e7emk\u00ea bipejirandana, yek ji we dernediket rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Gih\u00ee\u015ftina mezinahiya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wisa zor e. Ez j\u00ee ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea dib\u00eajim ku, avakirina t\u00eakiliyeke azad qas\u00ee \u015fer zor e. Ez \u00e7i bikim, di xwezaya v\u00ee kar\u00ee de ev heye. T\u00eakiliyeke h\u00easan tune. T\u00ea gotin bi zor\u00ea xwe\u015fikt\u00ee nabe; ez j\u00ee dib\u00eajim, bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00eakil\u00ee nabe, bi h\u00easan\u00ee xwe\u015fikt\u00ee nabe. Anirandin \u00fb xeyidandina we min eleqedar nake. Di puxteya v\u00ee kar\u00ee de ev heye. Ku hun j\u00ee bix\u00eenin \u00fb bib\u00eajin \u201cw\u00ea gav\u00ea em j\u00ee hev \u00fb d\u00ee bix\u00eenin\u2019\u2019 ez\u00ea j\u00ee we mehf bikim. W\u00ea tu \u00e7awa v\u00ee \u015fer\u00ee bix\u00een\u00ee? Teb\u00ee piran\u00ee ya we ne di ferqa v\u00ea de ne. L\u00ea ev bi wateyek\u00ea zagon\u00ean APO ne. Ez dizanim ka \u00e7alak\u00ee ya min bi \u00e7i away\u00ee \u00e7alak\u00ee ye. Zagon\u00ean li ser jinan di\u00e7esp\u00eenim ka \u00e7i ne, ez dizanim. Gotineke, \u201cme van ti\u015ftan hizir nekirib\u00fb\u2019\u2019 nabe. Ger ku te hizir nekiribe, tu ser\u00fbwenperest \u00ee. \u00ca min j\u00ee \u00e7emka min a namus\u00ea heye. \u00c7emka min a hezkirin\u00ea heye. Mirovek\u00ee ku hewqas Sal in hedan kiriye, xwe hewqas dis\u00eepl\u00eene kiriye, bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea xapandin \u00fb nade xapandin. Dema ku ez di\u00e7im ciyek\u00ee, \u00e7ima her kes pero\u015fmend dibe? \u00c7ima radibin ser piyan? \u00c7ima qas\u00ee ji mix\u00ean xwe vala bibin ji kevin vala dibin? Hun \u015fahid in. Hun j\u00ee hindek wisa bin. Dema ku hun ketin ciyek\u00ee, bila her aliy\u00ea we ron\u00ee bi\u00e7irise, best bide \u00fb dilan zind\u00ee bike. Ji bo te ger ku hat gotin, \u201cd\u00eesa hat belaya ser\u00ea me, d\u00eesa hat \u00e7avkaniya got\u00fbgotan\u2019\u2019 te \u00e7i f\u00eam kir ji v\u00ea kesayetiy\u00ea? Ma her ti\u015ft\u00ea her\u00ee ba\u015f \u00fb bedew afirandin ti\u015ftek\u00ee zor e? Va min j\u00ee xwe afirandiye. Ma hun hizir dikin ku ji xwe ve hatime afirandin? Min, di bingeh de her roj xwe bi mehed \u00fb sindan\u00ea dida l\u00eaxistin. Teb\u00ee da ku mirov, xwe bi civak\u00ea, bi gel \u00fb partiy\u00ea bide pejiranidin, \u015ferek\u00ee mezin p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Niha dost \u00fb dijmin eleqeya her kes\u00ee diki\u015f\u00eenim. Bi v\u00ee re dibim r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u015fer. Giyan \u00fb dil\u00ea Kurd diafir\u00eenim, zaneb\u00fbna Kurd diafir\u00eenim, \u015fer\u00ea w\u00ee diafir\u00eenim. Heke ku xwe bi s\u00eestem\u00ee nedim afirandin, ma serkeftin bi \u00e7emka zilamtiya riz\u00ee p\u00eak t\u00ea?<\/p>\n

Hun dizanin, di civak\u00ea de zilamtiya her\u00ee gewre, d\u00eelaw\u00eart\u00ee ye. Y\u00ea ku hindek bi pere \u00fb bi \u00e7oy\u00ea xwe ewle be, zilam\u00ea her\u00ee gewre t\u00ea hesibandin. Em dizanin ku ev ne ti\u015ftek e. Ger ku min t\u00eep\u00ea zilamek\u00ee cuda xet nekiriba, ne gengaz b\u00fb ku ez s\u00ea kesan b\u00eenim ba hev? Ger ku ez yek\u00ee bi h\u00easan\u00ee dixape, ji kevne\u015fop\u00ee \u00fb pergal\u00ea bi h\u00easan\u00ee xwe wenda dike bibama, ma gengaz b\u00fb ku v\u00ea tevger\u00ea bian\u00eema v\u00ea hal\u00ee? Diyar e ku xurtb\u00fbn hindek wisa \u00e7\u00eadibe. Diyar e ku serkeftin di bingeh\u00ea v\u00ea kesayetiy\u00ea de dikare p\u00eak were. Hun ke\u00e7 j\u00ee, hindek di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de dikarin werin ser xwe ve. Ji er ku te\u015fey\u00ean din we z\u00eade xurt \u00fb bi \u00eed\u00eea nake. N\u00eaveng\u00ean din we z\u00eade xurt nakin. Belk\u00ee hinek\u00ee din bib\u00eajin, \u201ctu serok\u00ea partiy\u00ea y\u00ee!\u2019\u2019 L\u00ea min serokatiya partiy\u00ea ji n\u00een\u00ea da afirandin. Bi \u015ferek\u00ee xedar dame afirandin \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee wisa dibim. P\u00ee\u015fey\u00ea min \u00ea rojane, \u015f\u00eawaza min a bir\u00eavebirin\u00ea ye. PKK nebe, PKK\u2019yek\u00ea d\u00eesa biafir\u00eenim. Min v\u00ea aniye hal\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaza jiyan\u00ea. Ez texm\u00een dikim ku me \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza b\u00fbyera serokatiy\u00ea hun f\u00eam dikin. Her hal w\u00ea hun\u00ea h\u00eaz n\u00ee\u015fan bidin bi t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftineke rast \u00fb ku gengaz be bi hev re r\u00ea wergirtinek\u00ea re.<\/p>\n

Ez, li hember b\u00fbyera jina Kurd pir z\u00eade hi\u015fyar im. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee xwed\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke pir d\u00eerok\u00ee, pir teor\u00eek, pir dah\u00fbr\u00eener \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eener\u00ea v\u00ea me. Hun j\u00ee weke encam\u00ea v\u00ea hindek p\u00ea\u015f dikevin. H\u00eaza min hewqas e. \u00cad\u00ee mirov, b\u00eatir\u00ea v\u00ea ten\u00ea di azadiy\u00ea de dikare bibe. \u015e\u00fbngeha we ya b\u00fbna \u00e7avkaniya h\u00eaz \u00fb asta we ya tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea dikare min h\u00eazdar bike. Ev j\u00ee dikare ji xurtb\u00fbna we re r\u00ea bide vekirin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hun hindek\u00ee din b\u00ean ziravkirin \u00fb heta b\u00ean dilk\u00ea\u015fkirin. Ger wisa nebe, w\u00ea we bipel\u00e7iq\u00eenin \u00fb dervay\u00ee bikin; giraniya we nabe. Dema ku mirov\u00ea n\u00fb t\u00ea afirandin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e jin j\u00ee bi hendazetiyeke mezin b\u00ea afirandin. Ez dib\u00eajim em v\u00ea bi hev re \u00e7\u00eakin. Bila bi \u00e7espandineke yekal\u00ee nebe. Ji ber ku jin heta niha bi yekal\u00ee hatiye \u00e7\u00eakirin. Zilam ferman daye, jin j\u00ee b\u00fbye xanimok. Di \u015f\u00eawaza min de ev tune. Ji min bi tu away\u00ee li benda n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya xanimok nem\u00eenin. Jina ku li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee min e, p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa be, bi k\u00fbrah\u00ee biramin \u00fb hindek wisa bers\u00eev bidin. Ez j\u00ee h\u00ea nizanim. Dib\u00eajim, jina \u00e7are\u00e7ar \u00e7awa biafir\u00eenim. L\u00ea hest \u00fb pejn\u00ean min hene. Dib\u00eajim, div\u00ea ev der wisa be, ev der \u00ea wiha be. Belk\u00ee hun bib\u00eajin, \u201c\u015fore\u015fgerek nikare hewqas bigih\u00eeje.\u2019\u2019 Di bingeh de digih\u00eeje. Di her \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de gih\u00ee\u015ftiye. Ne\u00e7ar e ku nirx\u00ean her\u00ee xwe\u015fik biafir\u00eene \u00fb hema ji her ti\u015ft\u00ee re ya her\u00ee nirxdar l\u00ea z\u00eade bike. Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de ne\u00e7ar e ku di t\u00eakiliyan de ya her\u00ee t\u00ea pejirandin di prat\u00eek\u00ea de derbix\u00eene.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea ev nay\u00ea hi\u015f\u00ea tu heval\u00ean me. Di ber\u00ea de \u00e7i mabe bi w\u00ee dije. L\u00ea teor\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alakiya w\u00ee \u015fore\u015fger e. \u00c7awa ku min got, ev di her \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de b\u00fbye bingeh\u00een eger\u00ea serberj\u00eark\u00ee \u00e7\u00fby\u00een \u00fb pa\u015f ve \u00e7erqkirin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

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Li devereke ku her dest t\u00eakil dibin <\/strong><\/p>\n

h\u00ealin nay\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dema ku di derbar\u00ea pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 de \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya gi\u015ft\u00ee t\u00ea runi\u015ftandin, hing\u00ea bi hinek m\u00eenak\u00ean b\u00eatir \u015f\u00eanber p\u00ea\u015fxistina bers\u00eev\u00ean raveker gengaz e. Ez, d\u00eesa ji xwe dest p\u00ea bikim. P\u00ea\u015f\u00ee di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de kesayetiyeke ku maf\u00ea xwe y\u00ea jiyan\u00ea heye w\u00ea \u00e7awa xwe li rast\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fan bike? Ez, ten\u00ea ji bo v\u00ea bers\u00eev\u00ea xwe bi salan perwerde dikim, p\u00ea ve mijul dibim \u00fb diponijim. Dikare b\u00ea gotin ku, hewldana heri mezin didim xwe. Hewl didim ku bi zanist\u00ee, felsefe \u00fb ol\u00ean ku qas\u00ee mirovatiy\u00ea kevin in, \u00e7i ti\u015ft\u00ean ku hene \u00fb \u00e7av\u00ean min dib\u00eenin, goh\u00ean min dibih\u00eesin \u00fb giyana min radibih\u00eese; bibih\u00eesim, bib\u00eenim \u00fb t\u00eabigih\u00eejim. Encam, bi gor p\u00eevan\u00ean giyan\u00ee, f\u00eez\u00eek\u00ee \u00fb zanist\u00ee afirandina ku her\u00ee z\u00eade t\u00ea pejirandin. Da ku h\u00eetaba tevah\u00ee mirov\u00ean me bikim, pirsgir\u00eaka ku d\u00ean\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eene \u00e7i ye? Pir mijulb\u00fbm; dikarim li ser malbata xwe\u00a0 bandor \u00e7\u00eabikim, dikarim li gund\u00ea xwe\u00a0 bandor \u00e7\u00eabikim, dikarim li ser heval\u00ean derdora xwe bandor \u00e7\u00eabikim. L\u00ea ev t\u00eara min nakin. Bi taybet\u00ee da ku li ser tevah\u00ee gel \u00fb netew, ku gengaz be mirovatiy\u00ea karibim bandor \u00e7\u00eabikim, p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa bim? Div\u00ea ez ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa peyda \u00fb tems\u00eel bikim ku her kes bib\u00eaje, \u201cva, ev min eleqedar dike.\u2019\u2019 Ev \u00e7i ye? Ev mirovaniya k\u00fbr, netewa k\u00fbr, di heman dem\u00ea de bingeh\u00ea zanistiya k\u00fbr bigire, hewldan\u00ean v\u00ea bi stemkar\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fan bike \u00fb di encam de bi bandor be.<\/p>\n

D\u00eeqat bikin, \u015fer\u00ea \u00e7alaktiy\u00ea \u00e7iqas bi selimandina berjewendiy\u00ean mirovan \u00fb pol\u00eet\u00eekaya bingeh\u00een a netew ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. Yek j\u00ee d\u00eetin, bih\u00eestin \u00fb t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin t\u00ear nake. Ev bi hewldaneke h\u00eawilnak \u00fb xebata rojane dibe. Di encam de ev mirov hindek dikare xwe bide pejirandin. Ez xwe bi netew didim pejirandin, bi \u00e7\u00eenayetiy\u00ea didim pejirandin \u00fb bi jinan didim pejirandin. P\u00eadiviya k\u00fbr a jin\u00ea \u00e7i ye? Jin di bin zext\u00ea de ye \u00fb ji jiyana civak\u00ee hatiye dervey\u00eekirin. Ji kesayetiya xwe b\u00eaxeber e. Hing\u00ea ya p\u00eaw\u00eest e ez bikim, p\u00eadiviya bingeh\u00een a w\u00ea girtin \u00fb ji bo p\u00eadiviya azadiya w\u00ea n\u00eaveng amadekirin e. Y\u00ea hosta be, hem v\u00ea difikire hem j\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadike. Ger hun li pa\u015f bin\u00earin, hun bi bazdan firiyane \u00fb derbas b\u00fbne. D\u00eeqat bikin, ki\u015fandina jinan h\u00easan n\u00een e. Hun ke\u00e7\u00ean pir diltep\u00een in, jixwe hezeke we y\u00ea wisa j\u00ee tune. Hinek dib\u00eajin, \u201cez dixwazim bigirim\u2019\u2019 hinek j\u00ee dib\u00eajin, \u201cez didim.\u2019\u2019 Jiyana we bi \u00e7engel\u00ea v\u00ea dan\u00fbsitandin\u00ea ve daleqandiye. Bi viyana xwe ya azad pir hindik xwestekan hun dikarin p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Hun xwestekan p\u00ea\u015f bixin j\u00ee, nikarin p\u00eak b\u00eenin. Y\u00ean ku viyana xwe ya azad p\u00eak anin\u00ea pir n\u00een in. L\u00ea ez mezin diramim. Siyaseta jin\u00ea ango p\u00eadiviya jin\u00ea a bingeh\u00een \u00e7i ye, n\u00eavenga w\u00ea ava dikim \u00fb hun j\u00ee ber bi w\u00ea ve diherikin. Her wiha tevger\u00ean din, nikarib\u00fbn tevgera jin\u00ea biafir\u00eenin \u00fb tems\u00eela nav pergal\u00ea derbas nekirin. L\u00ea li ba me azadb\u00fbn b\u00eatir dibe, gav\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fdetir t\u00ean av\u00eatin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de we ser\u00ea xwe rakiriye. Hun\u00ea heya ku der\u00ea bi\u00e7in, azad\u00ee diyar dike. Hun wisa di\u00e7in. Hun dib\u00eenin ku hesreta mirovaniya k\u00fbr a v\u00ea, bi tems\u00eelkirina pir xurt ve dibe gengaz. Hun dib\u00eajin ya em bi serok\u00ea xwe ewle ne, eger\u00ea bingeh\u00een a ewley\u00ea ev e. Nexwe ne ku hun heyrana bir\u00fb \u00fb \u00e7av\u00ean min \u00ean re\u015f in. Ji ber ku ez bers\u00eev didim p\u00eadiviyeka we ya bingeh\u00een.<\/p>\n

Ev dibe \u00e7i? Ev dibe afirandin \u00fb bingehkirina tevgera jin\u00ea. J\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir hesret, behremendiya hilbijartin\u00ea \u00fb ecibandin e. Ev j\u00ee di k\u00eejan kesayet\u00ea de gengaz e? M\u00eenak di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de min p\u00ea\u015fbirkeke mezin daye destp\u00eakirin. Y\u00ea j\u00ea her\u00ee t\u00ea hezkirin \u00e7i ye, k\u00ee ye? P\u00eawist e ev \u00e7awa be? Me teoriya hezkirin\u00ea derxist rast\u00ea. Hezkirineke ku dikare b\u00ea pejiradin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f bikeve? Ji bo ku zagon\u00ean hezkirin\u00ea wate biderbir\u00eenin \u00fb di g\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee de b\u00ean pejirandin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e bi hinek nirx\u00ean h\u00eem\u00ee ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee bin. Yani \u015f\u00fbna, \u201cdil\u00ea min ket\u00ea, min j\u00ea hez kir\u2019\u2019 (ku ev hezkirineke ne bi gor zagon\u00ean me ye \u00fb xiyanet e) p\u00eaw\u00eest e li zagon\u00ean me b\u00ean d\u00eeqatkirin. Hun ke\u00e7ik j\u00ee, heya dawiy\u00ea bi tevger\u00ea re ne \u00fb bi serok re ne. L\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee di navber\u00ea de mesafeya mezintir\u00een heye. Hinek ji we w\u00ea bib\u00eajin, \u201cez zilamek\u00ee bi h\u00easan\u00ee bij\u00eem.\u2019\u2019 Zilamek j\u00ee w\u00ea bib\u00eaje, \u201cez jinek\u00ea bi h\u00easan\u00ee bij\u00eem ango bi dest bikim.\u2019\u2019 Bi ya min ev, h\u00ea pir zor e. Hun dikarin bib\u00eajin \u201cdibe ku zor be, l\u00ea \u00e7awa dixwaz\u00ee dikar\u00ee bij\u00ee, pere heye, bi her away\u00ee karbidest\u00ee hene, derfet hene.\u2019\u2019 Zor e, zagon\u00ean v\u00ee kar\u00ee hene. Ger tu berevajiy\u00ea van zagonan bikev\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bikev\u00ee rew\u015fa van zarok\u00ean ku digir\u00een \u00fb qar\u00een dikin. Gir\u00een \u00fb qar\u00een a her\u00ee hindik eyb e. P\u00eaw\u00eest e gir\u00een j\u00ee b\u00ea mezinkirin. Bila ne weke ya zarokan be. Ji ber ku min jiyana xwe di bingeh\u00ea zanistiy\u00ea de amade kiriye, tim\u00ee dipirsiyan: Jiyana te ya civak\u00ee \u00e7i ye, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean te y\u00ean malbat\u00ea \u00e7awa ne, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean te y\u00ean d\u00ea \u00fb bav, nas \u00fb dostan \u00e7awa ne? m\u00eelet e; zarok marok, hezkirin, ev\u00een \u00e7i ye, wisa dipirsiyan. Bers\u00eeveke t\u00eak\u00fbz didim \u00e7\u00eakirin.<\/p>\n

Min got, zagon\u00ean ev\u00een\u00ea, r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean hezkirin\u00ea. Hun \u00e7ima tevl\u00ee min nabin? Ji ber ku li we zor t\u00ea. Hun burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk in, \u015f\u00fbna ku hun xwe t\u00eaxin nava kar\u00ean zor, rojane dij\u00een. L\u00ea ez ne wisa me. Ji ber ku ez hindek bi aqil im, min xwe av\u00eatiy\u00ea navsera rast\u00ea. Jixwe soza min heye. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee dayik \u00fb bav\u00ea min ji min re gotib\u00fbn, \u201ckes ke\u00e7 nade te!\u2019\u2019 Ne ez dist\u00eenim ne j\u00ee kes dide min. Ji bo min b\u00fb r\u00eagezek. \u00c7ima kes ke\u00e7 nade min ango \u00e7ima ez naxwazim? Bi hizra min, ji ber hindek rasteq\u00een\u00ee me. Ke\u00e7 day\u00eena min t\u00ea wateya harb\u00fbn\u00ea. Min jiyana xwe wisa r\u00eak\u00fbp\u00eak kiriye ku bi gor r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean c\u00eeday\u00ee yek\u00ee ku ke\u00e7 bide min, \u015fewit\u00ee. Ji ber ku hewldan\u00ean min \u00ea mezin hene, mijulahiy\u00ean min \u00ean mezin hene. Yan\u00ee bi gor kesayetiy\u00ean pergal\u00ea min xwe av\u00eatiye nav qumar\u00ea. M\u00eenak ezm\u00fbneyeke min heb\u00fb: Malbata w\u00ea digot, \u201cme dixwest bi dewlet\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee be.\u2019\u2019 Di bingeh de b\u00fbyereke siyas\u00ee ya mezin e. Bi ezm\u00fbneyek \u00fb bi gir\u00eadana dewlet\u00ea, t\u00eakiliyeke ku di \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya qedandina dewlet\u00ea de, belk\u00ee j\u00ee t\u00eakiliyeke takt\u00eek e. L\u00ea van hem\u00fb wateyan dihew\u00eene. Malbat j\u00ee hing\u00ea \u015fa\u015f bib\u00fb. Piraniya wan h\u00ea j\u00ee dixwaze t\u00eakiliya min a w\u00ea dem\u00ea f\u00eam bike. Ka min ke\u00e7\u00ea wergirtiye yan wan daye min, diyar n\u00een e. H\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fa\u015fwaz in. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee takt\u00eekek e, \u015f\u00eawazeke pir ni\u015fkave \u00fb tevgereke nay\u00ea h\u00eav\u00eekirin e. Aliy\u00ea ke\u00e7\u00ea j\u00ee, ka ez ji ke\u00e7\u00ea \u00e7i dixwazim \u00fb naxwazim ji p\u00eaderxistin\u00ea d\u00fbr e. Ez \u00e7i dixwazim tam j\u00ea ne d\u00fbr im: \u015eore\u015f dixwazim, bi gor \u015fore\u015f\u00ea jin dixwazim. L\u00ea di bingeh de, di nava kar de siyaset heye. Nehate f\u00eamkirin. Min j\u00ee \u00e7awa ku dixwest, venegot. Wana qet ji min f\u00eam nekirin. Ev vegeriya \u015ferek\u00ee mezin. Her wiha ev b\u00fb, \u00e7\u00eeroka ke\u00e7 day\u00een standin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea bi gor we h\u00easan e, hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin; \u201cme stand, me da; min pejirand \u00fb girt, min da \u00fb \u00e7areser kir.\u2019\u2019 Neb\u00fb, vegeriya pirsgir\u00eakeke mezin, ne wisa? Gel\u015fa min a ke\u00e7 day\u00een \u00fb standin\u00ea vegeriya pirsgir\u00eaka dewletek\u00ee. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku di gotin\u00ean diya min de, di gotin\u00ean min de mafdar\u00ee heye. Ji ber ku mirovek\u00ee hi\u015fmend hindek wisa difikire. Bi feodal\u00eezm \u00fb burjuvaziy\u00ea re t\u00eakiliy\u00ean w\u00ea hene, ez j\u00ee ji j\u00eaderka proleter gel im. Ez, j\u00eaderka xwe \u00eenkar nakim, ew qet nake. Ew min diki\u015f\u00eene, ez w\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eenim. Ew dib\u00eaje, em\u00ea bigih\u00eenin dewlet\u00ea, ez dib\u00eajim, dewlet\u00ea bi kar b\u00eenim \u00fb y\u00ean dixwin, poz\u00ea wan de derx\u00eenim. Li ser nav\u00ea nas \u00fb dostan \u015ferek\u00ee tirsnak, eyn\u00ee wek \u015ferek\u00ee APO!<\/p>\n

Min wisa j\u00ee nas bikin. Diyar n\u00een e, ka bi min re \u015fer dikin ango bi min re li hev t\u00ean. Di v\u00ea de mafdar im. Ji ber ku dostan\u00ee sexte ye \u00fb rewneq n\u00een e. Dostaniya min destan e li ser zimanan. Di v\u00ea zem\u00een\u00ea de li ser bihgeh\u00ea dostaniy\u00ea diminim. Pir hesas im, yek ten\u00ea tevgereke min \u00ea ne di c\u00ee de \u00e7\u00eanabe. H\u00eaza min a bandordar a h\u00eawilnak heye. R\u00eazdar \u00fb gir\u00eaday\u00ee me. Di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de ewle dibin. Va h\u00ea j\u00ee li van dera me. \u00c7awa ku bixwazim, dikarim bij\u00eem j\u00ee. Nab\u00eajin, \u00e7\u00fb k\u00fb der\u00ea, \u00e7i dike. Mafdar in. P\u00eaw\u00eest e demjim\u00ear bi demjim\u00ear min bi\u015fop\u00eenin. L\u00ea hinek haw\u00eer\u00ean dostan ku p\u00ea ewle dibin, ji ber ku dizanin ji min xirab\u00ee nay\u00ea, heya niha ez azad im. Ji bo v\u00ea bi misoger st\u00fb natew\u00eenim. Min azadiy\u00ea esas girtiye. Jiyaneke derve ya ku yek kitek Kurd nikare bike, min bi ser xistiye.<\/p>\n

Ez dixwazim b\u00eenim v\u00ea gotin\u00ea: Me xwest ku em t\u00eakiliyeke taybet ava bikin. Encam, vegeriya b\u00fbyereke siyas\u00ee ya gi\u015ft\u00ee. Jixwe aliy\u00ea dijber j\u00ee digot, \u201cev \u00e7i ye hat bi ser\u00ea me?\u2019\u2019 Hestiyar\u00ee heye, va me t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee kir, bes e! Nax\u00ear, qet gel\u015fek wisa h\u00easan n\u00een e. Di vir\u00ea de \u00e7\u00eeroka mirin\u00ea ya Kurd ve\u015fartiye. Min j\u00ee wek we xwe av\u00eatiba navsera rast\u00ea \u00fb min gotiba, \u201cme hev \u00fb d\u00ee eciband, me hev \u00fb d\u00ee xapand, xwar \u00fb vexwar, qediya kar\u00ea me\u2019\u2019 niha Kurdayet\u00ee nemab\u00fb. L\u00ea hun bi jiyandineke wisa, bi razaneke h\u00easan\u00ee hezar caran qayilin. Hun\u00ea roja duyem\u00een biqedin. Bev\u00eadana we n\u00een e, behremendiya hilbijartina we n\u00een e, l\u00eakol\u00eena w\u00ea n\u00een e. Di bingeh de ka hun \u00e7i dixwazin, hun nizanin.<\/p>\n

Hun dizanin, aliy\u00ean qels \u00ean mirov, aliy\u00ean ajoy\u00ee ne. Hun tim li pey ajoyan baz didin. Li pey p\u00eeroziya j\u00eerekat\u00ee \u00fb giyan\u00ea baz nadin. Di asteke jiyana n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea ajaliy\u00ea de dim\u00eenin. Berhemdariya we ya le\u015fker\u00ee qet nabe. Le pa\u015f malbata Kurd, jina Kurd, jin \u00fb zilam\u00ea Kurd dim\u00eene. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hun dah\u00fbr\u00eena jin \u00fb zilam\u00ea Kurd ba\u015f \u00e7\u00eabikin. Zarok\u00ea Kurd, d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea Kurd ku hindek mezin dibin, kur \u00fb ke\u00e7a Kurd… Tam n\u00een e, l\u00ea ez j\u00ee wisa b\u00fbm; min hewl dida ku bibim kurek\u00ee Kurd. Kur, dema t\u00ea pazdeh-b\u00eest saliya xwe her kes dib\u00eaje, \u201cxwed\u00ea ez \u015fewit\u00eem.\u2019\u2019 Navek\u00ee min \u00ea din j\u00ee hun dizanin: Her kes\u00ee ji me re digot, \u201c\u00c7eteya xwed\u00ea ez \u015fewit\u00eem!\u2019\u2019 V\u00ea ji me re vala nedigotin. Ev j\u00ee liyaqd\u00eetineke \u00e7ep\u00ea Tirk b\u00fb. Gava ku ez heft sal\u00ee b\u00fbm, her kes\u00ee digot, \u201cxwed\u00ea ji \u00e7i malbat\u00ee re zarokek wisa nes\u00eeb neke!\u2019\u2019 Gotin\u00ean weke, \u201czarok\u00ean kes\u00ee bila nebin wek zarok\u00ea Omer\u2018\u2019 t\u00ean b\u00eera min. Di gund de nav\u00ea min derketib\u00fb. Zarokek\u00ee her\u00ee b\u00eah\u00eav\u00ee \u00fb her\u00ee diviyab\u00fb j\u00ea b\u00ea revandin b\u00fbm. Daraziy\u00ean nirx \u00ean di derbar\u00ea min de bi te\u015feyek\u00ea, \u201czarok\u00ea wan \u015fewit\u00ee, ji zarok\u00ea wan kar dernakeve\u2019\u2019 b\u00fb. Bi gor \u00e7emka gund\u00eet\u00ee, di her rew\u015f\u00ea de nel\u00eat\u00ee heb\u00fbn. Min dayika xwe ji were vegot. Dayekek dema ku zaroka w\u00ea mezin dibe, dixwaze \u00e7i bike? Dixwaze bide zewicandin. Dib\u00eene ku ev \u00e7emk di min de peyda nabe. Digot, \u201cji r\u00ea derket, kes ke\u00e7a xwe nad\u00ea, kur\u00ea min \u015fewit\u00ee.\u2019\u2019 Dema ez ketim nav siyaset\u00ea, her kes\u00ee bi \u00e7av\u00ean \u015fewit\u00ee li min din\u00eariya. Bi got ya, nav b\u00fb \u201c\u00e7eteya xwed\u00ea ez \u015fewit\u00eem!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

Kes ke\u00e7 dide nade, ne gir\u00eeng e, ke\u00e7 day\u00een \u00fb standina min gir\u00eeng e. Ji day\u00een \u00fb standin\u00ea w\u00eaditir div\u00ea \u00e7i b\u00ea xwestin? Div\u00ea her kes mezintir\u00een seyr bike. Di asta netew de serok \u00e7i ye, serok \u00e7awa ye? Ger serok xirexav\u00ee be, ku serok b\u00fbyera mezin neafir\u00eene, w\u00ea bixap\u00eene. W\u00ea serokatiya w\u00ee bibe wek serokatiya Barzan\u00ee. Serokatiya Barzan\u00ee \u00e7i ye? Gund\u00ee li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee w\u00ee dest pen\u00e7e d\u00eewan disekinin, ziman\u00ea jinan t\u00ea bir\u00een. Ke\u00e7\u00ean panzdeh sal\u00ee didin zilam\u00ean heft\u00ea sal\u00ee. Ew ke\u00e7 baz dide \u00fb di\u00e7e. Yek j\u00ee bi misoger\u00ee y\u00ea di dil\u00ea xwe de nab\u00eaje. L\u00ea hun li min j\u00ee din\u00earin: Ya ku li min nehate kirin nema, ya ku we bi min nekir, we nehi\u015ft. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku r\u00eagez\u00ean min heb\u00fbn, jiyana min heb\u00fb. Her roj p\u00ea dileyiz\u00ee, p\u00ea dikev\u00ee nava nakokiyan. Niha hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, \u201cji bo ke\u00e7\u00ean m\u00eena me, ji bo ke\u00e7\u00ean ku bi mirin\u00ea serok ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ne, ev \u00e7awa t\u00ean gotin?\u2019\u2019 Va me d\u00eet, ka gir\u00eadaneke rast\u00een\u00ee ye yan na, derkete rast\u00ea. Gelek jin\u00ean wisa heb\u00fbn. Digotin, qas\u00ee mirin\u00ea em bi te ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ne. Roja diwem l\u00ea din\u00ear\u00ee, ka ke\u00e7a me reviyaye ku der\u00ea, em di ferqa w\u00ea de j\u00ee n\u00een in. Teb\u00ee ev ke\u00e7a me ji bo ku bibe ke\u00e7 p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u015fiyandar be. Tewanbar j\u00ee nakim, maf\u00ea w\u00ea ye. Ez bi p\u00eevan\u00ean serokatiya mezin dileyizim. Ew\u00ea ji v\u00ea re \u00e7awa h\u00eaz n\u00ee\u015fan bide? L\u00ea ke\u00e7 ev\u00eendara ger\u00eela ye, mezin dileyize. Ger tu mezin bileyiz\u00ee, sedem\u00ean mezinahiy\u00ea birame. Ji min hemin \u00e7ek dixwaze. Min h\u00ea \u00e7ek negirtiye dest\u00ea xwe. Hem j\u00ee dib\u00eaje, \u201cez nasekinim!\u2019\u2019 Min \u00e7ek da dest\u00ea wan. Va yek hat, me d\u00eet. Per \u00fb bask\u00ean hem\u00fbyan hatiye perpitandin. Ka te soz dab\u00fb? Teb\u00ee ji bo ku moral\u00ea wan xira nebe, bi ser wan de na\u00e7im. Hing\u00ea xwe nexap\u00eene, \u00a0ri\u015ft be! Ya ku \u00e7ek dixwest tu b\u00fby\u00ee. Te \u00e7ek\u00ea ji bo jiyandin\u00ea xwest. Hing\u00ea jiyan\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eene. Ger tu nak\u00ee, \u00e7ima devleqiy\u00ea dik\u00ee? \u00c7ima bi h\u00easan\u00ee dimir\u00ee?<\/p>\n

Ev pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean sot\u00eener in. Pirsgir\u00eaka her\u00ee gir\u00eeng, ka em\u00ea \u00e7awa n\u00eazik\u00ea hev \u00fb d\u00ee bibin e. Ev ji bo min heya niha j\u00ee pirsgir\u00eak e. Ez\u00ea \u00e7awa n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea ke\u00e7ek\u00ea bibim, ke\u00e7 w\u00ea \u00e7awa n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea min bibe? Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, \u201cma te h\u00ea j\u00ee di ve mijar\u00ea de te ti\u015ftek nekir; ma serokek wisa dibe?\u2019\u2019 Er\u00ea, serok hindek wisa ye, serok hindek p\u00ea mijul dibe. Xortek\u00ee ku bixwaze w\u00ea \u00e7awa be, ke\u00e7 w\u00ea \u00e7awa be, w\u00ea bi \u00e7i ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee be? Ez vana diramim \u00fb got\u00fbb\u00eaj dikim. We di panzdeh saliya xwe de biryar daye; ez hatime \u00e7il\u00fbpen\u00e7 saliya xwe h\u00ea j\u00ee got\u00fbb\u00eaj dikim. Neb\u00eajin, \u201cem \u015fewit\u00een, di mal de man!\u2019\u2019 filan \u00fb b\u00eavan. Na, hun qas\u00ee min di mal\u00ea de nam\u00eenin ya! Y\u00ea her\u00ee z\u00eade di mal\u00ea de maye ez im. L\u00ea \u00eed\u00eeay\u00ean min hene. Ev kar ne karek\u00ee h\u00easan e. P\u00eerejinok\u00eeb\u00fbn kir\u00eat e. M\u00earb\u00fbn j\u00ee kir\u00eat e. Gotin\u00ean, \u201cke\u00e7a min\u2019\u2019 ango \u201cjina min\u2019\u2019 h\u00ea j\u00ee goh\u00ean min dixerpi\u015f\u00eenin; ez wisa nikarim xwe mezin bib\u00eenim. Di xwe de h\u00eaza ji yek\u00ea re bib\u00eajim, \u201cke\u00e7a min\u2019\u2019 ango \u201ckur\u00ea min\u2019\u2019 nab\u00eenim. Ne ku ez ne \u015fiyandar im, l\u00ea ev ji min re wek gotin\u00ean req t\u00ean. Ez ji zarokan re j\u00ee nab\u00eajim, \u201czarok!\u2019\u2019 Bi zarokan re wek hevalek\u00ee pir n\u00eaz\u00eek t\u00eakiliy\u00ean min hene. Bi ke\u00e7eke ciwan re wek hevalek pir n\u00eaz\u00eek libat dikim. Ji p\u00eerikeke heft\u00ea sal\u00ee re j\u00ee wisa n\u00eaz\u00eek dibim. Ew hest \u00fb jiyana ku di tevah\u00ee temen\u00ea xwe de nejiyaye \u00fb nebih\u00eestiye p\u00ea didime h\u00eeskirin. V\u00ea bi zarokan j\u00ee didim h\u00eeskirin. Ev \u00e7ima p\u00eaw\u00eest in? Ev p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean b\u00fbna mirov \u00fb r\u00eazdariya ji me re bi xwe ye. L\u00ea hun bi \u00e7avre\u015f\u00ee dib\u00eajin, \u201cez v\u00ee dixwazim, v\u00ee digirim!\u2019\u2019 Ew h\u00eaza we n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

M\u00eenak, ez rew\u015fa hest\u00ean we bigirim dest. Hun dib\u00eajin, zewaca azad, ev\u00eena azad! Ji v\u00ea tu \u015fik n\u00een e. Ba\u015f e, ma hun nefikir\u00eene ka ev\u00ea \u00e7awa were p\u00eakan\u00een? Ez biriya xwe didim ser we. L\u00ea ne ten\u00ea we, biriy\u00ea didim ser xwe j\u00ee. Ev zagon\u00ean ev\u00een\u00ea ne. Ez j\u00ee ne\u00e7ar im bi gor w\u00ea tevbigerim. Hun j\u00ee ne\u00e7ar in ku bi gor\u00ea tevbigerin. Ji bo ev\u00eenek\u00ea her\u00ee hindik \u00e7ar\u00e7ova welatek\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Tu li dervey\u00ea welat \u00ee. Em bib\u00eajin ku rojek\u00ea berjewendiy\u00ean zilam xira b\u00fbn, hate mal \u00fb bi ser te ve girt, nas \u00fb dost\u00ean te girt \u00fb \u00e7\u00fb. Tu dikar\u00ee \u00e7i bik\u00ee? Ev di d\u00eeroka c\u00eehan\u00ea de j\u00ee pir in. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku ev\u00een di p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de gir\u00eadan \u00fb bingeheke welat p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Div\u00ea her\u00eam\u00ean rizgarkir\u00ee hebin. Ev nay\u00ea wateya ku \u00e7i ti\u015ftek nay\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin. L\u00ea welat\u00ea te di bin layen\u00ea de ye. Li dervey\u00ea welat j\u00ee her qas di rew\u015fa dikarin dest deynin ser dey\u00ee. Tu nikar\u00ee li vir\u00ea xwe bid\u00ee c\u00eekirin \u00fb jiyaneke asay\u00ee bij\u00ee. Ku ez li vir\u00ea xwe bi asay\u00ee bidim c\u00eekirin \u00fb bij\u00eem, t\u00ea we watey\u00ea ku ez \u015fewit\u00eem. Hinek kes\u00ean din dikarin li vir\u00ea wek keyek\u00ee bij\u00een. L\u00ea ez nikarim xew j\u00ee bikim. \u00c7ima? Gava ku ez li ser v\u00ea xwe raz\u00eenim, xwe p\u00ea de berdim, wisa bihesib\u00eene part\u00ee \u00e7\u00fb. Di zem\u00eena Ba\u015f\u00fbr\u00ea Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de prat\u00eeka wargeh\u00ee ya heval\u00ean me heye. Va gotin, \u201cem di Heften\u00een\u00ea de hindek gundan ava bikin, di Xak\u00fbrk\u00ea de em hindek gundan ava bikin, ku nebe v\u00ea hindek li Zel\u00ea bidin me\u015fandin.\u2019\u2019 Encam ger\u00eela razandina rast\u00ea \u00fb ber bi feli\u015fandin\u00ea ve birin. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee ew der qad\u00ean \u015fer b\u00fbn, qet j\u00ee rew\u015f\u00ean wisa tuneb\u00fbn. L\u00ea bi zaneb\u00fbn razandina rast\u00ea ji v\u00ea re r\u00ea vekir. Li wir\u00ea z\u00eade rew\u015fa ku gundan bidin avakirin tuneb\u00fb. Ger ku we li wan pezk\u00fbviyan bin\u00eariya, we y\u00ea ji wan waneyan derxistiba. Pezk\u00fbv\u00ee bi nav\u00ea \u201cpanga min, mala min heye\u2019\u2019 bi misoger\u00ee li ciyek\u00ee tim \u00fb tim nam\u00eene. Ger we li pezk\u00fbviyan nih\u00eartiba, we dikarib\u00fb gelek teor\u00ee bida avakirin. L\u00ea ger\u00eelay\u00ea me li ber \u00eemhay\u00ea ye, di bin xeteriya mirin\u00ea de ye.<\/p>\n

Ji ber ku ez mirovek\u00ee rasteq\u00een\u00ee me, yekem\u00een l\u00eakol\u00eenvan\u00ea hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eavekar\u00ea w\u00ea me. L\u00ea li devera ku tune ye, xwe nadim razandin. Ma ev di we de peyda ne? Qet n\u00een in. Ma \u00e7emka me ya hezkirin\u00ea wisa ye? Nax\u00ear! Ez rasteq\u00een\u00ee me, hatime \u00e7il\u00fbpen\u00e7 saliya xwe. Weke xeta serokatiy\u00ea biramin. Ez nab\u00eajim bibin weke min, Ev ne h\u00easan e. L\u00ea ji bo wateday\u00eena hinek rast\u00eenan p\u00eadiviya we heye. Gava di b\u00eest sal\u00ee ya xwe de b\u00fbm, ez j\u00ee wisa b\u00fbm. Ji ber ku ez rasteq\u00een\u00ee me, di van mercan de ne kes min dipejir\u00eene, ne j\u00ee ez kes\u00ee dipejir\u00eenim. Ma ez\u00ea \u00e7i bikim ji ke\u00e7a xelk\u00ea? Ew\u00ea \u00e7i bike ji zilamek\u00ee weke min? Rast\u00een hindek wisa ye. Me xwest ku em ber\u00ea xwe bidin t\u00eakiliyeke ferm\u00ee. Ten\u00ea min gotiye veqet\u00een, min gotiye \u015fer. Ma h\u00ea j\u00ee bi we re \u015fer didim me\u015fandin an berevajiy\u00ea w\u00ee dikim, di bingeh de ne diyar e. A yeman \u00e7i ye, w\u00ea heyam bide diyarkirin. D\u00eesa rasteq\u00een\u00ee me. \u015eer \u00fb hezkirin cew\u00eek\u00ea hev \u00fb d\u00ee ne. Gava ku Kurdistan dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, eleqe \u00fb hest dikarin bikevin b\u00eerek\u00ee j\u00ee. Ger ku min wisa nekiriba, min nikarib\u00fb b\u00fbyera Kurd bibira \u00e7areseriy\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Bi ziyar\u00ee di\u015fop\u00eenin. Di refan de bi hezaran ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort kom b\u00fbne. Bi p\u00ea\u015fgiriy\u00ean dembor\u00ee li ser t\u00eakiliyan ambargo dan\u00een heye. Ev dibe ku ji hinekan re wek har\u00eetiy\u00ea were. Zilam di ber\u00ea de n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ee ye, zewic\u00ee ye. Ji w\u00ee re j\u00ee anbargo heye. Ev dibe ku j\u00ea re wek har\u00eetiy\u00ea were. Zilam dixwaze hestiyariy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixe. J\u00ea re j\u00ee ambargo heye. Dema ku art\u00ea\u015f \u00fb jiyana art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea b\u00fb mijara gotin\u00ea ev disekinin. Ba\u015f e, ma qet nabe? W\u00ea bibe, L\u00ea \u00e7awa? Va, w\u00ea dem\u00ea welat \u00fb per\u00e7eyek ax qezenc bike. \u00c7iv\u00eekek j\u00ee ji bo h\u00eal\u00een \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee ciyek\u00ee azad peyda dike. Devereke ku her dest t\u00eakil dibin, h\u00eal\u00een nay\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Tu li devereke ku dijmin bost bi bost layen kiriye, nikar\u00ee h\u00eal\u00eena ev\u00een\u00ea ava bik\u00ee. Dib\u00eajin \u201cem \u015fewit\u00een!\u2019\u2019 Pirsgir\u00eak ne pirsgir\u00eaka \u015fewitandin\u00ea ye, pirsgir\u00eaka rasteq\u00eeniy\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Gelek di nav ref\u00ean me de dib\u00eajin, \u201cme xwe negirt, traj\u00eek b\u00fb, me hinek sepandinan j\u00ee jiya.\u2019\u2019 T\u00eakiliya ke\u00e7-xort b\u00fbye, nizanim di stargeh\u00ea de \u00e7i b\u00fbye. Teb\u00ee peywir li aliyek\u00ee mane. Ew bi xwe li pey t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ne. Encam, her\u00eamek\u00ee r\u00fbxandine, r\u00eaxistin belav dibe. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea da ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ea rizgar bike, heval\u00ea xwe qetil dike. Di bin nav\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de mirin\u00ea amade kir. Ev\u00een, ma wisa dibe? Zayend\u00eet\u00ee, ma wisa t\u00ea nirxandin? Ev bingeheke pir kir\u00eat, pir xist\u00eener e. D\u00eesa hezkirinek p\u00eaw\u00eest e. W\u00ea dem\u00ea tu \u00e7i dik\u00ee? Tu v\u00ea di stargehek\u00ea de bi \u015f\u00eawazeke birandox\u00ee diqed\u00een\u00ee. P\u00eaw\u00eest e p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee bi hezkirina welat ve b\u00ean gir\u00eadan. Ji bo ku hezkirina welat p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, p\u00eadiviya qezenckirina welat heye. Tu, ji bo qezenckirina welat ger\u00eela, \u00e7ek, \u015f\u00eawaz, takt\u00eek \u00fb \u00e7alakiya w\u00ee b\u00eene hi\u015f\u00ea xwe. Ku tu di hezkirina xwe de bi \u00eed\u00eea y\u00ee, w\u00ea sehaya ku ev hezkirin t\u00ea de p\u00eak were rizgar bike, r\u00eaxistina w\u00ee ava bike. Dib\u00eaje, \u201cmin vana nefikir\u00ee b\u00fb.\u2019\u2019 W\u00ea gav\u00ea tu sextekar \u00ee, xwe dixap\u00een\u00ee. V\u00ea neql\u00ea j\u00ee dikeve nava arasteyeke \u00eent\u00eeharvar\u00ee. Tu ji bo mirin\u00ea \u015fer nak\u00ee, tu ji bo rizgarkirin\u00ea derket\u00ee r\u00ea. Em din\u00earin zilam, weke ku dixwaze jiyan nake, di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de b\u00ear\u00eap\u00eevan \u00fb b\u00eahesab dikeve nava ger\u00eela. Ev di we tevan de wisa ye. Hezkirina we j\u00ee b\u00eahesab \u00fb b\u00ear\u00eap\u00eevan e, \u00e7\u00fbna we ya mirin\u00ea. Ev kesayetiyek e ku nehatiye dah\u00fbrandin, ev di wateyek\u00ea de kesayetiyek ku xwe razandiye qumar\u00ea ye. Ez di v\u00ee temen\u00ea xwe de ne di nava pergal\u00ea de me. Ma di nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de pergala kesan dibe? Di \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de her ti\u015ft dereasay\u00ee ye, awerte ye. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee mezinah\u00ee, nirx afirandin e.<\/p>\n

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karib\u00ee hez bik\u00ee, hez bike, karib\u00ee bij\u00ee, bije<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ji destp\u00eak\u00ea ve me got, div\u00ea di v\u00ee kar\u00ee de jin j\u00ee hebe. W\u00ea jin \u00e7awa be? Pirseka min ji jin\u00ea re heye: Tu k\u00ea y\u00ee, \u00e7i y\u00ee, ji ku der\u00ea t\u00eay\u00ee? Bi mafdar\u00ee dixwazim jin\u00ea nas bikim, bi hem\u00fb aliyan ve dixwazim nas bikim. \u00c7ima ez\u00ea xwe gir\u00ea bidim? Ez dixwazim b\u00fbyera Kurd, netewa Kurd p\u00eak b\u00eenim. Jixwe t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam netew qedandine. Ma ez j\u00ee xetayek bikim \u00fb biqed\u00eenim? Ma ez fersend didim v\u00ea? Her ku ji min t\u00ea gotin serok, di w\u00ee hal\u00ee de p\u00eaw\u00eest e giraniya xwe bidim\u00ea. Ev jin k\u00ea ye, \u00e7i ye, em\u00ea \u00e7awa binirx\u00eenin? Hem\u00fb jinan bi tevah\u00ee aliyan ve em digirin nav nirxandin\u00ea. Hun tev xas\u00fbk in; k\u00eamasiyek her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk bikim, hun\u00ea karibin gelek zilaman bixap\u00eenin. Jixwe zilam pir \u00e7ewt n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea dibin. M\u00eenak ten\u00ea di derbar\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de rast pol\u00eet\u00eeka diyarnekirin, art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn\u00ea diqed\u00eene. Hun dihizirin ku pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea de diyarkirin bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Hun bergeh teng in. Di derbar\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de nez\u00eekatiya mezintir\u00een a pol\u00eet\u00eek heye. Ji ber ku bi v\u00ea rew\u015fa xwe zilam \u00fb jina Kurd zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de hev \u00fb d\u00ee diqed\u00eenin. D\u00eeqat bikin, zewac\u00ean diwazdeh-panzdeh saliy\u00ea de p\u00eak t\u00ean \u00e7i ne? Jin h\u00ea nehatiye b\u00eest\u00fbpen\u00e7 sal\u00ee ya xwe, pen\u00e7-deh zarokan xwed\u00ee dike. Zilam j\u00ee ed\u00ee qil\u00fbs b\u00fbye. Dema ku t\u00ean b\u00eest\u00fbpen\u00e7 saliya xwe, li rast\u00ea ne zilam ne j\u00ee jin dim\u00eene. \u015eer\u00ea mezinkirina deh zarokan tirsnak e. Jixwe zarok nikarin bixw\u00eenin. Jin jixwe mehf b\u00fbye. Me \u00e7i f\u00eam kir ji v\u00ea jin \u00fb m\u00eartiy\u00ea? B\u00fbyereke tirsnak, min bi erjeng\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee kir. Min got, ez di v\u00ee kar\u00ee de tun im.<\/p>\n

Li rexm\u00ee van tevan, rast\u00eena jin\u00ea dib\u00eenim. \u00c7awa dib\u00eenim? Dib\u00eajim, azadiya jin\u00ea wisa dibe \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f dix\u00eenim. Tevgera jina azad heya f\u00eez\u00eeka w\u00ea dadix\u00eenim. Dib\u00eajim,hevala min w\u00ea tu ser\u00ea xwe wisa rabik\u00ee, ling\u00ean xwe wisa bi r\u00ea ve bibi; ev me\u015fa te ya \u015f\u00eawaza kole, ev awir\u00ean te \u015f\u00eawaza rev\u00ea, z\u00eade di hevalbendiy\u00ea de c\u00ee nagire; ev hest\u00ean te ji feodal\u00eezm\u00ea mane, ev eleqedariya te ber bi rev \u00fb xiyanet\u00ea ve dibe. Hema \u00e7i aliy\u00ea ku me rexne nekiriye nemaye. Teb\u00ee em jineke netew diafir\u00eenin. Ev w\u00ea \u00e7awa bibe? W\u00ea tu bi h\u00eawilnak bi zaneb\u00fbn b\u00ee, viyana te wek aw\u00eaney\u00ea zelal n\u00ee\u015fan bide, f\u00eez\u00eeka te art\u00eest\u00eek be, wek peykerek\u00ea be\u2026 Ez \u00e7i bikim? H\u00ea nehatiye b\u00eest saliya xwe, b\u00fbye jineke quncifok\u00ee. T\u00eepeke jina wisa ez nikarim t\u00eaxim nav b\u00fbyera me ya azadiy\u00ea. Ger ku di kevin de \u00e7\u00eakiribin, ez ne berpirsiyar\u00ea w\u00ea me. Ger ku dixwazin di nava ref\u00ean me de p\u00ea\u015f bixin, tu nikar\u00ee hevr\u00ea ya xwe b\u00een\u00ee v\u00ee hal\u00ee. Yek car\u00ee deh zarok nabin. Merc\u00ean me y\u00ean abor\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee y\u00ean hey\u00ee \u00fb rast\u00eena me ya siyas\u00ee v\u00ea ranakin. W\u00ee j\u00ee berde, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f\u00een j\u00ee diyar n\u00een e. Minak hez bike qas\u00ee tu karib\u00ee hez bik\u00ee, xwe bide hezkirin qas\u00ee karib\u00ee xwe bid\u00ee hezkirin; di naveroka van esasan de tu azad \u00ee. Gava yekem j\u00ee nikare bav\u00eaje. Ba\u015f e, keseke ku nikaribe gava yekem bav\u00eaje, w\u00ea \u00e7awa karibe bizewice? Dest \u015fidandinek, nih\u00eartinek j\u00ee rasteq\u00een\u00ee n\u00een e. Bi ya min div\u00ea awir yeman bin.<\/p>\n

Du kesan li deverek\u00ea bih\u00eal\u00ee, roja duyem ev t\u00eakiliya me ya reviyaye, ya j\u00ee \u00e7\u00fbye xiyanet\u00ea. Em\u00ea \u00e7i bikin ji t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam\u00ea wisa? R\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb hirmet, hevseng \u00fb p\u00eevana xwe tune. Yan\u00ee nikarin peyv\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f\u00een \u00ea hezkirin\u00ea j\u00ee ji hev re bib\u00eajin. \u201cEm ji bo \u00e7i hev \u00fb d\u00ee hez dikin, \u00e7ima bi dest\u00ea hev \u00fb d\u00ee digirin?\u2019\u2019 Hun nikarin wateya v\u00ea ji hev \u00fb d\u00ee re veb\u00eajin. Roja duyem bi hetik\u00een\u00ea, bi ketin \u00fb xistin\u00ea encam bigire, me \u00e7i f\u00eam kir ji v\u00ea t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam? \u015e\u00fbna ku bibe, bila qet nebe. Xort \u00fb ke\u00e7eke her\u00ee qirase li ser nav\u00ea ji hev hezkirin\u00ea bila di nav t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea de bin, w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku ev\u00ea bibe bela ser\u00ea min. W\u00ea \u00e7awa bibe bela? \u201cEz nizanim \u00e7i y\u00ea te n\u00een im; w\u00ea tu li min bin\u00ear\u00ee, ez dixwazim r\u00fbn\u00eam; li min nen\u00ear\u00ee, ez\u00ea bixeyidim, bigir\u00eem\u2026\u2019\u2019 Zilam kiriye, ke\u00e7a belengaz \u00e7ima neke!<\/p>\n

Ji ber ku ez mirovek\u00ee rasteq\u00een\u00ee me, ez xwe tev\u00ee van l\u00eestikan nakim. Hun j\u00ee xwe tev\u00ee nekin. Zilamek we bigire, w\u00ea roja duyem ava we dirbixe. Hun\u00ea feleka xwe \u015fa\u015f bikin. Pi\u015ftre j\u00ee hun\u00ea gazincan bikin, ez b\u00fbm \u00e7i, ez \u00e7ima wisa b\u00fbm? Ma te di p\u00ea\u015fiy\u00ea de hizir kiriba. zilam\u00ea xwe nas bikira. Tu ba\u015f nehiziriyay\u00ee. Ev kar bi raman\u00ea dibe. Ez nab\u00eajim bila hezkirin nebe. Bila bibe, l\u00ea bila rast bibe. Ez bawerim ku di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean we de ev \u00e7end taybetmendiy\u00ean bingeh\u00een y\u00ean ku min jimartiye, li wan d\u00eeqatkirin j\u00ee n\u00een e. Hun xwe pir hestiyar dihesib\u00eenin. L\u00ea min xwe av\u00eatiye navsera rast\u00ea, ez dizanim ku min xwe aniye rew\u015fa y\u00ea her\u00ee j\u00ea t\u00ea hezkirin. Keseke ku ji min rast hez bike, qas\u00ee bib\u00eajim tune hindik e. Ez \u00e7ima xwe t\u00eenim rew\u015fa j\u00ea t\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea? Teb\u00ee ji bo afirandina asta netew v\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadikim. Ger ku hem\u00fb jin\u00ean Kurd ji min hez nekin, ez nikarim bibim serok. Heta li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea jinan n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke rast newergirim, ez nikarim bibim dost\u00ea jin\u00ea; ez\u00ea bibim wek wan \u00ean d\u00ee. T\u00ea gotin serokat\u00ee, diviya ye ku gir\u00eadan bi v\u00ee nav\u00ee ve b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Di puxte \u00fb te\u015fe de her ti\u015ft\u00ean te, p\u00eaw\u00eest e t\u00eak\u00fbz p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. Y\u00ean din ma wisa ne? Wek Barzan\u00ee, wek axayan di\u00e7esp\u00eenin \u00fb digirn. Ke\u00e7\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eene, per\u00ea w\u00ea dat\u00eene ango \u00e7o l\u00ea dixe, harema xwe ava dike \u00fb ji xwe re dibe.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee hun, h\u00ea van c\u00eehanan nas nakin. Wek axatiya kevin, w\u00ea du xulekan de henasa we biqed\u00eenin. Bi pergal\u00ea j\u00ee nexapin, kerax e. Pergal, jin\u00ea b\u00eatir xistiye. B\u00eaaramiya nav malbat\u00ea, tevah\u00ee aliy\u00ean civak\u00ee girtiye. Ev pergal, ji axatiy\u00ea xirabtir e. Pergaleke xirab a din heye: Pergala kap\u00eetal\u00eezma kerax. Li pa\u015f a zehmet dim\u00eene. Di bingeh\u00ea rast\u00eenan de karibi hez bik\u00ee hez bike, karib\u00ee bij\u00ee bije. Di p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke me heye, \u015ferek\u00ee me heye. Di ke\u00e7eke ciwan de b\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea dema t\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een, ka ew dikare \u00e7iqas \u015fer bike b\u00eene p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av\u00ean xwe. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean min hene. Ke\u00e7eke gund\u00ee j\u00ee dikare derkeve p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee min. l\u00eakol\u00een dikim \u00fb dixwazim peyda bikim ka \u00e7i aliy\u00ean we y\u00ean dikarim p\u00ea\u015f bixim hene. M\u00eenak, wan taybetmendiy\u00ean ku di Turkan \u015eoray a wek t\u00eep\u00ea jina nay\u00ea gihandin t\u00ea raberkirin de peyda nabin, dikarim di w\u00ea de bib\u00eenim. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, ger ku ke\u00e7\u00ean gund\u00ee derketibin nav b\u00fbyera azadiy\u00ea, dikarin ji b\u00fbyera j\u00ea t\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea re bibin mijarek. D\u00eesa weke m\u00eenak, ew aktir\u00eest\u00ean jin \u00ean navdar ku t\u00ea gotin ji wan pir t\u00ea hezkirin, bila bi n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke azadiya rast bi dest were girtin, di encam de w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku ji wan nay\u00ea hezkirin. M\u00eenak, demek ber\u00ea dihate gotin ku Madonna ji hezkirin\u00ea ketiye. Ew jina ku zilam w\u00ea dihebandin, niha j\u00ea re qet eleqe n\u00een e. B\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea ji xwe ve \u00fb ten\u00ea bi mezinahiya hestan dernakeve rast\u00ea. L\u00ea di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de gelek jin \u00fb zilam hene. Ji ni\u015fkave li hev dikevin \u00fb bi hev t\u00ean gir\u00eadan. Ev kar hewqas h\u00easan n\u00een e. Bi t\u00eakiliyeke pi\u00e7\u00fbcik hev xistin mijara gotin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Ez di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de j\u00ee hestyar im. Ku heya dawiy\u00ea ji c\u00eehana azad re tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn nebe, ma ez xwe gir\u00ea didim? \u015eer\u00ea min \u00ea her\u00ee mezin li hember wan \u00ean ku dixwestin min bi xwe ve gir\u00ea bidin p\u00eak hat. Diya min xwest gir\u00ea bide. Min ji dayika xwe re got, \u201cgava ku te min an\u00ee c\u00eehan\u00ea, bi pir fikirandin \u00fb pa\u015feroj\u00ea gelalekirin nean\u00ee.\u2019\u2019 Teb\u00ee t\u00eakiliya me wisa b\u00fb. Gotineke pir balk\u00ea\u015f b\u00fb \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee di hi\u015f\u00ea min de ye. Min gotib\u00fb, \u201cwek \u00ean te w\u00ea zarok\u00ean min nebim!\u2019\u2019 T\u00ea f\u00eamkirin ku ba\u015f fikir\u00eeme. Hun\u00ea bikenin \u00fb biborin. L\u00ea gava ku berpirsiyar\u00ee hebe, zarok wisa nay\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin. Tuy\u00ea ji c\u00eehana zarokan re \u00e7i ti\u015ftek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee nek\u00ee. Ne dibistan, ne saxlem\u00ee, ne welat, ne azad\u00ee heye; \u00e7i ti\u015ftek n\u00een e. Zarokan rax\u00ee rast\u00ea. Ev nabe. Ez ji v\u00ea re dib\u00eajim, li ber ajaliy\u00ea jiyandin. \u00c7i bextewar\u00ee ji min re ku neketim gunehan. Ji zarokan re p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee welatek, derfeteke azad\u00ee \u00fb jiyandina azad p\u00eaw\u00eest e. \u015e\u00fbna ku m\u00earek\u00ee we y\u00ea xirab hebe, bila \u015fens\u00ea we y\u00ea jiyandina azad hebe, b\u00eatir ba\u015f e. M\u00ear\u00ea xirab, heya ku hun hatibana b\u00eest saliya xwe w\u00ea we cangizok kiriba. Li ser nav\u00ea cerbandin\u00ea yek\u00ea ji we em bidin m\u00ear, pi\u015ft\u00ee heftiyek\u00ee bigirin p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea xwe: Heke ku papa we derneketibe, ji min re \u00e7i dib\u00eajin bib\u00eajin. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku rew\u015f guncav n\u00een e, merc ranakin. B\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea wisa bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea me\u015fandin. Van karan ne min an\u00ee v\u00ee hal\u00ee. Ez \u015fopandiner\u00ea zanistiy\u00ea me, dixwazim felsefeyeke azadiy\u00ea bisep\u00eenim. Encam b\u00fb wisa. Pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea, pirsgir\u00eaka hest \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea wisa derketin rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Ji xortek\u00ee re \u00e7av\u00ean xwe negirin, rexne bikin. Min j\u00ee necib\u00eenin, rexne bikin. Dibe ku \u00ea min j\u00ee aliy\u00ean ku hun necib\u00eenin hebin. Rexne bikin \u00fb bib\u00eajin; em v\u00ea dera te naecib\u00eenin rast bike. Ji ber ku maf\u00ea we heye. Yek\u00ee ku bi nav\u00ea serok\u00ea we xwe derbas dike, bi v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea rexney\u00ean xwe p\u00ea\u015f bixin. \u00c7awa ku serok dixwaze \u015fekil bide we, hun dikarin wisa \u015fekil bidin\u00ea. Bi gor jineke Kurd, div\u00ea zilam\u00ea Kurd \u00e7awa be? Hun\u00ea bers\u00eeva v\u00ea pirs\u00ea di min de peyda bikin. Ji ber ku yek\u00ee di asta seroktiy\u00ea de dixwazim xwe bidim bir\u00eavebirin im. Heke ku hun xwesteka jin\u00ean Kurd p\u00eak b\u00eenin, hun\u00ea gaveke mezin a rizgariy\u00ea biav\u00eajin. Hun neb\u00eajin j\u00ee, ez xwe bi gor jina Kurd eyar dikim. Div\u00ea her jin karibe min biecib\u00eene. Hun dikarin bib\u00eajin, heval ma ne bes e? Ne bes e, p\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00eatir xwe bidim ecibandin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e bi her ti\u015ft\u00ean xwe, xwe bidim ecibandin. Ev pir gir\u00eeng e, ji ber ku ez nikarim bibim sextekar. Asta netew ji min re hewqas gir\u00eadan berp\u00ea\u015f dike, ez j\u00ee ne\u00e7ar im ku ri\u015ft bim. Ez \u00e7awa zor\u00ea li van ke\u00e7an dikim \u00fb dib\u00eajim, \u201cwiha \u015fer bikin, wiha bi zaneb\u00fbn bin, wiha bi r\u00eaxistin bin\u2019\u2019 ez ne\u00e7ar im \u00eedeal\u00ean wana tems\u00eel bikim. Hun j\u00ee, ji pirsa div\u00ea em \u00e7awa b\u00ean pejirandin re bi te\u015feyek\u00ea watedar dikarin bers\u00eev bigih\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Ji bo zilam j\u00ee, zilamek\u00ee \u00e7awa? Hun dikarin bib\u00eajin, \u201cme pirsa \u00e7awa zilam ji z\u00fb de \u00e7areser kir!\u2019\u2019 Bi ya min hun xelet in. Dibe ku hinek aliy\u00ean hun diecib\u00eenin hebin ango hinek t\u00eep\u00ean ku hun dilik\u00ee bibin j\u00ee hebin. Dibe ku ji \u00e7anda Ye\u015f\u00eel\u00e7am ango ji \u00e7anda feodal\u00eezm\u00ea bandordar bibin. L\u00ea bi ya min ne bes e. Xwe bigih\u00eenin \u00e7emka zilam\u00ea n\u00fb. Ez dib\u00eajim, ji dest d\u00eer\u00eajkirin\u00ea heya bi her away\u00ee libat\u00ee, div\u00ea bi temam\u00ee bi gor xwesteka we be. Ma eyb e? Wisa xwestek p\u00ea\u015f xistin maf\u00ea we ye. Zilam\u00ea ku dest\u00ea xwe ji were rast dir\u00eaj nake, rast n\u00eaz\u00eek nabe, hun\u00ea \u00e7i j\u00ea bikin? Y\u00ea ku hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdar\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea we nade, hun\u00ea \u00e7i bikin j\u00ea? Y\u00ean wisa hun\u00ea li ser\u00ea xwe bikin bela. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee di merc\u00ean hey\u00ee de zilam, li ser jinan wek totirne ye. Hun di aliy\u00ea f\u00eez\u00eek\u00ee de j\u00ee qels in, bi piran\u00ee diper\u00e7iqin \u00fb di\u00e7in. Pirsa zilamek\u00ee \u00e7awa ji bo we j\u00ee sot\u00eener e. L\u00eager\u00eena zilam\u00ea ku ji f\u00eez\u00eek heya hestan we neper\u00e7iq\u00eene gir\u00eeng e. Hema fikirandina zayend\u00eetiya b\u00eate\u015fe ne p\u00eaw\u00eest e. T\u00eakil\u00ee hema ne ji bo zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea, ji bo p\u00ea\u015fketina giyan \u00fb zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea, heta p\u00eerozkirina zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ye. Ev pevratiyeke pir xurt a jin-zalam bi xwe re derdix\u00eene. Hilnawe\u015fe ango bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea l\u00eestik\u00ea, xiyanet li welat nake, nabe vajiy\u00ea azad\u00ee \u00fb giyana takekes\u00ee ya mirov. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean wisa ji bast\u00fbra jiyan\u00ea re r\u00ea vedikin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee em dib\u00eajin, em\u00ea v\u00ea bi \u015fer biafir\u00eenin. Ez bi xwe j\u00ee mijara v\u00ea me. Ji pirsa \u00e7awa zilam re bers\u00eev didim. Ez hewl didim ku ji pirsa \u00e7awa jin re bers\u00eev bigih\u00eenim. V\u00ea bi hedan \u00fb rikeke mezin bi r\u00ea ve dibim. Min xwe av\u00eatiye rast\u00ea, ji rexneyan re j\u00ee vekir\u00ee me. Hun j\u00ee rast n\u00eaz\u00eek bibin. Em dikarin bi hev re bigih\u00eejin hinek encam\u00ean gir\u00eeng. Qet eyb n\u00een e, \u015f\u00fbna ku bi karbidest\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eaza xwe ke\u00e7eke diwazdeh sal\u00ee per\u00e7iq\u00eenim \u00fb bikim p\u00eerejinok, di w\u00ea de h\u00eaza viyana b\u00eadaw\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bixim; xwe\u015fiktiya w\u00ea, hesret \u00fb behremendiya hilbijartina w\u00ea derbixim e\u015fkeretiy\u00ea. Ev ji bo min b\u00eatir az\u00eeneke ku terc\u00eeh dikim. P\u00eaw\u00eesteka her\u00ee gir\u00eeng a r\u00eazdariya min ji min re ev e. Li hember jin ango ke\u00e7eke ciwan qet nabim per\u00e7iqandiner, qet w\u00ea ji xwe re hewcedar nakim, qet nay\u00eenim hal\u00ea kesayeteke raj\u00ear \u00fb p\u00eavek. Bila jin azadiya xwe bide axaftin. \u00c7areseriy\u00ea wisa dib\u00eenim \u00fb ez bi xwe j\u00ee v\u00ea dixwazim.<\/p>\n

P\u00eevan\u00ean min \u00ean jiyan\u00ea berfireh in. Bila tu kes \u015fa\u015f f\u00eam neke. Jina ku bi min re p\u00eevan\u00ean jiyana xwe p\u00ea\u015f dixe, dikare h\u00eetab\u00ea tevah\u00ee asta netew bike, dikare di hem\u00fb peywiran de serkeftin bel\u00ean bike. B\u00fbye jin ango m\u00ear, gir\u00eeng n\u00een e. B\u00fbna r\u00eaheval p\u00eak hatiye. Mirov pi\u015ft\u00ee ku b\u00fb r\u00eaheval, dikare zewacan j\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabike. L\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee bi misoger\u00ee div\u00ea di s\u00eenor\u00ean hevaltiy\u00ea de pevgih\u00een \u00e7\u00eabe. Div\u00ea di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de pir bi \u00eed\u00eea, qas\u00ee \u00eed\u00eeay\u00ea rasteq\u00een\u00ee \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fxistiner bibe.<\/p>\n

Got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ean daw\u00ee dixwazim wisa hindek \u015f\u00eanber bikim. Bi ya min ji wan pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean ku wek tab\u00fb t\u00ea d\u00eetin re \u015f\u00fbna qet nen\u00eazb\u00fbn\u00ea, div\u00ea em ji zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea heya estet\u00eek\u00ea, giyaniy\u00ea heya t\u00fbjb\u00fbna zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea, her ti\u015ft\u00ee bi gor \u015fer\u00ea me y\u00ea azadiy\u00ea ango di bingeh de bi wateya p\u00ea ve gir\u00eadan \u00fb w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin p\u00eagir\u00ea nirxandin\u00ea bikin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e em karibin got\u00fbb\u00eajan rasteq\u00een\u00ee bi r\u00ea ve bibin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hevalbendiya rast\u00een\u00ee bi\u00e7esp\u00eenin hev \u00fb d\u00ee. Div\u00ea qet em pa\u015f\u00e7av nekin ku, ev mijar her\u00ee hindik qas\u00ee \u00e7alakiyeke ger\u00eela nirxdar e. Ji ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea re bi misoger\u00ee derbasgeh n\u00een e. P\u00eaw\u00eestiya xwe wendakirin \u00fb kir\u00eatkirin\u00ea n\u00een e. P\u00eaw\u00eestiya b\u00ear\u00eazdariy\u00ea n\u00een e. Zagon\u00ean me y\u00ean jiyan\u00ea zagon\u00ean \u015fer in. Di wateyek\u00ea de em le\u015fker in. Ji ser\u00ee heya neyn\u00fbk\u00ea di her misqala me de p\u00ea\u015fbirka ku azadiya mezin a le\u015fkertiy\u00ea pa\u015f\u00e7av nake \u00fb jiyaneke ku ber ve baz dide: mijul\u00ee di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea de ye. Bi we re di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea de em got\u00fbb\u00eaj dikin \u00fb diponijin. Ez bawer dikim ku encam w\u00ea bi serkeftin be, \u00fb ev dibe layiq\u00ea wan heval\u00ean ku m\u00eena we jiyana xwe dan\u00eene rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Qad\u00ean ku hun j\u00ea hatine we teng kiriye, azweriy\u00ean we y\u00ean azadiy\u00ea hem \u00e7espandiye \u00fb hem j\u00ee ev azwer\u00ee z\u00eade nehatine te\u015fekirin; bi gir\u00eadana \u015fer\u00ea azadiy\u00ea ve nehatiye destgirtin. Ji er v\u00ea eger\u00ea req\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb heta dem dem jiyandina qeyran\u00ea b\u00fbye mijara gotin\u00ea. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ev nebe asteke asay\u00ee \u00fb bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00ea pejirandin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e daxwaza azadiy\u00ea d\u00eesa hebe. L\u00ea giredana \u015fer\u00ea azadiya w\u00ea, gir\u00eadana jiyana azad p\u00ea\u015f\u00e7av kirin, p\u00eaw\u00eest bike n\u00fbkirin \u00fb veg\u00fbhertin\u00ea de derbaskirin b\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een, bi v\u00ee away\u00ee tevl\u00eeb\u00fbn div\u00ea b\u00ea rasteq\u00een\u00eekirin. Di dem\u00ean daw\u00ee de esas ti\u015fta em dixwazin bi hem\u00fb binkeya xwe bidin jiyandin ev e. Jidil tevl\u00ee bibin, xwe rast bidin jiyan\u00ea. Y\u00ean ku qezenc dikin w\u00ea d\u00eesa hun bin. Bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea j\u00ee rasteq\u00eena serokatiy\u00ea bi tevah\u00ee aliyan ve t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin \u00fb sepandin w\u00ea ber bi jina azad \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean azad ve bibe.<\/p>\n

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\u201cTab\u00fby\u00ean we y\u00ean pir mezin hene,<\/p>\n

hun li hember derketinek\u00ee re j\u00ee w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan nadin.<\/p>\n

Ev ten\u00ea ne bo jinan,<\/p>\n

Ji bo zilaman j\u00ee derbasdar e.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

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C\u00ceHANEKE B\u00ca QEZENCKIRIN HEYE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Em bi t\u00eag\u00eenan zelal\u00ee didin qezenckirin, li ser jiyana kevin rexne p\u00ea\u015f dixin. Em pirsa p\u00eaw\u00eest e jiyana n\u00fb \u00e7awa be tim\u00ee dipirsin. Kesayetiyeke ku radibe \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, weke ku hewl dide ji tevah\u00ee aliy\u00ean kevin \u00ean civak\u00ea qut bibe, jin j\u00ee da ku azad bibe diviyaye ku ji hem\u00fb zinc\u00eer\u00ean koledariy\u00ea qut bibe. Kevne\u015fop\u00ee, sinc \u00fb stat\u00fbya ku li ser jin\u00ea t\u00ea \u00e7espandin, ten\u00ea di \u00e7ar\u00e7ova malbat, haw\u00eerdor \u00fb pergal\u00ea de bertek raberkirin bi ser\u00ea xwe ji b\u00fbna \u015fore\u015fgertiy\u00ea re t\u00ear nake. Ger ku jin, yek j\u00ee ya n\u00fb bib\u00eene, bi jiyana n\u00fb bigih\u00eeje \u00fb hilkeftina bi xwe dana pejirandin\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eene, w\u00ea karibe bikeve riya azadiy\u00ea. L\u00ea hinek mezin tab\u00fby\u00ean we hene; hun w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea li hember derketinek\u00ee j\u00ee nadin. Ev, ten\u00ea ne ji bo eniya jin\u00ea derbasdar e. Ez ten\u00ea ne ji bo civak\u00ea, ji bo binkeya ku xwe veguhestiye nav partiy\u00ea j\u00ee dib\u00eajim. Ev di nav binkeya zilam de j\u00ee heye. Bi wan dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean qonaxa daw\u00ee ku me p\u00ea\u015f xistiye, me hewl da ku vebikin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de em dib\u00eajin, bi gor dis\u00eepl\u00eena r\u00eaxistin \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee tevbigerin. Ev xirab n\u00een e, kes di z\u00eaderiyan de nikare z\u00eade w\u00earek\u00ee peyda bike, l\u00ea bi ser\u00ea xwe ev \u00e7areseriyek n\u00een e. Di \u00e7iy\u00ea de, bi \u00e7ek di nav merc\u00ean wekhev \u00fb azad de c\u00eegirtina jin\u00ea gaveke p\u00ea\u015f de ye. B\u00eay\u00ee zexta zilam rabih\u00eese jiyandin j\u00ee, p\u00eevananeke wekheviy\u00ea ye. L\u00ea di mijar\u00ean bingeh\u00een de jiyan hatiye dah\u00fbrandin an na, nax\u00ear!<\/p>\n

Dibe ku her qas al\u00eegir bi \u00e7ewt\u00ee ber\u00ea xwe bidin hev; gel\u015f pir balk\u00ea\u015f e. M\u00eenak y\u00ean j\u00eaderka gund\u00ee ne, bi lezg\u00een \u00fb bi \u00ee\u015faret\u00ean bir\u00fb-\u00e7av dikarin hev bixap\u00eenin \u00fb birevin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e em bi rasteq\u00een\u00ee binirx\u00eenin. \u00c7awa b\u00fb ku hinek \u015fervan\u00ean me fersend peyda kirin \u00fb hev \u00fb d\u00ee revandin \u00fb \u00e7\u00fbn xiyaneta her\u00ee xirab kirin? Va, r\u00eaveber e, l\u00ea li ba w\u00ee ku jinek qels\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan dide, bi h\u00easan\u00ee di bingeheke pir xweperest de hem\u00fb peywir \u00fb p\u00eevanan dat\u00eene aliyek\u00ee, heta xiyanet\u00ea dide ber \u00e7av \u00fb dikeve nav t\u00eakiley\u00ean bi her cure b\u00eahevseng. Ya her\u00ee xirab j\u00ee, te\u015fey\u00ean t\u00eakiliya hevalbendiy\u00ea li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee hev nadin p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Bi \u201cX\u00ear hatin\u2019\u2019ek\u00ea j\u00ee bi te\u015feyek\u00ea rast \u00e7\u00eanakin. Bi taybet\u00ee hin kes di mijara hezkirin \u00fb ev\u00een\u00ea de du rastiyan j\u00ee nikarin b\u00eenin ba hev \u00fb helwesta xwe raber bikin. Ev rew\u015f bilav\u00ee ne. Gelek libat\u00ean ku li ser nav\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea dikare b\u00ea diyarkirin\u00ea, bi rihet\u00ee bi te\u015feyek\u00ea \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea p\u00eagir\u00ea \u015firoveya her\u00ee xeternak t\u00ea kirin. Bi taybet\u00ee ji aliy\u00ea zilaman r\u00ea t\u00ea vekirin ji bo fermana dardekirina jin\u00ea. Qa\u015fo ew bi xwe j\u00ee hatiye xapandin. Hewqas dikare bikeve nirxandineke neheq \u00fb newekhev. Di aliye din de ka bi rast\u00ee \u00e7ilvir\u00een e yan na, ew j\u00ee ne diyar e.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e, ya ne \u00e7ilvir\u00een e, w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Tu kes v\u00ea ji xwe re nake pirsgir\u00eak. Weke ku zinc\u00eerek\u00ee n\u00fb bi xwe ve dadileq\u00eene \u00fb li hember jiyan\u00ea dibe mehkum. Dema ku em b\u00eatir k\u00fbr dikin \u00fb em dir\u00eaj\u00ea qada civak\u00ee dibin (ku ji v\u00ea re p\u00eadiv\u00ee heye) bi hatina nav partiy\u00ea ne nedikare ni\u015fkave azad bibe, ne j\u00ee ji h\u00eenb\u00fby\u00een\u00ean kevin difilite. Bi taybet\u00ee ji binkeya kevne\u015fopiya sinc\u00ee ya kevin filitandin bila li wir bim\u00eene, ev b\u00eatir t\u00ea \u00e7espandin heta t\u00ea ziravkirin.<\/p>\n

P\u00eaw\u00eest e li vir\u00ea ji hinek t\u00eag\u00eenan re b\u00eatir zelal\u00ee b\u00ea an\u00een. Me, ev yek-du sal\u00ean dawiye di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hinek dah\u00fbr\u00eenan da p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Me li ser \u00e7onayetiya jiyana gund\u00ee \u00fb jiyana burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk a li ser esas\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea \u00e7avd\u00ear\u00ee p\u00eak an\u00ee. \u00c7emka nam\u00fbs\u00ea a li ser v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea \u00fb heta ew bandor\u00ean civak\u00ee, abor\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee ku v\u00ea esas digirin bi hendazet\u00ee bi kar an\u00ee. Di xwiyang\u00ea de kes\u00ean ku pir dijber\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea disekinin, di bingeh de t\u00ea d\u00eetin ku di nav n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke zayend\u00eetiya pir b\u00eate\u015fe de ne. T\u00ea zan\u00een ku ev yek hem di jin\u00ea de, hem j\u00ee di zilam de di asteke pir kir\u00eat de t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin, zayend\u00eet\u00ee tim wek amrazek\u00ea xistin\u00ea t\u00ea dest girtin \u00fb kes nikarin xwe ji v\u00ea bidine filitandin.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya \u00e7ewt ji zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea re <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fb mezintir\u00een b\u00ea\u00e7aretiya civak\u00ea<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dema ku em li gelemperiya c\u00eehan\u00ea, em hizir dikin ku, emperyal\u00eezm v\u00ea pirsgir\u00eake bi gora xwe b\u00eatir er\u00ean\u00ee \u00fb di aliyek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f de \u00e7areser kiriye, l\u00ea li welat\u00ean raj\u00ear \u00fb li nav gel\u00ean kole j\u00ee zayend\u00eet\u00ee hatiye veguhestin ber bi rast\u00eena xistina civak\u00ee ya giring. Ned\u00eetin gengaz n\u00een e ku, civak\u00ean wek me b\u00eatir pa\u015fket\u00ee ne, \u00e7emka zayend\u00eetiya pir hoveber \u00fb te\u015fey\u00ea her\u00ee xist\u00ee, di nav hev de dij\u00een. Gir\u00eadan\u00ean v\u00ea bi m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea ve hene. Wisa rew\u015feke zext\u00ea \u00fb xizaniy\u00ea afirandiye ku, ji bil\u00ee ajoya bir\u00e7it\u00ee \u00fb zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea wek\u00ee din tu fersend ji civakb\u00fby\u00eeneke din re, \u00eecar ji siyasalb\u00fby\u00een \u00fb b\u00eerdoz\u00eeb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea re nas nekiriye. Di bingeh de \u00e7emka nam\u00fbs\u00ea, \u00e7emkeke b\u00eerdoz\u00ee ye. L\u00ea di nava me de ji v\u00ea \u00e7i t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin? Jin, ke\u00e7 nizanim n\u00ee\u015faniyeka zilam heye. Bi gora xwe y\u00ean ku \u00e7av berdidin van, b\u00eanam\u00fbs in; dema ku wana ba\u015f neparast, hing\u00ea ew bi xwe b\u00eanam\u00fbs e. Ez hizir nakim ku dervey\u00ea v\u00ea naverokeka xwe ye d\u00ee hebe. Ka ev \u00e7iqas k\u00eam e, niha em ba\u015ftir t\u00eadigih\u00eejin. Di bingeh de pir e\u015fkere ye ku, ev \u00e7emk jin\u00ea j\u00ee , ke\u00e7 \u00fb n\u00ee\u015faniy\u00ea j\u00ee rizgar nake. Li ciyek\u00ee ev \u00e7emk di hundir\u00ea xwe de ya her\u00ee b\u00eanam\u00fbs e.<\/p>\n

Niha zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea wisa tab\u00fbkirin, takekes bi ku der\u00ea ve dibe? Ber bi \u015f\u00fbngeheke kesayetiya ku ji civakb\u00fbn, derfet\u00ean abor\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eazb\u00fbna siyas\u00ee d\u00fbr dikeve ve dibe. Di dest\u00ea kesayetiyeke wisa de ji bil\u00ee dana axaftina ajoyan p\u00ea de ti\u015ftek nam\u00eene. Ev pir \u015f\u00eanber e. Heke ku ajoy\u00ean bir\u00e7it\u00ee \u00fb zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea di bin s\u00eenorek\u00ee teng de bin, ev her du hev \u00fb din h\u00eawilnak xwed\u00ee dikin. Her ku ajoya bir\u00e7itiy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, zayend\u00eet\u00ee pir p\u00ea\u015f dikeve; her ku ajoya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, \u00ea din j\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f dix\u00eene; her wiha her du hev \u00fb d\u00ee k\u00fbr dikin \u00fb ev b\u00ea\u00e7aretiya mezintir\u00een a civak\u00ee ye. Pir w\u00eadetir j\u00ee t\u00ea an\u00een rew\u015fa \u00e7emk\u00ea. Ev di nava me de \u00e7emka malbata hoveber, \u00e7emka \u201cjina min, m\u00ear\u00ea min\u2019\u2019 \u00fb \u00e7emka zarokan pir hebandin\u00ea ye. Zaroka w\u00ea fel\u00e7 b\u00fbye, l\u00ea ew zaroka xwe di c\u00eehan\u00ea de heb\u00fbna her\u00ee nirxdar dib\u00eene. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee zaroka w\u00ea xirab\u00ee ya her\u00ee mezin aniye ser\u00ea w\u00ea. Le bi ya w\u00ea ev gengaz n\u00een e. Ez h\u00ea ji \u015fa\u015f dibim; min v\u00ea di ezm\u00fbneya jiyana xwe de j\u00ee vekir. Ji bo zarok \u00e7i ti\u015ftek tune, l\u00ea w\u00ea tu \u00e7awa mir\u00eetiya wan ji zarokan re rave bik\u00ee? Her ku hezkirina te hewqas rast e, tu \u00e7ima zarokan hewqas bi \u00ea\u015f \u00fb janan r\u00fb bi r\u00fb dih\u00eal\u00ee? Hem\u00fb di nava v\u00ea nakokiy\u00ea de dixeniqin. Malbat xwe difiro\u015fe, xwe p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f\u00ee piyas\u00ea dike, bi \u015f\u00eawazeke her\u00ee xirab ji bazirganiya mirovan re r\u00ea vedike; zarok\u00ean xwe j\u00ee difiro\u015fe, heta ke\u00e7a xwe j\u00ee difiro\u015fe. \u00db bi gora w\u00ea ev \u00e7emkek e. Di bin nakokiya qirase de dixeniqe. B\u00eatir y\u00ean b\u00ean diyarkirin hene. Hem\u00fb jiyan\u00ea bi gor t\u00earkirina \u00e7end ajoyan eyar dike: T\u00earkirina ajoya bir\u00e7it\u00ee \u00fb ajoya zayend\u00ee. \u00c7ima li r\u00eak\u00ean d\u00ee y\u00ea t\u00earkirin\u00ea nagere?<\/p>\n

Va, ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea ji we dipirsim: \u00c7ima t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eena r\u00eaxistin\u00ee qels e, t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eena siyas\u00ee qels e \u00fb t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eena le\u015fker\u00ee qels e? Bi gor min, ji ber ku hun di s\u00eenor\u00ea bir\u00e7\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb zayend\u00eetiya b\u00eate\u015fe de mane, lewma. Mirov dikare bandora v\u00ea j\u00ee bihizire. Dibe ku kevneperestiya di v\u00ea der\u00ea de ye, ew kevneperestiya ku di asta r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee de be. Heke ku hun jiyan\u00ea bi te\u015feyek\u00ea t\u00earkirina bir\u00e7itiya zayend\u00ee ya pir b\u00eate\u015fe de binirx\u00eenin, dibe ku hun t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eena siyas\u00ee, t\u00earb\u00fby\u00eena r\u00eaxistin\u00ee nehizirin. Gava ku mejiy\u00ea we tim bi van kir\u00fbyan ve eliq\u00ee ma, hun\u00ea gelek ti\u015ftan wenda bikin. Her hal di gelek kadroy\u00ean me de ev heye. Ti\u015fta ji ev\u00een\u00ea j\u00ee f\u00eam dikin, bi dib\u00eatiyeke mezin azweriya mezin azayendiy\u00ea ye. P\u00eaw\u00eest e n\u00earina ke\u00e7 ji xort re, xort ji ke\u00e7\u00ea re b\u00ea derbaskirin. \u00ca ku derbas neke, tu w\u00ee bikuj\u00ee j\u00ee, nikar\u00ee bik\u015f\u00een\u00ee xeta r\u00eaxistin \u00fb siyas\u00ee. Her wek\u00ee ji ni\u015fkave dikare bireve j\u00ee. Ev mijar bi xwe re dehan-sedan ezm\u00fbneyan derxiste rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

P\u00eerozkirina b\u00fbyera zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea \u00e7i ye? P\u00eaw\u00eest e zayenda jin\u00ea, zayenda zilam, hindek bi civakb\u00fbn \u00fb ber bi siyasalb\u00fbn\u00ea ve b\u00ea dest girtin. Wisa gir\u00eaday\u00ee hev dest girtin, xurtb\u00fbna b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb pol\u00eet\u00eek \u00fb besb\u00fbna prat\u00eek p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Da ku ev b\u00ea raberkirin div\u00ea h\u00eenb\u00fby\u00een\u00ean b\u00eate\u015fe y\u00ean jiyan\u00ea b\u00ean av\u00eatin \u00fb b\u00ean derbaskirin. W\u00ea \u00e7awa b\u00ea derbaskirin? Em dizanin ku zewaca koledariy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dixe ne \u00e7are ye. Di bingeh de zewaceke b\u00eate\u015fe vejena mirov diqed\u00eene, li dervey\u00ea r\u00eakxist\u00ea dih\u00eale. Gih\u00ee\u015ftina ger\u00eela \u00fb xeta r\u00eaxistin\u00ea pir zor e. Encama wan zewac\u00ean ku di panzdeh sal\u00ee de t\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea, hilwe\u015fandin e; em v\u00ea ba\u015f dizanin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ev p\u00eavajo berevaj\u00ee bi\u00e7e \u00fb p\u00eeroziy\u00ea bije. Em dixwazin hezkirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixin, l\u00ea zem\u00een, h\u00eaz \u00fb \u00e7emka v\u00ea li ku der\u00ea ye? Zewac\u00ean bin panzdeh sal\u00ee, \u00e7awa ku min got diqed\u00eene. Derketina ser v\u00ea j\u00ee, b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ean b\u00eate\u015fe napejir\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

W\u00ea tu b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea p\u00eeroz bicerb\u00een\u00ee. Wergirtina v\u00ea bi helkirina hinek pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean rehdar ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. P\u00eaw\u00eest e al\u00eegir siyas\u00ee, rew\u015ferb\u00eer \u00fb civak\u00ee bin. Di hal\u00ea berevaj\u00ee de w\u00ea jin li zilam, zilam li jin\u00ea \u00e7awa bin\u00eare; weke heb\u00fbniyeke zayendiya b\u00eate\u015fe. Gava ku bi jinek\u00ea re were ba hev, ku di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea h\u00eaza axaftin\u00ea de n\u00eaz nebe, wek hevalek\u00ea neb\u00eene, ev\u00ea bibe t\u00eakiliyeke pir sosret. Ev nabe hatina ba hev a du mirovan. Ev s\u00eenor\u00ean mirovb\u00fbn\u00ea derbas dike. Ya y\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea xwe wek zayendeke cuda qet nab\u00eene, ya j\u00ee ten\u00ea wek zayendeke dijber dib\u00eene. Ev, di bin s\u00eenor\u00ea pir hoveber de rew\u015fa ku t\u00ea jiyandin e. Teb\u00ee mirov ne ev e; heb\u00fbniyeke civak\u00ee ye, heb\u00fbniyeke siyas\u00ee ye, heb\u00fbniyeke dihizire ye. Dema ku te p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean v\u00ea an\u00ee c\u00ee, p\u00eerozb\u00fbn dest p\u00ea dike. Ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea w\u00ea tu \u00e7i bik\u00ee? W\u00ea tu bi civakb\u00fbn \u00fb hevalb\u00fbn\u00ea dest p\u00ea bik\u00ee. W\u00ea tu bib\u00ee hevaleka k\u00fbr. B\u00fby\u00eena heval, di p\u00eevan\u00ean r\u00eaxistina me de r\u00eahevalt\u00ee ye. Asta siyas\u00ee \u00fb asta r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ya r\u00eahevaltiy\u00ea heye.<\/p>\n

Ev nez\u00eekat\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya nam\u00fbs\u00ea ango zayendiya kevne\u015fopiya kevin pev di\u00e7in. W\u00ea tu v\u00ea pev\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea \u00e7awa \u00e7areser bik\u00ee? Ya bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea \u00e7areser bik\u00ee, ya j\u00ee bi dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea. Em dizanin ku dij-\u015fore\u015f, bi sepandin\u00ean zayendiya b\u00eate\u015fe ya zewac\u00ean bin panzdeh sal\u00ee ji xwe re bike palpi\u015ftek. Em j\u00ee, her kes dizane ku berevaj\u00ee dixwazin wan zewac\u00ean ku li ser esas\u00ean zayendiya b\u00eate\u015fe ne b\u00eenin rew\u015fa bi kar nay\u00ea, da ku xira bikin.<\/p>\n

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Kesayetiya dij-civak\u00ee nikare saxlem n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea ger\u00eela bibe<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nizanim, ma p\u00eaw\u00eest dike cardin dubare bikim ku ji v\u00ea \u015ferek\u00ee mezin derketiye? Ajo pir h\u00eazdar in, ji h\u00eenb\u00fbniyan b\u00eatir h\u00eazdar in. Ajo per\u00e7eyek\u00ea xwezay\u00ea ne; weke ajoya bir\u00e7\u00eetiy\u00ea, ajoya zayendiy\u00ea. L\u00ea mirov j\u00ee, div\u00ea em ji b\u00eer nekin ku dema t\u00ea ber s\u00eenor\u00ea mirovb\u00fbn\u00ea hindek ajoy\u00ean xwe s\u00eenordar dike \u00fb dibe mirov. Ango div\u00ea em ji b\u00eer nekin ku ajoy\u00ean xwe hindek veguh\u00eastiye siyaset, civakb\u00fbn \u00fb ramandin\u00ea \u00fb bi mirovatiy\u00ea qonaxa s\u00eal\u00fbn\u00ea daye p\u00eak\u00eenandin. Di s\u00eenor\u00ean zayendiya b\u00eate\u015fe de gel\u00ean Efr\u00eeqa seyr dikin. Em dizanin ka di k\u00eejan asta zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de ne. Va, nexwe\u015fiya AIDS j\u00ee hindek bi v\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. Li aliyek\u00ee di emperyal\u00eezm\u00ea de asta zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ku seyr dike \u00fb li aliy\u00ea din de asta zayend\u00eetiya Efr\u00eeqa ya hoveber ku pev di\u00e7in dibine \u00e7avkaniya v\u00ea nexwe\u015fiy\u00ea. Teq\u00eena nif\u00fbs, encamek\u00ee v\u00ea nakokiy\u00ea ye. Standart\u00ean jiyana emperyal\u00eezm\u00ea, standart\u00ea jiyan \u00fb jiyana zayendiy\u00ea ya gelan, teqandina nif\u00fbs\u00ea ye. W\u00ea ev bi ser\u00ea xwe bikaribe xwezay\u00ea w\u00earan bike \u00fb civak\u00ea b\u00eene rew\u015fa nay\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea. Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin ku, \u201cji bo me hewqas ramandina gerd\u00fbn\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest nake!\u2019\u2019 Nax\u00ear, em dixwazin van pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean ku hatiye veguh\u00eastin nav binkeya me derbas bikin. H\u00easaniy\u00ea ve rev n\u00een e. Teb\u00ee di v\u00ea der\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee civakb\u00fbn\u00ea bicerb\u00een\u00ee. Civakb\u00fbn va, hatina ba hev e. N\u00eazb\u00fbna jin-zilam ji hev re ye. Ji hev re \u00e7end axaftin gotin e. Li ba me hin caran, ambargo heye, ji axaftin\u00ea re j\u00ee carna qedexe dat\u00eene; ev ne \u00e7areser\u00ee ye.Fersend nade axaftin\u00ea. Hev \u00fb d\u00ee hema xapandin heye. Ev \u00e7areseriyeke \u00e7awa ye? A ku em t\u00eenin \u00e7awa ye? Ji axaftin\u00ea re er\u00ea, ji n\u00eazb\u00fbn\u00ea re er\u00ea; l\u00ea ev bi ser\u00ea xwe \u00e7areseriyek n\u00een e. Hema dana axaftina zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea re, na. W\u00ea ev te bixe rew\u015feke her\u00ee b\u00eate\u015fey\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e ya rast \u00e7i ye? Va civaka Kurd ango gi\u015ft\u00ee mirov\u00ean me, Tirkiy\u00ea j\u00ee z\u00eade cuda n\u00een e. Pa\u015fver\u00fbtiyeke civak\u00ee a mezintir\u00een \u00fb pa\u015fver\u00fbtiyeke abor\u00ee ya awarte heye. Ji v\u00ea pa\u015fver\u00fbtiya siyas\u00ee \u00fb b\u00eah\u00eaz\u00ee dert\u00ea. Ev yek gir\u00eadan\u00ean xwe bi b\u00ear\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea ve heye. Lewaziya di \u015f\u00eawaza l\u00eaxistin\u00ea de, xwe diteyis\u00eene war\u00ea le\u015fker\u00ee \u00fb tu bi v\u00ea ne ti\u015ftek \u00ee. Ev kesayet nikare saxlem n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea ger\u00eela bibe. Min xwe di ve mijar\u00ea de amade kiriye. Di l\u00eakol\u00eena we ya ezm\u00fbneya min de feyde dib\u00eenim. Ji aliy\u00ean min \u00ean her\u00ee ba\u015f, bi ya min yek j\u00ee div\u00ea bibe ev.<\/p>\n

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Min ji xwe re got, \u201cji hevaltiy\u00ea re er\u00ea.\u2019\u2019 Bi ke\u00e7an re hevalt\u00ee \u00fb leyistin xwe\u015f e, l\u00ea dema ku ez hatim s\u00eenor\u00ea zewac\u00ea bertekek bi min re \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb. Min got, \u201cw\u00ea ev damezrak min bixwe.\u2019\u2019 Pir bi dudil\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbm. Pi\u015ftre di astek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fket\u00eetir de xwestim ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ea bi jinek\u00ea re k\u00fbr bikim. L\u00ea di vir de j\u00ee min xwe wenda nekir. Dikar\u00eeb\u00fbm ketibama nav p\u00eevan\u00ean malbata kevne\u015fop\u00ee; pir hayjixwe n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbm. Hun dizanin, ev vegeriya \u015ferek\u00ee mezin. Hema hema bi KT\u2019y\u00ea re bir heya \u015fer\u00ea man \u00fb neman\u00ea. Heke ku min xwe terkeser\u00ea kevne\u015fopiyan kiriba, yek j\u00ee kevneperestiy\u00ea jiyaba \u00fb bigota ke\u00e7 li aliyek\u00ee, xort li aliyek\u00ee, ev w\u00ea min biribana feodal\u00eezm\u00ea. Heke ku ketibama l\u00eager\u00eena malbat\u00ea, ev j\u00ee w\u00ea min biribana wir\u00ea. D\u00eesa di t\u00eakiliya hat\u00ee avakirin de ketibama nav n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk, w\u00ea min biribana radestb\u00fbna dewlet\u00ea. Em berdin ji min derketina \u015fore\u015fgerek\u00ee, ten\u00ea w\u00ea kariba mam\u00fbrek\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00ea ku xelas b\u00fbye \u00fb qediyaye derketibana. L\u00ea berevaj\u00ee, ji v\u00ea b\u00fbyer\u00ea re pir endaze \u00fb hevseng n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbm. Ji ber li hember \u00e7espandin\u00ean kevne\u015fop\u00ee \u00fb pergal\u00ea st\u00fb netewandim, ev b\u00fbyer di \u015fore\u015fgerb\u00fbna min roleke mezin leyist. Niha hun dizanin, ez bi jin\u00ea re mijul dibim \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eek dibim. N\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbna her\u00ee mezin em p\u00eak t\u00eenin, l\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea bi \u00e7av\u00ean \u201chat \u00e7areserkirin\u2019\u2019 nab\u00eenin. Ev\u00ea, ji p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea re hindek r\u00ea vekir, ev nay\u00ea \u00eenkarkirin.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e binkeya gi\u015ft\u00ee ya kadro \u00e7i dike? Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee me ditirs\u00eene. Carna hema dim\u00eene hetik\u00een derkevin. Hev \u00fb d\u00ee dib\u00eenin, dib\u00eajin, \u201cem hestiyar b\u00fbn\u2019\u2019 Ev n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee roja duyem ber bi rev\u00ea ve dibe. Hatina ba hev \u00e7ima kir\u00eat dibe \u00fb pi\u015ftre ji rev\u00ea re r\u00ea vedike? Halb\u00fbk\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e pir got\u00fbb\u00eaj bik\u00ee. Pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean te y\u00ean hezar salan hene. Tu dikar\u00ee got\u00fbb\u00eaj bik\u00ee. Yek car\u00ee dikar\u00ee bik\u00ee heval, bik\u00ee r\u00eaheval. Em dixwazin hevalbendiya \u015fer, hevalbendiya r\u00eaxistin\u00ea z\u00eadetir p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Gelo ev hezkirin t\u00ea zan\u00een, ango t\u00ea bawerkirin ku ev hezkirin p\u00eaw\u00eest e? Me dan\u00ee rast\u00ea ku hezkirin li ba me hatiye qetilkirin.<\/p>\n

M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee qirkirina hezkirin\u00ea ye; di heman dem\u00ea de ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean saxlem a di navbera her du zayendan re gora qirkirin\u00ea daye kolandin. Pergal j\u00ee rojane di kevne\u015fopiyan de bi tevah\u00ee qirkirina t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea ye. Ev j\u00ee dane ne.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e em\u00ea li hember qirkirina hezkirin\u00ea \u00e7awa t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena rizgariy\u00ea bidin? Ev j\u00ee dah\u00eananeke zanist\u00ee ye. Her ku qirkirin heye, hing\u00ea li hember v\u00ea qirkirin\u00ea div\u00ea berxwedan j\u00ee hebe. Ger ku v\u00ea pa\u015f\u00e7av bik\u00ee, tu nikar\u00ee hezkirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee. Nirxandineke min pir di p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de heb\u00fb: \u015eore\u015fa me di heman dem\u00ea de \u015fore\u015feke hezkirin\u00ea ye. Ev j\u00ee t\u00eag\u00eeneke zanist\u00ee ye; wisa ne p\u00eanaseyeke remz\u00ee \u00fb w\u00eajey\u00ee n\u00een e. Li hember qirkirina hezkirineke rast\u00een\u00ee, \u00e7espandina \u015fore\u015fa hezkirin\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest dike.<\/p>\n

Ev, b\u00ea\u015fiphe, di navbera zayenda jin-zilam de j\u00ee b\u00eatir bi ponij\u00een hatiye p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ji v\u00ea re em dib\u00eajin, hest! Ten\u00ea ne di navbera zayenda jin-zilam de, em ne\u00e7ar in ku di navbera hemzayend\u00ea xwe de j\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bixin. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya r\u00eazdariya zilam ji zilam re, heye yan na? M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee \u00fb feodal\u00eezm mehf kiriye. R\u00eazdariya jin\u00ea ji jin\u00ea re heye yan na? Nax\u00ear; dexes\u00ee, hev \u00fb d\u00ee neki\u015fandin her wek\u00ee fena kurmek\u00ee van t\u00eakil\u00ee, jidilt\u00ee, hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdariyan diqew\u00eare. Tuy\u00ea van hem\u00fbyan \u00e7awa asteng bik\u00ee? P\u00ea\u015f\u00ee bi hevnas\u00een\u00ea. Ez ji were bib\u00eajim, hun h\u00ea di s\u00eal\u00fbna hevnas\u00een\u00ea de ne, hun\u00ea \u015fa\u015f bibin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hevnas\u00een hindek di bingeh\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ee de b\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Li ser nav\u00ea zayend\u00ea ji ku der\u00ea t\u00eay\u00ee ku der\u00ea; k\u00eejan pirsgir\u00eakan dij\u00ee? Hevnas\u00een, dibin ew bers\u00eev\u00ean ku ji van pirsan re b\u00ean day\u00een. Nexwe ajal j\u00ee, dema ku zayend\u00ean dijber\u00ea xwe dib\u00eenin, hema bi ajoy\u00ee n\u00eaz dibin; ev b\u00fbyereke hevnas\u00een\u00ea n\u00een e. P\u00eanaseya mirov li ser v\u00ea yek\u00ea ye. Ger ku hun li derdora pirs\u00ean \u201cdi nav d\u00eerok\u00ea de \u00e7i hat ser\u00ea min, rew\u015fa min a d\u00eerok\u00ee \u00fb rojane, peywira min \u00e7i ye?\u2019\u2019 got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eenin, dikarin derfeta derketin\u00ea peyda bikin.<\/p>\n

Heke ku tu v\u00ea hevnas\u00een\u00ea p\u00eak ney\u00een\u00ee, w\u00ea tu kijan t\u00eakiliya ev\u00een\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee? Ev\u00een\u00ea j\u00ee di wateya biyekb\u00fbna mirov di her ast\u00ea de nehizirin.<\/p>\n

B\u00fbyera ev\u00een\u00ea t\u00eag\u00eeneke b\u00eatir cewaz e: ev\u00een, azweriya ku ji bo azadb\u00fbna mirov t\u00ea rabih\u00eestin, ji xwe\u015fikb\u00fbna mirov, tevah\u00eetiya libat\u00ean mirov \u00fb ji h\u00eaza mirov re r\u00eazdariya ku t\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fandan e. Em qala ev\u00eena takekes\u00ee nakin; di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ne t\u015ftek e. Bi gotineke, \u201ccan\u00ea min v\u00ea dixwaze, v\u00ee dixwaze\u2019\u2019 nabe. Li p\u00ea\u015fiya te w\u00earan\u00ee \u00fb qirkirinek heye. Heya ku tu wan derbas nek\u00ee, nebor\u00een\u00ee tu nikar\u00ee ti\u015ftek\u00ee bik\u00ee. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya \u201cya em\u00ea bigirin \u00fb birevin ango \u00eenkar bikin\u2019\u2019 \u00e7ewt e. P\u00ea\u015f\u00ee heval \u00fb r\u00eahevalb\u00fbn p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Em v\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin.<\/p>\n

P\u00ea\u015f\u00ee em k\u00ee ne, em \u00e7i ne, em ji ku der\u00ea t\u00ean? Em dixwazin civakeke n\u00fb ava bikin. Civaka n\u00fb, wekhev\u00ee, azad\u00ee, r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea destp\u00eak\u00ea em di navbera xwe de p\u00eak b\u00eenin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de her\u00ee k\u00eam h\u00eaza te ya pirskirin\u00ea \u00fb derbir\u00eena r\u00eazdariya her\u00ee \u00a0k\u00eam nebe, ku tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cem civaka n\u00fb \u00fb sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea ava dikin\u2019\u2019 we qijik j\u00ee bi v\u00ea bikenin. Ev, hev \u00fb d\u00ee xapandin e. Ji jinek\u00ea hez bike, roja duyem ji r\u00eaveber re bi meliqandin\u00ea w\u00ea bixwaze mesafe wergire \u00fb bib\u00eaje \u201ca h\u00ear\u00ee ba\u015f wisa ye!\u2019\u2019 R\u00eaveber j\u00ee bi karbidestiya xwe jin\u00ea hema wek axayek\u00ee bigire bin serdestiya xwe, diki\u015f\u00eene xulamtiy\u00ea \u00fb dixwaze bi kar b\u00eene. Te \u00e7i kir li vir\u00ea? A kevin bi awayek\u00ee her\u00ee xirab li ser\u00ea me kir bela! Wekhev\u00ee \u00fb azad\u00ee li ku der\u00ea ma?<\/p>\n

Di nava ref\u00ean me de niha serbest bih\u00eal\u00ee, n\u00eeve wan jina kevin, n\u00eev\u00ea din j\u00ee m\u00ear\u00ea kevin in. Ka w\u00ea me civakeke n\u00fb ava bikira. Xewn\u00ean me y\u00ean civaka n\u00fb, h\u00eav\u00ee \u00fb armanc\u00ean me, tu bi harkirina pergala malbata kevin t\u00een\u00ee ber qedan\u00ea! Ev xeter\u00ee ne xeteriyeke ku xwe hindik dide h\u00eeskirin. Em hewl didin ku \u00e7areser bikin. Dibe ku hinek bifikirin ku ez bi kar\u00ean ne p\u00eaw\u00eest ve mijul dibim, l\u00ea wisa n\u00een e. Ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort div\u00ea \u00e7awa hev \u00fb d\u00ee nas bikin? Dibe ku ji were wek pirseke pir fi\u015farde were. L\u00ea bi ya min h\u00ea j\u00ee ev qonax t\u00ea jiyandin. Ji naskirin\u00ea w\u00eadetir, gelo hun dikarin h\u00eaza n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn\u00ea ji hev re n\u00ee\u015fan bidin? Heke ku hun n\u00ee\u015fan bidin, bravo! Heta min v\u00ea got: Di bingeheke rast de y\u00ea\/a ku dikare ev\u00een\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixe re ez\u00ea bib\u00eajim, bravo! Di bingeh\u00ean rast\u00een\u00ea de hezkirinek\u00ea, ev\u00eenek\u00ea ger ku dij\u00een, w\u00ea mirov \u015fanaz bibe. L\u00ea rew\u015feke wisa heye yan na? Her du hatine ba hev, tu l\u00ea din\u00ear\u00ee feli\u015fandina r\u00eaxistin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f ketiye. Ez\u00ea \u00e7awa ji v\u00ea re bib\u00eajim, ev\u00een, hest \u00fb azwer\u00ee?<\/p>\n

Heb\u00fbn \u00fb tuneb\u00fbna te r\u00eaxistin e; l\u00ea bi v\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya xwe tu r\u00eaxistin\u00ea diqed\u00een\u00ee. Ma me negot, bi awayek\u00ee din em dikarin \u00e7\u00eabikin. \u201cPi\u015ft\u00e7eper p\u00eaw\u00eest e, ger ku nebe ji bo me rev p\u00eaw\u00eest e!\u2019\u2019 Ma ev\u00een w\u00ea wisa biba? Ma h\u00eaza ev\u00een\u00ea ji v\u00ea re r\u00ea bida vekirin? Nax\u00ear, tam berevaj\u00ee. Li welatek\u00ee ger ku qadeke te y\u00ea \u00e7alakiya serbixwe k\u00eam-z\u00eade tune be, yek car\u00ee n\u00eavenga hezkirin\u00ea n\u00een e. Ji bo hezkirin\u00ea welat p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Z\u00eade tevl\u00ee n\u00ear\u00eena \u201chezkirin li her der\u00ee dibe\u2019\u2019 nabim. \u00c7iv\u00eek j\u00ee ten\u00ea dikarin n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea h\u00eal\u00eena xwe bi hev \u015fa bibin. \u00ca wan j\u00ee bi gor xwe \u00e7emkeke azadiy\u00ea heye. Tu nikar\u00ee li Ewr\u00fbpay\u00ea ev\u00een\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabik\u00ee. Karker\u00ean me \u00e7\u00fbne, xweziya xwe bi Ewr\u00fbpiyan t\u00eenin. Xwez\u00ee bi Ye\u015f\u00eel\u00e7ama ku Ewr\u00fbpa j\u00ee henek\u00ean p\u00ea dikin, t\u00eenin. Nizanim, xwez\u00ee bi Amer\u00eeka t\u00eenin. Li Ye\u015f\u00eel\u00e7am\u00ea ten\u00ea rez\u00eelt\u00ee \u00fb hetik\u00een p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, ne ev\u00een! Ba\u015f e bi te\u015fey\u00ea ku hun dihizirin de em\u00ea welat \u00e7awa rizgar bikin; \u00e7awa bi gel ve b\u00ean gir\u00eadan; de \u00eecar ber bi gir\u00eadan\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ve \u00e7awa herin? Ger ku bi salan e ev nay\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een, hing\u00ea ev\u00een qet nay\u00ea p\u00eak\u00eenandin. Ev di dah\u00fbr\u00eena daw\u00ee de \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f dikeve?<\/p>\n

Zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea bi gora xwe dikar\u00ee di her ast\u00ea de bij\u00ee, l\u00ea di siyaset\u00ea de serkeftina te nabe. Di r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de serkeftina te nabe; ger ku neb\u00fb, w\u00ea tu bir\u00e7\u00ee bim\u00een\u00ee; ger tu bir\u00e7\u00ee may\u00ee, ne tu w\u00ee aliy\u00ea, ne j\u00ee ew al\u00ee dikare te debar bike. Di encam de al\u00eegir dikevin nava hev \u00fb w\u00ea bixwaze ku xwe bifiro\u015fe ciyek\u00ee cuda. Di bingeh de pirsgir\u00eak pir al\u00ee ye. Di xwiyang\u00ea de hun dikarin bib\u00eajin, \u201cdu ciwan in bi dest\u00ea hev girtin, bi hev \u015fa b\u00fbn, ev kar b\u00fb \u00fb qediya!\u2019\u2019 L\u00ea em din\u00earin qet wisa naqede. Pirsgir\u00eaka hestan bi ser\u00ea xwe qas\u00ee \u00e7iyayan e. Ez hatim v\u00ee tem\u00ean\u00ea xwe hun dizanin, ez t\u00eakiliya r\u00eaxistin\u00ea h\u00eawilnak p\u00ea\u015f dixim, di gir\u00eadan\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de bi hun jinan re t\u00eakiliyan p\u00ea\u015f dixim, l\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee ez nab\u00eajim, \u201ctu hewqas xwediy\u00ea hezkirin, hewqas xwediy\u00ea ev\u00een\u00ea y\u00ee.\u2019\u2019 Ez dikarim bib\u00eajim, \u201cem li mal man!\u2019\u2019 Rasteq\u00een\u00ee me. Ez hezkirin\u00ea di asta gel de diramim, di asta welat de diramim. Ji min re t\u00ea gotin, \u201ctu serok \u00ee.\u2019\u2019 Teb\u00ee serok ne\u00e7ar e ku ji bo hem\u00fb jinan, ji bo hem\u00fb zilaman hezkirin\u00ea berhem bike. Ger ku neke, w\u00ea bibe yek\u00ee sexte. L\u00ea ez li w\u00ea ya hun dij\u00een din\u00earim, hun dib\u00eajin, \u201cya em\u00ea dest\u00ea xwe ji v\u00ee kar\u00ee biki\u015f\u00eenin ya j\u00ee xweperestiy\u00ea heya nav mix\u00ea xwe bij\u00een.\u2019\u2019 Nabe; ji ber ku nabe j\u00ee, hun nagih\u00eejin p\u00eanaseya hezkirineke rast \u00fb p\u00eanaseya t\u00eakiliyeke rast. Qeyran dest p\u00ea dike. Er\u00ea, r\u00eaxistin j\u00ee wenda dike, l\u00ea tu j\u00ee diqed\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Niha di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de rast\u00een w\u00ea \u00e7awa derkevin rast\u00ea \u00fb b\u00ean \u00e7areserkirin? Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de \u015f\u00eawazeke me y\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea heye, b\u00eatir naxwazim vekim. Bi misoger\u00ee dikare bi civakb\u00fbn, siyasalb\u00fbn \u00fb r\u00eaxistinb\u00fbn\u00ea ber bi \u00e7areseriy\u00ea ve bi\u00e7e. Pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea j\u00eab\u00fbn\u00ee nake, l\u00ea gir\u00eadan\u00ean w\u00ea misoger in. \u00cecar di merc\u00ean t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena me de, di jiyana me ya partiy\u00ea de b\u00eatir misoger in. Ger ku ji yek\u00ea tav\u00eez hate day\u00een, y\u00ean din pa\u015f dikevin. Te yek\u00ea \u00eenkar kir, w\u00ea y\u00ean din qels bih\u00eal\u00ee. Em\u00ea hevseng\u00ea \u00e7awa bigirin? Ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea dib\u00eajim, komple \u015fore\u015fgert\u00ee! W\u00ea tu asta t\u00eakiliyan pir hunermendane biafir\u00een\u00ee \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ji b\u00eer nek\u00ee. \u015eer, jixwe b\u00fbyerek e ku tu di kozik\u00ea de dij\u00ee. D\u00eesa azweriya te ya welat, jixwe bingeh \u00fb zem\u00een\u00ea her ti\u015ft\u00ee ye. W\u00ea tu hindek bi van p\u00eevanan her\u00ee ba y\u00ea dijber\u00ea xwe. Tu dixwaz\u00ee bi xortek\u00ee qe\u015feng re, bi ke\u00e7eke xwe\u015fik re yekit\u00ee ava bik\u00ee, w\u00ea dem\u00ea w\u00ea tu t\u00eag\u00eena bingeh\u00een esas bigir\u00ee. Xwe\u015fikt\u00ee ten\u00ea di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de dikare wateya xwe hebe. P\u00eeroz\u00ee ango bi k\u00ear hatina t\u00eakiliyeke di navbera zayendan de, ten\u00ea di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de dikare derkeve rast\u00ea. Di hal\u00ea berevaj\u00ee de w\u00ea di aleyh de encam bigire. Ku tu bib\u00eaji, \u201cka bisekine azweriya xwe bij\u00eem, ka bisekine zewaca xwe bij\u00eem, ka bisekine xwe bij\u00eem\u2019\u2019 hing\u00ea tu encam\u00ea v\u00ea j\u00ee bid\u00ee ber\u00e7av. Di n\u00eavenga r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de y\u00ean ku xwe didin jiyandin ka hatine \u00e7i hal\u00ee we d\u00eet. Ger ku wisa b\u00fb, ti\u015ftek nam\u00eene. Zor e, p\u00ea\u015feng\u00ee wisa h\u00easan\u00ee dernakeve rast\u00ea. Hun \u00e7ima b\u00eapertav dim\u00eenin? Hun di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de j\u00ee xwe p\u00eagir\u00ea dah\u00fbrandin\u00ea nakin. Ev te\u015fey\u00ea dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ea pir zortir e. Di b\u00fbyera r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de y\u00ean ku xwe nadah\u00fbr\u00eenin, hindik dim\u00eene di nav st\u00eark\u00ean \u00e7avan de bixeniqin. Radibin ku xwe bikujin, ber bi rev\u00ea ve di\u00e7in. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de xwe dah\u00fbr\u00een nekirin, st\u00eark\u00ean \u00e7avan de dixeniq\u00eene, ber bi xwe ku\u015ftin\u00ea ve dibe. \u00cecar xweperestiya du kesan pir z\u00eadetir \u00a0xeternak e.<\/p>\n

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Tu dikar\u00ee di r\u00eajeya p\u00ea\u015fxistina hezkirin\u00ea de \u015fer, <\/strong><\/p>\n

di r\u00eajeya p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fer de j\u00ee hezkirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Her wiha dah\u00fbr\u00eena malbat\u00ea bi dah\u00fbrandina me ya takekes ve di nav hev deye, l\u00ea b\u00eatir berfireh e. \u015eore\u015fgerkirina malbat\u00ea ango \u015fore\u015fgerkirina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam, ji \u015fore\u015fgerkirina takekes zehmetir e. Hun\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee wan kevneperest\u00ee \u00fb h\u00eenb\u00fby\u00een\u00ean di van waran de bib\u00eenin. Ger ku gengaz be di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ku\u015ftina kevin hun\u00ea bigirin ber\u00e7av. Di her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku li ser esas\u00ea kevin e, hezkirin \u00fb hest tune. Heke ku hebe j\u00ee, du hundir\u00ea w\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea de xiyanet heye, qirkirin heye; weke kes jin\u00ea hezar caran xwe daye \u00eenkarkirin, aniye rew\u015feke pen\u00e7 pere ango aniye hal\u00ea yeka b\u00ear\u00fbmet. Me \u00e7i f\u00eam kir ji v\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea, ji v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea? Ger ku hun bixwazin, ez\u00ea bib\u00eajim, bicerb\u00eenin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de j\u00ee hun azad in, l\u00ea yek heft\u00ee derbas nabe, ev t\u00eakil\u00ee ka w\u00ea \u00e7i bi ser\u00ea we ve b\u00eene, hun\u00ea bib\u00eenin. Ma \u00e7ima? Sedem\u00ean v\u00ea t\u00ean r\u00eazkirin. Jin di aleyh\u00ea zilam de m\u00eena dolabek\u00ea dixebite ango fena a\u015fek\u00ee w\u00ee dih\u00eare. Zilam ger ku heftiyek\u00ee tir\u00fb\u015f bike, ez\u00ea bib\u00eajim, bravo! Heke ku jin ji r\u00fbmeta xwe tav\u00eez nade, zilam em rojane t\u00eakiliya zayend\u00ea bigirin heya xwarin-vexwarin\u00ea nizanim, bi her away\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de serdest\u00ee dixwaze. Zilam, bi gora li ser jin\u00ea heqaretkirin, bi ti\u015ftek\u00ee nehesibandin, b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn hatiye te\u015fekirin. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de pa\u015fver\u00fbyeke super e. Jin j\u00ee, dib\u00eaje, \u201cr\u00fbmeta min nema, ez b\u00fbm p\u00eerejinokek, ketim nav dest \u00fb piyan; f\u00eez\u00eek\u00ee, giyan\u00ee, raman\u00ee qediyam!\u2019\u2019 Li jineka gund\u00ee bin\u00earin ramana w\u00ea qediyaye, f\u00eez\u00eeka w\u00ea kul\u00een\u00e7e b\u00fbye \u00fb tepi\u015fiye. Di bedena w\u00ea de ti\u015ftek\u00ee m\u00eena giyan\u00ea d\u00eetin ne gengaz e. Zilam w\u00ea \u00e7i bike ji jineka wisa? W\u00ea peh\u00een l\u00ea bixe, haqaret l\u00ea bike. Ma n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee ne ev n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee ye? Teb\u00ee jineke wisa nikare ti\u015ftek\u00ee bike, qediyaye.<\/p>\n

Ka ew ev\u00eena ku we avakirib\u00fb, hest\u00ean we heb\u00fbn; l\u00ea ji bo w\u00ea di b\u00eest sal\u00ee de jiyan mir. Ez li hember jiyan\u00ea r\u00eazdar im. Yek j\u00ee di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de min sond xwariye ku jiyan\u00ea rizgar bikim! Ez\u00ea di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam de v\u00ea ast\u00ea nepejir\u00eenim. Ev, bi min vegeriya \u015ferek\u00ee mezin. Nexwe ne xwe t\u00eenim rew\u015fa m\u00earek\u00ee wisa, ne j\u00ee a dijber\u00ea xwe t\u00eenim rew\u015fa jineke wisa. \u00c7awa ku t\u00ea d\u00eetin \u00eero ev \u015fer gelemper\u00ee b\u00fb \u00fb vegeriya \u015fer\u00ea azadiya zayendek\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Er\u00ea, niha ya ku bi we re didim \u015ferek e. Li hember w\u00ea jiyana we ya di nava partiy\u00ea de ji \u015ferek\u00ee p\u00ea de ne ti\u015ftek e. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee hun \u015fer di aliy\u00ea zayend\u00ee de dij\u00een. Hun v\u00ea li ser nav\u00ea azadiya zayend bi r\u00ea ve dibin. Bi awayek\u00ee d\u00ee alternat\u00eefa v\u00ea j\u00ee, te\u015fey\u00ea jiyaneke din e. Heke hun bixwazin, bicerb\u00eenin, l\u00ea roja duyem hun\u00ea gazin\u00e7 nekin. Hun\u00ea neb\u00eajin, \u201cbila r\u00eaxistin bi min al\u00eekar be, min biki\u015f\u00eene pi\u015ft\u00e7eper\u00ea, min derxe dervey\u00ea \u015fer!\u2019\u2019 Li Ewr\u00fbpa \u00e7end kes derketin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee nizanin rast \u00fb durust bij\u00een. Ez\u00ea ji v\u00ea re neb\u00eajim zewac j\u00ee. Ew niha xay\u00een\u00ean her\u00ee mezin in, fersend peyda bikin w\u00ea partiya me biqed\u00eenin. Y\u00ean ku reviyan Ba\u015f\u00fbr j\u00ee heb\u00fbn. Ew j\u00ee ger ku fersend bib\u00eenin w\u00ea partiya me biqed\u00eenin. Ke\u00e7eke ku li ser\u00ea me bib\u00fb bela heb\u00fb. Me deh salan li ser pi\u015fta xwe hilgirt. Di dawiy\u00ea de navendiyek\u00ee me girt \u00fb reviya. Per\u00ea me j\u00ee bir. Peywir\u00ean pir gir\u00eeng heb\u00fbn, li wan xiyanet kir. Ma dijraberiyek\u00ee her\u00ee gewre derbeyeka wisa dikare l\u00ea bixe? W\u00ea bi xwe digot, \u201cew derbeya min l\u00eaxist\u00ee e\u015fa w\u00ea bi salan rabih\u00eese.\u2019\u2019 Li eg\u00eediy\u00ea bin\u00earin! Wisa bi dehan m\u00eenak derketin. D\u00eesa ger\u00eelayek heb\u00fb, yeka bi k\u00earnehati b\u00fb. \u00c7awa xapand; li ser esas\u00ea karbidestiy\u00ea \u00e7\u00fb, niha di qaw\u00ee\u015fa \u00eet\u00eerafkaran de, \u201corispiyek\u2019\u2019 e. \u00ca\u015fek pir mezin e, l\u00ea rast\u00een e. Dixwazin hem\u00fb ke\u00e7ikan b\u00eenin v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea. Qa\u015fo hev \u00fb d\u00ee girtin \u00fb revandin. Qa\u015fo tevgera rizgarkirin\u00ea damezrandib\u00fbn!<\/p>\n

Naxwazim m\u00eenak\u00ean di nava partiy\u00ea de z\u00eade vekim. Ezm\u00fbn \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ean ku min jiyaye vegot. Pir stratej\u00eek, di heman dem\u00ea de kom\u00eek! Pirsgir\u00eakek e zehmet. Ev\u00een qet h\u00easan n\u00een e, karek e ku r\u00eazdariya mezin dixwaze. Bingeh\u00ea w\u00ea j\u00ee, li ser esase r\u00eaxistin \u00fb serkeftinan e. Ez e\u015fkere bib\u00eajim; jina ku bi ser nax\u00eene, ez\u00ea \u00e7ima qas\u00ee metelikek\u00ea q\u00eemet bidim\u00ea? Dixwaze bila zilam be, bila jin be, ku te nirxdar\u00ee ned\u00eet r\u00eazdariya te nabe. Ku r\u00eazdariya te nebe, hezkirina te nabe. Ji v\u00ea j\u00ee, t\u00eakiliyeke h\u00eazdar dernakeve. Pir e\u015fkere ye: Bila r\u00eaxistin bin bikeve; welat, m\u00eelet, gel hem\u00fb ji dest herin, w\u00ea tu j\u00ee bib\u00eaji, \u201cmin ev\u00een\u00ea rizgar kir, min li Ewr\u00fbpay\u00ea jiyan\u00ea eyar kir, xwe spartim filan r\u00eaxistin\u00ea!\u2019\u2019 Ev, b\u00eanam\u00fbsiya her\u00ee mezin e. Bi v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea rizgarkirina hev, bi v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea \u015fidand\u00ee parastina hev ma nam\u00fbs e? Ku tu vana bigir\u00ee \u00fb per\u00e7e bik\u00ee, tu mafdar \u00ee. Bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea helwest rast e. Li aliye d\u00ee din\u00ear\u00ee, hizir nakim ku li tu ciyek\u00ee din hewqas azad\u00ee, wekhev\u00ee, r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb hezkirin ji t\u00eakiliyan re b\u00ea day\u00een \u00fb kesek\u00ee d\u00ee ji bo v\u00ee kar\u00ee hewqas mijul bibe.<\/p>\n

Bi kurtas\u00ee em t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve dibin. Bila \u00e7i kes ne li benda \u00e7areseriy\u00ean h\u00easan be! Ev mijaran ked dixwazin. Her wek\u00ee ku em li hember hestan r\u00eazdar in, w\u00ea dem\u00ea em\u00ea p\u00eawendiy\u00ean w\u00ea bi ked\u00ea re ava bikin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ner\u00eazdar\u00ee li hember ked\u00ea \u00e7\u00eanebe. Yan\u00ee xwe ne p\u00ea de berdin, ne j\u00ee rah\u00ealin. Nebin halet\u00ean n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean zilam\u00ea enzan. Ger ku keda we nebe, bi taybet\u00ee bi palpi\u015ftiya qism\u00ea r\u00eaveber\u00ean zilam, xwe nexin r\u00eaka rizgariya erzan ango mesafe wergirtina di nav r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de. Ne erzan hez bikin, ne j\u00ee bila erzan ji we b\u00ea hezkirin. Xwe rast b\u00eaxin riya hezkirin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Hezkirin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. \u015eore\u015fger ger ku rast n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea b\u00fbyera hezkirin\u00ea nebin \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f nexin \u00a0xeternak e. Me d\u00eer\u00fb\u015fmeyek\u00ee av\u00eat rast\u00ea: \u201cTu dikar\u00ee di r\u00eajeya p\u00ea\u015fxistina hezkirin\u00ea de \u015fer, di r\u00eajeya p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fer de j\u00ee hezkirin\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee!\u2019\u2019<\/em> Te\u015feyek\u00ea rast e. Ev \u015ferek\u00ee di her ast\u00ee de ye; ez ji ezm\u00fbna xwe dizanim. \u00c7ima hewqas eleqe n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea zayenda jin\u00ea didim? Ji ber ku min \u015fer p\u00ea\u015f xistiye, lewma. Ez di ber\u00ea de ne wisa b\u00fbm. Hun \u00e7ima niha bi h\u00fbrgil\u00ee \u00fb pejnker\u00ee eleqeyek\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dixin? We hindek eleqe ji \u015fer re n\u00ee\u015fan da lewma; di hezkirina ke\u00e7a ku dixwaze tevl\u00ee ger\u00eela bibe de p\u00eeroz\u00ee dest pe dike lewma. Teb\u00ee ten\u00ea xwestin ne bes e. Heke hun r\u00eaxistin, \u015f\u00eawaz \u00fb takt\u00eek\u00ean w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixin, hun\u00ea bigih\u00eejin gir\u00eadan\u00ean hezkirina her\u00ee nirxdar. \u00db ji v\u00ea der\u00ea welat rizgar dibe. Her ku wisa ye, bibin h\u00eaza rizgariya bingeh\u00een a welat \u00fb mirov. Heb\u00fbn\u00ean pir r\u00eazdar derxin rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

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Her ku em got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ean pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea wisa di qunc\u00ean cewaz de digirin dest, armanc xitimandin\u00ean di jiyana partiy\u00ea de dana derbaskirin \u00fb bikarain\u00eena mil\u00eetant\u00ee ya \u015fore\u015fger, b\u00eay\u00ee ku z\u00eade astengan ve r\u00fb bi r\u00fb bim\u00eene, ber bi herikandineke ge\u015f ve birin e. \u00c7awa ku t\u00ea zan\u00een, mirov embara vejen a mezin e. Ew vejen her ku ve\u015fart\u00ee dim\u00eene dirize, li nava xwezay\u00ea belav dibe \u00fb bi gor zagon\u00ean xwezay\u00ea bi kar t\u00ea. Em hewl didin ku mirov\u00ea dije ji b\u00fby\u00eena potansiyel derxin, veger\u00eenin vejen\u00ea, v\u00ea j\u00ee weke warek\u00ee dah\u00fbr\u00eener \u00ea bingeh\u00een ber bi \u015fer\u00ea siyas\u00ee \u00fb pi\u015ftre y\u00ea le\u015fker\u00ee herikandin\u00ea ve b\u00eenin rew\u015fa h\u00eamanek\u00ee \u00e7ist. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee mirov di h\u00eaza atom\u00ea de behreyek e; gel\u015f \u015fayana teqandina w\u00ee ye.<\/p>\n

Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, ka \u00e7i p\u00eawendiya v\u00ea bi pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea ve heye? Mirov\u00ea ku ji zayend\u00eetiyeke b\u00eate\u015fe nefilitiye, m\u00eena teqandin\u00ea ye. L\u00ea weke \u00c7ernob\u00eel te\u015fkele \u00e7\u00eadike; ten\u00ea mirovan dikuje, fel\u00e7 dike \u00fb ber bi seretan\u00ea ve dibe. Dizanim mirov\u00ean ku d\u00eel kirine hene, jin hene. Bi tevah\u00ee behrey\u00ean xwe ve xeniq\u00eene, b\u00eay\u00ee ku bij\u00een mirine. Div\u00ea ev b\u00ea per\u00e7ekirin. \u00c7ima hewl t\u00ea day\u00een ku potansiyela kesayetiy\u00ean aver\u00eab\u00fbne b\u00ea \u00e7istkirin? Ev bi temam\u00ee jin \u00fb t\u00eakil\u00ee eyarkirineke bi gora berjewendiy\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eengeriya kerax y\u00ea \u00e7\u00eena serdest e. Ta ku li hember v\u00ea \u015fer ney\u00ea vedan, r\u00eazdariya jiyan\u00ea nay\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ji ku der\u00ea ve b\u00ea n\u00earin bila b\u00ea n\u00ear\u00een derbaskirina qir\u00eaja derdora c\u00eehana jin\u00ea bi derbekirin\u00ean \u015fidiyay\u00ee li ser esas\u00ea t\u00eag\u00een\u00ean n\u00fb, li ba v\u00ea yek\u00ea herikandina vejeneke paqij-zelal \u00fb an\u00eena rew\u015fa heb\u00fbniyeke ku kesayeta jin\u00ea peyda dike \u00fb \u00e7ist dibe, b\u00eagot\u00fbb\u00eaj peywireke \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Em bi v\u00ea bawer in \u00fb ji bo vejena jin\u00ea derxistina e\u015fkeretiy\u00ea, tevah\u00ee h\u00eaza xwe dat\u00eenin rast\u00ea. Zexta \u00e7\u00eenayet\u00ee, kevne\u015fop\u00ee \u00fb sinc, d\u00eesa ven\u00earana mezintir\u00een a civaka serdestiya zilam, jin\u00ea aniye rew\u015feke nikare henase wergire. \u015eore\u015f,her ku kom, gel \u00fb civak\u00ean di bin zext\u00ea de derdixe e\u015fkeretiy\u00ea, di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee, ji vana h\u00eaz dide avakirin. Ev ji bo jin\u00ea b\u00eatir p\u00eaw\u00eest e.<\/p>\n

Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de rasteq\u00een\u00ea bi \u00e7ewt\u00ee \u00fb rastiyan ve naskirin, pi\u015ftre j\u00ee veg\u00fbhertin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. P\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee ku \u00e7ewt-rast ango xwe\u015fik-kir\u00eat hate diyarkirin veg\u00fbhertin\u00ea dana destp\u00eakirin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee peywira \u00e7ewt \u00fb kir\u00eat derbaskirin, rast\u00ee \u00fb xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea serdestkirin dikare p\u00eak were. V\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fore\u015f \u00e7\u00eadike. Pirsgir\u00eak objekt\u00eef e \u00fb warek\u00ee peywira \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ye ku nikare di ser re derbas bibe. Li ba me ev kart\u00eakerek\u00ee her\u00ee xitimandiner e. Hem di hundir\u00ea partiy\u00ea de, hem j\u00ee dervey\u00ea partiy\u00ea de kesayet neketine riya hev xurtkirin\u00ea. H\u00ea j\u00ee riya terpilandin\u00ea dij\u00een. M\u00eenak hun dib\u00eajin, \u201cPergala w\u00eakheviy\u00ea\u2019\u2019; wekhev\u00ee \u00e7i ye? Em zewac\u00ea bigirin dest; em ji v\u00ea re bib\u00eajin me\u015fa pevret\u00ee ango pevrey\u00ee ya nijada mirov. Heke di v\u00ea de pevretiya armanc, pevretiya biryar hebe, diyar e ku ev heval\u00ee hatiye p\u00eakan\u00een. L\u00ea ev damezraka pevreyiy\u00ea ku damezraka malbat\u00ea ye, ger ku hatibe rew\u015fa xistin \u00fb ketibe rew\u015fa amraza bi rasteriya me\u015f\u00ea ve dikeve nav nakokiy\u00ea, di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de, ku ew hatibe \u015f\u00fbngeha dijraber\u00ea berjewendiy\u00ean civak \u00fb netew\u00ea, w\u00ea dem\u00ea em nikarin qala t\u00eakiliya saxlem a heval\u00ee \u00fb zewac\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eakiliya azad bikin. Lewma di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de malbat\u00ea bi rexneyeke tund p\u00eagirkirin \u00fb d\u00eesa t\u00eakiliyan ji rexneyan re vekirin j\u00eanerev\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Ev t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb jiyaneke \u00e7awa ye; va, di n\u00eavenga partiy\u00ea de bi hewldan\u00ean piral\u00ee em dixwazin p\u00ea\u015f de bibin. Aliyek v\u00ea y\u00ea ku ney\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin \u00fb b\u00ea lomandin tune; ji ber ku peywirek e. Jixwe jin, ji ber zext \u00fb rew\u015fa nay\u00ea pejirandin a ku civak di\u00e7esp\u00eene, diherikin nav partiy\u00ea. Sedem\u00ea bingeh\u00een ev e. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hun berg\u00eedana v\u00ea bib\u00eenin. Part\u00ee, bi day\u00eena n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya azadiy\u00ea, jin j\u00ee bi me\u015fandin\u00ea berpirsiyar e. Div\u00ea mirov xwestek\u00ean xwe berevajiy\u00ea v\u00ea nex\u00eene. Bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee div\u00ea b\u00eariy\u00ean xwe bi \u015fer\u00ea xwe re bike yek. Her wek\u00ee ku \u015fer\u00ea partiy\u00ea, bi wateyek\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea jin\u00ea ye j\u00ee. P\u00eaw\u00eest e avakirina p\u00eawendiya navbeyn\u00ea ba\u015f b\u00ea zan\u00een.<\/p>\n

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\u015e\u00fbna ku mirov bibe mehk\u00fbm\u00ea kevne\u015fopiyan \u00fb were xeniqandin, di oxira azadiy\u00ea de t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke mezin vedan hezar car \u00e7\u00eatir e. \u015e\u00fbna st\u00fb tewandina merc\u00ean ne bi salan ku bi qasek\u00ea j\u00ee mirov nikare bihedir\u00eene, di riya azaday\u00ee de her roj hezar caran mirin b\u00eatir di c\u00ee de ye. Azad\u00ee, di p\u00ea\u015fiya nan \u00fb av\u00ea de t\u00ea. Dema ku hun bib\u00eajin, \u201cNan \u00fb av p\u00eadiviyeke bingeh\u00een e\u2019\u2019 \u00fb spas\u00ee bikin, hing\u00ea hun\u00ea li hember nirxek\u00ee bingeh\u00een \u00ea jiyan\u00ea berevaj\u00ee bikevin. Ev bingeh\u00een sedema serberj\u00eark\u00ee \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena we ye. L\u00ea ger ku \u015f\u00fbna v\u00ea de, hun ber bi azad\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena w\u00ea ve bi\u00e7in, ev helwesteke rast e.<\/p>\n

P\u00eanasa p\u00ea\u015fketina PKK wisa t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, di bingeh de ev taybetmendiy\u00ea PKK jin\u00ea ki\u015fandiye. Em bi dah\u00fbr\u00eenan ji v\u00ea re zelalt\u00ee t\u00eenin \u00fb d\u00eesa ka w\u00ea \u00e7awa p\u00eaw\u00eestik\u00ean v\u00ea b\u00ean c\u00ee didine diyarkirin. B\u00eaguman \u00e7areseriyeke wisa re\u00e7etewar\u00ee ango qasek\u00ee nikarin p\u00eak b\u00eenin. Weke di \u00e7areserkirina her pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea de, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de j\u00ee ji t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena salan re p\u00eadiv\u00ee heye. Wek\u00ee din \u00e7awa ku di her war\u00ee de heye, ev war j\u00ee p\u00eadiviya xwe bi afirandineriy\u00ea heye. Ya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng j\u00ee ev, bi r\u00eaxistin\u00ea dibe. R\u00eaxistin j\u00ee wekhev\u00ea \u015fer e.<\/p>\n

Bi taybet\u00ee got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ean ku min di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fxistine, hindek takekes\u00ee ne; part\u00ee j\u00ee w\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj bike \u00fb ji xwe re bike mal. Her wiha tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna got\u00fbb\u00eajan hem maf\u00ea w\u00ea ye, hem j\u00ee peywira we ye. Ger ku hun, nekevin berevajiy\u00ea yek\u00eetiya partiy\u00ea, ku hun taybetmendiya w\u00ea ya xurt dike d\u00eeqat bikin, dikarin ew ti\u015ft\u00ean ku t\u00ea gotin tab\u00fb nasnekin, pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin \u00fb t\u00eaxin riya \u00e7areseriy\u00ea. R\u00eazdariya ku em ji jin\u00ea re, bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea ji zilam re j\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan bidin, \u015f\u00fbna ku di bin bandora giran a kevne\u015fopiy\u00ea de nale nal bikin, ji azadiy\u00ea re h\u00eaz n\u00ee\u015fandana wan p\u00eakan\u00een e. Derbir\u00eena her\u00ee rasteq\u00een\u00ee ya r\u00eazdariy\u00ea ev e. Heta em dikarin bib\u00eajin ku taybetmendiya her\u00ee mezin a \u015fore\u015fa me, mirov weke heb\u00fbniyeke r\u00eazdar diyarkirin \u00fb p\u00eaw\u00eest e r\u00eazdar\u00ee ji r\u00fbmeta mirovb\u00fbn\u00ea re b\u00ea raberkirin\u00ea derxistina rast\u00ea ye. Ger ku em b\u00eatir\u00een \u015f\u00eanber bikin: Pirsgir\u00eak heye. Gund\u00ee, ber\u00ee gihandina 15 sal\u00ee bi \u00e7areseriyeke bi away\u00ea sergir\u00eadan\u00ea encam dikin. Burjuvaz\u00ee \u00fb emperyal\u00eezm, jin\u00ea bi awayek\u00ea her\u00ee xirab t\u00eenin rew\u015fa meta \u00fb b\u00eatir b\u00eawijdan\u00ee dibin \u00e7areseriyek\u00ea. W\u00ea vediger\u00eene metayeke taz\u00ee. \u00c7areseriya sosyal\u00eest an j\u00ee azadiy\u00ea wisa nabe. Ne ya feodal\u00eezm\u00ea ku jin\u00ea bi heft pacan servedi\u015f\u00eare \u00fb ne j\u00ee ya emperyal\u00eest kap\u00eetal\u00eezm\u00ea ku t\u00eene rew\u015fa altax\u00ea mekan\u00eezmay\u00ean zir li s\u00fbk\u00ean vekir\u00ee nabe \u015f\u00eawaza \u00e7areseriyek\u00ea. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya azadiy\u00ea mirovan\u00ee ye. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de n\u00ear\u00eena me ya c\u00eehan\u00ea heye. Di p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de got\u00fbb\u00eajkirin ji bo t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina v\u00ea ye. Gotina, \u201cHere ke\u00e7a filankes b\u00eene \u00fb were, v\u00ea ke\u00e7ik\u00ea bib\u00eene \u00fb bi kar b\u00eene, derx\u00eene reklam\u00ea, di piyas\u00ea de bi kar b\u00eene\u2019\u2019 bi yek axaftinek\u00ea b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee ye. Ji v\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir heqaret e, dijun e, ji mirin\u00ea xirabtir e, here\u015feya jiyan\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Her wiha pirsgir\u00eak jiyan\u00ee ye. Jixwe jin, ji ber v\u00ea sedem\u00ea dixwazin werin nav partiy\u00ea. D\u00eesa ji ber sedem\u00ea di nava partiy\u00ea de bi mafdar\u00ee di nav hinek bendemay\u00eenan de ne. Hun ji bendewariya xwe ya azadiy\u00ea re \u00e7areseriy\u00ean rast dixwazin \u00fb ji bo v\u00ea j\u00ee bi qehreman\u00ee xwe feda dikin. Bi sedan heval\u00ean me y\u00ean jin da ku radest nebin, st\u00fb netew\u00eenin di hundir\u00ea p\u00eawendiya v\u00ea azadiy\u00ea de xwe feda kirine. Bi bombeyek\u00ea, bi guleyek\u00ea v\u00ea helwesta zadegan n\u00ee\u015fan dane. V\u00ea ned\u00eetin, d\u00eetin \u00fb maf neday\u00een b\u00ear\u00eazdariya her\u00ee mezin e. Ji van nirx\u00ean mezin re maf neday\u00een, t\u00ea wateya bi b\u00eeran\u00eena wan ve negir\u00eaday\u00een\u00ea.<\/p>\n

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Koleyan j\u00ee maf\u00ea hevr\u00eatiy\u00ea bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea qezenc kirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ger ku \u00e7ar\u00e7ove wisa be, div\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina we p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. Div\u00ea hun bi w\u00earek\u00ee veqetandina rast \u00fb \u00e7ewtiyan bikin. Weke ku di her t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de hene, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de j\u00ee away\u00ean ku ji \u015fore\u015f\u00ea re xizmet dikin hene. Em\u00ea van veqetandina \u00e7\u00eakin. Rew\u015f\u00ean ku j\u00ea re b\u00ea gotin \u201cer\u00ea\u2019\u2019 ango \u201cna\u2019\u2019 hene. Ev der war\u00ea azadiy\u00ea ye. Qas\u00ee ku em v\u00ea derxin zelaliy\u00ea, em\u00ea bipar\u00eazin \u00fb serkeftina w\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eenin. Dijmin\u00ean v\u00ea j\u00ee hene. Di nava partiy\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea her\u00ee bi ponij\u00een di v\u00ee war\u00ee de t\u00ea day\u00een. Jina ku hatiye veguh\u00eastin nav partiy\u00ea, t\u00ea weteya ku ji bo b\u00fbyera destp\u00eak \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea w\u00ea li ser \u015fer\u00ea her\u00ee mezin b\u00ea day\u00een. T\u00ea wateya di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam de naskirina derfeta n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya wekhev \u00fb azad. We, v\u00ea rast\u00een\u00ea ba\u015f ned\u00eet. Lewma ji t\u00eakiliyan re saw\u00ee, zarokt\u00ee, b\u00eaast \u00fb seranser n\u00eazikat\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan da. Ev, bi gor kevne\u015fop\u00eeyan derbir\u00eena siviktiya we ye. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee me ji bo \u015fer\u00ea mezin hinek destp\u00eakan da \u00e7\u00eakirin. Weke ku jin tevl\u00ee partiy\u00ea b\u00fb, ma rizgar b\u00fb, nax\u00ear. Ten\u00ea \u015fens\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea mezin bi dest girt. Me \u00e7ek da dest\u00ea jin\u00ea, ma xwe selimand, nax\u00ear. Ji bo xwe biselm\u00eene, me fersendek day\u00ea. Tab\u00ee y\u00ean ku v\u00ea pir berevaj\u00ee \u015firove kirin hindik derneketin. Yek-dudo gule diteq\u00eene, xwe t\u00eaxe \u015f\u00fbna \u015fore\u015fger\u00ea \u00e7are \u00e7ar. D\u00eesa di nava refan de bi h\u00eaza hinekan \u00e7end rojan li ser lingan may\u00een\u00ea wek selimandina kesayetiy\u00ea dinirx\u00eene. Ev n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean pir zarokt\u00ee \u00fb xweperest\u00ee ne, gav\u00ean destp\u00eak\u00ea ne; y\u00ean may\u00ee w\u00ea ji h\u00eala t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea ve b\u00ea diyarkirin. Ma jixwe we platforma \u015fer vedan\u00ea girt, l\u00ea w\u00ea \u015fer qezenc ne kir; ji bo qeze\u00e7kirin\u00ea w\u00ea pir hewldan\u00ean we hebin. Tab\u00ee li ser jin\u00ea di \u00e7espandina t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea de peydab\u00fbna me, riya tekane ya ku w\u00ea bi ser xwe ve an\u00een\u00ea ye. Em bi her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku di alehiy\u00ea w\u00ea de ne re \u015fer dikin. Bigih\u00eej\u00ea her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku maf\u00ea te ne, l\u00ea ev bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea dikare bi ser keve.<\/p>\n

Kole, demeke dir\u00eaj maf\u00ea xwe y\u00ea hevr\u00ea girtin\u00ea tuneb\u00fb, bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea maf\u00ea hevr\u00eatiy\u00ea qezenc kirin. Xulam j\u00ee z\u00eade maf\u00ea xwe y\u00ea hevr\u00ea girtin\u00ea tune b\u00fb, di encama t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke dir\u00eaj de v\u00ee maf\u00ea bi dest girtin. Proleterya j\u00ee tam azad neb\u00fb xwediy\u00ea hevr\u00eatiy\u00ea. Sosyal\u00eezm ji v\u00ea re hindek derfet da. Dema em dirok\u00ea din\u00earin, p\u00ea\u015fketina malbatek\u00ea j\u00ee bi gelb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea, di welatek\u00ea de bi komb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea \u00fb bi dewletb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve p\u00eawendiy\u00ean xwe hene. \u00c7ima di qere\u00e7iyan de damezraka malbat\u00ea z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f neketiye? Ji ber ku c\u00ee \u00fb war\u00ean wan, nasnameyeka netew \u00ea diyar\u00ee tune ye.<\/p>\n

Van hem\u00fbyan, ji bo hinek p\u00ea\u015fdaraziy\u00ean we hilwe\u015f\u00eenim \u00fb we bi rast\u00eenan re bidim nasandin dib\u00eajim. Mirov\u00ean hewqas seranser \u00fb b\u00eah\u00eaz dikarin \u00e7i bikin? Ten\u00ea ne jin, zilam j\u00ee wisa ye. Dema hun v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea dij\u00een, em\u00ea behremendiya we ya dana ecibandin\u00ea \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f bixin ango w\u00ea bi k\u00eejan r\u00fby\u00ea p\u00eak were? Ma we v\u00ea qet hizir nekiriye? Ne \u015ferm e, ez j\u00ee di wateyek\u00ea de hewl didim ku xwe bidim ecibandin. Ji ber ku serok, di ciyek\u00ee de y\u00ea xwe dide b\u00earp\u00ea\u015fkirin e. Gelo w\u00ea gel\u00ea min, min biecib\u00eene yan na, ango w\u00ea jin min biecib\u00eenin an na, her \u00e7ende ku pirsgir\u00eakeke wiha tune be j\u00ee, w\u00ea tu dewlemendiyeke wisa biafir\u00een\u00ee ku gel te bipejir\u00eene. Tu nikar\u00ee wek axayek\u00ee xwe li ser bid\u00ee runi\u015ftandin. Nikar\u00ee j\u00ea re m\u00eert\u00ee \u00fb pa\u015fatiy\u00ea bik\u00ee. Tu nikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee: \u201chindek can l\u00ea hebe bila ew j\u00ee derkeve.\u2019\u2019 Tu nikar\u00ee w\u00ee li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea xwe b\u00een\u00ee hal\u00ea acucan. L\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean we y\u00ean kevne\u015fop\u00ee wisa ne. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirina we ya m\u00ear, p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirina we ya \u00e7\u00eena serdest, p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00eekirina we ya xortan heye. Gel \u00fb welat \u00e7i ye? \u00c7\u00ee li ku der\u00ea ye? \u00c7\u00ee ji ku der\u00ea hat, \u00e7\u00fb ku der\u00ea? Ez li ku dera v\u00ea me? Hun pirs\u00ean m\u00eena vana nakin \u00fb bers\u00eev nadin. Hun dib\u00eajin, \u201cwisa hatiye w\u00ea wisa here.\u2019\u2019 Teb\u00ee \u015fore\u015f dixwaze vana big\u00fbhere.<\/p>\n

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Apoc\u00eet\u00ee,<\/strong><\/p>\n

ji hilkeftina kar\u00ean her\u00ee zor xwe nepelikandin e <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Her ku ez ez im, van mirov\u00ean me y\u00ean ku v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea dij\u00een naecib\u00eenim. Ev kesayet \u00fb mirov\u00ean ku b\u00ea\u00eed\u00eea, sivik, b\u00ea\u00e7are \u00fb b\u00eaberhem in, bertek raber kirim \u00fb ber\u00ea xwe dame \u015fore\u015fgertiy\u00ea. Ji pirsa mirov\u00ea ku pir xwed\u00ee pirsgir\u00eakan e ka \u00e7awa dikare xwe dewlemend bike re hewl dam ku bers\u00eev peyda bikim. Di derbar\u00ea asta netew, asta civak, heta asta mirovan\u00ee de, yan\u00ee bi asta enternasyonal gelo w\u00ea karibin min hindek gohdar bikin \u00fb hindek t\u00eabigih\u00eejin de ponij\u00eem. L\u00ea hun b\u00eatir di \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya malbat\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin. Ji pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea re hewqas teng \u00fb pa\u015fmay\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn nabe. Da ku r\u00fbmetek\u00ea biderbir\u00eene, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ast h\u00eazdar be. Teb\u00ee ev j\u00ee bi \u00e7eka partiy\u00ea \u00fb bi h\u00eaza r\u00eaxistin\u00ea p\u00eak t\u00ea. Tu dikar\u00ee bi z\u00ean\u00ean xwe ya siyas\u00ee, bi behremendiya xwe ya dah\u00fbr\u00eener, bi hostatiya xwe ya \u015ferkirin\u00ea bib\u00ee dewlemend. Di encam de w\u00ea tu daring\u00ee j\u00ee, ari\u015fen j\u00ee b\u00een\u00ee. Hing\u00ea h\u00eaz \u00fb xurt\u00ee ya te ye. Mirov\u00ean wisa dikarin bi hev re bime\u015fin. Di asta navnetew\u00ee de, bi serokt\u00ee \u00e7ima kes min napejir\u00eene? Ji ber ku gel\u00ea Kurd pir xizan e. Her ku ney\u00ea rew\u015fa h\u00eazeke stratej\u00eek, di hevsenga navnetew\u00ee de ney\u00ea \u015f\u00fbngeheke ku karibe rolek\u00ee gir\u00eeng bileyize, dizanim ku w\u00ea q\u00eemeta min j\u00ee z\u00eade nebe. Ev yek min bir serokatiya stratej\u00eek. Di bingeh de ger ku hun bi \u015fibandinek\u00ea gel\u00ea Kurd t\u00eaxin \u015f\u00fbna jin\u00ea, hun\u00ea ba\u015ftir f\u00eam bikin. M\u00eenak we jinan \u00e7ima kes z\u00eade ri\u015ft nahesib\u00eene? \u00c7ima zilam pir erzan n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin? Pir bi mafdar\u00ee ew bendewariy\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean ku n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke hezkirineke rast, debar, saxlem\u00ee \u00fb perwerdehiy\u00ea danaynin p\u00ea\u015f we? Ji ber ku hun xizan in, yan\u00ee b\u00eah\u00eaz in. Zilam di yek derb\u00ea de dib\u00eaje, \u201cEz v\u00ea jin\u00ea bi \u00e7end\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7awa bikirim!\u2019\u2019 \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku z\u00eade giraniya we tune. M\u00eenak ke\u00e7eke Alman bi gor ke\u00e7eke Tirk bihayek diderbir\u00eene. Li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee deh zilam\u00ean Tirk b\u00eatir giran e. Zilam\u00ean Tirk ji wan ke\u00e7an re \u201cjinantiy\u00ea\u2019\u2019 dikin. L\u00ea heman zilam, li hember ke\u00e7a Anadol\u00ea weke totirna ye. Va, p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00eam bi v\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. \u00c7ima ku t\u00ea ke\u00e7a Tirk wisa ye? Ma jixwe \u00e7i h\u00eaza w\u00ee heye! Jixwe ramana w\u00ea di rew\u015fa qedandin\u00ea de ye. Dil\u00ea w\u00ea dav\u00eaje yan na, ne diyar e.<\/p>\n

Ji ber ku ez ketim erjenga v\u00ea, min dest av\u00eat pirsgir\u00eaka azadiy\u00ea. Ev hem\u00fb dibe ku ji we re ti\u015ftek\u00ee b\u00eer ney\u00eanin, l\u00ea bel\u00ea ji bo min weke ku vejena h\u00eedrojen\u00ea roketan dehf dide, weke sedem\u00ea dehfdan\u00ea ye. Statuy\u00ean nay\u00ea pejirandin hene. Ev ji PKK\u2019\u00ea re r\u00ea vedike; ev j\u00ee ji pirsgir\u00eakan re riya \u00e7areseriy\u00ea ye. L\u00ea hun ten\u00ea dikarin bigir\u00een. Hun dib\u00eajin, \u201cWey \u00e7i bi ser\u00ea min hat!\u2019\u2019 \u00fb m\u00eena \u00e7aren\u00fbs\u00ea dib\u00eenin. Qenc\u00ee \u00fb bedew\u00ee ya min bi te\u015feyek\u00ee ku kes\u00ee ji we necerbandiye, bi \u00e7av\u00ean \u00e7aren\u00fbs\u00ea l\u00ea nenih\u00eartin a min e. Hema hilkev\u00ea \u00fb t\u00eakil hev bike, encam \u00e7i dibe bila bibe; Apoc\u00eet\u00ee hindek ev e \u00fb rast e.<\/p>\n

Ev ten\u00ea ne ji bo we, ji bo zilaman j\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest in. \u00c7\u00eeroka jiyana xwe ba\u015f dizanim. Dema ku t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, di jiy\u00ea min \u00ea ciwan de ne kes\u00ee min bextewar did\u00eet, ne j\u00ee min ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa ji xwe re layiq did\u00eet. Min got, ku her ti\u015ft\u00ee bi viyana xwe ya azad nedim afirandin namerd bim \u00fb hewl dam ku wan t\u00eakiliy\u00ean sipartiy\u00ea pergal\u00ea bigirim; di sal\u00ean ciwantiy\u00ea de, eyb n\u00een e, hewl dam ku bi jinek\u00ea re t\u00eakil\u00ee deynim. Me v\u00ea e\u015fkere kiriye. Pi\u015ftre em bi v\u00ea ba\u015f t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin ku, ew ti\u015ft\u00ean ku ji h\u00eala pergal\u00ea ve hatiye amadekirin \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fxistin ne guncan e ku bi gor k\u00eafa xwe bigir\u00ee \u00fb bi kar b\u00een\u00ee. Her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku pergal p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f\u00ea te dike ji bo berjewendiy\u00ean xwe ne. Li hember v\u00ea di helwestek\u00ea de peyda b\u00fbn, di bingeh de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke mezin e.<\/p>\n

Her wiha p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku gelek t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb kesayetiy\u00ean ku bingeh\u00ean xwe ji pergal\u00ea digirin weke mafdar\u00ee bi \u015fik n\u00eaz\u00eek bibin. Ez v\u00ea di wateya pol\u00eesiy\u00ea de nab\u00eajim. Di nirxandineke min de, her \u00e7ende ku bi \u015f\u00eawazeke nepixand\u00ee hatibe gotin j\u00ee, min ji bo jin\u00ea gotib\u00fb, \u201cZayendeke ku \u00e7onatiya xwe ya b\u00fbna s\u00eexurtiya objekt\u00eef her\u00ee belavb\u00fby\u00ee ye.\u2019\u2019 \u00c7ima \u201cS\u00eexura objekt\u00eef\u2019\u2019 e? Super tesl\u00eem\u00ea viyana serdest b\u00fbye. Kesayeteka ku hewqas b\u00fbye raj\u00ear\u00ea viyana serdest, desthilatiya zilam \u00fb desthilatiya \u00e7\u00eenayetiy\u00ea, helbet \u201cS\u00eexura objekt\u00eef\u2019\u2019 e. Ev rasteq\u00een koletiy\u00ea, radestb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb lihevhatin\u00ea har dike. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea me pir giraniya xwe da n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya azadiy\u00ea. Me v\u00ea j\u00ee got: Ger tu jin\u00ea tam azad bik\u00ee, w\u00ea tu r\u00ea vebik\u00ee ji bo \u015fore\u015feke pir rad\u00eekal. Ev nirxandin rast e. Ji ber ku gel\u00ea xizan q\u00eemeta xwe ya stratej\u00eek tune. Di aliyek\u00ee de j\u00ee tam girt\u00eeb\u00fbn, ji bo te zem\u00eena h\u00eaz derxistina rast\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee dike. Ger em qas\u00ee nav\u00ean xwe li xwe layiq neb\u00eenin ketibin, bizanibin ku me bihay\u00ea xwe pir wenda kiriye. Ev yek ji bo malbat, jin \u00fb zilam j\u00ee dikare b\u00ea gotin. Q\u00eemeta jiyan\u00ee nebe, ev t\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku hinekan te pir xistiye. Hing\u00ea ma tuy\u00ea ji v\u00ea re bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201c\u00c7aren\u00fbs!\u2019\u2019 Ma tuy\u00ea bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cWisa hatiye w\u00ea wisa here.\u2019\u2019 Nax\u00ear! Sedem\u00ean v\u00ea civak\u00ee ne, \u00e7areser\u00ee j\u00ee civak\u00ee \u00fb ziman\u00ea w\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00eako\u015f\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Pir e\u015fkere ye ku em bangawaziya usl\u00fbp \u00fb az\u00eena t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea li we dikin. Beriya her ti\u015ft\u00ee p\u00eanase \u00fb armanca t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea heye. Pi\u015ftre j\u00ee kesayet \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku q\u00eemet bi dest xistine. T\u00ea d\u00eetin ku vegotin\u00ean min bi piran\u00ee guncav\u00ea rast\u00eena we ye \u00fb p\u00eaw\u00eest e j\u00ee.<\/p>\n

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Ji pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea re n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya netew\u00ee,<\/strong><\/p>\n

w\u00ea ji war\u00ea navnetew\u00ee re j\u00ee tevkariyek\u00ea berp\u00ea\u015f bike<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00can ku v\u00ea gel\u015f\u00ea dikin tab\u00fb, hestiyar\u00ee li ser hestiyariy\u00ea, \u015filek\u00ee li ser \u015filek\u00ee, zayend\u00eet\u00ee li ser zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea di\u00e7esp\u00eenin k\u00ea ne? Y\u00ean ku dijmin\u00ea gel\u015f\u00ea ne. Y\u00ean ku d\u00eerekt ango end\u00eerekt jin\u00ea nahesib\u00eenin, ew in ku hezkirin\u00ea nezanin. Ya ku v\u00ea layiq\u00ea xwe dib\u00eene jina kole ye. Y\u00ean ku xwe bi \u015fep\u00ealdan\u00ea dibor\u00eenin k\u00ea ne; \u00e7i kes in? Jina ku bi bir\u00eena xwe t\u00eanagih\u00eeje, bi koletiya xwe t\u00eanagih\u00eeje \u00fb bi gora v\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00een venade \u00e7i ye? Ger ku t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena w\u00ea ne zadegan, r\u00eagez \u00fb biryarmend\u00ee be, ev t\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku di nava l\u00eestik\u00ean jina rez\u00eel de ye. Ji bo zilam j\u00ee derbasdar e; ten\u00ea bi st\u00fb tewandina jin\u00ea ve mijul dibe. Ev zilam ka part\u00ee \u00e7awa \u00fb \u00e7ima eleqe n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea jin\u00ea dide nizane. D\u00eesa b\u00fbna heval ango r\u00eaheval nizane; roja duyem\u00een t\u00eakiliyan aver\u00ea dike. Zilamek\u00ee wisa ji bil\u00ee \u015fore\u015fgerek her ti\u015ftek e. Pirsgir\u00eak, kesayet\u00eey\u00ea di derxistina zelaliy\u00ea de ye, li ciyek\u00ee ev peywira kaxiz\u00ea turnosol dib\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Hun dib\u00eenin ku mijar t\u00eakilhev e; bi we jinan re kesek w\u00earek\u00ee nab\u00eene ku civ\u00eeneke ri\u015ft li dar bixe. Heke ku ez, ka pirsgir\u00eak \u00e7iqas teor\u00eek e \u00fb heta di aliy\u00ea siyas\u00ee \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ee de \u00e7iqas gir\u00eengiy\u00ea hildigire veb\u00eajim, dibe ku ziman\u00ea we \u015fa\u015f \u00fb pa\u015f bibe. Ev destp\u00eaka bi aqilb\u00fbna we ye j\u00ee. Hun h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee giraniy\u00ea didin ramana xwe, ev p\u00ea\u015fketineke ba\u015f e. Me li hember statu, helwest \u00fb jiyana kevin a ku koledariy\u00ea wek \u00e7aren\u00fbs\u00ea dib\u00eene \u015fer vedan\u00ea ba\u015f da destp\u00eakirin. Me p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee merc\u00ean an\u00eena hal\u00ea jineka ku dikare birame, got\u00fbb\u00eaj bike \u00fb serbixwe li ser piya bim\u00eene afirand.<\/p>\n

Hun ba\u015f dizanin ku y\u00ean her\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00ee we j\u00ee, bi we re civ\u00eena got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea li dar naxin. Dibe ku y\u00ean hun j\u00ea pir hez dikin ango ev\u00eendar\u00ean we j\u00ee tenez\u00fbl nakin ku bi we re got\u00fbb\u00eaj \u00fb nirxandineke ri\u015ft li dar bixin. Tim di\u00e7esp\u00eenin \u00fb dixap\u00eenin. Nax\u00ear, ev ne n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya dildaran e, xapandin e. Li p\u00ea\u015fiya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean me y\u00ean azad got\u00fbb\u00eaj \u00fb nirxandin\u00ean ri\u015ft dan\u00eena we \u00fb her wiha hizra we ya kesayet\u00ean nirxdar her ku azad dibin, her ku serbixwe dibin w\u00ea bibin layiq pir t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin\u00ea. Li ba redkirin \u00fb \u00eenkarkirina v\u00ea \u00fb ew n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku tim dixwazin bi her cure xistin \u00fb sih\u00ealkirin\u00ea serdest bikin nepejirandin j\u00ee t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin\u00ea. Ger ku hun hindek r\u00eazdariy\u00ea daxwaz dikin, di sazgeh \u00fb komeley\u00ean civak\u00ee de hindek ri\u015ft\u00ee daxwaz dikin, va wisa t\u00ea bidestgirtin.<\/p>\n

Got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ean di nava partiy\u00ea de di v\u00ea ast\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015f ve dibim. Hun J\u00ee, di bin ronahiya v\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea de \u00e7i pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean hema b\u00ean hi\u015f\u00ea we n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin. Ma zilam dib\u00eaje pirsgir\u00eaka zayend\u00ee, ha ji te re n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya v\u00ea; ma dib\u00eaje pirsgir\u00eaka ev\u00een\u00ea, ha ji te re zagona ev\u00een\u00ea; ma hezkirin ango pevret\u00ee-pevrey\u00ee bi mirovek\u00ea re dixwaze, ha ji te re r\u00eap\u00eevana v\u00ea; ma estet\u00eek \u00fb xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea dixwaze, ha ji te re az\u00eena w\u00ea… Ger ku b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, li vir\u00ea k\u00eafiyet tune, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke rasteq\u00een\u00ee heye. L\u00ea h\u00ees\u00ean we cuda, azweriy\u00ean we cuda ne. Di helwesta xwe de p\u00eakol\u00eenkirin ku kevneperest\u00ee ye, ku li hember r\u00eaxistin \u00fb partiy\u00ea t\u00ea wateya berxwedan\u00ea \u00fb bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee \u00e7avre\u015fiya di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de ku dibe xiyanet\u00ea bi m\u00eenak\u00ean xwe ve hatiye day\u00een. H\u00easan n\u00een e t\u00eakiliya jin \u00fb zilam, t\u00eakiliya nas \u00fb dost\u00ean rast\u00een. Ev, ne \u00eenkarkirina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam e, g\u00fbher\u00een \u00fb veg\u00fbher\u00eena t\u00eakiliyan p\u00eakan\u00een e. Jixwe t\u00eakil\u00ee, kevne\u015fop\u00ee, dogma \u00fb qedexey\u00ean ji h\u00eala pergal\u00ean ve t\u00ean diyarkirin rastiy\u00ea nadin me, berevaj\u00ee me dixap\u00eenin. \u015eore\u015f j\u00ee, rastiy\u00ea dide, l\u00ea bel\u00ea ev j\u00ee afir\u00eener\u00ee dixwaze, zadegan\u00ee dixwaze, p\u00eeroz\u00ee dixwaze.<\/p>\n

H\u00ea j\u00ee hinek dib\u00eajin, \u201cTu ba\u015f vedib\u00eaj\u00ee, l\u00ea \u00e7areseriya \u015f\u00eanber n\u00een e!\u2019\u2019 \u00c7areseriya \u015f\u00eanber wek\u00ee din w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Her wiha ji \u00e7areseriy\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina wan \u00eela hatina du kesan ba hev, hev girtin \u00fb revandin e. Yan\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00eake ritm t\u00ea xwestin. Ev hoveberb\u00fbn e, ji ast\u00ea ketin ango \u00eenkar e. Ji asta netew re \u00e7areser\u00ee an\u00een bi van n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean me ve p\u00eawend\u00eedar e. Malbata netew\u00ee, hezkirina netew\u00ee, rewi\u015fta netew\u00ee, ev\u00eena netew\u00ee, jina netew\u00ee, zilam\u00ea netew\u00ee \u00fb heta di her ast\u00ea de t\u00eakiliyan bi v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea girtina dest, ya her\u00ee rast e. Hun dizanin ev, bi qas\u00ee asta netew, enternasyonal e j\u00ee. Ger ku asta netew hate dah\u00fbrandin, w\u00ea ji asta enternasyonal re j\u00ee tevkariy\u00ea berp\u00ea\u015f bike. Pir e\u015fkere ye; div\u00ea hindek wisa p\u00ea\u015f bikeve.<\/p>\n

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Wek aliyek\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Hun dikarin got\u00fbb\u00eajan p\u00ea\u015f bixin. A ku her\u00ee z\u00eade hun ji me bixwazin azadiya got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea ye. W\u00ea zexta n\u00eaveng\u00ea nebe, l\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun j\u00ee, ji dis\u00eepl\u00eena r\u00eaxistin\u00ea re \u00fb di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de \u00e7emk \u00fb \u00e7espandin\u00ean \u00e7ewt \u00ea mezintir\u00een re berg\u00eedaneke rast bidin. Ya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng j\u00ee div\u00ea hun bibin aliyek\u00ee bijarte ya jiyana rast \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eener. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ziman\u00ea we vebe, mejiy\u00ea we bixebite \u00fb dil\u00ea we biav\u00eaje. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun afirandin \u00fb xurtb\u00fbnek\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eenin. Yan\u00ee hun aliyek in; bi ya min ney\u00ean eyarkirin ango bi gor zilam ney\u00ean eyarkirin, bi gor xwe b\u00ean eyarkirin. Saxlem\u00ee \u00fb azadiya we, bi nav\u00ea zayendek\u00ea ji bo diyarkirina \u00e7aren\u00fbsa we \u00e7i p\u00eaw\u00eest dike w\u00ee bikin.<\/p>\n

N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya azadiy\u00ea ev e. Ew pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean ku hun pir di war\u00ea taybet\u00ee de dij\u00een, dikarin di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea de bigih\u00eejin \u00e7areseriy\u00ea. Dibe ku di rabird\u00fby\u00ea de hinek t\u00eakiliy\u00ean we y\u00ean sivik hebin; wana ne z\u00eade ji xwe re bikin dert, ne j\u00ee z\u00eade b\u00eariya wan bikin. C\u00eehaneke ku hun wenda bikin tune. L\u00ea c\u00eehaneke ku hun qezenc bikin heye. Heke ku wisa be, nekevin bin bandora rabird\u00fby\u00ea \u00fb bi berteka ku li hember wan raber bikin, hun dikarin me\u015fek\u00ee rewneq bidin destp\u00eakirin. Her wek\u00ee t\u00eaoriya me ya azadkirina gel\u00ea me j\u00ee hindek wisa p\u00ea\u015f ket. D\u00eesa prat\u00eeka me ya azadkirina takekes\u00ee j\u00ee, ji van babetan h\u00eaz wergirt. Bikevin nav \u015f\u00eawazeke t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ku van hem\u00fbyan bingeh digire. \u00c7i nav dat\u00een\u00ee deyne, ev guncav e, nirxdar e. D\u00eesa \u00e7i nav l\u00ea dik\u00ee bike, \u015f\u00eawaza ku v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea di\u00e7ir\u00eene \u00fb dervey\u00ee dike, guncav \u00fb nirxdar n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Hun\u00ea karibin xwe bigih\u00eenin v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea? Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hewldan\u00ean min hene. Hun bi v\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00eejin \u00fb li ser p\u00ea\u015fketina xwe dirikib\u00eenin? Di got\u00fbb\u00eajan de nekevin \u00e7ewtiya az\u00eenan. Nizanim di rabird\u00fby\u00ea de \u00e7i hate kirin; nizanim di navbera min \u00fb filan zilam\u00ee de \u00e7i b\u00fb \u00fb hwd. li pey van xalan ketin, b\u00eaastkirina got\u00fbb\u00eajan e. Heta dibe ku hun bibin ev\u00eendar j\u00ee, bibin n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ee \u00fb zewic\u00ee j\u00ee, l\u00ea ev pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean azadiy\u00ea, d\u00eesa j\u00ee derbasdar in. Dema ku t\u00ea gotin got\u00fbb\u00eaja jin\u00ea, hem\u00fb kes seviktiy\u00ea f\u00eam dikin. L\u00ea tam berevajiy\u00ea v\u00ea ri\u015ft e. P\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku ji tevah\u00ee t\u00eakiliyan re ney\u00ea gotin \u201c\u00e7ilvir\u00een\u2019\u2019 \u00fb ney\u00ea j\u00eakirin \u00fb av\u00eatin; t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pir nirxdar dikare b\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi \u015fert\u00ea ku ji r\u00eagez \u00fb \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea re b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, vana ji xwe re nekin r\u00fbpo\u015f \u00fb rasteq\u00eena rez\u00eel\u00ee, dij-civak\u00ee, dij-siyas\u00ee \u00fb r\u00eaxistiniya xwe neve\u015f\u00earin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee v\u00ea r\u00eagez \u00fb \u00e7ar\u00e7ov\u00ea bi xwe bidine pejirandin, weke ku w\u00ea pir p\u00eaw\u00eest be ji n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya we ya mirov \u00fb zilam re \u00fb dikare we pir h\u00eazdar j\u00ee bike. Heta ev, peywirek e. Yan\u00ee ten\u00ea ne p\u00eadiviya got\u00fbb\u00eajeke teor\u00eek, peywireke ri\u015ft y\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ee ye. Her wiha div\u00ea hun zilaman perwerde bikin.<\/p>\n

Hun\u00ea li ser v\u00ea gelek bihizirin. Pirsgir\u00eaka we li vir\u00ea ne xweperest\u00eekirin e. Me xweperestiya r\u00eaxistin\u00ee got\u00fbb\u00eaj kir \u00fb y\u00ean di oxira xweperestiy\u00ea de ka xwe an\u00eene \u00e7i hal\u00ee me d\u00eet. Hun j\u00ee xweperestiya hestyar\u00ee nekin. Bi te\u015feyek\u00ea, \u201cten\u00ea daxwaza min, ten\u00ea ev\u00eena min, nizanim hest\u00ean min\u2019\u2019 r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ser\u00fbbin nekin. Bila hest\u00ean we bibin kolekt\u00eef, hezkirin\u00ean we bibin gi\u015ft\u00ee, rew\u015fa we ya ecibandin\u00ea yek kes\u00ee ji xwe re neke p\u00fbt. Jixwe ku hun wisa nekin, hun qet nikarin xwe bigih\u00eenin \u00e7emka me. Ez qala asta netew dikim. Jixwe ku asta netew, l\u00eager\u00eena xwe\u015fikt\u00ee, t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina hezkirin\u00ea, t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina ecibandin\u00ea, t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina red\u00ea, t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina kir\u00eat\u00ee her ku p\u00ea\u015f nekeve, hun di wateya takekes\u00ee de j\u00ee, nikarin rast terc\u00eeh\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixin. L\u00ea bel\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean we mezintir\u00een xweperest in. Yek\u00ee ku hun bi azwer\u00ee p\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee bin hebe, heke hun bimirin j\u00ee dev j\u00ea bernadin. Xay\u00een be j\u00ee, hun p\u00ea re di\u00e7in. F\u00eez\u00eeka we ne\u00e7e j\u00ee, dil \u00fb hest\u00ean we di\u00e7in. Vana ne ji bo tewanbarkirina we, ji bo ku hun rast\u00een\u00ean pir jiyan\u00ee bib\u00eenin \u00fb bi gor v\u00ea xeleqey\u00ean bingeh\u00een bigirin, dib\u00eajim…<\/p>\n

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Em di \u015fexs\u00ea kesan de asta netew \u00fb civak\u00ee dadih\u00fbr\u00eenin <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Er\u00ea, bi got\u00fbb\u00eajan em dikarin mijar\u00ea b\u00eatir k\u00fbr bikin. Heval\u00ea C. hun \u00e7i dib\u00eajin?<\/p>\n

C.: Li welatek\u00ee m\u00eena Kurdistan pirsgir\u00eakeke wisa di v\u00ea ast\u00ea de an\u00eena rojev\u00ea pir h\u00easan n\u00een e. Ez hizir dikim ku h\u00ea ji niha de an\u00eena v\u00ea rojev\u00ea, ew \u015fore\u015fa ku t\u00ea xwestin \u00fb di aliy\u00ea vala derxistina xefik\u00ean dib\u00eat\u00ee y\u00ean dijmin de gir\u00eeng e.<\/p>\n

S.P: Xefik\u00ean li pe\u015fiya \u015fore\u015f\u00ea di p\u00ea\u015f de d\u00eetin \u00fb di aliy\u00ea derbaskirin\u00ea de hun dib\u00eajin ku xwed\u00ee gir\u00eengiyeke mezin e.<\/p>\n

C.: Bel\u00ea. A ku ez dib\u00eenim, ev, ne ten\u00ea li hember pa\u015fver\u00fbtiya jin\u00ea, di heman dem\u00ea de li hember pa\u015fver\u00fbtiya zilam t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenek e ku t\u00ea day\u00een. Bi v\u00ea watey\u00ea j\u00ee, gir\u00eeng e. L\u00ea bel\u00ea xala her\u00ee gir\u00eeng ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e heval\u00ean jin bib\u00eenin; n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke \u00e7ewt weke ku bi hewldan\u00ean xwe gih\u00ee\u015ftine v\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea heye. Ji ber w\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee helwesteke ku z\u00eade q\u00eemet\u00ea nezan\u00een heye. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee bi hewldan\u00ean Serokatiya Partiy\u00ea gih\u00ee\u015ftin v\u00ea n\u00eaveng\u00ea. P\u00eaw\u00eest e v\u00ea ba\u015f binirx\u00eenin \u00fb li ser v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea azadb\u00fbn\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eenin. Ten\u00ea bi v\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea dikarin xwe bidin pejirandin \u00fb pesendkirin; bi awayek\u00ee din zor e. P\u00eaw\u00eest e di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hewldan\u00ean mezin p\u00ea\u015fan bikin. Ten\u00ea bi hewldan\u00ean partiy\u00ea pesendkirin zor e.<\/p>\n

Bi ya min part\u00ee pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea pir net dat\u00eene rast\u00ea. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, law\u00ean gel\u00ea ku ne xwed\u00ee welat in, di van mercan de rabin \u00fb qala hezkirina takekes\u00ee bikin, rast n\u00een e. Ma jixwe p\u00eakan\u00eena v\u00ea gengaz j\u00ee n\u00een e. Y\u00ean ku welat\u00ean xwe n\u00een in, azadiya wan j\u00ee n\u00een e. Di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de heta ku em dikarin bila em bib\u00eajin, em azad in, ev nabe rast\u00een. \u00cecar ew \u201cZewac\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee\u2019\u2019 y\u00ean di nav merc\u00ean Tirkiy\u00ea de \u00e7i p\u00eawendiy\u00ean xwe bi zewac\u00ean \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ve tune. Heya ku azadb\u00fbn p\u00eak ney\u00ea, t\u00eakiliya azad j\u00ee, p\u00eak nay\u00ea.<\/p>\n

S.P: Yan\u00ee ji zewac\u00ean kevne\u015fop\u00ee b\u00eatir xeternak e.<\/p>\n

C.: Bel\u00ea. Jixwe xeternak, \u00e7\u00eakirina v\u00ea li ser nav\u00ea \u015fore\u015fgeriy\u00ea ye. Di r\u00eajeya ku welat\u00ea mirov azad dibe de, mirov dikare azad bibe. Hing\u00ea mirov dikare t\u00eakiliya azad j\u00ee bigire. Ger ku ev nebe, bi \u00e7i cure t\u00eakil\u00ee dibe bila bibe, e\u015fkere ye ku ew nabe t\u00eakiliyeke azad. Ez bi xwe bawer nakim.<\/p>\n

S.P: Heval\u00ea C. di asta r\u00eagez de rast n\u00eaz\u00eek dibe. L\u00ea em berevajiy\u00ea v\u00ea nakevin; bi \u015fert\u00ea ku ev r\u00eagez b\u00ea bingeh girtin, mirov dikarin hezkirin \u00fb ecibandina xwe deynin rast\u00ea. Teb\u00ee w\u00ea r\u00eagez \u00fb armanc ney\u00ea pa\u015f\u00e7avkirin. Bi gotineke, \u201cmin armanc ji b\u00eer kir, dil\u00ea min p\u00ea ket\u2019\u2019 part\u00ee li aliyek\u00ee \u00fb welat li aliyek\u00ee b\u00ean hi\u015ftin, w\u00ea li pa\u015f rev bim\u00eene. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, di bin nav\u00ea daxwaziya azadiy\u00ea de, gelek jir\u00eaderketin hatin p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ger ku hun mebest ba\u015f bin j\u00ee, heke ku hun armanc \u00fb maweya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku ava bikin bi gora r\u00eagez\u00ea ba\u015f \u00fb ba\u015f kontrol nekin, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee hun\u00ea pir bi debeng\u00ee wenda bikin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hun p\u00eawendiya di navbera r\u00eagez \u00fb prat\u00eek\u00ea de pir haydar bin. Ji ber ku \u00e7awa di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de t\u00ea hizirkirin, z\u00eadetir di bin nav\u00ea r\u00eagez\u00ea de \u00eenkarkirin, di bin nav\u00ea prat\u00eek\u00ea de ket\u00eeb\u00fbn t\u00ea jiyandin. Pevretiya teor\u00ee \u00fb prat\u00eek\u00ea \u00e7awa ku di her gel\u015f\u00ea de p\u00eak t\u00ea, di vir de j\u00ee pir p\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye. R\u00eageza azadiy\u00ea derbaskirina jiyan\u00ea, tam karek\u00ee \u015fer e. Bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku hun rast\u00eena Serokatiy\u00ea ba\u015f t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Em b\u00fbyeran hem digih\u00eenin e\u015fkeretiy\u00ea, hem j\u00ee di prat\u00eek\u00ea de bi r\u00ea ve dibin.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de ez, bi we re ne ten\u00ea \u00e7areseriya takekes\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f dixim. Belk\u00ee hun komek in \u00fb hatine veguhestin nav partiy\u00ea, l\u00ea ji bo dah\u00fbrandina asta netew \u00fb hem\u00fb civak\u00ea, em we digirin dest \u00fb dih\u00eavojin. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea, xwe bi rengek\u00ee \u00e7awa ku teng n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn t\u00ea raberkirin \u00fb bi erzan\u00ee dib\u00eaje, \u201cez azad b\u00fbm, bi takekes\u00ee min qezenc kir\u2019\u2019 xwe nexap\u00eenin. Dema ku hun bib\u00eajin, \u201cmin qezenc kir\u2019\u2019 hun\u00ea hing\u00ea asta netew bidah\u00fbr\u00eenin. L\u00ea di van mijaran de ka hun \u00e7iqas teng in, hun bi xwe dizanin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee her kes tengtiya r\u00eaxistin\u00ee heya nav mix\u00ean xwe dije. Dib\u00ea qey pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea di asta takekes\u00ee de \u00e7areser bike, w\u00ea xwe bifil\u00eet\u00eene. Nax\u00ear! \u00c7areserkirina pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea ne bi avakirina nas \u00fb dostan ango bi malbatek\u00ea, di asta netew\u00ee de wergirtina azadiy\u00ea, d\u00eesa di \u015fer de qezenckirina serkeftin\u00ea ye. Her kes dipirse, \u201cpirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea \u00e7i ye; \u00e7areser\u00ee w\u00ea \u00e7awa be?\u2019\u2019 va wisa dibe.<\/p>\n

Ger ku li gotina \u00e7ep\u00ea Tirk b\u00ea nih\u00eartin, dib\u00eajin, \u201czewaca \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee.\u2019\u2019 L\u00ea ev, ji zewaca \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee b\u00eatir di\u015fibe her ti\u015ft\u00ee. Ez dib\u00eajim ku zewaca qere\u00e7iyan z\u00eadetir watedar e. Min v\u00ea gotib\u00fb, pir h\u00ears bib\u00fbn. Min dab\u00fb zan\u00een ku, ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean babist\u00een b\u00eatir xeter dib\u00eenim. Nav\u00ea wan r\u00eaxistinan naxwazim dubare bigirim dev\u00ea xwe. Pi\u015ftre derket rast\u00ea ku ev t\u00eakiliy\u00ean dijraber ne. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku di prat\u00eeka \u00e7ep\u00ea Tirk de wisa xwe debar dikin, li ser can\u00ea azadiy\u00ea xwendin e. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee PKK di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de rast\u00eenan p\u00ea\u015f xist, an\u00ee gihanekeke gir\u00eeng. Div\u00ea ez bib\u00eajim ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ean sosyal\u00eestek\u00ee her\u00ee mezin \u00ea Tirkiy\u00ea y\u00ea burjuvaziyek\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00ea naedilin in. Jin\u00ea aniye rew\u015feke her\u00ee kerax. Ez belk\u00ee di malabata Saqib Sabanc\u00ee de xwe\u015fiktiyek\u00ea bib\u00eenim, l\u00ea di malbata wan \u00e7epgir\u00ean sexte de nikarim xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea bib\u00eenim; b\u00eatir\u00een xistin heye. Debengiya burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00fb xwe xapandin heye. Heta ji w\u00ee kap\u00eetal\u00eest\u00ee b\u00eatir rew\u015feke xirab dije. Hema di\u015fibe kap\u00eetal\u00eezma li Sovyet\u00ea. L\u00ea e\u015fkere ye ku kap\u00eetal\u00eezm hewqas nirxdar n\u00een e. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya y\u00ea me y\u00ean kap\u00eetal\u00eest \u00ean burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk, bi gor n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya kap\u00eetalist \u00ean mezin\u00ea Tirkan li \u00e7ep\u00ea n\u00een dim\u00eene. Teb\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee heye \u00fb hewl dide ku tems\u00eela xwe ya xurt p\u00eak b\u00eene. Ez bawer im, hun hindek t\u00eadigih\u00eejin. Heval\u00ea Z.y\u00ea ku mejiy\u00ea xwe her\u00ee z\u00eade dide mijulkirin, \u00e7i dib\u00eaj\u00ee?<\/p>\n

Z.: Di bingeh de li vir pirsgir\u00eaka part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea heye. Ji ber pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean gih\u00ee\u015ftina kesayeta gihand\u00ee, part\u00eeb\u00fbn nay\u00ea jiyandin. Di pirsgir\u00eaka azadiya jin\u00ea de j\u00ee wisa ye. Di bingeh de ew hedef\u00ea ku em dixwazin bigih\u00eejin\u00ea, em dib\u00eenin. Li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee me sosyal\u00eezm heye, c\u00eehaneke xwe\u015fik heye. Em dixwazin herin wir\u00ea, l\u00ea bel\u00ea dema ku hatina xala p\u00eakan\u00eena w\u00ea azadiy\u00ea di xwe de \u00e7\u00eakirin p\u00eak t\u00ea, hing\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea binyad\u00ee t\u00ea jiyandin. D\u00eesa di navbeyna armanc \u00fb rasteq\u00eena hey\u00ee de nakokiyek t\u00ea jiyandin. Di bingeh de ji w\u00ea hedef\u00ea tu caran qutb\u00fbn \u00e7\u00eanabe, yan\u00ee ew hedef\u00ea t\u00ea xwestin em ber ve bi\u00e7in, ji bo me pir xwer\u00fb ye. Xal\u00ean ku heval\u00ea C. destn\u00ee\u015fan kir ez j\u00ee dixwazin diyar bikim. Di bingeh de nakok\u00ee nay\u00ean veguh\u00eastin ber bi pa\u015feroj\u00ea ve. \u00c7areseriya pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea di bingeh\u00ea afirandina civaka azad de, bi wateya diyarkirina hedef\u00ea pusulay\u00ea rast dan\u00een e. L\u00ea \u00eero di xala \u00e7areseriya nakokiy\u00ean t\u00ean jiyandin de, z\u00eade n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke mil\u00eetan\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke z\u00eade w\u00earekane nay\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fan kirin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee nakok\u00ee di herikandina xwe de di\u00e7in; wana qe\u015fakirin \u00fb pa\u015feroj\u00ea ve veguh\u00eastin wisa nabe. P\u00eaw\u00eest e bi van nakokiyan re b\u00ea \u015ferkirin. Ger ku hedef\u00ea pa\u015feroj\u00ea rast hatibe selimandin \u00fb az\u00een\u00ean \u015fer j\u00ee rast hatibin t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin, \u00ead\u00ee pirsgir\u00eak bi nakokiyan re saxlem \u015ferkirin \u00fb t\u00eakne\u00e7\u00fby\u00een e. Ez bi n\u00ear\u00eena p\u00eaw\u00eest e p\u00eakan\u00eena rastiyan bi pa\u015feroj\u00ea ve b\u00ea taloxkirin\u00ea ne bawer im; h\u00ea ji \u00eero de div\u00ea ji bo v\u00ea \u015fer b\u00ea kirin. Bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee dema ku pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, ev, \u015fer\u00ea xwe \u00e7\u00eakirina jin\u00ea \u00fb xwe peydakirin\u00ea ye. Heke ku jin, di xala wendakirina jin\u00ea \u00fb wendakirina hezkirin\u00ea de ye, ev selimandina rast, \u015fer\u00ea jin\u00ea y\u00ea xwe \u00e7\u00eakirin \u00fb afirandin\u00ea ye. Ev \u015fer\u00ea xwe bi ked\u00ea peydakirin, di heman dem\u00ea de bi zayend\u00ea dijber re azadane \u015fer\u00ea biyekb\u00fbn \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea w\u00ee j\u00ee afirandin\u00ea ye. Hizra min ew e ku div\u00ea ev di nava hev de b\u00ean bir\u00eavebirin. Ji ber ku dema t\u00ea per\u00e7ekirin, \u015fer j\u00ee lewaz dikeve. \u015eer bi tevah\u00eet\u00ee nay\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin.<\/p>\n

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S.P: Tu sepandin\u00ean min \u00e7awa dib\u00een\u00ee? Pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea ji pa\u015feroj\u00ea re taloxkirin e, yan na di n\u00eavenga dijwariya \u015fer de j\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya w\u00earekane ye?<\/p>\n

Z.: Bi ya min n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke xurt e. Li v\u00ea der\u00ea her\u00ee hindik di aliy\u00ea xwe de xal\u00ean ku ez hewl didim p\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eejim hene. Beriya her ti\u015ft\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea di asta serokayet\u00ee de t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin…<\/p>\n

S.P: P\u00eaw\u00eest n\u00een e, b\u00ea gotin Serok \u00fb b\u00ea \u00eelahkirin; di heman dem\u00ea de asta partiy\u00ea, yan\u00ee asta mil\u00eetan mijara gotin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Z.: Asta partiy\u00ea b\u00fbyereke pir ciwaz e. Asta Serokatiy\u00ea pir h\u00eazdar e \u00fb li ser dah\u00fbr\u00eena d\u00eerok\u00ea p\u00eak t\u00ea. Asta dah\u00fbr\u00eena hem heval\u00ean jin, hem j\u00ee heval\u00ean zilam pir qels e. Dema ku em di aliy\u00ea rastiya xwe de v\u00ea digirin dest, dema em t\u00ean ki\u015fandin nav \u015fer\u00ea ku t\u00ea xwestin b\u00ea p\u00eakanin, di bingeh de em ferq nakin ka em hilki\u015fiyane nav \u015ferek\u00ee \u00e7awa; \u015fa\u015fwaz dibin \u00fb li \u00e7ep \u00fb rast bela wela dibin. Pirsgir\u00eaka bingeh\u00een di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de t\u00ea jiyandin. Yan\u00ee ez dihizirim ku, p\u00eaw\u00eestiya ew nakokiya di vir\u00ea de t\u00ea jiyandin b\u00ea d\u00eetin, heye.<\/p>\n

S.P: Yan\u00ee em, m\u00eenan\u00ee rew\u015fa r\u00eaxistin\u00ee ku hun ketin\u00ea r\u00fb bi r\u00fb ne. Y\u00ean ku weke takekesiy\u00ea rast nay\u00ean r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea, di sehaya t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea de j\u00ee nay\u00ean rastiy\u00ea, nay\u00ean part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea. V\u00ea bi gora xwe t\u00eaxin te\u015fey\u00ean cewaz \u00fb ber bi n\u00eavenga as\u00eakirin \u00fb kevneperestiy\u00ea ve di\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

Z.: Ez j\u00ee dixwazim v\u00ea xal\u00ea destn\u00ee\u015fan bikim: H\u00eaza \u00e7areseriya nakokiyan di asta Serokatiy\u00ea de pir mezin e. Di me de h\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina nakokiyan j\u00ee n\u00een e. Hewqas di asteke jor de \u00e7areser\u00ee t\u00ea \u00e7espandin ku, ew mirov\u00ean ku h\u00ea bi nakokiy\u00ean xwe re nasdar neb\u00fbne, di bin v\u00ea de diper\u00e7iqin \u00fb t\u00eanagih\u00eejin.<\/p>\n

S.P: Hing\u00ea hun\u00ea di \u015fer de j\u00ee biper\u00e7iqin.<\/p>\n

Z.: Di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de, bi taybet\u00ee di asta Serokatiy\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea ku t\u00ea vedan (min ber\u00ea j\u00ee destn\u00ee\u015fan kirib\u00fb) bi ya min di hundir\u00ea xwe de gelek r\u00eesk\u00ean ku hildigire heye. M\u00eenak ez bi w\u00ea xal\u00ea z\u00eade t\u00eanagih\u00eejim. Yan\u00ee li min zor t\u00ea. Ji ber ku ew, belk\u00ee j\u00ee ew heval\u00ean karibin p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eenin, li beranber xwe per\u00e7iqandina di bin barek\u00ee giran de bi xwe re t\u00eene \u00fb r\u00ea ji jir\u00eaderketinan re vedike.<\/p>\n

S.P: Hizir nakim. Ya we di te\u015feyek\u00ea \u201cbi gora min \u00e7emka min a partiy\u00ea heye, \u00e7emka min a r\u00eaxistin\u00ea heye; div\u00ea \u00e7awa ku dil\u00ea min bixwaze di jiyandin\u00ea de azad bim.\u2019\u2019de ye.<\/p>\n

Z.: Nax\u00ear, ez naxwazim w\u00ea bib\u00eajim.<\/p>\n

S.P: Gelek di\u015fib\u00ea. Ten\u00ea wek jinek\u00ea dixwaziya we ya jiy\u00een\u00ea heye. Teb\u00ee ez, carna w\u00ea xwesteka we ya ku weke jinek\u00ea dixwaze bi gor xwe bije, digirim ber topan. Belk\u00ee heval\u00ea Cuma j\u00ee v\u00ea ferq dike. Gelo hun wateya v\u00ea dizanin? Zilam, xwed\u00ee \u00e7emkeke n\u00ee\u015faniya seqet e; ez bi heway\u00ea ve difir\u00eenim. Bi gor xwe xwed\u00ee \u00e7emkeke jinantiy\u00ea ye; tinaz\u00ea xwe bi v\u00ea dikim. Ev tev bi gora we ji l\u00eadanek\u00ea b\u00eatir dijwar in. Carna pir berevajiy\u00ea ya ku hun dib\u00eajin dib\u00eajim. Ez dib\u00eajim, \u201cmaf\u00ea te y\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea n\u00een e, maf\u00ea n\u00eazb\u00fbn\u00ea j\u00ee n\u00een e!\u2019\u2019 Bi taybet\u00ee di asta Serokatiy\u00ea de ev pir p\u00eaw\u00eest in. Ev n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee, di h\u00eavotina mirov\u00ea Kurd de, jina Kurd an\u00eena ser xwe ve, di asta p\u00ea\u015fengiy\u00ea de, di rew\u015fa p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean ku werin c\u00ee de ne. Hun v\u00ea mijar\u00ea weke takekesek\u00ea asay\u00ee bidestgirtin\u00ea esas digirin. Em, bi \u00e7emkeke m\u00eenan\u00ee burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk a wekheviy\u00ea r\u00fb bi r\u00fb ne. Asta Serokatiy\u00ea asta netew e.<\/p>\n

Ez, bi tu away\u00ee nexwesteka we ya d\u00eetin\u00ea f\u00eam nakim. Di b\u00fbyera r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de j\u00ee hun wisa ne. Bi hizra min, \u00e7emka burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk a wekheviy\u00ea asta gelek heval\u00ean me ye. Hun r\u00eazdariy\u00ea j\u00ee wenda dikin. Niha j\u00ee, weke yeka ku qet asta netew ned\u00eetiye min wisa bi takekesiy\u00ea \u015firovekirin, jin\u00ea j\u00ee bi xweperest\u00ee \u015firovekirin\u00ea ve p\u00eagir girtin xeteriya bingeh\u00een e. Em van ke\u00e7ikan tev hindik z\u00eade t\u00eenin bi ser xwe ve. M\u00eenak di gelek heval\u00ean ku ez dib\u00eenim de (him ke\u00e7, him j\u00ee xort) hinek tab\u00fb hene. Ger ku ji ke\u00e7ek\u00ea re eleqeya w\u00ee hebe, div\u00ea ew bibe ya w\u00ee. Di n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya ke\u00e7ik\u00ea de j\u00ee, rew\u015feke m\u00eenan\u00ee v\u00ea heye. Dema tu dib\u00eaj\u00ee, dev j\u00ea berde, ev bi gor hinekan \u00ear\u00ee\u015fkar\u00ee ye; li ser wan nirx\u00ean w\u00ee y\u00ean pir p\u00eeroz, li ser b\u00eariy\u00ean w\u00ee \u00ear\u00ee\u015fkar\u00ee ye. Di bingeh de nax\u00ear; berevaj\u00ee w\u00ee rakirina nakokiyek\u00ee ye. Ki\u015fandina nav t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenek\u00ea ye. Belk\u00ee j\u00ee qenc\u00ee ya her\u00ee ba\u015f a ku ez karibim bikim ev e. Di v\u00ea der\u00ea de nebib\u00eajim m\u00eenan\u00ee l\u00eestikeke s\u00eenemay\u00ea, m\u00eena w\u00ea hun bi l\u00eestikek\u00ea ve r\u00fb bi r\u00fb ne \u00fb hindek j\u00ee ev l\u00eest\u00eek p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Bi awayek\u00ee din ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort bizewic\u00eene ango n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ee bike, gelo pi\u015ft\u00ee heftiyek\u00ea ji wan mirovan berhemek bim\u00eene? Ger ku pir azweriy\u00ean pa\u015fver\u00fb hemb\u00eaz bik\u00ee, gelo w\u00ea di te de derfeta hezkirina welat \u00fb heta t\u00eakiliya azad bim\u00eene?<\/p>\n

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Mirov r\u00eesk\u00ea nede ber \u00e7av<\/strong><\/p>\n

serkeftin nay\u00ea qezenckirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Van tevan bi rengek\u00ee teng nirxandina we, bi k\u00eamahiya t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea dikare b\u00ea guzari\u015ftkirin. Div\u00ea hun bi lezgin\u00ee v\u00ea derbas bikin. C\u00eehaneke mezin a ku b\u00ea vekirandin heye. Ji tab\u00fbyan d\u00fbr bisekinin. Ez nab\u00eajim t\u00eakiliy\u00ean pir e\u015fkere ava bikin. Ez ji v\u00ea nefret dikim \u00fb bala xwe pir didim ast\u00ea. Bi ya min bi jin\u00ea re tevger\u00een div\u00ea di asteke art\u00eestik de tim p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. Div\u00ea axaftin\u00ean her\u00ee bedew, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean her\u00ee bedew, gotin\u00ean her\u00ee bedew di sehaya v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de werin ziman. N\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke pir gir\u00eeng e. Gelek kes v\u00ea bi diz\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadikin. Dib\u00eajin \u201cwar\u00ea t\u00eakiliya taybet e.\u2019\u2019 Ez hindek berevajiy\u00ea v\u00ea dib\u00eajim. Ger ku gengaz be v\u00ea hindek derxin e\u015fkeretiy\u00ea. Min got ya, li asta netew belav bikin. Xwe\u015fikt\u00ee \u00fb hezkirin ji bo tevah\u00ee gel p\u00eaw\u00eest e; ji bo hun j\u00ea re bikin mal hewl bidin. Ew ti\u015ft\u00ean ku hun weke ti\u015ft\u00ean xeternak dib\u00eenin, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean m\u00eenan\u00ee v\u00ea ne. Teb\u00ee di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de w\u00earekiya we n\u00een e. Ji ber ku em j\u00ee h\u00eetab\u00ea asta netewek\u00ee dikin, em\u00ea hindek w\u00earekdar bin. Mirov r\u00eesk\u00ea nede ber \u00e7av, serkeftin nay\u00ea qezenckirin. Ez nab\u00eajim pir \u00fb pir ezm\u00fbn\u00ean ev\u00een\u00ea li dar bixin, pir \u00fb pir t\u00eakiliyan ava bikin \u00fb xirab bikin. Ya ku ez dib\u00eajim ev e: Qas\u00ee ku hun bi r\u00eagez in, di prat\u00eek\u00ea de hewl bidin ji bo b\u00fby\u00eena dewlemend\u00ee \u00fb berhemdariy\u00ea. Xwe perwerde bikin, r\u00eaheval\u00ean xwe perwerde bikin. Ger ku yek\u00ee ji we re b\u00fbyera hezkirina rast\u00een\u00ee didamezr\u00eene, div\u00ea bers\u00eev\u00ean we y\u00ean erjeng hebin. Nekevin nava n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean erzan. Ji v\u00ea re bers\u00eev\u00ean pir watedar \u00ean ku b\u00ea day\u00een hene. M\u00eenak hun ji min pir hez dikin, gel j\u00ee ji min hez dike, ne wisa? Peywir\u00ean pir dijwar dat\u00eenim p\u00ea\u015fiya we. Berg\u00eedana hezkirin\u00ea \u015fer e, wisa dib\u00eajim, ba\u015f t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Tevah\u00ee netewek\u00ea didim hizirandin. Bi sedan jinan didim hizirandin \u00fb jina azad hindek wisa derdikeve rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee gelek h\u00eaman\u00ean ku bi asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ean me t\u00eanagih\u00eejin hene. (kontrger\u00eelayan di derbar\u00ea min de pirt\u00fbk niv\u00eesandine) Tim \u00fb tim m\u00eenak didim. H\u00eamana Fatma (Kes\u00eere Yildirim) jinantiya xwe ya her\u00ee dawerd\u00ee, weke bazirganiya qonaxa merkantal\u00eest (doktr\u00eena aboriy\u00ea ya ku tim wergirtin\u00ea bingeh digire) bi \u00e7emka bazirgan \u00fb tefekara her\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee, bi \u015f\u00eawazeke xap\u00eenok a ku dixwaze yek bide \u00fb hezar bist\u00eene, bi kar dian\u00ee. Zayend\u00eetiya xwe, jinantiya xwe, h\u00eaza xwe, civakb\u00fbna xwe heta siyas\u00eeb\u00fbna xwe j\u00ee dema ku hewl dida tevl\u00ee nav partiya me bike, qa\u015fo hewl dida ji bo biryarday\u00eena da ku bi min re par vebike, l\u00ea nih\u00eartim ku h\u00ea\u015ftir\u00ea bi kurtan ve bar dike. Bi palpi\u015ftiya min w\u00ea tevah\u00ee partiy\u00ea tesl\u00eem bigire \u00fb min j\u00ee ji xwe re b\u00eene rew\u015fa zilamek\u00ee her\u00ee sadiq. Min \u00e7awa v\u00ea f\u00eam kir? Dema ku min v\u00ea \u00e7emka dihate \u00e7espandin d\u00eet, min derbeyeke xedar weke ku her zilam\u00ea me dike, par\u00ee par\u00ee nekir. A min \u015f\u00eawaza encam wergirtin\u00ea heye \u00fb bi gor v\u00ea min biriya xwe day\u00ea. P\u00eaw\u00eest bu ku ew ji bo min bib\u00fbyana b\u00fbyera t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke mezin; min wisa kir.<\/p>\n

Me \u00e7i d\u00eet di vir\u00ea de? Berg\u00eedana t\u00eakiliy\u00ean dayendey\u00ee \u00ean pergal\u00ea, dibe ku pir bin. Dikar\u00ee ji v\u00ea feyde bigir\u00ee. L\u00ea ew j\u00ee dikare hem\u00fb h\u00eaza te daqurt\u00eene. Li ser nav\u00ea h\u00eaz tevl\u00eekirina partiy\u00ea dibe ku partiy\u00ea j\u00ee bifeli\u015fanda. Weke takekesek\u00ea xwest ku xwe xurt bike. Ger ku tu ne di nava rast helwestek\u00ea de b\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bi erd\u00ea ve bib\u00ee yek. Teb\u00ee em bi \u00eenkar\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek nabin. Di \u00e7\u00eena jor de j\u00ee \u015fore\u015fger\u00ean nirxdar dikarin derkevin, l\u00ea ev yek \u00eest\u00eesna ye. P\u00eaw\u00eest e encam b\u00ean derxistin ji v\u00ea ezm\u00fbna ku hatiye jiyandin. Ji bo ku di t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de azad\u00ee b\u00ea bingehgirtin, bi hezar\u00fbyek away\u00ee hiziriyam. Dema ku kesek bi kesek\u00ee din re dikeve nava t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea w\u00ea \u00e7i bigire, w\u00ea \u00e7i bide? N\u00eaz\u00eekatiya wekhev \u00fb azad w\u00ea \u00e7awa be? Ger ku me v\u00ea ezm\u00fbneya mezin bi serkeftin neborandibana, p\u00ea\u015fke\u015fkirina me ya \u00e7ar\u00e7ova saxlem a \u00eeroy\u00een j\u00ee gengaz nedib\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Ev hema hema ji bo her kes\u00ee hindik z\u00eade derbasdar e. L\u00ea ez bawer im ku kesek\u00ee d\u00ee di ciy\u00ea min de ba, ya w\u00ea di mabeyna b\u00eest\u00fb\u00e7ar demjim\u00earan de qir\u00ean bikira, w\u00ea encam\u00ean v\u00ea bijiya ya j\u00ee w\u00ea j\u00ea re bibana p\u00eavek. Ev t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea wisa ye ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e di asta netew de b\u00ea gelemper\u00eekirin. Ji ber ku her kes hindik z\u00eade m\u00eena v\u00ea pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean xwe hene. Ji v\u00ea ezm\u00fbney\u00ea min v\u00ea derxist: Zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00e7i ye, bi v\u00ea \u00e7awa t\u00ea leyistin; ji \u00e7\u00een\u00ean cuda b\u00fby\u00een \u00e7i ye, ev \u00e7awa t\u00ea kir\u00een \u00fb firotin, t\u00eakiliya h\u00eaz wergirtin \u00fb day\u00een\u00ea \u00e7i ye? Yek j\u00ee me encama hevalbendiy\u00ea derxist; em li ser bers\u00eevdana pirsa hevalbendiya rast\u00een ponij\u00een. Li ser hevalbendiy\u00ea gelek nirxandin\u00ean me p\u00ea\u015f ketin. Min gelek nirxandin\u00ean teor\u00eek ji nava jiyan\u00ea derxist. Di bingehek\u00ee xedar de \u015fer\u00ea nav r\u00eaxistin\u00ea heb\u00fb. Ger\u00eela heb\u00fb, yek j\u00ee di v\u00ea sehay\u00ea de \u015fer heb\u00fb. Bi gotin\u00ea h\u00easan e; ez di vir\u00ea de neketim nava jiyaneke din. Nax\u00ear, min di tevah\u00ee jiyana xwe de \u015fer gi\u015ft\u00ee kir \u00fb ji hem\u00fb jinan re mal kir. Dema ku w\u00ea hewl dida ji bo xeniqandina hem\u00fb jinan, min dixwest ku ez hem\u00fb jinan rakim ser lingan. Va \u00e7areser\u00ee.<\/p>\n

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Hesteke sih\u00eal j\u00ee <\/strong><\/p>\n

dikare h\u00eaviya gelek\u00ee bi erd\u00ea ve bike yek<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ev \u00e7areseriya ku me gihandiye v\u00ea ast\u00ea re ji eniya dij-\u015fore\u015f\u00ea bers\u00eevek \u00e7awa hate day\u00een? Hun dizanin, di zindan\u00ea de, di halant\u00eadana \u015eener de, hevaleka me ya her\u00ee li ber xwe da, bi hilkeftineke sexte xwestin ku li hember partiy\u00ea b\u00eenin rew\u015fa derbeya her\u00ee mezin. Teb\u00ee ev j\u00ee \u00ear\u00ee\u015feke bi ev\u00een\u00ea r\u00fbpo\u015fkir\u00ee ya KT\u2019y\u00ea b\u00fb ku li ser PKK\u2019\u00ea di\u00e7espand. Heke ku ew tecr\u00fbbeya min dijiya neba, ev \u00e7\u00eeroka ev\u00een\u00ea bes b\u00fb ji bo PKK\u2019\u00ea bi erd\u00ea v\u00ea bike yek. \u00c7irokeke wisa hatiye eyarkirin ku di xwiyang\u00ea de hest\u00ean erjeng hene. We nameyan xwend. Li bin pesindan\u00ean helbestan \u201ctu pir raser\u00ea Roza Luksemb\u00fbrg \u00ee, tu tems\u00eelkara jina c\u00eehan\u00ea y\u00ee\u2019\u2019 azweriy\u00ean ku nay\u00ean hi\u015f \u00fb aqil, pesindan tev bi \u00eemze ne. Min n\u00ear\u00ee, hevala min hi\u015fk hatiye gir\u00eadan. Min pir di j\u00ear de girt \u00fb pir bi zanist\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbm, da ku em v\u00ea l\u00eest\u00eeka KT\u2019y\u00ea xirab bikin. Ji bo derbaskirina encam\u00ean d\u00eerekt ango end\u00eerekt pir gir\u00eeng b\u00fb \u00fb bi ser de \u00e7\u00fbm. \u015e\u00eawaza t\u00eakiliyeke wisa b\u00fb ku, ji hem\u00fb zindan\u00ea re \u00fb ji hezaran hevalan re hatib\u00fb teyisandin.<\/p>\n

Ew heval\u00ean me y\u00ean ku yek per\u00e7e \u00e7erm \u00fb hest\u00ee mab\u00fbn; di rojiya mezin a mirin\u00ea de nexwarin \u00fb venexwarin, dil\u00eariya mezin n\u00ee\u015fan dan \u00fb berxwedaneke ku di nava d\u00eerok\u00ea de mirov rast\u00ea hempay\u00ea w\u00ea nabe raber kirin. Di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee me nih\u00eart ku, t\u00ea gotin, \u201cmaf\u00ean mirov, maf\u00ean xwarin \u00fb vexwarin\u00ea.\u2019\u2019 Di hundir\u00ea zindanan de ji me j\u00ee pirtir gumrehiya jiyan\u00ea \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbye. R\u00eahevalan ji bo r\u00fbmeta partiye xwe an\u00een rew\u015fa \u00e7erm \u00fb hest\u00ee. Me cendek\u00ea Kemal P\u00eer d\u00eet, dib\u00ea qey xwe dane ziwakirin. Tu j\u00ee, ji bo hindek xwarina z\u00eade, qa\u015fo ji bo hindek z\u00eade maf\u00ea mirovan, dixwaz\u00ee tevah\u00ee partiy\u00ea bik\u015fin\u00ee bin xizmeta xwe.<\/p>\n

Hindek halant\u00eader\u00ean din j\u00ee derketin. Azadiya jiyaneke b\u00eas\u00eenor di\u00e7espandin. Ma di c\u00eehan\u00ea de ev gengaz e? Ma dijmin dikare v\u00ee maf\u00ee bide? Ger ku bide, ev ne xapandin e? Ma di zindan\u00ea de mirov dikare ev\u00een\u00ea bije? Tu es\u00eer \u00ee. Belk\u00ee can\u00ea min j\u00ee bixwaze, l\u00ea ev ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ee ye. Ma ya rast, li ser \u00e7aren\u00fbsa netew, li ser \u00e7aren\u00fbsa berxwedan\u00ea, li ser \u00e7aren\u00fbsa \u015fer hizirandin n\u00een e? Ji dijmin\u00ea ku hewqas ti\u015ft bi te kiriye re, ya rast ne ew e ku tu j\u00ee hinek ti\u015ftan p\u00ea bik\u00ee? Ger ku p\u00ea\u015fketineke berevaj\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabe, w\u00ea ev bibe averiyeke mezin, hem j\u00ee li ser nav\u00ea ev\u00een\u00ea w\u00ea bibe averiyeke mezin. Namey\u00ean bi azwer\u00ee niv\u00eesandine. T\u00ea gotin, \u201cez wisa ji te hez dikim, wisa te hemb\u00eaz dikim\u2019\u2019 \u00fb hwd. Temam hez bike \u00fb hemb\u00eaz bike, l\u00ea hindek riy\u00ean v\u00ea y\u00ean rasteq\u00een\u00ee j\u00ee birame. Ev \u00e7awa gengaz e?<\/p>\n

Me hewl da ku em v\u00ea bi b\u00ee bixin. Me nih\u00eart ku, li hember me berxwedan\u00ean mezin hene; h\u00ea j\u00ee ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea r\u00fbni\u015ftin heye. W\u00ea di nava pergal\u00ea de bir\u00fbn\u00ean, w\u00ea li Ewr\u00fbpa bir\u00fbn\u00ean. W\u00ea bi gora xwe ev\u00eenek\u00ea bij\u00een. Bila li ser\u00ea xwe bixin, v\u00ea ev\u00een \u00fb hesta ku asta netew diqed\u00eene…<\/p>\n

Yan\u00ee ez t\u00eenim ku der\u00ea? Di xwiyang\u00ea de hesteke kesan\u00ee ya sih\u00eal e, l\u00ea ku tu bin\u00ea w\u00ea vekol\u00ee h\u00eaviya gelek\u00ee bi erd\u00ea ve dike yek. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku t\u00eakil\u00ee, wisa gel\u015feke h\u00easan n\u00een e. Li hember van \u00e7\u00eerok\u00ean ev\u00een \u00fb hestan min \u015fer veda. Dijmin\u00ean me z\u00eade dibin, l\u00ea parastina welat, parastina partiy\u00ea beriya her ti\u015ft\u00ee t\u00ea. Felatkirina mirov j\u00ee ten\u00ea di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de gengaz e.<\/p>\n

Di asta netew de dah\u00eer\u00een\u00ean m\u00eenan\u00ee van, dikare b\u00eatir b\u00ean p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Ji bo min dikarin v\u00ea j\u00ee bib\u00eajin, \u201cbi damezraka zewac\u00ea ve dileyize.\u2019\u2019 Jixwe hin kes dib\u00eajin, \u201cjinan ji r\u00ea derxistiye.\u2019\u2019 Ev axaftin pir t\u00ea gotin. W\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee bib\u00eajin. Yek car jinan ji r\u00ea derxisten \u00e7i ye. Ew riya ku we jinan xistiy\u00ea, riya k\u00ea ye? Ev r\u00ea jinan dibe ku der\u00ea? P\u00eaw\u00eest e em got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Ew riya ku zilam di\u00e7esp\u00eenin dibe ku der\u00ea? Riya jina p\u00eavek ji \u00e7i re r\u00ea vedike? Zarok\u00ean ku t\u00eenin \u00fb mezin dikin, ji dijmin re \u00e7awa xizmet dikin? P\u00eaw\u00eest e em vana got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Ev\u00een\u00ean sih\u00eal bi karesateke \u00e7awa ve encam digire ango bi xitimandin\u00ea kesan \u00e7awa z\u00fb diqed\u00eene? P\u00eaw\u00eest e em vana got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Ez mijar\u00ean din j\u00ee tab\u00fb nab\u00eenim. Zayend\u00eet\u00ee, ne t\u00eag\u00eeneke ku b\u00ea qedandin, t\u00eag\u00eeneke ku div\u00ea b\u00ea p\u00eerozkirin e.<\/p>\n

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B\u00eaguman ev dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean ku em didin p\u00ea\u015fxistin, da ku kadroy\u00ean partiy\u00ea karibin derxin zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee gav\u00ean prat\u00eek bav\u00eajin, wisa h\u00easan n\u00een e. Hem\u00fb pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea wisa ne. Ger tu ber bi ya h\u00easan ve her\u00ee, ew dibe \u015femitandina helperest. Ger tu \u015f\u00eawaza me bingeh bigir\u00ee, pir r\u00eesk\u00ean xwe hene, l\u00ea tu dikar\u00ee encam bigir\u00ee. Teb\u00ee hewqas jinan ber bi \u00e7iya ve ki\u015fandin, bi zilaman re beranber girtin tim bi r\u00eesk e. L\u00ea hesab\u00ean sedsalan j\u00ee, di n\u00eavenga \u015ferek\u00ee dijwar de pirs\u00een, ya her\u00ee rast e. R\u00eeska xwe hey\u00ea, l\u00ea hesab pirs\u00een j\u00ee ten\u00ea di ciy\u00ean wisa de dikare p\u00eak were. Ger tu bi xirab\u00ee bi kar b\u00een\u00ee, w\u00ea tu art\u00ea\u015fa xwe wenda bik\u00ee. Hing\u00ea j\u00ee bed\u00eal\u00ea bi ser\u00ea xwe bid\u00ee. Berg\u00eedaneke din \u00ea r\u00eesk\u00ea j\u00ee ev e. Ger ku te jin\u00ea girt p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea xwe, tuy\u00ea w\u00ea azad bik\u00ee; heke te w\u00ea kiriye p\u00eavek (\u00e7emk\u00ean li hember min wisa dikirin) w\u00ea tu berg\u00eedan\u00ea bi ser\u00ea xwe bid\u00ee \u00fb ku te xwe xist, w\u00ea tu biqed\u00ee. Bi awayek\u00ee din nabe. Tu asta netew\u00ee diafir\u00een\u00ee; w\u00ea hem\u00fb jin \u00fb zilam bikevin nava p\u00ea\u015fbirkek\u00ea. Em\u00ea bi awayek\u00ee din \u00e7awa karibin w\u00ea ket\u00eeb\u00fbna mezintir\u00een derbas bikin? Li vir\u00ea va h\u00eaza hezkirin\u00ea, h\u00eaza ev\u00een\u00ea ku te di nava v\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fbirk\u00ea de xurt dike bime\u015f\u00eene, na ku tu bikev\u00ee pa\u015f refan \u00fb hindek j\u00ee biki\u015f\u00een\u00ee pa\u015f refan, w\u00ea gav\u00ea ya ku tu dik\u00ee tevgereke her\u00ee pa\u015fver\u00fb ye \u00fb nay\u00ea pejirandin.<\/p>\n

Got\u00fbb\u00eaj \u00fb dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean di nava PKK\u2019\u00ea de di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ne. Ez hizir dikim ku w\u00ea gelek peywir\u00ean ku bikevin ser mil\u00ean we hebin. M\u00eenak, ez bawerim we j\u00ee di rabird\u00fby\u00ea de pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea girtib\u00fb dest. L\u00ea hun din\u00earin dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean me b\u00eatir k\u00fbr in \u00fb ji bo peywiran j\u00ee, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke cuda p\u00eaw\u00eest dikin.<\/p>\n

Z.: Rast e, Serok\u00ea min. Dah\u00fbr\u00een gelek p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee ne. L\u00ea di gihandin\u00ea de em pir zor\u00ee diki\u015f\u00eenin. Yan\u00ee dah\u00fbr\u00een di asteke pir jor de ne. Teb\u00ee \u015f\u00fbngeha civaka me j\u00ee diyar e. L\u00ea jin b\u00eatir hatiye xistin. Ji ber ve eger\u00ea j\u00ee, di yek car\u00ee de gih\u00ee\u015ftin, jixwe b\u00eaderfet e. Ez dixwazim diyardey\u00ean Serokatiy\u00ea bi\u015fib\u00eenim wan hilkeftin\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ee y\u00ean d\u00ee. M\u00eenak derketina hinek serokan heye. Bi taybet\u00ee, di xala gihandina hin hedef \u00fb armanc\u00ean jin\u00ea de gavav\u00eatin\u00ean pir bi serkeft\u00ee p\u00eak an\u00eene. M\u00eenak, di qonaxa Mihemed de, derketina \u00ceslamiyet\u00ea \u00fb d\u00eesa derketin\u00ean d\u00ee j\u00ee hene. Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de j\u00ee wisa ye. Em v\u00ea yek\u00ea di kesayetiya Serokatiya xwe de dib\u00eenin. L\u00ea bi ya min pir giran \u00fb ji bo gih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea j\u00ee, pir zor e.<\/p>\n

S.P: Teb\u00ee di wateyek\u00ea de em pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea di aleyhiy\u00ea zilam\u00ea hey\u00ee de \u00e7areser dikin. Helbet pir zor e. Hem\u00fb zilam di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de xwedib\u00een in.<\/p>\n

Z.: Serdestiya zilam giran e.<\/p>\n

S.P: Yek\u00ee wiha gotiye: \u201cma ez x\u00eat im serdestiya xwe bi dest\u00ea xwe ji rast\u00ea rakim!\u2019\u2019 Hindek rast\u00een\u00ea diderbir\u00eene, l\u00ea \u00ead\u00ee em hindek di leh\u00ea jin\u00ea de tevger\u00een\u00ea didom\u00eenin. Ji bo min te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eakiliyeke her\u00ee nay\u00ea tebatkirin te\u015fey\u00ea hev pejirandina jin \u00fb zilamek\u00ee ye. Bi ya min div\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee asta xwe, yan rewneq bin, weke helbestek\u00ea be, yan j\u00ee wek veh\u00fbna huner\u00ea b\u00ea h\u00fbnandin, yan j\u00ee p\u00ea re b\u00ea \u015ferkirin. Hun n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea pejirandineke pir erzan dibin. Yek j\u00ee li ser\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj dikin. Pir pir got\u00fbgota w\u00ea dikin \u00fb \u015fer derdixin. Bi ya min di vir\u00ea de wendakirina mezin a civak\u00ea heye. Babeteke ku ez wek taybetmendiy\u00ea xwe digirim dest, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de xwe b\u00eaastnekirin e. Di mijara jin\u00ea de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean min xurt in. Hinek r\u00eagez, rabes \u00fb helwest\u00ean ku ez raber dikim hene. R\u00fbmet, r\u00eagez, hewldan \u00fb hwd. tev t\u00ea de hene. Li hember pa\u015fver\u00fbtiya jin\u00ea hedirandin, ji hedarkirina li dij\u00ee m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea pir zortir e. Di temen\u00ea xwe y\u00ea pir pi\u00e7\u00fbk de li hember d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea xwe berxwedan\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan dam. Bi biray\u00ean xwe re h\u00ea j\u00ee di nava \u015fer de me. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ev ji bo w\u00ea wateyek\u00ea biderbir\u00eene. Ji ber ku ne babetek\u00ea wisa ye ku hema mirov derbas bike. Di mijara jin\u00ea de j\u00ee, t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke wisa mezin heye.<\/p>\n

Heke hun dereng t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftibin, di t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea de zor\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eenin, div\u00ea hun v\u00ea, bi \u00e7emka xwe ya saw\u00ee \u00fb teng ve gir\u00eabidin. Jixwe mezinb\u00fbna PKK\u2019\u00ea di gi\u015ft\u00ee de heye. Ez dihizirim ku di nava ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort\u00ean PKK\u2019\u00ea de p\u00eerozb\u00fbneke diyar heye. Heta y\u00ea gav dav\u00eaje nava PKK\u2019\u00ea di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de dil\u00ear e. A her\u00ee hindik xeleqa p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee ya hezkirin\u00ea girtine. Teb\u00ee ev bi ser\u00ea xwe t\u00ear nake. Hatina nav r\u00eaxistineke weke PKK\u2019\u00ea, di nav r\u00eaxistineke weke PKK\u2019\u00ea bi h\u00easan\u00ee h\u00eaza xebat \u00fb \u015ferkirin\u00ea raberkirin, dikare hezkirin\u00ea bide destp\u00eakirin. L\u00ea bel\u00ea bi v\u00ea q\u00eeman\u00een, bi v\u00ea leyistin nemerdiya her\u00ee mezin e. \u015ea\u015f helwesta di vir\u00ea de ber bi karesat\u00ea ve dibe.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de ev tev ji h\u00eala Serokatiy\u00ea ve t\u00ean hizirandin \u00fb ji partiy\u00ea re weke pol\u00eetikayek\u00ea t\u00ea teyisandin. Di nava partiy\u00ea de, e ji pol\u00eetikaya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea bigirin heya pol\u00eetikaya ev\u00een\u00ea tev hene. Heke hun bi v\u00ea t\u00eanagih\u00eejin, sedem\u00ea bi pa\u015fdemay\u00eena xwe ve gir\u00eabidin. Em ji gir\u00eadana jin\u00ea bi r\u00eaxistin\u00ea bigirin heya gir\u00eadana hestyar\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee hene. Em ji gir\u00eadana jin\u00ea bi ger\u00eela bigirin heya civakb\u00fbn\u00ea re tevkar\u00ee berp\u00ea\u015fkirin\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee \u00fb pol\u00eet\u00eeka hene. Ger ku hun t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftibin, v\u00ea bi pa\u015fdemay\u00ee ya xwe ve gir\u00eabidin.<\/p>\n

Jin pir helbest diniv\u00ees\u00eenin, distr\u00eenin, hestdar in. Y\u00ea me j\u00ee, di t\u00eakiliyan de \u015f\u00eawaza me ya strandin\u00ea, xwendina helbestan heye. Em helbest \u00fb stran\u00ea ne ji bo vehesandin\u00ea, ji bo w\u00earandina asta netew\u00ee dixw\u00eenin. Ji Serokatiy\u00ea wek\u00ee din ti\u015ft nay\u00ean xwestin. Zoriya serokatiyan di vir\u00ea de ye. W\u00ea kadro j\u00ee hindek bi v\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eeje \u00fb bisep\u00eene, v\u00ea dis\u00eepl\u00een\u00ea w\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Ez hizir nakin ku hun di rabird\u00fby\u00ea de hewqas t\u00eadigih\u00ee\u015ftin.<\/p>\n

Z.: Di nava partiy\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fketineke gir\u00eeng heye. V\u00ea bi civak\u00ea dana pejirandin, ji binkey\u00ea re dana pejirandin gaveke gir\u00eeng e. L\u00ea…<\/p>\n

S.P: Dibe ku hun \u015fa\u015fwaz bibin, ditirsim ku hun pir zor\u00ee biki\u015f\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Z.: Em di w\u00ea xal\u00ea de mane.<\/p>\n

S.P: Di nava PKK\u2019\u00ea de ke\u00e7 rab\u00fbne p\u00eangava melekb\u00fbn\u00ea. \u00c7i ye melekb\u00fbn? Hun dizanin pir zor e. Hun mirov\u00ean ku mirin\u00ea dane ber\u00e7av in, hem j\u00ee layiq\u00ea v\u00ea ne. Ev tam nehatiy\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin. Jixwe her ti\u015ft tam hatiba t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin, p\u00eadiv\u00ee bi Serokatiyan nedima. Hilawestineke diyar\u00ee em p\u00eak t\u00eenin. Misoger e ku p\u00eeroz\u00ee heye. Dijmin\u00ean w\u00ea j\u00ee pir in, dost\u00ean w\u00ea j\u00ee. E\u015fkere ye ku w\u00ea h\u00easan nebe. Ez j\u00ee xwe rojane digih\u00eenim ger\u00eelayek\u00ee. Ez p\u00ea\u015fengek\u00ee xurt dikim. Hun jin j\u00ee p\u00eal bi p\u00eal t\u00ean, hewl didim ku p\u00ea\u015fiya wan vebikim. Y\u00ea ku hatin, li haw\u00eerdor me m\u00eena d\u00earanek\u00ea b\u00fbn, \u015fekl \u00fb fesala wan tuneb\u00fb. Ya her\u00ee xirab, dihizirin ku bi xwe van p\u00ea\u015fketinan p\u00eak an\u00eene. Ne wisa ye, helwdan\u00ean c\u00eehanek\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest dikin. Ev t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftina we, b\u00eatalox\u00ee \u00fb k\u00eamahiyeke mezin e. Ez hizir dikim ku \u00e7ewtiyeke mezin j\u00ee di vir\u00ea de t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Mirov dikare birame ku n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke taybet\u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ean mezin, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hatiye p\u00ea\u015fankirin. Ew \u015fore\u015f\u00ean ku t\u00ea gotin pir zanist\u00ee ne, her ti\u015ft\u00ean wan n\u00eev\u00ee n\u00eev\u00ee proje \u00fb \u00fbtopya ne. Ev mijar, ji bo me j\u00ee, ji bo \u00ceslamiyet\u00ea j\u00ee wisa ye. Hz. Mihemed, ji bo \u00eeslamiyet\u00ea dib\u00eaje ku, ol\u00ea daw\u00ee ye. Kap\u00eetal\u00eezm qala birat\u00ee \u00fb a\u015ftiya b\u00eadaw\u00ee dike. Sosyal\u00eezm dib\u00eaje, komun\u00eezm gih\u00eeneka her\u00ee daw\u00ee ye. Ev proje ne. Em, ji bo jin\u00ea qala wekhev\u00ee \u00fb azadiy\u00ea dikin. Ev j\u00ee projeyek e. L\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00eeneke s\u00eenordar j\u00ee, pir nirxdar e, gaveke qirase ye.<\/p>\n

\u015eore\u015f niha di mijara jin\u00ea de wisa seyr dike. Heman ti\u015ft ji bo zilam j\u00ee derbasdar in. Pirsgir\u00eak yek al\u00ee n\u00een e, weke go\u015ft \u00fb neyn\u00fbk e. Em e\u015fkere bin, qas\u00ee qutb\u00fbna ji rabird\u00fby\u00ea, heya l\u00eakirina xeleqey\u00ean azadiy\u00ea div\u00ea em bi \u00eed\u00eea bin. Em ne\u015fik\u00eenin \u00fb nerij\u00eenin. Bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee, div\u00ea asteng\u00ee ney\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin di \u015fer \u00fb jiyana r\u00eaxistin\u00ee de. Ger ku di rew\u015feke wisa de may\u00een \u00e7\u00eabibe, p\u00eaw\u00eest e hema helwest b\u00ea raberkirin. \u015e\u00eawazek\u00ea ku jiyan\u00ea xurt dike, em li her ciy\u00ea \u00fb di her dem\u00ea de bidin r\u00fbni\u015ftandin. Ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee em bi xwe bawer bin. Ew qenc\u00ee, rast\u00ee \u00fb xwe\u015fiktiya me wenda kiriye, em qezenc bikin. Em di riya rast de ne. Ger ku em bi armanc\u00ean xwe v\u00ea gir\u00eaday\u00ee bij\u00een, d\u00eesa \u00e7eka t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea bi gor merc\u00ean \u015f\u00eanber li xwe bikin \u00fb bi kar b\u00eenin, em\u00ea hemin qezenc bikin.<\/p>\n

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\u015eore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea cara yekem<\/p>\n

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Em di qonaxeke pir gir\u00eeng de diborin. Div\u00ea em hem\u00fb h\u00eaz \u00fb behremendiya xwe tevbiger\u00eenin. P\u00eaw\u00eest n\u00een e ku ev b\u00ea gotin j\u00ee. L\u00ea mixabin ev di dema xwe de nay\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin. Tam berevaj\u00ee, ji bo re\u015fkirin, kir\u00eatkirin \u00fb ney\u00ean\u00eekirin \u00e7iqas gotin \u00fb libat p\u00eaw\u00eest dikin, hewqas t\u00ea raberkirin. Got\u00fbb\u00eajek t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin ku dil\u00ea mirov t\u00eene ber dev\u00ea mirov. Ev got\u00fbb\u00eaj w\u00earek\u00ee didin dijmin. Di merc\u00ean her\u00ee zor de j\u00ee, min, ne axaftineke ku b\u00eah\u00eavitiy\u00ea bi xwe re b\u00eene serf kiriye \u00fb ne j\u00ee tevger\u00eenek p\u00ea\u015fan kiriye. L\u00ea ev nay\u00ea f\u00eamkirin. Tim sih\u00ealb\u00fbna xwe, \u00e7onayetiy\u00ean komek\u00ee \u00fb aliy\u00ean kir\u00eatiy\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadikin, didin axaftin.<\/p>\n

Kadroyek\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea ya rast\u00een\u00ee, di t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe de aliy\u00ean k\u00ea\u015fvan, felatkar, ronah\u00eekar \u00fb ajotkar yek k\u00ealiyek j\u00ee nikare pa\u015f\u00e7av bike. Li ba vana, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku bertek, revandin, radest girtin, xirakirin, xeniqandin \u00fb ber bi xitimandin\u00ea ve birin weke \u015f\u00eawaza koletiy\u00ea b\u00ea redkirin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea me y\u00ea mezin heye. P\u00eaw\u00eest e b\u00ea d\u00eetin; ji ber w\u00ea yek\u00ea tu maf\u00ea kes\u00ee n\u00een e ku bib\u00eaje, \u201ct\u00eakiliy\u00ea \u00e7awa dixit\u00eem\u00eenim, \u00e7awa dehf didim, \u00e7awa radest digirim, \u00e7awa di\u00e7esp\u00eenim, \u00e7awa vala derdixim, \u00e7awa \u00e7ep-rast didim ki\u015fandin, \u00e7awa t\u00eenim hal\u00ea nay\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea, \u00e7awa ber bi \u015f\u00eelob\u00fbn\u00ea ve dehf didim \u00fb \u00e7awa dizivir\u00eenim t\u00eakiliya b\u00eah\u00eavitiy\u00ea. \u201cEv tev ji dijmin re xizmet dikin. T\u00eakil\u00ee, div\u00ea bibe t\u00eakiliya h\u00eaviy\u00ea. T\u00eakil\u00ee, w\u00ea di nava xwe de derfeta serkeftin \u00fb p\u00eakan\u00een\u00ea hilgire \u00fb di oxira w\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya jidilt\u00ee \u00fb xwe\u015fb\u00een\u00eetiy\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest bike. W\u00ea tu \u015fens\u00ea e\u015fkerekirin \u00fb dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ea tim \u00fb tim bidiy\u00ea ku, t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb jiyan hindek p\u00ea\u015fveket\u00ee bibin.<\/p>\n

Di \u015ferkirin\u00ea de j\u00ee xwe\u015fikb\u00fbn\u00ea zan\u00een, taybetmendiy\u00ea tevah\u00ee mezin \u015fervanan e. Ger ku kesayetiya serkar\u00ee ya \u015ferek\u00ee gir\u00eeng pir balk\u00ea\u015f nebe, nikare w\u00ee \u015fer\u00ee bi r\u00ea ve bibe. Bihizirin, ger ku ez v\u00ea taybetmendiya xwe hindek p\u00ea\u015f nexim, nikarim kes\u00ee bi xwe bidim gohdarkirin. Nexwe, ew \u015fervan\u00ean ku wek we di pir zor\u00ee \u00fb zehmetiy\u00ea de ne, w\u00ea birevin \u00fb herin. Ez\u00ea hem\u00fb hunera xwe deynim rast\u00ea ku ev bila bibe \u015fer\u00ea her\u00ee xwe\u015fik. Yan\u00ee b\u00fbyer li ser min zor\u00ea dikin. Bi me\u015fandin\u00ean rojane tim \u00fb tim t\u00ea kir\u00eatkirin. T\u00ea rew\u015fa nay\u00ea tebatkirin\u00ea. Ez, van tevan dib\u00eenim, \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fer \u00fb jiyana xwe xwe\u015fik \u00fb k\u00ea\u015fvan dikim. Hun dihizirin ku ev, ji xwe re \u00e7\u00eadibim. Xwe xurtkirin, xwe anina hal\u00ea h\u00eaza me\u015fandiner\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenek\u00ea pir zor \u00fb xwed\u00eeb\u00fbna merc\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean t\u00ear, berpirsiyariyeke mezin e. Ger ev nebe, t\u00eako\u015f\u00een nay\u00ea vedan. Li piraniya serle\u015fker\u00ean me bin\u00earin, kar \u00fb xebata wan \u015fer, jiyan \u00fb t\u00eakiliyan kir\u00eatkirin e. Ev, nakokiyeke w\u00ea y\u00ea mezin e. Mixabin, em ji uslub \u00fb h\u00eetab\u00ea bigirin heya \u015f\u00eawaza \u015firovekirin\u00ea, ji p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee vekirin\u00ea bigirin heya h\u00eav\u00ee dayinek\u00ea, heya ji bo \u00e7ima \u00fb \u00e7awa div\u00ea kar bi serkeft\u00ee be re diyarkirina r\u00eak \u00fb az\u00eenan, di van hem\u00fb mijaran de serle\u015fker\u00ea ku xitimiy\u00ea heye li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea me. Zor bela \u00e7end derfet\u00ean ku me daye dest\u00ea w\u00ee, di nava hewldana qedandina wan de ye. Bi koman serle\u015fker ango \u015fervan\u00ean me y\u00ean wisa hene.<\/p>\n

Ketina min rew\u015feke wisa, t\u00ea wateya qedandina \u015fer. \u015eer\u00ea dozeke pir gir\u00eeng t\u00ea day\u00een.<\/p>\n

Em, bi hem\u00fb h\u00eaza xwe ve, bi r\u00eap\u00eevana, \u201cserokatiyeke rast\u00een\u00ee w\u00ea \u00e7awa be\u2019\u2019 ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee dim\u00eenin. Ji ber ku libat\u00ean n\u00eavenga me kir\u00eat dikin z\u00eade ne. Hema ji her ti\u015ft\u00ee re n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke kir\u00eat heye; dema ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin \u00fb zilam dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, ev, pir balk\u00ea\u015ftir e. Di van mijaran de p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku gelek mesafe b\u00ea wergirtin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re bi hostay\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn, ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re bi xwe\u015fikt\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn, ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re tam bi h\u00fbrbij\u00eariya hunerek\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn, perwerdekirina kesayetiya serkar\u00ee rast\u00een\u00ee \u00fb ji jiyan\u00ea wane derxistin \u00fb gih\u00ee\u015ftin, bibe taybetmendiyeke w\u00ee y\u00ea j\u00eaveneger.<\/p>\n

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W\u00ea di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de j\u00ee viyan hebe. Ger ku ez v\u00ea b\u00eerxistina pi\u00e7\u00fbk bikim, dibe ku b\u00eatir balk\u00ea\u015f be: Ez \u00e7ima pir xwed\u00ee viyan im? \u00ca me jin-m\u00ear ango jin-zilam di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de xwed\u00ee felsefeyek\u00ee ye. Heta wateya temam\u00ea c\u00eehan\u00ea di biyekb\u00fbna zayend\u00eetiyeke sih\u00eal de dib\u00eene. Di bingeh de \u201cgih\u00ee\u015ftina mirad\u00ea\u2019\u2019 ajoyeke zayend\u00ee ye. Ev di ajalan de heye, di mirovan de heye. Rew\u015feke xwezah\u00ee ye. Di heman dem\u00ea de; ji ber ku ajo heye, em tewanbar nakin, asay\u00ee ye. L\u00ea bel\u00ea, y\u00ean me encam\u00ean siyas\u00ee ku ji v\u00ea derxistine, ka \u00e7i ye \u00fb ne \u00e7i ye pir gir\u00eeng e.<\/p>\n

Zilam, di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de tam li serdestiyek\u00ee digere. Ger ku di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de bi serkeft\u00ee neb\u00fb, dihizire ku ji zilamtiy\u00ea ketiye \u00fb dikare xwe bibe heta xweku\u015ftin\u00ea j\u00ee. Ev \u00e7ima wisa ye? P\u00eaw\u00eest e di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de j\u00ee, gih\u00ee\u015ftina encam\u00ean rast p\u00eak werin. Gava ku zilam di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de bi serkeft\u00ee nabe, xwe weke ku nikare jiyan bike dib\u00eene. Di jin\u00ea de ev rew\u015f xwe cewaz n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ji bo ku zilam di nava dest\u00ea xwe de bigire, di bin kontrola xwe de bigire, weke \u00e7ekek\u00ee her\u00ee mezin bi kar t\u00eene. Bihizirin, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de \u00e7emkek derketiye rast\u00ea. Dema ku zilam di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de bi ser dix\u00eene, xwe weke zilamek\u00ee tam ango wek\u00ee d\u00eektatorek\u00ee dib\u00eene; jin j\u00ee, di bingeh\u00ea derbaskirina hem\u00fb rebent\u00ee \u00fb lewaziya xwe de, xwe tam weke makek\u00ea dib\u00eene. Hinek j\u00ee, ket\u00eeb\u00fbna zilam di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de t\u00eene ber\u00e7av \u00fb xwe tevl\u00ee p\u00ea re jiy\u00een\u00ea dike. Va, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de zayend\u00eet\u00ee, ji \u00e7emka nam\u00fbseke xeternak re r\u00ea vedike. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku dib\u00eaje, \u201cez bi zayend\u00eet\u00ee mal\u00ea filan zilam\u00ee me\u2019\u2019 \u00fb li ser v\u00ea ku \u00ead\u00ee \u00e7emka nam\u00fbs\u00ee ava dike \u015funde (di nava me de r\u00eageza sinca bingeh\u00een ev e) ya ku dert\u00ea rast\u00ea encamek\u00ee pir xeternak e.<\/p>\n

Welat t\u00ea dagirkirin, bi hezar caran li welat t\u00ea tecawizkirin, hema hema bi her away\u00ee tecawiza mirov a civakb\u00fbn \u00fb siyas\u00eeb\u00fbn bi xedar\u00ee t\u00ea kirin, le ji bo v\u00ea m\u00fbyek\u00ee xwe nade livandin. Li ser nav\u00ea nam\u00fbs \u00fb r\u00fbmet\u00ea yek hesteke w\u00ee\/\u00ea xuya nake. M\u00eenak bi gora min ji \u00e7emka ni\u015fteciy\u00ean Efr\u00eeqa ku b\u00eatir asay\u00ee \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke eplaq\u00ee ye, mirov dikare qiymet bid\u00ea. Zayend\u00eetiya xwe qetiyen weke amrazek\u00ea bikaran\u00een\u00ea nahizirin. V\u00ea yek\u00ea weke nam\u00fbs\u00ea j\u00ee nanirx\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Di nava me de ev \u00e7ima wisa b\u00fbye? B\u00eaguman ji bona v\u00ea j\u00ee di gelek aliyan; d\u00eerok\u00ee, civak\u00ee \u00fb ol\u00ee de p\u00eadiviya rave an\u00een\u00ea heye. Yan\u00ee div\u00ea em di nav \u015f\u00eanberiya xwe de l\u00eakol\u00een bikin. L\u00ea, di derba p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de ya ku b\u00ea gotin, ev \u015fewaza jiyan\u00ea t\u00eepek\u00ee qediyay\u00ee ku pir xeternak \u00fb pir kevneperest e, em ji welatb\u00fbn\u00ea bigirin ta bi her cure p\u00ea\u015fketina azadiy\u00ea re berevaj\u00ee ketiye.<\/p>\n

Heke ku em b\u00eatir \u015f\u00eanber bikin; hun viyan\u00ea wenda dikin. Biyekb\u00fbna zayend\u00eet\u00ee ji bo piraniya we, weke amrazek\u00ee t\u00earb\u00fby\u00een \u00fb qedan\u00ea, ji aliyek\u00ee zilam b\u00fby\u00een, aliy\u00ea din de \u201cgih\u00ee\u015ftina mirada xwe\u2019\u2019, di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee, weke ti\u015ftek\u00ee \u201cc\u00eehana xwe\u2019\u2019peydakirin e. \u00db m\u00eena v\u00ea gelek encam. Asay\u00ee ye; dibe ku biyekb\u00fbna zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de t\u00earb\u00fby\u00een peyda be. B\u00fbyereke asay\u00ee ye, di bingeh de xwazay\u00ee ye. L\u00ea bi v\u00ea q\u00eem p\u00ea nean\u00eena me gir\u00eeng e. C\u00eehan, \u00e7emk \u00fb nakokiy\u00ean ku em li ser v\u00ea l\u00ea dikin, pir gir\u00eeng in. M\u00eena ku \u201cgih\u00ee\u015ftina mirad\u2019\u2019 a zilam her ti\u015ft\u00ee \u00e7areser dike, weke ku hem\u00fb nakokiyan \u00e7areser dike, t\u00ea gotin, \u201cmin ke\u00e7\u00ea girt, min m\u00ear peyda kir.\u2019\u2019 Yek j\u00ee, heke c\u00eehaneke pi\u00e7\u00fbk ji wan re debar bike \u00fb mehaneya wan j\u00ee hebe, jiyan qediya; hezar car\u00ee v\u00ea dubare dikin. Jin j\u00ee, zilam j\u00ee bi gora xwe felsefeyeke xwe ya jiyan\u00ea heye. Jixwe hem\u00fb civaka me wisa ye. Zayend\u00eetiyeke pir b\u00eate\u015fe, pir xwezay\u00ee di nava me de qedan e. P\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean siyas\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee y\u00ean bingeh\u00een re wate day\u00een, d\u00eetina jiyana ku b\u00eatir dikare b\u00ea xwe\u015fik \u00fb dewlemendkirin n\u00een e, hebe tunebe zayend\u00eetiyeke b\u00eate\u015fe ye.<\/p>\n

Civak xizan, zilam xizan, jin xizan e, ten\u00ea yek zewqek t\u00ea hi\u015f\u00ean wan ew j\u00ee, zayend\u00eet\u00ee ye. Di tevah\u00ee nirx\u00ean din \u00ea jiyan\u00ea de, felsef\u00ea de, siyaset\u00ea de zewq tune, xeternak heye. Ti\u015ftek\u00ee b\u00ea r\u00eak\u00fbp\u00eakirin n\u00een e. Zewqa her\u00ee sih\u00eal, zewqa zayend\u00eet\u00ee ye. Hindek j\u00ee di rew\u015fa ajoy\u00ean xwezay\u00ee de ye. Ev, xeternak\u00ea b\u00eatir t\u00eakilhev dike.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fgiriy\u00ean ku min girt\u00ee ango di prat\u00eeka xwe de hinek ti\u015ft\u00ean ku dixwazim bidim p\u00ea\u015fxistin hene. B\u00eaguman di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de min, civak\u00ea hindek k\u00eam d\u00eet. Yan\u00ee ev \u015f\u00eawe zayend\u00eetiya wan di temen\u00ea min \u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk de bi min re bertek da \u00e7\u00eakirin. Her wek\u00ee di rasteq\u00eena malbata me de, di d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea xwe de v\u00ea d\u00eetim. Z\u00eade nizanim, l\u00ea di b\u00fbyera zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de, ez di w\u00ea baweriy\u00ea de me ku pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean wan \u00ean mezin heb\u00fbn. Wisa li min t\u00ea ku \u015fer\u00ea wan li ser v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea b\u00fb. Min hizir dikir ku, bi v\u00ea ve jiyan\u00ea t\u00eenin radeya nay\u00ea tebatkirin. Zewaceke b\u00eahevseng. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean pir b\u00eahevseng, pir biyan\u00eeb\u00fby\u00ee \u00fb encam; ew rew\u015fa xeter a ku malbata Kurd dikev\u00ea. Min di p\u00ea\u015f de d\u00eet ku, ka jin \u00fb zilam\u00ea Kurd xwe \u00e7iqas mehf dikin. Min selimand ku, hem\u00fb zilam\u00ean gund di nava l\u00eagera zayend\u00eetiyeke pir sih\u00eal de ne, ji bo v\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea jin\u00ea dikin, li ku der\u00ea ke\u00e7ek hebe, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de dixwazin z\u00fb bi z\u00fb dest bigirin. Heta dema ku bavek ji kur\u00ea xwe re ke\u00e7ek t\u00eene j\u00ee, hizirandina xwe j\u00ee dibe. Di n\u00eavenga gund de ev rew\u015f\u00ean wisa j\u00ee hene. Dema ji kur\u00ea xwe re ke\u00e7ek t\u00eene, rew\u015fa \u00e7avberdan\u00ea j\u00ee belav\u00ee ye, hun nizanin. Ev, rew\u015feke der\u00fbn\u00ee ye. Di bingeh de z\u00eade jiyana prat\u00eek peyda neke j\u00ee, di nava civaka me de wisa rasteq\u00eeneke der\u00fbn\u00ee-civak\u00ee heye. Va, yek encama ku jin j\u00ea derxistiye ev e \u00fb di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea, \u201cqet ti\u015ftek\u00ee min n\u00een e, rew\u015fa min a b\u00fby\u00eena jineke b\u00eate\u015fe heye; ez\u00ea v\u00ea bi nav\u00ea nam\u00fbs\u00ea li ser zilam bidim \u00e7espandin \u00fb temenek\u00ee wisa bij\u00eem.\u2019\u2019 de ye. \u00cad\u00ee di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de jin, xebitandina hi\u015f\u00ea xwe, xurtkirina viyana xwe gengaz n\u00een e. Yan\u00ee ji 15 saliya xwe p\u00ea ve miriye. Jiyaneke din a xwe\u015fik dibe ku hebe, derfet\u00ea azadiyeke d\u00ee dibe ku gengaz be? V\u00ea nahizire. Bi f\u00eez\u00eeka xwe ketiye, bi giyana xwe \u00e7\u00fbye, bi ramana xwe jixwe qet tuneye. Va, zayend\u00eet\u00ee di v\u00ea der\u00ea de rolek\u00ee pir xeternak diley\u00eeze. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee zayend\u00eet\u00ee, diviyab\u00fb ku berevaj\u00ee rolek biley\u00eeze, di nava me de wisa \u00e7elexwar\u00ee ji b\u00eaviyaniy\u00ea re r\u00ea vedike.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ima ez, ji v\u00ea b\u00fbyer\u00ea re z\u00fb dest bi rexneyan kirim \u00fb nexwestim bi h\u00easan\u00ee bikevim bin bandor\u00ea? \u00c7ima nexwestim viyan\u00ea ji dest berdim? Ev, taybetmendiyek\u00ee pir gir\u00eeng e. Ez bawer dikim ku ev taybetmend\u00ee, di yek\u00ee we de j\u00ee h\u00easan\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f nakeve \u00fb nay\u00ea d\u00eetin. Jina p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea min (Fatma-Kes\u00eere Yildirim) v\u00ea ferq dikir: Taybetmendiy\u00ea ku di tu zilam\u00ea Kurd de peyda nabe. Di zilam\u00ea Kurd\u00ea klas\u00eek de taybetmendiy\u00ea hey\u00ee j\u00ee, bi bandorb\u00fbneke zayend\u00eet\u00ee ya her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbcik de, bi vir an j\u00ee bi wir ve tewandin, an\u00eena hal\u00ea \u00e7emandin \u00fb \u00e7awa t\u00ea xwestin arastekirin e. Ji ber ku v\u00ea pir ba\u015f d\u00eetib\u00fb, bi \u015f\u00eawazek\u00ea, \u201cjinantiy\u00ea hindek bi bandor binirx\u00eene, di nava partiy\u00ea de dikar\u00ee hem\u00fb zilaman b\u00eax\u00ee bin bandora xwe\u2019\u2019 wisa n\u00eaz\u00eek dib\u00fb. Qelsiyeke wisa pir k\u00fbr \u00ea zilam\u00ea Kurd mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ev der, pir balk\u00ea\u015f \u00ea \u00fb pir qiymet heye ku li ser b\u00ea sekinandin; p\u00eaw\u00eest e encam\u00ean gir\u00eeng b\u00ean derxistin. Taybetmendiya min li v\u00ea der\u00ea pir balk\u00ea\u015f e. M\u00eenak hevalek\u00ee din be, va ye heval\u00ea Kemal P\u00eer, w\u00ea di c\u00ee de ser\u00ee rake \u00fb bi awayek\u00ee \u201cma ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa dibe\u2019\u2019 \u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek bibe. L\u00ea ez, ger pir bi h\u00ears bim, di \u00e7emka p\u00eaw\u00eest e ne wisa be, qetiyen rast n\u00een e de bim j\u00ee, hema li ya p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea xwe ser\u00ee li az\u00een\u00ean l\u00eaxistin, daleqandin, j\u00eakirin, av\u00eatin \u00fb devj\u00eaberdan ango revandin, nadim. Poz\u00eesyona min a li v\u00ea der\u00ea ji pir balk\u00ea\u015f e. Di bingeh de tu zilam ji mala xwe nareve. Ez reviyam \u00fb 15 roj ne\u00e7\u00fbm w\u00ee ciy\u00ea ku ew jin l\u00ea b\u00fb. Hem j\u00ee di demeke ku pir kar heb\u00fbn de. Bi gelemper\u00ee zilam, jin\u00ea diqewit\u00eene, r\u00eap\u00eevan ev e. Tev\u00ee ku ez pir bandordar b\u00fbm j\u00ee, ji mal\u00ea reviyam.<\/p>\n

Ev j\u00ee \u015f\u00eawazek e. Bi xeternak ye. Ka em bin\u00earin w\u00ea \u00e7i bibe? \u00db b\u00ea\u015fik em aliy\u00ea dijber kontrol dikin. Ez ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea da ku weke zilamek\u00ee kevne\u015fop\u00ee\u00a0 nenirx\u00eenim, rew\u015feke ku mirov 10 demjim\u00ear nikare tebat bike, bi hedan 10 salan tebat kirim. Mesele ji, \u201ct\u00eakiliya zayend\u00eet\u00ee, viyan \u00e7i ye, ne \u00e7iye\u2019\u2019 w\u00eadetir diviyab\u00fb ku b\u00fbyer b\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin.<\/p>\n

Ev jin ji malbateke hevkarmend t\u00ea. Dib\u00eaje ku Kurd, sosyal\u00eest \u00fb jin e. Niha ev tev dibin \u00e7i? Ma sosyal\u00eestek dikare wisa bibe? Ma Kurdek dikare wisa bibe? Ma rew\u015fenb\u00eer-entelektuelek dikare wisa bibe? Aliy\u00ean din gumanan bi xwe re t\u00eenin. Dixwaze jinantiy\u00ea \u00e7awa bi kar b\u00eene \u00fb di bin r\u00fbpo\u015fa sosyal\u00eestiy\u00ea de \u00e7i bike? Kesayetiya feodal-komprador, di bin r\u00fbpo\u015fa Kurdayetiy\u00ea de dixwaze bi ku der\u00ea ve bibe?<\/p>\n

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T\u00eep\u00ea jin \u00fb zilam\u00ea Kurd \u00ea klas\u00eek <\/strong><\/p>\n

li hember\u00ea hev binket\u00ee ne<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ger hun bala xwe bidin\u00ea tam ser\u00fbwenek e. Ji ser\u00fbwen\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir pevketineke mezin, bi gora min \u015ferek\u00ee mezin e. Bi ya min, ji ber ku hun bi van \u015feran weke \u015fer\u00ean xwe t\u00eanagih\u00eejin, asta dah\u00fbrandina we ya civak\u00ee \u00fb ya zeximkirina t\u00eakiliyan pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee ye. Bi rast\u00ee dema ku ez dib\u00eajim destp\u00eakirin\u00ean balk\u00ea\u015f v\u00ea destn\u00ee\u015fan dikim. Bi misoger\u00ee di v\u00ea der\u00ea de heta dawiy\u00ea ez durust im. Di bingeh de ji her cure rastiy\u00ea re vekir\u00ee me. L\u00ea qas\u00ee ku aliy\u00ea dijber j\u00ee bib\u00eene, serdest\u00ea viyana xwe me. Bihizirin ku li v\u00ea der\u00ea \u015f\u00fbna min de zilamek\u00ee din heye! Ya w\u00ea tam bikeve bin fermana jin\u00ea, ya d\u00ea jin\u00ea berde, ya j\u00ee d\u00ea bikuje. Wek\u00ee din r\u00eaka nav\u00een n\u00een e. Hem ji di nava 10 demjim\u00earan de, te nizanib\u00fb di nava heftiyek\u00ee de encama ku derkeve p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee w\u00ee ev e.<\/p>\n

Li rast\u00ea malbateke ku xwe pir disip\u00eare dewlet\u00ea heye. Li ser kom\u00ea hinek tasaruf\u00ean xeternak mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Niha ez, ya kar\u00ea kom\u00ea, kar\u00ea Kurdayetiy\u00ea w\u00ea berdama, weke mam\u00fbrek\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk bigotama, \u201cwey xwedawo ji van karan re tovbe\u2019\u2019 ya j\u00ee hewl dabama ku dawiya v\u00ee kar\u00ee b\u00eenim. Y\u00ean we tevan bi \u00eeht\u00eemala mezin di t\u00eakiliyan de, di \u015f\u00eawaza n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ea de rew\u015f\u00ean cewaz \u00ea ji v\u00ee hene. We seqaya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean siyas\u00ee, civak\u00ee, \u00e7and\u00ee \u00fb giyan\u00ee nedaye ber \u00e7av. We gotiye, \u201czayend\u00ee xwe\u015f e, zewq t\u00eene\u2019\u2019 \u00fb viyana we \u015fikestiye ango rew\u015fa zayendiy\u00ea ned\u00eetin, nebih\u00eestin, \u00fb nejiyandin b\u00fbye mijara gotin\u00ea. Ev b\u00fbyer di hinekan de pir bandordar e. Hizir dikim ku ev j\u00ee qas\u00ee y\u00ean din ber bi encamek\u00ee xeternak ve dibe.<\/p>\n

Di zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de ponij\u00eena azwer\u00ee \u00fb hestan teb\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku di \u00e7ar\u00e7oveya d\u00eerok\u00ee de b\u00ea runi\u015ftandin. T\u00eakil\u00ee ji bo sosyal\u00eestek\u00ee pir gir\u00eeng in. Ku ket\u00fbber bigire dest, w\u00ea di ser\u00ee de bin bikeve. Di bingeh\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ea de jin, zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de rasteq\u00eena qedaneke mezin \u00fb vederb\u00fby\u00eeneke mezin dije. \u00c7i eleqeya xwe bi azadiy\u00ea ve n\u00een e. Zilam, jixwe qurban\u00ea \u015fa\u015fitiy\u00ean mezin e. Biramin, hema hun tev wisa dest bi t\u00eakiliyan dikin. Ma sosyal\u00eezm ma, berxwedan ma, azadiya viyan\u00ea ma? Viyana palday\u00ee tim bin ketiye. Va, zor\u00ee li ser me \u00e7\u00eadibe, di ki\u015fandina we ber bi azad\u00ee \u00fb viyaneke xurt de. Niha pirsigir\u00eaka min a her\u00ee mezin ev e.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea \u00e7awa ber bi \u00e7areserkirin\u00ea ve dibim? Esas we dikarib\u00fb v\u00ea encam\u00ea di p\u00ea\u015fiy\u00ea de t\u00eabigih\u00ee\u015fta \u00fb formul\u00ea kiriba. Misoger e ku dijmin v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ji sedsalan vir ve bi kar t\u00eene \u00fb ji \u00e7emka nam\u00fbs\u00ea em bigirin heta \u00e7emka zewq\u00ea xistiye nava \u00e7elexwariyek\u00ea. Ez v\u00ea dib\u00eenim. L\u00ea div\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fgir\u00ee bibe \u00e7i? Va, y\u00ean ku li ser xwe disep\u00eenim hene. Mesela min dikarib\u00fb jineke h\u00easan peyda bikira, di temen\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk de bi gor us\u00fbla gund dikarib\u00fbn min bizewicandana. Heta bi hizira min di malbat\u00ea de l\u00eagereke wiha j\u00ee hebu. L\u00ea w\u00earek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan nedan ku ji min re bib\u00eajin. Jixwe t\u00ea bira min digotin, \u201ctu bi v\u00ee hal\u00ea xwe nikar\u00ee bizewic\u00ee, nikar\u00ee ke\u00e7 payda bik\u00ee!\u2019\u2019 Jixwe mebesteke min ya wiha j\u00ee tuneb\u00fb. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee pir kevneperest bum. T\u00ea b\u00eera min, ji meley\u00ea gund re pirs kirib\u00fbm \u00fb gotib\u00fbm, \u201cmele, l\u00eest\u00eeka ku jin\u00ean b\u00eahvan diley\u00eezin heye, ma nih\u00eartina min guneh e?\u2019\u2019 Mele fetva dab\u00fb \u00fb gotib\u00fb, \u201cDikar\u00ee bin\u00ear\u00ee, guneh n\u00een e!\u2019\u2019 Min hing\u00ea bi w\u00earek\u00ee nih\u00ear\u00ee. Li ser bingeh\u00ea fetvay\u00ea, di temen\u00ea zaroktiy\u00ea de hindek wisa dibe. Di bingeh de bi edeb \u00fb terbiye me. Hing\u00ea bi r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean ol\u00ee ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee b\u00fbm. Bib\u00eaje, \u201cnen\u00eare!\u2019\u2019 nan\u00earim. Guneh e, n\u00eaz\u00eek nabim. Teb\u00ee pi\u015ftre bi gor p\u00eevan\u00ean \u00e7\u00eenayet\u00ee \u00fb sosyal\u00eestiy\u00ea nih\u00eartim. Di Siyasal\u00ea de dixw\u00eenim, zarok\u00ean burokrat\u00ean her\u00ee jor\u00een hene. Jixwe d\u00eesa j\u00ee hildiki\u015fim, bandordar dibim. Yek peyvek\u00ee j\u00ee bi kar nay\u00eenim. Dev ji l\u00eager\u00eena zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea berde, w\u00ea dem\u00ea ev\u00eena min kevneperestiya min b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

W\u00ea dem\u00ea bi gora xwe, l\u00eager\u00eeneke min a sosyal\u00eestiy\u00ea heb\u00fb. Bi pirsgir\u00eaka netew re mijul dibim. Dervey\u00ea w\u00ea min nikar\u00ee \u201cmerheba\u2019\u2019 yek\u00ee j\u00ee bidama. Belk\u00ee j\u00ee min k\u00ea\u015fvan did\u00eetin. Ji ber ku t\u00ea b\u00eera min dema ku min peyva Kurd bi kar an\u00ee, \u00e7epikandineke mezin girtim. Y\u00ean ku di\u00e7epikandin tev j\u00ee n\u00eev\u00ee n\u00eev\u00ee ke\u00e7-xort, zarok\u00ean burjuva b\u00fbn; min di b\u00ee\u00e7imek\u00ee awarte de destek dikirin. L\u00ea tev\u00ee v\u00ea, nikarib\u00fbm gotineke, \u201cHun \u00e7awa in\u2019\u2019 j\u00ee bib\u00eajim. D\u00eesa j\u00ee eleqeya wan heb\u00fb. Li Dibistana Nav\u00een bi zarok\u00ean burjuvaziy\u00ean pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00fb burjuvan re xwendib\u00fbm. Balrak\u00ea\u015f j\u00ee did\u00eetim. L\u00ea tu caran bi \u201cmerheba\u2019\u2019 yeke erzan, t\u00eakiliyek, ji zarok \u00fb ke\u00e7ikeke burjuva re gotineke \u201cTu \u00e7awa y\u00ee\u2019\u2019 tuneb\u00fb. Li rexm\u00ee ku pir xwe\u015fik j\u00ee did\u00eetim, ten\u00ea yek \u201c\u00c7awa y\u00ee\u2019\u2019 j\u00ee nedigotim.<\/p>\n

Yan\u00ee ev gel\u015fa nirx\u00ean hazir e. \u00ca we, rew\u015fa diz\u00eena xwe\u015fiktiya xelk\u00ea, per\u00ea xelk\u00ea \u00fb derfet\u00ean xelk\u00ea heye. \u00ca min j\u00ee, di radeyek\u00ee daw\u00ee de xwe girtin heye. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku ev, bi gora helwesta \u00e7\u00eenayet\u00ee \u00fb helwesta netew p\u00eak t\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Kevneperest im, l\u00ea ev p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean wisa n\u00ee\u015fan didin ku l\u00eager\u00eeneke azadiy\u00ea di hundir\u00ee min de p\u00ea re p\u00ea re didome. Li ke\u00e7\u00ean gund din\u00earim, zilam\u00ean kal girtine. H\u00ea j\u00ee di hi\u015f\u00ea min de ye. Da ku bibe m\u00eenak dib\u00eajim. Yan\u00ee ke\u00e7eke ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e bibe heval, l\u00ea min nih\u00ear\u00ee ku zilam \u015ferek\u00ee wisa kiriye, ger bibe ji bo xwe, ger nebe j\u00ee, ji bo kur\u00ea xwe standiye. Gelek ke\u00e7ik t\u00ean b\u00eera min, dixwestin ji min hin ti\u015ftan f\u00ear bibin. Teb\u00ee w\u00ea dem\u00ea h\u00eaza min a ku bi ke\u00e7\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eeje \u00fb zanyariy\u00ea bid\u00ea n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Bi ya min ev neheqiy\u00ean mezin in. Yan\u00ee li ser \u00e7aren\u00fbsa ke\u00e7eke liber\u00e7av, hewqas li dervey\u00ea viyana w\u00ea \u00e7ima \u015fer dibe? Xwi\u015fka min heb\u00fb. Rojek\u00ee ji gund\u00ean axayan hatin, xwi\u015fk\u00ea xwestin. Ev k\u00ee ne? H\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00ea b\u00eera min, qet bi xwe nedame pejirandin. Ev zava k\u00ee ye? Hindek pere \u00fb hinek ti\u015ft\u00ean din didin xwi\u015fk\u00ea. Qet \u015f\u00eawazeke ba\u015f n\u00een e \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk dib\u00eenim. Ev t\u00eakil\u00ee, t\u00eakiliy\u00ea koletiy\u00ea ye. M\u00eena v\u00ea bi hezaran b\u00fbyer bi te kom dibin \u00fb l\u00eager\u00eena azadiy\u00ea derdixin rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Va kir\u00eatiy\u00ean zayend\u00eet\u00ee, ew pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean li haw\u00eerdor me ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort\u00ean gund\u00ee bi t\u00eakiliy\u00ean zewac\u00ean demek\u00ee kurt de encam\u00ean derdixin rast\u00ea. B\u00eakar \u00fb xebat, ji bo cih\u00eazek\u00ee, ji bo qalanek\u00ee hem\u00fb xortan\u00ee \u00fb hem\u00fb ciwaniya xwe qurban dikin.<\/p>\n

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Ji bo t\u00eakiliya azad \u015fernekirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

li azadiy\u00ea xiyanetkirin e<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ev hem\u00fb hi\u015ftin ku em hayjixwe bin. Hi\u015ft ku em herin ramana ev kar wisa neh\u00easan in \u00fb w\u00ea pirsgir\u00eaken mezin peyda bibin. Dumah\u00eek\u00ea di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ketim nav ezm\u00fbna t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea der\u00ea de \u00e7awa ku hun dihizirin, ma hema \u015fikestina viyanek\u00ea \u00fb ketina nav t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam a h\u00easan heye yan na? Li xwe bin\u00earin, yek j\u00ee li min bin\u00earin: ji ku der\u00ea digirim \u00fb t\u00eenim ku der\u00ea? Em, di b\u00fbyera jin\u00ea de xwe\u015fiktiyek\u00ea n\u00fb \u00fb n\u00fb derdixin rast\u00ea. Ango em, xwe\u015fiktiya di kesayetiya jin-zilam de \u00fb derfeta j\u00ea hez kirin\u00ea bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, hem bi zanist\u00ee, hem j\u00ee bi huner\u00ee n\u00fb \u00fb n\u00fb dih\u00eavojin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de me hindek p\u00ea\u015fketin p\u00eak aniye. Di t\u00eakiliyan de -bi ya min div\u00ea jin xwe\u015fik be-di tem\u00ean\u00ea min \u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk de \u00fb heta bi azweriyeke mezin l\u00eagera min a xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea heye. Ji 7 saliya xwe vir ve kesan wisa dinirx\u00eenim. P\u00eevan\u00ean xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea curbecur in. Ji tevger\u00een\u00ea em bigirin heta f\u00eez\u00eek, ji taybetmendiya h\u00eetaba xurt em bigirin heta vacb\u00fbn\u00ea, wisa hinek taybetmend\u00ee hene. H\u00ea j\u00ee di hewldana de ka em dikarin p\u00eevan\u00ean xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea \u00e7awa derx\u00eenin rast\u00ea de me. Ma l\u00eager\u00ean we y\u00ean wisa hene? Ma di oxira w\u00ea de t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke we heye? Bi ya min nenirxandina xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea heta ramana pa\u015fver\u00fbtiy\u00ea j\u00ee wisa p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Ke\u00e7eke ciwan p\u00eagir\u00ea koletiy\u00ea kirin, li ser bingeh\u00ea peran firotin pirgir\u00eakeke mezin derdixe rast\u00ea. Ke\u00e7eke xwe\u015fik ten\u00ea ji bo peran ji zilamek\u00ee re malkirin pir kir\u00eat e \u00fb nikare b\u00ea pejirandin.<\/p>\n

Ev \u00e7i t\u00eene? Ma n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya azadiya jin\u00ea di te de p\u00ea\u015f dixe? \u00c7ima yek\u00ee pir kir\u00eat li ser bingeh\u00ea mal\u00ea xwe, per\u00ean xwe, h\u00eaza xwe here ke\u00e7ek\u00ea bigir\u00ea \u00fb bibe? \u00c7ima ? Di n\u00eavenga gund de m\u00eenan\u00ea v\u00ea gelek t\u00eakil\u00ee hene. Hinek li ser h\u00eaza xwe, hinek li ser h\u00eaza malbata xwe, hinek j\u00ee li ser bingeh\u00ea per\u00ean xwe dikin. \u00db ke\u00e7ik\u00ean ba\u015f y\u00ean gund, ew ke\u00e7\u00ean ku em dikarin bib\u00eajin xwe\u015fik in, wisa direv\u00eenin \u00fb dibin. Di nava civaka me de gelek n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean wisa hene. Tev di 12 de saliya xwe de ne, l\u00ea feodalek, kompradorek wan ke\u00e7an ji xwe re dikire. Li Serhed\u00ea gelek ke\u00e7\u00ean wisa ji h\u00eala bazirgan\u00ean Qeyseriy\u00ea ve \u00e7awa hatin revandin ber bi rojava ve! Ev tev mirov didin hizirandin.<\/p>\n

Civak bi piran\u00ee hindek wisa ye. \u00db ev, bir\u00eeneke mezin a civak\u00ee ye. Li ser van tevan tu bi ponij\u00een nehizir\u00ee, w\u00ea tu \u00e7awa bib\u00ee xwed\u00ee \u00e7emkeke azadiy\u00ea, \u00e7emkeke xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea \u00fb heta w\u00ea tu \u015fore\u015fgertiyeke \u00e7awa bik\u00ee? Ma di we de raman\u00ean wisa p\u00ea\u015f ketin? Bi ya min li hember v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenvedan per\u00e7eyek\u00ee welatpar\u00eaz\u00ee y\u00ea nay\u00ea veqetandin e. ji ber ku xwe\u015fiktiya jin \u00fb ke\u00e7\u00ean me wisa firotin, qas\u00ee xiyaneta welat xeternak ye. Bazirgan\u00ean Qeyseriy\u00ea (tev j\u00ee fa\u015f\u00eest in) t\u00ean, ke\u00e7\u00ean me y\u00ean xwe\u015fik ku di radeyeke daw\u00ee de dikarin p\u00ea\u015f bikevin, dikirin, dibin \u00fb di\u00e7in. Y\u00ea ku per\u00ean w\u00ee heye li her dever\u00ea ke\u00e7an dikire, dibe \u00fb di\u00e7e. Ev qas\u00ee xiyaneta welat r\u00fbdaneke xeternak ye. Jixwe y\u00ea ku li nirx\u00ean xwe y\u00ean mirovatiy\u00ea wisa bin\u00eare, welat\u00ea xwe qet nab\u00eene. Em dizanin ku ned\u00eetiye j\u00ee. Ne ji d\u00eerok\u00ea, ne ji xwe\u015fiktiya xwezay\u00ea, ne j\u00ee, ji xwe\u015fiktiya t\u00eakiliy\u00ea f\u00eam dike. Ev t\u00eep xiyanet kiriye. Em dikarin nirxandineke wiha p\u00ea\u015f bixin: Di mijara jin\u00ea de y\u00ea ku v\u00ea kir\u00eatiy\u00ea layiq\u00ea xwe dib\u00eene, dixwaze bila ke\u00e7 be, dixwaze bila xort be, qas\u00ee b\u00eawelatiy\u00ea tevl\u00ee tewan\u00ea xiyanetkirina azadiy\u00ea b\u00fbye.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ima? Va, di v\u00ea \u00e7arcova ku diveb\u00eajim de neheq\u00ee, tewan \u00fb kir\u00eat\u00ee hene. Te v\u00ee tewan\u00ee kiriye, hing\u00ea w\u00ea tu \u00e7awa bib\u00ee welatpar\u00eaz \u00fb \u00e7awa bib\u00ee azad\u00eexwaz?<\/p>\n

\u015eer\u00ea ku hun di oxira jin\u00ea ango oxira zilam de didin \u00e7awa ye? \u201cBigirim, birev\u00eenim \u00fb bikim mal!\u2019\u2019 Tam di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea ku pergal di\u00e7esp\u00een\u00ea de ye. \u015eer\u00ea we n\u00een e. Ji ber w\u00ea yek\u00ea j\u00ee, hun kir\u00eat dibin. kir\u00eatiy\u00ean mezin, rew\u015f\u00ean nay\u00ean pejirandin hene. We nexwestiye ku hun vana bib\u00eenin j\u00ee. Niha, ji v\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea ku min li ser nav\u00ea rizgarkirina hem\u00fb xwe\u015fiktiyan p\u00ea\u015f xistiye, hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin: \u201cMa \u015ferek\u00ee wisa dibe?\u2019\u2019 Er\u00ea, \u015ferek\u00ee min \u00ea wisa heye. Ne ten\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea felatkirina xwe\u015fiktiya jin\u00ea ye, di heman dem\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea felatkirina xwe\u015fiktiya xwezay\u00ea \u00fb d\u00eerok\u00ea ye. Er\u00ea, ma ev tev nebin, hun\u00ea \u00e7awa bibin welatpar\u00eaz? W\u00ea \u00e7awa azweriy\u00ean we y\u00ean azadiy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bikeve? \u00c7i di we de heye, \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f dikeve? Ji \u00e7iyan bi h\u00easan\u00ee bireve, qet wate nede nirx\u00ean d\u00eerok\u00ee, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke, \u201cjin, yan amrazek\u00ee zayend\u00eet\u00ee ye, yan bigire ji xwe re bike mal, \u00e7i dik\u00ee bike, bi kar b\u00eene!\u2019\u2019 wisa heye. Yeka\/\u00ee dil \u00fb jiyana w\u00ea\/\u00ee wisa be nikare bibe \u015fore\u015fger. Di w\u00ea\/\u00ee de xwe\u015fikt\u00ee, \u00eecar r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb \u015fervantiya w\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f nakeve.<\/p>\n

Bi \u00eeht\u00eemaleke mezin kesayetiy\u00ean we hindek b\u00ea\u00e7areser\u00ee ne. Teb\u00ee v\u00ea, ne ten\u00ea ji bo pirsa hate pirs\u00een re, ji bo gelek pirs b\u00ean bersivandin destn\u00ee\u015fan dikim. Di t\u00eakiliyan de ji d\u00eetina maf \u00fb ked\u00ea em bigirin, heta rew\u015feke pir kir\u00eat bi xwe dana xwarin\u00ea, hem\u00fb binketin\u00ean we n\u00ee\u015fan dikin. Bi v\u00ea rew\u015fa xwe e\u015fkere ye ku hun\u00ea nikaribin di taybetmendiyeke welatpar\u00eaziya mezin de peyda bibin \u00fb nikaribin bibin \u015fervanek\u00ea azadiya mezin. T\u00eakiliya v\u00ea bi zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea re wisa ye. \u00c7awa xwestin ku bi \u00e7eka zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea me bix\u00eenin? Li hember v\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea min \u00ea mezin \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f ket? Di derbar\u00ea jin\u00ea de civak \u00e7awa t\u00ea xistin \u00fb di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de \u015fer\u00ea min \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f dikeve?<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee ji bo zilam j\u00ee ev derbasdar in. Zilam j\u00ee, hindek wisa ye. Zilam di nav n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya, \u201czilam div\u00ea wisa be, wiha xwep\u00ea\u015fandana h\u00eaz dike; ji simb\u00ealan bigire heta me\u015f\u00ea wateyek\u00ea xwe y\u00ea cuda heye\u2019\u2019 de ye. Ez bi salan e dihizirim ku bi v\u00ea b\u00fby\u00eena zilamek\u00ee saxlem p\u00eak nay\u00ea. Yan\u00ee zilam j\u00ee pir bi h\u00easan\u00ee naecib\u00eenim. Hun hewqas mijul dibin, p\u00eevana zilamek\u00ee ku dikare b\u00ea pejirandin, heya niha j\u00ee min tam dernexistiye rast\u00ea. Birek\u00ee mezin kir\u00eat dib\u00eenim. Ma ez xwe zahf diecib\u00eenim? Nex\u00ear! L\u00ea ku ez, xwe z\u00eade n\u00eacib\u00eenim j\u00ee, ji bo v\u00ea dixebitim. Dibe ku hinek ji we b\u00eaqisur bib\u00eenin. L\u00ea ez her roj bi xwe re \u015fer dikim. Ez, xwe wisa bi h\u00easan\u00ee napejir\u00eenim. L\u00ea ji hem\u00fb kir\u00eatiy\u00ean xwe re er\u00eay\u00ea hun didin. Hun dib\u00eajin, \u201czilamek\u00ee weke min y\u00ea yeman ma t\u00ea rexnekirin, zilamek\u00ee weke min \u00e7ima nay\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin?\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

W\u00ea tu bi \u00e7i y\u00ea xwe b\u00eat\u00ee ecibandin, bi \u00e7i y\u00ea xwe xwe\u015fik \u00ee \u00fb bi \u00e7i y\u00ea xwe pesn\u00ea xwe bid\u00ee? Gelo li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee van rasteq\u00eenan, tuy\u00ea bikarib\u00ee ji xwe re bib\u00eaji, \u201cEz zilam im!\u2019\u2019 Ne di wateya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de j\u00ee, di wateya \u015fanaz\u00ea de, di wateya hesta zilamtiy\u00ea de \u00e7iqas zilam \u00ee? Belk\u00ee j\u00ee, ji jinek\u00ea b\u00eatir b\u00fby\u00ee jin. Ma zilamt\u00ee hebana, em di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de diman? Teb\u00ee ev bi salan e ez, v\u00ea pirs\u00ea ji xwe dipirsim. Di nava me de hewqas d\u00eelaw\u00eart\u00ee t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin, l\u00ea heman zilam li hember\u00ee nirx\u00ean her\u00ee bingeh\u00een ji jinek\u00ea xirabtir e. D\u00eelaw\u00eartiya v\u00ea \u00e7end pere dike?<\/p>\n

Hun dib\u00eenin ku, wisa h\u00easan\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbna pirsgir\u00eakan \u00e7\u00eanabin. Ger ku min, wek we zayendiy\u00ea \u015firovekiribama \u00fb dabama me\u015fandin, ez z\u00fb de qediyab\u00fbm. L\u00ea ez, \u015fervan\u00ea xwe\u015fiktiyeke mezin im. Di felatkirina jin\u00ea de j\u00ee, xwed\u00ee hewldan\u00ean mezin im. Di oxira afirandina xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea de hewldan\u00ean min \u00ean pir mezin hene. Ew nakokiy\u00ean ku hun dij\u00een, ez \u00e7irkek\u00ea j\u00ee lay\u00eeq\u00ea xwe nab\u00eenim. Bi ya min, aliy\u00ean \u015fore\u015fgert\u00ee y\u00ean wisa j\u00ee hene.<\/p>\n

Gelo hun\u00ea karibin ba\u015f b\u00eer binin ku, \u015fore\u015fa me \u015fore\u015feke xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea ye, li hember kir\u00eatiy\u00ea \u015fore\u015fa \u015ferek\u00ee ye? Gelo hun\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eejin ku, destgirtina zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea j\u00ee, nirxek\u00ee xwe y\u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ee y\u00ea mezin heye? Di bingeh de, li ciyek\u00ee ez, nakokiya zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea derdixim rast\u00ea. Ew heval\u00ean ku di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de b\u00ea\u00e7areser\u00ee mane handan\u00ea \u00e7areseriy\u00ea dikim. Hewqas ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan \u00fb hewqas xort di nava refan de ne. Bi gora \u00e7emk\u00ean xwe y\u00ean kevin hema dikarin hev b\u00eaxin bin bandor\u00ea, bidin xapandin \u00fb bi hestiyariy\u00ean erzan bi hev re; ya hema soz didin, ya j\u00ee bizewicin. Pejnkeriya di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de, ji bo her kes\u00ee derbasdar e. L\u00ea bel\u00ea ba\u015f bala xwe bidin\u00ea, ez xwe wisa nadim xapandin; hatime 45 saliya xwe, piraniya we h\u00ea 20 sal\u00ee ne.<\/p>\n

Em v\u00ea zagon\u00ea disep\u00eenin. Temam, hun dikarin werin ba hev, l\u00ea \u00e7awa ku hun hizir dikin, wek wan t\u00eakiliy\u00ean di navbeyna zayendan de ku we di ber\u00ea de ava dikir, w\u00ea nebe. Ba\u015f e w\u00ea \u00e7awa b\u00ea avakirin? Gelek ji we dib\u00eajin, \u201cCiwaniya me ji dest di\u00e7e!\u2019\u2019 D\u00eesa hi\u015femend\u00ean ku dib\u00eajin, \u201cEv zarok hema bizewicin, bigih\u00eejin mirada xwe ma nabe?\u2019\u2019 di nava me de hindik n\u00een in. \u201cEv\u00een\u00ean mezin bij\u00een, ma nabe?\u2019\u2019 Ez dib\u00eajim, mijara ka dibe yan nabe got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Heta mijara t\u00eakiliya zayend\u00eet\u00ee ka \u00e7awa t\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin j\u00ee, got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Ger ku hun, li rasteq\u00eena \u015fer\u00ea me xiyanet nekin, ango ku w\u00ea ji \u015fer re tevkariyek\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabike, we b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea rast peyda kiribe, ez ji we re bib\u00eajim: Bravo! \u015eert\u00ea min heye; bila me ji \u015fer d\u00fbr nex\u00eene. Ev\u00een\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin; mezin ev\u00eendar bibin, bes ku me ji \u015fer d\u00fbr nex\u00eene ango dijmin neynin w\u00ee hal\u00ee ku karibe li ser ser\u00ea me serkeftin\u00ea ragih\u00eene. Hing\u00ea ez, ev\u00een \u00fb t\u00eakiliya te bi\u00e7epik\u00eenim.<\/p>\n

Helperest\u00ean(oport\u00fbn\u00eest) me ango y\u00ean ku pir xeternak n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea dibin \u00e7i dikin? \u201cL\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee div\u00ea ev\u00een hebe!\u2019\u2019 Min d\u00eeroka k\u00fbr a ev\u00een\u00ea dan\u00ee rast\u00ea. Hinekan got, \u201cjin belaya ser\u00ea me ye, em p\u00ea\u015fgir\u00ean dembor\u00ee bigirin ango bi hinek p\u00ea\u015fgiriyan ve tim \u00fb tim bibor\u00eenin\u2019\u2019 Ev tev bi pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean giran ve derketine rast\u00ea. Bi gora xwe, pergala wan a ev\u00een\u00ea ava b\u00fbye, em ji wan re tevah\u00ee partiy\u00ea vekin! L\u00ea yek ten\u00ea ji vana bes e ji bo qedandina partiy\u00ea. Di bingeh de b\u00eakontrol \u00fb b\u00eaviyan e. Ku ez, jor heya j\u00ear t\u00eakil\u00ee avakirin\u00ea serbest berdim, w\u00ea ji \u00e7adira qere\u00e7iyan xirabtir bikin ango roja duyem\u00een w\u00ea radest\u00ea dijmin bibin. Viyana wan a \u015ferkirin\u00ea nam\u00eene. Zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb ev\u00eeneke di wateya ku ev t\u00eadigih\u00eejin de pir xeternak ye. Bi rast\u00ee ten\u00ea ji bo t\u00earkirina zik\u00ea wan j\u00ee, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku \u00e7end yek\u00eene b\u00ean xebitandin. Ji bo ewlekariya wan b\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een, ev p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ji bo ev\u00een\u00ea ewlekar\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ji bo ev\u00een\u00ea pere p\u00eaw\u00eest e, nizanim \u00e7i p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ji bo van tevan j\u00ee div\u00ea \u00e7end yek\u00eeney\u00ean ger\u00eela bikevin dewr\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Niha di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de, gelek rew\u015f\u00ean ku r\u00eaveber ketin\u00ea hene. Ger ku hindek h\u00eaza me ya kontrolkirin\u00ea nebe, w\u00ea hinek biryargehan b\u00eenin v\u00ee hal\u00ee. Jixwe hindek an\u00eene j\u00ee. Div\u00ea em, v\u00ea pir got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Me got bila di r\u00eaveberiy\u00ea de hindek jin j\u00ee hebin. L\u00ea r\u00eaveberiya jin-zilam, \u015f\u00fbna ku hindek p\u00ea\u015f bixin, t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam ber bi qedandin\u00ea ve dibin. R\u00eaveber\u00ee t\u00ea rew\u015fa ku nikare kar bike. Me l\u00eakol\u00een kir, yek\u00ee ku bi jinek\u00ea re, bi xortek\u00ee re bi mehan got\u00fbb\u00eaj dike (ev di radeya yekem\u00een de berpirsiyar\u00ea perwerdey\u00ea ye) s\u00ea mehan ne\u00e7\u00fbye bi endam\u00ean perwerd\u00ea re hevd\u00eetin \u00e7\u00eanekiriye, qet neaxiviye j\u00ee. Qas\u00ee ku xwe bi mehan bidin ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa, y\u00ean hewqas ket\u00ee hene. Pi\u015ftre me nih\u00ear\u00ee ku, ev belav\u00ee ye.<\/p>\n

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Li ba me ev\u00een<\/strong><\/p>\n

yek\u00eetiyeke mezin a siyas\u00ee ye\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Niha, ev tev weke pirsgir\u00eakan didomin. Bi ya min div\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee jin di nav de hebe. Hema bi rengek\u00ee gir\u00eadana erzan, \u015f\u00fbna jin\u00ea dan\u00eena aliyek\u00ee, rasteq\u00eena w\u00ea derxistina rast\u00ea, nakokiya navbera zayendan \u00e7areserkirin, d\u00eesa di \u015f\u00fbna t\u00earb\u00fbniya erzan \u00fb t\u00earb\u00fbniya nas \u00fb dostan, peydakirina ya rast \u00fb h\u00eazdar p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Em, h\u00eaza zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea \u00fb h\u00eaza jin\u00ea derxin rast\u00ea. Ji ber ku ji zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea re azad\u00ee t\u00ea xwestin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de em nikarin bibin \u00e7ewisandiner. Her ku r\u00eagez wisa ye, ka em bin\u00earin \u00e7iqas azad dibin. \u00c7awa ku min got, felsefa me ya jiyana n\u00fb li ser bingeh\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wekhev \u00fb azad e.<\/p>\n

Ev\u00eeneke ku roja p\u00ea\u015f\u00een li wargeha me ango di yekeya \u015fer de li ser ser\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea dike bela, ez\u00ea \u00e7awa karibim er\u00ea bikim? V\u00ea hest\u00ea \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ez\u00ea \u00e7awa karibim asay\u00ee bib\u00eenim? \u00cecar ku dijmin h\u00ea di ser\u00ee de bi s\u00eexurtiy\u00ea ketina dewr\u00ea esas girtibe, li hember v\u00ea helwesta me pir zelal e.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de, k\u00ea xwe di prat\u00eek\u00ea de diselim\u00eene ango j\u00ee v\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir w\u00ea \u00e7awa xizmeta prat\u00eeka \u015fer bike? Temam b\u00eay\u00ee jin \u015fore\u015f nabe ango b\u00eay\u00ee jin zilam j\u00ee nabe, l\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam a ku ji rizgariy\u00ea re xizmet dike \u00e7awa dibe? Her\u00ee hindik em v\u00ea got\u00fbb\u00eaj bikin. Em lez nekin ango rew\u015f\u00ea nas bikin. Div\u00ea em bizanibin, ka bi hev re hezkirin\u00ea, ev\u00een\u00ea, xwarin-vexwarin\u00ea, axaftin\u00ea \u00e7awa par ve bikin. Ku tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cEm\u00ea bi zayend\u00eetiyeke b\u00eate\u015fe nasdar bibin\u2019\u2019 y\u00ean ku mirov in nikarin v\u00ea wisa bigirin dest. Em dixwazin civakeke mirovane bidin avakirin. Hem j\u00ee ya her\u00ee azad\u00eexwaz.<\/p>\n

Ger ku te, h\u00ea xwe nas nekiribe, ku tu bib\u00ee d\u00eel\u00ea ajoy\u00ean xwe, di navbera demeke kurt de em dev ji avakirina sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea berdin, gelo civakek\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee civaka qilan a hoveber em\u00ea karibin ava bikin? Tu nikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cEz nikarim vana biramim!\u2019\u2019 Tu \u015fore\u015fger \u00ee, w\u00ea tu vana biram\u00ee. Em\u00ea civakeke n\u00fb ava bikin, hem j\u00ee di bingeh\u00ea azadiy\u00ea de. Ger ku tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201chest\u00ean min t\u00eakbirin\u00ea l\u00ea dixe, ajoy\u00ean min ser\u00ee radikin, vac\u00ea gohdar nakim!\u2019\u2019 pe\u015fk li \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ket. Ger ku tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cEz ev\u00eendareke \u00e7avre\u015f im!\u2019\u2019 ev\u00eena te \u015fewitand, qedand, ji dijmin re kire \u00eam. Ger ku tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cMejiy\u00ea min tevl\u00eehev e, ez nikarim bihedir\u00eenim!\u2019\u2019 tu ne ji bo \u00e7\u00eakirina \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, ji bo b\u00fby\u00eena belaya ser hat\u00ee. Helwest, objekt\u00eef wisa ne. Ya li pa\u015f may\u00ee, ev\u00een b\u00fbyereke zor e. Ev\u00een, b\u00fbyereke pir zirav e, azweriyeke mezin e. Ev\u00een huner e, ev\u00een r\u00eaxistin e. Ev\u00een perwerde ye. Ev\u00een t\u00eakil\u00ee ye. H\u00eaza t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ye, viyan e, zelalt\u00ee ye. Bigere ku tu di nava me de vana peyda bik\u00ee. Bi find\u00ea l\u00ea bigir\u00ea ku, tu peyda bik\u00ee. Ew ev\u00eena ku dib\u00eaje, \u201cEz bi vana t\u00eanagih\u00eejim, ez v\u00ea ev\u00een\u00ea nizanim, ev\u00eena ku ez l\u00ea digerim wisa ye, wiha ye!\u2019\u2019 ka me an\u00ee \u00e7i hal\u00ee, me d\u00eet.<\/p>\n

Min di beriy\u00ea de gotib\u00fb, ka \u00e7ima b\u00fbyera Mem \u00fb Z\u00een hewqas zor p\u00ea\u015f ketiye. Di w\u00ea der\u00ea de ezm\u00fbneyeke ev\u00een\u00ea heye. Hinek zor\u00ea li p\u00eevan\u00ean feodal dike. Di bingeh de ev, b\u00eariya \u015fore\u015fa netew\u00ee-demokrat\u00eek e. Dibe ku di m\u00eer\u00ean Ciz\u00eer\u00ea de b\u00fbyereke wisa qet derbas neb\u00fbye. L\u00ea Ehmed\u00ea Xan\u00ea yek\u00eet\u00ee dixwaze. Tuneb\u00fbna yek\u00eetiy\u00ea di navbera feodal-m\u00eerzadeyan de, va ji hikumdar\u00ean Ecem, Ereb nizanim B\u00eezansiyan re derfeta layan \u00fb dagirkirin\u00ea dide. Di sal\u00ean 1600an de rew\u015fa Kurdan a dewletb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb avakirina destp\u00eakeke netewb\u00fbn\u00ea heye. Feodal-m\u00eerzade \u00fb m\u00eer, li p\u00ea\u015fiya v\u00ea bi \u00eeht\u00eemaleke mezin asteng in. \u00c7areseriya v\u00ea dixwaze di w\u00eajeya Mem \u00fb Z\u00een de n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Nexwe kurek\u00ee m\u00eer \u00fb ke\u00e7eke m\u00eer bi rehet\u00ee dikarin hev \u00fb d\u00ee peyda bikin \u00fb bizewicin. Ev zor n\u00een e. Jixwe di wan sedsalan de bi tevah\u00ee zewac\u00ean navbera m\u00eeran wisan in. Hem\u00fb zewac\u00ean tebeqey\u00ean jor, zewaca kur\u00ean m\u00eer \u00fb ke\u00e7\u00ean m\u00eeran in \u00fb zor\u00ee j\u00ee n\u00een e. Di bingeh\u00ea hev \u00fb din xurtkirin\u00ea de h\u00ea j\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadikin. Li v\u00ea der\u00ea rew\u015feke derep\u00eevan; li ser m\u00eeran, bi gor v\u00ea qonax\u00ea ku yekitiyeke jor an j\u00ee b\u00fby\u00eena dewletek\u00ee re (em dikarin bib\u00eajin b\u00fby\u00eena keyatiyek j\u00ee) neb\u00fbna xwesteka zorday\u00een\u00ea ye. Va li p\u00ea\u015fiya v\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea ew m\u00eer asteng in. Ev, t\u00ea xwestin ku bi destana Mem \u00fb Z\u00een b\u00ea \u015f\u00eanberkirin.<\/p>\n

Ev\u00eeneke zor e. \u00c7ima ev\u00eeneke zor e? Yek\u00eet\u00ee pir zor e, dewletb\u00fbn pir zor e. Ji bo p\u00eakan\u00eena v\u00ea, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ev ev\u00een w\u00ea m\u00eer\u00eetiy\u00ea bir\u00fbx\u00eene \u00fb \u00e7epera feodal bi\u00e7ir\u00eene. Ger ku pirt\u00fbk b\u00ea xwendin w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku, daxwaziya yek\u00eetiyek\u00ea heye. Div\u00ea gelek r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean kevin b\u00ean hilwe\u015fandin. Gelek fitne \u00fb fesad hene; ji bo rakirina ji rast\u00ea hindek azad\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e. B\u00fby\u00eena van, t\u00ea wateya p\u00eakan\u00eena \u015fore\u015fa netew\u00ee-demokrat\u00eek. Ji ber ku \u015fore\u015fa netew\u00ee-demokrat\u00eek peyda n\u00een e, di Mem \u00fb Zin de pevretiyeke serkeft\u00ee nay\u00ea p\u00eak\u00eenandin. Yan\u00ee di ciyek\u00ee de t\u00ea wateya nep\u00eak\u00eenandina yek\u00eetiya bi serkeft\u00ee ango nebiyekb\u00fby\u00eena Kurdan.<\/p>\n

\u00ca me j\u00ee, peywir\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00eena b\u00fbyereke siyas\u00ee ya mezin heye. Yek\u00eetiya siyas\u00ee b\u00fbyereke mezin e \u00fb em dikarin ji v\u00ea re bib\u00eajin ev\u00eena mezin. Da ku tevah\u00ee ev\u00een\u00ean pi\u00e7\u00fbk karibin wateyek\u00ee biderbir\u00eenin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ev yek\u00eet\u00ee p\u00eak were. Xwe t\u00eaxin \u015f\u00fbna Mem \u00fb Z\u00een; ji bo ku hun ev\u00eena xwe p\u00eak b\u00eenin, p\u00eaw\u00eestiya yek\u00eetiyeke siyas\u00ee \u00fb li hember KT\u2019y\u00ea p\u00eadiviya rizgarkirina qadeke pi\u00e7\u00fbk heye. Ji metirsiy\u00ea d\u00fbr bim\u00eenin. Di hal\u00ea berevaj\u00ee de rew\u015f\u00ean m\u00eena l\u00eager\u00een\u00ean zayendiy\u00ea xiyanet e. ji ber ku dikeve b\u00eaviyaniy\u00ea. Da ku bikeve b\u00eaviyaniy\u00ea, nikare yekey\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve bibe. Ji ber ku nikare yekey\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve bibe, derbe dixwe. Dema ku derbe xwar, ev dibe tewan\u00ea xiyanet\u00ea. Ez hizir dikim ku, y\u00ean v\u00ea j\u00ee disep\u00eenin j\u00ee hene. Hinek ji wan \u00e7awa ku heq kirib\u00fbn hatine cezakirin. Viyana w\u00ee \u015fikestiye \u00fb hedar nekiriye. Teb\u00ee nikare hedar bike. Ji ber w\u00ea yek\u00ea ev\u00een pir zor e. Bi gor hinekan, ger ku hatin ba hev hema kar\u00ea w\u00ea biqed\u00een\u00ee; ku r\u00fb bi r\u00fb ango \u00e7av bi \u00e7av may\u00ee, tu dikar\u00ee \u00e7awa ku tu dixwaz\u00ee ev\u00eena xwe bij\u00ee. Ma li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea ev\u00eene tu dikar\u00ee xwe bid\u00ee xapandin? Li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea rasteq\u00eena dijmin tu dikar\u00ee xwe bid\u00ee xapandin? Dema ku te da xapandin, tu dikar\u00ee ji w\u00ea re bib\u00eaj\u00ee ev\u00een? Ev xaflet e. Teb\u00ee ez vana dah\u00eanan nakim. Di bin serdestiya dijmin de ev\u00een wisa ye. M\u00eenak, li Botan\u00ea ke\u00e7ek heb\u00fb. Ketib\u00fb \u00e7end \u00e7alakiy\u00ean bi serkeft\u00ee; pir xurt b\u00fb, min digot \u00e7i \u00e7alakmendeka xwe\u015fik e. Xortek heb\u00fb, ew j\u00ee ji Botan\u00ea b\u00fb, nav\u00ea w\u00ee Bozan b\u00fb, \u00e7i b\u00fb, nemerd b\u00fb. Di qonaxeke zor de fersend d\u00eetine \u00fb reviyane. Ew ketin zindana Amed\u00ea. Ke\u00e7\u00ea weke jineke kerxaney\u00ea bi kar t\u00eenin, nemerd\u00ea d\u00ee j\u00ee weke \u00eet\u00eerafkarek\u00ee h\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00ea bikaran\u00een. Va, ke\u00e7eke ku dikare pir xwe\u015fik p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, l\u00ea rew\u015fa ku ketiy\u00ea. Qa\u015fo ew j\u00ee mil\u00eetanek b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Ev tev encam\u00ean pir balk\u00ea\u015f an\u00een \u00fb hinek ji wan hatine cezakirin. Qurban\u00ean ev\u00eena erzan! Hinek ji wan \u00e7\u00fbn, b\u00fbn \u00eet\u00eerafkar, hinekan j\u00ee bi can\u00ean xwe dan. Min, ji demeke dir\u00eaj ve bi asta ev\u00eeneke pir tirsnak dest bi kar kir. Ev\u00eena min a xwed\u00ea j\u00ee heb\u00fb, min ji we re vegot. L\u00eager\u00eena min a xwed\u00ea tirsnak b\u00fb. Va, ev\u00eena min a zanistiy\u00ea \u00fb ev\u00eena min a felsef\u00ea heye. B\u00eay\u00ee van tevan ev\u00een nabe. Pi\u015ft\u00ee van, azweriya min a siyas\u00ee heye. D\u00eana xwe ba\u015f bidin\u00ea, ez ne kariyer\u00eestek\u00ee siyas\u00ee me. Min xwe bi siyaset\u00ea j\u00ee nekiriye xirexav\u00ee, l\u00ea li rast\u00ea ye ku ez \u015ferek\u00ee siyas\u00ee y\u00ea mezin didim. Yek\u00eetiya siyas\u00ee ya mezin, \u015ferek\u00ee siyas\u00ee y\u00ea mezin p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Di w\u00ee aliy\u00ea de, bi peywireke pol\u00eet\u00eek \u00ea mezintir\u00een ve ez\u00ea xwe gir\u00eaday\u00ee h\u00ees bikim \u00fb \u00e7\u00eabikim.<\/p>\n

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Azad\u00ee bi \u015fer t\u00ea afirandin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ji \u015fer re n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean tirsnak hene. Me li v\u00ea der\u00ea \u015fer bi binyad kir. Ji ber ku her ti\u015ft bi w\u00ee re dikare \u00e7areser bibe. \u015eer wek\u00ee xweda ye. Tu \u00e7iqas xwed\u00ea diheb\u00een\u00ee, w\u00ea tu hewqas j\u00ee \u015fer biheb\u00een\u00ee, heta w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee weke xwedayek\u00ee \u015fer, xwedavendeke \u015fer. Niha xweday\u00ean me y\u00ean her\u00ee mezin xwed\u00ea \u00fb xwedavend\u00ean \u015fer in. K\u00ee ne ew? Kesayet \u00fb serokatiy\u00ean ku \u015fer bi serkeftin\u00ea didin girtin. B\u00fby\u00eena xweday\u00ean \u015fer t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea? Heke ku hun van tevan neramin, hun\u00ea \u00e7awa jiyan\u00ea rizgar bikin? Li ser ser\u00ea we firok\u00ean dijmin her roj guleyan dibar\u00eenin. Ger ku dil\u00eariya we ya \u015fer\u00ea mezin nebe, hun\u00ea \u00e7awa ev\u00eena xwe rizgar bikin? Li d\u00eerok\u00ea bin\u00earin, keyban\u00fby\u00ean xaf\u00eel, key\u00ean xaf\u00eel \u00e7awa \u00e7\u00fbne? \u00ca we, em dev j\u00ea berdin b\u00fby\u00eena keyban\u00fb \u00fb key, h\u00eaza we ya b\u00fby\u00eena le\u015fkerek\u00ee ket\u00fbber j\u00ee n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Niha, ji ber ku min vana got, ma hun\u00ea xwe bidin ku\u015ftin? Ma hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, \u201cwey bi \u015fanaza min leyist!\u2019\u2019 Rasteq\u00eena dijwar wisa ye. Da ku hun bibin xwedavend, p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun pir \u015fer\u00ean mezin bidin. Da ku hun nebin xwedavend\u00ean feodal-dekbaz, p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun t\u00eako\u015f\u00een vedin. Va, jina ku li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee min b\u00fb, hindek j\u00ee wisa b\u00fb. Te digot qey ez key im ango ez di\u00e7im bibim key, keyban\u00fbyek k\u00eam e. Kesa ku keyan diafir\u00eene! Jixwe kar wisa nedihate destgirtin. Heta li Firansa (ez bawer im nirxandineke wisa j\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabib\u00fb) \u00e7\u00eerokek heb\u00fbye; keyek heye, yek j\u00ee kesa ku keyan diafir\u00eene… Min carek nih\u00ear\u00ee ku li pi\u015ft min qa\u015fo di rol\u00ea kesa ku min diafir\u00eene de ye! Ev kes, em berdin afirandina keyek\u00ee, dest\u00ea xwe ji ava germ nedida ava sar. Em, min t\u00eaxin \u015f\u00fbna gundiyek\u00ee. M\u00eenak, gundiyek\u00ee pir dixebite \u00fb mezintir\u00een ked xerc dike. Qa\u015fo ew, axayeke dest\u00ea min ji pi\u015ftre di nav dest\u00ea xwe de digire, ji v\u00ea j\u00ee xirabtir p\u00eagirtiyeke jinek\u00ee. Ji hem\u00fb zilam\u00ean me re di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eek dibe. Hunerwera w\u00ea \u00e7i ye? \u015eareza ye, xas\u00fbk e, jin e! Teb\u00ee ev, di nava civak\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke pir bandordar e. M\u00eat\u00eengeran gelek kesan wisa bi r\u00ea ve birine. Axayan, gundiyan wisa bi r\u00ea ve birine. Dekbaz\u00ean jin, zilaman wisa bi r\u00ea ve birine. Van hem\u00fb huneran dike yek \u00fb w\u00ea min j\u00ee bin bixe. Ka ez \u00e7i me pi\u015ftre me n\u00ee\u015fan da.<\/p>\n

W\u00ea \u00e7awa min bi r\u00ea ve bibin? KT w\u00ea \u00e7awa min bi r\u00ea ve bibe? Dewlet h\u00ea j\u00ee hewl dide ku min t\u00eaxe bin kontrola xwe. Ka em bin\u00earin k\u00ee k\u00ea dixe bin kontrol\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Hun dib\u00eenin ku \u00e7\u00eeroka jiyana xwe ya pir bi \u00e7iqil \u00fb \u015faxik, l\u00ea pir gir\u00eeng t\u00eenim ziman. Her ku hun azad\u00ee \u00fb xwe\u015fikt\u00ee dixwazin, di xwezaya kar de rast\u00een\u00ean wisa peyda ne. Hin kes dikevin nava \u015fayi\u015fan, hin kes j\u00ee dixitimin. Ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort\u00ean me, her roj xwe dat\u00eenin rast\u00ea. Ev, dilan disoj\u00eene. Ba\u015f e ku me hindek r\u00eak \u00fb r\u00eabaz daye diyarkirin. Em we z\u00eade nadin girandin. Nexwe rew\u015fa we qas\u00ee gir\u00een\u00ea di rebentiy\u00ea de ye.<\/p>\n

Ma xweday\u00ean \u015fer qet wisa dibin? Ma fermandar\u00ean mezin qet wisa dibin? Ma mil\u00eetan qet wisa dibin? Ez bi xwe j\u00ee bi v\u00ea rew\u015fa xwe h\u00ea j\u00ee ji xwe dipirsim \u00fb dib\u00eajim, \u201c Ma gelo min rew\u015f\u00ea rizgar kir yan na?\u2019\u2019 M\u00eenak ke\u00e7 hene \u00fb ji xwe dipirsim, \u201c Ma ez hevaltiya wan bi layiq\u00ee p\u00eak t\u00eenim yan p\u00eak nay\u00eenim?\u2019\u2019 Ez xwe tim \u00fb tim eyar dikim \u00fb diramim, \u201cji p\u00eawendiya jinek\u00ea bigirin heya p\u00eawendiya xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea, \u015fer, rabird\u00fb \u00fb rojane bi her ti\u015ft\u00ee re w\u00ea \u00e7awa be?\u2019\u2019 Di rew\u015fa berevaj\u00ee de ez\u00ea xwe wenda bikim. Ger ku wenda bikim, k\u00eamahiyeke pi\u00e7\u00fbcik bikim, p\u00eameniya viyan\u00ea raber bikim, w\u00ea ev, ji gel \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ea re bibe mal \u00fb xisar di wir de derkeve rast\u00ea. Yan\u00ee biki\u015f\u00eenim derdek e, neki\u015f\u00eenim derdek e; weke axayek\u00ee tir\u00fb\u015f bikim derdek e, weke yek\u00ee giyan kole tir\u00fb\u015f bikim derdek e. Ev, pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean mezin in. Bihizirin, ez j\u00ee di rew\u015fa yek\u00ee bandordar de me, xwe pir azad bi r\u00ea ve dibim \u00fb yek\u00ee xwed\u00ee helwesteke bixwebawer im.<\/p>\n

Her roj ji serle\u015fker\u00ean me n\u00fb\u00e7e \u00fb rapor li ser raporan t\u00ean; \u201cKe\u00e7an weke xizmetkaran bi kar t\u00eene, ketiye bin fermana yek\u00ea, radest\u00ea ajoy\u00ean xwe b\u00fbye, t\u00eakiliya \u00e7ilvir\u00een\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dixe.\u2019\u2019 Wisa ye yan ne wisa ye, ew gel\u015feke cuda ye, ll\u00ea e\u015fkere ye ku ser\u00ee li ber kevin tewandine. Niha hun hindek bihizirin. Rew\u015fa min hindek cewaz e. Bi ya min, ger ku tu bi jin\u00ea re p\u00eawend\u00eedar bixwaz\u00ee wilfek\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee, div\u00ea p\u00eawendiya xwe bi azadiy\u00ea hebe. Te ji \u015fer\u00ea van kesayetiyan re \u00e7i daye \u00fb \u00e7i dixwaz\u00ee ji wan? Te jineka kole weke malek\u00ee girtiye ba xwe, ma ji mirov re nab\u00eajin, \u201c qey tu \u015ferm nak\u00ee?\u2019\u2019 Heke ku tu ke\u00e7ikeke partiy\u00ea rast \u00fb durust r\u00eaxistin nek\u00ee, bi zaneb\u00fbn nek\u00ee \u00fb w\u00ea ji xwe re bik\u00ee mal, ma tu ji v\u00ea \u015ferm nak\u00ee? P\u00eaw\u00eest e ji r\u00eaveber\u00ean me re pirs\u00ea wiha bipirsim. Ger ku tu w\u00ea li ba xwe weke koleyek\u00ea bigir\u00ee, tu \u015ferm nak\u00ee; ji ber ku me w\u00ea weke \u015fervana azadiy\u00ea ki\u015fande ba xwe, sehaya xwe. niha ev ji bo ke\u00e7\u00ea j\u00ee \u00fb ji bo jin\u00ea j\u00ee derbasdar e. Da ku bibe \u015fervana azadiy\u00ea hate ba me. L\u00ea heke ku bi makb\u00fbna xwe bixwaze me bix\u00eene, ji bo t\u00eaxistina bin bandor\u00ea ku were, ew j\u00ee rew\u015feke kir\u00eat e. Di wateya mitlaq de da ku ji bo xwe derfeteke azadiy\u00ea biafir\u00eene \u00fb ji partiy\u00ea h\u00eaz bigire hatiye. W\u00ea dem\u00ea, w\u00ea ji bo v\u00ea xwe perwerde bike, r\u00eaxistin bike \u00fb mitlaqa bibe \u015fervana azadiy\u00ea ya ba\u015f ku, j\u00ea were hezkirin \u00fb r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ea bigire.<\/p>\n

Ma ev ne ew babet\u00ean ku me soz dab\u00fbn in? Rast \u00fb durust tu mar\u00eefeta xwe tune, ka \u00e7awa n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea \u015fer \u00fb r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea dibe diyar n\u00een e, belayek e. Heke ku bixwaze her qas bi zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb jinantiya xwe bixe bin bandor\u00ea, ev tewan e. Heke ku zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb jinantiya xwe wisa bi kar b\u00eene, ev\u00ea bibe s\u00eexurtiyeke pir xeternak. Zilam b\u00eatir xeternak e. Ew ji dikare her qas v\u00ea bandor\u00ea bije \u00fb dib\u00eaje, \u201cmin hedar nekir, min jin\u00ea wisa bi kar an\u00ee.\u2019\u2019 Hem\u00fb zilam\u00ean ku jin\u00ea wisa bi kar t\u00eenin j\u00ee ketine. Di encam\u00ea v\u00ea de yek\u00eene, t\u00eem bi t\u00eem yeke ber bi \u00eemhay\u00ea ve hatine terkeserkirin. Yan\u00ee heke ku di oxira n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya jinek\u00ea de hewqas wenday\u00ee t\u00ean jiyandin, ev t\u00ea weteya d\u00eeroka me bi reng\u00ea her\u00ee pa\u015fver\u00fb cardin dana harkirin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Di ber\u00ea de ji bo jinek\u00ea zilamek dihate ku\u015ftin, te t\u00eemek\u00ee ku\u015ftiye. 50-100 m\u00eenak\u00ean v\u00ea hene. H\u00ea j\u00ee hinek kes v\u00ea bi diz\u00ee dij\u00een, gelek rew\u015f\u00ean ku derneketiye derve hene. Ez ten\u00ea bi \u015fertek\u00ee dikarim bipejir\u00eenim ku jin \u00fb zilam li ba hev bim\u00eenin; di wateya mitlaq de di zaneb\u00fbn \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de teqandina siyas\u00ee. Yan\u00ee heke ku di r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u00e7alakiy\u00ea de p\u00ea\u015fketin hebe \u00fb ev j\u00ee ku rojane xwe biselim\u00eene, hing\u00ea mirov dikare ji v\u00ea re raz\u00ee bibe. Jin dikare were \u00fb bi her cure peywiran re bibi daxwazkar \u00fb b\u00eay\u00ee cudat\u00ee xistina nav her du zayendan, dikare bi her cure peywiran bigire \u00fb jixwe wekhev\u00ee j\u00ee wisa p\u00eak t\u00ea. Bila di her peywirday\u00een\u00ea de c\u00ee bigire, l\u00ea p\u00eevan\u00ean v\u00ea hene. W\u00ea bi gora p\u00eevan\u00ean art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea \u00fb p\u00eevan\u00ean partiy\u00ea tevbigere. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku bi gor var p\u00eevanan tevgeriya, w\u00ea vac \u00fb w\u00earek \u00fb behremendiya r\u00eaveberiya v\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fan bike. Bila di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de bibe serle\u015fker j\u00ee, \u00e7ima nebe? \u00c7ima tim zilam r\u00eaveberiy\u00ea bike \u00fb jin j\u00ee b\u00ean bir\u00eavebirin? Ya berevaj\u00ee ew helwesta kevin a ku ji qonaxa kedxwariy\u00ea ango \u00e7ewis\u00een\u00ea maye. Di nava me de bila ne n\u00eev\u00ee n\u00eev\u00ee, l\u00ea bel\u00ea li ser bingeh\u00ea h\u00eaz \u00fb behremendiya xwe bila r\u00eaveber\u00ean jin j\u00ee hebin. Ger ku em bib\u00eajin qet tune, w\u00ea dem\u00ea ev kole \u00fb bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee zayendek\u00ea xwezay\u00ee y\u00ean ku weke azad nabin hatine afirandin! Heke ku ne wisa be, hing\u00ea em\u00ea wekheviy\u00ea bidin ber \u00e7avan.<\/p>\n

Ev babet hem\u00fb di bingeh de ji got\u00fbb\u00eajkirineke berfireh w\u00eadetir, ji ber ku we negihandiye sepandin\u00ea, bi me n\u00ee\u015fan dide ku ka hun \u00e7iqas bi k\u00eamay\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea peywir\u00ean xwe b\u00fbne. Yek j\u00ee aliy\u00ea v\u00ea y\u00ea r\u00fbmet\u00ea j\u00ee heye. W\u00ea tu di peywiran de b\u00easerkeftin b\u00ee, perwerde, r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u015fer z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f nex\u00ee, di ser de j\u00ee tenez\u00fbl bik\u00ee! Ev nabe. Y\u00ea ku nerehet e dikare run\u00ea. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee gotin\u00ean m\u00eena, \u201cwey hest\u00ean min hene, wey ez dixwazim bigih\u00eejim ev\u00eena xwe, wey ez dixwazim bigih\u00eejim d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea xwe, zarok\u00ean xwe \u00fb jina xwe\u2019\u2019 gotin\u00ean b\u00ear\u00fbmet in. Ew kesayetiy\u00ean ku rab\u00fbne \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, dizanin ku gotin\u00ean wiha z\u00eade derbasdar\u00ee naderbir\u00eenin. Naverok \u00fb wateya van n\u00een e. Her ti\u015ft bi \u015f\u00fbj t\u00ea j\u00eakirin. Em bib\u00eajin ku zilam dixwaze te \u00eemha bike, ka li ku der\u00ea ma ev\u00eena \u00fb hest\u00ean te! Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de kar, v\u00ea \u00e7alakiya mezin encam kirin e.<\/p>\n

We dikarib\u00fb vana bi rihet\u00ee bihiziriya \u00fb di ciy\u00ea c\u00ee de dabana runi\u015ftandin. Yan\u00ee r\u00fbmeta mirov van helwestan ranake. Heke ku jin ango zilam\u00ea li ba min bi peywir\u00ean xwe ve negir\u00eaday\u00ee be, \u00e7a\u00e7e\u00e7ar peywir\u00ean xwe neynin c\u00ee, w\u00ea \u00e7ima eleqedariya min j\u00ea re hebe! Ba\u015f e bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee hing\u00ea r\u00fbmet \u00fb \u015fanaza we na\u015fik\u00ea? Heta dema ku te fersend d\u00eet \u00fb tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201c em t\u00eakiliy\u00ea k\u00fbrtir bikin\u2019\u2019 w\u00ea dem\u00ea tu nemerd \u00ee \u00fb w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee xay\u00een! Hinek r\u00eagez\u00ean ku li ser xwe didim sepandin hene. Ger ku kar rojek\u00ea di riya xwe de ne\u00e7in, bi misoger\u00ee dev ji xapandina derdor\u00ea berdin, ez\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee bi xwe re mijul bibim. Da ku ez bi\u00e7im ba dostek\u00ee ango hevalek\u00ee, div\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee ez xwe \u00e7areser bikim. Ez\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee serkeftin\u00ea hindek biafir\u00eenim ku ruy\u00ea min bigire.<\/p>\n

Ev ezm\u00fbneyek e \u00fb hun\u00ea xwe wisa biezm\u00fbn\u00eenin. Mijara jin\u00ea j\u00ee wisa ye. Xwe di peywiran de biezm\u00fbn\u00eene, ka tu \u00e7iqas \u015fervanek\u00ee yeman \u00ee biselim\u00eene, pi\u015ftre dikare d bingeh\u00ea r\u00eazdariy\u00ea de axaftin\u00ean te y\u00ean bi jin\u00ea re \u00e7\u00eabibin. Jin j\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee ku xwe hindek selimand, hing\u00ea dikare bibe xwediy\u00ea helwesteke xwed\u00ee r\u00eazdar. Ev mijara r\u00fbmet\u00ea ye; \u00e7emka me ya kesayetiy\u00ea \u00fb nam\u00fbs\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Ger ku ev nebin, nikare r\u00fb li r\u00fb bin\u00eare, li ciyek\u00ee may\u00een \u00e7\u00eabibe. \u00cecar bi ser\u00ee rakirina ajoyan, nizanim bi harkirina qelsiyan, nizanim bi \u00e7espandina azmer\u00ee u nizanim \u00e7i yan t\u00eakil\u00ee nikarin b\u00ean avakirin. D\u00eesa j\u00ee ji bo we ya rast di vir de ye. Bi misoger\u00ee div\u00ea jin j\u00ee li ba me be, bi misoger\u00ee ev\u00een j\u00ee hebe, bi misoger\u00ee hezkirin j\u00ee hebe. L\u00ea zagon, r\u00eap\u00eevan \u00fb zem\u00een j\u00ee wisa ye. P\u00eaw\u00eest e hun v\u00ea f\u00eam bikin \u00fb bisep\u00eenin. \u00cecar \u015fore\u015fger bi vebir\u00ee ji v\u00ea berpirsiyar in. Dikare b\u00ea gotin, \u201cew Kurd\u00ea ku tu dib\u00eaj\u00ee w\u00ea zor derkeve rast\u00ea ango \u015fore\u015fger\u00ean wisa di nava me de zor t\u00ea peydakirin\u2019\u2019 l\u00ea y\u00ea din j\u00ee diyar e \u00fb ka \u00e7end pere dike li rast\u00ea ye. Miriye, qediyaye \u00fb ti\u015ftek ji dest\u00ean w\u00ee nay\u00ea.<\/p>\n

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Ez hizir dikim, h\u00fbn niha ba\u015ftir t\u00eadig\u00eeh\u00eej\u00een: Ka \u00e7ima bi h\u00easan\u00ee t\u00eakil\u00ee, \u00e7ima bi h\u00easan\u00ee zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7ima bi h\u00easan ev\u00een \u00e7\u00eanabin. Hun, niha bi v\u00ea ba\u015f t\u00eadigih\u00eejin \u00fb me derxist rast\u00ea ku ev h\u00easan n\u00een in. B\u00eay\u00ee t\u00eaketina xeteriya jiyana xay\u00een a her\u00ee mezin \u00e7\u00eabe, me dikar\u00ee rast\u00eenan hindek wisan bir \u00fb derfet\u00ean \u015fer\u00ea w\u00ea bi dest bigirin. Niha qenciya her\u00ee mezin a ku em ji hev re bikin, afirandina derfet\u00ean \u015ferkirin\u00ea ye. Ji bo ke\u00e7ek\u00ea dana \u015ferkirin\u00ea heya dawiy\u00ea p\u00ea re ser\u00ee biki\u015f\u00eenin. Bangawaziy\u00ea di bingeh\u00ea \u015fer \u00fb r\u00eaxistineke ba\u015f de bikin. Berevaj\u00ee di bingeh\u00ea feli\u015fandina r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u015fer de t\u00eak\u00eel\u00ee nabin. L\u00ea mixabin, heya niha tev di bingeh\u00ea feli\u015fandin\u00ea de p\u00eak hatin. Ez bi xwe j\u00ee bi v\u00ea rew\u015fa xwe (h\u00fbn dib\u00eeinin ka ez \u00e7iqas hosta \u00fb viyana t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ean mezin im) gelo ka w\u00ea \u00e7awa be, k\u00fbr k\u00fbr diramim.<\/p>\n

Min di ber\u00ea de vegot; \u201cka \u00e7awa ev t\u00eak\u00eel\u00ee wisa b\u00fbn?\u2019\u2019 H\u00fbn t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ea nas nakin, t\u00eanagih\u00eejin; yek ti\u015fta ku hun bikin xwe k\u00fbr kirin, ponijandin \u00fb ger ku gengaz be xwedavendkirin e. Bi awayek\u00ee din ji bin derketina kar\u00ea Kurd nabe. Ger hebe behremendiya we, h\u00eaza ev\u00eenb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea, h\u00eaza xwedavendb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea, h\u00eaza mil\u00eetanb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea, w\u00ea dem\u00ea h\u00fbn dikarin ser bix\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e we Serokatiy\u00ea \u00e7awa nas kir? Dostek\u00ee jir\u00eaz\u00ea j\u00ee dema ku me hindek rast nas dike, we \u00e7ima hewqas pa\u015fmay\u00ee \u00fb teng nas kiriye? Qa\u015fo hun r\u00eaheval\u00ean me y\u00ean mil\u00eetan in. Ma r\u00eaheval\u00ean mil\u00eetan ji hev re wisa n\u00eaz\u00eek dibin? Ez di\u00e7im ba mirov\u00ean jir\u00eaz\u00ea, tev pero\u015fmend dibin, ev\u00een\u00ee dibin. Ez j\u00ee hewl didim ku bi v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea t\u00ea bigih\u00eejim. H\u00fbn\u00ea vana derbas bikin, ji rast\u00eenan re h\u00eaza veg\u00fbher\u00eena mezin n\u00ee\u015fan bidin. Di bingeh de ez p\u00eaw\u00eestiya b\u00eatir k\u00fbrkirina \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea radibih\u00eesim. Me xwest ku em v\u00ea xebat\u00ea ji torevanan re bih\u00ealin, l\u00ea wisa xuya dike ku em ne\u00e7ar in w\u00eajeya v\u00ea xebat\u00ea her\u00ee ba\u015f bi xwe p\u00eak b\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de jin \u00e7avkaniyeke h\u00eaz\u00ea ye. Em pi\u00e7\u00fbk neb\u00eenin; h\u00eaza w\u00ea hatiye ziwakirin, l\u00ea ger ku b\u00ea bikaran\u00een, namzet e ji bo\u00a0 \u00e7avkan\u00eeb\u00fby\u00eena h\u00eaz\u00ea. L\u00ea di v\u00ea qas\u00ea de b\u00fbye wek b\u00eereke kor, t\u00ea biger\u00ee w\u00ea tu niqo bib\u00ee. P\u00eaw\u00eest e h\u00fbn b\u00fby\u00eena \u00e7avkaniya h\u00eaz a ronah\u00eekar, balk\u00ea\u015f \u00fb sot\u00eener biezm\u00fbn\u00eenin. P\u00eaw\u00eest e h\u00fbn bibin xala balk\u00ea\u015f a \u015fer\u00ea siyas\u00ee, civak\u00ee, \u00e7and\u00ee \u00fb w\u00eajey\u00ee y\u00ea bi ponij\u00een. Ger ku gengaz be xwe \u00e7\u00eakin. Heke ku zilam di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de xwed\u00ee \u00eed\u00eeabin, bila hinek jinan \u00e7\u00eakin. Ten\u00ea ji ber ku ji zayenda d\u00ee ye \u015f\u00fbna \u00eenkarkirin \u00fb \u00eari\u015fkirin\u00ea, em hindek rast\u00eena w\u00ea derbixin rast\u00ea. Wisa hewl bidin \u00fb ji bo afirandina gelek hevalan, bibin al\u00eekar. Ji ber ku ke\u00e7 di rew\u015f\u00ean hindek zor de ne. Yan\u00ee y\u00ea wan hem fiz\u00eek\u00ee hem zayend\u00ee hem giyan\u00ee \u00fb hem j\u00ee civak\u00ee pir zehmetiy\u00ean xwe hene. R\u00eahevalek\u00ee zilam \u00ea ba\u015f, div\u00ea qelsiy\u00ean wan ne bi xirab\u00ee karan\u00een\u00ea de, di aliy\u00ea derbaskirin\u00ea de bibe al\u00eekar; div\u00ea zilamtiya xwe wisa n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Ne di bingeh\u00ea serdestiya zayind\u00ee ya b\u00eate\u015fe, div\u00ea v\u00ea weke r\u00eaheval\u00ea wekhev\u00ee \u00fb azadiya rast\u00een\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan bide. Mil\u00eetan\u00ea ku t\u00ea gotin, ew e ku xwed\u00eeb\u00fbna v\u00ea helwest\u00ea p\u00eak t\u00eene.<\/p>\n

Biramin, jinek\u00ea xwest ku di ser min re welat ji dijmin re p\u00ea\u015fk\u00ea\u015f bike, hem\u00fb jinan ji azadiy\u00ea d\u00fbr bixe, hem\u00fb jin\u00ean me ji t\u00eak\u00eeliyeke sih\u00eal re kole bike \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena v\u00ea ya xedar bime\u015f\u00eene. Ev xeternak di radeyeke daw\u00ee de \u015f\u00eanber e. \u00cero bi sedan t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ean wisa t\u00ean ser\u00ea kadroy\u00ean me. Ger ku ez ji xwe re dib\u00eajim Serok, ger ku h\u00fbn dib\u00eajin Serok, \u00eecar ku ev di asta netew de \u00ead\u00ee hatibe pejirandin, w\u00ea dem\u00ea div\u00ea ez awarte bim. Mil\u00eetan j\u00ee wisa ne. H\u00fbn nikarin her t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ea bipejir\u00eenin. Pir e\u015fkere ye ku h\u00fbn\u00ea di s\u00eadariya t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ea de her ti\u015ft\u00ea w\u00ea l\u00eakol\u00een bikin. \u00c7awa ku min got, h\u00fbn\u00ea li xurtiy\u00ea bigerin. Jixwe ez ji bo xwe j\u00ee li v\u00ea digerim; ji bo netew, part\u00ee \u00fb gel digerim. \u00c7iqas zaneb\u00fbn, \u00e7iqas h\u00eaza livandin\u00ea, \u00e7iqas w\u00earek\u00ee, \u00e7iqas fedekar\u00ee, \u00e7iqas hostay\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7iqas besb\u00fbniya bi her away\u00ee hebe, hem\u00fb binyad\u00ean p\u00eakan\u00eena avakirina partiy\u00ea \u00fb r\u00eaxistinkirina kadro ne. Binyad\u00ean afirandina jina azad in. Her wiha ez\u00ea di v\u00ea oxir\u00ea de bit\u00eako\u015fim \u00fb \u015fer bi r\u00ea ve bibim. Rew\u015fa berevaj\u00ee, w\u00ea bibe hev xapandina me. Ger ku em partiy\u00ea bixap\u00eenin, em\u00ea gel j\u00ee bixap\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Hun dib\u00eajin, \u201chema di derbek\u00ee de em radest\u00ea t\u00eakiliyan b\u00fbn.\u2019\u2019 Ji partiy\u00ea re j\u00ee, ji xwe re j\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean w\u00ea tim wisa ne. Bertek\u00ean erzan, hestb\u00fbn\u00ean erzan, hema hev \u00fb d\u00ee pesendkirin \u00fb redkirin. We qedand azwer\u00eey\u00ean mil\u00eetantiy\u00ea, ev\u00eena mil\u00eetantiy\u00ea \u00fb \u00e7emka peywir\u00ea ya mil\u00eetantiy\u00ea. Xwesteka min ji we \u00e7i ye? Xebat weke ku hun dizan\u00een n\u00een e, weke hun dikin nabe. Niha helwesta ku me p\u00ea\u015f xistiye, hindek r\u00ea digire. Heke ku ez ji wan \u00ean bi h\u00easan diecib\u00eenin re, ji y\u00ean bi h\u00easan bertek raber dikin re, hestb\u00fbn\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan didin re, ji zayend\u00eetiya h\u00easan re refan vekir\u00ee bih\u00ealim, gelo em\u00ea karibin rojek\u00ea li piya bim\u00eenin? Zayendiya h\u00easan p\u00ea\u015f bikeve li rast\u00ea viyan dim\u00eene? Ma perwerdehiya viyan\u00ea dim\u00eene? Her wiha a ku ez dixwazim hindek p\u00ea\u015f bixim, weke yek \u00e7areya \u00eedeal xuya dike.<\/p>\n

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Ev\u00eena PKK\u2019\u00ea bij\u00een<\/strong><\/p>\n

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P\u00eaw\u00eest e ev\u00eena we n\u00fb be, gelo h\u00fbn ji bo \u015fer\u00ea mezin \u00ea v\u00ea amade ne? \u015eer\u00eak\u00ee pir zore, l\u00ea wek\u00ee din \u00e7areya me n\u00een e. Ez nab\u00eajim h\u00fbn tev wisa bikin, l\u00ea ev\u00eena PKK e hindek ev\u00eeneke wisa ye \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea hat\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistin hindek \u015fer\u00eak\u00ee wisa ye em\u00ea b\u00eenin p\u00ea\u015f \u00e7av\u00ean xwe. Ez nab\u00eajim bi bertek\u00ean erzan n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea hev bibin. Ji van hem\u00fbyan encam\u00ea ku dert\u00ea; ne ew bertek\u00ean jin ango \u00e7espandin\u00ean zilam y\u00ean b\u00eawate ne, ku dikarin ref\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea \u00fb at\u00ea\u015f\u00ea ser\u00fbbin bikin. Di radeyeke daw\u00ee de p\u00eadiviya we bi hev heye. L\u00ea di radeyeke daw\u00ee de j\u00ee pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean we y\u00ean ku b\u00ean \u00e7areserkirin hene. Di wateyeke mitlaq de em p\u00eadiviya le bi hev heye, l\u00ea peywir\u00ean me y\u00ean perwerdey\u00ee, r\u00eakxist\u00een\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alak\u00ee ku em b\u00eenin c\u00ee hene. Heya ku ev peywir ney\u00ean c\u00ee, tu nikar\u00ee deste zilamek\u00ee bigir\u00ee, zilamek nikare bi h\u00easan\u00ee dest\u00ea te bigire. Da ku ev hem\u00fb di r\u00eajeya asta p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fer de bin, ez di w\u00ea hizr\u00ea de me ku ev form\u00fbl rast e \u00fb di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea t\u00ea xwestin de ye. Yan\u00ee div\u00ea xw\u00eengermiyeke we, eleqedariyeke we ka \u00e7iqas bi p\u00ea\u015fxistina \u015fer ve p\u00eawend\u00eedar e? Heta w\u00ea \u00e7iqas p\u00ea\u015f dixe \u00fb \u00e7iqas qada jiyan\u00ea vedike? Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de h\u00fbn\u00ea xwe p\u00ea bidin pesendkirin \u00fb w\u00ee pesend bikin.<\/p>\n

Di hem\u00fb p\u00eevan\u00ean min de ev hene. Biramin \u00e7av\u00ean ke\u00e7a ku dixwaze min hez bike, hema li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea \u00fb li \u015fer e. Bi hezaran jin hene \u00fb bi hezaran pakrewan hene. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ez v\u00ea watedar dib\u00eenim. L\u00ea t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ean gelek heval\u00ean me y\u00ean \u015fervan diqed\u00eenin. Her k\u00ea ku ji bo bi min re t\u00eakil\u00ee avakirin\u00ea were, p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee baweriya xwe bi armanca min \u00fb bi \u015fer\u00ea min t\u00eene. Ev pir e\u015fkere ye. L\u00ea gelek kes ji bo xistina ke\u00e7an n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea wan dibin; n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea zilam dibe ji bo xistina wan. Teb\u00ee em\u00ea haydar bin. Em nikarin r\u00ea bidin t\u00eak\u00eeliy\u00ean xistin\u00ea. Jixwe Kurd, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de jin \u00fb zilam\u00ean xilasb\u00fby\u00ee \u00fb qedand\u00ee ne. Pevret\u00eeya wan, pevretiyeke mir\u00ee \u00fb qediyaye. Em\u00ea \u00e7awa karibin w\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea bime\u015f\u00eenin? Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hewldan\u00ean hatine p\u00ea\u015fankirin, hewldan\u00ean pir zor in. L\u00ea dah\u00fbr\u00eeneke Kurd e, dah\u00fbr\u00eena asta netewe \u00fb afirandina azadiya jin\u00ea ye. Bi misoger\u00ee ev pirsgir\u00eakeke h\u00easan n\u00een e. H\u00fbn j\u00ee dib\u00eajin em \u015fervan\u00ean azadiy\u00ea ne, l\u00ea ez j\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea azadiy\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve dibim. Gelo h\u00fbn ji bo xwe h\u00eaza bir\u00eavebirina \u015fer n\u00ee\u015fan didin? Ew derfet\u00ean \u015fer y\u00ea ji were hat\u00ee berp\u00ea\u015fkirin, h\u00fbn dikarin binirx\u00eenin? Bi awayek\u00ee din h\u00fbn\u00ea \u00e7awa di rast\u00eena PKK\u2019\u00ea \u00fb Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de r\u00ea wergirin? Rast\u00een li rast\u00ea ne. Heke ku riyeke din hebe, h\u00fbn n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea min bidin, min bidin bawerkirin \u00fb gir\u00ea bidin. Ji got\u00fbb\u00eaja azad re vek\u00eer\u00ee me. M\u00eenak bila ke\u00e7 min gir\u00ea bidin. Jixwe ji v\u00ea re vekir\u00ee me, s\u00eenordan\u00eena her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk j\u00ee nedan\u00eeme. Ez berdewamkar\u00ea qir\u00eana xwe me. H\u00fbn j\u00ee bi t\u00eag\u00eeh\u00ee\u015ftina tevah\u00ee aliy\u00ean v\u00ea qir\u00ean\u00ea ve tevl\u00ee me bibin \u00fb pi\u015ftre neb\u00eajin \u201cem t\u00eaneg\u00eeh\u00ee\u015ftin \u00fb me neb\u00eeh\u00eest.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

Bila zilam j\u00ee bi v\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Li rast\u00ea t\u00eak\u00eel\u00ee ka \u00e7iqas xedar in bila bib\u00eenin. Neb\u00eajin \u201czilamtiya me ya ber\u00ea wisa ye, wiha ye.\u2019\u2019 Bila xwed\u00ea bela xwe bide zilamtiya ber\u00ea. Zilamtiya ber\u00ea, ji jin\u00ea xiraptir e. W\u00ea tu \u00e7i bik\u00ee ji v\u00ea zilamtiy\u00ea, ev zilamt\u00ee \u00e7end pere dike? Zilamtiya ku dikare hindek kar bike, ew zilamt\u00ee ye ku pirsgir\u00eakan wisa dib\u00eene \u00fb dinirx\u00eene. Jixwe p\u00eadiviya w\u00ea zilamtiy\u00ea j\u00ee bi dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ea heye. Ten\u00ea ne dah\u00fbr\u00eena jin\u00ea, z\u00eadetir p\u00eadiviya dah\u00fbr\u00eena zilam heye. Em dixwazin v\u00ea hindek bi ser bixin. Ma ez dah\u00fbr\u00eena p\u00ea\u015f nexim, di n\u00eev\u00ee de bih\u00ealim? Ma hing\u00ea di dest de ti\u015ftek dim\u00eene?<\/p>\n

Bi misoger\u00ee p\u00eadiviya dah\u00fbrandinan heye. Ev di heman dem\u00ea de kontrol e. Kontrol; p\u00eevan\u00ean partiy\u00ea ne, p\u00eevan\u00ean serokatiy\u00ea ne. Vana tev weke p\u00eevanan dat\u00eenim. Kontrol; jin\u00ea rast ki\u015fandina art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea ye; art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbna w\u00ea ye; di bingeh\u00ea wekhev\u00ee \u00fb azadiy\u00ea de peywir wergirtina w\u00ea ye; serle\u015fkerb\u00fbna w\u00ea ye. Kontrol; zilam j\u00ee, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi gor rast\u00een\u00ean partiy\u00ea xwed\u00ee derketina peywir\u00ean partiy\u00ea; gih\u00ee\u015ftina \u00e7emka ev\u00eena rast, hest \u00fb hezkirina rast e. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku ev tev peyda b\u00fbn, ma dikare p\u00ea\u015f nekeve? Heke ku bi zaneb\u00fbn hinek kes xirab bikin \u00fb bi r\u00eaxistina \u015fer bileyizin, w\u00ea wenda bibe \u00fb bi\u00e7e. Li ser r\u00eaxistineke wisa ku mezintir\u00een dixebite, dere\u015fer \u00fb derer\u00eaxistin\u00ee, li ser asta w\u00ea ya pir hat\u00ee ronah\u00eekirin bi\u00e7esp\u00een\u00ee, w\u00ea tu wenda bik\u00ee. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de kontrol p\u00ea\u015f dikeve, w\u00ea b\u00eatir p\u00ea\u015f bikeve. P\u00eaw\u00eest e ku hun t\u00eabigih\u00eejin ku ji niha \u015funde wisa bi h\u00easan\u00ee b\u00fby\u00eena kadroy\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea nabe. Ma p\u00eaw\u00eest nake? Hun dib\u00eenin, hun\u00ea \u015fer bi v\u00ea qezenc bikin. Bi awayek\u00ee din hun nikarin ji miriy\u00ea xwe re ciy\u00ea ve\u015fartin\u00ea nab\u00eenin; w\u00ea cendek birizin \u00fb b\u00eehn bidin.<\/p>\n

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Pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea \u00e7areserkirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

qezenckirina serkeftin\u00ea ye<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00c7awa ku min got, pirsgir\u00eak gir\u00eeng \u00fb ri\u015ft e. Ji bo me \u00e7areserkirina pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea, qezenckirina serkeftina rizgariya netew\u00ee \u00fb b\u00fby\u00eena xwed\u00ee welat e. C\u00eehan\u00ea v\u00ea pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea \u00e7areser nekiriye, ev nay\u00ea weteya ku di \u00e7areseriy\u00ea de qet p\u00ea\u015fketin nabe. Pirsgir\u00eaka jin\u00ea di tu welat\u00ee de qas\u00ee ya me giran neb\u00fbye. Ew b\u00fbne dewlet, di aliy\u00ea civak\u00ee de b\u00fbne netew \u00fb gel\u00ean pir p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee. Ji bo me ya p\u00eaw\u00eest \u00fb gir\u00eeng, bi gor merc\u00ean xwe y\u00ean \u015f\u00eanber \u00e7areseriyek e. E\u015fkere ye ku w\u00ea di hemtaya c\u00eehan\u00ea de bandora v\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabibe. Me v\u00ea j\u00ee got: Em civakeke jinoy\u00ee ne, yan\u00ee ew zexta li ser jin\u00ea hatiye me\u015fandin j\u00ee w\u00eadetir, em civakek in ku li ser\u00ea m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee hatiye \u00e7espandin. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de rizgar\u00ee, tam rizgariyeke jin\u00ea ye, tam \u015fore\u015feke jin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

\u015eore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea, cara yekem di hemtaya navnetew\u00ee de dikare bibe \u015fore\u015feke jin\u00ea. Ger ku ji van dah\u00fbr\u00eenan re bal b\u00ea ki\u015fandin, \u015fore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea tam azadiya jin\u00ea, \u015fore\u015fa jin\u00ea ya civak\u00ee ye. Teoriya xwe j\u00ee, prat\u00eeka xwe j\u00ee heye. Y\u00ean ku di zaneb\u00fbna v\u00ea de ne, w\u00ea wisa bi dest bigirin \u00fb ber bi \u00e7areseriy\u00ea ve bibin. Ger ku b\u00ea birin, w\u00ea ji rizgariya jin\u00ea ya li c\u00eehan\u00ea re j\u00ee tevkariyek\u00ea bide peydakirin. Bes ku li ser\u00ea bi heter\u00ee b\u00ea sekinandin \u00fb ramandin. Heke ku em \u015f\u00eawaza me derxistiye rast\u00ea li partiy\u00ea serdest bikin, ji bo gel\u00ea me w\u00ea \u00e7areseriyeke erjeng bibe mijara gotin\u00ea. Her kes di rew\u015fa pir zaneb\u00fbn \u00fb diyarkirina \u00e7aren\u00fbsa xwe de ye. Pa\u015fdemay\u00eeneke her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbcik a zilam \u00fb ya jin\u00ea nabe, \u00e7espandin nabe, xistiner\u00ee nabe. Jin dikare t\u00eak\u00fbz derkeve rast\u00ea, zilam dikare t\u00eak\u00fbz derkeve rast\u00ea \u00fb \u015funewarek\u00ee \u00eedeal \u00ea wekhev\u00ee \u00fb azadiy\u00ea dikare derkeve rast\u00ea. L\u00ea ev, ten\u00ea dibe armancek.<\/p>\n

Rojane ez, ji bo \u00e7areseriy\u00ea vana \u00e7\u00eadikim. Di nava PKK\u2019\u00ea de em dikarin vana p\u00ea\u015f bixin, ger ku h\u00eaza me p\u00ea bigih\u00eeje, em\u00ea z\u00eadetir j\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabikin. Di r\u00eajeya ku em xwe dadih\u00fbr\u00eenin de, em\u00ea karibin mirovatiy\u00ea j\u00ee bidah\u00fbr\u00eenin. \u015eore\u015feke bi serkeftin a Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea, \u015fore\u015feke ba\u015f a mirovatiy\u00ea ye. Pew\u00eest e em encam\u00ean v\u00ea j\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk neb\u00eenin. Teb\u00ee div\u00ea em neb\u00eajin, \u201c\u015fore\u015f p\u00eak hat, pirsgir\u00eak \u00e7areser b\u00fb!\u2019\u2019 Niha j\u00ee \u00e7areser\u00ee heye \u00fb pi\u015ft\u00ee serkeftin\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00ea bidome, l\u00ea di hundir\u00ea merc \u00fb b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ean cewaz de w\u00ea bidome. Di bingeh de me pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea \u00e7areser kiriye. Ez ji bo xwe didim diyarkirin ku, ji bo \u00e7areseriy\u00ea di \u015fungeheke xurt de me. A ku min di xwe de \u00e7areser kiriye, ji bo mirovatiy\u00ea \u00e7areseriyek e. Em \u015fore\u015fan tim wisa dib\u00eenin. Bila hebe mirovat\u00ee pi\u015ft\u00ee hezar salan bigih\u00eej\u00ea. Ew gir\u00eeng j\u00ee n\u00een e. Jixwe derdek\u00ee me y\u00ea ku em bib\u00eajin, em\u00ea her mirov\u00ee di demeke kurt de bibin komun\u00eezm\u00ea j\u00ee n\u00een e. T\u00eako\u015f\u00eena ku komun\u00eezm\u00ea di hundir\u00ea xwe de dihewand beriya deh hezar salan j\u00ee heb\u00fb, niha j\u00ee heye, w\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee deh hezar salan j\u00ee hebe. Beriya deh hezar salan j\u00ee \u00e7areseriy\u00ean pir xurt heb\u00fbn, niha j\u00ee hene, w\u00ea di p\u00ea\u015f de j\u00ee hebin. Pirsgir\u00eak w\u00ea dem\u00ea j\u00ee heb\u00fb, niha j\u00ee heye, w\u00ea pi\u015ftre j\u00ee hebe. A gir\u00eeng ew e ku, di nava qas\u00ea de, di poz\u00eesyona rast de peydab\u00fbn e. Pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea derxistina rast\u00ea \u00fb derfeta \u00e7areseriy\u00ea \u00e7espandin e. Teb\u00ee em v\u00ea di PKK\u2019\u00ea de p\u00eak t\u00eenin, p\u00eal bi p\u00eal ji bo gel\u00ea xwe j\u00ee p\u00eak t\u00eenin. A gir\u00eeng j\u00ee ev e.<\/p>\n

\u015eore\u015fa me mirovan\u00ee ye. Di mijara jin\u00ea de j\u00ee, \u015fore\u015fa her\u00ee mezin e. Teoriya w\u00ea j\u00ee, prat\u00eeka w\u00ea j\u00ee ba\u015f p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. P\u00eaw\u00eest e em \u00e7areseriy\u00ea hindek wisa bib\u00eenin. Nexwe gotineke m\u00eena, \u201cme li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea \u015fore\u015f \u00e7\u00eakir, gelo em\u00ea ne\u015fibin welat\u00ean d\u00ee\u2019\u2019 n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke rast n\u00een e. Ma jixwe \u015fore\u015f\u00ean din pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea \u00e7iqas \u00e7areser kirin? Ew j\u00ee gel\u015feke cuda ye. Di \u015fore\u015fa Fransa de, di \u015fore\u015fa \u00ceslam\u00ea de, di \u015fore\u015fa Rus de ev pirsgir\u00eak di p\u00eevan\u00ean cewaz de p\u00eak hatiye. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea li wan deran ev pirsgir\u00eak tam nehate \u00e7areserkirin. Div\u00ea em neb\u00eajin hat spartekirin. H\u00eaza \u00e7areseriya wan hewqas e. ev nay\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk d\u00eetin j\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Bi kurtas\u00ee, hun\u00ea di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de k\u00fbr bibin, t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Hun\u00ea kesayetiya xwe bi tevah\u00ee b\u00eenin hal\u00ea kesayetiya ku ji pirsa \u201c\u00e7awa t\u00ea jiyandin\u2019\u2019 re dibe bers\u00eev. Ma hun bi v\u00ea n\u00fb t\u00eadigih\u00eejin? Gelo ez bib\u00eajim, zarok\u00ean netebit\u00ee ango zarok\u00ean 35 sal \u00ee? Hun xwe xerc \u00fb xerac dav\u00eajin n\u00eeveka rast\u00ea. Ma dikare ji v\u00ea re b\u00ea gotin \u015f\u00eawaza serokatiy\u00ea? We \u00e7awa w\u00earek\u00ee ji v\u00ea re n\u00ee\u015fan daye, ez \u015fa\u015f dibim. Ger ku hun her tevger\u00ean xwe, her gav\u00ean xwe, axaftin \u00fb \u00e7alakiya xwe veneger\u00eenin \u00e7avkaniya jiyan\u00ea, hun ji xwe re, ne serok, qet nikarin bib\u00eajin mil\u00eetan j\u00ee. Mil\u00eetan\u00ea rast\u00een\u00ee hem\u00fb raman \u00fb \u00e7alakiya xwe ji bo bidestxistina ciyek\u00ee, ji bo zoriyek\u00ee zivirandina h\u00easaniy\u00ea, b\u00easerkeftiniyek\u00ee zivirirandina serkeftin\u00ea, b\u00eaderfetiyek\u00ee zivirandina derfet\u00ea, b\u00eazaneb\u00fbnek\u00ee zivirandina zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea, b\u00ear\u00eaxistiniyek\u00ee zivirandina r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea \u00fb b\u00ea\u00e7alakiyek\u00ee zivirandina \u00e7alakiy\u00ea ye. Serle\u015fker ev e. Hun \u00e7awa n\u00fb \u00fb n\u00fb bi v\u00ea dihesin? Hun di r\u00eajeyeke mezin de \u015f\u00eawaza serokatiy\u00ea bi rengek\u00ee \u00e7ewisandin, bi sertujk\u00ee xwe av\u00eatin, diz\u00eekirin, bi qirika hev \u00fb d\u00ee ketin, li ser keda hev \u00fb din bi erzan\u00ee runi\u015ftin, qiymet neday\u00een \u00fb bi keda xwe t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftin disep\u00eenin. Hun nab\u00eenin ku, tevah\u00ee encam\u00ean v\u00ea y\u00ean xap\u00eenok di giyan\u00ea de ji ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea re, di tevger\u00een \u00fb libat\u00ea de ji t\u00eakilheviy\u00ea re r\u00ea vedike. \u00c7i, \u00e7awa t\u00ea jiyandin, \u00e7awa t\u00ea bidestgirtin, \u00e7awa t\u00ea tems\u00eelkirin? Hun, qet ji van pirsan re bers\u00eev nadin. Hun hizir dikin ku hun wisa dij\u00een. Ev jiyaneke xeflet\u00ea ye. Di nava me de \u015f\u00eawaza jiyana tewanbarek\u00ee ye.<\/p>\n

We tewan, ceza, xeflet \u00fb xiyanet\u00ea d\u00eet. Hem\u00fb kar\u00ean ku ez dikim ji bo ku xwe ji kesayetek\u00ee tewanbar \u00fb xaf\u00eel derxistin\u00ea ye. Ev bi \u00e7\u00ee gengaz e? Bi kesayetek\u00ee ku dikare \u015fer bike, ji raman \u00fb prat\u00eeka v\u00ea re hindek derfetan bide qezenckirin ve gengaz e. Ma heye \u015f\u00eawaza jiyaneke din ku me bi her away\u00ee rizgar bike ji tewan \u00fb xeflet\u00ea? Tune! Em\u00ea \u00e7awa jiyaneke xaf\u00eel \u00fb xayin\u00ee ji xwe re layiq bib\u00eenin? Qetiyen! W\u00ea dem\u00ea ev, tewan\u00ea xiyanet \u00fb koletiy\u00ea ye \u00fb ji bo bex\u015fandin\u00ea j\u00ee em dib\u00eajin, bibe welatpar\u00eaz\u00ea mezin, bibe azad\u00eexwaz\u00ea mezin. Ji bo w\u00ea j\u00ee, w\u00ea tu hindek weke min bixebit\u00ee. Ez \u00e7ima hewqas qiymet didin h\u00eaza axaftin\u00ea? Ji bo ba\u015f r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea. Heke k\u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ee nebe, \u015fer nabe \u00fb tu nikar\u00ee mirovan bi hev bigih\u00een\u00ee. Heke ku te b hev negihand tu nikar\u00ee bid\u00ee \u015ferkirin. Heke ku te neda \u015ferkirin, tu nikar\u00ee li nav\u00ea xwe j\u00ee xwed\u00ee derkev\u00ee. W\u00ea dem\u00ea berde b\u00fby\u00eena \u00e7avkaniya jiyan\u00ea, w\u00ea tu di dest\u00ea hinekan de bib\u00ee haletek\u00ee ku bi enzan\u00ee bi kar t\u00ea. Ma ev li hember\u00ee jiyan\u00ea b\u00ear\u00eazdariya her\u00ee mezin n\u00een e? Van hem\u00fbyan ne ku hema wisa dizanim \u00fb dib\u00eenim. Qas bi qas di raman\u00ea de, di prat\u00eek\u00ea de dinirx\u00eenim, li hev dix\u00eenim \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f de dibim. Em bib\u00eajin ku di nava me de \u015fore\u015f b\u00fbyereke k\u00eemyaw\u00ee ye; p\u00ea re em dixwazin gel\u00ea me y\u00ea ku ketiye hal\u00ea tenekeyeke pir zengarb\u00fby\u00ee derx\u00eenin \u00fb veger\u00eenin lajwerdek\u00ee ku weke z\u00ear di\u00e7irise. \u015eore\u015f di wateyek\u00ea de j\u00ee ev e. Ji bo kesan j\u00ee ev wisa ye. Ji kesayeteke ku pir qir\u00eaj\u00ee \u00fb zeng\u00ee girtiye, gihandina kesayeteke ku di\u00e7irise wisa t\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een. Va \u00e7alak\u00ee, hesin\u00ea ku dixebite ye. Em xwe m\u00eenan\u00ee ku di bin mehed \u00fb sindan\u00ea de didin kutandin, dikin pola, di\u00e7iris\u00eenin, didin \u015ferkirin \u00fb digih\u00eenin armanc\u00ean xwe.<\/p>\n

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t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea jiyana rast<\/strong><\/p>\n

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We y\u00ea van hem\u00fbyan, dema ku we gav\u00ean p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee av\u00eat, bizanib\u00fbyana. Diyar e ku hun pir \u015fa\u015f n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ea b\u00fbne. Hun bi hezar\u00fbyek xeletiyan ve hatine nava partiy\u00ea. Dema ku min bi du peyvan dest p\u00ea kir n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya min \u00e7\u00ee b\u00fb, niha j\u00ee ew e. Di az\u00een\u00ea de p\u00eak nean\u00een n\u00een e, encaman p\u00ea\u015f ned\u00eetin n\u00een e. Qas bi qas di ferqa her ti\u015ft\u00ee de me. Fersendan erjeng dinirx\u00eenim. Min encam girt \u00fb heya v\u00ea der\u00ea hatim.<\/p>\n

Her mil\u00eetan\u00ea me v\u00ea bingeh girtiba, kariba wisa jiyaba, di v\u00ee welat\u00ee de dijmin-mijmin nedima. \u00c7iqas \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ean jiyana kevin hebin, li me t\u00ea \u00e7espandin \u00fb weke keda me vala derxistin di roleke ney\u00ean\u00ee de t\u00ea leyistandin. Ji hew\u00ee\u015fa ku nabe re, hun\u00ea \u00e7ima bib\u00eajin am\u00een? Hun\u00ea werin jiyana rast. Hun\u00ea rast n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea jiyana rast \u00fb bi her away\u00ee bingeh\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean teor\u00ee \u00fb prat\u00eek\u00ee bibin. Hun\u00ea b\u00eaviyan \u00fb \u00eed\u00eea negirin dest. Hun\u00ea b\u00eaked \u00fb b\u00ea\u00e7ar\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee nekin. Hun\u00ea b\u00ead\u00ean \u00fb bal \u00fb hisnegir seyr nekin. Hun\u00ea qiymeta her\u00ee mezin bidin mirov. W\u00ea eleqe, t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb viyana we di radeya her\u00ee bilind de bin. Hewldan\u00ean we pir bi ponij\u00een bin \u00fb ji raman\u00ea qut nebin. W\u00ea azwer\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7o\u015fa we ya jiyan\u00ea di radeya ev\u00een\u00ea de bin. \u015e\u00eawaza we ya l\u00eaxistin\u00ea di radeya daw\u00ee de t\u00fbj \u00fb di dema xwe de be. D\u00eesa w\u00ea h\u00eaza we ya parastin\u00ea ya ku karibe l\u00eaxistina her\u00ee gir\u00eeng asteng bike hebe. B\u00ee gora w\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fgiriy\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean mezintir\u00een \u00fb d\u00ean \u00fb bala we hebe.<\/p>\n

Ger ku hun wisa bij\u00een ev, jiyaneke dikare b\u00ea pejirandin e. Ger ku hun jiyaneke wisa p\u00eak b\u00eenin, hun di \u015fer de j\u00ee bin, hun di nava zoriy\u00ean her\u00ee mezin de j\u00ee bin, \u00e7awa ku li me t\u00ea d\u00eetin h\u00eaza hedar \u00fb tebateke her\u00ee mezin, \u00fb heta h\u00eaza bi \u00e7o\u015f\u00ee berg\u00eedan\u00ea hun\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan bidin. Hun dib\u00eenin ku li rexm\u00ee hewqas zor\u00ee \u00fb hewqas \u00e7espandinan, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, ez dikarim m\u00eena \u201ckeyan\u2019\u2019 bij\u00eem. Dema ku ez dib\u00eajim \u201ckey\u2019\u2019 w\u00ea jiyana her\u00ee p\u00eeroz, her\u00ee zadegan \u00fb her\u00ee azad ku min p\u00eak aniye qesd dikim. P\u00ea\u015fb\u00eeniy\u00ean min \u00fb rojane bi hem\u00fb h\u00eaza xwe giraniya ku didim ser\u00ea, di w\u00ea watey\u00ea de qas\u00ee ku min ji dijmin\u00ea min dipar\u00eaze, dikare bike xwediy\u00ea jiyaneke ku bi gel\u00ea min bigih\u00eene \u00fb gel\u00ea min bibe serkeftin\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Madem ku ez di nava p\u00eavajoy\u00ean xedar ango ji tuneb\u00fbne hatime vir\u00ea, hun bi hewqas derfet\u00ean jiyan\u00ea ve ku nikaribin xwe bidin jiyandin, ev ji bo we dibe b\u00eatalox\u00ee \u00fb pa\u015fdemay\u00eeneke rast\u00een\u00ee ye. Bi ya min derfet\u00ean jiyandina we ya azad hene. \u00ca dim\u00eene, teb\u00ee bi \u00e7eka r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, bi her away\u00ee takt\u00eek\u00ean w\u00ea ve \u015ferkirin \u00fb jiyandin\u00ea qezenckirina we ye. Ev di qasa p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de j\u00ee wisa ye \u00fb di henaseya daw\u00ee de j\u00ee wisa ye. Hun\u00ea bizanibin ku dervey\u00ee v\u00ea tu derfet\u00ean jiyan\u00ea n\u00een in. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ne ten\u00ea zan\u00een, hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin \u201cjiyan ev e\u2019\u2019 \u00fb ji b\u00eel\u00ee v\u00ea ti\u015ftek\u00ee din re zem\u00een p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f nekin. Hun\u00ea b\u00eawateyiyeke her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00fb nedic\u00eedeyiyeke her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk j\u00ee qas\u00ee nabex\u015f\u00eene t\u00fbj bin.<\/p>\n

Hun\u00ea di zaneb\u00fbn \u00fb berpirsiyariya jiyan\u00ea de bin. Ez heya niha hindek wisa jiyam. Hun\u00ea hem bi rast\u00eena serokatiy\u00ea ve p\u00eawendiy\u00ean xwe wisa deynin, hem j\u00ee bi \u015f\u00eawaza jiyana w\u00ee re hewqas bikevin nava nakokiyan ango bi hezaran k\u00eelometre j\u00ea d\u00fbr bim\u00eenin! Hun ji xwe re pir eyb \u00fb mixabin dikin. Serok\u00ean rast\u00een\u00ee xwe dana jiyandin\u00ea dizanin. L\u00ea bel\u00ea y\u00ean ku ji van serokan ango ji van hevalan bi k\u00eelometreyan d\u00fbr dim\u00eenin jiyandin\u00ea wenda dikin. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea em mesafey\u00ea bigirin. Li we j\u00ee, \u015f\u00eawaza ku karibe we bike xwed\u00ee rol, ka \u00e7i hebe ku we b\u00eene hal\u00ea mil\u00eetan\u00ean xurt, em layiq bib\u00eenin. H\u00eaviya we bila hebe, l\u00ea hewldan\u00ean we j\u00ee qas\u00ee ku karibe w\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eene bi zaneb\u00fbn, bi r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb qas bi qas xemiland\u00ee be. Em, her dem wisa b\u00fbn. A ku dide qezenckirin ev helwest e. Ez bawer dikim ku, yek kesek \u015f\u00eawaza min bisep\u00eene, bigih\u00eene heza sepandineke jir\u00eaz\u00ea , w\u00ea di rast\u00eena PKK\u2019\u00ea de serkeftin\u00ea bigire. Pi\u015ft\u00ee hewqas p\u00ea\u015fketinan, y\u00ean ku xwe bi xwe vala derdixin, ten\u00ea dikarin qala neserkeftin\u00ea bikin. Di bingeh\u00ea durustiyeke jir\u00eaz\u00ea de, y\u00ean ku bi rast\u00een\u00ean v\u00ee \u015fer\u00ee li ser v\u00ee kar\u00ee ne, heke xwe bi xwe nex\u00eenin, xwe bi xwe asteng nekin, nay\u00ean xistin \u00fb ji serkeftin\u00ea nay\u00ean wergirtin. Jiyana me hindek v\u00ea selimandiye. Hun dikarin z\u00eadetir biselim\u00eenin \u00fb bi ser bix\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

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DIV\u00ca EM JI BO JIYANDIN\u00ca \u015eER BIKIN<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00db DI \u015eER DE JIYAN\u00ca DERXIN RAST\u00ca<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ger ku t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina rasteq\u00eena me ya civak\u00ee hindek bi puxtey\u00ee b\u00ea xwestin, w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku, di bingeh de pir xitimiy\u00ea, ji v\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir hilve\u00e7iriyaye \u00fb ji b\u00fby\u00eena xwe derketiye. Ev, hem asteke pir pa\u015fket\u00ee \u00fb hem j\u00ee asta xwe daye herzkirin diderbir\u00eene. Ew rew\u015fa wergirtina nav binkeya netew\u00ee, civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7and\u00ee ya Tirk pir giran p\u00ea\u015f dikeve. Ev giran\u00ee r\u00ea vedike ku pir pa\u015f de may\u00een \u00e7\u00eabibe. Ne\u00e7areseriya mezin, qeyrana civak\u00ee di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de k\u00fbr dibe. Her\u00ee z\u00eade malbat, d\u00eesa di nava malbat\u00ea de jina her\u00ee z\u00eade t\u00ea per\u00e7iqandin, t\u00ea mehkumkirin \u015fungeheke heri pa\u015fdemay\u00ee. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee jiyana malbat\u00ea, t\u00ea hal\u00ea weke jiyaneke zindan\u00ea ya gelemper\u00ee. Di hundir\u00ea w\u00ea de bi saxlem\u00ee takekesek nay\u00ea mezinkirin \u00fb t\u00eakil\u00ee nay\u00ean berhemkirin. Di wateyek\u00ea de qirkirina m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee dizivire w\u00earankirin \u00fb qirkirina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hundir\u00ea malbat\u00ea. Weke encam\u00ean v\u00ea, di malbat\u00ea de radest\u00ee, t\u00eep\u00ean bi qeyran \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wan \u00ea xirab\u00fby\u00ee \u00fb bi her away\u00ee pa\u015fket\u00ee dibe mijara gotin\u00ea. Teb\u00ee ev j\u00ee rew\u015feke giran \u00e7\u00eadike.<\/p>\n

Dema ku me PKK\u2019\u00ea da destp\u00eakirin, me hewl da ku di te\u015feyek\u00ea balk\u00ea\u015f de em raber bikin ku dijberiya ser\u00eehildana me z\u00eadetir\u00een binkeya civak\u00ee \u00fb malbata pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee ye. Ew t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hundir\u00ea malbat\u00ea y\u00ean pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee \u00fb nay\u00ean pejirandin, bi zor\u00ea xwe jiyandina malbat\u00ea, me h\u00ea di destp\u00eak\u00ea de \u00fb bi k\u00fbrah\u00ee da hizirandin. Ji bo ku em hilkeftinek\u00ee ji v\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabikin, di aliyek\u00ee de mam\u00fbrtiya pi\u00e7\u00fbk a ku dewlet p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f dike, di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee, weke pale ango hemal ber\u00ea xwe day\u00eena karkeriya bi miz, weke riyek\u00ea diyar dib\u00fb. Teb\u00ee di van mijaran de kar peydakirin \u00fb mam\u00fbrt\u00ee \u015fensek\u00ee weke ku di dev\u00ea \u015f\u00ear de b\u00fb. Va, ev hem\u00fb rew\u015f\u00ean giran, me dehf didan ber bi \u00e7areseriya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ve. \u00c7awa ku t\u00ea zan\u00een arasteb\u00fbna tevgera PKK\u2019\u00ea di nava gloka nakokiy\u00ean ku li hempay\u00ea w\u00ea nay\u00ea rasthatin bi dest girt \u00fb me giran\u00ee da peydakirina \u00e7areya ser\u00ea xwe, ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve rast\u00eenan ba\u015ftir\u00een, piral\u00ee \u00fb di asta netew de her ku me d\u00eet, me giran\u00ee da ku em v\u00ea b\u00eatir k\u00fbr bikin \u00fb weke h\u00eaza \u00e7areseriy\u00ea klavuza teor\u00eek a sosyal\u00eezm\u00ea ji ber bikin. Ev\u00ea, ji w\u00ea koma sade me an\u00ee heya \u00eeroy\u00een \u00fb p\u00ea\u015fketina tevgerek\u00ee.<\/p>\n

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Tevgera partiy\u00ea, di bingeh de tevgera \u00e7areseriya civak\u00ee ye. Ev hem\u00fb \u015fer\u00ea ku t\u00ea day\u00een ji bo daw\u00ee l\u00ea an\u00eena w\u00ea asta ku bi rengek\u00ee her\u00ee pa\u015fdemay\u00ee, mih\u00fb \u00fb herzkirin\u00ea t\u00ea jiyandin, di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de j\u00ee, mirov t\u00eene rew\u015fa her\u00ee \u015fel\u00fb\u015feht \u00fb nay\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea ger ku gengaz be ji bo xistina riya p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee ya azad e. Ger ku b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, siyaset j\u00ee, le\u015fkert\u00ee j\u00ee ji bo v\u00ea dibe. Yan\u00ee li hember jiyaneke civak\u00ee ya nay\u00ea pejirandin \u00fb ji koletiy\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir di nava qedan \u00fb daqurtandin\u00ea de ye, da ku \u015fens\u00ea rizgariya jiyandina civakek\u00ea b\u00ea day\u00een hewqas kar \u00fb xebata b\u00eerdoz\u00ee, siyas\u00ee, civaki \u00fb \u00e7alakmend\u00ee em p\u00ea\u015f dixin. Dema ku li v\u00ea p\u00eanasey\u00ea b\u00ea nih\u00eartin \u00fb heke hun v\u00ea li ser xwe b\u00eenin, hinek ji we b\u00eerdoz\u00ee \u00fb pol\u00eet\u00eekay\u00ea, hinek j\u00ee prat\u00eek\u00ea t\u00eenin hal\u00ea fet\u00ee\u015f\u00ea. Yan\u00ee di bingeh de hun ji b\u00eer dikin ku ev, yek bi yek amraz in. Weke hi\u015fkbawerek\u00ee, weke mam\u00fbrek\u00ee puxte \u00fb armanc ji b\u00eer dikin, amrazan diheb\u00eenin, gotina min j\u00ea re ten\u00ea y\u00ean ji le\u015fkertiy\u00ea t\u00eadigih\u00eejin, y\u00ean ten\u00ea ji siyaset \u00fb partiy\u00ea t\u00eadigih\u00eejin, weke hi\u015fkbawerek\u00ee ku nikare t\u00eakiliya xwe bi jiyana civak\u00ee re ava bike, hun xwe dav\u00eajin n\u00eeveka kar. \u00c7awa ku min got, ev tev, hem \u00e7alak\u00ee hem j\u00ee part\u00eeb\u00fbn di bingeh de ji bo c\u00fbkek vekirina jiyana civak\u00ee ya azad, vana t\u00eene hal\u00ea nab\u00eene ku amraz in. Di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de r\u00eaxistin dikeve nava qalibek\u00ee pir b\u00fbrokrat\u00eek, d\u00eesa art\u00ea\u015f dikeve nava qalibek\u00ee mil\u00eetar\u00eest li ser binkeya civak\u00ee j\u00ee dibe cendereyek; jiyana civak\u00ee yek j\u00ee di aliy\u00ea h\u00eaz\u00ean xwe y\u00ean p\u00ea\u015feng de t\u00ea xistin bin zext\u00ea. M\u00eena qeyran \u00fb hilwe\u015f\u00eena sosyal\u00eezma p\u00eakhat\u00ee, rew\u015feke ku em dizanin derkeve rast\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ev \u00e7ewtiy\u00ean ku di vir\u00ea de t\u00ean \u00e7\u00eakirin, ka ji k\u00eejan ney\u00eaniy\u00ean mezin re r\u00ea didin vekirin ezm\u00fbneya sosyal\u00eezma p\u00eakhat\u00ee ba\u015f bi me dide f\u00earkirin. L\u00ea ya we ne ev e j\u00ee. Rew\u015fa ku em di PKK\u2019\u00ea de \u00e7avd\u00ear\u00ee dikin, hindek cudatir e. Hun, h\u00ea negih\u00ee\u015ftine w\u00ea h\u00eaz\u00ea ku karibe sosyal\u00eezma p\u00eakhat\u00ee bisep\u00eene. A rast bi wateya p\u00eakhat\u00ee, hun ji h\u00eaza sepandina hinek m\u00eenakan j\u00ee p\u00eamen in ango rew\u015feke w\u00ea ya wisa z\u00eade p\u00ea\u015f neketiye. A we \u00e7awa ku min diyar kir bi jiyaneke civak\u00ee ya pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee \u00fb hat\u00ee herzkirin, pir n\u00eev\u00ee n\u00eev\u00ee \u00fb di bingeh de ka ji bo \u00e7i ye z\u00eade wate neday\u00ea, ji t\u00eakilhev\u00ee \u00fb tevl\u00eeheviya jiyaneke siyas\u00ee \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ee peyda ye; jiyana we wisa ye. Jevqetan n\u00een e; ji bo \u00e7i siyaset, ji bo \u00e7i r\u00eaxistin\u00ee, heta ji bo \u00e7i le\u015fkert\u00ee, ji van pirsan re bers\u00eev\u00ean net ku hun bidin n\u00een in. Jiyaneke civak\u00ee ya \u00e7awa, jiyana civak\u00ee ya t\u00ea jiyandin \u00e7i ye, y\u00ea we di van mijaran de j\u00ee netb\u00fbn n\u00een e. Zilam, ne y\u00ea t\u00ea jiyandin dizane, nej\u00ee y\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest e were jiyandin net dike. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ya ku hun dij\u00een, rew\u015feke t\u00eakilheviy\u00ea ye. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee \u015fore\u015fgert\u00ee qas\u00ee t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina \u00e7awa jiy\u00eena civak\u00ee, v\u00ea derketin\u00ea j\u00ee pir ba\u015f biryar dike, li v\u00ea az\u00eem dike, \u00fb di heman dem\u00ea de ka bi k\u00eejan amraz\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea \u00fb amraz\u00ean \u00e7alakiy\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea p\u00eak b\u00eene, nav\u00ea v\u00ea diyarkirin \u00fb tevah\u00eetiya xebat\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Bila di hundir\u00ea malbat\u00ea de, di dervey\u00ea malbat\u00ea de be, bila t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam be, bila t\u00eakiliya zilam-zilam be, t\u00eakiliya jin-jin be, n\u00eezanim mezin-pi\u00e7\u00fbk, t\u00eakiliya d\u00ea-bav-zarok be, t\u00eakiliya kal-ciwan be, bi her away\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean kom \u00fb civakan, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ea hema her ast\u00ean xwe di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean j\u00ear \u00fb jorsaziy\u00ea be, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean civak\u00ee ji p\u00eanaseyek\u00ee zexim pir d\u00fbr dim\u00eenin, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de \u015fore\u015fgerek\u00ee ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e wergire pir li pa\u015f v\u00ea dim\u00eene, her wiha e\u015fkere ye ku pirsgir\u00eakan re di c\u00ee de bers\u00eev nay\u00ea day\u00een. \u00c7awa ku ji bo \u00e7i r\u00eaxistin, ji bo \u00e7i \u00e7alak\u00ee, ji van pirsan re bers\u00eev nay\u00ea day\u00een, ji pirsa \u00e7awa jiyaneke civak\u00ee re j\u00ee bers\u00eev nay\u00ea day\u00een. Bi v\u00ee away\u00ee gav\u00ean serkeft\u00ee j\u00ee nay\u00ean av\u00eatin. J\u00ea w\u00eadetir me hindek selimand ku, sepandin\u00ean dijmin ten\u00ea li ser binkeya civak\u00ee ya hey\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistina m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea n\u00een e. Hinek xislet\u00ee taybetmendiy\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eengeriya Tirk hene. Ji ber sedem\u00ean asta xwe ya pir pa\u015fket\u00ee \u00fb hov dema ku digire bin serdestiya xwe ta ajaliy\u00ea dibe ango t\u00eene \u00fb dat\u00eene ber s\u00eenor\u00ean mih\u00fbkirin\u00ea. Gotin ne eyb e, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean we gelakan taybetmendiy\u00ean wisa diteyis\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

\u00c7alakiya ku ez dixwazim ji bo Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea hem teor\u00eek \u00fb hem prat\u00eek p\u00ea\u015f bixim, felsefe \u00fb taybetmendiya xwe ya bingeh\u00een ev e: Hun di radeyeke mezin de bi gor xwesteka dijmin hatine herzkirin \u00fb hindek ji mirovatiy\u00ea hatine derxistin. Ev tewanbar\u00ee giran e, l\u00ea rasteq\u00een\u00ee ye. Em dixwazin ji v\u00ea \u015f\u00eanberiya derketin\u00ea bidin jiyandin. Heke ku ev p\u00eanase rast be, w\u00ea dem\u00ea \u015fore\u015f dibe ev:Bi van her du ast\u00ean herzkirin\u00ea, ku nay\u00ean pejirandin \u00fb bi tu away\u00ee nay\u00ean parastin, bi v\u00ea re ji asta ajalb\u00fbn \u00fb hoveberb\u00fbna beranber di\u00e7e \u015fer\u00ea derketin\u00ea. Niha ya hun\u00ea bi v\u00ea bawer bikin ya j\u00ee hun\u00ea b\u00ean daqurtandin. R\u00eaka v\u00ea ya nav\u00een n\u00een e. Bi taybet\u00ee di derbar\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea de dibe, di derbar\u00ea teyisandina w\u00ea ya her qad\u00ee de dibe, kar\u00ea hun dikin bi tevah\u00ee kar\u00ea tevl\u00eehevkirin\u00ea ye. V\u00ea gav\u00ea di gelemperiya Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de her ti\u015ft ne bi gor xwesteka dijmin be j\u00ee, ne weke ku asta p\u00ea\u015fengiya partiy\u00ea \u00fb serokatiy\u00ea dixwaze ye j\u00ee. A her\u00ee xeternak j\u00ee ev e.<\/p>\n

Em v\u00ea z\u00eade nekin pirsgir\u00eak. D\u00eesa j\u00ee, ji me re p\u00eanaseya rast p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, di bingeh\u00ea \u015fore\u015fvaniya me de ev heye, di ya min de ev heye. Jixwe ya ku hem\u00fb h\u00eaza min a \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza xebata min diyar dike ev e. Min vala vala dah\u00fbr\u00eena malbat\u00ea \u00e7\u00eanekir. Di bingeh de div\u00ea niha hun yek bi yek b\u00ean l\u00eapirs\u00een: hewqas dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean hat\u00ee \u00e7\u00eakirin we \u00e7iqas li ser wan kesayetiy\u00ean xwe y\u00ean k\u00earnay\u00ea sepand \u00fb we \u00e7iqas h\u00eaz n\u00ee\u015fan da? Hun ji vir\u00ea wenda dikin. Weke h\u00eazeke p\u00ea\u015feng, mil\u00eetan\u00ean p\u00ea\u015feng di asta zaneb\u00fbn\u00ea de hin ti\u015ft bizanibin j\u00ee, ji ber ku bi jiyana prat\u00eek ve nakin yek, pirs\u00ean \u00e7ima r\u00eaxistinkar\u00ean ba\u015f dernakevin, \u00e7ima \u00e7alakmend\u00ean ba\u015f dernakevin, \u00e7ima serle\u015fker\u00ean ba\u015f dernakevin ji xwe re t\u00ean bersivandin.<\/p>\n

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Tevgera me \u00e7emka \u015fore\u015fa civak\u00ee ye <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ev bi salan e y\u00ea me j\u00ee \u015f\u00eawazeke me heye; me v\u00ea bi pir al\u00ee vegot. Hem di asta \u00e7emk\u00ea de \u00fb hem j\u00ee w\u00ea derbaskirina jiyan\u00ea de bir\u00eeday\u00een\u00ean me y\u00ean rewneq \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbn. A ku min p\u00ea\u015f ve dibe, \u00e7alakiya di rasteriya v\u00ea \u00e7emk\u00ea de ye. Hem bi rastiya \u00e7emk\u00ea bawer dikim, hem j\u00ee \u00e7alakiya xwe xedar dikim \u00fb bi v\u00ee away\u00ee ya ku nay\u00ea bawerkirin dikare p\u00eak were. Ba\u015f e ev \u00e7ima li ba we p\u00eak nay\u00ea? Ez ten\u00ea di wateya siyas\u00ee, r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee de nab\u00eajim, di aliy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistina jiyana civak\u00ee de j\u00ee dipirsim. Ez di nava pergala \u00e7awa jiyanek \u00fb t\u00eakiliyeke civak\u00ee de peyda dibim? Di bingeh de \u00e7alakmendiya her\u00ee mezin a v\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve dibim. Ez, \u00e7ima heya v\u00ee temen\u00ee, xwe di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de digirim? Ev, ji wan \u00e7alakiy\u00ean her\u00ee mezin yek e. Di aliy\u00ea teqala t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee de xwe wisa netkirin, t\u00fbjkirin, kom\u00eeserhevkar \u00fb balrak\u00ea\u015fkirina min, di bin de \u00e7emkeke \u015fore\u015fa civak\u00ee ya mezin radikeve. Ango \u015fore\u015fa bingeh\u00een jixwe civak\u00ee ye. Yan\u00ee xebata partiy\u00ea \u00fb xebata le\u015fkertiy\u00ea amrazek e. Armanc j\u00ee, da ku hatina asteke t\u00ea jiyandin p\u00eak were, jiyana civak\u00ee re giyanwer\u00ee dana qezenckirin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ima wisa net diaxavim? Ji ber ku ziman\u00ea mirov\u00ean me wesle wesle \u00fb lal\u00fbte ye, t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina w\u00ee tune. \u00c7ima ez xwe vediger\u00eenim yek\u00ee balrak\u00ea\u015f \u00fb li her ciy\u00ea \u00e7\u00fby\u00ee yek\u00ee ku t\u00ea ri\u015ft girtin? Ji ber ku em radest\u00ea bast\u00fbreke netew\u00ee, civaki \u00fb binkeyeke ferm\u00ee ya di d\u00eerok \u00fb \u00eeroy\u00een de \u00e7i netew\u00ean n\u00fbjen j\u00ea re r\u00eazdar\u00ee nagirin \u00fb bela ser\u00ea roja \u00eeroy\u00een e, neb\u00fbn \u00fb me li dij\u00ee w\u00ea li ber xwe da, di al\u00ee civak\u00ee de asta pejirandin\u00ea hindek werdigirin; di nava gel\u00ea xwe \u00fb dostan de eleqe dib\u00eenin; ji dijmin re j\u00ee r\u00eazdariy\u00ea didin ferzkirin. Em b\u00eatir \u015f\u00eanber biaxivin, min bi salan nikarib\u00fb xwe bi gundiyek\u00ee bidana gohdarkirin. Daxwaz \u00fb arez\u00fbya min \u00e7i dibe bila bibe, min ji we re vegot ku min ne bi diya xwe, ne bi bav\u00ea xwe, ne bi gundiyan, ne bi heval\u00ean dibistan \u00fb zaroktiya xwe dame gohdarkirin. Li wir\u00ea di p\u00eavajoyeke pir balk\u00ea\u015f re bih\u00fbr\u00eem. D\u00eesa di aliy\u00ea jiyana civak\u00ee de hinek babetan net bikim: Di n\u00eavengeke gund\u00ee ya wisa de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean malbat\u00ea ka \u00e7awa asteng in, bi nakokiyeke zir ka \u00e7awa malbat ji hev re t\u00ean dijminkirin, v\u00ea \u00e7awa weke xeternakiyek\u00ee d\u00eetim, min ji we re vegot. Ev \u00e7i ye? Hindek p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee xwestin e. Li p\u00ea\u015fiya p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee nakokiya Kurd a nav\u00fbdeng heye; doza xw\u00een\u00ea, qir\u00eana c\u00eeran, qir\u00eana ku\u00e7ikan, qir\u00eana keran, qir\u00eana bostek erd… Va, xeteriya v\u00ea d\u00eetin e. Ev j\u00ee, w\u00ea asta civak\u00ee ya pa\u015fket\u00ee \u00fb hoveber re rew\u015fa bertek raberkirin\u00ea ye. Ji v\u00ea b\u00eazar dibim. H\u00ea di z\u00fb de bers\u00eeva ku peyda dikim, dibe gih\u00ee\u015ftina berevajiy\u00ea<\/strong> ye. Gih\u00ee\u015ftina berevajiy\u00ea \u00e7i ye? Em\u00ea nebib\u00eajin binkeya civak\u00ee ya gundiy\u00ea ni\u015ftec\u00ee, li hember binkeyeke ji civakb\u00fbn\u00ea re pir girt\u00ee, hindek civak\u00eeb\u00fbn afirandin e. H\u00ea di wan qonaxan de t\u00eakil\u00ee bi hemjiy\u00ean xwe re avakir\u00een\u00ea xwe nedame pa\u015f. Jiy\u00ea min heft-he\u015ft, nebe deh b\u00fb, di n\u00eavenga gund de yekem\u00een t\u00eakiliya xwe ya ve\u015fart\u00ee wisa ava kirim. Ba\u015f t\u00ea b\u00eera min, bi wan zarok\u00ean ku mezin\u00ean mala me ji wan re digotin malbata dijmin e re t\u00eakil\u00ee ava kir. R\u00eaxistiniyeke ve\u015fart\u00ee… Y\u00ean ku ew bi dijmin dihesib\u00eenin re weke hevalek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee kirim. Yan\u00ee armancek\u00ee berovajiy\u00ea armanc\u00ea ni\u015ftec\u00ee. T\u00eako\u015f\u00eena me bi nepejirandina t\u00eag\u00eena dijminat\u00ee ya wan dest bi p\u00ea kir.<\/p>\n

Ger b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, ev, nakokiyeke civak\u00ee wisa berevaj\u00eekirin \u00fb p\u00eadiviya l\u00eager\u00eena \u00e7areseriy\u00ea diderbir\u00eene; hem j\u00ee h\u00ea di w\u00ee hal\u00ea min \u00ea zarokatiy\u00ea de.<\/p>\n

Me qala nakokiyeke nav malbat\u00ee kir. Malbat, bingeh\u00een yekeya civak\u00ee ye. Zexta malbat\u00ea ya li ser me pir \u015f\u00eanber b\u00fb. Jixwe di hundir\u00ea xwe de ne\u00e7areseriyek\u00ea dijiya. P\u00eerik jixwe di jor de bi temam\u00ee qefil b\u00fbne, rast\u00eeneke qeyran\u00ea ya her\u00ee ponij\u00een dij\u00een diderbirand. Ev\u00ea s\u00eetavka xwe dida me \u00fb jixwe ev j\u00ee, rew\u015feke di gelemperiya Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de dihate jiyandin b\u00fb. Dema ku hindek j\u00ee demxeya kap\u00eetal\u00eezm\u00ea l\u00ea hate xistin, em bib\u00eajin di sal\u00ean 1950\u2019yan de, pergala klas\u00eek a kevin hilwe\u015fiya. Li hember pergala n\u00fb j\u00ee, tu \u00e7ek\u00ean parastin \u00fb bergiriy\u00ea tuneb\u00fbn. Teb\u00ee ev j\u00ee, li ser zarok\u00ean di malbat\u00ea de w\u00ea encam\u00ean her\u00ee ney\u00een\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakin. Ev \u00e7i ne? Di w\u00ea qonax\u00ea de hinekan digotin, \u201cem ji zarok\u00ean xwe re ol\u00ea bidin f\u00earkirin\u2019\u2019, hinekan, \u201cem r\u00ea bikin dibistana seretay\u00ee\u2019\u2019, hinekan, \u201cem r\u00ea bikin zeviy\u00ea, w\u00ea ba\u015f cot bike\u2019\u2019, d\u00eesa hinekan j\u00ee digotin, \u201cbila here li Eden\u00ea bixebite, yan j\u00ee li bajarek\u00ee din bibe karker\u00ea \u00een\u015faetan.\u2019\u2019 Zarok\u00ea ku t\u00ea deh-pazdeh saliya xwe, hemin malbat dixwaze bav\u00eaje nava \u00e7areseriyeke wiha, ew j\u00ee ne\u00e7ar e xwe li yek\u00ea bip\u00ea\u00e7e. Tu li zeviy\u00ea tevbiger\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee gundiyek\u00ee x\u00eav; di hundir\u00ea wan mercan de bixwaz\u00ee perwerdehiya ol\u00ee bib\u00een\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee suxteyek. Di dibistana Tirk de bib\u00ee mam\u00fbrek, w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee yek\u00ee her\u00ee bint\u00fbte \u00fb mandelkar. Bib\u00ee karkerek\u00ee \u00een\u015faet\u00ea ango pale, di nava xw\u00een \u00fb xw\u00eadan\u00ea de bixeniq\u00ee ango bi k\u00ear\u00ee ti\u015ftek\u00ee nay\u00eat\u00ee, hing\u00ea j\u00ee weke lope-tolazek\u00ee her biger\u00ee. Yan\u00ee bijartekek\u00ea din n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee em van tevan h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ees dikin. Ev j\u00ee dibin m\u00eena p\u00eal\u00ean bahreke rab\u00fby\u00ee ku bi ser me ve t\u00ean \u00fb dixwazin me bixeniq\u00eenin. Bandora v\u00ea di hundir\u00ea malbat\u00ea de \u00e7awa \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb? Gava ku malbat xwest me biki\u015f\u00eene nava v\u00ea rab\u00fby\u00een\u00ea, me hindek berv\u00eadan kir. Ev j\u00ee dibe qir\u00eaneke civak\u00ee. Her ku di\u00e7e li hember xwesteka malbat\u00ea ya ku diki\u015f\u00eene ya ber bi c\u00fbk\u00ean kevne\u015fop\u00ee y\u00ean kevin, ya j\u00ee c\u00fbk\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eengeriya n\u00fb bertek \u00fb serhildan p\u00ea\u015f dikevin. Di vir de ya gir\u00eeng ew e ku, bi taybet\u00ee di ezm\u00fbneya min de, \u015f\u00fbna pejirandina y\u00ea t\u00ea \u00e7espandin, hindek xwe ezm\u00fbnekirin, hema ji her kar\u00ee re gav av\u00eatin, l\u00ea yek\u00ee j\u00ee pesendnekirin, redkirina b\u00fbna yekem\u00een zarok\u00ea malbat\u00ea \u00fb di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de xwe daxistina \u015f\u00fbngeha b\u00fby\u00eena \u201cZarok\u00ee b\u00eax\u00ear.\u2019\u2019 Ev t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea? Ev, t\u00eakilb\u00fbna nakokiyek\u00ea ye; yan\u00ee ketina nakokiya malbat\u00ea ye. Ger ku tu ket\u00ee nakokiya malbat\u00ea, ev j\u00ee teko\u015f\u00een\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Teb\u00ee t\u00eako\u015f\u00een j\u00ee h\u00eaz dixwaze. Ji bo ku tu bib\u00ee h\u00eaz j\u00ee, w\u00ea tu biriya xwe bid\u00ee \u00e7ep \u00fb rast\u00ea, xwe seh bik\u00ee. Nexwe tu bib\u00ee serseriyek \u00fb her\u00ee. Me j\u00ee hewl da ku em ji malbat\u00ea birevin. Min \u00e7\u00eeroka v\u00ea vegot. Ji bo serxweb\u00fbna takekes\u00ee li xizman xwe hewandin, \u00e7end heft\u00ee \u00e7\u00fbna kar, ti\u015ft\u00ean li xwezay\u00ea peyda dibin komkirin (her \u00e7ende ku z\u00eade wilfa me tunebe j\u00ee) ji bex\u00e7ey\u00ean dewlemendan hindek ti\u015ft komkirin ango ber\u00ea xwe day\u00eena diziy\u00ea…Ev, ti\u015ft\u00ean ku mirov\u00ea dixwaze xwe serbixwe bike, kar\u00ean di p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee de t\u00ean hi\u015f in. Di vir de ya gir\u00eeng, li hember binkeya civak\u00ee \u00fb malbat\u00ee ku pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee ye \u00fb t\u00eene ber xeternakiya daqurt\u00een\u00ea, berv\u00eadankar n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn e. Encam\u00ean v\u00ea t\u00ea zan\u00een.<\/p>\n

Ji v\u00ea encam\u00ea her\u00ee gir\u00eeng a ku b\u00ea derxistin ev e: Heke ku we jiyaneke civak\u00ee \u00fb malbat\u00ee b\u00eaberv\u00eadan p\u00ea\u015fwaz\u00ee kiribe, bi \u00eeht\u00eemaleke mezin li ba herzkirina kevne\u015fopiyan, bi taybet\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan dide ku hun ketine bin bandora kevne\u015fopiya malbat\u00ea. Ev j\u00ee di radeyeke gir\u00eeng de kesayetiya w\u00ea tewi\u015fandiye. Ew t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena ku nehat\u00ee day\u00een we hindek\u00ee t\u00eene v\u00ea \u015f\u00fbngeh\u00ea. Yan\u00ee t\u00eako\u015f\u00een vedan j\u00ee, bi ser\u00ea xwe behremendiy\u00ea dixwaze. Ger ku we v\u00ea behremendiy\u00ea j\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan neda, w\u00ea hun\u00ea bikevin nava t\u00eema lope \u00fb serseriyan. Hun dikarin rasteq\u00eena xwe di nava v\u00ea vegotin\u00ea de peyda bikin. Hun, ya bi te\u015feyek\u00ea pesendkirina taybetmendiy\u00ean pergal\u00ea t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee b\u00fbne, ya bi kevne\u015fopiy\u00ean malbat\u00ea mezin b\u00fbne, ya j\u00ee bi giran\u00ee b\u00fbne lope \u00fb serser\u00ee, b\u00eakar, b\u00eaxebat \u00fb b\u00earaman mane. Ev, rasteq\u00eena we di r\u00eajeyeke gir\u00eeng de e\u015fkere dike. L\u00ea bel\u00ea ev, n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke rast \u00fb \u00e7areseriyeke mirovan\u00ee y\u00ea guncav n\u00een e. \u00c7areseriya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee tam j\u00ee di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de dikeve dewr\u00ea, hem j\u00ee bi te\u015fey\u00ea xedar dikeve dewr\u00ea.<\/p>\n

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Damezraka malbat\u00ea \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee <\/strong><\/p>\n

div\u00ea \u00e7awa bin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ger hun bixwazin di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de, di malbat\u00ea de nakokiya d\u00ea \u00fb bav ku mejiy\u00ea we pir tevl\u00eehev dike, pi\u015ft\u00ee ji malbat\u00ea filitandin\u00ea zewac (ango em bib\u00eajin berhemkirina malbat\u00ea) ji van mijaran re ka arasteb\u00fbna we \u00e7awa ye em bigih\u00eenin ronah\u00eeb\u00fbnek\u00ea. P\u00eanaseya malbat\u00ea, di bingeh de ka w\u00ea zarok \u00e7awa g\u00ear bibin nava malbatek\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Di ber\u00ea de hatiye biryarkirin. Damezrakeke civak\u00ee ye ku her ti\u015ft\u00ean w\u00ea di ber\u00ea de hatiye diyarkirin; ketiya nava anar\u015f\u00ee \u00fb qeyran\u00ea, l\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee bi kevne\u015fopiy\u00ea, bi te\u015feyek\u00ea giran damezrakeke ku t\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin… Kevir biteqe, ya ku hun p\u00ea\u015f bixin w\u00ea bibe damezrakeke ku ten\u00ea dikare misqalek ji v\u00ea w\u00eadetir derbas bibe. Va hilkeftina t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee, ya ku piraniya we ezm\u00fbne dikin, bi gotineke moda t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam.<\/p>\n

Niha p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku ev mijar hindek b\u00ea p\u00eawend\u00eedarkirin; m\u00eat\u00eengeriya di t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee de div\u00ea s\u00eetavka w\u00ea ya li ser malbat\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de ev, di vegotin\u00ean ber\u00ea de pir hene. Em\u00ea dubare nekin. Ya ku l\u00ea b\u00ea z\u00eadekirin; bi gora puxteya te, bi gor \u00e7anda te, bi gor hinek rast\u00een\u00ean nasnama te jixwe m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee hin derfet\u00ean civak\u00ee nade. W\u00ea tu ne \u00e7anda w\u00ee, ne j\u00ee ziman\u00ea w\u00ee biki\u015f\u00een\u00ea bal\u00ea, heta w\u00ea tu j\u00ea d\u00fbr bikev\u00ee. Ger ku te ber\u00ea xwe da \u00e7and \u00fb ziman\u00ea netewa serdest, ji bo jiyandin\u00ea j\u00ee div\u00ea tu pir p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee b\u00ee. Her\u00ee hindik div\u00ea tu wer\u00ee asta burjuvaziy\u00ea nav\u00een. B\u00fbna burjuvaziy\u00ea nav\u00een j\u00ee belk\u00ee ji hezaran bibe nas\u00eeb\u00ea \u00e7end kesan. Di vir\u00ea de d\u00eesa bi teng neqebek\u00ee re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb may\u00een heye. Jiyana civak\u00ee, ziman, \u00e7anda te di bingeh de, di p\u00eavajoya \u00eemhay\u00ea de ye; dijmin te j\u00ea d\u00fbr dix\u00eene. Tu nikar\u00ee bigih\u00eej\u00ee ya w\u00ee j\u00ee, ji ber ku burjuvaziyeke ku te herz bike n\u00een e ango ev, ji hezar-deh hezar\u00ee dibe nes\u00eeb\u00ea yek kes\u00ee. W\u00ea dem\u00ea \u00e7i dim\u00eene, w\u00ea di bin destr\u00eajka m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea de rasteq\u00eena civak\u00ee bije ango bi xeyal\u00ean w\u00ee ve tim xwe bixap\u00eene. Ji v\u00ea re em bandora s\u00eenema, \u015fano \u00fb televizyon\u00ea j\u00ee l\u00ea bikin. Jiyaneke ku ev dinepix\u00eenin ango \u00e7elexwariyek heye. Her roj di bin bombardimana w\u00ea de t\u00ea jiyandin. Di xala kev\u00ee ya gihandina v\u00ea de mirov\u00ean me nikarin rabin ser lingan; t\u00ea rew\u015fa, \u201cYa\u015far ne dije ne naje.\u2019\u2019<\/strong><\/p>\n

Heke ev tev rast bin, w\u00ea derkeve rast\u00ea ku jiyana hey\u00ee ji sextekariyek\u00ea peyda ye. Va tam di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de xweperest\u00ee xwe n\u00ee\u015fan dide. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku civakb\u00fbn, binkeya civak\u00ee \u00fb pergala civak\u00ea hewqas t\u00ea rew\u015fa nay\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea, takekes bi te\u015feyek\u00ea erjeng t\u00ea kirin ev\u00eendar\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea. Yan\u00ee takekes dib\u00eaje, \u201ccivak min z\u00eade nade jiyandin, qedan \u00fb r\u00fbxandina civak\u00ee hewqas p\u00ea\u015f ketiye, hing\u00ea ez biriya xwe bidim xweperestiy\u00ea!\u2019\u2019 Xwe li \u00e7emka \u201cY\u00ea ke\u015ftiya xwe rizgar dike kaptan e\u2019\u2019 ango \u201cQun\u00e7 zivirandin\u2019\u2019\u00ea dip\u00ea\u00e7\u00eene. Gava ku dibe mam\u00fbrek\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk, dib\u00eaje; \u201c\u00e7i bextewar im!\u2019\u2019 Gava ku karek\u00ee peyda dike, dirame ku; \u201cji min ba\u015ftir\u00een n\u00een e!\u2019\u2019 <\/strong>Di bingeh de kedkarek e, l\u00ea \u00e7emka w\u00ee ev e. Xwe bi \u00e7avre\u015f\u00ee xweperestiyek\u00ea ve, nanek\u00ee ve, t\u00eakiliyeke malbat\u00ea ve, ehbab-\u00e7aw\u00ee\u015f\u00ee ango hembajar\u00ee ve dizeliq\u00eene. Ji ber ku ten\u00ea dikare xwe bi wana bigire. \u015eensek\u00ee xwe y\u00ea b\u00fbna civakeke p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Hema em di vir de em werin nava r\u00eaxistin\u00ea. Yek\u00ee wisa ger ku karbidestiyeke pi\u00e7\u00fbcik girt, bi \u00e7avre\u015f\u00ee xwe p\u00ea ve dizeliq\u00eene. Teb\u00ee ev t\u00eep, ji b\u00eer dike ka part\u00ee \u00fb r\u00eaxistin ji bo \u00e7i armanc\u00ee heye. Ji bo w\u00ee ya gir\u00eeng, li vir\u00ea ti\u015ftek\u00ee wisa girtin e. Ji ber ku asta w\u00ee ya civak\u00ee n\u00een e \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea netewb\u00fbn\u00ea nade, \u00e7awa ku min got, di nava partiy\u00ea de \u00e7i dest bigire, dib\u00eaje, \u201c\u00ea min e.\u2019\u2019 <\/strong>Xweperest\u00ee, xweperestiya karbidestiy\u00ea, xweperestiya serkar\u00ee, bi kurtas\u00ee \u00e7av\u00ean w\u00ee \u00e7i bibine ji bo w\u00ee xweperest\u00ee ye. Bandor\u00ea ji ku digire? kesayetiy\u00ean civak\u00ee y\u00ean ku hatine belavkirin \u00fb bi her away\u00ee ji xeternakiyan re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb mane… Bala xwe bidin\u00ea, hema hindik maye ku ev partiy\u00ea b\u00eenin rew\u015fa nay\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea. Bingehek\u00ee daring\u00ee y\u00ea wisa heye.<\/p>\n

Wek\u00ee din, div\u00ea ev j\u00ee b\u00ea ronah\u00eekirin: T\u00ea zan\u00een ku ajoya bir\u00e7itiy\u00ea di gi\u015ft\u00ee de mirovan \u00e7avre\u015f dike. Ger ku civakek, pir xizan \u00fb bir\u00e7\u00ee hate hi\u015ftin, di bingeh de z\u00eade nikare birame, p\u00eaw\u00eestiya siyaset bir\u00eavebirin\u00ea nab\u00eene, bi hem\u00fb xweb\u00fbna xwe ve hewl dide da ku v\u00ea ajoy\u00ea t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee \u00fb jiyana daring\u00ee rizgar bike. Jixwe em dizanin ku qismek\u00ee z\u00eade y\u00ea civaka me di \u015f\u00fbngeheke wiha de dij\u00een. Niha em bib\u00eajin ku, \u015fer\u00ea nan p\u00eaw\u00eest e, em v\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk nab\u00eenin. L\u00ea merc\u00ean peydakirina nan ger z\u00eade giran bibe \u00fb m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee v\u00ee \u015fer\u00ee bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee an\u00eebe hal\u00ea pir b\u00eawate, xebata asay\u00ee ya abor\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee ango pergala abor\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee tunebe, w\u00ea tu \u015fer\u00ee \u00e7i bid\u00ee? Bi axaftineke rastir, p\u00eawendiya \u015fer\u00ea nan bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea v\u00ea \u00e7\u00eanake. Ji ber ku \u00e7\u00eanake j\u00ee, qa\u015fo weke m\u00ea\u015f\u00ea tirsnak dixebite. L\u00ea nikare nanek\u00ee j\u00ee rizgar bike. Li vir\u00ea \u00e7i nakok\u00ee heye? Di ber\u00ea de kole dixebit\u00een, efendiyan j\u00ee koleyan t\u00ear dikirin. Di ber\u00ea de efend\u00ee yek b\u00fb ango kole \u00fb efend\u00ee r\u00fb bi r\u00fb b\u00fbn \u00fb efend\u00ee p\u00eadiviya ewlekar\u00ee, nan \u00fb hwd. koley\u00ean xwe p\u00eak dian\u00ee, l\u00ea niha kolet\u00ee hewqas gelemper\u00ee b\u00fbye ku, efendiy\u00ea y\u00ea me ka dewlet e, yan c\u00eehan e diyar n\u00een e. M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee, s\u00eestema emperyal\u00eest \u00fb bi m\u00eelyonan kole… Yan\u00ee em bib\u00eajin koley\u00ean dewletek\u00ea yan s\u00eestemek\u00ea. Hejmara wan b\u00easer \u00fb ber e, diyar n\u00een e. Ev di heman dem\u00ea de ji rew\u015fa ku efend\u00ee koley\u00ea xwe xwed\u00ee dike, j\u00ea xirabtir rew\u015fek\u00ee re r\u00ea vedike. Yan\u00ee koletiya serdema p\u00ea\u015f\u00een nay\u00ea hedarkirin. Ji ber ku ev kolet\u00ee zik t\u00ear nake. Bin\u00earin, di koletiya serdema p\u00ea\u015f\u00een de zik\u00ean koleyan t\u00ea t\u00earkirin. L\u00ea niha her kes bi bed\u00eala mizek\u00ee xwe dert\u00eenin firotin\u00ea, y\u00ean bikirin n\u00een in. Jixwe feli\u015fandina her\u00ee mezin a kap\u00eetal\u00eezm\u00ea j\u00ee, di vir\u00ea de ye. Kap\u00eetal\u00eezm ne s\u00eestemeke ku karibe mirovan t\u00ear bike. S\u00eestemeke wisa niha n\u00eev\u00ea nif\u00fbs di rew\u015fa b\u00eakar de dih\u00eale… Her wiha b\u00eawatekirina \u015fer\u00ea nan ji h\u00eala kap\u00eetal\u00eezm\u00ea ve \u00fb neb\u00fbna bijartekeke ku b\u00eaxe c\u00ee mijara gotin\u00ea ye. L\u00ea ji ber ku bijarteka \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee nay\u00ea peydakirin, di nava s\u00eestema kap\u00eetal\u00eest de \u015ferek\u00ee kor \u00ea nan heye. Civak\u00ean m\u00eena y\u00ea me j\u00ee rew\u015fa wan a d\u00eenkirin\u00ea heye. Mirov ji tevah\u00ee derfet\u00ean hilber\u00eena welat\u00ea xwe qut dibin, ber bi deriy\u00ean kap\u00eetal\u00eezm\u00ea ve baz didin. \u00c7i ye, w\u00ea nan peyda bikin! Di bingeh de ka w\u00ea \u00e7iqas nan peyda bikin diyar n\u00een e; ger ku peyda bikin j\u00ee, ka wateya v\u00ea \u00e7i ye w\u00ea nikar\u00eebin p\u00ea derxin.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea hal\u00ea de, di nava me de \u015ferek\u00ee nan \u00ea pir \u00e7ewt ango rew\u015fa bisernexistina \u015fer\u00ea nan heye. Ev t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke civak\u00ee n\u00een e, dibe ku t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke abor\u00ee be. Ew j\u00ee, \u015fens\u00ea xwe y\u00ea serkeftin\u00ea\u00a0 \u00fb r\u00eaka rast n\u00een e. Bi gotineke din, ji wan rasteq\u00een\u00ean ku malbat\u00ea diyar dikin yek ji wan ev e. Yan\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea nan niha pirsgir\u00eaka her\u00ee bingeh\u00een a malbat\u00ea ye. A din j\u00ee, berdewamkirina nif\u015f\u00ea xwe \u00fb t\u00eakiliya zayendiya beramber\u00ee hev e. Ev j\u00ee, di asteke pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee de ye. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee dema ku civat\u00ean seretay\u00ee dihatin avakirin, belk\u00ee ji v\u00ea asta hey\u00ee di asteke xwezay\u00ee \u00fb watedartir de b\u00fbn. Li vir\u00ea babeta ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e dah\u00fbr\u00eena w\u00ea b\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin ev e: Di c\u00eehan\u00ea de binkey\u00ean civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7and\u00ee y\u00ean her\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee ango asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ea di ciyek\u00ee de ji t\u00eakiliya mirov\u00ea seretay\u00ee b\u00eawatedartir e. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ev, nakokiyeke d\u00eenhar e. L\u00ea ku zayind\u00eetiyeke pir b\u00eate\u015fe \u00e7\u00eab\u00fb, berdewamkirina nif\u015fek\u00ea di te\u015feya asta babist\u00een\u00ean seretay\u00ee de be j\u00ee (di nava me de dem bi dem n\u00eaz\u00ee v\u00ea b\u00fby\u00een \u00e7\u00eadibe) gengaz \u00fb watedar e. Ji ber ku di qonaxa babist\u00een\u00ean seretay\u00ee de, babist\u00een\u00ea bi n\u00ea\u00e7\u00eervaniy\u00ea xwed\u00ee dik\u00ee. Jixwe c\u00eehan vip\u00eevala ye; qas\u00ee dixwaz\u00ee n\u00ea\u00e7\u00eervan\u00ee bike, qas\u00ee dixwaz\u00ee li ser erd\u00ea c\u00eebic\u00ee bibe, s\u00eenor n\u00een e. Ji ber v\u00ea eger\u00ea di \u00e7ar\u00e7ova babist\u00een de t\u00eakiliya malbat-jin-zilam z\u00eade pirsgir\u00eak n\u00een e. Gava ku em ber bi c\u00eehana \u00eeroy\u00een ve t\u00ean, pergala emperyal\u00eest-kap\u00eetal\u00eest, s\u00eestemek\u00ee ku li ser civak\u00ea serdest kiriye peyda ye. Konform\u00eezm, qalib\u00ean mezax\u00ea, binkeya \u00e7and\u00ea heta binkeya malbata ya t\u00ea zan\u00een, d\u00eesa jin, zilam \u00fb binkeya malbateke xwed\u00ee \u00e7end zarokan heye. Ev s\u00eestem, s\u00eestemek e ku w\u00ea j\u00ee bi zor\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve dibe. Derfet\u00ean gih\u00ee\u015ftina me ya v\u00ea n\u00een e. Heta derfet\u00ean me ya gih\u00ee\u015ftina jiyana burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk a n\u00eevek\u00ee j\u00ee n\u00een e. Di bingeh de rew\u015feke civak\u00ee ya di merc\u00ean babist\u00een de peyda ye. L\u00ea ji bo berdewamkirina w\u00ea j\u00ee, erd\u00ean vala re, n\u00ea\u00e7\u00eervaniy\u00ea re, yan\u00ee komkariy\u00ea re p\u00eadiv\u00ee heye. L\u00ea y\u00ea me ew j\u00ee n\u00een e. \u00db ev di bingeh de sedem\u00ea daring\u00ee y\u00ea her\u00ee bingeh\u00een qeyrana navbeyna zayendan e. Di aliyek\u00ee de xwez\u00ee bi s\u00eestem\u00ea t\u00eene, l\u00ea di aliy\u00ea din de j\u00ee, bi xwe di asta babist\u00een\u00ea de ye. Ne \u015fens\u00ea jiyandina merc\u00ean dest didin asta babist\u00een\u00ea heye, ne j\u00ee \u015fens\u00ea jiyandina di merc\u00ean s\u00eestem\u00ea de. Were d\u00een nebe!..<\/p>\n

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Div\u00ea em \u00e7\u00eeroka xwe rast bizanibin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00cad\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku hun bi hinek rasteq\u00een \u00fb hinek ti\u015ftan t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de \u00e7ima ji \u015fore\u015feke mezin re p\u00eadiv\u00ee heye? Esas ez t\u00eam wir\u00ea. Ji ber v\u00ea eger\u00ea ez dixwazim xedariya hin rast\u00eenan bi we n\u00ee\u015fan bidim. Em berevaj\u00ee nekin. Ez hizir dikim w\u00ea ney\u00ea \u00eenkarkirin ku em ji nijada mirovatiy\u00ea ne. Heke ku wisa be, ku em ji nijada mirovatiy\u00ea t\u00ean, em ne\u00e7ar in ku \u00e7\u00eeroka xwe rast bizanibin. Ev j\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eestekek a mirovb\u00fbn\u00ea ye. Ji tewi\u015fandin \u00fb berevaj\u00eekirin\u00ea re qet p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee n\u00een e. Em ne\u00e7ar in ku rasteq\u00eena xwe rast t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea ne ku weke ser\u00fbwenek\u00ee serl\u00eadana bijarteka \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin. Ji ber ku derfeta jiyan\u00ee n\u00een e, ji \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fkeriy\u00ea re di bingeh de, ji ber ku amraz\u00ean ne\u00e7ar\u00ee y\u00ean bijarteka \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee ne serl\u00eadan \u00e7\u00eadibe. Ev qas\u00ee nan \u00fb av p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ger ku ev div\u00eatiyek be, bileyistina jiyana \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee deynin aliyek\u00ee, w\u00ea dem\u00ea, ma hun dikarin xwe n\u00eev xulek j\u00ee b\u00eahenase bih\u00ealin? Ma hun dikarin s\u00ea-\u00e7ar roj b\u00eay\u00ee av bih\u00ealin? Hing\u00ea hun nikarin b\u00ea\u015fore\u015f j\u00ee, b\u00eaxebata \u015fore\u015f\u00ea j\u00ee bih\u00ealin.<\/p>\n

Di te\u015fey\u00ea beriya niha min vegot de, ku mirov ji ber d\u00eenb\u00fbn\u00ea ketin zor\u00ea, dibine berpirsiyar\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina ka \u00e7i bi ser\u00ea wan hatiye. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, di v\u00ea der\u00ea de ya ku we ber bi p\u00fbxtey\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea ve dibe \u00fb zor\u00ea li we dike ku p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean w\u00ea hun b\u00eenin c\u00ee, pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean wiha mijara gotin\u00ea ne. A ku ber bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve zor\u00ea dike, asta qeyran\u00ea ye. Qeyrana civak\u00ee \u00fb heta b\u00eaderfetb\u00fbn\u00ee. Tu nikar\u00ee malbat\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve bib\u00ee \u00fb nikar\u00ee berhem bik\u00ee. Ma ev derew e? E\u015fkere ye. \u00c7il teqlan bav\u00eaj\u00ee, xwe bifiro\u015f\u00ee m\u00eat\u00eenger, emperyal\u00eest \u00fb xay\u00een j\u00ee, te nakirin. Di vir\u00ea de \u015fore\u015f<\/strong> dikeve rojev\u00ea. Ger ku ev rast be \u00fb tu j\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cmin \u00e7alakiya \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f nexist, ez r\u00eaxistinkirin\u00ea nizanim!\u2019\u2019 tu nemerd \u00ee, diz \u00ee, b\u00ea\u015feref \u00ee, talankar\u00ea nirx\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea y\u00ee, p\u00ea dileyiz\u00ee. Ger ku tu ne yek\u00ee d\u00eenb\u00fby\u00ee b\u00ee, tu nikar\u00ee van gotinan bib\u00eaj\u00ee.<\/p>\n

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Ne jiy\u00een, ne j\u00ee najiy\u00een <\/strong><\/p>\n

jiyan\u00ea dide sekinandin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Niha, div\u00ea ev t\u00eag\u00een hindek\u00ee din b\u00ea vekirin. Em hatin li ku der\u00ea sekin\u00een? Pirsgir\u00eaka bir\u00e7\u00eet\u00ee, berdewamkirina zayend\u00ea ango em hatin li pirsgir\u00eaka berdewamkirina nijada mirov sekin\u00een. Er\u00ea, em ji nijada mirovatiy\u00ea ne. Div\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea nan rast b\u00ea \u00e7areserkirin. Yek j\u00ee, div\u00ea zayend ango berdewamkirina nijad rast be. R\u00ea girtiye, hatiye dadan. Em, ne wek\u00ee babist\u00eenan dim\u00eenin (ez dixwazim weke babist\u00eenek\u00ee li ser\u00ea \u00e7iyan bij\u00eem, l\u00ea her al\u00ee hatiye girtin, kes min bernade) ne j\u00ee arasteb\u00fbna serdema p\u00ea\u015f\u00een \u00fb ne j\u00ee serdema nav\u00een gengaz e. Ez dixwazim serdema p\u00ea\u015f\u00een bij\u00eem. Hun reviyan Ewr\u00fbpa \u00fb \u00e7ar aliy\u00ea c\u00eehan\u00ea; ew der j\u00ee hatine dadan. Tam di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee dikeve rojev\u00ea. Niha ger ku em b\u00eatir\u00een \u015f\u00eanber biaxivin, hinek kes (em ji wan re bib\u00eajin zarok\u00ean malbat\u00ean ba\u015f) dixwazin d\u00ea \u00fb bav bi mehaneyek\u00ee, bi karkeriyek\u00ee rizgar bikin. Yek rizgar dike, dudo rizgar dikin, l\u00ea piraniyeke mezin nikarin rizgar bikin. Ji ber ku weke daring\u00ee rizgariya malbat\u00ea niha di merc\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee \u00fb emperyal\u00eezm\u00ea de bi v\u00ea radestb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea ve gengaz n\u00een e. Zilam, hindik maye n\u00eev\u00ea Tirkiy\u00ea b\u00eakar bike. Roj\u00ea deh hezaran kes tevl\u00ee art\u00ea\u015fa b\u00eakaran dibin. W\u00ea \u00e7awa kar bide te? Di s\u00eestema emperyal\u00eest bi xwe de j\u00ee, b\u00eakar\u00ee pirsgir\u00eakeke her\u00ee gir\u00eeng e. Bi daring\u00ee ev gengaz n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

Ger ku mirov zanist\u00ee be, w\u00ea s\u00eenor\u00ean van rast\u00eenan wisa bib\u00eene \u00fb xwe perwerde bike. Tu nikar\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea nan bi r\u00ea ve bib\u00ee, l\u00ea di aliy\u00ea din de ma\u015felah di kar\u00ea berdewamkirina nijad\u00ea de ji emperyal\u00eest \u00fb m\u00eat\u00eengeran z\u00eadetir bi lez hilber\u00eenek mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Ma niha ev, \u00e7areser\u00ee ye? Div\u00ea mirov ba\u015f t\u00eabigih\u00eeje ku ev ne \u00e7areser\u00ee ye. Ger ku tu weke takekesek\u00ee nikarib\u00ee nan\u00ea xwe rizgar bik\u00ee, ber\u00ee ku tu wer\u00ee b\u00eest-s\u00ee saliya xwe, malbateke deh zarok w\u00ea \u00e7awa bid\u00ee jiyandin? Li vir jiyan disekine.<\/p>\n

Mirov\u00ean me ji bo rizgarkirina malbateke wisa statuya ku nakev\u00ea \u00fb napejir\u00eene n\u00een e. L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee peyda nake. Hema cins \u00fb cibiliyet, d\u00eesa malbat \u00fb zarok li ser\u00ea w\u00ee b\u00fbne bela. Jin li ser\u00ea zilam, zilam j\u00ee li ser\u00ea jin\u00ea b\u00fbye bela. Hun dizanin, niha malbat ocaxa xirecir\u00ea ye. Dema ku min j\u00ee ber\u00ea xwe da \u015fore\u015fvaniy\u00ea, da ku ez ji malbateke wisa birevim, min \u015fore\u015fgertiy\u00ea \u00e7\u00eatir d\u00eet. Rew\u015fa min pir \u015f\u00eanb\u00ear e. Her ku min w\u00ea malbat\u00ea did\u00eet, her roj min deh gav diav\u00eat ber bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve. Min digot, wek\u00ee din ti\u015ftek nikare v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea rizgar bike \u00fb ev, rast e.<\/p>\n

Niha bi \u015f\u00eanbertir em werin t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam. Temam eyb n\u00een e; \u00e7awa ku min got, ji bo berdewamkirina nijad t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam, weke nan \u00fb av, weke ajoya bir\u00e7\u00eetiy\u00ea p\u00eadiviyeke xwezay\u00ee ye. L\u00ea heke ku dijmin, te ji nijada mirovat\u00ee \u00fb weke h\u00eamanek\u00ee xwed\u00ee nasname ji nijada mirov nab\u00eene, ku dixwaze te di nava binkeya xwe de bide helandin, li vir\u00ea her ti\u015ft t\u00ea g\u00fbhertin. Dijmin helandina te j\u00ee p\u00eak nayine, ji ber ku s\u00eestem nikare bide helandin. Di ber\u00ea de e\u015f\u00eerek\u00ee ya din tune dikir \u00fb wisa \u00e7areser dikir. Niha di asta c\u00eehan\u00ea de bi qirkirinan j\u00ee nikarin \u00e7areser bikin. Di van mercan de mih\u00fbkirineke f\u00eez\u00eek\u00ee j\u00ee gengaz n\u00een e. Di bingeh de ew j\u00ee \u00e7areseriyek e; di ber\u00ea de \u00e7areseriy\u00ean wisa heb\u00fbn. \u00c7awa ku min got, di nava jiyana xwe ya abor\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee ya azad de j\u00ee qet bijartek nemane. Encam\u00ea ku ji v\u00ea derdikeve, cardin dibe d\u00eenb\u00fbn\u00ee. Yan\u00ee merc\u00ean daring\u00ee we dide d\u00eenkirin, ji eyar derdixe, ji jiyana civak\u00ee qut dike. Ka hun ji bo berdewamkirina nijad her t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ava bikin! Ka berdewam bikin, b\u00ea hun\u00ea \u00e7awa bidom\u00eenin. Em mirin\u00ea bipejir\u00eenin an radestb\u00fbn\u00ea? Di hundir\u00ea radestb\u00fbn\u00ea de yek ten\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fensek\u00ee rizgariy\u00ea n\u00een e! \u00c7awa ku min got, m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee bi rew\u015fa hey\u00ee nikare w\u00ea j\u00ee debar bike. Mirin: Hinek kes xwe dikujin. Di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de aresteb\u00fbna xweku\u015ftin\u00ea div\u00ea ba\u015f were f\u00eamkirin. Di nava me de rew\u015fa gelek hevalan xweku\u015ftin\u00ee ye. Di bingeh de, di asta jiyaneke civak\u00ee ya pir pa\u015f de seyrkirin xweku\u015ftin\u00ee ye. Ev pir bi ponij\u00een t\u00ea jiyandin. Di bingeh de em ji xwe re dikarin bib\u00eajin c\u0131vata miriy\u00ean li ser piyan<\/strong>. Va, teoriya, \u201cYa\u015far ne dije ne naje!\u2019\u2019 <\/strong>tam bi gor v\u00ea li ser piyan may\u00een! Er\u00ea, ne jiyandin diyar e, ne nejiyandin.<\/p>\n

Di vir\u00ea de d\u00eesa \u015fore\u015f weke bijartekek\u00ee \u00e7awa xwe dide h\u00eeskirin? Min v\u00ea statuy\u00ea nepejirand, ez dixwazim azad bij\u00eem. Ji bo v\u00ea \u00e7i p\u00eaw\u00eest e? Ji bo v\u00ea civak, part\u00ee, h\u00eaz \u00fb \u015fer p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ez vana \u00e7ima t\u00eenim b\u00eera we? Mirov nikare xwe ji heyf l\u00ea an\u00een \u00fb bi xwe henekirin\u00ea bifilit\u00eene. Ji ber ku pirsa \u201c\u00c7awa Bij\u00een\u2019\u2019<\/strong> derxistina p\u00ea\u015f ji bo min hewqas \u015f\u00eanber e ku, ka ji bo v\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa t\u00eako\u015f\u00een b\u00ea vedan\u00ea, net\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina we sosret e! lewma ev rew\u015f ten\u00ea bi teoriya d\u00een\u00eetiy\u00ea ango bi \u015f\u00fbngehek\u00ee ket\u00ee y\u00ea ku li pa\u015f asta ew ajalb\u00fbna durustiya babist\u00een\u00ean seretay\u00ee dikare b\u00ea ravekirin. H\u00ea dijmin di eniya di\u015fber de l\u00ea dixe, di bingeh de pir net e \u00fb rew\u015fek\u00ee xwe y\u00ea ku z\u00eade b\u00ea \u015fa\u015fwaz\u00eekirin j\u00ee n\u00een e. Qas\u00ee y\u00ea di nava me de rew\u015feke ku li ser ser\u00ea xwe dibe bela, rew\u015feke din n\u00een e; Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee rew\u015fa her\u00ee z\u00eade p\u00ea ve mijul dibim ev e. Min hinek gundiyan did\u00eet; xizan, feryad \u00fb f\u00eegan dikirin. Jixwe da ku ji wan birevim, min biriya xwe da \u015fore\u015f\u00ea. Tu dest l\u00ea bid\u00ee digir\u00ee, dest l\u00ea bid\u00ee diteqe. Ez dizanim ku ev ne rew\u015feke asay\u00ee ye \u00fb da ku ji v\u00ea em birevin me giraniya xwe da amraza \u015fore\u015f\u00ea. Ev pir vekir\u00ee ne.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f e, h\u00ea j\u00ee di nava ref\u00ean me de tevl\u00eehevkar b\u00fby\u00een, d\u00eenan leyistin, nemerd \u00fb xevikan leyistin p\u00eaw\u00eesteka k\u00eejan hi\u015f\u00ea ye? Heya niha xwe perwerdenekirin \u00fb di \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena ciyek\u00ee de ji xebatek\u00ee re wateneday\u00een, bi \u00e7i p\u00eawehdiya xwe heye? Ji \u015fer\u00ea nan em bigirin heya zanyariya berdewamkirina nijada mirov a her\u00ee k\u00eam div\u00ea hun rasteq\u00een\u00ee bin. Di b\u00fbyera PKK\u2019\u00ea de kes\u00ea ku v\u00ea rasteq\u00eeniy\u00ea nagire, \u00e7awa ku min got ya yeka\/\u00ee nemerd ya j\u00ee yeka\/\u00ee x\u00eavik e. Ango diz e, helperest e, dijraber e, di \u015f\u00fbngeha dij-\u00ear\u00ee\u015f de ye, ji dijmin e. Ger bal b\u00ea day\u00een, em mijar\u00ea z\u00eadetir\u00een di asta gelemperiy\u00ea de digirin. Em \u00e7ima wisa dikin? Hun bi pa\u015f\u00e7avkirina hindek t\u00eag\u00eenan dixwazin bij\u00een. Hun h\u00ea j\u00ee v\u00ea dixwazin bi\u00e7esp\u00eenin. H\u00ea j\u00ee naxwazin bi tu away\u00ee arastey\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fketineke kesayetiya ri\u015ft bibin.<\/p>\n

Min vegot, hilgirtina c\u0131vata babist\u00een a seretay\u00ee \u00fb e\u015f\u00eeri h\u00easan e, l\u00ea we bi v\u00ee hal\u00ea we hilgirtin pir zor e. Hizir dikim ku hun niha ba\u015ftir\u00een t\u00eadigih\u00eejin ku ka \u00e7ima b\u00fby\u00eena \u015fore\u015fgerek\u00ee ri\u015ft p\u00eaw\u00eest e. C\u00eehan ji te re hewqas hatiye girtin ku, jiyan hewqas an\u00eene \u00fb \u00e7espandine ber s\u00eenor\u00ea mirin\u00ea, hewqas hatiye d\u00eenkirin, ev rew\u015f ji bo \u015fore\u015f\u00ea her derfet \u00fb \u00e7alakiy\u00ea t\u00eak\u00fbz bi te dide h\u00eeskirin. Ma \u00e7ima w\u00ea tu f\u00eam nek\u00ee? Ger ku rast\u00een hewqas sot\u00eener bin, bijarteka rizgariy\u00ea j\u00ee ku hewqas tekane be, w\u00ea gav\u00ea bi saxlem\u00ee tuy\u00ea t\u00eakev\u00ee nava her cure kar \u00fb maf\u00ea w\u00ea bid\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ez ji y\u00ea erzan dij\u00een re, nizanim y\u00ean dib\u00eajin, \u201cem dawe\u015f\u00eeyan, me xwe nexiste zehmet\u00ea, li pey t\u00eakiliy\u00ean erzan beziyan\u2019\u2019 re dipirsim: Ma heye h\u00eem\u00ea t\u00eakiliya enzan? Nizanim t\u00ea gotin, \u201cmin xwe z\u00eade reday\u00ea!\u2019\u2019 Ma heye \u015fens\u00ea jiyan\u00ea? Ma hun dikarin bi hev re t\u00eakil\u00ee deynin? Dibe ku hinek\u00ean bib\u00eajin, \u201cem\u00ea bi ziravtir\u00een, bi r\u00eabaz\u00ean pir xas\u00fbk\u00ee bij\u00een\u2019\u2019 hebin. Diz\u00eet\u00ee, dur\u00fbt\u00ee \u00fb devlokiy\u00ea berde, bibe rasteq\u00een\u00ee, bi rast\u00eenan re were hal\u00ea l\u00ea hatin\u00ea, v\u00ea hindek ri\u015ft bigire. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee hun nikarin v\u00ea \u00eenkar bikin: Komeke p\u00ea\u015feng \u00ea ri\u015ft ango komeke ku di nava xwe de ji van tevan re \u00e7areseriy\u00ea digere, div\u00ea bi van rast\u00eenan re jiy\u00eena r\u00eajemend bizanibe. Ez b\u00eatir\u00een dikarim sedeman vebikim. Ez \u00e7i bikim ji jiyaneke ku an\u00eene ber dev\u00ea mirin\u00ea, xistine nav p\u00eavajoya mih\u00fby\u00ea \u00fb ji civaka babist\u00een w\u00eadetir birine? Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de, yek: Dijmin ji min re karek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f bike, ez dizanim w\u00ea min bibe ku der\u00ea. Dudo: Ku xwe bixap\u00eenim, ez dizanim di jiyana civak\u00ee de w\u00ea min bibe ku der\u00ea. We heya v\u00ea gav\u00ea \u00e7awa v\u00ea h\u00ees nekir? Ma di gi\u015ft\u00ee de serkeftin n\u00een e ku, bi h\u00easan\u00ee xew bikin, bi h\u00easan\u00ee xwarin bixwin! Ku em we serbest berdin, xwed\u00ea dizane hun\u00ea \u00e7i ji hev bikin?<\/p>\n

L\u00ea li vir\u00ea em ne dij\u00een, ne j\u00ee ne naj\u00een. Ger ku ev ne rast be bib\u00eajin, bib\u00eajin ku; \u201crew\u015f \u00e7awa ku tu dib\u00eaj\u00ee ne wisa ye, bijartek\u00ean wek\u00ee din j\u00ee hene!\u2019\u2019 Azadiya got\u00fbb\u00eaj\u00ea heye, hun dikarin bib\u00eajin. D\u00eesa ya gir\u00eeng ronah\u00eekirina asta p\u00ea\u015fengiya me ye \u00fb wateday\u00eena pergala t\u00eakiliya w\u00ea ye. Rast\u00eena gel wisa ye, rasteq\u00eena jiyan\u00ee ya civak ku t\u00ea de ye \u00fb nay\u00ea tebatkirin wisa ye. Ev, ew bahaneya erjeng e, ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e em rasteq\u00eena \u015fore\u015f\u00ea hemb\u00eaz bikin. PKK, li hember v\u00ea trajediya mirovat\u00ee ya ku ne dije, ne naje, ne mir\u00ee ne zind\u00ee ye \u00fb can dide, bi temam\u00ee bijarteka jiyan\u00ee ye. Da ku ji rew\u015fa pir traj\u00eek, pir rez\u00eel, pir kenok, pir tinazok, pir qedalok bifilite biriya xwe dide r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, t\u00eakiliya r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, siyaset dike \u00fb \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00e7\u00eadike. Ev tev dibine amraz.<\/p>\n

Ji bo me welatek\u00ee t\u00ea pejirandin \u00fb per\u00e7eyek ax p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Mirov li ser per\u00e7eyek ax dij\u00een. Civat\u00ean ku li hewa dij\u00een n\u00een in; li h\u00eev\u00ea j\u00ee h\u00ea c\u00ee nehatiye vekirin ku em herin li wir c\u00eebic\u00ee bibin. Di ber\u00ea de kal\u00ean te li ku der\u00ea jiyabin, w\u00ea tu li w\u00ea der\u00ea zor\u00ea bid\u00ee \u00e7aren\u00fbsa xwe. D\u00eesa nasname p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Mirov, di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ean civat\u00ean curbecur de dij\u00een. Ya te j\u00ee div\u00ea civata netew\u00ee dar\u00ee\u00e7av bibe. Nasnama civak\u00ee \u00fb nasnama \u00e7and\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. W\u00ea tu vana hindek bij\u00ee \u00fb peyda bik\u00ee. Em ji van tevan p\u00eamen in. Ku tu ji vana p\u00eamen b\u00fby\u00ee, tuy\u00ea ji mirovb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea d\u00fbr bikev\u00ee. D\u00eesa ku tu bixwaz\u00ee bij\u00ee r\u00eak ev e; \u00e7awa ku min got, r\u00eak\u00ean din y\u00ea jiyan\u00ee, r\u00eak\u00ean ne dije, ne naje ne<\/strong>. Ev ne peytek\u00ee zanist\u00ee, viyana \u015fore\u015fger ango jorsaz\u00ee filan e, rew\u015feke rasteq\u00eeniya objekt\u00eef e. Raveya rasteq\u00een \u00fb ka \u00e7ima di war\u00ea daring\u00ee de jiyan ber bi qeyranek\u00ee ve hatiye dehfdan e. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean jorsaz\u00ee y\u00ean din ango t\u00eakiliy\u00ean civak\u00ee, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ari\u015f\u00ee ji v\u00ea binkeya daring\u00ee bandor digirin. H\u00eem\u00ea daring\u00ee ku hewqas guncav n\u00een be, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jorsaz\u00ee, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean moral\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hestiyar\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f nakevin. Ji bo ku p\u00ea\u015f bikeve ten\u00ea \u015fertek heye: T\u00eakiliya \u015fore\u015fger. We f\u00eam kir? \u015eert\u00ea t\u00eakiliya \u015fore\u015fger!<\/p>\n

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Li dervey\u00ea t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee <\/strong><\/p>\n

y\u00ea ku dihizire w\u00ea bi ser x\u00eene debeng e<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ez li ser bingeh\u00ea v\u00ea tecr\u00fbbey\u00ea dib\u00eajim. Hun ji min z\u00eadetir ne bandorkar in, ne h\u00eazdar in, ne j\u00ee hi\u015fmend in. Ez h\u00ea j\u00ee ji bo t\u00eakiliy\u00ean min \u00ean bi nas\u00ean kevin re (mirov\u00ean bi temen in, heta zarok j\u00ee di nav de hene) da ku t\u00eakil\u00ee bi \u015f\u00eawazeke \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee seyr bike, qas\u00ee mirin\u00ea dikevim nava hewldanan. \u00c7ima? Yan\u00ee hun hi\u015fmend in, hun dikarin xwe\u015fik ki\u015f \u00fb mal ava bikin, ma ez nek\u00earhat\u00ee me? Di bingeh de wisa n\u00een e. Helwesta min bingeh\u00ea xwe ji \u015fayi\u015feke k\u00fbr digire. P\u00eadiviya t\u00eakiliy\u00ea ji \u015f\u00eawazeke \u015fore\u015fger re hewqas heye ku, ev hewqas diviyatiyeke ku tu di rew\u015fek\u00ea de y\u00ee ku nikar\u00ee ti\u015ftek\u00ee biram\u00ee. Y\u00ea ku dib\u00eaje, dikarim ti\u015ftek\u00ee d\u00ee diramim ango ti\u015ftek\u00ee d\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabikim, debeng e. Yek\u00ee wisa hem xwe, hem j\u00ee partiy\u00ea dixap\u00eene. Niha em we tevan hindik z\u00eade biki\u015f\u00eenin l\u00eapirs\u00een\u00ea. Em we b\u00eenin ba malbata we, ba zarok\u00ean we, ba hembajariy\u00ean we; jinek\u00ea deynin ba zilamek\u00ee, zilamek\u00ee deynin ba jinek\u00ea; w\u00ea her qas zaneb\u00fbna \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee \u00fb asta hestan b\u00ea t\u00eaperandin \u00fb b\u00ea wendakirin. Jixwe bajarvan\u00eet\u00ee pir xurt e; tax\u00eet\u00ee, ehbab-\u00e7aw\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee di jiyana me de pir bandorkar e. Hun nikarin xwe ji wan d\u00fbr bix\u00eenin. L\u00ea, li min bin\u00earin, rew\u015fa min hindek cuda ye. Bi ser\u00ea xwe j\u00ee bim\u00eenim, \u015f\u00fbngeha xwe pir \u015fidiyay\u00ee berdewam dikim. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku rew\u015fa we ya pa\u015f\u00e7avkirina \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee beriya niha \u00e7awa ku min vegot, ji ne\u00e7areseriy\u00ea re, hem j\u00ee di bin nav\u00ea partiy\u00ea de pir\u00eem dide.<\/p>\n

Yan\u00ee hewqas jiy\u00eena min a bi dis\u00eepl\u00een, her roja xwe bi temam\u00ee di rasteriya armanc\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea de derbaskirin \u00fb bazdana min \u00e7ima pir p\u00eaw\u00eest e? Va, ji v\u00ea zem\u00eena ku t\u00ea jiyandin hindek\u00ee d\u00eetir partiy\u00ea d\u00fbrhi\u015ftin ango partiy\u00ea weke r\u00eaxistineke \u015fore\u015fger p\u00ea\u015fxistin, binkeya civak\u00ee ya pa\u015fdemay\u00ee neteyisandina nava refan, pergala t\u00eakiliy\u00ean nava partiy\u00ea z\u00eadetir\u00een \u015fore\u015fvanikirin, bi w\u00ea \u015fore\u015fvan\u00eekirin\u00ea ve qeyran\u00ea re \u00e7areser\u00ee peydakirin pir p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ev j\u00ee p\u00eanaseyek e. Div\u00ea ev were t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de em ji xaleke din re zelal\u00ee b\u00eenin: \u00c7ima hest bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ean jiyandin? Ew ev\u00een\u00ea we y\u00ean ku hun p\u00eagirtiy\u00ea w\u00ea ne, \u00e7ima p\u00eak nay\u00ean? Ne eyb e, y\u00ea min j\u00ee ta ji dibistana seretay\u00ee vir ve heb\u00fbn. Di vir\u00ea de mezinah\u00ee qasi t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina \u00e7ima nay\u00ea jiyandin \u00fb wate day\u00eena w\u00ea \u00e7awa b\u00ea jiyandin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Va, mezinah\u00ee di vir de ye. Heke ku di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de, me j\u00ee weke we \u00e7ewt\u00ee kiriban, em ketibana k\u00eamasiyeke jiyan\u00ea ya bingeh\u00een, PKK \u00fb ev \u015fer nedib\u00fb, heta jiyana we j\u00ee nedib\u00fb. Bala xwe bidin\u00ea, jiyana min \u00e7awa ye? Ev yek di bin nav\u00ean c\u00fbrbic\u00fbr de weke sincpar\u00eaziyeke mezin, siyasetmedarek\u00ee mezin, mirovqencek\u00ee mezin, \u015fervanek\u00ee mezin y\u00ea nefs\u00ea, le\u015fkerek\u00ee mezin dikare b\u00ea ser ziman. Ji bo v\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku wisa be. Beriya niha min vegot; di eleyhiy\u00ea te de hewqas merc hene ku, tu ne\u00e7ar\u00ee jiyan\u00ea wisa r\u00eak\u00fbp\u00eak bik\u00ee. \u00c7ewtiy\u00ean t\u00eakiliy\u00ea \u00fb \u00e7ewtiy\u00ean mezin \u00ea jiyan\u00ea y\u00ean we tevan hene. Ger ku hun rast bi r\u00eak\u00fbp\u00eak bikin, hun nakevin nav \u00e7ewtiy\u00ean wisa.<\/p>\n

Ma min bi xwe, xwe serok \u00eelan kir? Na! Y\u00ea her\u00ee z\u00eade xwe ji v\u00ea t\u00eag\u00een\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eene ez im. Derketina p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee mirovan j\u00ee, ka ji bo min \u00e7iqas zor e, ez dizanim. L\u00ea weke takekesek\u00ee her ku ez \u015fer\u00ea xwe nexistin\u00ea didim, \u015fer\u00ea nebinketin\u00ea didim, her kes min v\u00eaga di \u015f\u00fbngeha serok de dinirx\u00eene. Her \u00e7ende ku li min zor were j\u00ee, her \u00e7iqas ez aciz j\u00ee bibim, ez ne\u00e7ar im. Ev kesayetek\u00ee ku wisa hatiye r\u00eaxistinkirin. Jixwe xwe weke serok \u00eelankirin an \u00eelannekirin gir\u00eeng n\u00een e. Ez bib\u00eajim, red dikim j\u00ee gir\u00eeng n\u00een e. Ji ber ku ev hatiye hal\u00ea rasteq\u00een \u00fb encamek\u00ea xwezay\u00ee y\u00ea jiyan\u00ea ye. K\u00ea min bijart? Ji bo min tu dem\u00ea til\u00ee raneb\u00fbne heway\u00ea. Di bingeh de p\u00eahateyeke derketib\u00fb rast\u00ea b\u00fb. Ango dah\u00fbrandin, veg\u00fbher\u00een, r\u00eaxistinb\u00fbn, \u00e7alakt\u00eeb\u00fbn di encam\u00ea de b\u00fbyereke wisa ku t\u00ea gotin serok, derxiste rast\u00ea. Ku ez ji xwe bipirsim \u00fb bib\u00eajim ka kesayetiya min, zaroktiya min li ku der\u00ea ma, ku ez bib\u00eajim ka xweperestiya min li ku der\u00ea ma, ez nikarim p\u00ea derx\u00eenim. Min xwe aniye \u015f\u00fbngeheke wisa.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de sazgeheke wisa mezin derkete rast\u00ea. Di hundir de bi her cure jiyana civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee, le\u015fker\u00ee ku hate kurtas\u00eekirin ango kesayetek, sazgehek \u00fb b\u00fbyereke \u00ead\u00ee di nava veg\u00fbher\u00een\u00ea de derbas b\u00fbye mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Wek\u00ee din \u00e7are \u00fb riya hevgirt\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea tune. Yan\u00ee tuy\u00ea wisa b\u00ee. \u00c7awa ku min got, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku nirxandin\u00ean te y\u00ean asta civak\u00ee, p\u00eanasey\u00ean dost-dijmin \u00fb di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de bi xwe re hevgirt\u00ee b\u00ee. Di encam de w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee serok.<\/p>\n

Di bingeh de peywir\u00ean we y\u00ean wisa j\u00ee hene. Peywir\u00ean we y\u00ean serokb\u00fbn\u00ea hene. Hun \u00e7awa art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00e7\u00eadikin? Ev gel\u015fa we ye. Da ku xiyanet li puxtey\u00ea nekirin, bi armanc\u00ean azadiy\u00ea re berevaj\u00ee nekevin, div\u00ea hun, ka em \u00e7awa dij\u00een bin\u00earin. Heke ku ev h\u00easan bib\u00fbya, her hal em\u00ea ji we b\u00eatir xas\u00fbk bana \u00fb di kurtebir\u00ea de ba\u015ftir\u00een jiyabana.<\/p>\n

Niha em d\u00eesa werin we: Gelo \u00e7i y\u00ea we digire heye? Di bingeh de me ji tevan re ronah\u00ee an\u00ee. Derkete zelaliy\u00ea ku di bin bandora kevne\u015fopiy\u00ean navxweyiya malbat\u00ea de ango di bin bandora \u00e7espandin\u00ean dijm\u00een \u00ean d\u00eerekt ya j\u00ee end\u00eerekt de nikarin bijin \u00fb ka \u00e7ima p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku hun werin girtin nava partiy\u00ea \u00fb part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00e7\u00eabikin. L\u00ea niha h\u00ea j\u00ee bandora bermayan heye. Li vir\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee hun qala ehbab-\u00e7aw\u00ee\u015ftiy\u00ea dikin; hun qala nep\u00ea\u015fketina t\u00eakiliy\u00ean siyas\u00ee, le\u015fker\u00ee \u00fb jiyan\u00ea dikin. Heta hinek aver\u00eakariy\u00ea dikin, bi zagon\u00ean jiyana \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee dileyizin. H\u00ea j\u00ee y\u00ean ku p\u00ea dileyizin hene. Hun\u00ea vana bikin pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean mezin. Di hal\u00ea din de ev jiyan nay\u00ea ki\u015fandin. Ev, jiyan n\u00een e. Jiyana \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee zagon\u00ean xwe y\u00ean vebir hene. Ger tu bi gora p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean van zagonan tevbiger\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bij\u00ee. Ka \u00e7ima p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun xwe erjeng perwerde bikin, ka \u00e7ima p\u00eaw\u00eest e bi gor zagon \u00fb p\u00eevan\u00ean \u015fore\u015f\u00ea xwe b\u00eenin hal\u00ea guncan pir zelal e. Ev ji bo jiy\u00eena we ye. Wek\u00ee din r\u00eak tune.<\/p>\n

Em d\u00eesa werin pirsgir\u00eaka t\u00eakiliyan. Niha bala xwe bidin ser rew\u015fa min. Rew\u015fa min di bingeh de rew\u015feke t\u00eakiliy\u00ean netew\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee, rew\u015feke t\u00eakiliy\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee, heta rew\u015feke t\u00eakil\u00eey\u00ean \u00e7and\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee \u00fb d\u00eesa rew\u015feke t\u00eakiliy\u00ean abor\u00ee ye. Teb\u00ee di kesayetiya xwe de ya ku dadih\u00fbr\u00eenim, di bingeh de dibe netewek \u00fb dibe mirovat\u00ee. L\u00ea sehaya sepandin\u00ea, em bib\u00eajin ku civat\u00ean mirov \u00ean ku em weke war\u00ea eleqeya xwe diramin. Tu nikar\u00ee v\u00ea pa\u015f\u00e7av bik\u00ee. Ji ber ku weke diviyab\u00fbna doktr\u00een \u00fb t\u00eag\u00eena serokatiy\u00ea div\u00ea ev wisa b\u00ea nirxandin. Ba\u015f e, ya we \u00e7awa ye? Temam, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de xwe gihandina min a zelaliy\u00ea hindek p\u00ea\u015f ketiye. Ger ku hun, di bin roniya v\u00ea de li xwe bin\u00earin, y\u00ea we bi piran\u00ee ya xwe peydanekirin ya j\u00ee xwe kirina axay\u00ea bermay\u00ean ked\u00ea, xwe kirina burjuvaziy\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk \u00ea \u00e7avleq ya j\u00ee kevin\u00ea berhemkirin e. Hilber\u00eena kevin dibe s\u00eexurtiya objekt\u00eef. Ger tu z\u00eade p\u00eakol\u00ee bik\u00ee, w\u00ea ev heya xiyanet\u00ea here. Her rew\u015f\u00ean hingof\u00ee, ji ber bi p\u00eakol\u00ee berdewamkirina gel\u015fa bermayan p\u00ea\u015f dikeve.<\/p>\n

Dubare bala xwe bidin dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean serokatiy\u00ea: Serokat\u00ee ji heft saliya xwe ta \u00eero xwe \u00e7awa girtiye dest? Div\u00ea zarokek \u00e7awa mezin bibe, d\u00ea \u00fb bav \u00e7awa bin, w\u00ea jinek \u00e7awa be, w\u00ea zilamek \u00e7awa be, damezrakek w\u00ea \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, w\u00ea hilkeftina r\u00eaxistineke \u015fore\u015fgeri \u00e7awa be? Di van dah\u00fbr\u00eenan de ji van pirsan re bers\u00eev\u00ean mezintir\u00een t\u00ean day\u00een. D\u00eesa ger hun bib\u00eajin, \u201cev me z\u00eade eleqedar nake, em\u00ea disa ya xwe bixw\u00eenim\u2019\u2019, w\u00ea dem\u00ea t\u00ea v\u00ea watey\u00ea ku bi mesoger\u00ee hun bi gora teoriya ker\u00eetiy\u00ea dij\u00een. Hun dizanin, her \u00ea ku t\u00ea li ker\u00ea siwar dibe, bar li pi\u015fta w\u00ea dike. Ma ji dest\u00ean ker\u00ea wek\u00ee din ti\u015ftek t\u00ea? Ker e ev, erka ker\u00ea ev e. Yan j\u00ee bi gora teoriya ku\u00e7iktiy\u00ea w\u00ea b\u00ea jiyandin. Di bingeh de ku\u00e7ik\u00ean ba\u015f hene, ku\u00e7ik\u00ean k\u00earnay\u00eat\u00ee hene. Bi hev \u00fb d\u00ee ketin, di nava r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de bi hev nekirin, di nava r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de nehatina pergal\u00ea bi gora v\u00ea teoriy\u00ea jiyandin\u00ea \u00e7espandin e. Jixwe dijmin nav le v\u00ea dan\u00eeye: Zagona ku\u00e7ik berdana hev! Di v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea de t\u00ea v\u00ea watey\u00ea ku bi gora w\u00ee dij\u00ee. \u00c7i maf\u00ea kes\u00ee ji v\u00ea re tune. Da ku em bi van re \u015fer bikin, em part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea p\u00eak t\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

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Maf\u00ea jiyan\u00ea<\/strong><\/p>\n

Maf\u00ea \u015fer e<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bi van tevan t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftin ec\u00eab e. D\u00eesa didim diyarkirin, hinek qet naxwazin t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Ger t\u00eanegih\u00eejin, ev tev w\u00ea b\u00ean gotin \u00fb hem j\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean w\u00ea b\u00eane bic\u00eean\u00een. Bi misoger\u00ee em\u00ea li xwe b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee nedin kirin. Baldar bin: Ez h\u00ea j\u00ee \u00e7awa dij\u00eem, ez li ku dera jiyana civak\u00ee me? Li ciyek\u00ee ez j\u00ee mil\u00eetan im. Mil\u00eetan li ku dera jiyana civak\u00ee ye, bi k\u00eejan pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean jiyana civak\u00ee re mijul dibe, di k\u00eejan ast\u00ea de seyr dike? Bi v\u00ee hal\u00ee xwe j\u00ee, xwe bi h\u00easan\u00ee naecib\u00eenim. Ez hizir dikim ku hindek behremendiy\u00ean min derketine rast\u00ea. Di nava civak\u00ea de, li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee gel, kesayetiy\u00ean wek we, li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee mirov\u00ean ji her nijad\u00ee q\u00eemeta ku t\u00ea day\u00een heye. L\u00ea ez bi v\u00ea ba\u015f amil n\u00een im, xwe di \u015f\u00fbngeheke pir nebes de dib\u00eenim. Tim \u00fb tim li ser\u00ea diramim. Ji xwe re dib\u00eajim, ka ba\u015ftir\u00een \u00e7awa dikarim derxim rast\u00ea. \u00c7ima? Div\u00ea li ser v\u00ea b\u00ea hizirandin. Her ku em hewqas gohdar\u00ee dikin, Her ku hewqas em digirine bal\u00ea, tev\u00ee ku rasteq\u00eena me h\u00ea j\u00ee wisa be, div\u00ea hindek encam\u00ean ku hun j\u00ea derdixin hebin. Kar hewqas h\u00easan n\u00een in, jiyan hewqas h\u00easan n\u00een e. Hun\u00ea bi jiyaneke azad \u00fb ku t\u00ea pejirandin t\u00eabigih\u00eejin.<\/p>\n

Hun \u00e7ima b\u00fbne \u015fore\u015fger? \u015eore\u015feriyeke bi cur\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea da ku b\u00ea pejirandin, qas\u00ee mitlaq t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina ka jiyan \u00e7awa t\u00ea qetilkirin, ger berdewamkirina jiyan\u00ea t\u00ea xwestin, di hundir\u00ea s\u00eenor\u00ean azadiy\u00ea de hem zaneb\u00fbn \u00fb p\u00eelan, hem j\u00ee bi hewldan p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa b\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fdebirin\u00ea, div\u00ea hun p\u00eabawer bin ku karibin di nava partiy\u00ea de bij\u00een. Nexwe w\u00ea jiyan bibe \u00ee\u015fkenceyeke mezin; di asteke pir b\u00eaesil, b\u00eaberpirsiyar\u00ee, weke serser\u00ee \u00fb xwe kirina bar de b\u00ea jiyandin \u00fb ev qet nay\u00ea pejirandin. Dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean partiy\u00ea, dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea \u00fb yekser dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ean t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea, di bingeh de t\u00ea wetaya t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina jiyana me di nava PKK\u2019\u00ea de. Hun ji min ne z\u00eadetir aqilmend in \u00fb ji min z\u00eadetir maf\u00ean we di jiyan\u00ea de nabe. Jixwe ya ku derdikeve rast\u00ea j\u00ee, hindek ev e. Maf\u00ea jiyan\u00ea li ku der\u00ea ye? Maf\u00ea jiyan\u00ea maf\u00ea \u015fer e, maf\u00ea \u00e7alakiy\u00ea ye. Maf\u00ea \u00e7alakiy\u00ea, maf\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ye; maf\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea j\u00ee, maf\u00ea perwerdehiy\u00ea ye, maf \u00fb peywira xwe \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea ye. Ev j\u00ee di bingeh de ji peywir\u00ea z\u00eadetir mafek e<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Ez v\u00ea bigih\u00eenim zelaliy\u00ea: Hun part\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea weke peywirek\u00ee ne\u00e7ar\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alakiy\u00ea j\u00ee weke peywirek\u00ee t\u00eanegih\u00eejin. Div\u00ea hun bi \u00e7av\u00ean maf\u00ea p\u00eeroz l\u00ea binerin. Maf<\/strong> \u00e7i ye? Maf, kiryarek e ku mirov her\u00ee z\u00eade dixwaze, \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea heyin\u00ea<\/strong> ye. Yan\u00ee maf\u00ea we y\u00ea b\u00fbna r\u00eaxistin\u00ea heye; maf\u00ea we y\u00ea \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea heye, ne peywira we. Peywir hindek diviyat\u00ee \u00fb dana \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea di hundir\u00ea xwe de peyda dike. Di bingeh de hatina we ya v\u00ea rew\u015f\u00ea p\u00eak nehatiye ango beriya v\u00ea div\u00ea hun weke mafek\u00ee t\u00eabigih\u00eejin. Hun bib\u00eajin, \u201c\u00e7i bextewar\u00ee ye ku maf\u00ea r\u00eaxistinb\u00fbn, part\u00eeb\u00fbn \u00fb \u00e7alakiy\u00ea bi min hate day\u00een!\u2019\u2019 Jixwe ger hun bala xwe bidin\u00ea, min bigirin dest, hinek \u015fervan\u00ean di nava me de dib\u00eajin, \u201cmaf\u00ea bi \u00e7ekb\u00fby\u00een \u00fb r\u00eaxistinb\u00fbn\u00ea mafek\u00ee mezin e!\u2019\u2019 Teb\u00ee hinek j\u00ee dest dat\u00eenin ser maf\u00ea, wisa talankar\u00ee dikin. Ev cuda ye. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku bi part\u00eeb\u00fbn \u00fb di bingeh\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea de mezinb\u00fbn\u00ea weke mafet\u00ee t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin \u00fb day\u00eena v\u00ee maf\u00ea j\u00ee, div\u00ea di v\u00ea \u00e7ar\u00e7ovey\u00ea de b\u00ea bidestgirtin. Pi\u015ftre weke peywirek\u00ee t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin gavek\u00ee duyem\u00een e. Peywira her kes\u00ee ye; \u00e7alak\u00ee, r\u00eaxistinkirin \u00fb bi r\u00ea ve birin pi\u015ft\u00ee v\u00ee maf\u00ee te.<\/p>\n

Ger b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, ev tev weke p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean jiyaneke xedar hate daxistin, ne diviyatiyek e. Ji ne\u00e7ariy\u00ea w\u00eadetir (ev j\u00ee heye) dilit\u00ee \u00fb erez\u00fbyeke mezin mijara gotin\u00ea ye. Wek\u00ee din riyeka me n\u00een e. Ev hem\u00fb hinek j\u00ee dibine puxteya PKK\u2019\u00ea. Dibine h\u00eem\u00ea PKK\u2019b\u00fby\u00een\u00ea. Y\u00ean ku v\u00ea p\u00eak nay\u00eene, y\u00ean ku bi PKK\u2019b\u00fby\u00eene wisa t\u00eanagih\u00eeje, di babet\u00ean din de \u00e7iqas bib\u00eaje p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee me, di bingeh de vala ye. Yek\u00ee wisa nikare bibe PKK\u2019y\u00ee ango z\u00fb-dereng w\u00ea bibe bela, bibe helperest \u00fb halant\u00eaderek j\u00ea derkeve.<\/p>\n

Ez hizir dikim ku \u00ead\u00ee em dest bi t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina hinek ti\u015ftan dikin. Di aliy\u00ea rasteq\u00eena civak\u00ee de, hun dib\u00eajin ti\u015ft\u00ean b\u00ean ronah\u00eekirin hene. Her hal hun asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ean nava ref\u00ean partiy\u00ea \u00fb jiyana civak\u00ee tevl\u00eehev dikin. Da ku zelal bibe me vana da diyarkirin. Jiyana me di aliy\u00ea hedefan de \u00fb di aliy\u00ea pergalek\u00ee \u00e7awa de civak\u00ee ye. Armancek\u00ee xwe y\u00ea civak\u00ee heye. L\u00ea v\u00ea gav\u00ea b\u00fbye jiyaneke bi ponij\u00een a siyas\u00ee \u00fb heta le\u015fker\u00ee. Yan\u00ee di jiyana me de armanca civak\u00ee heye, heta em ji bo armanca civak\u00ee ya her\u00ee azad hene. L\u00ea ji bo gih\u00ee\u015ftina w\u00ea j\u00ee, di v\u00ea gav\u00ea de em siyas\u00ee ne, ji v\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00eadetir di v\u00ea gav\u00ea de em tam le\u015fker\u00ee ne. \u00c7ima ? Ji ber ku di b\u00ee\u00e7imek\u00ee erjeng de em siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee nebin, em nikarin bigih\u00eejin armanca jiyana civak\u00ee. Ma p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee heye ku em van t\u00eag\u00eenan ronah\u00ee bikin \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f bixin? T\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina we w\u00ea zor nebe. Ji ber ku bo gih\u00ee\u015ftina jiyana civak\u00ee azad, bi misoger\u00ee div\u00ea di asteke bilind de jiyana le\u015fker\u00ee b\u00ea jiy\u00een.<\/p>\n

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Ger tu jiyana civak\u00ee ya azad dixwaz\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

W\u00ea tu zagona Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea bisep\u00een\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Le\u015fkert\u00ee \u00e7i ye? Le\u015fkert\u00ee, zora her\u00ee r\u00eaxistinkir\u00ee ye. Zor \u00e7i ye? Zor, p\u00eerika civaka kevin a ku avis\u00ea civakeke n\u00fb ye, amraz\u00ea dana zay\u00eena w\u00ea ye. Dikare b\u00ea gotin ku, ev ji bo me belk\u00ee j\u00ee amrazek\u00ee her\u00ee z\u00eade p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Amraza zor j\u00ee, amraza art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea ye. Art\u00ea\u015f, r\u00eaxistina \u015fer e. Qas\u00ee ji bo rakirina tevah\u00ee astengan, model\u00ea p\u00ea\u015feng y\u00ea avakirina civakeke n\u00fb ye. Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee art\u00ea\u015f, w\u00ea tu art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbne bizanib\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee siyas\u00ee. Ger tu wisa b\u00fby\u00ee, bi iht\u00eemalake mezin tu dikar\u00ee bi jiyana civak\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eakiliy\u00ea t\u00eabigih\u00eej\u00ee. Ev zagonek e<\/strong>; zagona \u015fore\u015fa Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ango \u015fore\u015fa PKK\u2019\u00ea. Y\u00ean din qet p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee bi v\u00ea nab\u00eenin. M\u00eenak komek partiy\u00ean din j\u00ee heb\u00fbn, vana qet biryara le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea nedane. Vana h\u00ea ji \u015ferkirin\u00ea re heyam peyda nekirine. Em ji van re dib\u00eajin vesaz\u00eepar\u00eaz. P\u00eaw\u00eest n\u00een e b\u00ea gotin vesaz\u00eepar\u00eaz j\u00ee. Ev di bingeh de di bin \u00e7erxa m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea de heb\u00fbn \u00fb tuneb\u00fbna wan yek e, nav hey\u00ee, l\u00ea bi xwe tuney\u00ee ne. Ger ku tu dixwaz\u00ee di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de ber bi jiyaneke t\u00ea pejirandin, hindek azad, xwed\u00ee nasname \u00fb viyana puxtey\u00ee ve her\u00ee, tu ne\u00e7ar \u00ee bib\u00ee le\u015fker. Bi her away\u00ee derfet\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ea \u015fer, h\u00eaza p\u00ea\u015feng, part\u00ee, perwerde \u00fb bi her curey\u00ee amadekar\u00ee, d\u00eesa ber bi \u00e7\u00fby\u00eene ve j\u00ee ku te \u015fer\u00ea w\u00ea j\u00ee p\u00eak an\u00ee, tu dikar\u00ee w\u00ee nav\u00ee li xwe bik\u00ee; yani dikar\u00ee hilkeftina jiyana civak\u00ee \u00e7\u00eabik\u00ee. Dikar\u00ee hindek t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jiyana civak\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f bix\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Niha hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, ev kar pir zor e; l\u00ea ev zagonek\u00ea Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea ye, yan\u00ee zagon\u00ea jiyan\u00ea. Ger tu azad\u00ee dixwaz\u00ee, ev wisa ye. Na, tu tevl\u00eeheviy\u00ea dixwaz\u00ee, helperestiy\u00ea dixwaz\u00ee, ew ti\u015ftek\u00ee din e. Hun dizanin tam j\u00ee di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de, di nava ref\u00ean me de hinek serik derketin rast\u00ea. Me di aliy\u00ea pa\u015fdemay\u00eena civak\u00ee de tewanbar kirin \u00fb gotin ku ew bi xwe ser\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fketina civak\u00ee diki\u015f\u00eenin. \u00ced\u00eeayeke xwe y\u00ea d\u00ee j\u00ee, dib\u00eajin hun pir hi\u015fkereq in \u00fb jiy\u00een\u00ea nizanin. Hin r\u00eakistin\u00ean din j\u00ee v\u00ea yek\u00ea di b\u00ee\u00e7imek\u00ee \u015f\u00eanber de liyaq\u00ea me d\u00eetin. Niha ez dizanim di hundir\u00ea binkeya me de pa\u015fdemay\u00eeneke civak\u00ee ya \u00e7awa heye. R\u00eaxistin\u00ean d\u00ee \u00e7awa dij\u00een em ji wan re bih\u00ealin. L\u00ea y\u00ean ku di nava me de ne, gava ku dib\u00eajin jiy\u00een\u00ea hun nizanin, ka em hindek wate bidin, ew \u00e7awa dij\u00een.<\/p>\n

Hun dizanin, hin t\u00eep\u00ean halant\u00eader, yan\u00ee t\u00eep\u00ean ku dixwestin PKK\u2019\u00ea feli\u015f\u00eenin derketin. \u00ced\u00eeaya wan a her\u00ee bingeh\u00een, digotin di nava partiy\u00ea de jiyaneke ku takekesan t\u00earb\u00fby\u00ee bike n\u00een e, jiyan pir razber e \u00fb weke robotek\u00ee ye \u00fb div\u00ea jiyana civak\u00ee b\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin. Di vir\u00ea de bi taybet\u00ee gava ku t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam dib\u00fb mijara gotin\u00ea, xwe weke pispor\u00ean jiyana civak\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f dikirin. Di bingeh de siv\u00eelb\u00fbneke erjeng e; me ji v\u00ea re got, siv\u00eelb\u00fbn.<\/p>\n

Ka we \u00e7iqas l\u00ea\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea p\u00eak aniye, ew j\u00ee bi got\u00fbb\u00eaj e. Me, h\u00ea bi rast\u00ee \u00fb durust\u00ee ger\u00eelab\u00fbn u art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn\u00ea p\u00eak neaniye. Ew h\u00ea gava xwe ya yekem\u00een neav\u00eatiye nava le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea, di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de berpirsiyariyeke her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbcik sermil nekiriye, ji v\u00ea reviyaye. L\u00ea, li ser me \u00e7awa jiyaneke civak\u00ee di\u00e7esip\u00eene. Bi \u00eeht\u00eemaleke mezin ve\u015fart\u00ee h\u00eetab\u00ea wan \u00e7emk\u00ean jiyana civak\u00ee y\u00ean kevin \u00ea piraniya we dike. Di bingeh de ne hinek ten\u00ea, dixwazin w\u00ea rew\u015fa bi belav\u00ee t\u00ea jiyandin har bikin. Rast e, ji ber ku me gelekan girtiye nav jiyana siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee, di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de me jiyana civak\u00ee pir feli\u015fandiye. \u00c7awa ku beriya niha min vegot, em jiyana hoveber \u00fb z\u00eade hat\u00ee herzkirin red dikin. L\u00ea me, h\u00ea jiyana civak\u00ee ya azad j\u00ee p\u00eak neaniye. Yan\u00ee n\u00eavenga v\u00ea n\u00een e. Ne em xwed\u00ee axeke hat\u00ee qezenckir\u00ee ne, ne j\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fketineke di asta gel de ya azad hat\u00ee qezenckir\u00ee heye. Ba\u015f e, w\u00ea \u00e7i bibe? W\u00ea di asta siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee ya ponij\u00een de seyr bike. Weke r\u00eap\u00eevaneke v\u00ee kar\u00ee w\u00ea wisa be. Nim\u00fbne di gelek \u015fore\u015fan de wisa ye. Bin\u00earin di d\u00eerok\u00ea de gelek dewlet hatine avakirin. Heta li art\u00ea\u015fa Yen\u00ee\u00e7eri ya Osmaniyan bin\u00earin. Di sal\u00ean avakirin \u00fb mezinkirina \u00eemparatoriy\u00ea de Yen\u00ee\u00e7er\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe y\u00ean civak\u00ee \u00fb malbati n\u00een in. H\u00eazek\u00ee bi ponij\u00een le\u015fker\u00ee ne, hem j\u00ee h\u00eaz\u00ean \u00e7et\u00een y\u00ea w\u00ea qonax\u00ea ne. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean wan \u00ea malbat\u00ee n\u00een in. Tu kes d\u00ea \u00fb bav\u00ea xwe nizane. Tev zarok\u00ean niqandin\u00ea ne. Zewaca wan n\u00een e. Hizir dikim ku ev panzdeh sala didome.<\/p>\n

Ez nab\u00eajim, em v\u00ee esas bigirin. Di d\u00eerok\u00ea de, di gelek art\u00ea\u015fan de rew\u015feke wisa mijara gotin\u00ea ye. \u00c7ima? Ji ber peywir\u00ean mezin y\u00ea w\u00ea qonax\u00ea hene, p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee ji art\u00ea\u015f\u00ea re p\u00eadiv\u00ee heye. Van m\u00eenakan z\u00eadekirin gengaz e. Niha ji bo me kar b\u00eatir\u00een xedar e. Ger ku em hindek bibin le\u015fker, em\u00ea karibin hinek ti\u015ftan rizgar bikin. Heke ku tu ji le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea, ji siyaseta w\u00ea derket\u00ee, tu kole y\u00ee. Qet ti\u015ftek di dest\u00ean te de nam\u00eene. Em dizanin ku ka \u00e7i me ber bi le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea ve dehf dide. Me jiyana le\u015fker\u00ee bi dil\u00ea xwe nebijart. Da ku em ji \u00eemhay\u00ea bifilitin me bijart. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee, da ku em ji rew\u015fa der\u00eaxistina mirov\u00ee rizgar bibin, me nih\u00ear\u00ee ku em b\u00fbne \u00e7alakvan. Nexwe min p\u00eal\u00ea m\u00eeroyek\u00ee j\u00ee nedikir, ditirsiyam. Niha berpirsiyar\u00ea \u201cr\u00eaxistina her\u00ee z\u00eade xw\u00een dir\u00eaje\u2019\u2019 me ango ji n\u00een\u00ea destp\u00eakirim \u00fb v\u00ee kar\u00ee hindek p\u00ea\u015f xistim. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku ne\u00e7ariy\u00ean jiyan\u00ea min ki\u015fandin vir\u00ea. Nexwe her kes dikar\u00ee \u00e7ek bi kar b\u00eene, l\u00ea min nekar\u00ee. Belk\u00ee her kes dikarib\u00fb bibe \u015ferkerek\u00ee ba\u015f, l\u00ea ez nedib\u00fbm. Weke wilfeke giyan\u00ee ev wisa b\u00fb. L\u00ea niha li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea, gava ku zora Tirk dibe mijara gotin\u00ea, li hember w\u00ee berxwedana her\u00ee mezin a di d\u00eerok\u00ea de bi r\u00ea ve dibim. Ev \u00e7awa dibe? Ji ne\u00e7ariy\u00ea, ji ber ku riyeka din nehat\u00ee peydakirin. Dijmin wisa ye. Ger tu jiyan dixwaz\u00ee, zor be j\u00ee w\u00ea tu wisa biriya xwe bid\u00ee ser. Ji ber ku ez hindek hi\u015fmend b\u00fbm \u00fb min nedixwest xwe bi rasteq\u00eenan bidim tinazekirin, min biriya xwe da pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee. Ger tu hi\u015fmend b\u00ee \u00fb dixwaz\u00ee bij\u00ee, ev wisa ye. Tu bib\u00ee sextekar, bib\u00ee firar\u00ee, w\u00ea tu bid\u00ee xapandin, bixap\u00ee \u00fb birev\u00ee. Ma qet dikar\u00ee qezenc bik\u00ee? Hevgirt\u00ee b\u00ee, w\u00ea dem\u00ea\u00a0 w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee le\u015fkerek\u00ee erjeng.<\/p>\n

Ez di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de h\u00ea j\u00ee bi we \u015fa\u015f dibim. Ez dib\u00eajim div\u00ea hun ji min b\u00eatir bibin le\u015fker. Ji ber ku ez hindek bi b\u00eerdoziy\u00ea, hindek bi jiyana civak\u00ee \u00fb siyas\u00ee mijul dibim. L\u00ea y\u00ean wek we bi temam\u00ee le\u015fkertiy\u00ea ve mijul dibin. Ji ber bi war\u00ea le\u015fker\u00ee ve mijulb\u00fbn \u00e7\u00eadibe, dikarin ji min z\u00eadetir bibin le\u015fker; di mijara her cure art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn \u00fb \u015fer\u00ea ger\u00eela de bibin pispor. Ev pi\u015fey\u00ea we y\u00ea esas e.<\/p>\n

Niha ez ji vir\u00ea dinih\u00earim; pirsgir\u00eakek\u00ee le\u015fker\u00ee, pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean her\u00eameke ger\u00eela, ji serle\u015fker\u00ea w\u00ea der\u00ea deh qet ba\u015ftir dib\u00eenim. W\u00ea dem\u00ea ew serle\u015fker di bingeh de ji le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ea pir d\u00fbr e. Va, ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea bi ser nax\u00eene, ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea art\u00ea\u015f ava nake. Ku qas\u00ee min ne\u00e7ariya v\u00ea h\u00ees bike, jiyan ten\u00ea \u00fb mitlaq di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de dikare b\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een p\u00eabawer be, di bingeh de dikare art\u00ea\u015f ava bike. Hewqas derfet ketine dest\u00ean w\u00ee. Me ji n\u00een\u00ea dest p\u00ea kir \u00fb van derfet\u00ean \u015fer derxiste rast\u00ea. Bi wan derfet\u00ean di dest de hey\u00ee dikare destanan biafir\u00eene. L\u00ea ket\u00ee \u00fb serser\u00ee ye; di bingeh de diviyatiy\u00ea j\u00ee, azadiy\u00ea j\u00ee nab\u00eene. Her wiha van karan wisa avar\u00ea dike \u00fb dibe.<\/p>\n

Y\u00ean ku nabin le\u015fker\u00ee, bi gelemper\u00eetir y\u00ean ku nabine siyas\u00ee, di v\u00ee aliy\u00ea de xwe p\u00ea\u015f nax\u00eenin, ne dikarin bibin r\u00eaveberek\u00ee ba\u015f \u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, ne j\u00ee serle\u015fkerek\u00ee ba\u015f. Piran\u00ee asta ku dij\u00een ev e. Ba\u015f e, ez \u00e7ima b\u00eatir cewaz im? Cewaziya min, ji ber ku t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina min p\u00eawend\u00eedar e bi rasteq\u00eenan ve \u00fb ji ber berpirsiyariy\u00ea t\u00ea. Ji ajalb\u00fbn\u00ea re na, ji tuneb\u00fbn\u00ea re na, ji \u015f\u00fbngeha \u201cne dije ne naje\u2019\u2019 re na! Qet nebe wez\u00ea xwe bi h\u00easan\u00ee nekim \u00eam. Bi van hestan q\u00eemeta t\u00eakiliy\u00ea bizanibe, q\u00eemeta her civat\u00ea bizanibe! Ba\u015f perwerde bibe, ba\u015f bibe le\u015fker, \u00e7ekek\u00ee ba\u015f bipar\u00eaze, ba\u015f bi dest bixe \u00fb ba\u015f bi kar b\u00eene. Bi kurtas\u00ee, her cure derfet\u00ee ba\u015f binirx\u00eene! Fersend\u00ea ba\u015f bib\u00eene \u00fb biriya xwe bid\u00ea. A rast ev e. Heke ku ev bi we re p\u00ea\u015f nakevin \u00e7ima? Hindek serser\u00eet\u00ee, hindek xeflet \u00fb di bingeh de hindek kolet\u00ee heye. Em li bandor\u00ean giran y\u00ean m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee din\u00earin. Civak, jixwe bi qedal e, kesan ji armanc werdigire. Bi van ve dibe ku ez bi v\u00ea t\u00eadigih\u00eejim: T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku le\u015fkerb\u00fbn\u00ee pir diviyat\u00ee ye. Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de ji bo t\u00eakiliyeke civak\u00ee ku hindek bi nam\u00fbs \u00fb r\u00fbmet \u00a0gelek p\u00eadiv\u00ee heye.<\/p>\n

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Her ti\u015ft\u00ean ku xwemal\u00ea kevin in<\/strong><\/p>\n

eyb, kir\u00eat, xirab \u00fb \u00e7ewt in<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Niha da ku hun ba\u015ftir\u00een t\u00eabigih\u00eejin, ji asta t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb hestan re ku bi we tevan eyan e \u00fb belk\u00ee j\u00ee pir hesreta w\u00ea t\u00ea ki\u015fandin, hindek zelal\u00ee b\u00eenim. Me, v\u00ea tim\u00ee got: Ji hest\u00ean erzan r\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest\u00ee n\u00een e, derfet n\u00een e. Qirkirineke hest \u00fb hezkirin\u00ea heye. Gava ku dijmin li te xistiye, di heman dem\u00ea de hestb\u00fbn, hatina hezkirin\u00ea \u00fb heta gir\u00eena te ya asay\u00ee ya mirovan\u00ee j\u00ee asteng kiriye. Xwe li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee m\u00eat\u00eengeran h\u00eas bikin: Hun\u00ea ne bikenin, ne j\u00ee bigir\u00een. Xwe li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee serbaz\u00ean Tirk h\u00ees bike: Ne dikar\u00ee biken\u00ee, ne j\u00ee dikar\u00ee bigir\u00ee; weke p\u00fbtek\u00ee bisekin\u00ee. T\u00ea v\u00ea watey\u00ea ku m\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee ji hesteke asay\u00ee re j\u00ee c\u00ee nade. Mirov dixwaze wate bide rew\u015fa t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb hestb\u00fbn\u00ean we. Ez j\u00ee wisa b\u00fbm, l\u00ea min xwe dah\u00fbr\u00eenand \u00fb hatim \u00eero. H\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea hest\u00ean mezin, \u015fer\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea bi r\u00ea ve dibim. Ji bo min bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee pir zor e. Gava ku her roj biriya didim pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean le\u015fkertiy\u00ea, art\u00ea\u015fb\u00fbn\u00ea \u00fb \u015fer, di aliy\u00ea din de t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xw\u00eengerm p\u00ea\u015f dixim. Div\u00ea ji van zarok\u00ean me \u00e7awa b\u00ea hezkirin? T\u00eakiliy\u00ean vana \u00e7awa ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean \u201cker\u2019\u2019 ango \u201czagona ku\u00e7ik\u2019\u2019 b\u00ea derxistin \u00fb vegerandin t\u00eakiliy\u00ean mirovan\u00ee \u00fb t\u00ean pejirandin. Ji v\u00ea re di radeyeke nay\u00ea bawerkirin de eleqe radibih\u00eesim \u00fb ji bo p\u00ea\u015fxistin\u00ea hewl didim. Ji ber ku di rast\u00ea de hewqas \u00e7espandina t\u00eakiliyan hene ku, hinekan ber bi xiyanet\u00ea, hinekan ber bi ker\u00eetiy\u00ea \u00fb hinekan j\u00ee ber bi her cure ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ea ve dibe. Yek j\u00ee pir kir\u00eat e. D\u00eeqat bikin, di \u00e7alakiya me de taybetmendiya ji kir\u00eatiy\u00ea rev heye. Ev, pir \u015f\u00eanber e.<\/p>\n

Her ku ez xwe nas dikim, bi ya min kesek p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku net biaxive, z\u00fb bime\u015fe \u00fb baz bide, armanc\u00ea xwe bi zelal\u00ee dax\u00eesne rast\u00ea, xwe\u015fik \u00fb pir k\u00ea\u015fvan be. Ez, ji mirov\u00ean ne wisa tim direvim. P\u00eaw\u00eest e pir \u015f\u00eanber b\u00ea diyarkirin: Egera her\u00ee bingeh\u00een a ku me diki\u015f\u00eene nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea, di ser\u00ee de nava malbat \u00fb haw\u00eerdor\u00ea de ew kir\u00eatiya ku me d\u00eet \u00fb berteka ku me li hember w\u00ea raber kir b\u00fb. Min li jin \u00fb zilam dinih\u00ear\u00ee, tev b\u00eerdar\u00ean kir\u00eatiy\u00ea b\u00fbn. H\u00ea j\u00ee tev di hi\u015f\u00ean min de ne. Min li t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wan dinih\u00ear\u00ee, bi kir\u00eat\u00ee b\u00fbn. Min digot, wey xwed\u00ea! Min li c\u00eenaran dinih\u00ear\u00ee \u00fb wisa digot; h\u00ea j\u00ee piraniya wan t\u00ean b\u00eera min: \u00c7awa t\u00eakil\u00ee, \u00e7awa jiyanek, \u00e7i eybek mezin e \u00fb ev \u00e7awa v\u00ea jiyan\u00ea layiq\u00ea xwe dib\u00eenin? \u00c7awa ku min got, \u00e7\u00eeroka v\u00ea dir\u00eaj e, div\u00ea wek\u00ee din b\u00ea vegotin.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee van tevan ez ki\u015fandim ber bi \u015fore\u015f\u00ea \u00fb partiya \u015fore\u015f\u00ea ve. Bi w\u00ea \u015fermkirin\u00ea ve arastey\u00ea \u015fore\u015f\u00ea b\u00fbm. Hun ji ber v\u00ea \u015ferm\u00ea, ji ber w\u00ea \u015ferm\u00ea hatin nava \u015fore\u015f\u00ea. Jixwe welat\u00ea we hatiye w\u00earankirin, jxwe gel\u00ea we rew\u015fa bi her cure \u015fermkirin \u00fb qedal\u00ea dije. Eyb\u00ean we y\u00ean mezin hene. Weke ku di asta gelemper\u00ee de wisa ye, di yekeya malbat\u00ea de j\u00ee wisa ye. Yan\u00ee hun li ku der\u00ea bin\u00earin, eyb, eyb, eyb; kir\u00eat, kir\u00eat, kir\u00eat; xirab, xirab, xirab; \u00e7ewt, \u00e7ewt, \u00e7ewt! Li hember van tevan \u015fer w\u00ea te biki\u015f\u00eene ku der\u00ea ve? Ev w\u00ea te biki\u015f\u00eenin ba\u015fiyan, rastiyan \u00fb xwe\u015fiktiyan. Va, jiyan yek j\u00ee di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de hatiye sekinandin \u00fb di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de w\u00ea tu zor\u00ea li jiyan\u00ea bik\u00ee. Bi wan t\u00eag\u00eenan xwe l\u00eapirs\u00een bike. Hun li ku dera xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea ne? K\u00eejan aliy\u00ea we y\u00ea ne xwar, k\u00eejan aliy\u00ea we y\u00ea ne \u00e7ewt, k\u00eejan aliy\u00ea we y\u00ea ji r\u00ea derneket\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7i ti\u015ft\u00ea we y\u00ea p\u00ea nehat\u00ee leyistin maye? Ez dikarim we yeko yeko rakim \u00fb l\u00eapirs\u00een bikim. Ev zor n\u00een e. Ez dikarim n\u00ee\u015fan bidim ku ka hun \u00e7iqas niqoy\u00ea \u00e7ewt\u00ee, kir\u00eat\u00ee \u00fb b\u00ea\u015fermiy\u00ea b\u00fbne.<\/p>\n

Ez h\u00eaza xwe ji ku der\u00ea werdigirim? Bala xwe bidin\u00ea: Weke kesek\u00ee di derketina min de ne \u00e7ekek, ne j\u00ee pere heb\u00fb. Ger bal b\u00ea day\u00een, min bi asta n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya xwe h\u00eaz qezenc kir: H\u00eaza bandorkirina mirovan. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee qir\u00fb\u015fek per\u00ea min \u00fb yek fi\u015fekek j\u00ee tuneb\u00fb, deyndar b\u00fbm. Yek ferdek\u00ee malbat\u00ea ku karibe min bigire neb\u00fb. L\u00ea tevi v\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee ger ku ez b\u00fbme yek\u00ee pir bandorkar, sedem\u00ean v\u00ea l\u00eakol\u00een bikin. Hun nikarin bib\u00eajin, \u201cte wiha kir, te wisa kir, te me ango dijmin xapand!\u2019\u2019 Na, weke ku em bi dijminek\u00ee her\u00ee z\u00eade nay\u00ea xapandin re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb ne, bi kes\u00ean weke we y\u00ean her\u00ee nay\u00ean xapandin re r\u00fb bi r\u00fb ne. Hun pir materyal\u00eest in, heke berjewendiy\u00ean we nebe, hun gavek j\u00ee nav\u00eajin. Di bingeh de bi we z\u00eade viyan \u00fb romant\u00eezm n\u00een e. Hun pir berjewenperest in. Hemin ji ber\u00a0 berjiwendiy\u00ean we dest didin, hun hinek gavan dav\u00eajin. Ya min hindek cewaz e. Bi ya min filitandina eyb\u00ea, bi zanistiy\u00ea re p\u00eawend\u00ee avakirin, yan\u00ee hatina rastiy\u00ea \u00fb rev ji kir\u00eatiy\u00ea hesteke pir bi s\u00eestem e. Hun ser\u00ea min j\u00eakin, ez bi kir\u00eatiy\u00ea re nikarim bij\u00eem. Jin ango zilam ferq nake; her ti\u015ft hemin bi gor s\u00eenor\u00ean baweriy\u00ea w\u00ea p\u00eagir\u00ea veqetandin\u00ea b\u00ean kirin. Li k\u00ea, li \u00e7i \u00e7awa bin\u00earim bila bin\u00earim ango binirx\u00eenim bila binirx\u00eenim p\u00eevanek\u00ee min j\u00ee ev e. Yan\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eekatiyeke zanist\u00ee ye. Ev tev teb\u00ee di binkeya kesayetiya me de, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de bandorb\u00fbn\u00ea p\u00eak t\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

Ji van t\u00eag\u00eenan re \u00e7iqas zelal\u00ee hatiya \u00eenandin, \u00e7i qas maf\u00ean van hatiye day\u00een \u00fb \u00e7iqas ber bi rastiy\u00ea ve hatiye birin? Vana li ser xwe bisep\u00eenin. Heke tu bi rastiy\u00ean siyas\u00ee, bi rastiy\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, bi rastiy\u00ean le\u015fker\u00ee bileyiz\u00ee, p\u00eawendiy\u00ean wan ji rasteq\u00eenan qut bik\u00ee, heya dawiy\u00ea bi kir\u00eat\u00ee, b\u00easinc\u00ee \u00fb bi nemerd\u00ee gelek ti\u015ftan pesend bik\u00ee, ji bil\u00ee \u015fore\u015fgerek\u00ee w\u00ea her ti\u015ft ji te derkeve. L\u00ea heke tu, xwe hindek bi van p\u00eevanan \u00e7\u00eak\u00ee, w\u00ea dem\u00ea w\u00ea tu bi ser bix\u00een\u00ee. W\u00ea dem\u00ea tu zilamek\u00ee yeman \u00ee, azad \u00ee, nirxdar \u00ee; w\u00ea her kes te bipejir\u00eene, ji te hez bike. E\u015fkere dib\u00eajim: Zagona jiyan\u00ea ev e.<\/p>\n

Niha rew\u015fa min \u00e7i ye? Hizir dikim ku hindek eleqe ji min re dikare b\u00ea raberkirin. Hindek \u015fens\u00ea jiy\u00eena min heye, hizir dikim ku daring\u00ee \u00fb ari\u015f\u00ee ev hindek wisa ye. Min digirine d\u00ean \u00fb bal\u00ea; dijmin bi xwe j\u00ee min digire d\u00ean \u00fb bal\u00ea. Dijmin j\u00ee \u00ead\u00ee ji ku\u015ftin \u00fb dardakirin\u00ea z\u00eadetir (ku dijmin e, dixwest wisa bike, l\u00ea h\u00eaza w\u00ee t\u00ear nekir, nake) dib\u00eaje, \u201cdikare bije, maf\u00ea wan \u00ea jiy\u00een\u00ea heye.\u2019\u2019 T\u00ea v\u00ea xal\u00ea. Ev tev gir\u00eeng in. Heke ku hun b\u00eatir\u00een dixwazin bibin qehreman, hun ne\u00e7ar in ku kesayetiya xwe di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de p\u00eagir\u00ea \u00e7areseriy\u00ea bikin \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Ev PKK\u2019t\u00ee j\u00ee pir gir\u00eeng e. Hun dizanin, tevgera PKK\u2019\u00ea, tevgereke qehreman\u00ee ye. Di aliy\u00ea zanist\u00ee de j\u00ee ev wisa ye. Endam\u00ean w\u00ea hindek layiq\u00ean qehremaniy\u00ea ne ango w\u00ea di \u015f\u00eawaza gih\u00ee\u015ftina w\u00ea de bij\u00een. Ev j\u00ee ew \u015f\u00eawaz e ku em dixwazin bidin. Jixwe \u015f\u00eawaza qehremaniy\u00ea hem di aliy\u00ea d\u00eerok\u00ee, hem di aliy\u00ea civak\u00ee, hem j\u00ee di aliy\u00ea rasteq\u00eena siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee ya \u00eeroy\u00een de j\u00eanerev\u00een e. Qehreman nikare weke acucan bim\u00eene, nikare ket\u00fbber \u015fer bike. Her ti\u015ft we ne\u00e7ar\u00ea qehremanb\u00fbn \u00fb \u015ferkirin\u00ea dikin. Ev j\u00ee zagonek e. Ev, ne \u015f\u00eawazek\u00ea ku min dah\u00eanan kiriye, \u015f\u00eawaz \u00fb zagona gih\u00ee\u015ftina jiyana azad e.<\/p>\n

Teb\u00ee ez xwe ji bo k\u00eafa xwe wisa nadime girtin, ten\u00ea da ku bibe \u00ee\u015fkence xwe li ser we na\u00e7esp\u00eenim. Ango bi b\u00fbna art\u00eestek\u00ee xwe bi we nadime pejirandin. Di bingeh de ez, bi gor zagon\u00ean mitlaq y\u00ean jiyan\u00ea hewl didim ji bo amadekirin\u00ea. Hin zagon\u00ean jiyan\u00ea hene \u00fb ev min, ji wisa b\u00fby\u00een\u00ea re ne\u00e7ar dikin. Hun li pey k\u00eejan zagonan in \u00fb bi gor k\u00eejan zagonan dij\u00een. Y\u00ean we di r\u00eajeyeke mezin de zagon\u00ean xirab\u00ee, kir\u00eat\u00ee \u00fb eybiy\u00ea ne. \u015eore\u015fgerek vana qet nikare bipejir\u00eene. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de hun ne\u00e7ar in ku \u015fer\u00ea hundir\u00ea xwe ser bix\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

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Zarok\u00ea Kurd \u00ea li Awistralya\u2019y\u00ea j\u00ee dizane<\/strong><\/p>\n

ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea jiyandin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Niha gava ku ez vana di naveroka gelemper\u00ee de dib\u00eajim, hin kes h\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00ean \u00fb hewl didin ku bi me waneya jiyan\u00ea bidin. Jiy\u00eena eybek\u00ee wisa bi \u00e7i kes\u00ee li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee xwe napejir\u00eenim \u00fb di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de her kes li dijber\u00ee min diper\u00e7iqe. Er\u00ea, yan\u00ee ez w\u00ea pir ba\u015f dizanim. Maf\u00ea w\u00ee\/\u00ea y\u00ea jiy\u00een\u00ea heb\u00fbye! Nax\u00ear, ziman\u00ea pakrewaniy\u00ean ku di xeta serokatiy\u00ea de p\u00eak hatine ev e; riya pakrewaniyan vebir e. Ev babeta ku hat\u00ee selimandin, bi hinek b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ean xwe ve nay\u00ea jiyandin. \u015e\u00eawaza me pakrewaniy\u00ea misoger dike, j\u00eanerev\u00een dike. Serokatiya pakrewaniy\u00ea bir\u00eavebirin h\u00easan n\u00een e. Hun \u00e7iqas bi v\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftine, ev j\u00ee b\u00fbyereke cuda ye. Bir\u00eavebirina serokatiya pakrewaniy\u00ea kesayetiyeke pir mezin dixwaze. Di welatek\u00ee m\u00eena Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de b\u00eay\u00ee berjewendiy\u00ean xwe mirov dilopek j\u00ee xw\u00een narij\u00eenin. Ji hewqas cangoriy\u00ean mezin re serok kesayetiyeke pir mezin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Heke ev tev bi maf\u00ean xw\u00ea b\u00ea t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin, li p\u00ea\u015fiya xurtb\u00fbna we tu asteng nam\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

\u00c7awa ku min got, di nava partiy\u00ea de pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean wisa nay\u00ean t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin dert\u00ean ku pir mixabin e; pir heyfa min t\u00ea li gotin\u00ean m\u00eena, \u201cnay\u00ea le\u015fkertiy\u00ea, nay\u00ea r\u00eaxistin\u00ea!\u2019\u2019 Ev,li hember partiyeke mezin \u00fb tevgera qehremaniy\u00ea \u00e7awa dikare b\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistin? T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku me ti\u015ftek nedaye; t\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku al\u00eekar\u00ean me, y\u00ean partiy\u00ee di nava xefleteke nay\u00ea bawerkirin \u00fb sextekariy\u00ea de ne. Nexwe xeta pakrewaniy\u00ea pir \u015f\u00eanber e. Serokatiya pakrewaniy\u00ea, serokatiya jiyan\u00ea ye. Di jiy\u00een\u00ea de ka hun \u00e7awa ne li rast\u00ea ye. Niha li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee me wisa sekinandin ma gengaz e? Niha her\u00een li ba gel bin\u00earin: Tu kes r\u00eazdariyeke mezin n\u00ee\u015fan nede, pero\u015fmendiyeke mezin negire, ma dikare li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee me bisekine? Min \u00eero nameyek\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbk xwend, esas min dixwest b\u00eenim vir\u00ea. Nam\u00ea ji zarokek\u00ea malbatek\u00ea t\u00ea. Ji bo min bi gora xwe \u015f\u00eawazek\u00ee h\u00eetab\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f xistine. Ta ji Awistralyay\u00ea t\u00ea \u00fb min pir watedar d\u00eet. Bi \u00e7emkeke r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb hezkirina xwe\u015fik yeke yek paragraf niv\u00ees\u00eene. Ez bawer im ku, y\u00ean hat\u00ee niv\u00eesandin hest\u00ean wan \u00ean puxtey\u00ee ne. Xwer\u00fb, jidilt\u00ee \u00fb rast\u00ee ya di dil\u00ea wan de, belk\u00ee j\u00ee di partiy\u00ee her\u00ee mezin de n\u00een e. Yan\u00ee dibe ku gotin\u00ean bi pesin ve tij\u00ee r\u00eaz bikin, l\u00ea ev xwer\u00fbtiya puxtey\u00ee \u00fb durust\u00ee n\u00een e. Ev pir gir\u00eeng e. Ji ber ku ba\u015f hatiye naskirin. Ji bo zarok\u00ean ku h\u00ea nehatine panzdeh saliya xwe jiyan \u00e7i watey\u00ea diderbir\u00eene, bi rast\u00ee \u00fb balk\u00ea\u015fiyeke nay\u00ea bawerkirin hatiye nirxandin. \u00c7awa ku min got, ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea jiyandin zarokek\u00ea ta li qunc\u00ea Awistralyay\u00ea j\u00ee dikare ba\u015f t\u00eabigih\u00eeje.<\/p>\n

W\u00ea tu serle\u015fker\u00ea ger\u00eela b\u00ee, berpirsiyar\u00ea sehay\u00ea b\u00ee, mirovan hewqas bid\u00ee revandin, li haw\u00eerdor\u00ea xwe hewqas zor\u00ea bik\u00ee. Wisa nabe! Ev b\u00eaberpirsiyar\u00ee ye, kir\u00eat\u00ee ye. Y\u00ean ku wisa di v\u00ee b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ee de, xwe li ser me di\u00e7esp\u00eenin xaf\u00eel \u00fb nemerd in! Ji nav re hun \u00e7i dib\u00eajin bib\u00eajin. Rasteq\u00eeniya me ku hewqas \u015f\u00eanber e, tu di nava partiy\u00ea de \u00e7awa ku pir t\u00ea gotin bi w\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea ne dikar\u00ee bij\u00ee, ne j\u00ee dikar\u00ee dest\u00fbr bid\u00ee. \u00c7awa ku min got, ev j\u00ee bi me n\u00ee\u015fan dide ka PKK \u00e7awa hilkeftina jiyana civak\u00ee daye \u00e7\u00eakirin. Dert\u00ea rast\u00ea ku ji b\u00fbyera hezkirina mezin \u00fb r\u00eazdariya mezin re r\u00ea daye vekirin. \u00c7ima em\u00ea v\u00ea aver\u00ea bikin? Em\u00ea \u00e7ima v\u00ea xirab bikin? W\u00ea dem\u00ea hun\u00ea bibin gelac \u00fb aver\u00eaker. Em bi v\u00ea re dit\u00eako\u015fin. Ji ber ku nay\u00ea pejirandin.<\/p>\n

Xala ku em dikevin zor\u00ea vir\u00ea de ye: \u00e7espandin\u00ean wisa bi heter \u00e7ima? Em li hember dijmin\u00ea hundir\u00ea xwe naxwazin tevgereke feli\u015fandina tund berdewam bikin! Teb\u00ee ev, nay\u00ea wateya \u201cdi nava partiy\u00ea de \u00e7awa ku dixwazim karim bim\u00eenim, dikarim biqeli\u015f\u00eenim!\u2019\u2019 berevaj\u00ee r\u00eaxistin beriya her ti\u015ft\u00ee helwesta kesayetiyeke wisa napejir\u00eene. Yan\u00ee t\u00ea hesibandin ku n\u00een e. Ger tu dikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cez wisa j\u00ee dikarim bij\u00eem!\u2019\u2019 Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee tu, xirabiya her\u00ee mezin li xwe dik\u00ee. Yan\u00ee tu ji xwe re rew\u015feke ji mirin\u00ea xirabtir layiq\u00ea xwe dib\u00een\u00ee. Tu di bingeh de w\u00ea mirina her\u00ee xirabtir\u00een a xaf\u00eelan heq dik\u00ee. Tu tewanek\u00ee ku nay\u00ea bex\u015fandin dik\u00ee, b\u00eanam\u00fbsiyeke pir mezin di\u00e7esp\u00een\u00ee. Tu b\u00easincek\u00ee mezin \u00ee, xewre\u015fek\u00ee mezin \u00ee, xaf\u00eel \u00ee, tu serseriyek\u00ee mezin \u00ee. Bi ya min takekes v\u00ea dikarin li ser her ti\u015ft\u00ee bi\u00e7esp\u00eenin, l\u00ea nikarin bi\u00e7esp\u00eenin r\u00eaxistin\u00ea. Va, \u015f\u00fbngeha te ev e. Tu, wijdana r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, mezinahiya tevgera qehremantiy\u00ea xirab bi kar t\u00een\u00ee. Teb\u00ee ka cezay\u00ea v\u00ea \u00e7i ye, hema tu bi xwe birame. Va, ew rew\u015fa kesayetiya bi nexwe\u015f\u00ee, bi tu curey\u00ee nehatina zagon \u00fb r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ea \u00fb ew bi serhatin\u00ean ku t\u00ea zan\u00een… Ev di wateyek\u00ea de helwest, tevger\u00een \u00fb \u00e7emk\u00ean ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e ney\u00ea hi\u015f, p\u00ea\u015f dikevin.<\/p>\n

Ev hem\u00fb weke rasteq\u00eena tevah\u00ee PKK\u2019\u00ea di derbar\u00ea ka \u00e7awa n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea mijara jiyana civak\u00ee dibe (em dikarin ji v\u00ea re huner, \u00e7and \u00fb b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ean c\u00fbrbec\u00fbr \u00ean hiquq\u00ea j\u00ee l\u00eak bikin) bi ya min gelek net dike. Yan\u00ee ji c\u00eehana we ya ari\u015f\u00ee re, ji rew\u015fa sinc \u00fb hest\u00ean we re ka p\u00eaw\u00eest e \u00e7awa s\u00eetavk \u00e7\u00eabibe derdixe rast\u00ea. Ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ean navbera r\u00eahevalan re j\u00ee, w\u00ea \u00e7awa n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbn \u00e7\u00eabe n\u00ee\u015fan dide. T\u00eakiliya pergaleke mezin, t\u00eakiliya r\u00eazdariyeke mezin, t\u00eakiliya dilek\u00ee mezin… Pir zelal e, wek\u00ee din encamek j\u00ea nay\u00ea derxistin. Bi armanc ve \u00e7iqas gir\u00eaday\u00ee ye? W\u00ea ber\u00ea xwe bide k\u00eejan dijmin\u00ee \u00fb li ser k\u00eejan bahaney\u00ea r\u00ea wergire, ku hewqas e\u015fkere ye, di nava hevalan de hev \u00fb d\u00ee neki\u015fandin, gijgij\u00een, vala derxistin, per\u00e7iqandin \u00fb revandin weke peyvan j\u00ee nikarin b\u00ean hi\u015f\u00ean mirov. Ev tewanek\u00ee mezin e. D\u00eesa ji van w\u00eadetir, nehatina jiyana \u015fore\u015fger\u00ee \u00fb takt\u00eek\u00ea weke tune bihesib\u00eenin. Yek\u00ee wisa hatiye xapandin, dikare weke encamek\u00ee v\u00ea be ango dikare b\u00ea gotin h\u00ea xwe ji bandora s\u00eexurkerkirina pergal\u00ea nedaye filitandin. Vana bi lezg\u00een\u00ee derbas bikin. Ger tu bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cez\u00ea vana bi ziravkirin\u00ea berdewam bikim, bi\u00e7esp\u00eenim\u2019\u2019 w\u00ea dem\u00ea ya tu s\u00eexureki ba\u015f \u00ee, ya j\u00ee pir serser\u00ee y\u00ee. Wek\u00ee din j\u00ee gengaz n\u00een e.<\/p>\n

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Ger tu li hember hest \u00fb kevne\u015fopiyan bin ket\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

w\u00ea tu her ti\u015ft\u00ee wenda bik\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Pir ba\u015f dizanim ku, \u00e7alakiya me nasnama netew \u00fb azadiya gel\u00ea me t\u00eene. Ev hindek\u00ee d\u00eetir ber bi jiyana civak\u00ee ya ne\u015fidand\u00ee ve dibe ango di her qonax\u00ee de, me bi \u015f\u00eawazek\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek dike. Ziman\u00ea civak\u00ee y\u00ea qonaxa niha \u00e7i ye? M\u00eenak beriya niha j\u00ee min got; min li ser gir\u00eadana hevalt\u00ee, r\u00eahevalt\u00ee pir nirxandinan \u00e7\u00eakir. Heta bi z\u00fb de ji bo peydakirina hevalek\u00ee \u00e7awa bi diz\u00ee ketim nava kar\u00fbbarek\u00ee \u00fb heya roja \u00eeroy\u00een v\u00ea r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea \u00e7awa p\u00ea\u015f xistim, min vegot. Ji bo jin\u00ea j\u00ee gotib\u00fbm. Bi xort \u00fb ke\u00e7eke ku eleqeya min diki\u015fand re hewl dam ku t\u00eakil\u00ee ava bikim. Di nirxandin\u00ean din de nav derbas b\u00fb. Yan\u00ee di zaroktiy\u00ea de tu \u00e7i dik\u00ee? Dileyiz\u00ee, hevalt\u00ee dik\u00ee; eleqeya min pir \u015f\u00eanber e. Di nirxandina xwe de j\u00ee diyar kirim. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku ew jin (niha yeka p\u00eer e) b\u00fb b\u00fbk j\u00ee, xwesteka min a p\u00ea re l\u00eestik leyiztin\u00ea gir\u00eeng e. T\u00ea w\u00ea watey\u00ea ku di aliy\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistina asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de hevgirt\u00ee me.<\/p>\n

Yek\u00ee ku di z\u00fb de v\u00ea wisa girtibe dest, gih\u00ee\u015ftiye k\u00eejan ast\u00ea? Ji ber ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ean we j\u00ee hene, dib\u00eajim. Di nava PKK\u2019\u00ea de, di derbar\u00ea v\u00ea de vac \u00e7i ye, p\u00ea\u015fketina t\u00eakiliy\u00ea \u00e7awa ye; \u00ead\u00ee dema d\u00eetina v\u00ea ye. Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de wateya bi nakokiyan t\u00ea day\u00een \u00fb \u00e7\u00eeroka jin\u00ea bi dest girtin\u00ea pir berfireh e. Ger tu t\u00eakiliy\u00ea wisa takekes\u00ee nek\u00ee, gelemper\u00eekirin j\u00eanerev\u00een e. Hun heya ku asta gelemper\u00ee nedah\u00fbr\u00eenin, hun nikarin asta takekes\u00ee \u00e7areser bikin! T\u00eakiliy\u00ean min bi dayika min re j\u00ee heb\u00fbn. T\u00eakiliya min \u00e7i b\u00fb? W\u00ea bextewariya dayikek\u00ea li ser min di\u00e7espand, min j\u00ee hiquqa zaroktiy\u00ea di\u00e7espand. Ew dib\u00eaje, \u201czarokek bi gor dayika xwe wisa dibe!\u2019\u2019 Ez j\u00ee dib\u00eajim, \u201cdayikek bi gor zarok\u00ea xwe ne\u00e7ar e wisa be!\u2019\u2019 \u00ced\u00eeay\u00ean min pir xurt \u00fb rasteq\u00een\u00ee b\u00fbn. Di wan mercan de min digot, \u201cli p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee zarokek\u00ee pir zor e ku hun bib\u00eajin ez dayikek im!\u2019\u2019 Ji bo hesibandina pa\u015feroja zarokek\u00ee, di aliy\u00ea w\u00ee hindek gihandina maf\u00ea jiyan\u00ee de ti\u015ftek\u00ee ku hun karibin bidin n\u00een e. Div\u00ea \u00e7i b\u00ea kirin? M\u00eenaka varik tam di w\u00ea qas\u00ea de, bi \u00e7emka zarokek\u00ee b\u00eaberpirsiyar n\u00ee\u015fan dab\u00fbm. Maf\u00ea we y\u00ea ji zarok ti\u015ftan xwestin\u00ea j\u00ee n\u00een e. \u00c7awa mezin bibe wisa, bi \u00e7i cure \u00e7\u00eake wisa \u00e7\u00eadike. Di temen\u00ean pi\u00e7\u00fbk de bers\u00eev ev e. Ev j\u00ee t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb nakokiyek\u00ea an\u00eena ziman e.<\/p>\n

Pi\u015ftre me qala asta t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea ku di destp\u00eaka r\u00eaxistina me de me dab\u00fb p\u00ea\u015fxistin kir. Hun ji v\u00ea re dib\u00eajin t\u00eakiliyeke pir balk\u00ea\u015f. Ji balk\u00ea\u015fiy\u00ea w\u00eadetir di\u015fibe \u00e7i, t\u00ea wateya \u00e7i, dibe \u00e7i encam\u00ea; ev hatine vegotin. \u00c7i b\u00ee\u00e7im t\u00eakiliyeke jin-zilam e? Rastir\u00een ji ber ku tam t\u00eakiliyek: Erjeng siyas\u00ee, erjeng netew\u00ee, erjeng civak\u00ee, erjeng r\u00eaxistin\u00ee, erjeng \u00e7alak\u00ee \u00fb erjeng sinc\u00ee ye. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee di destp\u00eak\u00ea de qet wisa nedihate ramandin. L\u00ea ji bo berevaj\u00ee neketina rasteq\u00eeniy\u00ea, li hember rasteqiniy\u00ea r\u00eazdar\u00ee ney\u00ea wendakirin, bi h\u00easan\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eandiy\u00ean bi rast\u00eenan re, ji qutkirin\u00ea re fersend nadim. Va, rew\u015fa hestan e, jixwe ku hun bikevin nava v\u00ea tekiliy\u00ea hun\u00ea bi\u00e7in. Bila nebe weke pesinandin\u00ea, l\u00ea niha j\u00ee yek\u00ee ku xwe ji v\u00ea filitandiye, weke ten\u00ea xwe dib\u00eenim. Ji vir\u00ea me ber bi \u00e7areseriy\u00ea ve r\u00ea wergirt. Pi\u015ftre me di v\u00ea tekiliy\u00ea de dewletperest\u00ee, her cure feodalt\u00ee, her cure xas\u00fbkiya burjuvaz\u00ee \u00fb her cur\u00ea ket\u00eeb\u00fbn d\u00eet; velhasil bi mirovatiy\u00ea t\u00eakildar pir hindik ti\u015ft derketin ji v\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ea. Rew\u015fa mirin\u00ea, nejiy\u00een\u00ea derket rast\u00ea. Ger me ji ser\u00ee de vana hesibandibana, bi misoger\u00ee em\u00ea ji v\u00ea erjeng reviyabana.<\/p>\n

Min t\u00eakiliya dayik\u00ea j\u00ee girt dest. Ez hindek p\u00ea mijul b\u00fbm. Teb\u00ee hema me dev j\u00ea berda. Ew li wir\u00ea \u00e7\u00fb, ez li vir\u00ea wisa jiyam. Ew j\u00ee, di bingeh de t\u00eako\u015fineke lezg\u00een a asta t\u00eakil\u00ee \u00fb nakokiyan b\u00fb. Pi\u015ftre m\u00eat\u00eengeran gotin, \u201cte \u00e7ima w\u00ee zarok\u00ee li ber \u00e7oka xwe mezin nekir?\u2019\u2019 Ew\u00ea j\u00ee gotib\u00fb, \u201cma qey min nedixwest li ber \u00e7oka min bisekine!\u2019\u2019 Li ber \u00e7oka w\u00ea may\u00eena min \u00e7i ye? Ev, zincirkirina min b\u00fb. M\u00eat\u00eenger\u00ee j\u00ee v\u00ea dixwest. Ew dayikek e \u00fb ji ber pa\u015fdemay\u00eena xwe di \u015f\u00fbngeheke zor\u00ea de b\u00fb. Li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee zarok\u00ean xwe nikarib\u00fb peywir\u00ean xwe b\u00eene c\u00ee. Esas ne ku nean\u00ee c\u00ee, ji bo parastina zarok\u00ean xwe \u015fervantiyeke mezin n\u00ee\u015fan da. Div\u00ea mirov maf\u00ea w\u00ea bid\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Ez di derbasb\u00fbn\u00ea de destn\u00ee\u015fan bikim: Di Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de dayik ji bo zarok\u00ean xwe mezin \u015fer dikin. Maf\u00ean tevah\u00ee dayikan day\u00een\u00ea, em wisa gir\u00eeng dib\u00eenin. L\u00ea min \u015fervantiya w\u00ea j\u00ee d\u00eet. Her\u00ee z\u00eade min li hember\u00ee \u00e7i radikir? Dibe ku bi gora xwe li hember\u00ee hin dijmin\u00ean xwe. Em nikarin bib\u00eajin qet feyda w\u00ea neb\u00fb. Belk\u00ee j\u00ee ez\u00ea bib\u00fbma st\u00fb tewandiyek\u00ee xirab. Ya her\u00ee hindik, \u201ck\u00ea \u015fimaqek li te xist, tu j\u00ee hemin tola xwe rake!\u2019\u2019 bi te\u015feyek\u00ea \u00e7emka seretay\u00ee be j\u00ee, da ku min di v\u00ee s\u00eenor\u00ea de bide girtin hendazetiyeke mezin n\u00ee\u015fan da. Bi gora xwe t\u00eag\u00eena w\u00ea ya dijmin heb\u00fb. Her \u00e7ende ku naveroka w\u00ea t\u00eag\u00eein\u00ea nepejir\u00eenim j\u00ee, tu nikar\u00ee t\u00eag\u00eenek\u00ee dijmin pa\u015f\u00e7av bik\u00ee \u00fb li hember dijmin j\u00ee w\u00ea tu wisa bib\u00ee \u015ferker. Ev \u015fopandin pi\u015ftre di zarok de dikare bibe bandordar. Yan\u00ee parastina w\u00ee heye, xwe li ser piyan hi\u015ftin heye. Her \u00e7ende ku te\u015fey\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke pir pa\u015fmay\u00ee be j\u00ee, heya dawiy\u00ea radestneb\u00fbn\u00ea berdewamkirina w\u00ee, d\u00eekare di jiyan\u00ea de bibe bandordar. Ev ti\u015ftek\u00ee cuda ye, vekirina v\u00ea z\u00eade p\u00eaw\u00eest nake.<\/p>\n

Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de, me got bila jin j\u00ee bikevin nava xebat\u00ea. T\u00eakil\u00ee j\u00ee hebin, hest j\u00ee hebin. Jixwe t\u00eakiliy\u00ean wisa bi her kes\u00ee re hene; me got bila di nava me de j\u00ee hebin. L\u00ea ti\u015ftek\u00ee ku bi her kes\u00ee peyda nabe xwe n\u00ee\u015fan da: Bi rast\u00eenan re p\u00eawendiy\u00ean xwe wendanekirin \u00fb di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de hesasiyet\u00ea ji dest bernedan. Hest in, azwer\u00ee ne, kevne\u015fop\u00ee ne, p\u00ea\u015fbiniy\u00ean civak\u00ea ne, b\u00eatir\u00fb\u015fiy\u00ean mercan in; li hember vana div\u00ea tu bin nekev\u00ee. Tam j\u00ee di vir\u00ea de ti\u015ftek\u00ee hun tev l\u00ea bieleqin, li hember w\u00ea ez p\u00eaw\u00eestiya derbasb\u00fbna berxwedan\u00ea dib\u00eenim. Careka din berxwedan. Me \u00e7\u00eeroka berxwedan\u00ea cardin ji we re vegot. Di b\u00ee\u00e7im\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean min avakir\u00ee de nexwestim v\u00ea wisa p\u00ea\u015f bixim. Berevaj\u00ee, heya dawiy\u00ea ji bo qezenckirina mirovek\u00ee, ji bo bir\u00eavebirina mirovek\u00ee hewldana ku min p\u00ea\u015fan kiriye, hizir nakim ku yek\u00ee din p\u00ea\u015fan bike \u00fb tebat\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan bide. L\u00ea me b\u00fby\u00eena h\u00eaza t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea j\u00ee zan\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Di v\u00ea xal\u00ea de ji bo xwe encama her\u00ee gir\u00eeng ku hun derx\u00eenin \u00fb f\u00ear bibin ev e: Li wir\u00ea zagona qedan\u00ea heye. P\u00eawendiya v\u00ea bi dewlet\u00ea re \u00e7iqas bi zaneb\u00fbn e, \u00e7iqas jixweber e, hewqas gir\u00eeng n\u00een e. Y\u00ea li p\u00eaber\u00ee we, ji dijmin re bi zaneb\u00fbn an b\u00eazaneb\u00fbn xizmet dike, ev j\u00ee hewqas gir\u00eeng n\u00een e. Ew bi xwe tems\u00eelkarek\u00ea \u00e7\u00eenek\u00ea ye; \u00e7i dibe bila bibe, pirsgir\u00eaka t\u00eakiliyan e. Di t\u00eakiliya zilam \u00fb jinek\u00ea de, siyas\u00ee, r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb heta le\u015fkert\u00ee…Di hem\u00fb babet\u00ean ku jiyan\u00ea eleqedar dikin de p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku p\u00eevanek hebe. We v\u00ea p\u00eevan\u00ea peyda kir an nekir? Aliy\u00ea ku min eleqedar dike, ev e. Nexwe hun \u00e7iqas ev\u00een\u00ea dij\u00een bij\u00een, zayend\u00eetiya we \u00e7iqas p\u00ea\u015f dikeve bila p\u00ea\u015f bikeve, me eleqedar nake. Y\u00ea ku me eleqedar dike hindek p\u00eevan in. Hindek p\u00eevan\u00ean ku t\u00eakiliy\u00ea dar\u00ee\u00e7av dikin, hezkirin\u00ea, ev\u00een\u00ea, zewac\u00ea \u00fb her ti\u015ft\u00ee dar\u00ee\u00e7av dikin, p\u00eevan\u00ean xwe y\u00ean nay\u00ea tebatkirin hene. Cardin em nav l\u00ea dikin, ev zagon in. Ev zagoneke r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, zagona \u015fer e.<\/p>\n

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Rast zagona zayend\u00eet\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eakiliya zayendiy\u00ea heye<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Hun nikarin bib\u00eajin ku hun ji min z\u00eadetir ev\u00eendar \u00fb dildar in. Me, jixwe di jiyan\u00ea de azweriya her\u00ee mezin selimandiye. Di \u015fer de me jiyan\u00ea derxistiye rast\u00ea, ji bo jiy\u00een\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fer! Di t\u00eakiliya jin\u00ea de j\u00ee wisa. P\u00eevan\u00ean we, ya tam radestb\u00fbn ya j\u00ee ba\u015f \u015fik\u00eanandin, rijandin \u00fb qedandin e. Di vir\u00ea hem naverok hem j\u00ee armanca gih\u00ee\u015ftina w\u00ea cewaz e. Di navbera y\u00ea min \u00fb y\u00ea we de qas\u00ee \u00e7iyayan cewaz\u00ee heye. Va, t\u00eakiliya jin\u00ea, d\u00eesa t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam di gelemper\u00ee de weke pol\u00eet\u00eekayek\u00ea, em h\u00ea j\u00ee bi r\u00ea ve dibin; hem ava dikin hem j\u00ee bi r\u00ea ve dibin \u00fb p\u00ea\u015f dixin. L\u00ea bila bal b\u00ea day\u00een, em h\u00ea j\u00ee di nava hewldaneke mezin de ne. \u00c7ima? Ger bi we bim\u00eene, ku we zilamek an j\u00ee ke\u00e7ek\u00ea peyda kir, w\u00ea her ti\u015ft biqede. Di nava aliyek\u00ee teng de ev\u00eena h\u00easan, hesta h\u00easan, nizanim \u00e7i y\u00ea h\u00easan! L\u00ea ez ne azweriya h\u00easan radib\u00eeh\u00eesim, ne j\u00ee dikarim bi h\u00easan\u00ee hez bikim. Ne wisa dikarim bi h\u00easan\u00ee bij\u00eem, ne j\u00ee wiha dikarim bi h\u00easan\u00ee bij\u00eem. \u00c7ima? Ez hizir dikim ku yek j\u00ee hun vir\u00ea f\u00eam bikin, w\u00ea z\u00eadetir \u015f\u00eanber be. Ji ber ku weke takekes, m\u00eena t\u00eepek\u00ee xweperest bim\u00eenim, bi rehet\u00ee dikarim xwe \u00e7areser bikim. L\u00ea weke mil\u00eetanek\u00ee, de \u00eecar weke serok mil\u00eetanek\u00ee nikarim xwe bi h\u00easan\u00ee \u00e7areser bikim.<\/p>\n

Jixwe \u015fer\u00ea mezin \u00e7\u00ee b\u00fb? Zarok\u00ee yekem xwe dav\u00eaje ber \u00e7ok\u00ean dayika xwe, zarok\u00ea ke\u00e7 j\u00ee gotina diya xwe nake dudo. Ku te got xort div\u00ea wisa be, jin j\u00ee div\u00ea wisa be. Ku me vana wisa bipejiranda, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee em\u00ea w\u00ea dem\u00ea qediyabana. Ku me xwe di asta t\u00eakiliy\u00ea de nedah\u00fbrandiba, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee me wenda kirib\u00fb. Ji me r\u00eaxistineke weke PKK, \u00eecar asta \u015ferek\u00ee wek y\u00ea \u00eeroy\u00een nedihate pay\u00een. Em, t\u00eakiliya di navbera hest \u00fb \u015fer de, t\u00eakiliya di navbera jin-zilam \u00fb \u015fer de ji we re zilal dikin. Ez di gi\u015ft\u00ee de li jin\u00ea naxim, yan\u00ee ne tund im. Dixwaze bila dijmin be, bila ne dijmin be, ev hest z\u00eade bi min re tune. L\u00ea t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke pir gir\u00eeng hatiye day\u00een \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee t\u00ea day\u00een. Ez hizir dikim ku ev heval tev di hundir\u00ea partiy\u00ea de her ku di\u00e7\u00fbn ji xwe dipirsiyan \u00fb digotin, \u201cev \u00e7i te\u015fe jiyanek e, di\u00e7e ku der\u00ea ve, w\u00ea \u00e7i bi ser\u00ea me were?\u2019\u2019 Belk\u00ee hem dibizd\u00een, hem dipelik\u00een, hem h\u00eav\u00eedar dibin, hem j\u00ee balk\u00ea\u015f dib\u00eenin. L\u00ea misoger e ku ev \u015ferek e \u00fb ne\u00e7ar e bibe j\u00ee. Yan\u00ee eleqedar im. Min got, dijmin\u00ea min be j\u00ee, tu caran bi hewayek\u00ee per\u00e7iqandin\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea jin\u00ea nabim. L\u00ea em t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke wisa di\u00e7esp\u00eenin ku, ev, ne t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke wisa ye ku jin bi h\u00easan\u00ee karibe rabike. Belk\u00ee j\u00ee di d\u00eerok\u00ea de cara yekem zayenda jin\u00ea bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke wisa nasdar dibe \u00fb bi ya min ne\u00e7ar e ku nasdar bibe. Em jin\u00ea ango t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam diafir\u00eenin. Mirov dema ku li t\u00eakiliya we din\u00eare, tene ev dikare were hi\u015f\u00ean mirov. Li ba we jinek ango m\u00earek hebe neb\u00eajin, \u201cbi ya min ev k\u00e2rek e!\u2019\u2019 her duyan bigirin p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ea xwe \u00fb li bin\u00earin: Hun nikarin r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb p\u00eevanan peyda bikin, hun\u00ea ji t\u00eakiliyan re pir hindik wate bidin.<\/p>\n

Di gi\u015ft\u00ee de pevretiyan red nakim, ev ne gengaz e. L\u00ea em civakb\u00fby\u00een\u00ea dij\u00een. Yan\u00ee em\u00ea v\u00ea zagon\u00ea nepejir\u00eenin: Ajoya bir\u00e7\u00eetiy\u00ea mirov ber bi \u00ear\u00ee\u015fa ajal\u00ee ve dibe, her wiha \u00e7av\u00ean me \u00e7i bib\u00eenin bi ajal\u00ee em \u00ear\u00ee\u015f dikin; ajoya zayend\u00eet\u00ee d\u00eesa ajoyek\u00ee ajal\u00ee ye, gava ku em hev dib\u00eenin, hema derbas\u00ee \u00ear\u00ee\u015f\u00ea dibin! Nax\u00ear, em\u00ea c\u00ee nedin v\u00ea zagona ajaliy\u00ea. Mezin zagonek\u00ee din \u00ea \u015fore\u015fa me j\u00ee ev e. Weke ku zagona rast qezenckirina nan heye, riya rast qezenckirina t\u00eakiliya di navbera her du zayendan de j\u00ee heye. Em\u00ea zagonek\u00ee peyda bikin \u00fb bi gor p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean zagon\u00ea bij\u00een. Ku te zagona ajaltiy\u00ea bi kar an\u00ee, hing\u00ea w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee p\u00eagir\u00ea kiryara ku li ajalan t\u00ea sepandin. Ger tu dixwaz\u00ee b\u00een\u00ee asta t\u00eakiliya mirov, w\u00ea tu p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean w\u00ea bi c\u00ee b\u00een\u00ee. Ez e\u015fkere bib\u00eajim: Di nava ref\u00ean PKK\u2019\u00ea de, em zagona ajaltiy\u00ea nas nakin. Bi ya min xweperest\u00ee j\u00ee cureyek ajal\u00ee ye. Yek\u00ee\/a ku xwe negihandiye asta netew, asta azadiya civak\u00ee, ji xwe re w\u00ea armanc negirtiye, w\u00ea bi amrazan (yan\u00ee bi r\u00eaxistin \u00fb \u015fer) tevah\u00eet\u00ee nekiriye, bi ya min berevaj\u00ee ye. Bi gora w\u00ea\/\u00ee her \u00e7iqas b\u00eatir\u00fb\u015f dibe bila bibe, zayend\u00eet\u00ee j\u00ee t\u00ea de, em\u00ea \u015fens\u00ea karan\u00een\u00ea nedin t\u00eakiliya w\u00ee\/\u00ea. Dibe ku y\u00ean bib\u00eajin, \u201cem\u00ea j\u00ee hev \u00fb d\u00ee bigirin \u00fb birevin, hev \u00fb d\u00ee xirab bi kar b\u00eenin\u2019\u2019 derkevin. Bila bicerb\u00eenin, dibe, ev j\u00ee \u015ferek e. W\u00ea tu \u015fer\u00ea ajaliy\u00ea bid\u00ee, ez\u00ea j\u00ee \u015fer\u00ea mirovatiy\u00ea bidim. Ya bi gor p\u00eevan\u00ean hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdariya me bikev\u00ee riya jiyan\u00ea, ya j\u00ee bi awayek\u00ee din \u015fer bid\u00ee. Bi gor p\u00eevana hezkirin \u00fb r\u00eazdariya me ketina riya jiyan\u00ea, di heman dem\u00ea de w\u00ea bibe destkefteka welatek\u00ee mezin, w\u00ea bibe \u015ferek\u00ee mezin. Min got, le\u015fkert\u00ee zagonek e.<\/p>\n

Nexwe, her kes ne ten\u00ea hindek, w\u00ea pir bibe le\u015fker, bibe siyas\u00ee \u00fb bibe r\u00eaxistin\u00ee. J\u00ea p\u00ea ve t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee j\u00ee bixwaze, w\u00ea dem\u00ea ji t\u00eakiliya hezkirin\u00ea re dikare hindek c\u00ee b\u00ea day\u00een. T\u00eakiliyeke ku di bin xizmeta \u015fer \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ea de ye. Tu nikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cdil\u00ea min dixwaze, l\u00ea nikarim bi ser x\u00eenim!\u2019\u2019 Na, ajo \u00fb dil\u00ea te \u00e7iqas dixwaze, w\u00ea mejiy\u00ea te j\u00ee t\u00eara \u015fer \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ea bike. Tu nikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cez ketim xaflet\u00ea, li ser xwe serdest neb\u00fbm!\u2019\u2019 Ev tev axaftin\u00ean vala ne. Min di v\u00ea mijar\u00ea de j\u00ee te\u015fe dan\u00eeb\u00fb: Ger \u015fer bik\u00ee w\u00ea tu xwe\u015fik bib\u00ee, ger xwe\u015fik bib\u00ee w\u00ea ji te b\u00ea hezkirin! Ev aliyek\u00ee xwe y\u00ea ney\u00ea f\u00eamkirin n\u00een e. Ev form\u00fblek e. Ji bo \u015ferkirin\u00ea j\u00ee w\u00ea tu bib\u00ee f\u00earkar \u00fb r\u00eaxistinkarek\u00ee ba\u015f, bib\u00ee mil\u00eetanek\u00ee ba\u015f, bib\u00ee kolekt\u00eef, bib\u00ee \u015fopandinerek\u00ee ba\u015f \u00fb r\u00eazdariya gel qezenc bik\u00ee. hing\u00ea w\u00ea tu maf\u00ea hezkirin\u00ea qezenc bik\u00ee. Hing\u00ea ji hezkirina te re dikare b\u00ea gotin er\u00ea. Ger ev nebe, jiy\u00eena te ne gengaz e. Ger jin ango mer\u00ea te hebe, w\u00ea ew j\u00ee, ji dest\u00ea te b\u00ea derxistin. Bin\u00earin, e\u015fkere dib\u00eajim, w\u00ea li st\u00earkan \u00e7avan ney\u00ea nih\u00eartin \u00fb ji dest b\u00ea wergirtin. Ev zagonek e, y\u00ea v\u00ea dah\u00eanan dike ne ez im. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee min wisa kir. Teb\u00ee ger ku hun biramin, di bingeh\u00ea \u00e7alakiya me de, bi hezaran ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan ji dest\u00ea qa\u015fo n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ee, m\u00ear \u00fb bav\u00ean wan derxistin heye. Me bi hezaran xortan j\u00ee, ji dest\u00ea jin ango ke\u00e7an rizgar kir. Ez hizir dikim ku hun n\u00fb \u00fb n\u00fb v\u00ee aliy\u00ea \u00e7alakiya me dib\u00eenin. Em hewl didin da ku we biki\u015f\u00eenin t\u00eakiliyeke rast, t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee ya rast \u00fb mil\u00eetantiya rast. Hun zehmetiy\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eenin, l\u00ea zehmetiya we li beranber\u00ee zehmetiya min di hezar\u00ee de yek e. Yan\u00ee ez ten\u00ea weke takekesek\u00ee nejiyam, min asta netew j\u00ee di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de p\u00eagir\u00ea \u00e7areseriy\u00ea kir. Zehmet ki\u015fandina we wisa z\u00eade n\u00een e, heta hun di xeta hat\u00ee dah\u00fbrandin de r\u00ea werdigirin. Me, xwe \u00e7awa \u00e7areser kir? H\u00ea hun ciwan in, ka hindek\u00ee fedakart\u00ee bikin.<\/p>\n

Ez hizir dikim ku di ber\u00ea de j\u00ee navdar e, zarok heya ku xwe selim\u00eenin nav li wan danaynin, wan nadin zewicandin. Di d\u00eerok\u00ea de wisa gelek m\u00eenak hene, hemin div\u00ea bi \u00e7alakiyeke qehreman\u00ee xwe biselim\u00eene. Kevne\u015fopiyek\u00ee kevin e, div\u00ea mirov li hember\u00ea r\u00eazdar be. Niha di nava me de ev pirsgir\u00eakeke jiyan\u00ee ye. Jixwe ku t\u00eakil\u00ee hewqas niqokar bin, bela bi ser ve t\u00eenin bin, y\u00ea her\u00ee mezin\u00ea we j\u00ee, b\u00eay\u00ee ku xisar bide \u015fer \u00fb r\u00eaxistin\u00ea, dikare \u00e7iqas t\u00eakiliya hest \u00fb ev\u00een\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f bixe? Y\u00ea ku bi xwe bawer e, bila til\u00eeka xwe rake, em bi\u00e7epik\u00eenin. Eyb n\u00een e, yeka wisa hebe, bila derkeve p\u00ea\u015f, em j\u00ea re bib\u00eajin bravo! Zilam hewqas \u015fervan \u00fb t\u00eako\u015f\u00eavan\u00ea mezin e; jixwe j\u00ea re her kes r\u00eazdar\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan dide, her kes q\u00eemet did\u00ea. Jixwe di tevah\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean xwe de mezin e. Na, di ciy\u00ea v\u00ea de w\u00ea bibe revandok, w\u00ea li hember her cure r\u00eap\u00eevana r\u00eaxistin\u00ea \u00fb her cure p\u00eeroziy\u00ea berevaj\u00ee bikeve! \u00c7i ye, w\u00ea xweperestiya xwe bije! Weke le\u015fkerek\u00ee jiy\u00een n\u00een e. Xwe nexap\u00eenin.<\/p>\n

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Afirandina jin \u00fb zilamek\u00ee <\/strong><\/p>\n

bi qezenckirina \u015fer gengaz e<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ez hizir dikim ku di derbar\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean jin-zilam de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean ku me di asta netew de aniye pir gir\u00eeng in. Yen\u00ee ev demek e ez, t\u00eakiliya Kurd vedib\u00eajim. Di astake pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee, nay\u00ea pejirandin \u00fb nay\u00ea jiyandin de b\u00ear\u00eaxistin e, kir\u00eat e, wenda ye \u00fb bi her cure tuneb\u00fbn\u00ea re r\u00fbbir\u00fb ye. Em ji wir\u00ea derdixin. D\u00eeqat bikin, wateyeke \u015fer j\u00ee, we gihandina \u00e7emka t\u00eakil\u00ee, xwe\u015fikt\u00ee \u00fb hezkirina rast\u00ee ye. Niha bin\u00earin, weke xort \u00fb ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan hun dikarin eleqeyek\u00ee n\u00ee\u015fan bidin. Belk\u00ee ji we re \u00fb ji van ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan re eleqeyek b\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan dan. \u00c7ima? Ji ber ku hindek pozisyon\u00ean ku dikare j\u00ea b\u00ea hezkirin werdigirin; tam na, hindek werdigirin. Kesayetiy\u00ean wan h\u00ea d\u00fbr\u00ea, ji tam gih\u00ee\u015ftina hindek poz\u00eesyanan. Hindek ango bi hinek aliyan ve hun dikarin hez bikin. V\u00ea gav\u00ea min bi xwe j\u00ee, xwe di asta tam dikare hez bike ango tam dikare b\u00ea hezkirin de negirtiye, mijuliy\u00ea didom\u00eenim. Belk\u00ee li we ec\u00eab were, l\u00ea h\u00ea j\u00ee hewl didim ku xwe bidim ecibandin. Ger tu bi tevah\u00ee gel, di v\u00ea navber\u00ea de hem\u00fb jinan \u00fb ji taybetmendiya xweser a jin\u00ea re xwe ned\u00ee pejirandin, tu \u00e7awa dikar\u00ee bib\u00eaji ku ez zilamek\u00ee saxlem im? Ger tu v\u00ea nek\u00ee, bi her cure taybetmendiy\u00ean xwe y\u00ea serdestiya zilam, bi wan p\u00ees\u00eetiy\u00ean ku di dir\u00eajahiya d\u00eeroka civaka \u00e7\u00eenayet\u00ee hat\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fxistin ve xwe bid\u00ee \u00e7espandin, w\u00ea gav\u00ea tu nikar\u00ee qala t\u00eakiliya azad bik\u00ee. Ji ber ku asta te ya t\u00eakiliya azad n\u00een e, w\u00ea tu asta serdest bi\u00e7esp\u00een\u00ee. Asta serdest j\u00ee koletiy\u00ea, lihevhatin\u00ea \u00fb radestb\u00fbn\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f dixe; ev j\u00ee jixwe art\u00ea\u015fa me ber bi feli\u015fandin\u00ea ve w\u00ea bibe \u00fb qehremaniya \u015fervantiy\u00ea j\u00ee bikuje.<\/p>\n

Ev dert\u00ea rast\u00ea: Afirandina jin ango zilamek\u00ee, dikare b\u00ea pejirandin, di bingeh de, ji bo qezenckirina \u015fer \u015fert e. Yan\u00ee p\u00eevan\u00ean t\u00eakiliya her du zayendan di aliy\u00ea f\u00eez\u00eek\u00ee, giyan\u00ee, raman\u00ee, d\u00eesa r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb \u00e7alak\u00ee de amadekirin, di bingeh de t\u00ea wateya vekirina jiyan\u00ea. Teb\u00ee bi awayek\u00ee din kes we napejir\u00eene. Min ji bo v\u00ea yek\u00ea got, di nava me de t\u00eakil\u00ee avakirin pir zor e. Ne ke\u00e7eke ciwan t\u00eagihi\u015ftina xwe bi zilam, ne j\u00ee zilam t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftina xwe bi ke\u00e7ek\u00ea gengaz e. Ev pir zor e, pir zor t\u00ea gih\u00ee\u015ftin. Ezm\u00fbneya min heye. Min j\u00ee nedixwest bigih\u00eejim t\u00eakiliy\u00ean h\u00easan\u00ee, hem j\u00ee pir mebest qen\u00e7 b\u00fbm, h\u00ea j\u00ee mebest qen\u00e7 im, xwer\u00fb me \u00fb di bingeh de weke zarokek\u00ee me. L\u00ea ez v\u00ee \u015fer\u00ee mezin didim. Ji ber ku min p\u00eawendiy\u00ean xwe bi rast\u00eenan ve qut nekiriye, \u00e7awa ku her dib\u00eajim, tev\u00ee ku b\u00ear\u00ee \u00fb hewes\u00ean min \u00ean zarokt\u00ee hene, ev di aliyek\u00ee de ji ber ku bi rast\u00eenan ve p\u00eawendiy\u00ean xwe hene, bi xwe re mijul dibim. Hun\u00ea bib\u00eajin, \u201cma \u00e7ima wisa dibe, ma li me ne heyf e?\u2019\u2019 Ev \u015f\u00eawazeke jiyana azad e, di jiyana azad de p\u00eevana hezkirin, xwe\u015fikt\u00ee \u00fb dikare b\u00ea pejirandin\u00ea. Di hal\u00ea din de, w\u00ea \u00e7i bibe? Di hal\u00ea din de em\u00ea bih\u00ealin ku di asta netew de meydan b\u00ea vekirin ji her cure kir\u00eat\u00ee \u00fb koletiy\u00ea re. W\u00ea di bingeh\u00ea st\u00fb tewandin \u00fb lihevhatin\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eekatiy\u00ean \u00e7ewt p\u00ea\u015f bikevin. Azad\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f nakeve, weke encam art\u00ea\u015f p\u00ea\u015f nakeve \u00fb \u015fer p\u00ea\u015f nakeve. Ya ku p\u00ea\u015f bikeve w\u00ea viyana dijmin \u00fb nay\u00ea jiy\u00een be.<\/p>\n

Ma ez d\u00een im; ma mirovek\u00ee qas\u00ee min p\u00eagir\u00ea jiyan\u00ea heye? Di temen\u00ea xwe y\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk de, ka \u00e7awa n\u00eaz\u00eek\u00ea pirsgir\u00eak\u00ea b\u00fbm\u00ea, min n\u00ee\u015fan da. H\u00ea j\u00ee li ser \u00e7areseriya jiyan\u00ea, \u00e7areseriya jin\u00ea \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya zilam hewqas ti\u015ftan dib\u00eajim. Derd\u00ea min ne \u00ee\u015fkence bi we dana ki\u015fandin e. Ez hizir dikim ku hun dizanin, ger ku hin serser\u00ee fersend bib\u00eenin ka w\u00ea bixwazin \u00e7i p\u00ea\u015f bixin. Er\u00ea, zagon\u00ean zewac\u00ea! Ma weke ku ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort\u00ean di mal de mane, temen\u00ea we nabore? Rast e, temen\u00ea we dibore. Ev j\u00ee zagonek e. Ger tu naxwaz\u00ee temen\u00ea te bibore, mirina netewa xwe asteng bike, bikeve p\u00ea\u015fiya jiyana nay\u00ea tebatkirin ango nay\u00ea jiyandina gel\u00ea xwe. Tu eg\u00eed \u00ee ne? Zilam\u00ea ku dib\u00ea, ez zilam im, xwe eg\u00eed dihesib\u00eene. Min beriya niha got, di civat\u00ean seretay\u00ee de j\u00ee, ji bo zewicandin\u00ea l\u00eaxistina cinawirek\u00ee mezin p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Ji bo ku nav\u00ea xwe bigire j\u00ee, ev p\u00eaw\u00eest e. Jixwe ev nav\u00ean qehremaniy\u00ea, tev ji v\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea mane. Tu yek\u00ee tirsonek \u00ee, bi xwe ji jinikokek\u00ea xirabtir \u00ee; ma tu bizewic\u00ee \u00e7i dibe, nezewic\u00ee \u00e7i dibe! Jixwe bi gora min zilamtiya zilam\u00ean me gumanbar in, hema tev p\u00eerejin, di wateya siyas\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee de pir gumanbar in. Di aliy\u00ea zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de pir zilam in! Wey xwed\u00ea, di p\u00eevaneke tirsnak de zilamtiyeke bi eyb!<\/p>\n

Min li ciyek\u00ee din vekirib\u00fb, li vir venekim; jinan ti\u015ftek\u00ee ferq kirine, ket\u00eeb\u00fbna zayend\u00eet\u00ee ya zilam. Hun dizan\u00een zayend\u00eet\u00ee ango ajoya zayendiy\u00ea, h\u00eenb\u00fby\u00eena ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f l\u00ea nay\u00ea girtin e. Jixwe nav li ser e, ajoyek e; weke ajoya bir\u00e7\u00eetiy\u00ea, ew j\u00ee ajoyek e. Weke ajoya tirs\u00ea ajoyek e. Jin din\u00eare, zilam\u00ea serdest nikare b\u00eay\u00ee v\u00ea bije. Bi gora v\u00ea helwest p\u00ea\u015f dixe. Di p\u00eevan\u00ean Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea de div\u00ea hindek\u00ee d\u00ee cewaz\u00ee b\u00ea xistin\u00ea. Di wateya civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb yekser le\u015fker\u00ee de zilam ji zilamtiy\u00ea derketiye, ji ber ku dijmin tim di bingeh\u00ea jinant\u00eekirin\u00ea de n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbye, ketiye rew\u015feke ji jin\u00ea xirabtir\u00een. Di bingeh de jinant\u00ee ne t\u00eagineke zayend\u00ee ye. Ger di nava d\u00eerok\u00ea de b\u00ea destgirtin w\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eetin ku, di war\u00ea civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb bi taybet\u00ee le\u015fker\u00ee de, di r\u00eajeya t\u00ea qutkirin de jin dibe jinikok \u00fb rew\u015fa ku t\u00ea gotin jinantiya bindest derdikeve rast\u00ea. Yan\u00ee di bingeh de jinant\u00ee, berhemek\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fketina siyas\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee ye. Niha em li zilam\u00ea me bin\u00earin; ji ber ku zilam\u00ea Kurd ji p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ean civak\u00ee, siyas\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee hatiye qutkirin, xulam \u00fb hevkarmend\u00ea y\u00ean din e. Di bingeh de jin j\u00ee, hevkarmend\u00ea zilam e. L\u00ea zilam, hevkarmend \u00fb ji jin\u00ea b\u00eat\u00eer gir\u00eaday\u00ee y\u00ea netew\u00ea serdest \u00fb \u00e7\u00eena serdest e.<\/p>\n

Niha em v\u00ea p\u00eanasey\u00ea ba\u015f f\u00eam bikin: Zilam\u00ea me \u00e7ima ne zilamek\u00ee saxlem e, t\u00ea f\u00eamkirin. Er\u00ea, ku tu hewqas zilamek\u00ee raj\u00ear b\u00ee, w\u00ea tu zilamiya xwe ten\u00ea bi \u00e7i bid\u00ee selimandin? Bi zayend\u00eetiya b\u00eate\u015fe. Ez hizir dikim ku zayend\u00eet\u00ee, di jin\u00ea de pir bi z\u00fb ji b\u00fby\u00eena hestek\u00ea derdikeve. Her wek\u00ee zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea ku\u015ftine, div\u00ea ew j\u00ee hindek b\u00ea vegotin. Hizir dikim ku di v\u00ea te\u015fey\u00ea de x\u00eavok\u00ee dibin \u00fb di\u00e7in. Di r\u00eajeke mezin de zilam j\u00ee, weke zayendiy\u00ea ji b\u00fby\u00eena h\u00eaz dert\u00ea. Belk\u00ee j\u00ee h\u00ea nagih\u00eeje s\u00ee saliya xwe diqede. Pi\u015ft\u00ee s\u00ee saliya xwe kal dibe. Bin\u00earin, jixwe di nava me de jin, pi\u015ft\u00ee s\u00ee saliya xwe ji jiyan\u00ea qut dibe. Zilam j\u00ee wisa ye. Di destp\u00eak\u00ea de bi taybet\u00ee weke ajoyek\u00ea, di xefika zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea de xwe dane qedandin. Em bib\u00eajin asta zayend\u00eetiya nay\u00ea tebatkirin, wana b\u00eay\u00ee ku nakokiyan rast bigirin dest, nixumandine. Ez ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea dib\u00eajim, heya ku \u015f\u00eawaza t\u00eakil\u00eey\u00ean di nava me de ney\u00ea ku\u015ftin, y\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fiy\u00ea mirin e. Ez pir ditirsiyam, m\u00eenak li hemb\u00ear v\u00ea, ji ber ku min \u015fer\u00ea xwe bi serkeftin\u00ee bi r\u00ea ve bir, niha ez hindek heme. Niha li rexm\u00ee v\u00ee jiy\u00ea xwe, hizir dikim ku weke zayendek\u00ee \u015f\u00fbngeha min dikare b\u00ea pejirandin. Yan\u00ee weke zilamek\u00ee, ne di rew\u015feke ku ji kes\u00ee re bibim bar de me.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea gelek zilam\u00ean me y\u00ean her\u00ee dewlemend bin\u00earin. Ez bawer im ku, jina wan hebe, bi misoger\u00ee eleqeyek\u00ea wan \u00ea asay\u00ee j\u00ee tune, qet tune. L\u00ea ji ber ku jin j\u00ee di wir\u00ea de hatiye qedandin, mitlaq hewce ye; ji ber diviyatiy\u00ean daring\u00ee \u00fb kevne\u015fopiyan ti\u015ft\u00ean ku dizane didom\u00eene. Bi misoger\u00ee tu p\u00eawendiya xwe bi azadiy\u00ea tune. \u00cecar bi xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea, jiyaneke azad a ku dikare b\u00ea pejirandin \u00fb bi s\u00eenor\u00ean jiyan\u00ea re tu eleqeya xwe tune. Dije \u00fb di\u00e7e. Va dema ku ev dij\u00een, miriy\u00ean li ser piya ne. Li hember jiyan\u00ea b\u00ear\u00eazdariya mezin!<\/p>\n

Esas ev \u00e7\u00eerok pir dir\u00eaj e. Hun h\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fxistina ramanan nizanin. Me hewl da ku em van babetan pir berfireh \u00e7araser bikin. Vana li rew\u015fa xwe an\u00een\u00ea de hun xizan dim\u00eenin. Ev, bi gora we raman\u00ean ku hema b\u00ean derbaskirin ango raman\u00ean ku li ser rew\u015fa we ya takekes\u00ee nay\u00ean lihevan\u00een\u00ea ne. Hun nikarin v\u00ea xapandina mezin bij\u00een. Em zagon\u00ean jiyan\u00ea e\u015fkere dikin. Ev rast e: \u015eer\u00ea ku PKK bi r\u00ea ve dibe, di heman dem\u00ea de li hember kevne\u015fop\u00ee \u00fb hewldan\u00ean dijmin \u00ea ku bi van re pir ketiye nava hev, dixwaze \u00eemha bike, biqed\u00eene, ji b\u00fby\u00eena nijadek\u00ee derx\u00eene, ji b\u00fby\u00eena civakek\u00ee xwed\u00ee nasnama azad derx\u00eene, b\u00eene rew\u015feke her\u00ee ket\u00ee \u00fb her\u00ee b\u00eareh, belk\u00ee j\u00ee di s\u00eenor\u00ea ajalvaniy\u00ea de ber bi m\u00eat\u00eengeriy\u00ea \u015ferek e. Di v\u00ea watey\u00ea de li hember zayend\u00eetiyeke b\u00eate\u015fe \u00fb ew bi \u015f\u00eawaza malbata pir pa\u015fdemay\u00ee ku ber bi civakek\u00ee ve dibe ango civakb\u00fby\u00een \u00fb t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee ya nay\u00ea jiyandin, ser\u00eehildanek e. Em li hember v\u00ea ser\u00ee radikin. Her ku em v\u00ea red dikin, derbas dikin, hildiwe\u015f\u00eenin \u00fb her ku em ji r\u00eaxistin\u00ea re serkeftin didin qezenckirin, ji \u015fer re serkeftin t\u00ea p\u00eakan\u00een, hindek welat t\u00ea qezenckirin, hindek gel t\u00ea qezenckirin, hindek mirovat\u00ee t\u00ea qezenckirin \u00fb w\u00ea dem\u00ea zayend j\u00ee t\u00ean qezenckirin. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de hev qezenckirina zayendan pir gir\u00eeng e. Jixwe pi\u015ft\u00ee van qezencana ku tu dikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee t\u00eakil\u00ee, hest \u00fb zayend\u00eet\u00ee div\u00ea hebin. Ji bona van \u015f\u00ear t\u00ea day\u00een.<\/p>\n

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Ke\u00e7 \u00fb xort\u00ean me ji bo azadiya mezin in<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015eore\u015fa me ya li Kurdistan\u2019\u00ea \u015fore\u015feke hezkirin\u00ea ye. Me v\u00ea vala negot. \u015eore\u015fa me ji bo azweriy\u00ean her\u00ee mezin e. Ev jixwe pir \u015f\u00eanber e. Ma ku ev wisa neba, me hewqas mirov\u00ee \u00fb hewqas ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan dikarib\u00fb biki\u015fanda? Ger azweriya mezin nebe, pero\u015fmendiyeke mezin \u00fb mezinahiya hestan nebe, ev ne gengaz e. Ji bo ku di PKK\u2019\u00ea de mirov v\u00ea mezinahiy\u00ea neb\u00eene, div\u00ea mirov kor be. \u015e\u00fbna ku ev wisa b\u00ea d\u00eetin, mirov nikare qala jiyandina xweperestiy\u00ea bike. Na, tu kes nikare v\u00ea mezinahiy\u00ea dervey\u00ee bike, y\u00ea ku ne layiq\u00ea v\u00ea mezinahiy\u00ea ye nikare n\u00eaz\u00eekat\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fan bike. Ev, berevajiy\u00ea xwezaya rasteq\u00eena PKK\u2019\u00ea ye. Kes bila kes\u00ee nexap\u00eene. Ji bo tu kes\u00ee t\u00eakiliy\u00ean erzan tune. Ji bo min j\u00ee wisa ye.<\/p>\n

Ez v\u00ea bib\u00eajim; ez ne miriy\u00ea jin\u00ea me. Berevaj\u00ee jin pir hewcedar\u00ea me ye. L\u00ea ji bo qezenckirina t\u00eakiliyek\u00ea, \u015fer p\u00eaw\u00eest dike, ked p\u00eaw\u00eest dike. Ev ke\u00e7 bereday\u00ee eleqey\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan\u00ea me nadin. Ew ji ber v\u00ea yek\u00ea eleqe n\u00ee\u015fan didin: Em wana hindik z\u00eade bi azadiy\u00ea re nasdar dikin, ji wan re azadiya axaftin\u00ea, azadiya r\u00eaxistin\u00ea ya ku di jiyana wan de nay\u00ea d\u00eetin \u00fb jiyaneke ku eleqey\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eene p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f dikin; em v\u00ea ji dest\u00ea yekem p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f dikin. Pir \u015f\u00eanber e, ev t\u00eakiliya xwe bi t\u00eako\u015f\u00eenek\u00ea ve heye. Nexwe ka em art\u00ea\u015feke \u015fer \u00fb agir \u00ea \u00e7awa ne, diyar e. L\u00ea ew bi xwe j\u00ee ba\u015f dizanin ku, bixwazin hindek r\u00fbmet, \u015feref \u00fb kesayet bi dest bixin, p\u00eaw\u00eest e ku li ba me r\u00ea wergirin. V\u00ea yek\u00ea weke nav\u00ea xwe dizanin, eleqeya wan j\u00ee, di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de ye. Puxte ev e. Dibe ku hinek\u00ee din xaf\u00eel bin, dibe ku hinek\u00ee din kar\u00ean \u00e7ewt kiribin, l\u00ea puxte ev e. Di bingeh\u00ea tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna jin\u00ea ya PKK\u2019\u00ea de ev heye. Ev zagon e, ev zagon\u00ea tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna jin\u00ea ye.<\/p>\n

Ev r\u00eagez ango zagon pir gir\u00eeng e. Ji ber ku v\u00ea \u015f\u00eawaz\u00ea min bi xwe amade kiriye \u00fb hatiye asta zagonek\u00ea. Jin, bi mirina xwe tevl\u00ee v\u00ea tevger\u00ea dibe \u00fb hewqas day\u00eena pakrewanan t\u00ea. Kes nikare bib\u00eaje, ji ber ku mer\u00ea w\u00ea li wir\u00ea ye hat. Nikare bib\u00eaje, ji bo v\u00ea e\u015f\u00eeret\u00ea hat. Bi misoger\u00ee \u00fb bi te\u015feyek\u00ea per\u00e7iq\u00eener sedem\u00ea tevl\u00eeb\u00fbna jin\u00ea \u00fb xwe bi xw\u00een\u00ea selimandin\u00ea, azweriya azadiy\u00ea ye. Dibe p\u00eaw\u00eesteka w\u00ea ya jiyana bi r\u00fbmet \u00fb bi \u015feref. Ger tu bib\u00ee layiq\u00ea v\u00ea, hing\u00ea dikare wateya t\u00eakiliy\u00ean te hebe. Tu nikar\u00ee b\u00ear\u00eazdar\u00ee bik\u00ee. Tevl\u00eeb\u00fbneke azad e. Tu nikar\u00ee bib\u00eaj\u00ee, \u201cst\u00fb bidim tewandin, lewaz e, bi kar b\u00eenim!\u2019\u2019 ango \u201cji r\u00ea derx\u00eenim \u00fb bi kar b\u00eenim!\u2019\u2019 W\u00ea gav\u00ea tu berevajiy\u00ea zagon\u00ea bikev\u00ee \u00fb ji ber ku tu berevajiy\u00ea zagon\u00ea ket\u00ee, w\u00ea tu b\u00ea cezakirin. Di wir\u00ea de tevl\u00eeb\u00fbneke azadiya mezin heye \u00fb div\u00ea tu berg\u00eedan\u00ea bid\u00ee. Tu dizan\u00ee, tevlib\u00fbna azad di \u015fer de ji mirov serkeftin dixwaze, wekhev\u00ee dixwaze, her cure asta r\u00eaxistiniy\u00ea dixwaze, jidiltiy\u00ea dixwaze; bi misoger\u00ee rizgarkirina welat \u00fb her cure \u015fer bi serkeftin day\u00een dixwaze. Ger tu bixwaz\u00ee bikev\u00ee t\u00eakiliya azad, w\u00ea tu vana \u00e7\u00eabik\u00ee. Ku tu vana \u00e7\u00eanek\u00ee, nikar\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00eek bib\u00ee. Ji t\u00eakiliy\u00ea re h\u00eaza te tune, tu dix\u00een\u00ee, bi cureyek s\u00eexur \u00ee, b\u00easinc \u00ee \u00fb bi dijmin re y\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ez xwe, weke yek\u00ee sermiyan\u00ea malbat\u00ea nab\u00eenim, l\u00ea ku em PKK\u2019\u00ea bi\u015fib\u00eenin malbatek\u00ea, em w\u00ea t\u00eaxin \u015f\u00fbna malbatek\u00ea, em\u00ea \u00e7ima ke\u00e7eka xwe bidin yek\u00ee b\u00easinc ango em\u00ea \u00e7ima xortek\u00ee xwe y\u00ea ba\u015f bikin qurban\u00ea ke\u00e7eka serser\u00ee? Di her hal\u00ee de em\u00ea j\u00ee, qas\u00ee malbatek\u00ee r\u00fbmeta me heye. Ma jixwe malbata me, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee malbateke \u015ferkar e. R\u00eageza xwe heye, \u015fer\u00ea xwe y\u00ea erjeng heye. Em\u00ea li hember p\u00eevan\u00ean malbata xwe r\u00eazdar bin. Tu kes nikare bib\u00eaje, \u201cmin xweperestiya xwe wisa da axaftin\u2019\u2019, \u201cdi hundir\u00ea min de azwer\u00ee, hest \u00fb ajoy\u00ean nay\u00ean zept \u00fb rept\u00ea, ger ku wisa fersend peyda bikin w\u00ea ser\u00ee rakin, naverast\u00ea ser\u00fbbin bikin!\u2019\u2019 Na, malbata me malbateke pir \u00a0ri\u015ft e. Belk\u00ee weke yek\u00ee b\u00eax\u00ear, weke her malbatek\u00ea dikar\u00ee di \u00e7espandinan de peyda bib\u00ee, l\u00ea di nava me de qet! Tu karib\u00ee hez bik\u00ee, mezin hez bike. Xort\u00ean me y\u00ean her\u00ee eg\u00eed, ke\u00e7\u00ean me j\u00ee, ji bona \u015fer\u00ean mezin, j\u00ee bona azadiya mezin in; p\u00ea\u015feng\u00ean w\u00ea y\u00ean zadegan \u00fb jiyana bi r\u00fbmet in. Ez j\u00ee t\u00ea de, maf\u00ea tu kes\u00ee tune ku v\u00ea berevaj\u00ee bike. Ez, jixwe xizmeta v\u00ea ya mezin dikim. Pir ba\u015f dizanim, bi hezaran ke\u00e7\u00ean ku ji h\u00eala zilamek\u00ee me ve weke jin\u00ean pir erzan t\u00ea d\u00eetin, n\u00eaz\u00eekb\u00fbna nay\u00ea bawerkirin n\u00ee\u015fan dame \u00fb bi xizmet\u00ea n\u00eaz\u00eek b\u00fbme. Ma hun zilam\u00ean pir hi\u015fmend ango pir eg\u00eed \u00fb sergiran in, ez d\u00een im ango xizmetkarek\u00ee sih\u00eal im? Ez di v\u00ea sehay\u00ea de \u015fervantiya azadiy\u00ea dicerib\u00eenim. Hun j\u00ee ti\u015ft\u00ean wisa p\u00ea\u015fke\u015f bikin, xizmet bikin, bila t\u00eakiliya we p\u00ea\u015f bikeve.<\/p>\n

Ez, t\u00eakiliy\u00ean ku qezenc dikim bi h\u00easan\u00ee, bi nemerd\u00ee \u00fb ket\u00eeb\u00fbn\u00ee nadime bikaran\u00een. Ger tu zilam b\u00ee, zilamtiya xwe p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee di war\u00ea siyas\u00ee, civak\u00ee \u00fb le\u015fker\u00ee de biselim\u00eene! D\u00eesa tu ke\u00e7eka ku hezkirin\u00ea \u00fb ji bandor\u00ean mezin re dixwaze r\u00ea bid\u00ee vekirin b\u00ee, p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee di nava ref\u00ean t\u00eako\u015f\u00een\u00ea de ka tu \u00e7awa kasayetiyek\u00ea bi r\u00fbmet, azad \u00fb xwed\u00ee nasnameya wekhev \u00ee, biselim\u00eene! \u00c7avkaniya hezkirin\u00ea ev e.<\/p>\n

Niha nezanim, di asta t\u00eag\u00een\u00ea de pirsgir\u00eak pir balk\u00ea\u015f in \u00fb prat\u00eek\u00ea bib\u00eenin. Em \u00e7awa bij\u00een? Va, prat\u00eek ev e; ev prat\u00eeka her\u00ee mezin e. Niha pevretiya we ya li vir\u00ea prat\u00eeka her\u00ee mezin e. Refb\u00fbniya di nava ger\u00eela de prat\u00eeka her\u00ee mezin e. Hun h\u00ea \u00e7i dixwazin? Bi xistina hev, hev \u00fb d\u00ee girtin \u00fb revandin, hin t\u00eakiliy\u00ean hetikandin\u00ea nabin! Na, hezkirin wisa nabe, zayend\u00eet\u00ee j\u00ee wisa nabe.<\/p>\n

Em zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea eyb nab\u00eenin, l\u00ea di bin te\u015fey\u00ean b\u00ear\u00fbmet de wisa karan\u00een\u00ea re ten\u00ea em dikarin bi tifkirin\u00ea bers\u00eev bidin. Div\u00ea zayend\u00eet\u00ee p\u00eerozkar be, t\u00eakil\u00ee di radeya daw\u00ee de xwed\u00ee r\u00eazdar\u00ee be. T\u00ea gotin, \u201cem van te\u015feyan peyda nakin!\u2019\u2019 Tu zilamek\u00ee her\u00ee ket\u00ee y\u00ea dijmin \u00ee, ne mirov \u00ee. Y\u00ean wisa, maf\u00ean xwe y\u00ean t\u00eakiliy\u00ea qet tune. Hun dizanin ku maf\u00ea zewicandina koleyan tune. Ji ber ku hun ji koleyan xirabtir\u00een di rew\u015fek\u00ee de peyda dibin, ger hun rizgar nebin, maf\u00ea we y\u00ea zewac\u00ea nabe. Hun xwe azad dihesib\u00eenin. Ma KT\u2019\u00ea tu azad kir\u00ee? Tu ji v\u00ea bawer dik\u00ee? Ma ji koleyan xirabtir bi te nekiriye? Kole, maf\u00ean xwe y\u00ean avakirina t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee n\u00een in. Kole, ten\u00ea ji hinek\u00ee din re xulamtiy\u00ea dikin. Jina kole j\u00ee, m\u00ear\u00ea kole j\u00ee nabe. Jina kole t\u00ea kir\u00een, t\u00ea firotin, zilam j\u00ee di her kar\u00ee de t\u00ea bikaran\u00een. Yan\u00ee ger ku em ji t\u00eaoriya koletiy\u00ea re bers\u00eeveke rast bidin, a ku li m\u00ea t\u00ea \u00e7espandin, ji koletiy\u00ea w\u00eadetir wateyek xwe hebe, w\u00ea dem\u00ea ka t\u00eakiliya civak\u00ee \u00e7i ye, azadiya di t\u00eakiliya jin-zilam de \u00e7i ye, w\u00ea tu t\u00eabigih\u00eej\u00ee. Di oxira azadiy\u00ea de \u015fer bik\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Ez nab\u00eajim, ez her ti\u015ft\u00ee bi \u00e7are \u00e7ar \u00e7\u00eadikim. L\u00ea ezm\u00fbneya min v\u00ea n\u00ee\u015fan dide: Ji bo ji ti\u015ftek\u00ee re maf b\u00ea qezenckirin, div\u00ea p\u00ea\u015f\u00ee di oxira w\u00ea de t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke ba\u015f b\u00ea day\u00een. Ez j\u00ee li pey t\u00eakiliya erzan geriyam \u00fb min peyda kir. L\u00ea w\u00ea belayeke \u00e7awa bi ser\u00ea min ve hatiba. M\u00eenak art\u00ea\u015f ji bo \u00e7i ye? Art\u00ea\u015f ji bo l\u00eaxistina hezar cure dijminatiy\u00ea ye, ji bo gih\u00ee\u015ftina azadiy\u00ea ye; ji bo pevgih\u00eena we ya azad \u00fb wekhev e. Ger \u015f\u00eawaza malbata we ya we xwed\u00eekirin\u00ea b\u00ea d\u00eeqatkirin, \u00e7i ti\u015ftek ne ji bo ti\u015ftek\u00ee din e. Her yek ji bo xiyanet\u00ea, ji bo rew\u015feke pir ket\u00ee ye. Ger hun bixwazin bibin y\u00ean hev, p\u00eawendiya v\u00ea bi kedeke mezin \u00fb tevgera \u015fer heye. V\u00ea r\u00eagez\u00ea hema di her car\u00ee de em xirab nekin, bi nemerd\u00ee \u00fb dur\u00fbt\u00ee em pe\u015fk l\u00ea nexin. R\u00eagez r\u00eagez e \u00fb div\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean w\u00ea bi c\u00ee b\u00ean. Ji bo ku hun hev \u00fb d\u00ee \u00a0qezenc bikin, p\u00eadiv\u00ee bi \u015ferek\u00ee mezin heye. Yan\u00ee ger em hezkirineke zadegan dixwazin, diviya ye ku ev wisa b\u00ea destgirtin.<\/p>\n

\u00c7awa ku min got, ne eyb e. Min ceriband, eleqeya min ji gelek ke\u00e7an re heb\u00fb, pir hezkar\u00ean min heb\u00fbn. Tev j\u00ee h\u00ea di hi\u015f\u00ea min de ne \u00fb min tevan j\u00ee vekir. Hezkar\u00ean min, min ki\u015fandin ber bi ku der\u00ea ve? Ger ku gengaz be, ji bo me welatek\u00ee ku karibe j\u00ea b\u00ea hezkirin \u00fb civakeke karibe bi hev re b\u00ea jiy\u00een biafir\u00eene. Wek\u00ee din encamek\u00ee ku tu ji hezkirin\u00ea derx\u00een\u00ee tune. Teb\u00ee heke ku hezkar\u00ean we hebin \u00fb hun hezkirin\u00ea bizanibin… Ez, \u015firoveya hezkirin\u00ea wisa \u00e7\u00eadikim. Ne ten\u00ea xwe\u015fiktiya jin ango zilam, dema li her xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea din\u00earim, encam\u00ea hema ji her y\u00ea xwe\u015fik derdixim, w\u00ea veg\u00fbherandina welatek\u00ee, yan\u00ee welatek\u00ee qezenckirin b\u00fb. Pi\u015ftre j\u00ee pirsa em\u00ea \u00e7awa welat qezenc bikin kete rojev\u00ea. Ma mirov wisa b\u00ear\u00eaxistin\u00ee dibe h\u00eaz? B\u00eay\u00ee art\u00ea\u015f, b\u00eah\u00eaz mirov dikare \u015fer bide? Heke ku ev tev nebin, mirov dikare bigih\u00eeje xwe\u015fiktiy\u00ea? Ma tu m\u00eat\u00eengeran nab\u00een\u00ee? Ew, te nagih\u00eenin ti\u015ftek\u00ee her\u00ee pi\u00e7\u00fbcik. Ku bide, ten\u00ea ji bo xulamtiy\u00ea dide. \u00db ev, xapandinek e.<\/p>\n

Niha ez, van tevan \u00e7ema dixwazim dubare bikim? Hun di t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea de pir rikoker in. Yan\u00ee k\u00eamahiya t\u00eagihi\u015ftin\u00ea, li hember t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea rik heye. Bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee, w\u00ea li ser jiyana xwe sepandin\u00ea de, hun pir zoriy\u00ea diki\u015f\u00eenin. Hun, mezinahiya nav PKK\u2019\u00ea bi tu cureyan bi xwe nadin pejirandin. Hun, rasteq\u00eena serokatiy\u00ea ka \u00e7i diderbir\u00eene, di bingeh de li ser xwe nadine sepandin. \u015e\u00fbna h\u00eaza sepandin\u00ea, hun xweperest\u00eeya xwe di\u00e7esp\u00eenin. Di wir\u00ea de j\u00ee pev\u00e7\u00fbn dert\u00ea. Ji ber ku r\u00eagez heye, di oxira w\u00ea de t\u00eako\u015f\u00eeneke mezin heye. \u00db tu j\u00ee mil\u00eetan \u00ee. W\u00ea tu bi v\u00ea re nekev\u00ee nava p\u00eav\u00e7\u00fbn\u00ea, w\u00ea tu nirx li ser z\u00eade bik\u00ee. Ez v\u00ea j\u00ee bib\u00eajim: Em naxwazin yek ji we j\u00ee destanan biniv\u00eese, l\u00ea ten\u00ea em dixwazin hun bibin \u015fervanek\u00ee ku bi h\u00easan\u00ee nay\u00ea daqurtandin. Di hundir\u00ea s\u00eenor\u00ean dikare b\u00ea pejirandin de bibin \u015fervanek. Ev j\u00ee ji bo me nirxek\u00ee mezin diderbir\u00eene. L\u00ea heke hun di v\u00ea xebat\u00ea de dixwazin bibin serok, zagon \u00fb r\u00eap\u00eevan\u00ean w\u00ea hene. Ez asta netew dadih\u00fbr\u00eenim, nikarim dur\u00fbt\u00eey\u00ea bikim. Hun belk\u00ee weke p\u00eaw\u00eesteka ehbab-\u00e7aw\u00ee\u015ft\u00ee \u00fb her\u00eamperestiy\u00ea ango di oxira xweperestiya xwe de, xwe t\u00eaxin subjektiv\u00eezm\u00ea, tengb\u00fbn\u00ea, seranseriy\u00ea \u00fb xapandinokiy\u00ea, l\u00ea ji bo min ev ne gengaz e. Em\u00ea dah\u00fbr\u00een\u00ea di asta netew, heta gengaz be di asteke ku tevah\u00ee mirovatiy\u00ea eleqedar dike de bibin. Teb\u00ee hem\u00fb ol, felsefe \u00fb siyaset ji bo mirovatiy\u00ea ne. Ten\u00ea ne ji bo welatek\u00ee, ji bo hem\u00fb zayendan in. Heke em sosyal\u00eest bin, bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ji bo wekhev\u00ee \u00fb azadiya her\u00ee p\u00ea\u015fket\u00ee ne. Div\u00ea em, sepandina vana bizanibin.<\/p>\n

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Ronah\u00ee \u00fb B\u00ear\u00eevan xwe nedi\u015fewitandin<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ec\u00eab dim\u00eenim, \u00e7ima hun me f\u00eam nakin? \u00ceca ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan \u00ean wek we \u00e7ima f\u00eam nakin? Xwediy\u00ean w\u00ea berxwedana mezin r\u00eaheval\u00ean Ronah\u00ee \u00fb B\u00ear\u00eevan, bi taybet\u00ee j\u00ee r\u00eahevala Ronah\u00ee, r\u00eahevaleka ku bi me ba\u015f t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftiye. Jixwe me v\u00ea di rapora w\u00ea de j\u00ee d\u00eet. Di raporek\u00ee din de dib\u00eaje, \u201cEz, ji duyem\u00een civ\u00eena \u00e7apemeniy\u00ea ya di p\u00eavajoya agirbes\u00ea de pir bandor b\u00fbm. Tev\u00ee ku hun hewqas derfet diafir\u00eenin, ji jinan \u00fb her cure p\u00ea\u015fketin\u00ea re destek didin, di nava me de h\u00ea j\u00ee yeka di w\u00ea ast\u00ea de tune. Halb\u00fbk\u00ee pir ked hatiye day\u00een. Bi zaneb\u00fbna xwe y\u00ean ku kesayetiyeke rast girtine z\u00eade n\u00een in. Her ku ez partiy\u00ea nas dikim z\u00eadetir p\u00ea ve t\u00eam gir\u00eadan. Dema ku ez kesayet \u00fb b\u00fbyer, rasteq\u00eena \u015fer \u00fb qoxan\u00ea dinirx\u00eenim, y\u00ean t\u00ean xwestin ku p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean gir\u00eadan\u00ea ne \u00fb carna j\u00ee hewl didim ku z\u00eadetir bidim.\u2019\u2019<\/em> \u00c7awa ku min got, \u015f\u00eawaza w\u00ea vebir e, bi ya min pir gir\u00eeng e. Div\u00ea hun j\u00ee hindek biramin. Riya jiyandina b\u00eeran\u00eena w\u00ea, weke w\u00ea di gih\u00ee\u015ftina h\u00eaza t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea \u00fb xwed\u00eeb\u00fbna dis\u00eepl\u00eena jiyaneke saxlem de derbas dibe. Di nava we de hinek kes dibe ku bixwazin bibin layiq\u00ea w\u00ea. Bi taybet\u00ee p\u00eavajoya jiyana xwe ya ku bi PKK\u2019\u00ea re b\u00fbye yek ka \u00e7awa girtiye dest \u00fb \u00e7awa xwe p\u00eagir\u00ea veg\u00fbher\u00een\u00ea kiriye f\u00eam bikin. Bi taybet\u00ee ev di destniv\u00ees\u00ean w\u00ea de hene. Li vana bin\u00earin, f\u00ear bibin \u00fb r\u00eazdar bin. Ji ber ku ev nirx\u00ean mezin in. Ger azad\u00ee h\u00easan\u00ee ba, wana w\u00ea riy\u00ea nediceriband.<\/p>\n

R\u00eahevala Ronah\u00ee di hevokeka xwe de dib\u00eaje, \u201cSerokat\u00ee giyan \u00fb can dide, a gir\u00eeng v\u00ea derbaskirina jiyan\u00ea ye!\u2019\u2019<\/em> v\u00ea yek\u00ea bi \u00e7alakiya xwe \u015fewitandin\u00ea derbas\u00ee jiyan\u00ea dikin. Ev, b\u00fbyereke mezin e. Heke hun j\u00ee hindek durust bin, w\u00ea w\u00earek\u00ee \u00fb fedakariya ku hun dib\u00eajin ka \u00e7i ye, bib\u00eenin \u00fb f\u00eam bikin. Her ku ev \u00e7alak\u00ee li ser nav\u00ea me t\u00ea \u00e7\u00eakirin\u00ea, em j\u00ee ne\u00e7ar in ku r\u00eazdar bin. Ma gotina, \u201cEm erzan jiyan\u2019\u2019 qet li we t\u00ea? Ez li wan kes\u00ean ku li hember nirxan dikevin berevajiy\u00ea \u015fa\u015f dim\u00eenim. Qet naxwazim dil\u00ea xwe bi wana bi\u015fewit\u00eenim. Her ku hun bi van nirxan ve ne gir\u00eaday\u00ee bin, bi misoger\u00ee em nikarin we t\u00eaxin \u015f\u00fbna zilaman. Ev j\u00ee qew\u00eetiya wan \u00fb gir\u00eadana b\u00eeran\u00eena wan diderbir\u00eene. Ez\u00ea, ka ew mirov\u00ean \u00e7awa b\u00fbn, ke\u00e7\u00ean ciwan \u00ean \u00e7awa b\u00fbn \u00fb di nava azweriya jiyaneka \u00e7awa de dixwestin bim\u00eenin, bizanibim \u00fb biriya xwe bidim\u00ea. Bi misoger\u00ee ez\u00ea wisa bikim. Ji min ti\u015ftek\u00ee din nep\u00ean. Hun \u00e7iqas hatibin xistin, hun \u00e7iqas xaf\u00eel bin bibin, jiyana wan ji bo we fermana her\u00ee mezin e. Her ku hun endamek\u00ea art\u00ea\u015fa eg\u00eedan e, hun\u00ea bi gora v\u00ea ferman\u00ea bij\u00een. Hun dib\u00eajin ku, em dixwazin werin ARGK\u2019\u00ea \u00fb werin nav art\u00ea\u015fa jin\u00ea. W\u00ea dem\u00ea serle\u015fker\u00ean v\u00ea wisan in \u00fb bi gora v\u00ea hun\u00ea tevbigerin.<\/p>\n

Ez bi xwe j\u00ee di xizmeta wan de me. Ew mirov\u00ean di jiyan\u00ea de tiptij\u00ee b\u00fbn. Dah\u00fbr\u00eeneke jiyan\u00ea heye, l\u00ea bin\u00earin, hun\u00ea di nava \u015fa\u015fwaziy\u00ea de bim\u00eenin. P\u00eanasey\u00ean zayend\u00eetiy\u00ea hene, dib\u00eajin; \u201cSehaya her\u00ee z\u00eade ku jin \u00fb zilam hev \u00fb d\u00ee dixap\u00eenin!\u2019\u2019 \u00c7i nirxandineke mezin e! Yan\u00ee dib\u00eaje, \u201cdi nav\u00ea de l\u00eestik heye!\u2019\u2019 sextet\u00ee \u00fb koledar\u00ee heye. Dib\u00eaje, \u201cAzadiya w\u00ea pir zor e!\u2019\u2019 Dib\u00eaje, \u201c\u00e7i mixabin em neb\u00fbn nasdar\u00ea w\u00ea azadiya \u00e7awa ku Serokatiya Partiy\u00ea dixwaze!\u2019\u2019 L\u00ea weke hedefek\u00ee dat\u00eenin p\u00ea\u015fiya xwe. Teb\u00ee ev dibine nirx\u00ean ku p\u00eaw\u00eest e hun p\u00ea ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee bim\u00eenin. Wisa bi hezaran hene. H\u00ea j\u00ee ku b\u00ea gotin, \u201cMe f\u00eam nekir, me p\u00eaw\u00eestek\u00ean w\u00ea nean\u00ee c\u00ee\u2019\u2019 qet ne t\u00ea pejirandin, ne j\u00ee bahane t\u00ea hesibandin. Hun ciwan in, eg\u00eed in, hun\u00ea bi can \u00fb dil tevl\u00ee van nirxan bibin.<\/p>\n

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Gel\u00ea me pir wenda kiriye. Ten\u00ea as\u00eeka jin \u00fb zilaman maye, bi xwe tun in. Ez ji bo xirabkirina ar\u00ee\u015fena we vana nab\u00eajim, da ku azweriya qezenckirina we p\u00ea\u015f bikeve dib\u00eajim. Hun jin \u00fb zilam\u00ean ku ten\u00ea qerqot\u00ean wan mane, cendek\u00ean wan mane, xwiyang\u00ean wan mane; ne t\u00eakil\u00ee, ne r\u00eazdar\u00ee \u00fb ne hezkirin! Her ti\u015ft di nava eyb, qeyran \u00fb \u015ferm\u00ea de ne. Ez hizir nakim ku tu zilamek li ke\u00e7ek\u00ea bi saxlem\u00ee bin\u00eare, tu ke\u00e7 j\u00ee bi h\u00easan\u00ee zilamek\u00ee bipejir\u00eene. Bi ya min li rast\u00ea s\u00fbc\u00ean pir mezin hene. Ji ber ku bi mirovatiy\u00ea hatiye leyistin. Ji ber ku her ti\u015ft\u00ea ku di merc\u00ean civak\u00ean babist\u00een \u00ean seretay\u00ee de nay\u00ea pejirandin, hatiye \u00e7espandin. Her wek\u00ee \u00e7iqas zagon \u00fb r\u00eap\u00eevan hene \u00fb demxeya xwe li p\u00ea\u015fketina mirovatiy\u00ea xistine, em j\u00ea hatine der\u00eaxistin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee qedan \u00fb tuneb\u00fbna mezin hatiye afirandin. \u015eore\u015f, tam j\u00ee derman\u00ea derbaskirina v\u00ea ye. Wateya usl\u00fbba \u015fore\u015fger \u00fb \u015f\u00eawaza \u015fore\u015fger y\u00ean van pakrewaniy\u00ean mezin ev e. Em j\u00ee bi xwe sipartina v\u00ea hewqas peywiran t\u00eenin c\u00ee. Wek\u00ee din bi tu away\u00ee wateya pakrewaniyan nabe, ten\u00ea wateyeke wisa heye. Teb\u00ee ew j\u00ee ne bes e, ji bo pakrewaniy\u00ea mirov pakrewan nabe. Ji ber ku mitlaq berg\u00eedaneke jiyan\u00ea y\u00ea p\u00eaw\u00eest dike b\u00ea day\u00een heye ku, mirin p\u00eak t\u00ea. Ne ku bila xw\u00een hinek\u00ee din birije, xw\u00een t\u00ea rijandin. Heke ku pir ne p\u00eaw\u00eest be, ten\u00ea dilopeke xw\u00een j\u00ee nay\u00ea rijandin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee ez nikarim gelale bikim. Ez, ji bo \u00e7i xwe didime jiyandin? D\u00eeqat bikin, di ast\u00ean nay\u00ea bawerkirin de didim jiyandin. Bi ya min xwe bi h\u00easan\u00ee fedakirin, xwe bi h\u00easan\u00ee dana ku\u015ftin, bi misoger\u00ee nay\u00ea pejirandin ango n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya mir\u00eetiy\u00ea bi xwe bidim pejirandin, nay\u00ea hizirandin. \u00c7ima? Ji ber r\u00eazdariya jiyan\u00ea. \u00ceca bi taybet\u00ee ku em jiyana gelemper\u00ee hewqas eleqedar dikin, w\u00ea em\u00ea bi h\u00easan\u00ee nemirin. Bi rast\u00ee j\u00ee div\u00ea ez bib\u00eajim ku, y\u00ean bi h\u00easan\u00ee dimirin li pa\u015f rast\u00een\u00ean me y\u00ean r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb armanc\u00ean w\u00ea mane. Ji van ketin\u00ean erzan y\u00ean wisa re pir h\u00ears dibim.<\/p>\n

Ez di vir\u00ea de pakrewanan qesd nakim. K\u00ea qesd dikim? Her\u00ee z\u00eade xwe. M\u00eenak da ku mirin\u00ea asteng bikim, di ciyek\u00ee de da ku xwe bidim bex\u015fandin, hewqas n\u00eaz\u00eek dibim. L\u00ea tev\u00ee ku sed\u00ee sed berpirsiyar in \u00fb dikarin bi bergiriyek\u00ee gelek ti\u015ftan r\u00eak\u00fbp\u00eak bikin, l\u00ea v\u00ea nakin \u00fb xwe li p\u00ea\u015fber\u00ee me didin jiyandin, gelo ez \u00e7iqas h\u00ears dibim, dizanin an na? Gelo ev dizanin ka \u00e7iqas nemerd \u00fb ket\u00ee ne? Hindek bila neb\u00eajin, \u201cr\u00eaxistin me f\u00eam nake\u2019\u2019 ango \u201czagon\u00ean jiyan\u00ea nab\u00eenin ka em li pey mirineke \u00e7awa ne!\u2019\u2019 Na, dib\u00eenin. \u00c7awa ku min got, ez hewqas wateyeke mezin didim pakrewaniyan. L\u00ea, di heman dem\u00ea de e\u015fkere dib\u00eajim ku, ten\u00ea yek dilopa xw\u00eena ne dem \u00fb ne di c\u00ee de b\u00ea rijandin, nay\u00ea pejirandin. \u00c7awa ku ez dixwazin, xwe wisa nadim jiyandin, l\u00ea qas\u00ee azweriya jiyaneke mezin, d\u00fbr\u00eeb\u00fbna mezin a jiyan\u00ea j\u00ee her qas li ba xwe didim girtin. Asta tems\u00eela doz\u00ean ev cure wisa dibe. Em xwe nedin xapandin. Hewqas wenday\u00ee, ji ber v\u00ea k\u00eamasiy\u00ea dev ji jiyan\u00ea berdan, naye pejirandin.<\/p>\n

Ger ku we xwe an\u00eebe halek\u00ee nay\u00ea nas\u00eene, bi lezg\u00een\u00ee xwe rast bikin. Jiyan, ne babetek wisa ye ku mirov bi h\u00easan\u00ee dest bigire. T\u00eakiliy\u00ean beramber y\u00ean zayendan \u00fb jiyana hevpar ku nebe, jiyan nabe. Gava yekem\u00een jiy\u00een be, gava duyem\u00een weke rasteq\u00eeneke r\u00eaxistin\u00ee \u00fb civak\u00ee jiy\u00een e. Ev j\u00ee di pevreyiya jin-zilam re derbas dibe. Heke ku her du j\u00ee di nava me de hewqas di xeteriy\u00ea de bin, her kes ka \u00e7alakiya w\u00ee t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea, jiyana w\u00ee t\u00ea \u00e7i watey\u00ea, div\u00ea f\u00eam bike.<\/p>\n

Bi ya min div\u00ea heya niha jiyandina we nebe. Hun \u00e7awa ketin, \u00e7ima bi h\u00easan\u00ee dimirin \u00fb t\u00ean ku\u015ftin? Div\u00ea ev nebe. Ger bibe j\u00ee, xwe ned\u00eet\u00ee dihesib\u00eenim. Di felsefe \u00fb n\u00eaz\u00eekatiya min de er\u00eakirina v\u00ea n\u00een e. Ez ji roja yekem heya \u00eero, ji roja ku xwe nas dikim vir ve, yeman didim jiyandin. Di wateyek\u00ea de qet najiy\u00eem. L\u00ea di wateyek\u00ea de j\u00ee y\u00ea her\u00ee bilind dije me. Otor\u00eeta her\u00ee mezin, ma ya d\u00ea \u00fb bav b\u00fb, weke keyek\u00ee li hember wan sekin\u00eem \u00fb h\u00ea j\u00ee wisa me. Li hember c\u00eehan\u00ea disekinim. R\u00eageza min heye, r\u00eazdariya min li hember jiyana min heye. Ez wisa dizanim \u00fb wisa dibim. Temam, y\u00ea we j\u00ee diki\u015f\u00eene ev e. Belk\u00ee hun ji v\u00ea bi bandor b\u00fbn, l\u00ea ji bo me ten\u00ea bandorb\u00fbn ne bes e. Hun heval\u00ean mil\u00eetan in, ne sempat\u00eezan\u00ean \u00a0jir\u00eaz\u00ea ne, yek j\u00ee we v\u00ea ji xwe re layiq d\u00eetiye. Hun ji xwe re dib\u00eajin heval\u00ean \u015fer; navd\u00ear\u00ean art\u00ea\u015f, serkan \u00fb serokt\u00ee li xwe layiq dib\u00eenin. W\u00ea dem\u00ea hun\u00ea maf\u00ea v\u00ea bidin\u00ea. Bi min re bi h\u00easan\u00ee hevalb\u00fbn nabe. Ger hun bihizirin hevaltiya h\u00easan\u00ee dibe, hun\u00ea bixapin \u00fb bidine xapandin. Ev j\u00ee di r\u00eahevaltiy\u00ea de ya her\u00ee xirab e. Dibe ku her ti\u015ft b\u00ea kirin, l\u00ea ji r\u00eahevaltiy\u00ea re div\u00ea ev ney\u00ea kirin.<\/p>\n

Ev tev, ten\u00ea ne ji bo \u015ferek\u00ee heb\u00fbn \u00fb tuneb\u00fbna netewek\u00ee, ji bo mirovatiy\u00ea j\u00ee p\u00eaw\u00eest in. Ez, mirovek\u00ee ku xwe nede v\u00ea, gelale nakim. Hest \u00fb ajoy\u00ean xwe nexistina bin xizmeta v\u00ea, em nahizirin. L\u00ea heke ku di cemser\u00ea dijber de hemin w\u00ea c\u00ee were girtin, li hember v\u00ea \u015fer\u00ea me y\u00ea \u00e7et\u00een w\u00ea hebe. Bila kes ji me di nava ref\u00ean me de, ji koletiy\u00ea re, ew palpi\u015ftiy\u00ean w\u00ea nezan\u00een\u00ea re, gir\u00eadana sih\u00eal \u00fb kir\u00eatiy\u00ea re er\u00ea nexwaze. Em er\u00ea nadin, nadin \u00fb nadin. Li beramber\u00ee v\u00ea, ger ku yek ji \u015fer\u00ea azadiy\u00ea re vekir\u00ee be, ez xizmetkar\u00ea w\u00ea\/\u00ee ya\/\u00ea mezin \u00fb sereke me. Ez di bin fermana \u015fer\u00ea v\u00ea\/\u00ee kes\u00ea\/\u00ee de me \u00fb jixwe dixebitim j\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Hun dib\u00eenin ku, di part\u00ee \u00fb rasteq\u00eena \u015fer\u00ea w\u00ea de, di derbar\u00ea tevah\u00eetiya jiyan\u00ea de b\u00eatir dar\u00ee\u00e7av \u00fb saf\u00eeb\u00fby\u00een gergaz e. Di v\u00ea bingeh\u00ea de qas\u00ee xwe ji xapandin \u00fb nebesiyan paqijkirin\u00ea, gihandina xurtb\u00fbn\u00ea j\u00ee pir gir\u00eeng e \u00fb heta j\u00eaveneger e. Ev, ten\u00ea ne peywirek e, ji bo we tevan mafek e: Maf\u00ea mirovb\u00fbn\u00ea. \u00db ev azweriyeke mezin diafir\u00eene. Azweriya mezin r\u00eaxistina mezin, ev j\u00ee \u015fer diafir\u00eene. Y\u00ean ku mezin \u015fer dikin j\u00ee, her tim dibin xwediy\u00ea t\u00eakiliy\u00ean mezin; dibin mezin t\u00eakiliya netew, mezin t\u00eakiliya azadiy\u00ea, mezin t\u00eakiliya takekes, mezin t\u00eakiliya hezkirin\u00ea \u00fb mezin t\u00eakiliya huner. P\u00eadiviya me bi v\u00ea heye. Me, ji bo v\u00ea hindek r\u00ea da vekirin. Hun\u00ea v\u00ea weke fersendek\u00ee bizanibin \u00fb bi w\u00ea vejena ku ciwanb\u00fbna we dide, p\u00eaw\u00eest e z\u00eadetir \u00e7\u00eabikin. Nexwe bi v\u00ea ast\u00ea ji t\u00eanegih\u00ee\u015ftin \u00fb li pa\u015f w\u00ea seyrkirin, ne dikare b\u00ea pejirandin, ne j\u00ee bi misoger\u00ee ti\u015ftek bi we dide qezenckirin. Div\u00ea hun bib\u00eajin, ev ji bo hilkeftinek\u00ea destekeke ba\u015f e. Qas\u00ee dewlemendiya t\u00eagih\u00ee\u015ftin\u00ea, bi h\u00eeskirina p\u00eaw\u00eestiya hewldan\u00ea \u00fb bi p\u00ea\u015fankirina hewldan\u00ea di c\u00ee de, div\u00ea hun tevl\u00ee bibin. Ev, di \u015fer de j\u00ee w\u00ea we bike xwediy\u00ea me\u015feke saxlem \u00fb mitlaqa bide qezenckirin.<\/p>\n

13 P\u00fb\u015fper 1994 <\/strong><\/p>\n

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